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Last Updated: December 9, 2019

Existential crisis

In the beginning of 2016 I decided to take LSD. This changed my life forever. I had already taken mushrooms before and really enjoyed the experience. So I felt confident LSD would be just as “fun”. However that was not the case for me.

the whole is experience was long, drawn out and uncomfortable. But the worst part was not during the trip, it was after. I struggled with crippling anxiety in the months following. It made me question myself and the meaning of my life. and it brought out all the fears of not knowing or understanding The things we all ponder as humans.. Things I never paid much attention to before.

After this trip I tried to confide in my roomate but he couldn’t understand what I was going through. This made me feel alone and truly crazy. After a while we got into a fight at work which lead to me losing my job. That night I went to my dads house and brought an 18 pack of beers and a bottle of Jager. I got insanely drunk with my dad and my stepmom and just tried not to think about anything that night. My dad drank quite a bit with me too. I’ll be honest it was a great time but we apparently had too much fun. That night when we all went to bed, my dad abruptly died of a heart attack..  I remember the morning like it was yesterday. I woke to sound of cabinets closing downstairs which Usually meant breakfast was being cooked and life was okay…. I wish I stayed in bed a little longer and held on to that thought.. I walked out of my bedroom to go down stairs walking past my dads room. I saw him laying on the ground butt ass naked which I though was strange but also, I knew we were very drunk the night before. When I got to the stairs and looked down to the great room I saw my stepmom on her knees talking to officers.. then it all clicked… I rushed back to my dads room and turned him over. It’s a sight I can’t get out of my head. And never will. his soul was gone and his body had been laying there all night. And I that changed something in me and took a certain innocence away that I’ll never get back. I had never cried so hard in my life before, and since then I struggle to feel or display emotions. After crying that one time it almost made me numb to the point that I resisted feeling any emotion again.

since then I feel like I cant face the emotions and anxieties that came with my LSD trip and my mind refuses to deal with the trauma of losing my dad.

I’ve lived in the same state my whole life and everywhere I go is filled with every single good and bad memory I’ve ever had. I don’t know how to get out. I work a meaningless 9-5 office job that pays me enough to not want to quit but not enough to change my life. I constantly look for an escape to this rat race and any opportunity I can find to get me out of this hell. If I could just win the damn lottery I truly believe it would fix my immediate problems and help me to focus on the good in life and heal my mind.

I don’t have a specific donation request in mind, everything and anything helps, kinda hoping for a miracle here.

https://paypal.me/fingersXed

Filed Under: Wishes Tagged With: USA

Last Updated: December 8, 2019

Veteran and his family need help

Help please! We’re sinking here!!!

In 2006, I started the process to work for a company that I would eventually own one day. I’ve worked for them since I was TEN years old. In 2012, I took the leap and signed the paperwork to take over the company. I knew I was taking a huge risk because I hadn’t built up capital. In the six years I spent learning the business, my biggest fear was going in with no capital. I don’t have a family fortune to fall back on and I don’t have access to resources to get enough capital to build the business. I was reassured over again by the previous owners that the money was there to be successful and they were probably right, but I have ran into the most unimaginable hardships since…

In 2012, eight months after I signed the business contracts, the previous owner (my mentor) passed away. After six years of spending pretty much every waking moment with him and learning to run this business that was a devastating blow. After some time of grieving I attempted to bounce back, but that’s when my hardships began. I was in an extremely manipulative relationship that was mentally, physically and financially draining. When unexpected bills came up, it was my responsibility to “figure things out”. We had a series of vehicles fail and need to be replaced, of course, the responsibility fell on my to figure things out. My significant other had severe addiction (not drugs) dependencies and chose his addictions before helping to contribute to the household. This left me in financial crisis in less than a year, but somehow I worked my way week to week and survived. There was always some kind of new hardship, but somehow I always managed. Eventually I realized this relationship was no good for me and I left in 2016, leaving with my financial responsibilities and the debt he accumulated for me.

In the meantime (in 2012) in the midst of suffering from personal devastation and loss my family fell apart because of the poor choices of one family member. So I do not have family to rely on either. My step father chose a life of addiction and criminals over supporting his family. This has been a nonstop drama that has affected my family and myself since. Most of my family disagree with my father’s choices and some family members choose to enable him. It’s a part of my life I’d rather ignore and not accept!

In 2016, I met the most amazing man and six months later we were married. Sounds like everything is getting better right? Nope! My husband served in the Marine Corp. from 2000-2008. As you can imagine (from those dates- think 9/11) my husband did several tours overseas and is now physically disabled and not capable of working. As if his physical restrictions weren’t enough, he also suffers from PTSD and the battle to get proper medical care and monthly compensation from the VA has been a struggle for four years. We’re still in appeals process with the VA and I don’t see an end, as we have been patiently waiting for years and something always goes wrong.

Remember that family drama I mentioned earlier? Well, that led to my dad having a child at fifty something years old with another women. The child’s mother is a drug addict and prostitute. Neither parent is capable of taking care of this child. Although the child is not biologically related to me in any way (his father is my step dad and never adopted me, however has raised me since I was two) I still think of him as my brother. On August 21, 2018 I received a call that has changed my husband and my lives significantly. My dad told me to come pick him up because he was in an extremely unsafe situation. After this child suffered extreme neglect for three years I decided morally I needed to step in and take custody. This was an extremely difficult and costly process due to the fact that in the eyes of the law I’m not as fit of a parent as his biological parents because I’m not biologically related. In August 2019 (a year and a week later) I was granted full custody, after a lengthy and costly custody battle with both parents.

Of course, there has been about eight thousand other hurdles I’ve ran into in these past several years, but that would turn this into a novel! I have just hit a road block. Bills are piling up. Car repairs are needed (yep, seven years and several cars later, I still can’t catch a break). Holidays are around the corner. Business bills are piling up. Business repairs need to be made. I’ve exhausted all resources. Failing and giving up is not an option. Too many people rely on me!

 

paypal.me/0311grunt

Filed Under: Wishes Tagged With: USA

Last Updated: December 7, 2019

My goals for 2020

The year of 2019 has been a very hard and lonely one. My friends are all off at university and the only way I can connect with them anymore is through our love of gaming. While this is amazing I miss them to death and want nothing more then to see them and spend quality time with them. Travel can become very expensive to visit them individually, and with working a minimum wage job most of my spare money gets saved for a rainy day. Learning to drive would be an amazing opportunity that would not only help me visit my friends more often but also get a higher payed job, have more opportunities in life and many more things.

My dream in life is to be a musician, without access to a proper pc set up or studio it isn’t possible to start this career off. My love of gaming would also be an amazing career such as streaming. If I could save the money to get a proper pc/gaming/streaming set up I could also use this to produce my music.

My goal this year was to start streaming and gain a fan base to build the start of something amazing. Unfortunately my lack of money and good technology has prevented this. My plan had been once this had started up was to learn to drive so I could have contact with my friends and fan base. With this in mind I’m reaching out in hopes of someone generous. If there happens to be anyone reading this your money would go towards starting my career in gaming and my journey with music.

Although I have a job it is minimum wage and most of my money is going towards bills and living. I’m hoping 2020 can be a better year for me, maybe with some financial support I can start earning more money in a way I love and connect with my friends more deeply.

This year has been especially tough and my mental heath has deteriorated severely. Without the ability to see my friends on top of this has made my struggle a lot worst, my hope is that if I can get the money to learn to drive I can improve my mental health and outlook on life, open myself to new opportunities and better what life I’m stuck with.

Any donations would be greatly appreciated and will start by going towards learning to drive and saving for a car. If you do donate and have any special requests I could complete to show my thanks, don’t hesitate to ask.

Pay.me/takenxsoulx

Filed Under: Wishes Tagged With: UK

Last Updated: December 6, 2019

Help us get out of Debt

My husband and I have accumulated over 45,000 in debt over the years. We were able to save and borrow from family to purchase our own home this past year, which significantly brought down our monthly rental payments. We’re now in the process of gathering any belongings we can sell to help bring our debt down, but we’ve got maybe $1000 worth of items. Currently almost all of our monthly income goes towards making our monthly payments on our debt.

I don’t have a sad story. We are doing ok. We can probably get this paid off in 5 years or so if we continue on this path. We have a roof over our heads and full bellies for which we are very grateful.

We are both generous to a fault. We’ve taken in animals that others cast aside.

A small parrot who sat in a pet shop for over 5 years, pulling his own feathers after he became too much to handle from his previous owner. He is afraid of new people and chooses to bite them out of fear. Our first year together was rough, and I have scars on my hands, arms, and face to prove it. Now he is happy, healthy, and loved.

A stray cat who showed up on our doorstep thin and starving with gaping wounds on his head and covered in fleas. He’s now fat, fluffy, and spends his days warm and cozy instead of fighting for his life on the streets.

A European starling that I handraised since he was about 10 days old. He was given to me by someone who found his destroyed nest and dead siblings. These birds are typically euthanized by wildlife rehabbers because they are an invasive species in the United States, and wild birds can wreck havoc on native wildlife. I decided to raise him and keep him as a pet, so that he is not a threat to native wildlife and allowed to live his life in a home where he is spoiled and loved.

My husband grew up with a hard working single mother. He has a younger brother who turns 16 next year, and he’s decided to gift him his old car this year for Christmas, since his mom would never be able to afford a car for him on her own. Maybe it’d be smarter to sell the car, but helping out family and staying in debt longer is what feels right, and the choice we’ve decided to make.

Like I said, we don’t have a sad story. We’re doing ok. Our debt is our own fault from being young and dumb and making poor choices. But we are good people. We are generous people. We strive to fill our world with kindness and love.

 

Thanks for reading this far. If you happen to be a millionaire with cash to spare we would absolutely cherish a donation from you.

Filed Under: Wishes Tagged With: USA

Last Updated: December 6, 2019

Shape my lifes transition

Snapchat-113384041.jpgHey, my name is devin, but i dont want it to be. When i was 8 years old, my mother passed away. Of course that can be harmful to a child in multiple ways, but my main reason was different than most. When i was little my mom was a role model. I always wanted to be like her, and copied everything she did. She was so beautiful, and if you want to see what she looked like the picture almost sums it up. Im a spitting image of her. In some ways. I tried so hard to be like her, despite having a rough time because of a birth defect. One that made everything in my life wrong, even when it was going right. I was born male. I was robbed from being the person i was meant to be. Ill never be a mother, ill never feel right biologically, or have the childhood i should have had. But there are things i CAN fix. Things i can still experience. Im struggling to catch up and get what happiness i can salvage, having never felt real joy throughout my life. Im hoping for one day to feel pretty. I want one day to feel like a princess. As silly as it sounds, i believe that day can be a reality if i try hard enough. I need some help to get there though. I have had an appointment with a psychologist who says he will write me a letter of recommendation to get on hormone replacement therapy. It will help me grow breasts, redistribute fat for a more feminine shape, and more importantly stop the effects of male puberty. I am 18 years old and am starting to grow more facial and body hair. My hairline will start to recede to a more male shape. I am currently a somewhat ideal age for a gender transition. I am mistaken for a female quite often, but with my adams apple becoming more prominent and testosterone making my voice deeper by the day, i am shaping into someone i dont want to be. I have come out of the closet as a transgender woman recently, and face many obstacles. Such as new clothes, makeup, doctors appointments, and document changes. However, my psychologist says he will only write the recommendation after i am “sure”. I must go through what he calls “3 months of real life experience”. Meaning live 3 months as female before starting actual hormone therapy. I currently live paycheck to paycheck as a broke college student (radiology) ((x-ray tech)) and dont have money for any of these things. My hope is to have kind people support me some along the way, which brings me here. So let me introduce myself again. Im Chloe, a scared young woman who needs a couple extra dollars to help me find the light in myself.

If you would donate to paypal.me/chlotheflow       it would be the sparkle in my eye, thank you so much

Filed Under: Wishes Tagged With: USA

Last Updated: December 1, 2019

Need a Car as a Christmas Wish

Hello!  My name is Kealoha, and I am a legally Deaf male living in Omaha, Nebraska.

I recently surrendered my second vehicle back in August 29, 2019.

My first vehicle that I would have registered in my name would have been a 2001 Nissan Altima GLE.  The car I obtained from some former friends of mine, who financed it under their name, under the stipulation that I make the payments.  I made regular payments on the car, and soon, the couple showed up at my volunteer work, and demanded that I give the car back.  They said that I did not hang out with them as much as they wanted, and that I only cared about helping the homeless near where I lived.  I reluctantly gave back the car, in which they returned to the dealership.

Less than 6 months later, I was able to finance a 2005 Dodge Caravan, from a shady dealership known for their $300 down vehicles.  The van was my very first registered vehicle I had in my name in my entire life.  Little to my knowledge, the $300 down vehicles are the vehicles that are in need of major repairs. the dealership failed to disclose existing mechanical issues as required by law.  I only had the vehicle for 7 months, with the majority of the summer undriveable because of not only a locked brake drum, but also alternator issues.  I gave the van back to the dealership, back on August 29th, 2019.  I thought that was the end of my problems, and I recently received a collections letter asking for $2184.65 for the van.  They have since been reported to the BBB for their shady practices.

I am asking for your help to be able to earn about $6,000 to purchase a vehicle.  I really would like to get one as a Christmas gift, and to do errands and to transport an elderly church member to the store as she needs to get there.

I also have two relatives in Iowa.  One of them, is my Deaf Uncle, who I last saw 7 years ago, and would like to meet up with him, and visit his home Deaf church.  I also need a car to be able to travel to see my estranged mother, who I have not seen for nearly 30 years.

I would like a car of my own, as the city bus system is not fully reliable, as it would take about one hour to reach from one destination to another, sometimes 2 hours if going to west Omaha.

With the car, I can continue to help the homeless near where I live, and to help them get their medications, get to doctor appointments, or to the store.

Thank you for your time, and thank you in advance for your donations!

Filed Under: Wishes Tagged With: USA

Last Updated: November 30, 2019

Girl With A Dream

Thomasina lederman

sheralgodina@gmail.com

11th November 2019

Dear Reader,

Hi. I am asking for a hand up not a hand out. I do not mind working nor do i minds getting my hands dirty. I am 33 years old and I have a son I never get to see. I have a puppy who is very big and loving. They are both my only ones i have in life.

I grew up in a family of addicts. I have a brother and a sister and a baby sister that is no longer with us. I no longer have a mom or dad either. I have no grandparents or uncles or aunts. My older sister is an addict and I don’t want her in my life. I have a baby brother who is in jail looking at a lot of time in prison.

So as u can see there is a horrible pattern in my family. I have had to do things I don’t want to do just to be able to get food and a place to stay. I don’t want to end up like my family has, i want to break the chain. I want to be something more than just another convict in the system. I want to be a member of our community.  

I’m asking for help with getting on my feet. At this time i live in a small teardrop camper on the side of a very kind couple. I have no water and a small heater, that only works sometimes. My puppy stays with me he is a pit bull but such a loving little giant. He always steals people’s hearts. 

I have a son that is 10 years old. He loves his mommy so much. Yet I try so hard to even get the money to go see him. That alone costs $300. I can’t even get money to buy me sweaters for the winter. 

I really would love to get a place and a job. I would love to get a place by my son that is over 200 miles away. I would like to get some clothes that fit and are warm. I would like to get a good supply of diff food for my dog so i would not have to worry about it.

So therefore I need a helping hand up. As i always believe every penny counts. So i am not sure really what all this comes to but for me it would mean the world just for even a few hundred bucks to help. Thank you for taking the time to read about me and I hope somewhere there is someone that can help.

Sincerely,

Thomasina and her dog bubba

Filed Under: Wishes Tagged With: USA

Last Updated: November 25, 2019

£ 3.000 can change my life

           Hi

         My name is Mara and I am 21 years old. Ever since I hit puberty I started to have a problem with excessive underarm sweating.

         In school I was bullied because even in cold weather I would sweat like crazy. This made me insecure and I developed serious anxiety problems. I am afraid to raise my hands, I am afraid to do anything. I avoid social events. It is hard for me to make friends just because I suffer from this condition.

         I always sweat through everything I wear. It is embarrassing. I only wear dark colors and I have to change my T- shirt at least twice a day everyday. I sweat no matter how much antiperspirant I apply.

I had tried everything to solve it and nothing worked. I don’t fell comfortable at all and I always have to worry about my underarm stains and odour.

I discovered MiraDry, a permanent treatment to eliminate armpit sweat and odour. I did a lot of research and I believe this is what I need but the treatments are pretty expensive.

Two MiraDry treatments are about £ 3.000 and aren’t covered by insurance. I just don’t have the money. I don’t want to live with embarrassing wet marks under my arms for the rest my life. I just want to be normal.

It feels strange to ask for help like this but I really need some. Thank you for taking the time to read this.

You can donate here:

https://www.paypal.me/marachirea

 

Filed Under: Wishes Tagged With: EU

Last Updated: November 23, 2019

Last Wishes Angelina (50)

2 weeks ago, my mom got diagnosed with cervical cancer, this happened pretty unexpectedly since we only went to the doctor for pneumonia, since she was coughing pretty often.
This hit pretty hard since they diagnosed it was terminal. The only option left is chemotherapy to prolong her life, but it’s uncurable for now.
This is a pretty tough story, especially for me, but even harder for my mom herself. Especially since her past. I want to start this to get some funds available to give her an as much as pleasantly possible time left.

I’ll tell you something more about her past.

After both my parents opened a bar everything went wrong, after 6 months my father died and she had to take care of the bar herself.
Since this was a bit too much, she sold the bar. Since we didn’t have any insurance my mom got into financial problems. After a few years, she met someone new, and he moved in.
Those times when we was around everything felt pretty great again, but after about 10 years he got diagnosed with stomach cancer. He went through chemo and stuff went bad as time proceeded.
After about 3 years he lost his fight with cancer and he died. Meanwhile, my grandpa got sick and his leg had to be amputated since it had a virus. But when the amputation had to happen he died.
After this shitty period of time, my mom went under administration since we had financial problems due to problems from the past (F.E. the bar)
Everything got better with the help provided, till the debt repayment started. Every piece of income we had, went towards the debt collected over time and we didn’t have much to live with since the payments were pretty big.
I tried my best to help with getting everything financial on track again at home, but since I’m 21 since this year and the dutch system only provides for children until 21, everything got harder to sustain once again.
They told us I had to take care of our problems, and so I tried to earn as much as possible so we could pay our bills, and if we were lucky we could do something fun to soften the situation.
The thing she liked the most to do is drumming in one of her bands (TR Country Band and The Black Wings Band).
Around this time our care also broke down. I had to do lots of research to explain to my mom the best way to move forward and get a new car, so we could keep up doing everything she was doing at that moment.
Since my mom is also the caretaker of my grandma, the car was required since she couldn’t live with us.
Besides everything I wrote down, there probably are also other things I didn’t think of, forgot or pushed away since I’m trying to focus to make the best of the current situation.

The only thing I hope to achieve right now is to make the best of the time that my mom has left, without having to think too much about her current situation.
I sincerely hope that some of you will help us out that she’ll be able to take care of her “Last wishes” because I can’t handle this alone anymore and I want her to have splendid last moments.

paypal.me/bennycoldenhoff

Filed Under: Wishes Tagged With: EU

Last Updated: November 23, 2019

Hope!? Are You there!?

Hello, Hope!? Are You there!?
I am a young man from a place where
English is a foreign language.
I hope You understand my message,
As it may not be well written
And this form might not fit in.
But I intend it to stand out a little.

I am searching for You, Hope.
You are all that I have left.
Please throw me the helping rope
To pull me up and free me from heft
So I can be back on my feet
Up and running with a strong heartbeat.
I am asking for a boost – just a little.

My story in general is somewhat similar
To others. I am now in need of financial help.
I did grow up in a family – warm and beautiful –
But when I think back I was all by myself.
Starting from kindergarten age I was alone,
Most often the last one to be taken home.
I have only few photos from time back then.

The teenage years I still remember mostly
But nearly no photos to help keep them in memory.
This Friday im getting a year older than a quarter of century.
I have never before looked at my birthday
With such big pain and misery
Due to recent things I have done by my own stupidity.
Lost my wisdom – I am asking myself how and when?

I did good at school, had top grades.
Even started to have closer friends.
Yet by now all of that has faded away.
Over time I have lost all my friends –
No, they haven’t passed away
It is our friendship that has passed away.
Now I have no one to turn to.

I am begging for financial help.
I get low and raise my hand for help.
I am ashamed and afraid to look up.
I keep my eyes on the ground, hand still up.
I would rather not talk numbers as they are way over my head
I will never forget this – it is engraved deep in my head.
Hope! – I cannot do this without You!

Whoever reads this message, remember this:
You are my spring, my fountain of hope.
You can revive my long forgotten feeling of bliss.
Will I ever get to thank You enough – nope.
So I hope the feeling and knowing You have helped me out
Will bring You joy and warmth without any doubt.
Any donation will help me out a lot.
But if I find You being way too generous
I will share Your generosity here with others.

paypal.me/brain93

Filed Under: Wishes Tagged With: EU

Last Updated: November 21, 2019

Down Side of fortune and trying desperately to turn my life around.

I was brought up in a loving family, didn’t have lots but plenty enough and I was well educated. I had/have 2 older brothers 9/10 years older so it was clear I was a mistake but no less loved by my parents than my other 2 brothers and growing up was fantastic. I excelled academically and went to Durham University where I got a good degree and then moved onto a graduate program with BP, and then subsequently a retail consultancy company called dunnhumby.

However 17 July 2014 my life changed forever, my parents were both on a flight from Amsterdam to Kuala Lumpar to start enjoying their retirement and the plane was shot out of the air, you have probably heard about flight 17, Malaysian Airlines.

My life essentially turned entirely upside at that moment, after losing my parents and I have been fighting a 5 year struggle of depression and suicidial thoughts as i subsequently lost my girlfriend who didn’t stick by me. My brothers won’t speak to me as they are very successful and had the advantage of age when my parents died, they were married with children. I was 22 and too young to register the horrendous nature of what happened.

I have no-one anymore and through my depression I have more recently lost my job. I am consumed by never ending fear of what my life will become if I continue on this path of destruction. I have no money left to my name so my worries are continuously about trying to pay rent and afford food to eat. For example I don’t receive state benefit for 2 weeks and I have £11 to my name.

This is all from a kid who seemingly had it all in 2013. I try to stay positive but it is hard. It is now 04:30am in the UK and I am still awake, typing this as I am forever fearful of the debt I have got myself into. The only thing that seems to help is going to therapy but I have now amassed thousands of pounds worth of debt on credit cards  funding this. Just because it was starting to make a difference and help me.

Please, please can someone help me get back on my feet, clear my debts, ensure longevity of therapy, help build relationships. The money will also help me to pay rent in advance for the first time in months and also also aid me in my next employment path and desire to self sustain. I would be forever grateful and would of course pay it forward.

Thank you for reading.

Freddie

paypal.me/freddiep7723

 

Filed Under: Wishes Tagged With: UK

Last Updated: November 20, 2019

Help me pursue my dreams

Honestly I’m looking for donations to help me build a bankroll. I’ve been playing cards for over 10 years now but seriously for a living for a couple of months. The money I’m making right now goes to my bills and some goes into my bankroll. I want to get in higher games. At the moment I’m only playing 1/2/5 but want to venture into 5/10 and higher. Any money will do and will be very appreciated. My dream is to go to Vegas and play and also to Cali to play poker as well. Please help me follow my dreams!

paypal.me/wmpaul214

Filed Under: Wishes Tagged With: USA

Last Updated: November 20, 2019

Please Help Me – Funding for a Used Car

About 10 years ago, I had an academic setback where I did poorly for my first attempt as an undergraduate.  Although I did earn my degree but because of my low gpa and not many high grades, it has been hard for me to climb back up to pursue any graduate degree.  By some luck, I was able to obtain a second degree with a higher gpa, but because of my low gpa of my first degree, it was hard for me to be accepted into any programs.  I have applied to many programs, and throughout these 10 years, all I’ve received were rejections.  I’ve learned that it is best for me to be patient and take it one day at a time.  Where it was faster, easier for others, I had to be patient and take the slower, harder route.

Finally after so much strife and rejections, I have been accepted into a graduate program that will lead me to my ideal career that I have been working towards within the past decade.  I know financial aid will help me with school tuition, so I am not worry about that part.  What I am concerned about is commuting to school and housing with my cat.

I recently quit my job to concentrate more on pursuing a graduate degree, and I recently lost my car due to mechanical issues.  Normally, I would not ask anybody for monetary donation due to my pride, and I also donate/help others when I can.  I am asking for $7,000 to purchase a used car and to help with apartment costs for me and my cat.

I am most concerned about my cat, Terra.  I do not want to give her away to anybody because she is my family, and I do not think anybody else will take care of her as well as I can because I know her quirks and her dislikes.  She is a sweet kitty and does not deserve to be shuffled around foster homes or shelters.  I will not give her up.  Unfortunately, university housing does not allow pets, but I have placed my name on an apartment near the school that is okay with pets.

I would like to purchase a used car to commute from my apartment to the university, and the apartment is so that I would not have to part with my beloved kitty.  I am appreciative of any monetary donations, and any that’s leftover, I will donate to the Church.

Thank you very much for your help and support.  I am truly grateful and humble.

 

paypal.me/jmahautm

Filed Under: Wishes Tagged With: USA

Last Updated: November 18, 2019

Starting Over

I log into facebook and just want to tell everybody everything that is going on with me. Everytime I go to update my status, I delete it right away and think that’s just drama or that’s just depressing. We all have a story, we all have our struggles but when is it going to end. I can’t get over hoping that someday I will be on top of the world. I will be able to give my children all that they deserve. I have 3 wonderful children. They have their moments just as any teenager would but I have been blessed. Dacqurri, my precious Dacqurri. He’s my world, he was the answer to all my childhood prayers. He works so hard in school to get into college and is an amazing cook. He shoots for the top everytime. He is an amazing writer. He’s been writing stories since he was six years old. He has a temper but is doing very well controlling it. He’s been through so much. Hormone change was his worst years but he came up from it, on top, as usual. Then I have Ethan. Ethan is my autisitc son who was non-verbal as a small child and thank God to PlayStation who taught my amazing son to speak more clearly and more often. Therapy was amazing and helped a lot but the PlayStation life is what did it for him. Not only did it help him become more verbal but also taught him to read and spell. Video games is the answer to any nonverbal child.. LOL! He still doesn’t feel comfortable in a room full of people but has come a long way. Now on to Kira. Kira as a small child would freak out if you left the room without hugging her or telling her you love her. I really miss this. At the time it was bad. I would leave for work after hugging her and telling her bye 5 or 6 times, get about a mile down the road and have to turn around to give her one last hug because she was crying and so upset she didn’t get one more hug. My daughter is a little me and mostly my best friend combined. I believe in her and all that she believes in. She is amazing and impresses me more and more each day. Although she will not hug me and tell me she loves me anymore, I know she does.
  I have worked day in and day out, most of my adult life has been spent working and missing all the wonderful milestones my children have gone through. I have spent years working two jobs or 12 hours a day at one job, even trying other things to make more money like Uber. My main job I have had for the past 13 years. The job I will never be good enough to make a living at. But that’s all I know. I have gone for better paying jobs and get rejected. These jobs just don’t see what they are getting by hiring me. Someone who never takes a day off, someone who can make what they do brighter and better. Everybody always suggest to take a telemarketing job but that’s not me. I can’t sit on the phones all day for commission and make nothing. My anxiety can not handle telemarketing.  
  My husband. My husband is mentally sick. I have taken care of him most of our 17 years together. Over the last couple years I quit working 2 jobs to put some of the responsibility on him. To help him become a man, a father. He just doesn’t get it. He’s so worried about how other people feel about him and anything that is said to him at these jobs he takes it personally and walks off the job or gets himself fired. He’s not a nice person. He gets so angry and says stuff I know he doesn’t mean but he says them often. He tells me almost daily he hates me. He has stopped saying it to the children when he’s angry. It’s like he’s mentally only 7 years old. Someone jokingly says he’s a dummy or something silly he gets defensive and starts making you feel like you aren’t worth living or having an opinion. Anyways 100 jobs later over the last 2 years he just got fired once again. It’s sick. I don’t know what to do.
  Over the next couple of weeks my children and I are going to be on the streets. My husband and I have agreed we don’t need to continue you with each other. It’s become unhealthy for me and the children. All of my children over the last couple of years have at one point wanted to kill themselves because of his immaturity. We would live in my car but I’m 3 months behind on my car payment and at any moment the car will be gone. Over the past few months, knowing this day was coming, as tears fall down my face looking for teen homes to send my children to just so they can go to school and have a bed to lay in at night and a way to shower, I myself have thought about ending my life. I just can’t see myself living without my children. “A CRY FOR HELP!” I created a Go Fund Me page hoping I would be able to raise some money to get a fresh start. Start our lives over without my husband. To move far, far away. This was just a fantasy. Who am I kidding. Everybody is struggling. Who is going to help me?
  This is my life, this is my struggle and over the next couple weeks we will just be another family on the street. The way it was designed to be. But it wasn’t from me not busting my butt everyday and working without calling out of work in the last 17 years. Never taking a sick day, never taking a vacation. It just is what it is. 

paypal.me/kere1116

Filed Under: Wishes Tagged With: USA

Last Updated: November 16, 2019

Safety Deposit Box

My military finace had put some important documents and a few other valuable items in a safety deposit box without doing some research. Turns out they charge close to $300 bucks a day to hold it. Now we need some of the papers out but can’t get them since we can’t afford to pay all of it. Unfortunately we both don’t make enough so we are desperate. If we can get $15,000 in hopes it doesn’t get any higher than that we would truly appreciate it and will offer to pay you back whenever we can.

https://paypal.me/LauraLarsen987

Filed Under: Wishes Tagged With: USA

Last Updated: November 15, 2019

Save me and my children

I log into facebook and just want to tell everybody everything that is going on with me. Everytime I go to update my status, I delete it right away and think that’s just drama or that’s just depressing. We all have a story, we all have our struggles but when is it going to end. I can’t get over hoping that someday I will be on top of the world. I will be able to give my children all that they deserve. I have 3 wonderful children. They have their moments just as any teenager would but I have been blessed. Dacqurri, my precious Dacqurri. He’s my world, he was the answer to all my childhood prayers. He works so hard in school to get into college and is an amazing cook. He shoots for the top everytime. He is an amazing writer. He’s been writing stories since he was six years old. He has a temper but is doing very well controlling it. He’s been through so much. Hormone change was his worst years but he came up from it, on top, as usual. Then I have Ethan. Ethan is my autistic son who was non-verbal as a small child and thank God to PlayStation who taught my amazing son to speak more clearly and more often. Therapy was amazing and helped a lot but the PlayStation life is what did it for him. Not only did it help him become more verbal but also taught him to read and spell. Video games is the answer to any nonverbal child.. LOL! He still doesn’t feel comfortable in a room full of people but has come a long way. Now on to Kira. Kira as a small child would freak out if you left the room without hugging her or telling her you love her. I really miss this. At the time it was bad. I would leave for work after hugging her and telling her bye 5 or 6 times, get about a mile down the road and have to turn around to give her one last hug because she was crying and so upset she didn’t get one more hug. My daughter is a little me and mostly my best friend combined. I believe in her and all that she believes in. She is amazing and impresses me more and more each day. Although she will not hug me and tell me she loves me anymore, I know she does.
  I have worked day in and day out, most of my adult life has been spent working and missing all the wonderful milestones my children have gone through. I have spent years working two jobs or 12 hours a day at one job, even trying other things to make more money like Uber. My main job I have had for the past 13 years. The job I will never be good enough to make a living at. But that’s all I know. I have gone for better paying jobs and get rejected. These jobs just don’t see what they are getting by hiring me. Someone who never takes a day off, someone who can make what they do brighter and better. Everybody always suggest to take a telemarketing job but that’s not me. I can’t sit on the phones all day for commission and make nothing. My anxiety can not handle telemarketing.  
  My husband. My husband is mentally sick. I have taken care of him most of our 17 years together. Over the last couple years I quit working 2 jobs to put some of the responsibility on him. To help him become a man, a father. He just doesn’t get it. He’s so worried about how other people feel about him and anything that is said to him at these jobs he takes it personally and walks off the job or gets himself fired. He’s not a nice person. He gets so angry and says stuff I know he doesn’t mean but he says them often. He tells me almost daily he hates me. He has stopped saying it to the children when he’s angry. It’s like he’s mentally only 7 years old. Someone jokingly says he’s a dummy or something silly he gets defensive and starts making you feel like you aren’t worth living or having an opinion. Anyways 100 jobs later over the last 2 years he just got fired once again. It’s sick. I don’t know what to do.
  Over the next couple of weeks my children and I are going to be on the streets. My husband and I have agreed we don’t need to continue you with each other. It’s become unhealthy for me and the children. All of my children over the last couple of years have at one point wanted to kill themselves because of his immaturity. We would live in my car but I’m 3 months behind on my car payment and at any moment the car will be gone. Over the past few months, knowing this day was coming, as tears fall down my face looking for teen homes to send my children to just so they can go to school and have a bed to lay in at night and a way to shower, I myself have thought about ending my life. I just can’t see myself living without my children. “A CRY FOR HELP!” I created a Go Fund Me page hoping I would be able to raise some money to get a fresh start. Start our lives over without my husband. To move far, far away. This was just a fantasy. Who am I kidding. Everybody is struggling. Who is going to help me?
  This is my life, this is my struggle and over the next couple weeks we will just be another family on the street. The way it was designed to be. But it wasn’t from me not busting my butt everyday and working without calling out of work in the last 17 years. Never taking a sick day, never taking a vacation. It just is what it is. 

Filed Under: Wishes Tagged With: USA

Last Updated: November 14, 2019

I just keep failing

(Sorry for bad grammar, English is not my national language)

Hi, I’m 22 years old guy who just can’t get his life together. Simple and not so important as other stories that I’ve read here, but I must try my luck.

I was a very successful kid at high school and everyone had high hopes of me. I was dreaming about starting a medical career. But after high school the reality kicked in. I live with my grandparents and they were supporting me my whole life. Until they ran out of their life savings. They never told me anything, but I noticed how empty the fridge is and that they no longer buy the food and wine they enjoyed so much. I worked a part time job and they started asking if I can help them financially. I was giving them every month something like “rent”. However, it wasn’t enough anymore. Then granny told me that they are struggling to pay bills, because the pension they have is just not enough. So I started giving them more. But to give more I had to work more so I left the first college I attended. I took a job at local bank in hope that this is the place where I’m going to make enough money for all of us. But the minimal wage + really low commission and the bitter taste of lying to people quite didn’t make it. I left, found myself another part time job and tried to start a business. Failed miserably, lost all my money and got scammed by my partner. Meanwhile I got accepted to another college, not medical, but agronomical so it was kind of close to what I studied at highschool (and it was remote so I could work while studying). I kept working in that part time job for lower than minimum wage, studied and didn’t know what to do next. All my money was used for bills. I was overworked, burned out and depressed (including suicidal thoughts). Therapy was too expensive so Bible and writing poems made it for me. After all that I found great job in the army, higher than average salary, prestige and all that. I applied for “bootcamp” (again while I was in bootcamp I was paid minimum wage). And hurt my knee… So they fired me. After 4 years of trying to somehow help my family I’m at the exact spot from where I started, but injured now.

I don’t ask you to send me money for bills. I will find a way to pay them as always. But please, because I can’t go out now and do sports, find better job and it feels like prison here I thought that you could help me get money for new computer (the old one is not capable of even opening a document reader…). Around 500$ should be enough for a pc that will last 5-7 years. I can’t afford one and it will help me a lot with my remote studies, work from home and to overall kill some time while I sit here all day and stare into blank wall… Once I get healthy I’ll join army again if there is no better job. But it’s one year horizont…

Thank you…

paypal.me/zorz420

Filed Under: Wishes Tagged With: EU

Last Updated: November 12, 2019

Im a beggar now

I’m a 23 year old guy from Sweden

I had bad social anxiety for as long as i can remember. I am pretty lonely but i handle it pretty well and i stay focused on my hobby which is music production.

Had some sort of sleeping disorder since my teens, which basically means i am awake for 2 days straight and i fall asleep from exhaustion. That’s my normal routine.

The past 1.5-2 years i’ve had lots of stomach problems and i’ve been to the emergency room many times. Couldn’t work. I had to move in with my dad again. He puts food on the table and i have a bed to sleep in. I am too ashamed to ask him for more. He’s a wonderful person and he would help me if i asked, but i just don’t have the guts to ask him for money when i know his economy isn’t good. I just can’t..

 

Anyway.. I have pretty much isolated myself for all of this time and my mental health has declined by alot. As a result of all of this, i feel unable to work. I just instantly get really fatigued when i try.

I haven’t gotten a haircut in a long time. I haven’t been able to buy clothes in years either, and my self esteem is really horrible as a result. If i’m not able to take care of myself, i cant feel confident in myself. Basically, i’m a homeless guy occupying a room in my dads house(though my stomach hasnt ever had to be empty.. So i guess it’s not that bad)… But i haven’t owned a penny in a long time.

I really miss the small things in life. Like sometimes being able to buy a soda when the craving comes. Being able to go out with buddies and take a drink. Have some spontaneous fun. I’m in my 20s. Your teenage years and 20s should be your golden years. I really don’t want to miss out on my youth..

 

I guess this is why i’m asking for donations. When i’m as comfortable as possible in myself, and i have those basic life needs fulfilled. Haircut. Clothes. Etc.. At that point i believe i will progress much more on improving my mental health. If i forced myself to get a job right now and work, it would take way longer. I believe i need to work on my mental health first.

 

I didn’t want to beg, but for some reason the site name “beggingmoney” made it much easier, haha.

 

paypal.me/robink96

Filed Under: Wishes Tagged With: EU

Last Updated: November 11, 2019

I need help to pay off my student loan.

Hello, my name is Diana and I am asking for help to pay off my student loan debt. You see, I was forced to study something I didn’t want by my father, who later disowned me for leaving his home to live with my fiancée, just because he’s not in the same religion as my father. He made me study to be an English teacher, at a Secondary Level, for Junior High and High School, even though I wanted to be either a Chef or Psychologist (both if I was able to do so.), he even went as far as saying that being a Chef is for stupid people and that I don’t know anything about Psychology to study it(which apparently I had to know everything about if I ever dare dream of studying anything)… Years later the reason why he didn’t want me to study Psychology came out, and his homophobic beliefs along with it, he didn’t want me to study it because then I would “have to tell a homosexual person that there is nothing wrong with them”, I was very much flabbergasted after that, because of his sick beliefs (he’s a Jehovah’s Witness) I wasn’t allowed to be a Psychologist or a Chef… and because of that I ended up having to get a student loan to be able to continue studying to be an English Teacher. I was able to finish the Bachelor’s Degree and thankfully, I was able to escape that situation and no longer live with such an awful person anymore and have no contact with him, but now I owe money. I have been trying to look for a job for over 2 years and I have yet to find one, and it feels embarrassing, especially since I even put the loan in forbearance thinking I could get a job by now and have enough money to start paying it off, but alas it was not so, and now it is in forbearance again. So, I am asking for $17,000 to pay it all off, to move on from that dreadful chapter in my life that was forced on me, and while it is a bit more than what I owe, it’s mostly because of the fees in PayPal which is 2.9% + $0.30 of each donation, and so that I can have some money left over to be able to study what I wanted in the first place. Thank you a lot in advanced to anyone who is able to help me out, I truly appreciate it.

This is my PayPal: paypal.me/dianamquinones

Filed Under: Wishes Tagged With: USA

Last Updated: November 7, 2019

Hard Work Doesn’t Always Pay

I am asking for help because the past four years have been trying for me. I am a proud athletic trainer and do everything in my power to help others and guide them towards being their best selves.

It started in fall 2015 – I had just graduated from Metropolitan State University of Denver with my Bachelor’s in Athletic Training and been accepted into the Master’s Athletic Training program at Ohio University. I was part of a new cohort based in Columbus and the clinical site for my graduate assistantship was a division III university just outside of Columbus, OH. It was not long before I became overwhelmed.

My first supervisor suffered a brain tumor that caused rapid and frequent mood swings. Typically he was verbally abusive to me and the student-athletes. My dream was to work as an athletic trainer for a division I or professional football team. He frequently told me that I would never be able to achieve my dream because I was a woman; that while I was strong clinically I was not a good person and was too sensitive. I spent many hours crying in a back closet due to what he would say at me. Due to the brain tumor he also suffered from seizures and I kept close watch on him at work to ensure he was safe.

With the help of my academic advisor I was able to have my supervisor switched to a different staff member at the university. I admired my new supervisor as he was an amazing clinician and truly cared about the student-athletes. He suffered from bipolar I disorder and during the summer of 2016 chose to stop taking his medication. Things changed very quickly. He stopped coming to work leaving me as the sole healthcare provider for the football team, women’s field hockey team, and the men’s and women’s track and field team. I had no guidance but did the best I could to provide high quality healthcare to these student athletes. I worked nearly 70 hours a week and worked to maintain my 3.6 GPA as well. Once my supervisor had entered a manic state he was taken to a psychiatric hospital which he promptly broke out of. He reached out to me. I listened on the phone as he bought drugs off the street and told me of his suicide plan. I was able to track him down and watched as this person I so respected was arrested and taken back to the psych ward. I knew this was best for him which is why I took the opportunity to help him.

Once released he disappeared for two weeks prior to telling a friend he had acquired an illegal firearm and had plans to kill the people who caused him pain and suffering. At 25 years old, I was removed from my clinical site as I was the #2 on his hit list for getting him put back in the psychiatric hospital. I persisted and graduated with a 3.6 GPA and my Master’s Degree. Due to what had happened in Ohio I moved back across the country to Colorado to live with my mother. A few months later I was given the opportunity to work at a division II university in Colorado. I moved again for this job without any moving cost assistance for my new position.

Once again I had a verbally abusive boss who offered no support. I did all I could to treat and rehabilitate the student-athletes so they could achieve their dreams. I was given no guidance from my supervisor who eventually stopped talking to me and would only talk to me through another coworker, even when we were in the same room. I lost my job because he felt that “it didn’t work out”. I again moved home with my mother.

I was awarded the opportunity to work at UNLV and moved to Nevada to continue to pursue my dream and help others achieve theirs. I now work 70 hours a week doing what I love on a salary that does not cover cost of living in Las Vegas, NV. The moving back and forth across the country ran up my credit card. In May of 2019 I was rearended while driving for ride share to earn extra money, totaling my car. I was able to get a new car but I am struggling to keep up my credit card payments and car payments while trying to support myself and take care of my dog. The car and credit card total close to $30,000.

Any help to get my head above water is appreciated more than words can possibly express. I work hard everyday but just need some help to get my head above water.

https://paypal.me/aliaware?locale.x=en_US

 

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Filed Under: Wishes Tagged With: USA

Last Updated: November 6, 2019

Seeking Redemption

“In 1991, while hanging out on the Old Chain Of Rocks, Route 66 Bridge, with some people I had been partying with that night. I was a part of a crime that took place, where innocent people were raped, robbed, and murdered. I hate that I did not have the courage to stop the attack and I hate that I took part in one of the rapes.
I was convicted of two counts of First Degree Capital Murder and received two death sentences on April 9, 1993. I spent-the next twenty-three years trying to prove I did not kill anyone and arguing the reason I confessed was because of police brutality.
On May 18, 2009, I was read an execution warrant that scheduled my execution for the 12:00 am on 17th day of June 2009, by means of the lethal injection, through the use of the three drug cocktail protocol. I prayed to the most high for the strength to accept the will of God, no matter what God’s decision might be. On June 5, 2009, a bird came and sat with me e whole first part of the day. Unbeknownst to me, my mother and father were pleading for my life with the Attorney General Chris Koster. At 4:45 pm that afternoon, I received a stay of execution.
After 23 years of struggling and loving support, my capital murder case was vacated on November 23, 2015. Where the Supreme Court Of Missouri, found a Brady violation occurred, where prosecutors his evidence that proved I was beaten by police detectives. On the 17th day of December 2017, I plead guilty in exchange for five, 30 year life sentences, with the possibility of parole and eligibility for immediate release. Now I fight for redemption among these good and bad choices.”

This campaign is to help support the Justice for Reggie Liberation Project,  Caught-Up and under the wrong circumstance, 19 year old Reginald Clemons found himself on death row. With a police brutality appeal decision ruling in his favor he is eligible for release, humbled but with a heavy heart he can turn a page but the past can never be erased. Incarcerated since 1991, Reginald has completed I.C.V.C, Inmate suicide prevention program, I.T.C, to name a few he has earned over 30 certificates and is currently attending  (PREP) for St.Louis University thought a prisoner reform project. The funds will be going toward life expense but more important league counsel on Clemons vs Joseph Brauer, et al., caes# 4:17-cv-2739, were by the request of Mr. Clemons  all settlements will go toward the well being of the Kerry family. ” This is the biggest part of my redemption and I pray for all the families involved and the victims I’ve impacted.” Looking for healing with a hopeful future, Reginald is eligible for release in 2020. Grateful for the chance and opportunity to make a change. Thank you for your support.

https://paypal.me/justiceforreggie

Filed Under: Wishes Tagged With: USA

Last Updated: November 5, 2019

I just need a few hundred dollars to help me fix my phone

So I recently got a Samsung A70 as a upgrade for my phone plan this July, and the phone is great. I love how much i can customize my screen to my liking, from pop-up apps, to spliting the screen through two apps.

Lately, I feel like I’ve been struck with a bunch of misfortune. Summer in Montreal, Canada here was extremely hot, I developed a heat rash on my first few weeks of my summer job. I got a cold, as well as a swollen bug bite, which lead me to have to take time off work to see doctors and rest at home. The bug bite especially made my right leg hard to walk, and I had to go to a clinic for antibiotics twice, one for the bite, one because there was some aftermath of its departure. Fast forward a month, I fall down some stairs at college, huge sprained ankle, slept in a emergency room freezing for 8 hours to tell me there’s nothing broken, and then later on, a check-up revealed I had something broken. All this put a burden on my family dealing with my injury, time-wise and a bit of money-wise. I also accidentally flooded the main floor bathroom, causing even more time for my family to waste dealing with me.

Now after one of my checkups, at lunch, my large a70 phone dropped straight out of my pocket into a restaurant toilet. I immediately take it out, and hurry to put it in the rice at home, but there was a 30 minute traffic.

The day of this posting, in the morning i went to get my phone checked. It was working but not completely. After school, I get a email showing my costs. It was much more expensive then just buying a new phone, and due to Samsung rules for operating a official repair center, they could not repair a phone half way. Meaning I have to pay for all or nothing.

I know this is a selfish request, and some parts really are my fault, but I would really appreciate if you could give me some money to ease my anxiety over all these events, and not putting more financial burden on myself or my parents.

Finding a job here isn’t easy, Quebec values the French language a lot, so almost all non-professional jobs require French, and I’m not very good at it. But I don’t have this sort of student debt yet or, as school in Montreal is pretty cheap until maybe university, which concerns me if i can afford.  I don’t have any rent to pay even.

Really you don’t need to give me money, but if you care or want to give me a hug to this stressed out 19 year old guy, consider donating a bit to me. If I had to have a goal, it’d be a small 500 CAD, or 300 USD, which is just a bit over the price of ordering a new phone. I’ll try to return the favor if I ever am not struggling with a job… Somehow

Thank you for reading.

paypal.me/DMW150

Filed Under: Wishes Tagged With: Canada

Last Updated: November 5, 2019

Help me make my wish come true

Dear whomever takes the time to read this,

I am here to ask for help as I am in a sticky situation and I want to help myself out of it slowly but I can’t without help.

My dream has always been to become an artist and I tried my best to make it come true but it was always hard for me to keep trying and not giving up as I struggled with depression at a very young age, and also tried to take my life at the age of 13. Because of my depression and anxiety it is also hard for me to land a job that doesn’t involve me talking to people since I have break downs if i’m told that someone else did something wrong and if the blame was put on me or if a small issue was complained to me I just can’t help but break down. My mom which no longer lives in the same household as me always complains to me when she takes me to school since that’s the only time we see each other, she always complains that I need to make money and stop being lazy but never sees the side of me that fights to get up and continue trying and the side of me that wants to do art for a living. And I want to prove that to her that I can with my dream.

I love drawing and always have but throughout the years that I’ve been drawing, I have never able to find my own style in art. I am very good at looking at an image and trying my best to replicate but I know I can’t get far in the art industry copying others styles. So this is where i want to begin my new art life.

The money that will be donated to me will be used for a Screen Drawing Tablet which is $289.99 currently on amazon and a drawing software which is $49.99. With the drawing tablet and the software I will try find my own style and design things I love which is stickers. From there if I do well ill continue my dream of opening my own online shop of selling art and save up for a wacom cintiq and continue on doing something with my life.

Thank you for your time and i hope you can consider helping even with a dollar or two.

paypal.me/maykit

Filed Under: Wishes Tagged With: USA

Last Updated: November 4, 2019

Urgent School Work After broken Hand

To start let me just ask you how your day is going and I hope your day is going very well. My name is Tommy Zhang and I go to a high school in Niagara Falls Ontario, Canada. I recently broke my hand, and I am currently the age of 14 and Grade 9. I’m in the first year of high school and there is a lot of online homework. I am going to be completely honest with you, there are not a lot of jobs in my area that accepts my age to work. I believe in paying it forward and I believe that is works and I will definitely pay it forward. I want to ask you to please fund my goal of $1099 of getting a Samsung Galaxy Tab S6 for my homework.

The reason I want this tablet is that it is fast, reliable, and has an S pen to make 3d designs for my art class. It also has an awesome big and wide display. So it is a good essential to have. I will promise to pay it forward to my community after my hand has healed by volunteering in non-profit organizations such as the humane society, tree planting and project share. I some times get bullied for not having the “Latest Tech”, I usually ignore it, but now everyone has A higher mark than me because I hand in my assignments late. I stay for P3 (which is an after school study place), but all the computers are always being used.

My Dad and Mom have jobs, but we are saving money to get a house instead of a rented apartment, we have to pay the rented apartment bills as well as our renting fees.

Finally, I have been taking physiotherapy for my Broken hand and need to pay off the therapy fees. Having a broken hand makes it hard to type and I now learnt to draw and write with my left hand. Typing will be way easier on a screen and with an s-pen.

Anyways, thanks for reading, even if you don’t want to donate, I understand. my Goal is CAD 1099 I hope I reach this goal before this school term ends. My PayPal.me link is down below and my Paypal pool is also down there. Thank you and have a great day.

 

https://paypal.me/itstommyzrice

https://paypal.me/pools/c/8jxfYGN0MB

Filed Under: Wishes Tagged With: Canada

Last Updated: November 4, 2019

Struggling to better my future

I’m going to be 100% honest, I’ve always known that I was bad with money. But I never thought I’d be in a situation like this. A few years back I was making decent money in the forest industry, I thought I was okay spending the money I made, but it has become very clear to me in the last year that I should have made better decisions with my money. About a year ago I moved from my hometown with hopes of starting my own life, and life came back around and got me. when I moved I found out how lucky I was to have had my last job, and how hard it is to find a decent paying job with no secondary education. So over the last year I have started budgeting trying to eat away at the mountain of debt I have made for myself, and I thought everything was going fine, I wasn’t getting anymore in debt, but I still wasn’t able to put any extra away for savings. somehow all of my money was perfect coming in and going out without any interference, car payments, line of credit payments, insurance, rent, it was all working out okay. Even with my 15$/Hr pay cut from my last job. I’ve been feeling great about how everything is going, and out of nowhere this month I have no money. I didn’t change any of my habits, I didn’t buy anything extravagant, but I’m broke. Still just thinking about that future I want, not just for me but for my girlfriend, my family and I know I can’t do anything until I pay off my bad decisions. I want so bad to be able to go to school and benefit myself and my future but I know that I can’t in my financial situation. I know it’s impossible and it eats me away inside knowing I have to put my life on hold for 8 years, living paycheck to paycheck, working as much overtime as I can just to try to dig through my debt. And I don’t know where or how to get the help I need. But the one thing I know right now is that I need to do something for my future before I ruin it. I know the career i want to take in life, and i know i have money for schooling, but I Also know I can’t support myself while I do schooling, And I know I won’t be able to for a long time. So here I am, asking for help I never thought I needed. I’m currently 50k+ in debt with no way to help myself other than to just keep working as much as I can. If you able to anything helps and is greatly appreciated, Thank you for taking the time to read this. 

Paypal – https://paypal.me/Tjohn560

Filed Under: Wishes Tagged With: Canada

Last Updated: October 30, 2019

I Need Hope- New High School Graduate

I graduated with 3.4 GPA (starting off high school with a 2.6 GPA) and 7 college acceptances just to be unable to attend any colleges, or get a job or even drive, because of my parents being overly controlling. I had one way out, it was a guy who treated me very kindly and was very comforting towards my mental issues, helped me through the abusive nights i had to face and much more. I broke my back for him helping him constantly with his school work while helping myself (which is incredibly hard with dealing with depressive episodes) I even encouraged him to get therapy and to get help with his social anxiety issues. As soon as I fixed him I wasn’t good enough anymore, and got abandoned. Another person who I loved dearly who abandoned me. My grandma who raised me the majority of my life left first, which was what got my abusive mother to come back to me, my distant family all left too, my grandpa who was the only person who’s ever been there for me died from cancer as my mother ripped me away and threw me into a different state so she can live with her new husband who also doesn’t care about me. I’ve been beaten down by horrible guys who’s have been vile towards me. At this point, suffering is all i know. I haven’t even scratched the surface of the suicide attempts I’ve gone through (which my mother mocks me about), near homelessness I’ve faced, how I don’t even fight back, How I’ve been forced to move again to a random state again where I know no one and I’m inside all day. My little brother who I want to be good for too and especially help him out because he gets physically abused for his learning disabilities. It’s all so sporadic to explain and I’m probably not presenting myself well, but I feel so done with everything. I promised myself to work as hard as I can in school so I can make it out at 18, and now I feel trapped more than ever. I don’t know where the money will go, probably towards my tuition if I can get re-accepted to my previous dream school, maybe to take an uber and run away. But I just need hope somewhere somehow, and I’ll be appreciative to anyone who can give me it,

Thank you.

paypal.me/cozymilk

Filed Under: Wishes Tagged With: USA

Last Updated: October 27, 2019

Boyfriend and I want to see each other

I am planning on travelling to Burbank on the 8th of November and it’ll be to meet my boyfriend.

We met when we were both with people who weren’t what we had originally thought, so to speak. Honestly once we started to get involved nothing was the same afterwards.

Here is our only problem: we live in both different parts of the World!

In September we were gonna meet up but something un-expecting had happened.

We share the same interests and ideas along with opinions of life. We both are from spiritual families as well. Working hard and aspiring to achieve in our career and dreams is one thing we share in common.

When we started to talk it was an instant connection.

It’s more then just physically attraction, it also emotional and spiritual.

He and I are in love and we’re honest and supportive of each other.

When we’re both facing painful periods in our lives, we never shun each other out. When I was in a painful moment in my life he stood by and helped me out. When he was doubtful of anything in his life I gave him words of encouragement.

We want to meet before the end of this year in Burbank so we can start planning for our future together in the next decade. I want to start my new life with him and he does with me.

We both are facing some obstacles right now on both our ends, but we aren’t giving up hope for this trip. He and I sadly are both under pressure from irritating and difficult outside forces. Nothing is going to stop us from having our weekend together this November!

We’ve both been going through these difficulties for over the past few years now. Regardless we manage to sojourn on.

With this trip we’re trying to plan some would say the odds are against us.

We pray and are hoping for the best as always.

WE ARE NOT GIVING UP HOPE!

Miracles happen everyday and we’re hoping for one with this situation.

We have save a BIT of money for ourselves but it isn’t enough to cover the rest for the trip.

I need 5 000 dollars just to cover the round trip and hotel expenses.

I never thought I would even be on this website asking for help but here I am.

paypal.me/angelic9078

I really do need the help and your donation will be greatly appreciated.

To anyone reading this I thank you for your time.

Filed Under: Wishes Tagged With: Canada

Last Updated: October 26, 2019

Trying To Move Forward

Thank you to those who take the time to read and maybe consider my wishful request.

Dear potential readers,

I will try my best to outline my situation and what I would like and I write this from feeling as I wish I could be standing in front of a panel of people willing to donate, expressing myself properly.

My name is Alex Fung. I am 25 years of age and I am from Hampshire, England.

I have – for the last 2 years – been going through financial trouble which deepened rapidly and keeps me fighting and fighting to get out of and to move forward. Since I was little I slowly developed depression but I attended a rough school with very little support and resources for mental health. I did not actually know at the time I had depression and it caused me to struggle going to school, so I failed my exams. When I left school I started working 60+ hours per week earning £4.50 per hour. I slowly saved up and moved onto to different little jobs but never anything that offered me progression. My depression worsened over time ruined a lot of chances for me and gave me a bad working reputation for reasons such as absence and lateness. I work very hard and I am truly a passionate person but depression always got in the way. The past 3 years I have lived and worked in the next town from home in an Italian restaurant. I had a girlfriend at the time I started but I found out she had cheated on me with my boss. I stayed none-the-less because it paid weekly and paid fairly well but also because I couldn’t find another job that would pay the same (average – £500 per week with tips). Things were difficult at work but I was very good at my job and slowly my boss and I built our relationship back as I learnt he didn’t know me and my ex were together. I did really well and was even offered management and possibly partnership but I had a lot of responsibility and my boss’s true colours showed add I realised I was taken advantage of and worked like a dog. His promises were false and his business ethic was terrible. I had been introduced to alcohol properly by my ex before she left. Gradually I drank more and more and everything together caused me to rely on booze. For almost two years I was am alcoholic. I am out of it now and I’m feeling good. The only problem now is my debt. I was a bit proud and didn’t get help from anyone with money problems and drinking as I took out several loans and credit cards. Each one I maxed out because I started to give up and was on a path of self destruction. I was suicidal and I was reckless. I no longer with at the restaurant. I have recently started a fabricating job, assembling doors for conservatories. It isn’t what I want to do but my CV isn’t so great and it is just another minimum wage job that accepts anybody with common sense.

At the same time as sorting out my drinking I have been trying to sort out my finances by talking with Citizens Advice and enrolling on benefits. I have also worked on my mental health. Lately I’m doing fine but I am incredibly stressed with the place I have put myself in. These are all positive steps but I am told my debt (£25,000+) can only be cleared by bankruptcy which still hasn’t happened as much I want my debt cleared I would love to do it myself so I am not affected by the bankruptcy.

I am very confident now in what I need to do and I have always had a couple of business plans but never made enough money. I think 25 is the perfect age to get going and start my own business and career.

I could go through bankruptcy but I am back to square one, attempting to save tiny amounts of money which will take me years to accumulate enough to even hope on doing business and moving forward in my life.

I was always told I have a lot of potential and quite truthfully, I have always felt it. Only depression would keep me from being me. It is now under control after all these years but now I am stopped by debt and I am scared of this hindrance bringing my mind back to its depressive state.

The past 2 years I have had my rent and bills paid for me by my brother (whom I rent with) and my parents. My past actions have brought them down with stress as they have had to fork out for me which I never want them to as they can’t afford a lot. I know in me that if I have that break which gives me the chance to go forward and produce a solid income and change my life, then I can fulfill my biggest wish of helping my family who all work really hard.

I would love to clear my debt, move into my own place (be it a small apartment), purchase a car, purchase camera equipment and start my passion as work. I would love to properly start photography (since I already learned most of my life growing up). At the same time I will attend cookery classes. I am already quite good at cooking but my second business would be to open my own small restaurant. A ‘dish-of-the-day’ restaurant using only freshly bought ingredients everyday. These are not fairy tales. I know what I need to do to start both of these and I know people who would advise me along the way but first I need to focus on clearing my debt and taking off the huge weight from my shoulders, giving me more concentration to further improve my mental health and do good things for my family, friends and myself.

 

So with this I come here asking with the greatest respect for some financial help. I am hoping to receive £80,000. £25,000 to clear my debts to all creditors, £3000 to clear debts to all family and friends, £2000 for a car and insurance, £10-15,000 for; camera equipment; computer & software; insurance cover for items; initial costs of business set up, £5000 to mend small repairs in current flat and cover deposit for my own place as well as my brother – for removal costs, and the last £25,000 to invest in cookery school, further invest in my business as I may need to expect profit loss in the beginning, travel costs, to pay for rent as I invest in my business, holiday money to visit family – especially grandmother I haven’t seen for over 6 years who hasn’t been well, and to afford private 1-1 counselling.

I am more than happy to be contacted to talk more about my situation as I understand it can be difficult to relate to somebody by written word. I am even happy to be contacted to arrange a phone call or meet up if you were to decide to help but would rather meet the person in the flesh.

 

I would like to say thank you very much to whoever takes their time to read my story and I would forever be grateful to you. If you are interested in my business plans for the future then at least you would know that you are the one who created it. Be it a photographer, you’ve got one for free. Be it a restaurant, you will eat for free.

 

My PayPal is: www.paypal.me/acfung

 

Thank you so much!

Filed Under: Wishes Tagged With: UK

Last Updated: October 25, 2019

The one thing I think will help me

To start off, what I wish to accomplish is me graduating my school. Since I’ve done so poorly at the beginning of my school year, I’ve had some trouble coming to terms with it. The fear of not completing my education even with hard work still scares me. The school I’m in is a really good one, and so far I’m fine (academically). I’m doing a lot better than last year, I just want to ensure the time I spend in my education will have me not only educated but successful. I still have problems with comprehension, writing, and other essentials.

My finances are quite poor, due to my deceased parents’ payments landing onto my other parent which has us in poverty. The last thing I want is to fail and land myself into my parents’ place. Although it seems like an overreaction, I want to succeed where I am, so I can help my family. One thing that I genuinely think will help me is the very device that can help me through my years.

It’s a device that averages around eight-hundred(one grand in the devices that make it more productive) dollars made by Microsoft. Even though it came out years ago, I think it will help me in the future.

Personally, I love writing, art, musical composition, and communication. However, I think it’s the best one for my academics. It’s portable, sustainable, and can hold onto light work such as Document editing, note-taking, studying and allows further communication to my teachers. Outside of my education is what really pushes me further. Career-wise, I want to major in Animation (Psychology and Philosophy) so I can produce my own work to the public. A lot of it requires story writing, artistic skills, and effort. In addition, I can have it as an emotional outlet ever since parents passed away. Plus, I’m working on becoming a better person, like being eloquent, informed, wise and true to myself.

Lastly, as minor as this is, I also want to donate to those who are in need. Many people on this site really need help, and I really don’t like seeing people distressed. If you cannot donate, it is fine :). Thank you for taking the time to read this.

P.S I couldn’t really find an image of the device I wanted that was not from the net, so I took a picture of one device that’s similar but not the one I think is suitable.

https://www.paypal.me/GoofyGumboGoblin

Filed Under: Wishes Tagged With: USA

Last Updated: October 24, 2019

Help me be reunited with my family

Hi everyone,

I’m AR and i am creating this letter to ask for your help.
and by God’s grace I hope I can touch your heart.

I’m here in USA and been here for 3yrs now, i am working here as a therapist.

I dont have any family here and the reason why I decided to leave my family in the Philippines is because im the bread winner and I have to have a decent job so we can all live.

last year, i encountered a big trial in my life. My grandmother got sick and needed big money for hospital bills and medications.  I love my grandmother so much! Nobody can afford to help her since im the only one working in our family. I work hard so I can send money for her needs but despite of working over times it is still not enough.
So i took some loans to provide the money needed.
I was able to help my grandmother but sad to say after a year of treatments she passed away.

As much as i would like to go home and pay my last respect to her, I couldnt because of expensive airplane tickets and We need money for her funeral and burial. It was very hard on my part to not say goodbye to her but i know in my heart she will understand. Even up to now i dream of her and i find myself crying when i wake up.

 

Now i am facing a financial struggle since i havent pay the loans i made, I have a total of $10,000 loan due to her medical bills and funeral.

I am feeling very lonely and sometimes find myself crying because i have to be strong alone and kept telling myself I can make it.

 

2 months from now it will be christmas, a time shared with you loved ones and family. But here I am, for the 3rd time, will be here in my apartment crying and just praying that one day I will be able to go home.

And thats the reason why im knocking in your hearts, Please help me be with my family again and see my grandmother’s tomb.

Please help me pay my loan amounting to $10k and a plane ticket to Philippines costing around $1,200 roundtrip.

I am not sure how this works, but im holding my faith that God will provide and that all people has kindness inside.

If you happen to read this, I thank you in advance and will be praying for you. Bless your heart ❤️

my paypal is:

paypal.me/ARPacho

 

Filed Under: Wishes Tagged With: USA

Last Updated: October 24, 2019

Creativity Cured The Cat

Hey.

 

So here’s the situation.

 

I’m a 27 year old fellow trying to pursue an artistic vocation, and I’m also going to be a first time Dad at the start of 2020.

 

A little about me: I’ve worked full time for all of my adult life just to pay bills and get by, whilst maintaining creative hobbies on the side.

 

Earlier this year year I decided to step back from full time work that I wasn’t enjoying and go volunteer at a Buddhist Meditation Centre in order to help rebalance myself and all that jazz. I also wanted to have a little space to figure out how best to support my family.

 

The volunteering was incredible. But now I’m back home and I’ve got rent/bills/the essentials to pay for again. And no money to pay them with. Literally, none. I’ve applied to get some help from the council as I look for more full time work.

 

However, I know now that my main passion and love in life is being an inspiring creator. Specifically creating stories/blogs, music and videos.

 

I have been honing my craft for my entire life it seems and now I feel ready to really dive into doing what I love and build a foundation for our family and beyond to flourish.

 

The good news is that I’ve built the foundation, I now need some support to maintain this foundation and let it grow.

 

I have recently started running my own spiritual awareness business. I intend to continue building on and sustaining this until my business becomes my full time work. I’ll pop the website link at the bottom.

 

I want to lay a solid foundation down for my child and let them come into this magical world with stability and security, whilst also doing what I love too. I know I’m taking a risk on choosing to follow my heart, but at one point or another we have to!

 

For all of you artists, dreamers, lovers, believers out there, I hope you can resonate with where I’m coming from and choose to support this tribe.

 

The main reason for this plea is to receive enough financial support to pay for the basics of life for the next half a year.

 

I have set a target of £11,000.00 for this.

 

Any and all donations are greatly appreciated. I’m really scraping the bottom here and need a bit of relief.

 

To have a look at what I do, please follow this website : www.rafarworld.com

 

 

Warmest Regards,

Rory

paypal.me/goldenmeerkat

Filed Under: Wishes Tagged With: UK

Last Updated: October 24, 2019

TransMan Top Surgery

Hello my name is Jonathon well its the name I prefer to go which I am planning on legally changing my name too soon. But I planned on changing it legally right after my top surgery. I am a 23yr old Transman. I came here to get a little help with funding for my top surgery. The insurance I have doesn’t cover my surgery. So I have to pay money out of pocket. Now I normally don’t ask people for help because I prefer to work hard and do stuff on my own. But I really want well it’s not even a want no more its a need to be honest. I really need my top surgery. I have been on hrt (hormone replacement therapy) for I would say a year and half. It would of been almost two years but in the middle of the time I had stop taking medicine for about three to four months and started back on HRT (hormone replacement therapy) in April. Reason why I had stop because I had a lot of financial problems going on at the time and covering bills/rent for the person part I was staying with plus my part. An that was after finally moving and finding a better place to live. So to make a long story short I managed to save up about 2000$ for my surgery. My surgery is $4350. I’m only coming here to ask little help for just 2000$ if not may anyone that’s reading please help with at 1000$. Which ever one will be very helpful. I work hard everyday always tired and stressed. I’ve been working hard to try and save up to the full amount but each time I feel I got a free check (meaning extra check) to be able to out back to save towards my surgery. I’m steady ending up having to pay some type of unexpected bill or helping other people out. But when I need help people that I help act as if they couldn’t help out just little. It’s either my girl or a family that always asking. Don’t get me wrong I don’t mind helping but it seems like something always steady coming up. An everyone knows why work so much but still don’t be concerned about how I feel. I only work hard so much is one thing is my top surgery. I never ask for much or hardly ask for anything. All I want is a simple top surgery but my money constantly having to go to something. I just want a simple top surgery. I’m trying my best to save up but it’s becoming hard to come up with the rest. Im constantly tired, stressed, depressed, this dysphoria has me down to point I don’t want to be bothered by no one. Wanting to be alone and feeling of wanting to go into hiding just hide from the world because I’m not who I’m supposed/feel to be. I have the looks of man but I visible part that makes it very uncomfortable. Which confuses other people on whether to call me a male or a female because they see a man in the face but when some look down they see the imprint of my chest. So it just make things awkward not to mention whats even harder is trying to go to the bathroom in public. Not all places have what is called a family bathroom where it has one bathroom for one person at a time. So when I really need to go it be confusing for others and also because I be confused on which bathroom to use. Because I look like a man with the facial hair and deep voice. But I have big chest/breast so  its hard to cover them up.  I have tried binding but that was starting to cause me chest problems of wearing to long and make it even more hard for me to breathe even more when I already have trouble breathing before and still from weight of my chest where I feel my lungs are being suffocated from the heavy weight/pressure of chest(breast). I was supposed to had a breast reduction but I refused to get it sone because I wanted my breast to be completely gone to down to male looking chest and my insurance wouldn’t cover it. An I dont want to go through multiple surgeries. So I chose to deal with and make myself sleep certain ways and fix my chest to were I can breath when I start having trouble breathing. But yeah. Sorry for the long paragraph I just wanted to explain my situation on what’s my reason why I am here. I’m not asking for a lot of money none of that. I just would really like only one thing and thats just a little help my top surgery so I can look and be that man (transman) I dream of being every since I was seven. Because when I am fully passing and look like the man I have dream to be I become real confident in myself to were I feel like I can do anything. But when Im not passing/looking like a man I shy back up and go back into a shell to where I think of doing something and believe I could do but I end up back out and choosing not too and become upset and depressed because of it. I just really want one simple gift which helping to get my top surgery. If anyone can it would be very I mean REALLY VERY APPRECIATED!!

My PayPal is: https://paypal.me/TransCommunity

Filed Under: Wishes Tagged With: USA

Last Updated: October 22, 2019

Following a dream

Hi my name is Jennifer I am 45 year old married into a blended family . We have 8 kids total. Growing up was frightening . I remember things as early as 12 . Being sexually abused by my step father and being mentally abused by my mother . My sister and I stuck together as much as we could . She is 3.5 years older than me . I was so sad when I knew we had to go to foster care . When I was about 13 the cops showed up to my door and sad let’s go . We were than in foster care for about 2 years . I didn’t want to go back home so I asked my caseworker if I could be emancipated and of course it was a no . That I wasn’t ready yet . So I got the big news at 16 that I was able to get emancipated . It took a couple months but I did it . I continued to go to school and work at night . I graduated in 1992 with my class . So proud . I still never talked to my mom . I asked where my father was and she said she didn’t know . So I searched and searched and 4 months later I got a letter in the mail . From him . I told him everything that happened to me and my sister . He was so angry . At the age of 21 I met my ex husband now . We had 3 kids . They are 22,18 and 15 now . In 2007 we ended our marriage due to him cheating . He gave me sole custody of all 3. That same year my dad committed suicide . Omg so so sad . He made me in charge of all his belongings . That was a huge mess . We had to pay for some things of his . I had so many mixed emotions . In 2009 I met my current husband . I started beauty school in 2010 and we also got married that same year . We ended up getting orders to Maine . I was only aloud to take my oldest Haley she was 9 and the other two my ex was making them stay per my divorce decree . I signed and couldn’t bring them out of the state . That was absolutely miserable . I had to pay half of everything . He told me lies and that he would pay for them to fly back and fourth . He said he would get the highest paying attorney . I felt weak . So I worked two jobs just so I could afford to pay half everytime they would come visit . We used all our savings . But I didn’t care . We moved back to the west coast in 2015 . I owe my student loan I wasn’t able to finish because after we were sent to Maine my husband got orders out for 4-6 Months . So I had to take care of his kids and my 1. I worked worked worked to make ends meet . I know my family never thought that I could be emancipated at such a young age but I did it . And I do have to say I am very proud of myself . Last year my sister was diagnosed with thyroid cancer . Very hard year . I made sure to be right by her side . I recently had a MRI done on my spine and the doctor called me and found a nodule on my thyroid . Now my journey begins . Scared . I have a dream of one day opening my own coffee stand . I love to make people smile and be happy . I have student loans to pay off of $4000-$6000 . I just need to some help getting to where I want to be . I just need some help getting there 💗

paypal.me/jlove4428

Filed Under: Wishes Tagged With: USA

Last Updated: October 21, 2019

Need help starting back up with my passion, nature photography.

Hello there everyone! My name is Stormi. I am a 25 year old woman and I have a huge passion for nature photography. Even though I’m an amateur as of right now, it’s something that brings me a lot of joy and is a great escape from the hardships of life. I am currently trying to save up around $2,100 dollars to be able to re-buy a nice DSLR Nikon camera and a new computer to be able to edit with. I had a camera before, but I had to sell it quickly and unfortunately very cheaply to help my mother who was in need of getting her rent paid. I haven’t been able to buy it back ever since.This happened a year ago. My current job I have as a home health care giver sadly does not pay enough. I only get paid $8.75 an hour with about 23 hours a week.  All the money that I earn from my job goes towards bills and food and care for my 2 pet kitties. In the future, I hope to be more skilled with photography that I could start making money with it as a side job. I really enjoy finding the beauties in nature and capturing that in an image. And being able to share it with others, allowing them to see how beautiful our world is. Some people tend to miss out on the little joys and amazing things that mother nature has hidden in this world. I got into photography after I had surgery, I was in a pretty dark place and felt a bit hopeless. I decided to go on a hike to clear my mind and saw the most beautiful flower. I took a picture of it with my cellphone and posted it on my social media site. I received positive feedback from the picture I had taken. It made me feel good to know that people saw beauty in something I considered art with my photo. I then saved up to get my first camera and I was the happiest I had been in such a long time. So I started taking more pictures, trying out new methods and even trying to take pictures of micro life that is often missed by the human eye. I feel like nature photography is a good way to allow others to see how breath taking life can be. I hope that with the help of generous people I’ll be able to get back on track with my dream. Any donation, even the smallest is immensely appreciated it.  And to anyone who took the time to read this, thank you very much. I also attached an image of a photo I took of a Rough Green Snake, for y’all to check out one of my photography pieces.

paypal.me/StormiGM

Filed Under: Wishes Tagged With: USA

Last Updated: October 21, 2019

Save my unborn by showing we will be okay

Hi, this is written with extreme humility and humbleness.

In trying to support my girlfriend with this difficult decision for her, she brings up money as a main factor.  I think we are fine and even if I am check to check, it will work out if we can just continue thru.  However my 19k heloc, 3k credit card, and 3,500 on my car.  Make her unable to see an end or debt or a beginning of a college fund.  The fact that the furnace needs to be replaced (but it will go another year or two) is not helping.

i will do anything to support this child and if begging for support can help I will.

 

ideally

 

 

yes, I haven’t been the greatest saver lately, but my past has set me up with a house and new roof.  But I have debt now and no savings to show.  It is embarrassing that I can’t show to her that everything will be fine and provided for.  On the way to the clinic, if she doesn’t change her mind my last effort will be to say the 400+ dollars for the termination would make a great start to a college fund :).

 

Ideally, 25,500 would show her a lot but an extra 9k (average cost for a child) to cover the first year would amaze her 🤞.

 

so please, from the bottom of my heart, please help me give this child a chance.

If the journey end on 10/25/19 I will happily return donations if that’s possible or send them to the women’s domestic violence shelter and rcc.  I can handle my debt but it’s not okay for her.  Please don’t let me not do everything I can to save my child.

 

https://paypal.me/tadavis19

Filed Under: Wishes Tagged With: USA

Last Updated: October 20, 2019

Betrayed by my Grandpa

February 1, 2012

My family and I decided to move in with my grandfather. My grandmother had passed away and grandpa was getting older. He sold his house to purchase a place for the whole family. We were very lucky to find a house on 5 acres with another small house in the back. My father and sister moved in the small house and my grandfather, husband, 4 children and I moved in the bigger house. The big house had an additional room that was more like a studio apartment. That is where my grandfather stayed. We were all very excited. My grandfather had always been very good with my kids. He taught them how to take care of the property.  They learned about plumbing, electrical work, how to run irrigation lines, and how to work on the farm equipment. We had a huge garden, lots of animals and lots of room to run around for my kids. My husband was an Ironworker and I was the lunch Lady at my children’s school. No we weren’t perfect, we had our family issues but at least we were all together.

May 17, 2017

I will never forget that day as long as I live. I was at the grocery store and received a phone call from My oldest daughter (9yrs old). She said..”Mom, I just saw something that really shocked me” she continued to tell me how she saw my grandfather (her great grandfather) making her little sister(6) touch him. Ill spare you the horrible details of everything she said. She continued to say she and her sister were hiding in the bathroom because he caught her watching through the window. Needless to say I rushed home, threw my daughters in the car and ran to the elementary school around the corner where I worked. After confirming my daughters story I took her to the emergency room where they called the police. They had me go to an office called “The Children’s Interview Center” the detectives I worked with were absolutely the best and I will forever be grateful for how they helped me through this situation. The next morning I had to wear a wire and go talk to my grandfather.

Did I mention my grandfather was 91!

May 19, 2019

I hid the wire in my bra, drove down the street to my house, stepped out of my truck, leaving a detective hiding in the back seat. I started walking to the den where I knew I would find my Grandpa. I felt like I was going to puke, I couldn’t feel my legs or feet but I kept walking. I told myself he was going to have some crazy explanation as to why Bailee would say these things and everything would make sense… but that was not the case. I walked in and the first thing he said was “ I’m in trouble aren’t I?” I wanted to die, but I didn’t show it….

He went on to explain some of the most unexpected horrible things I could have imagined. He admitted to everything. He confessed it had been going on from the time she was 3. I don’t know how I walked out but after about 20 minutes I left.

The detectives listened to the recording at the corner of my street. Then they swarmed my house, arrested my 91 year old grandpa and took him away. I had a panic attack.

My Grandfather had never been arrested before. He was a WWII Veteran. He received an Honorable Discharge from the Navy, Many awards and certificates, and numerous letters of appreciation from commanding officers. He retired after 34 years of service. He was the local handyman in his community and was always helping his neighbors with something.

Shortly after my grandfather went to jail my sister, brother in-law, dad and grandfather attempted to evict us. He lost… but as a result I sued my grandfather for the property….  as if that wasn’t enough to deal with, my grandfather decided to fight the molestation charges and take the case to trial. That meant my daughters had to testify in open court in front of my grandfather. In December of 2018 after court mediation we came to an agreement. He would agree to give the girls the property and he would take out a loan to pay off his debt. His debt being the bail and the lawyer fees. If he should pass away before the debt was paid off I would be responsible for the remaining balance of the loan. It wasn’t ideal but I would at least be able to raise my children where we all wanted to live. On a side note; I did struggle with the decision to stay in the house because of everything that happened. However the alternative was not pretty. We did not want to go back to living in the city, my children desperately did not want to change schools, and in the long run the home would be worth far more money making it a good investment for my children. I also wanted to make it a point to my daughters that you fight for what you believe is right. March 23, 2019 we had the appraisal done. We were about 10 days away from finishing the loan process. March 25, two days after the appraisal, he passed away. We are now facing the possibility of losing our home.

Because of the many issues our family faced, my husband was unable to deal with everything and as a result he fell back into his abusive habits. I left him and I am currently going through a divorce.

To make matters worse… my dad became sick. He had stopped eating for the most part after he found out what his dad had done. He was so malnourished he was 50lbs underweight. He was diagnosed with Superior mesenteric artery syndrome. A rare disease which from my understanding does not allow food to pass through the digestive tract because the position of certain organs had changed due to the loss of body weight. After a long stay in the hospital we decided to bring him home with Hospice. He died three weeks ago. To add an element of what the hell…. My sister took off 3 hours before he died with everything of value including a safe with $10,000 in it…

EVERYTHING you just read is 100% true. I have many things obviously that I need help with…

My dads cremation

House liens

Counseling payments

Household bills…

Besides the emotional trauma that we are currently in counseling for the most important is obviously the house and my dad… Any money that can go towards the liens on the house would be a great benefit to the future of my children. They are wonderful kids that deserve so much more than I can offer. They are responsible, honest, polite and dependable. They get good grades and don’t get in trouble at school. Please consider helping us close this chapter in our life so we can move on to a happier future.

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Last Updated: October 19, 2019

new home mortgage

What do I have to lose. 63 years old on oxygen. Married to my wonderful wife Shirley of 5 years. I am on disability since 2011. My wife works full time. She came here from Scotland in 2014. We rent out home. Renting is ok I guess, if you can find something that is nice and in a nice neighborhood. Unfortunately its hard to have both. Our home has high windows except for in the front living room. Being on oxygen 24/7 and my age, if there was a fire, I would struggle escaping out of here. Anyways my wife works so hard and a new home would will only be in our dreams. To have a nice home in the country. To have a garage attached to come inside so I wouldn’t have to breath the cold air in the winters. I’ve never smoked or done drugs my entire life, but I have damaged lungs. We have sold so many things we’ve owned to have what we have now. (mobility scooter , Portable breathing equipment etc.).

I lost my dad when I was 9 months old. My mother was under mental care since I was 2 or 3 years old. I was raised by my grandparents who had nothing. I lost them when I was 10 and 16. I was living on my own when I was 16 working at Sears at 2 am to 5 am and going to school. Later I took a job at the City of Dowagiac Mi working in the Water treatment Plant. When I was 17 my mother got her independence to be on her own. We got a place together that lasted 3 months. She wanted me to quit school and help her first time boyfriend with loading and unloading his truck. I was involved in sports in school, so I moved into a sleeping room back in Dowagiac and continue going to school. I ended up quitting school my senior year so that I could work full time. Later in 1975 my mom was killed in an auto accident in Valdosta Georgia. My mom was a passenger in the car that was not insured even though the young man that hit them was at blame. I got a cash settlement of 3500.00 after attorneys fees. Plus the cost of having her brought back up here and buried. I took a GED test and enrolled into SMC college. Working on a Associates degree and wrestling, I soon found out all the grants for school and housing had to be paid back and I could not continue school. The reason was, my mother never worked and paid into Social  Security ever. Grandparents never adopted me, was appointed Guardians only. I have no siblings and been on my own my whole life.

Yes, the grammar, punctuation and spelling is terrible, but I hope it only partially tells the kind of person I am. I am not sure who all reads this or if its just some sort of a scam or marketing. I have nothing to lose but to reach out.

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Last Updated: October 15, 2019

Help This Mom Wipe The Debt Slate Clean

So I suppose I should start this off by telling you about myself, right? Okay, here it goes. My name is Brooke, and I live in Mississippi with my three beautiful children and my wonderful husband and I am seeking to wipe the debt slate of $10,000 clean.

Life hasn’t always been kind to us. Mississippi has some of the poorest areas despite having a lower cost of living. While we had some help starting out in life thanks to parents, their idea of help meant keeping us in those poorer areas where our children had very little opportunity to grow.

Which is why we moved to an area of Mississippi that seems to have some flourishing school systems, for the sake of our children. It wasn’t easy, it still isn’t, but we have done everything that we can to make sure our children get a good education.

That is why I am asking for your help. Before we moved I was a stay-at-home mom, tending to my younger children in their infant years. I spent most of my twenties raising children and told myself that my thirties would be when I truly began my search for a career. It seems as though I found it in my current job; truly a good job with potential, but when I came into this job I came into it with a lot of debt already saddled on me.

Every penny seems to go to countless payday loans or the backpay in rent that we owe. We live paycheck to paycheck despite the fact that my husband and I both have full-time jobs. My husband’s job seems to be teetering on the verge of more layoffs, refusing to pay him what he is worth while he works over 40 hours a week, every week. Meanwhile, daycare costs are killing us because we can’t get ahead with our debt, and we can’t simply cut the cost because we both need our jobs.

To make matters worse, our vehicles are in desperate need of repairs that we can’t afford. I have to personally travel 4 hours south about once a year to visit with my youngest child’s cleft lip repair team. Because of our vehicles, I worry we won’t be able to make our upcoming trip.

I am worn, stressed, and can barely sleep while I wonder where our next meal will come from, if I can make the next payment for rent or childcare, and that is why I am here. It’s a longshot, I know, but I know when to put away my pride and ask for help.

I know that, if we can get rid of most or all of this debt on our shoulders, that we will be in a much better spot financially. It’s just a matter of getting there. So here I am, just a mother asking for a chance and a little kindness.

Can you help me try to clear the $10,000 in debt we owe, and help us build a better life for our children?

paypal.me/brookewheeler

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Last Updated: October 14, 2019

When life finally hit me… I’m in $27,000 dollars worth in debt.

I have never done any of these things before, but I figure that I should introduce myself and give a little bit of a background of who I am. I am currently 24 years old and I’m working a job that pays me minimum wage. (I work with kids that have Autism). I love what I do because it is so rewarding to be that helping hand to those who need it most. Growing up the only person I ever had in my life to help me was my father.  My mother was never in the picture. It has always been just the 2 of us.

After i had graduated from high school, I took a year off just so that way I could save up some money to eventually go to college. My dad persuaded me to start school as soon as I can and that was his one wish…for me to become a successful young women. I had started the Fall semester (the beginning of september, 2014). My father found a job all the way out in Connecticut making good money as a head chef. So he stayed out there and came back to visit me on the weekends.

One day, on september 16th I received a call at 3:00 in the morning from the hospital out in Connecticut. The doctor told me my father had been diagnosed with Stage 4 Cancer. Once I got to the hospital, he was pronounced dead september 17th at around 1am.

Since then, I have been living with friends. I’ve tried to get through school but, unfortunately, everywhere I lived, I kept getting thrown out. I was basically “house hopping” for a few years with no stable place to live. So I took a break from school and because of that… I am now deep in $13,000 in debt.

I then moved out to Texas because it was cheaper and again, I was living with different friends. Once I moved out there, I came across a dealership and they helped me get out of my first car that I was driving that had lots of problems going on with it. (My first car was a ’99 Honda Civic). No one told me that financing a car would actually hurt me more than it would help me. (In my current situation). I unfortunately, learned that the hard way. (About around $12,000 dollars left to pay on my current car).

And, because of being in times of hardship… I’ve even taken out a few loans from the bank just so I can live and survive. Eventually, I moved from there and now back in New York living with my boyfriend and his lovely family who have been a huge help providing a roof over my head. But now I’m trying so hard to get back on the right track and dig myself out of this mess. I’ve learned a lot of things going throughout my life from when I was 19 up until now that I am 24. I wish I had known all those things back then, cause I would have done alot of things differently.

If anyone out there can help me with my current situation, that would help so much! I’m not the type to ask for help… in fact, a little bit embarrassed that it had to come to this point in my life to beg.. but, I would definitely like to start over and begin adulthood the right way this time!

paypal.me/cici3694

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Last Updated: October 14, 2019

Help me get my boobs back!

I’m sure a lot of people asking for donations in this site have stories a lot better and more deserving then mine, and I’m not trying to take anything away from their worthy causes by posting this, but if you want anything in life you have to give it a go….

Not going to lie- I used to have a banging rack. I could get up in the morning and throw on anything and walk out the door happy and confident. Fast forward 6 years and 3 kids later my once double whoppers are now soggier than the sand in the bottom of a sock.

They say it is better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all… I feel like this is a big fat lie. Because I had nice melons, I now know the pain of living without them. If I never had good bewbs I would never know the true pain of waking up every day and seeing these fried eggs staring back at me in the mirror. Well on generally is, the other one is normally hanging over my shoulder or folded under my armpit.

In all seriousness though it has made my confidence levels drop significantly and I am so conscious of what I can wear and how low my top is when I am out that I feel like I can never fully let my guard down and enjoy myself. Even with a high neck top on the shape and height of my honkers are horrendous.
Having 2 small children it feels selfish to spend money (which we clearly don’t have) and do something purely cosmetic for myself, but I would love for my children to have a mum who can just walk out the door happy and carefree. Who doesn’t get depressed walking past a mirror or seeing her reflection in a window and who doesn’t gaze at other mums with amazing norks and wish that hers were the same. I know realistically my kids give zero shits about how I look, but I feel like if I am more confident within myself I will be happier. And a happy mum equals happy kids.

Decent implants are around $5000+ but I would honestly be happy with any contribution. I will keep everyone posted with how my story progresses. Also I’m sorry but I’m not going to be posting photos of my breasts before and after, so please don’t ask. More than happy to post receipts of consultations and after the procedure is done.
Thanks for reading :)

PayPal.Me/jkenz02

Filed Under: Wishes Tagged With: Australia

Last Updated: October 14, 2019

Dad Passed Away, This is my Wish

If you’ve ever lost a parent I’m sure you can relate to what you’re about to hear. In July of 2018 my father past away from a disease called Gastroparesis. He was diagnosed over 20 years ago and was able to live a normal life life with minor set backs. In June of 2017 he was hospitalized. He laid in several hospital beds for over a year until his body couldn’t handle it anymore. The day he past away was the hardest day of my life. My whole world changed. I am happy that he is no longer in pain and free, but I’ve never been more afraid for my own life. Before he died I had attended two different schools and got a scholarship to run track at a D1 University. After I transferred, I only had one more year before graduation. But when I got the one call I was dreading for so long, I couldn’t do anything. I couldn’t sleep, I couldn’t think, I couldn’t focus, all I wanted to do was cry. I had zero motivation to do anything. After a few weeks went by, the summer was coming to an end and it was time to go back to school.. but I couldn’t. I couldn’t leave my mom all alone with all the stress she was going through with money, bills, and at the fact that she lost her beloved husband. So I stayed home, even tho she wanted me to go back and get my degree. I knew she would need help with the bills and I personally knew that I did not have enough motivation or strength to make it through the year. Fast forward a year. My mom had to come out of retirement to try and save the house from foreclosure, which isn’t looking too promising. I am working 3 jobs, and I’m still afraid that I will not have enough to pay my part of the bills each month. Now it is getting to the point where I have to start making payments on my student loans I had from my first school. It’s been months and I haven’t been able to make a single payment, scared that soon they will start taking my money straight from my account. Everyday is just another stress filled day where I am afraid of what’s to come. My wish is to not be worried about not being able to pay my bills on time, and save my parents house from foreclosure, and mainly be able to go back to school and graduate. Because his dream was always to see me graduate, and I don’t want to take that away from him. Because I know he is looking down at me keeping me safe, telling me everything will be alright, and I trust him. In the end, I really don’t expect anything, but I’m at the point where I’m desperate and anything will help. If you could please help me in anyway I would really appreciate it and so would he. God Bless

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Last Updated: October 14, 2019

To overcome depression and help my parents

Hi!

This is a letter for all the people who know how to read. I want to do what I feel and never be forced to suffer because this is life. I was always told to do the logical thing and to focus less on what I feel and the fact that I listened to this advice made me very unhappy. We are not robots programmed to do things, we feel things and we materialize that is why we call ourselves humans.

I’m here because I ran out of options. I have a special situation and someone healthier than me told me that it is ok to ask for help in life when you feel alone. I am sure many people are familiar with failure, disappointment and low self-esteem.

About me. From the age of 16 I live in rent and I had to deal with very small amounts of money, but I have endured believing that as an adult I will have enough money to be able to own a house, but I am still in rent.

My parents live in a small village and they are old and need repairs in the house and they cannot afford, the floor is broken and soon winter comes and they will not have any heat, also I want to hire someone to take care of them because they live far from the city I live in.

Not long ago, I broke up with my boyfriend and I went into depression that made me lose my part-time job and quit college. I haven’t had anyone around me all this time and I can’t explain to my parents because I don’t want to upset them. I never asked for money, I don’t know how to be helped by strangers. If there are people who have better financial situation than mine and want to help please any donation matters to me and my parents.

Recently I started to make paintings and be interested in art, my plan is to go further and manage to make as many paintings as possible, but the materials cost and I cant make it alone. I want to do many things and because I dont have money, I got to isolate myself. Help me help my parents and help me at the same time. At this moment I feel that I help myself a little because I am honest and through this message I made peace with myself because I finally accepted that I need help.

I need money for the repairs of my parents house, money to invest in my talent and money to open an account to buy a house. Any donation counts.  paypal.me/itsalexcostea

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Last Updated: October 7, 2019

A little help needed for a magical Christmas

It’s the hardest thing to do in the world.

Asking for help.

Swallowing your pride and reaching out to loved ones and friends.

But the response was overwhelming. Instead of feeling shame, I felt pride.

The problem with mental health in men is that we’re programmed to be the alpha male from birth. We cannot show weakness, only strength.

Of course, mental health is just like our physical self. We have peaks and troughs, good times and bad times. The problem is, our pain and suffering is internalized. No one can see what we see.

It’s a horrible, horrible place to be.

My downward spiral started when I was kicked out of home and left to fend for myself. When I saw my friends living the life, I wanted to enjoy the moments, be tagged on Facebook, share the memories. Instead, I was trapped in my flat, accruing more debt as bills and rent accounted for 110% of my salary. The loneliness crept in, doubts emerged in my mind, my self-confidence took a huge dent.

Things did get better for a while. But then there was a crushing blow.

I was in a new job, stressful but financially rewarding for once. I could see an optimistic future.

Then I found out my sister was terminally ill with cancer.

Each year, the months go past as triggers to that event. I know the exact time and date I found out the news, to the hospital visits, the place where I was when we were told she had a month left, and the final days in the Hospice.

Compounding this with three redundancies, a career that has gone sideways and no real support network to speak of meant of course I spiraled deep into a dark place.

I even contemplated how I could join my sister. I thought it best I could go for a run, listen to some music, and just casually jog out in front of a truck. Why I picked that method I’ll never know!

I found to get back to an even keel, I had to try and reach new pleasures. For me, that was food and drink. As a kid, we didn’t each much. As a student, and then in my early 20s, I used to binge. So much so, I again spent more than I could afford. Which of course, made me even more depressed.

It’s such an annoying wasted life I’ve been living, now I’m in my late 30s, deep debt, but rich in love. That’s what I’m focusing on to stay healthy

I’m asking for a little help to provide my family with the Christmas they deserve for putting up with me. A few $ here and there will make a huge difference to us.

The next decade is just a few months away. Your help is going to help us put the past behind us. Thank you.

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Last Updated: September 27, 2019

I want to be alive

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Trigger warnkng: talk of abuse, mental illness, and death.

 

I feel like my life is falling apart.

My name is Allan, I’m a 22yr old transgender male. I know that the above statement sounds childish, but it feels like my life is going nowhere and because of that, I want to end my life.

My story is a long one so I don’t know how much I will say. I grew up with my siblings and my single mother who was very abusive and neglectful. There were good times in my childhood, but few. I don’t remember a lot of my upbringing due to repressed memories of the trauma, but I do remember a few terrible incidents. I was constantly afraid- we all were- and there were many times growing up that I believed my mom would kill me or one of my siblings.

So I guess I just kind of started out bad. My mom was pretty normal before she had her first born, my older sister. Then my mom became paranoid, anxious, and basically crazy. My dad said he suspect post-natal psychosis, but more recently we’ve been thinking it’s borderline personality disorder (which I have recently been diagnosed with).

As an example of my mom, she refused to go outside to even hang out the washing because she was afraid that news helicopters would be there to film her.

My story is ridiculous, I should write a book. Anyway, when I was 4 yrs old my dad left the picture. I don’t remember much of it, but I was told the story. My dad was apparently questioning his sexuality at that point. He realised he was gay, and he had a lot of shame. He’d already had 3 children to my mom, including me. But he discovered his sexuality after he had a family, and my mom loved him so much, and my dad loved her but in a different way. My dad thought that he must not deserve his beautiful family if he was gay. My dad moved out of the house. My mom was very neglectful to us, sometimes not feeding us for days when I was just 3. My dad said he visited once and saw my older sister (by 2 years) feeding me a slice of bread (me who was around 1yr), in secret in the toilet. Apparently my older sister wanted her baby sibling to be healthy, but mom hadn’t fed me for days at that time.

My dad lost the court case for custody. My mom cut off contact with him and moved to a small rural town in Australia where he wouldn’t be able to find us. So I never knew who my dad was.

Life with mom was normal. It wasn’t until I was 15 that I realised our family’s normal was not how others family’s were. Other family’s did not chase eachother with knives and threaten lives. Their parents would not punch them repeatedly, they did not have to ask for everything like opening a window or eating an apple. Their parents actually talked to them. That was not my mother at all.

I realised later in life that my mom is a very sick woman. 

I met my dad through tv, which is insane. On the off-chance this post gets popular, I won’t say which show, but honestly you could probably find it given the details I’ve shared already.

My sister met him on tv, and then shortly after I got to meet him. He was nothing like my mom told us. He is the most beautiful person I have ever met. I have truly never met a soul like his- I know this is strange, but I really believe he is an angel. And I am so, so proud to be his son. He radiates goodness. He’s had a terrible life, yet he is the most loving and generous person I know. I am so lucky that he is my dad.

When I turned 18, I’d had enough of our home situation and I ran away to live with my dad across the country. All of this sounds insane when I write it. But everything in my life is always so hectic, that sometimes I think I’m cursed. 

Basically I lived with my dad for a few years. It was the first time that I had ever felt loved by someone else. His fatherly love was so clear, and he’s taught me so much about the world. He is my biggest inspiration. Apparently he had even tried to kill himself in those 12 years he didn’t know us. He loved us children more than anything in the world. When he talks about it, he cries. When he saw me last, I was 4yrs old- now I was 16. My brother was an infant, now he was 13 years old. His story is heartbreaking. But he inspires me.

Because of my bad upbringing, I’ve had mental health issues all my life. I was very depressed in high school and I developed anorexia. I started to self harm because I saw my older sister was doing it. I tried to end my life multiple times, but I’d wake up the next morning and go to school as if I’d never attempted it at all. I had a few close friends, and I told them about it. They had a bad life too and felt the same way I did.

I’ve lived independently before but I always get caught up in drinking because of my depression. I’m very proud to say that I stopped self-harming, after 5 years of bad self-harm and wearing long sleeves every single day. 

I’ve been addicted to alcohol and clubbing in the past, because I didn’t care about anything. I drowned out my issues with alcohol. At my worst, I was having 30 standard drinks a night each day for about 3 months. And to think I was only 20.

I was living with my best friend/girlfriend for a few years, but my mental health has always been on a decline. Last year my grandad passed away and I was the only one in my family not able to say goodbye. Even writing that hurts. I was on the other side of the country and I had just managed to get the funds for a plane ticket since my grandad had liver ancer and it was shockingly progressive. He was diagnosed, then 2 weeks later he was dead.

I carry a lot of guilt over that, and that’s when my mental health plummeted. I was drinking again each day, I started self-harming again, I had a few poor attempts at ending my life. I didn’t know at the time, but I have borderline personality disorder and the death of my grandad is what triggered it. I yelled and hated my girlfriend who I loved and cherished. I wore her down until we broke up, and then  she decided not to be in my life. She is the most important person to me. I’ve talked about her on social media and said the things she’s done to me which are terrible and heart-breaking. I say that I hate her but I never could really hate her. I miss her everyday. I’ve had many suicidal thoughts over that loss.

I thought 2018 was the worst year of my life, but it is this year without a doubt.

I left my girlfriends house to live with my dad in A very rural town (12 houses, no shops). I was really bad with alcohol, very suicidal. I had many trips to emergency but the health system doesn’t care if there are no physical symptoms. If you are only having thoughts of going through with your suicide plan, they send you home. We’ve been mistreated by so many hospitals and medical professionals that my dad and I have discussed going to the media about it and raise awareness, because the medical system does it to countless of people- they do not care if you are suicidal.

My dad suffers from bipolar disorder. A few years ago, his best friend in the world died of cancer. This event caused his full blown bipolar. He was in a mental ward for about a month, and he told me later of his plans of killing himself and how he would do it. He was in too much pain.

I’ve got to tell you. Hearing your dad’s suicide plan is one of the most painful things to go through. Your beautiful dad, who helps everyone and who has unconditional love, who has always put me first in the short time we’ve known eachother- and he wanted to die.

In this rural town, my dad and I actually lived in a small church so it was ironic. But many terrible things happened in the four months we were there. Including my dad getting a restraining order on his best friend who had been using him for years. I had my first serious suicide attempt where I cut my artery and was rushed in an ambulance to the hospital- apparently I was falling unconscious in the ambulance and they didn’t know if I would make it. That entire thing was traumatic. My dad had to clean up litres of my blood in a hotel bathroom. He said how hard that was for him, to clean up your own child’s blood.

Me and my dad haven’t been doing good. We’re both on medication. My dad has been trying to get me into a hospital every single day for four months. My dad now pays for health insurance which he can not afford, just so I can get the help I need. I still suffer with borderline, depression, severe anxiety and chronic suicidal thoughts.

Last month my best friend died. He was everything to me. He was my absolute world. He was the number one reason that I kept pulling through, he was always my reason to live. My best friends name was Quint, and he was a black kelpie cross Labrador, the most sweetest dog anyone had known. He was my soul mate, and everyone could see our bond. Last month he was hit by a car outside of our house. I laid next to him as he died. I was comforting him the entire time. I told him he is the goodest boy in the whole world and I love him so much. God, I’m crying a lot now. I try not to think about it. But I was there. I watched the light fade. I laid with him and my best friend was dying and no one could do anything.

We moved a few days after. My dad and I were couch surfing until a few weeks ago when we found a house in Queensland. I’ve never had a place that feels like home. I always said that Quint was my home- wherever he is is where I belong. But this feels like home now.

I’ve recently started therapy due to a stroke of luck. He’s a private psychologist (whos bills are causing us to be broke), and the only reason he accepted me was because a friend of ours who is high up in the medical industry, referred me. I only got accepted because her name was on the referral.

So here’s where we’re at now. I’m finally in therapy. I love my psychiatrist, he is so sweet. I’ve seen him for 6 weeks and we’re still in introductory because I have so much history to get through. It’s the first time in my life where I’ve been dedicated to getting better. I don’t want to be a sad story. But it is very, very hard. My dad’s bipolar and my borderline end up clashing a lot and we get into huge arguments and he says such incredibly hurtful things to me. I know he loves me and he doesn’t mean it, but it doesn’t take the pain away from what he has said. 

We both are very broke. My mental illnesses make me unfit for work, so I’m on government benefits which is around $250 a week. My dad is also on benefits because of his disorder, but he makes money from music gigs since he is a country music artist- though not a lot of money. After bills, I have $50 left over and that is spent on food for 2 weeks. One of my favourite things in the world is to sit at a café with a coffee. I know it’s a bit pathetic, but my goal in life is to be able to do that whenever I want. I want enough money to not have to check my bank account to see if I have $6 for a coffee. It’s a simple dream so maybe I’ll be able to achieve it. It sounds so depressing when I write it, but honestly that is what I wish for. I will happily say that my life is successful when I can do that.

I have a lot of good days, but my ‘good days’ aren’t good enough. A good day is getting out of bed and doing something like the washing. Most days I lay in my bed exhausted from my constant nightmares and lack of sleep. I have suicidal thoughts each day. I’m trying to not give in to them, but I’ve been so close to death before and the feeling was indescribable. I told my dad a few days ago that I don’t look before crossing the road, hoping a car might hit me and I will die. He was pretty shocked. I don’t tell people my problems, and it’s always a surprise when people find out I have tried to end my life, because I always appear happy. He said that one day I will want to be alive, and I will look both ways before I cross the street. That kind of hit me. Imagine wanting to be alive. I know that my life is not the worst, and my current situation from an outside perspective is pretty good. Yes I’m Transgender, yes I’m broke, yes my dad is gay and has a beautiful partner who I love. But we’re doing our best, and I’m thankful for what I do have because I know what it’s like to have nothing. But I imagined for the first time that there is a possibility I might want to be alive one day. I just don’t have a reason, but I want to find a reason good enough to live.

My current problems involve how broke me and my dad are. My dad is in debt due to paying for me to get help. I feel so guilty because I don’t feel like I deserve anything. But he has spent thousands of dollars on me, he said “because I love you and I believe you will get well.”

On top of my borderline, my psychiatrist has diagnosed me with five other illnesses. My anxiety is so bad that I’m afraid to leave the house, and if I do, I’ll have panic attacks. 

I said my dream is to be able to buy a coffee whenever I want. But what I want more than that is just to make my dad happy. I’ve seen him struggle, seen him cry, seen him furious because of me. He’s paid for all my help, he’s bought my medications, he’s stopped me from drinking, he’s taught me right from wrong, he’s taught me that I am worth helping. My goal is actually to get well, for him. To know that his efforts haven’t been wasted. I don’t want to have my dad find me on the bathroom floor one day. He said that he would take his life if I did. I don’t want his suffering to have been for nothing. I want to make him proud.

Wow, I’m crying so much. I usually try to ignore my problems but recently I’ve been more open to them because I know I need to accept my reality in order to get better. Things have just been so hard for everyone. And I lost my best friend, and then my dog passed away, and then my only other friend said she couldn’t handle my trauma anymore- the same friend who walked me to emergency when I wanted to die, because she’s been in the same position. 

At the moment I feel like I have lost everything. I am suffering, but I try my hardest to be happy, or atleast a fake happy that I sometimes believe is real. I have my beautiful cat who I love to pieces. But I’ve got no goals, I don’t know where to go from here. I’m too sick to work so I want to study, but I don’t know what. I didn’t think I would ever be alive right now so I never planned a future. But I’m happy to say that I do see a future for myself, I just hope that it is not as bad as I imagine it to be. 

There’s a lot of things I’m missing out. Trying to tell your whole life is very difficult. But I wanted to explain my situation the best I could and give reasons as to why my mind is so sick.

If you could donate anything, I would be incredibly thankful. I want to pay my dad back for everything and I don’t want him to be so broke because of me. I want to be able to buy a coffee when I want to. I want to be financially stable so I could see a better future for myself. I want to get better for my dad, but also more recently, I want to get better for me; that’s something I’ve never felt before.

Any donation would be so appreciated. I thank you very much if you’ve read all this 💙

Here’s a bit more positive things about me: I love animals to pieces. I fall in love with every dog. I have many friends and they are all part of the lgbt+ community. I love playing the piano and songwriting/singing. I love film, I love art, I just love to be creative and tell stories in any way I can. A lot of people on my Instagram say I am inspirational to them. I like to think that I help people when I talk about my struggles and how I cope. I love people, I find them all unique and interesting, and I will try to help every person I meet. I love saltana bran, there’s a small strange but positive fact about me.

Like I said, any donation is so much appreciated. I appreciate your time and your donation and if you share this post. Thank you 💙

My Instagram name is @ceo.com.au

 

my PayPal.me link is: PayPal.Me/allanstandleythompso

Filed Under: Wishes Tagged With: Australia

Last Updated: September 27, 2019

Trying Not to Lose My Future… Again

I never thought I’d find myself begging for money from strangers, but here I am. I recently called off an engagement/7 year relationship. He was the complete love of my life. That thing you read about in books and see in movies. But he fell into substance abuse. After putting up with a couple of years of questionable decisions, excuses and being mistreated, it took him being revived in an ambulance from a drug-overdose for me to finally accept how toxic our relationship had become.

Unable to forgive the betrayal of drug abuse I broke up with him 10 weeks before our wedding. I have spent the time investing in myself and my future. I was accepted into a Yoga Teacher Training course starting in January. Finally, doing something for myself after years of making choices based on his needs.

However, I was slapped with a very expensive rent I can’t afford. He persuaded me into a two bedroom, too expensive apartment so he could have a room for “work.” I’ve been looking for a roommate for two months, but for one reason or another they keep falling through. I’m burning through my savings and my family doesn’t have money to help. After October’s rent I will no longer be able to afford the yoga course. I lost so much because of him. So many years, so much money on the wedding, and now I’m about to lose the first thing I was doing just for me.

I just really need a generous, helping hand to help me finally let go of this ugly chapter of my life, to invest in my future. I have very little debt other than $6000 in student loans and I have always been responsible with the little money I have had. But all of that diligence and discipline is on the line because I stayed in that relationship for so long.

Please help. I plan to further my training in yoga and bring mindfulness, self-care, love and self-respect to others. Practices that if I had used early would have kept me out of this situation. Your donation or investment will go on to better the lives of others. Namaste.

https://paypal.me/futureguide

Filed Under: Wishes Tagged With: USA

Last Updated: September 26, 2019

Only source of income finally broke

l feel absolutely ridiculous making this, but I really don’t have any other options at this point.

I do a lot of my work through my laptop, and old Hp Pavilion DV6. My podcast, design work, Voice Acting, all that jazz, and still only made about 11 dollar an hour. The problem is, the laptop just died. I’m 20, stuck at home with family, and working on my GED as well, and in between all that, my younger siblings decided to go into my room while I was at class and break my only equipment to work with. I don’t know what to do anymore, so I’ve come here. I genuinely feel ashamed to be doing this, but I feel like I’ve hit a low that justifies this (barely).

I hope I don’t seem like too much of an asshole to ask for this, as I grew up working in family charity stuff (a Pay It Forward program my family started in Florida), and I feel as though this is a ridiculous thing to ask.

The fact of the matter is this: I need money to replace my computer, ad that was my only current source of income.

Jeez, this is hard to write. Do I feel as though this is something I deserve? No. I think this is something that should be on this websites back-burner. I believe if you see a request on here that goes towards medical bills, or funeral expenses, then by all meant take care of them first. But, if after they are all taken care of, you have something that you can send my way, or you feel generous enough to help, anything is appreciated and I will be forever grateful. My laptop may not have been the best piece of equipment. Hell, it was outdated, rundown, and modified to hell and back internally to keep it working, but it got the job done. I can hopefully salvage the hard-drive from it and keep my files, but between phone bills, program subscriptions to do my work, and recording equipment expenses, I just don’t have enough saved from working to replace the laptop.

The motherboard is snapped, you can see where it slammed against the floor in the photo. It charges, but refuses to boot past the HP logo. If you took the time to read this, I appreciate it, and I hope you have a wonderful day.

 

https://paypal.me/KKingOfficial?locale.x=en_US

Filed Under: Wishes Tagged With: USA

Last Updated: September 25, 2019

I see you’re living out my dream truck

Hi my name is Brian and I will be 60 years old Im owner operator of a big rig and my truck almost has a 1,000,000,000 miles on it I deliver produce vegetables to your favorite stores I love what I do but I can’t afford a new truck can somebody help me live out my golden years do you want I love thank you very much!! Brian 209-210-7711

Filed Under: Wishes Tagged With: USA

Last Updated: September 23, 2019

Please give me a second chance

Thanks everyone, who have decided to read my story here.

My name is Tomas, and now I am 26 years old. I come from the Czech Republic (situated in the middle of Europe) and I have lived here my whole life so far in a town of 45k inhabitants. Yes, you are right, I am not the native speaker, but I am going to try me best to let you know about the reason I am begging you for your help.

When I was a young boy I started to play ice hockey in my hometown. To be honest, I was quite good at it – being the captain of the team, playing with the older, however was not fortunate with well-educated coaches who could properly work with my talent and also me myself did not have the information and experience nowadays players have by great internet sharing from the best professionals all over the world. So I did not do the all the things in the best possible way and I did not reach some of the best teams in my country.

Luckily, I was a good student at the same time. It means the whole time I was getting the best grades and while was still playing ice hockey I started studying on the most prestigious high school in the region.

Then I made an uneasy decision – I gave up my ice hockey career and put all my effort in gaining the best education. I successfully got myself on the University of Medicine, but I was used to divide my time into studying and performing physical activities as well. Nevertheless, this is something you just cannot spoil yourself with when studying medicine for being a doctor in my country. I did not find the balance and ended up after only one year there with one missing exam.

Suddenly, I have found myself in the situation where I had the best potential for being a successful sportsman or a well-educated person but did not make a use of any of them and also lost my girlfriend Lucie and left my family disappointed.

Still enough time for getting back on my legs again though. I started studying journalism on the University of Philosophy and got a job as a camera man shooting the live stream coverage of sport events in my country and Austria and Germany as well. This was mainly for the betting providers and soon I realized I can find some patterns in these games and make some extra money for myself with that.

Soon, it started not being some extra money, but the amount some people in my country work for many months. I became richer than 90 % of the people of my age in the Czech Republic and lost motivation for finishing my studies. Still I did keep my personality and was caring and giving a help to people in need as well as respecting all kinds of work.

I thought in the end I had managed to find some luck for me in the life and wanted to establish a family and build a decent business, while the combination of these two will give me a happy life with enough time and funds.

I found a girl Eva, searching where I can invest my money and everything looked promising. However, it did not last more than a year. Eva appeared to be emotionally unstable, keeping me under continual pressure and start drinking hard soon. Since I had a really nice time with her for some 10 months, I did not want to leave her and was blaming myself too.

When it started to escalate I thought I could find at least some happiness in the thing I was good at, I started with betting again. Please, remember, you cannot do it when you have problems, when you are under some kind of pressure or you just want to make you relax – but better, do not do it at all. You must be totally concentrated and with the clear background too. I was not and step by step I lost the major part of what I have earned previously and then also money I have borrowed.

Of course my relationship was then ruined completely, and also my relationship with my family, which decided to help me with my debts, is hardly damaged.

I know I was absolutely gifted in my life and it is only my fault, I did not get not the best but at least better from that. Unfortunately, I cannot have a second chance right from the beginning, but still I can have it now and I would be endlessly grateful for any help from you.

I do regularly work and keep paying my debt to my family, but this situation cannot allow me to start all over again. I would love to apply again for university, to become a teacher and give my life a meaning again. Now I need $9000 to clear my debts and be able to apply for the next school year.

Please, give me a chance to not waste this life.

www.paypal.me/tomstk

Filed Under: Wishes Tagged With: EU

Last Updated: September 22, 2019

Hard struggling of obstacles

I would like to start off by thanking you in advance for your time, kindness, & consideration.

It’s truly struggling hard to keeping your head above the water.  Specifically, my youngest lives with me due to many of her lifelong health issues like esophagus & stomach polyps as well as 3 autoimmune diseases and a few other issues.

Additionally, I am disabled due to an accident and 8 surgeries from my cervical spine(neck),shoulder, 4 hand surgeries & wrist surgery. Some caused more issues and some didn’t change. I feel worthless due to I use to be really busy with OU college(15 hours)on call for and oilfield disposal site. Therefore, I’m no longer superwoman. It’s embarrassing to ask my kids to help open a jar, assist in washing my hair as I struggle with one shoulder that doesn’t want to go all the way up, and worst of all is when I dropped a plate full of Chinese food on the ground at a buffet; and my kids immediately went over where I was to help get everything of their tiled floor.  I lay awake most of the time. I don’t like getting out for any reason as I get tunnel vision and feel like I’m going to pass out.  I do have health issues of my own as well; blood pressure, cholesterol, nerves in my feet Med, pain in numerous places, change of life physical bodily wise, not to mention my anxiety and depression.  I get an SSDI check but it’s being used to get caught up on my debt like: mercy hospital, ambulance service do to me having a seizure and my daughter freaked out, Best Buy card, Home Depot card, Wayfair card, overstock card, my overdrawn checking account with bank of oklahoma,  Victoria Secret card. These cards have been like this for awhile now as I used them to help until I got my ssdi.

I can’t even buy a mattress(this king size has messed up springs)due to my situation of debt, toilet paper, laundry detergent, dish detergent,  body wash, shampoo, lotion, pillows(as my neck hurts if I don’t get the right balance of pillows), food, fuel to go to my youngest daughter and my Specialist appointments, hospital, etc.

I’m miserable, but try to keep it together when possible as my youngest has health issues just as I have. Then there’s medical items and/or medications that insurance won’t cover for both of us. It’s a frustratingly overwhelming situation. An example of the medical insurance not covering steroid cream for my daughters skin, her birth control, her extra steroids due to her autoimmunity issue. Insurance only covers the script once monthly so any extras as per Endochronologist specialist are out of pocket, asthma I hate had to be switched because insurance wouldn’t cover that either, breathing machine(insurance only pays for 1 nebulizer machine wishing several months). Thinking Bout health equipment; sometimes the specialists will recommend stuff that could possibly help like an air purifier for my youngest daughter, a orthopedic operating bed with capabilities to electrically move at angles to prop the head.

Then if that ain’t all, my dependable suv still needs an engine so I can make both of our appointments, as well as groceries. My other daughter also stays here and has a Vehicle but is limited of when she can run me & my youngest daughter to the specialists keeping in mind that she works. Also, I don’t have family for say except all my grown kids.

Thank you for your time and consideration in regards to my dilemma at hand. I tried to keep it at a minimum as well as be brief on only the most important factors.

Sincerely, Mary

 

pics will include an engine missing from my suv, an old Fredrick window air conditioner that is locked up now(can’t use), windows needing replacement dye to them being old and 2 got broke accidentally this last winter; not to mention we have leaks, had to begin redoing 1 side of retainer walls due to the gully washers of rain we’ve received over time that caused the walls to fall down. The walls have to be fixed so the house won’t slide down as well.

paypal.me/capriluvm

Filed Under: Wishes Tagged With: USA

Last Updated: September 20, 2019

Trying to break free

Hello, I am a 53 year old woman from Connecticut and live in the home I was raised in that my father still owns.  I am looking for financial help to re-locate to Tennessee.  I was raised in Connecticut and I have taken care of people and my family my entire life.  I am seeking freedom from the madness.  As a teenager I took care of my mother who was sick with cancer until she died when I was 18.   I married my childhood boyfriend who became an abusive crack addict so I divorced him and I raised 3 children on my own, twins who are 31 and a 22 year old girl now.  I put myself through school to get my degree while working 3 jobs.  I dedicated my life to help those with addiction and my children became addicted to drugs.  I continue to work in the field of social services helping those with addiction and mental illness but I am burnt out.  There is an ugly custody battle in my family for my grandson who belongs to my youngest daughter and my oldest daughter who has guardianship of him and a  horrible, dominating bully of a boyfriend 20 years her senior who propositioned me in my kitchen.   I raised my grandson for 2 years on my own but fell into illness when I hit menopause and developed pre-diabetes and thyroid problems.  I had to relinquish custody of him to care for myself for a year and in that year I lost 100 lbs, got rid of my diabetes and thyroid problems but by then my oldest daughter was already enthralled with this bully of a man and I was cut off from seeing my grandson by him.  I believe he is being abused but because there are no grandparent rights in CT, when I reported it, I cannot know what is going on or how he is.  I love my grandson dearly but cannot see him as there are no grandparent rights in Connecticut, I am heartbroken and cry every night over it.  My father who is 82 and re-married a very wealthy woman after my mother dies,  who has since died and left him a fortune has been holding the house against me for years dangling it in front of my face, I was told that the house would be mine, I have done as much as I could to upkeep the house I pay the taxes on it as well and he always has some reason why he won’t give me the deed threatening that if I cannot care for him in the way he is accustomed that he will sell the house out from under me.  I desperately want to take care of him but he is not happy with my income and feels that he will not have the life he is accustomed to  if he lives with me.   I have given my heart to Jesus Christ.  I pray that my family gets it together but I cannot take it anymore.  I want to leave and I want to live the rest of my life happy.  I have had enough of being bullied, mocked because I had never made as much money as my brother did who incidentally refuses to care for my father but is fighting to get what what he feels he deserves from my father before my father is even deceased.  My father does not want to go into a nursing home, he outright refuses because he says they will take all his money so my brother and his wife continue to try to get control of his finances.  They told me that they would control the money while I took care of my father and I agreed with this because all I wanted to do was see my father happy in his last years even if I had to use my meager wages to do it but it is not enough for him so he stays in the house that my step brother owns who incidentally is a probate lawyer with millions of dollars, my father has life use of the house so he can legally stay there until he dies but he has medical problems that need attention and he will not leave and will not use any money to live in assisted living and he will not live with me as his standards are wayyy above what I can provide.  So,   here I sit working, heart broken and feeling like a loser because I feel as though I failed my grandson, my father and my children and I’m sick of it.  It isn’t fair.  I’m a good person but i’m just so sick of it.   No one in my family appreciates me whatsoever and i’m over it.  I am able to get a job with my bachelors degree in the social services field anywhere I go in the states and I have chosen Tennessee.  I want a chance for a nice life and I want to meet new people who might actually appreciate me in their lives.  I would love to see some of the world as I  have never had a chance to travel.  I would just like to ask for enough money to re-locate to Tennessee, perhaps to rent an apartment for a year and enough to get some of my things there with a U-Haul truck.  I can work and buy new things when i’m there.  I want to have a chance for a nice, fun life without having to care for someone else for once.  I have to let go and let God.  This story is true and if you think that is crazy, I literally have enough for a Netflix series.  Please let me know if you can help.

Filed Under: Wishes Tagged With: USA

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