So…im going through a pretty rough time at the moment. I am in a long distance relationship and it was fine at first, but after some time i have developed too many feelings for my love. She lives in america, i live in the EU. She is 6 hours behind me and school/college and more are ruining our relationship. I have decided to move to the USA to be and live with her forever, i promised her that. I am 18 years old and i just realized how hard it actually is for me to stay emotionally stable. I had so much hope to move to her state and live happily with her. I wanted to get access to a community college, because my family is poor and there is no way for me to get financial aid for me, other than getting a scholarship. My grades are average…my chances of getting one are way too low…i have searched for international scholarships and hoped that i would find at least one…but i found nothing that could have ever helped me in some way. She is my everything and i just don’t know what to do in order to keep this working. I was thinking about two ways how to get out of this life. 1. Everything will work perfect and i will live with her and have the happiest life ever. Or 2. I kill myself. I just want my pain to end. But i can’t do it. Im not to selfish enough. I have people who care about me and why would i want to do that. She would feel depressed and her life would be shattered. I can’t do it…im not that type of a person. Life for me was empty, but she was the one who guided me on the right path again. Love is cursed with a blessing. Especially in a long distance relationship. My biggest problem right now is that i know how much pain i actually cause to her, while im living here. Im obsessed with her and i know that she is the right one. I can’t live without her. She gives me life. I never felt this loved before to be honest. I don’t know how to get through this, i have been crying everyday over the last weeks. I would go through hell for her. I am going through it right now…I am just trying to stay strong and keep my mind stable…but my heart has more control over my mind. I was never this depressed in my life before…im hiding it from her, because i know that she will cry and feel the same or worse if i tell her. I am willing to give up everything for her. I need around $20000 (tution for the community college, accommodation, fees,visa…) for my dream to come true and be with her. It doesn’t work like this i know. All i can do right now is wait and hope, there won’t be another way for me. Any donation will help: Paypal.me/Helpmeqq
He was recently nominated by his band teacher at Highland Park High School in Topeka Kansas to the Kansas Ambassadors of Music (Voyageurs International) to embark on a European tour concert in June of 2019. They will be visiting 7 countries and their cities. He will be preforming with hundreds of other students in percussion, strings, orchestras and choir.
This journey will take him to 7 countries in 16 days which include:
We are raising money to cover both the standard expenses as well as an emergency fund just in case it is needed. This is something we need to take care of this year to set things in stone.
This is a HUGE opportunity for Tevan to travel Europe and preform as an artist representing his school and hometown. Along with preforming on this tour the Kansas Ambassadors of Music help to provide credits toward college after he returns. Tevan is hoping that this event will boost his college career faster.
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***The Scheele Family
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