The story starts with me truly when I was age 23. I was laying in bed looking up at the ceiling and for some reason I cried and I said God where is my castle where is my queen where are my armies and what have I done to deserve this ? I don’t know what made me say that but I meant it and I felt like maybe I was having a new life in a new time period but without everything that I had in another old life.
Strange enough I don’t believe in that type of stuff but I decided I would set out and find my queen. It was important for me to find my queen because what I was really looking for was love. I wanted the love that I never felt. The one woman who was supposed to love me my mom threw me out at age 14. I never felt love so my queen would be ultra important . Hopefully I will finally know what it feels like to be loved.
Now fast forward. I am 27 years old, it’s five years later and am living in Las Vegas Nevada. I am alone but I am looking for my queen. I met people I felt satisfied with but it didn’t work out and something tells me that me and my soul acted independent from each other. while I was content my soul was not.
My soul seem to know that none of those women were my queen. Las Vegas was wild. I ended up marrying my neighbor. She told me after we were divorced the first time she saw my apartment she decided that it was her home and she was never going to leave. I have no hard feelings.
We were together for 5 years but only married for 6 months. I continued searching the entire Globe looking through countless profiles for My Queen. Out of sheer coincidence I was just playing around on msn site where I saw the most beautiful smile I’ve ever seen on a woman even up to this point. She was from Poland. Tall woman, an International model that has modeled in Milan and many other foreign places. I knew that I could never get such type of girl in the U.S. but in a foreign country I would have a fair chance.
I eventually married this woman. And for 10 years we have a great time until I started to notice a few things that were strange.
First she asked me to tell the whole world that we were married on my social profile and soon after I did she went to a basketball game and took an enormous amount of photos of one individual man and posted them on her social profile. We had five pictures together but of this other man she had more than 10 of his photos on her profile. I felt like a fool. I started to notice things like she always remembered to take the camera that I bought her to every basketball game but she forgot to bring the camera to my very first concert.
One night I was bored and she was in the room and it was one of those no sex nights so I was drinking a little bit and going through the computer and I decided I would go to the archives and that’s when I found out that our relationship had been a 10-year lie . I read things such as stupid American (me) he paid over $1,000 just to talk to me hahaha. I seen things like hey (to me) I have to go help my mother and then I would say goodbye I love you and then the next conversation would start and that conversation would be something like okay when are we going to meet and what time and where. I was also crushed because this was the time that I was sending her money so she could have a better life and her country I had no idea that she was using that money to have a better life a much better life with other men. The money I was sending her was hard earned. I took a very physical job delivering big water bottles in the 104 + summers heat. I was In love.
I really tried to make it work and stayed through some mentally tough times. Her parents were not nice unless they were borrowing money from me. I finally decided to leave. On the way out the door she said she was sorry . She also said would you like to have a child. I have wanted child since I was age 17 because I always wanted to feel somebody’s love that was unconditional. I have been asking her for a child for the last 10 years but she kept telling me year after year to wait.
foolishly I thought the child would help everything. I love my child she is the most beautiful intelligent wonderful human being on this planet, Viky, but it didn’t save my marriage. I ended up moving down the street and across the river but not too far just in case there was an emergency I would be able to get to my ex and my daughter within a minute and a half driving. My daughter didn’t take to well to going to preschool and she should have , she was only 1 years old.
I thought one of her family members would step up and watch our child. no one would so it meant I had to quit one of my jobs and lose 1/2 my salary to watch our child. As I began to struggle financially I thought since I treated my ex so well in the U.S. she would return the love. Things like dying her hair and other things were more important than me. One day I was on my fb profile and I seen poland’s national beauty contest.
I seen the most beautiful woman that I have ever seen in my life. I was absolutely amazed. For some odd reason I decided to write this woman and I went to bed. The next day I had a message she returned my mail and we started talking and since she had a boyfriend at the time she said that we couldn’t meet. We kept a very loose contact sometimes writing every six or seven months to say hello . About three years later her and her boyfriend broke up and we decided to meet .
She was very nice and it was my best experience to this date. We have so many similarities I’d also like to add she is the only woman who has ever asked me how can I help you ? She actually helped me with my career and she has also kept my spirits High because in Poland it’s tough being a foreigner . Poland is about 99% pure Polish people.
It’s been 4 years since we have met but we have kept contact and all of a sudden About 2 weeks ago Monika asked to meet. This was wonderful. The most beautiful woman I have ever seen in my life wants to finally meet again.
She further said, we need to figure out what’s going on with us .
I asked, do you want to meet and go home because that’s a 4 hour train ride or will we have more time . She said, I have to work the next day but we can meet more than once if you stay in my city. I need to rent a hotel for 5 days and that hotel cost about $1,300 for the 5 days. In addition to that I also would like to rent a car to be able to drive up in something nice and presentable and respectable. Considering all other men who try with her are rich by polish standards.
Everything would work out fine except for the problem . I have been a school teacher for the last ten years and in Poland during the summer if you do not work you do not get paid. I am a private freelance teacher for a few companies which means I don’t receive pay during the summer and each summer I have to figure out ways to pay my rent. Since it’s summer and I’m not getting paid anyways I decided I need to find a new career but not give notice until I found something.
while this is the best moment of my life it is the absolute worst moment because she is expecting to meet in five days. Thursday July 20th 2017. I’m a dreamer and I dream big. I decided that I would write to books and then sell them on my Facebook and try to sell 20,000 copies at 10 to $20 a piece and then go out and buy a very nice sports car and go and visit my queen. One of the books is finished in now I am in the edit Faze. The other book has about two more chapters but I really don’t imagined in my wildest dreams that I’m going to be able to finish the books in the next 24 hours and have them for sale over at 2 Day. With a $30 advertising Budget on Facebook and be able to get enough money to go out and buy a car.
I don’t truly expect someone to give me enough money to buy a car but it would be nice if I could ask for enough money to rent a very nice car and pay for my hotel stay and be able to cover my rent which is very small $350 dollars x 3 months until My little girl starts school in September.
Now that my child is 3 years old and she is yearning to play with other children I can now take full-time work and I’m really excited I’m thinking about selling books full-time .As I wrote earlier I will find something new or keep my job until the books free me from The Daily Grind. I can start doing what I love which is film and selling books that I write .
I know everyone works very hard for their money here and for me to ask for some outrageous sum would be ridiculous but $5,000 would definitely help me get through the summer and be able to start my life with the absolute woman of my dreams. Of course as a dreamer I would hope everyone would continue to donate until I can go out and buy a Lamborghini and be able to pay for a nice little property Beach side which would not be very much in the country of Poland but honestly $5,000 would really set me straight and I would be grateful and I would fall on my hands and knees and thank you silently for many many years to come . I also believe in paying it back or forward which means when I am able to help other people as I usually do when I have the money to help I certainly will .You best believe I’m going to help people until I have more than paid my debt back to you. I appreciate your time and your funding me if that is what you choose to do in your heart. I’m a good man and right now is just a very fortunate time with unfortunate timing in my life.
It will be nice to be with someone. Its not nice being alone every night when your in a foreign country away from family and friends and all places and things you have known but also knowing I have nothing in the U.S. to go back to. My child is here and I will be a good father and stay close.
I will be very happy to keep anyone who helps me up to date with my life. Just ask.
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