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A Veteran asking for help

This is very difficult for me.  For my entire life, I’ve never had to ask for assistance from anyone.  Up until 2014, my wife and I always had good paying jobs.  We weren’t wealthy by any stretch of the meaning, but we were always comfortable and were able to pay the bills.  Then due to downsizing at my work, I was forced to retire.  The money coming in was less, but our finances were still manageable.  In March of 2016 I had the forth and last of my joint replacements.  I already had both hips and one knee replaced.  Six weeks after my last knee replacement, I had a heart attack.  This was a setback, but my wife was employed so money was tight because of medical bills, but we kept things going.  Then in October of the same year, my wife was diagnosed with throat cancer.  She wound up having radiation treatments five days a week for seven weeks.  This put us back even further.  She still had her job, but I was forced to go on Social Security Disability.

Then last year tragedy struck again.  My oldest daughter became ill and was unable to work.  Her husband, a roofer by trade, was only able to work odd jobs due to a fall where he was severely injured and had to have his left leg amputated.  Needless to say, even though my wife and I were struggling, My daughter and her husband were unable to keep a roof over their heads and that of their six children.  They wound up moving in with us.  My daughter went through a battery of tests and they finally discovered a twelve pound tumor in her abdomen which they finally removed a few months ago.  Since they moved in, our utilities more than doubled in cost and so did our food budget.  We get occasional assistance from the local food bank, but they are getting fewer donations lately and can’t always help us.  We are behind on our mortgage, we are barely keeping the utilities on and the creditors are ringing our telephone off the hook.

My main concern is the children.  Keeping a roof over their heads and food in their stomachs is our main concern.  My wife and I have sold everything we have of value just to make sure these children are taken care of.  We even do without some of our medications at times so the children can have what they need.  We are asking for any donation that can help keep us going until we can get back on our feet.  Anything will be greatly appreciated.  Thank you for any assistance you can provide.

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Repair my family home

I need $5000 to repair my home for my three children and I.

I recently started the process of buying a home after years of struggle and bouncing around with my kids. I want them to have stability and grow up with no worries of where were going next.

The house is $20,000 and I thought, “Wow, what a steal!” Or so I thought, unfortunately I can’t even get the gas turned on to be able to use my stove or heaters until I have a plumber come out to fix the busted water pipes, have the city come inspect it, then have the gas company come fix the broken gas line.

We have been in this house since last winter which was the hardest winter of my life. I had just had my daughter, there was no heat except for a fireplace in the living room. So I did what any struggling cold mother would do for her kids. I pulled my bed into the living room and stayed up to make sure the fire was going to keep my little ones warm and to make sure I didn’t accidentally light the entire house on fire.

Im trying to save as much money as I can for repairs but with three kids it’s very difficult. And it seems like every time I fix one thing then another more expensive thing needs fixed. I’ve already put everything I can into this place and it’s still just falling apart.

The bathroom is ridiculous, there’s tin covering the walls as sheetrock, holes in the ceiling and to top it off we can only shower because the piping is messed up. I don’t know if you have ever given a one year old a shower instead of a bath but it is very difficult.

I had finally saved up enough money to get the shower fixed for baths, and my truck broke down so I had to put all my money into that. Once again, pushing the much needed repairs to the back burner.

It’s the beginning of summer now and my window unit ac has officially given out and I just feel like everything around me is falling apart when all I’ve been doing is trying my hardest to give my kids the best life they can have.

 

Any amount of money would be greatly appreciated and put to much needed use. Thank you for taking the time to read this.

paypal.me/JillinaSimerly

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For the future of my family

Hi,

In a nutshell, I am a driven individual who can proudly say that has had victory in so many hardships of life; from lost of loved ones to ID theft, from over  12,000 in medical debt to zero, from an expensive car payment due to high interest rate to paying off my car last month. Surviving and providing for my family of 4, wife and two precious girls.

Why am I asking for help? Well I live in the home that we have wanted to buy for over two years, currently renting it for 825.00 monthly. If, and when we buy this house our mortgage with insurance and property taxes will only be 384.00 amazing right?

Well when my wife lost her income from teaching due to having to stop working to take care of our new born it left me with the task of having to pay for all. How did we manage to pay all our medical bills and car and stay afloat? By working as many overtime hours I was given. Overtime is not offered anymore and my take home money after taxes and insurance, 825.00 each check! So you see one check goes to rent, leaving us with 825.00 for a family of 4 that includes a newborn baby.

825.00 Rent

45.00 Gas

77.00 Electric. We are on a payment plan that includes current and payment towards past due

180.00 phones

380.00 food for family and newborn

25 Trash recollection

100 gasoline for both vehicles

120 car insurance

All these bills plus rent 1752.00 no emergency funds no extra money for anything in fact I don’t make enough to cover what’s on the list. I have two credit cards thank God credit lines are 1500.00 between the two otherwise I’d be in more debt. I don’t want to get to the limit of those cards and then have nothing.

I am requesting help so that I can pay off those cards, so that my credit score increases, so I can request a loan to purchase my home. With downtown payment assistance for first time home buyers we get a good a nice down payment. Credit score determines interest and the amount they help you for down payment

4000.00 is the total what we need

1500.00 to pay off the cards

1500.00 for closing cost which the sellers will not cover

1000.00 to get a head

When I buy my home my mortgage will be below 500.00 allowing me to not use my credit cards and help me break this check to check living and still have enough left to start saving!!

I could tell you about my wife and I losing our baby that caused medical bills to amount, I could tell you the whole story of losing my previous jobs and the medical coverage i had through that job. I could tell you sad story after sad story, but i won’t, i have busted my butt and i proudly can say that my family and i have done quite well despite our hardships but it came at great cost. I’m asking for a boost to completely get out of this check to check curse. Please consider helping us! Thank you!!

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Sing for some gas

It’s Sunday at 7:10 a.m. I’m posting this on a whim while sitting in the parking lot of a Golden Pantry in Georgia. I’ve been in this or other gas station parking lots since 2:30 a.m. while I watch the love of my life play his heart out on his acoustic for a gallon of gas. We’ve been doing this every night for the past three nights. It’s nothing new for him. He’s traveled the country with just a six string and his wits. In fact that’s how we met years ago in Kansas. He wasn’t panhandling/busking then, but hitchhiking. I drove past and he gave me “the thumb.” So I  gave him a ride… to my home. Home being an art studio/warehouse in downtown ICT.  Back then he was a traveling kid. A train-hopper. A punk. He reminded me of a missed opportunity of my youth when a friend called to tell me they were going to go ride the rails and wanted me to go with. I declined citing responsibilities.  I saw him sitting on the sidewalk, thumb out and regretted my decision. What would I have become if I had been more ballsy? And how did he even get there?   The ‘ta wasnt really a stop on train routes. We never did have many punks. I remember what he looked like back then. Not entirely a man yet but not a boy.  He was young, 21, all the way from Georgia by himself.  I was a confused and discontented 30. I’d never left the town that I’d been raised in. I’d never done anything too crazy. I kept a job and sidelined in college. I’d never let someone into my car or into my home that I didnt know. I guess like this post,  taking him home was a “whim.” Of course that time was fleeting. I was a pit-stop in the belly-button of America. A place he could visit when passing through. And despite our age differences, he made me feel something I had forgotten. He had a certain lust for life that I remembered feeling but either because of my age or circumstance had lost. I took him home because I was still the  girl that wanted to hop a train but was too scared to. His visits would remind me that there was still magic in the world and life outside of Kansas. I loved to hear him talk about what he had seen, where he had gone and what he had done. I still love his stories. To look at him now, a muscular 6’4″, rough, tattoo’d, a man…  you wouldn’t think that this Tarzan of the streets, this “dirty viking” as Andy Dick once called him while he walked on the streets of L.A.,  could tell any tale besides what the inside of a jail cell looks like. But I’ve seen him hold people in rapt while he explains his view of the world . He is wise beyond his years and doles out his wisdom sparingly. He humbles me.  He often says that he doesnt want to go through life without “getting some on him.” You can tell by looking into his eyes he has. He has a stare that bores into you, searching you, looking for understanding. And a wry smile that never stays long enough to my liking. I’ve never met a truer student of the world. He’s a poet. A gifted songwriter and composer. I have no doubt others will come to know his talents as I have if he wants them to. When he sings and plays his guitar he shines. He has the sort of presence that is so strong he can change the mood of a room just by entering it. People stop and notice him even when he wishes for invisibility. I’ve seen him excite jealousy and resentment in people with just his being. I’ve also seen those same folks sit dumb struck as he plays and sings for them. He is what they secretly want to be. Free.

So, when he found me years later, love happened. Duh, how could it not? So, I left Kansas. Not scared anymore. I want to see the world as he sees it. I also want to “get a little on me.” But first we have the problem at hand. First, we need a little gas.

 

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Daughter desperately needs braces

Hello. My name is Regina Ullery. I have one child, a daughter, still living with me, and a son who is grown and moved out. The reason I’m here is to ask people for help with paying for my daughter’s braces, which will roughly cost around $3000-$4000. Ever since my daughter was little, she had her teeth growing in on top of the baby teeth, or behind, or to the side! This is similar to “shark teeth.” This is extremely uncomfortable for her because she often times will bite the insides of her lips and gums, many times leaving her to have to deal with not only the pain but also the sores the bites leave behind.

My daughter is one of the best people you could ever know! If she sees someone who is being bullied or just doesn’t have many or any friends, she will quickly go to them, sit with them, and try to befriend them, without a second thought to what the other kids think about it! She just turned 15 and is going to be a Sophmore next year and she has been tremendously patient about waiting for these braces that she has been told she needs ever since she was 13.

I am just not able to pay for this much of a cost at this time. I am seeking employment but not having much luck and slowly falling into more and more debt. I am also in the process of seeking out at least temporary disability because I was hit by a car a few years ago and I have been having more and more pain in my back, hip, knee, and lower leg because of this.

My hope is that I will be able to return this act of kindness to another family in need somewhere in the future. Without a doubt, I know my daughter will give back to the world in many positive ways in the future as well. She wants to help people by going into the medical field, starting with taking CNA classes while still in HS and then later possibly going for a medical degree. Her ultimate desire is to be a pediatric surgeon!

If you find it in your heart to donate, we thank you from the bottoms of our hearts!

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Looking to Set Down Roots

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I have a very long and complicated tale about how screwed up my life has been over the last five decades. Things like alcoholic, drug addicted parents. Foster care, adoption, sexual and psychological abuse along the way. An absolute ton of expensive, ongoing therapy.
These things led to my own struggles with drugs and drinking and horrible relationships, and jails and institutions and yes, almost death by overdose and suicide on more than one occasion. It is not a unique tale by any means, but it is mine, and I am proud to say that I have been clean and sober since January of 2006. I went to college, followed my dreams, mended all the burned bridges I could remember and have been fairly happy. I do stay moderately medicated with anti-depressants to help deal with a major depressive disorder, and PTSD, but I am grateful for that as well. My life has been fairly uncomplicated for awhile.

About a year ago, I lost birth mother to suicide and I am still feeling and dealing with all of the feelings and repercussions of that. I began to look into her life, and then to look into the history of my birth father. She had told me he had killed himself when I was very young, which turned out to be true. A lot of the things she told me about the family were not so true.
I paid for DNA, I paid for all of my dad’s birth records and military records and made contact with all of my family in Ireland, which is where he was born. Another true fact from my birth mother.
My heritage and my family legacy and all of the things that have come with it have been the way that I have dealt with my grief and my sorrow. Applying for and receiving Irish citizenship has been the fuel that has kept me going for the last year. I am waiting in my Irish passport to get here and am contemplating a move to my father’s town, Drogheda, in County, Louth Ireland. I am a team leader at a small non profit mental health center where I live at and do not make much money at all. I have been living paycheck to paycheck for a long time, but the work I do with people, and children living in all of the same situations I did as a kid, keeps me going and satisfies my soul.
I am here to solicit some help raising some funds to get to Ireland and to live and work in the places where my father and his family did. I’m not sure what will happen, but I can tell you that given the chance, I would do the exact same thing for someone else.

paypal.me/misterwelch

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Born and Died here – A home worth saving

My life has been in turmoil since December 2016, and it seems that no matter how hard I work, how much I assist others, and how much energy I spend trying to fix things – I just cannot catch a break.

BACKGROUND:

In December 2016, I developed bronchitis. It didn’t seem to be a severe case, just mildly short of breath and cough. One evening, I noticed I was very wheezy, and it was getting harder to inhale. I used my inhaler, to no avail. I asked my husband to call an ambulance for me, as it was getting extremely hard to breathe. I do not remember much after asking him to make this call, and I woke up 4 days later with a tube down my throat, breathing for me. Acute respiratory failure with hypoxia and hypercapnia brought on by the bronchitis. I was in ICU for a week, then a step-down unit for another week. I was taken off of work until the second week of January.

February 2017. I was back at work, and took a second job to help pay for my medical bills. I was working a long shift, 7am – 11pm. My husband brought the kids to my job to bring dinner. My son told me his chest hurt a little, but he felt fine. He had asthma, so I told him to use his inhaler as a precaution. When I got home at 11:30pm, he was awake waiting for me. He again told me his chest was bothering him, but that he was tired and ready for bed. My son went into an asthma attack just a few minutes later. He was using his nebulizer, but it didn’t seem to be working. We called 911, and my son passed out while my husband was on the call. He stopped breathing. CPR was not working. His heart stopped. The paramedics brought his heart beat back, but he could not breath on his own. Life flight to children’s hospital, he was declared brain dead – caused by the flu shutting down his lungs. He wasn’t even sick! He had no symptoms, and chest discomfort was normal with my asthmatic child.

We donated his organs, and had him cremated. My son was 9 years old. Did you know that you cannot bring home the ashes of a loved one until the service is paid in full? I didn’t until I was told I couldn’t bring him home. I went back to work too soon after losing him, because all I wanted was to bring my baby boy home. It took too long, but he is home with us and we paid off the funeral home.

May 2018 – Received a certified letter from the state. There is lead in the siding of our home, and we are given a walk through by the health department to determine where else the lead may be. All window sills, door jambs, and several walls needed  replaced. Daughter tested normal for lead – no elevated levels at all. Applied for grant funding for abatement – do not qualify until roof is replaced, as it is considered structural damage. Given the ok to make replacements ourselves.

Replaced several walls, bit by bit. Painted sills and jambs with Lead Defender Paint. Turned in proof of our progress. Was told all is good, no worries from the state.

December 2018/January 2019 – severe storms tear up the roof, leading to several leaks. Frozen water lines break, immediate repairs were handled with what little we had in our savings. Patched what we could, tarped the rest. Inspections for water damage/mold are good – thankfully.

May 2019 – received a letter that the state will be taking general attorney action to remove me from my home unless the lead abatement is finished. The inside has been cleared. We cannot afford the outside requirements. No contractor will touch the siding unless the roof is repaired. Got several quotes. No community block grants in my area to assist with costs. No savings left. Borrowing from my 401K was denied. With the roof and siding needing replaced/abated, the property value isn’t enough to obtain a home equity loan. We saved for 5 years and purchased the home with cash, but now cannot find a lender to obtain a mortgage until those two things are replaced/abated (which is what we wanted the mortgage loan for!) Hospital bills keep coming in that are too much to keep up with, several have gone to default and are wrecking my credit, personal loans are being turned down because of the ratings.

This is the only home my son knew. He was born here. Grew up here. Took his first steps in the dining room. Slept here. Died here. This home is so much more than just an old house. I am again working two jobs, and doing personal shopping as a third when I am not at one of those jobs. I cannot save enough money in enough time to get these things fixed before the state forces me out of the home I own. I have attached the approved estimate from the lead certified contractor (cropped out my address).

Thank you to everyone who took the time to read this. Estimate.JPG

 

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In Need of A Fresh Start … Please Help Me

Hello everyone, :)

I am 22 years old and I am a full time retail sales associate. I suffer with depression, anxiety and the “need to perfect”. I’ve spent so much time looking out for everyone else and that caused me to forget about myself but, if I had to do it again, I’d help those around me because I know how it feels to need help and have everyone turn their backs on you. My priorities have been helping my mother pay off a few bills, giving my sister money to help her with her rent, providing my friends with whatever I had left so, they could get by and buying my God Children whatever they needed. I went to college for a year after I graduated in 2014 and I yearn to go back but, I need to pay off my tuition and my credit card debt before I can do that. I am positive that not being in school is a part of why I have been so depressed. I can’t wait to sit in a classroom and learn… It has been so difficult putting my dream of being a veterinarian on hold. I am where I am now because  I’ve always been so scared to say “NO”, trying not to be a disappointment and now I am disappointed in myself. I am putting my pride aside and I am asking for whatever you can give. I unfortunately need a total of $8,500 to pay for everything. My credit card bills should be cleared and I will also be able to pay off what I owe to my college.

My sister and I also plan on moving in together because we are currently in a very unhealthy environment and because of my bills and late payments, my credit score completely dropped and I am scared of disappointing her. We found an apartment once before and didn’t get it because of my mother’s score and now I might be the reason we get turned away again. I thought about taking out a loan but, that will just put me deeper in debt and I am trying to get away from that. My credit cards will strictly be for emergencies. I am not trying to take advantage of anyone’s kindness because I know what that feels like but, I need help. I really need help and I’ve run out of ideas. I work my butt off everyday and I am not making enough money to help me pay off one bill. I will be grateful for whatever anyone can give.

I know in life we don’t always get do-overs but, I am desperately in need of one and I don’t want to sink deeper and deeper into depression because I am stuck, I want to move forward and make the most of life while I am still here but, I won’t be able to do that knowing that I have so many bills to pay off. I want to thank you ahead of time for reading this and if you don’t decide to help out, I will not be offended. If you do help, there will NEVER be enough words in this would to express my gratitude and appreciation. I am looking for a way to clear my debt and I hope you are willing to be that helping hand.

Thank-You for you time. :)

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Family trying to do better

I am a mother of 3 and a loving wife to my husband.  We have been trying for years to make our lives better.  We had everything, from money to vehicles to not worrying. We started our own trucking business right after my father in law passed away. It was a make or break deal.  We put everything we had into it.  It was doing amazing.  Then we had a few friends who needed work, so we got a couple more semis financed.  They were doing great for a few months and then they quit showing up for work, was late to pick up loads.  They were spending the money on fuel, but not making anything.  We had to let the drivers go.  But the bills were still coming in.  My husband alone could not fix what had happened.  We had to file Chapter 13 bankruptcy.  For once in our lives we felt defeated.  We were not able to fix what was broken.  I work as a para for special ed and I pay for insurance, which pretty much is all my check.  We seem to always be working, but can not seem to get ahead.  We had to get rid of everything we owned, the boat, the jet skiis, new vehicles, 2 semis and trailors, and start at the bottom again.  Now we are having to let our home go and move into a rental.  No matter what we do, we can’t seem to catch a break from, vehicle break downs, to flat tires, to bank over draft fees to medical expenses.  My husband was just diagnosed with Deteriorating disk disease along with high blood pressure and high cholesterol and myself now has a burn on my esophagus along with a hernia in my stomach.  We just need a little help, before we don’t have anything.  We don’t like to ask for help and as I’m writing this, I’m swallowing my pride to ask for some help.  Our 3 teenagers don’t ever ask for anything, because all the have gotten is No.  They are amazing children and we couldn’t be more proud of them.  Any help would be appreciative. We are grateful.

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Couple Could Use Your Help

Hi there. My name is Rick. I’m sharing the following in hopes that someone will feel touched/lead to help my wife Sandra and I. Back in 2013 I was working as a caregiver, when I starting experiencing pain in one of my knees. I found out through a series of checkups that I had arthritis in that knee. It wasn’t too much longer in time that I developed arthritis in the other knee. It ended my work career, and I was out of work for one year. Lots of phone calls to work out payments with creditors. My wife was working at that time, thankfully, so we kept up on bills as best we could. I did get disability after some time, and we tried to get caught up on things. Sandra fully retired in June of 2018. So, we come forward to 2018. In December my wife took a fall, within our home, and hit her head into a wall, very hard. I had to have her taken to a local hospital by ambulance. She was then transported to another hospital, to handle her situation. She fractured 2 vertebrae in her neck, and 3 in her upper back. They tried to have bones heal with a long neck/back brace on her for about 4 months. They then did x-rays and found that healing had not happened. 4/26/19 they did the first of 2 major surgeries on her neck, and the 2nd surgery was done on 4/30/19. She was in this hospital for 7 days, then came home. I am the primary caregiver at home, as I was for that 1rst 4 month period. The result so far is that we are paying on 2 different hospital bills, and on an ambulance bill. We have not gotten a total hospital bill, as to her 7-day stay, so that will bring about one more payment. We are trying to keep things paid up but could use some help. I’m also trying to catch up on some credit card balances, as I was out of work for about one year, after I had arthritis, before getting disability. If you can help us, I would greatly appreciate it, and it would be a big blessing to Sandra and I. Thanks in advance.

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Looking for help to make my child’s life a little easier

My name is Jessica and I have a beautiful 7 year old daughter that we call KK. In 2014 our lives changed when I found out I would need multiple surgeries to remove my entire large intestine. I have ulcerative colitis. I was diagnosed with it when I was pregnant with KK. I was sick in a flare, and no matter what treatments I was given, my body became progressively worse. I was at a point where I was incontinent and had to wear Depends because I had bowel accidents daily. Life revolved around my illness. I spent my daughter’s 2nd Birthday in the hospital. I came home long enough to celebrate, and ended up right back in the hospital. By my third trip, we discovered that the meds I was being given had caused me to get pancreatitis. I was frustrated, and felt hopeless that I would ever get better. I had 4 surgeries that year, one that was an emergency to repair perforated intestine. My last surgery was on 12/31, as I needed to get the surgery in before the year was over, to avoid additional costs. My hospital bills are well over $100k. I lost my house because I couldn’t keep up with the mortgage. We moved in with my mom temporarily until I could finally get an apartment for us to live in. But my daughter has certainly suffered. She has lost out on things normal kids her age get to experience because “mommy can’t afford it”. I’m just looking for a little relief. A bit if breathing room, where maybe i can give her something she’s never had. I’d love to take to an amusement park. Maybe get her to a beach for a few days. Can you help me make her dreams come true?

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When cancers do not kill……

Mine is a case of survival in terms of cancer but devastation from the effects of the disease. I am alive but my life and body are destroyed. It’s the little comfort of my home (and my dog…..recently diagnosed with ALS like condition) that give me reason to live. The determination and survival drive amaze my great doctors but I suffer in silence. I am beyond desperate to save my home.

I find myself in a struggle I never could have imagined. Retelling the circumstances is painful and humbling but I am desperately out of options and I do not know where to turn.

I have been at the mercy of cancer and treatment and living with physical changes I do not recognize. Consequently, I am losing my home for unpaid real estate taxes. I believed I’d be able to pull myself out of the slide but it seems that, despite actual breaks in some regards, I just cannot cure this financial crisis in the time I have. I work and have throughout but repeated setbacks have taken the ultimate toll.

The blame for this crisis could easily be put on cancer but it is difficult to accept that. My first cancer diagnosis was August 2011. I came through that ten month ordeal fairly unscathed, or so I thought. I was out of work for eight weeks, had excellent health insurance and chose to be a model “survivor”. This happened to be the year I moved to my own home, living alone for the first time in my life.

The next year (2013) I was diagnosed with a second cancer, stage zero. I was determined to breeze through this without resentment. I had bought a home and was just beginning to settle so treatment began four months later when I was, again, out of work for eight weeks. Because I am a state employee I do not have employer provided disability insurance. At the same time it was becoming clear that the house I had purchased had been misrepresented and would need a good amount of work. I intended to get back to full health nd make it right, disappointed not defeated. I was realizing the challenges of being alone. I have no family, children, siblings or other. It was taking its toll.

Within weeks of returning to work I began having new symptoms I could not ignore. It took months to diagnose but the gynecological cancer was found with enexpected colorectal at the same time. Two more cancers within three years. All of 2015 was spent treating these with much radiation and chemo, working all but then weeks following the abdominal surgery. I lost much strength and hope this year. I kept on just the same.

At the beginning of 2016 I was devastated to learn the cancer remained. It was stage four and I was told there was no further treatment. Skip to the good news in this chronicle. I sought help at another cancer center, entered a clinical trial and was disease free by September. My spirit was restored and I began to think of the future.

In 2017 I had to have major abdominal reconstruction to address the damage that was done by radiation of the previous treatment. We had conquered the cancer but I was very physically destroyed. When it was suggested that I stop working I denied any possibility. I was vastly behind financially and was trying to be optimistic about being able to recover.

With my home being most important in my life I struggled to get a payment plan with the county for my taxes in arrears. This meant an additional $2000 every three months. I was sure I could find the strength with determination to keep my home.

And now, in 2018, while pushing to get back on track, I was struck one more time. The first week of last year we found another breast cancer, the result of radiation in 2011! Angiosarcoma is rare and aggressive but with what I’d survived I wasn’t ready to quit. This surgery was extensive and took me out of work for eighteen weeks. It was then that I defaulted in the property tax agreement and began the downward spiral.

I continue to work as much overtime as I am physically able but with a large sum from taxes in arrears, in addition to past years’ taxes, I am beyond what I can pay in a sum or borrow. I’ve attempted to sell but moving and managing this all alone seems insurmountable. There are no hardship options. I am disgraced by what this has become and five cancers in eight years carries little weight in financial survival terms. I have exhausted all options. I cannot ask acquaintances for such funds. I actually disclose my plight to very few people for a number of reasons. It is excruciating to hear people’s reaction to my medical maladies. People do judge. It is defeating to hear others make it sound so hopeless that it questions whether you should be alive. The attitude toward cancer is defeatist bit suppirtive in my singlehanded struggle to survive. I can’t stand being labeled or reminded of how unfortunate this is.

So I’m at a total loss and I’m hoping the kindness of people I don’t even know, in a last resort, will give promise and get me through so Sheldon, my nurse of a dog, and I will be able to keep our home. And remain cancer free. And pay it back to the next soul in need to keep faith.

paypal.me/cancernotnow

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21 I am losing all hope please help me.

I just want to start off by saying I’m sorry. I am usually hard headed and never ask anyone for help, I work hard to earn everything I can but right now I am stuck and I am failing. Hi, I’m Jeremy. I turned 21 in January this year, yay big 21 exciting for most I know, but for me not so much. I don’t drink or really go out for that matter. Anyway, I have been very blessed in life. I am for the most part physically healthy and I am forever thankful for that. Funny enough most of the struggles in my life started in 2012. Up until then I remember enjoying everything with no worries as a kid just having fun other than growing up without a dad. I believe it all started when I got jumped on the basketball court, things got physical I got hit a lot in the back of my head I dont remember. Ever since that incident, to most it seems normal teenagers will be teenagers boys fight etc. I have been scarred. I received my first panic attack shortly after and I have been fearing impending doom ever since. I honestly have no way of explaining my anxiety other than impending doom, imminent danger, or feeling like I have no control of my body. It is the worst feeling in the world, and now the only thing I fear. At least it has taught me to only fear my own mind. From that day on any extraordinarily bad event that happened, normally I would be able to deal with was a total wreck for me. February of 2013 our house burned down and it destroyed me. Moving around, being homeless, living out of hotels left my mom, sister, and I in shambles. Normally I would man up and take care of the family in a situation like this but I felt hopeless. My anxiety was through the roof. I barely finished 9th grade with good grades but terrible attendance. I’m intelligent, there is just a mental block always trying to stop me. Anxiety. The summer after grade 9 we decided to move from BC (Canada) to Arizona. My mom was originally from USA. It was a huge move but I found hope finally. At the start the atmosphere was more positive but starting high school and knowing no one increased my anxiety. Being in a new country everything education wise was different and I struggled to adapt to the change. That and having no friends of course you guessed it increased my anxiety. It became a horrible cycle. Miss school because of anxiety -> create more anxiety -> cause to miss school -> create more anxiety and so on the cycle continued spiraling until I could not take it and dropped out. I have a few months of severe depression, not wanting to live anymore, it was all a blur. With the help of my mom, I “financed” a cheap car with 0 down and the promise to make the payments. This car gave me a new sense of security knowing I could use it to escape or leave any anxious situation I found myself in, usually being a crowd etc. Not realizing our citizenship/student visa applications were still in process (not eligible to work) and having no job I couldn’t make the payments and they took the car. I have tried so hard to find work here. I worked an under the table job at a wood-yard where they locked us in with no water or toilet paper forced to work 10 hour days at 10$ an hour was torture. I couldn’t last more than a few days there. Flash forward to now, just got off the phone with USCIS, more bad news. 20-22 more months to finish processing my, and my sisters application. My sister is turning 19 in June, a 26 year old guy knocked her up last year and she gave birth to her son, my nephew January 28th this year. I adore him with all my heart. All I want to do is help my family, protect them, put food on the table, but my status is not allowing me to find anyway to do so. I am doing better with anxiety every day and working on it, but its so hard I wish I could afford a counselor to help me more, maybe it would make me stronger to work that impossible cash job at the wood-yard. My mom supports us barely, her car has been repossessed once already and the lights and water randomly get shut off at times. I just want to help. I don’t know what else I can do. I wonder if going back to Canada alone and sending them money would help. There’s a few other very detrimental things that have happened but I have never told a single soul about them I just don’t feel okay discussing them. I’m sorry. I feel like I have failed. I found this website with my long journey of searches trying to figure out any possible way I can make money. I assure you I am trying my absolute best to earn my way in this hard world. If anyone is fortunate enough to help me my family and I will forever be thankful. I understand not everyone can help, if you could help us by just saying a prayer that everything will be okay, I would appreciate that more than the world. I know there has to be hope out there. If you read this, thank you for spending your time listening to my story. I know ill change it to be successful one day. My story is not over. With hope, Jeremy.

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Help Fund Little Girl’s Family Trip To Meet The Other Half Of Her

Hello, my name is Ashley. I’m a single mom to two little, awesome, and full of life daughters. D.L. will be 7 in February and C.J. will be 4 in October. (I only initialed their first and middle names to protect their privacy by not exposing complete names.)

I would love to share our story with you in the hopes that you will listen, empathize, and hopefully help to make a 6 year old little girl’s biggest dream and wish come true?!…

Here it goes; I’m going to attempt to make a wicked long story one that is bearable enough to read in its entirety.

D.L. is 6 years old, almost 7. As I said, I am a single mom. Her father is not around, at all. She doesn’t know him, at all. He doesn’t want to know her. This is something that breaks her heart, and mine for her. However, she is an old soul who, even being only just 6 years old has accepted and made peace with it. She also expresses that she has forgiven him. Her acceptance and forgiveness is such a wise beyond her years, beautiful, and even courageous thing to do-especially for somebody of her age.

Now, over in California, there is a complete other half of my daughter, her family, her blood, her roots… roots that actually want to and are enthusiastic about planting the roots of a relationship and bond with my daughter. She knows this. She is very familiar with them as she video calls, voice calls them all the time. The one and only thing in this world that my daughter begs and begs for is to make the commute from Maine to California to meet them. The way most kids beg their parents for candy or toys is the way she begs me for the missing pieces to her puzzle, her story.

I work full time but have $2,100.00 worth of rent and other bills per month, cost of living expenses etc. Her family in California does not have a whole lot of funds to offer either, but have helped as much as they can. A couple of months ago, when I had the needed funds available then and there, I purchased our plane tickets to fly from Maine to California. Unfortunately, I did not have enough to purchase the return tickets. I still bought the one way tickets out, just to know we could get there. I also truly thought I would be able to come up with the funds to get us our tickets home before we are due at the airport for take off. This has not been the case, sadly.

Right now, at this moment, I’m feel helpless, and like a complete and utter failure. I cannot even return the tickets as they were budget tickets and non refundable. I am stuck between a rock and a hard place, I can’t come up with the funds to buy tickets home, I can’t return the departing tickets, and with our departing date of June 19, I am running out of time. I Think I can maybe come up with $100.00 to put towards it, at best. Thankfully if I spend some time shopping around I can probably find a deal, as I did with the tickets we already have. I am desperate Not to break her heart over this. I can’t bare to ever be her second parent to disappoint her. SHE deserves this trip!

I don’t know how much exactly we are going to need to buy tickets so we can get back home to Maine. And I don’t know how much if any money at all we will have to help survive while we are on the West Coast. What I do know though is that at LEAST $450.00 is what I need to produce in order to buy tickets home, that amount isn’t even beginning to count other expenses.

Yes, I know and i’m aware that I should have planned it out better, and not bought only one way tickets but I was just being a mom who loves loves her baby girl, and wanted more than anything to give some type of satisfaction to the desperation in my daughter’s voice.

Thank you, so very much for at Least taking the time to listen to our story! Even if you can’t or do not find it deserving enough of a donation from you, I still thank you! And ask that maybe you could at least keep us in your thoughts, and wish me luck on figuring this out for my baby girl??!

And if you can donate, even if just 10 cents, from the bottom of my heart, thank you. Literally every dime makes a difference and is one dime closer.

All donations can be blessed to us via my PayPal.me link:

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Exotic Beauty with Brains Request for Tuition Assistance.

Hello…. this is hard for me to do….request assistance from a stranger with a kind soul and a marvelous heart but that is the predicament I am in, I thank you for listening to my plea and I hope that soon my woes will be behind me.

I moved from the Caribbean to the USA to build a better life for myself less  than 2 years ago. At a time where my country was facing a drastic increase in crime and economic crises. I embarked on this journey solo. I am single, with no friends or family..no support. I arrived to the US and immediately plowed myself into finding a job and going to school to acquire my professional license in cosmetology. I thought it would be a good idea since the tuition is cheaper, less attendance required for completion and I would be able to find a second job to assist me in building my life. I was also able to find  a job with a temping agency. 6 buses a day and 8 months later of  a schedule from 7 am to 11 pm days, I completed school and obtained my first job working with a hotel on the Las Vegas Strip and landed a full time job with another employer, combined with the income that I would acquire from my second job I thought my life was about to get better and my sacrifices, hard work and mental anguish was about to be over. I decided to pursue my dream of becoming an attorney and enrolled in college. I am pursing 2 degrees ( AAS Criminal Justice and BA Business Management). Unfortunately my pain just began when I started being discriminated against at the hotel, and made no money and was forced to quit when I found out I was  pregnant. The stress and depression endured during this time caused  a miscarriage along with other health issues. I was left with my full time job, which was not sufficient to cover my bills, rent, car payment and college. Determined not to give up I found ways to juggle my insufficient income in order to continue with school most times not knowing were money for groceries or gas would come from but I found ways to make it work. However not for long, I am now behind on several bills, still unable  to find a second  job and awaiting approval for financial aid which is delayed due to requirements for students educated abroad. I am in need of $1500.00 for tuition before my classes are dropped due to none payment and I would not be able to attend classes. For the generous souls, any extra funds given will go toward other bills and will assist me getting back on track.

Thank you for reading my plea. To the good Samaritan that provides assistance. Thank you!

My paypal link is:

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Starting Over !

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First off, This is all NEW TO ME! I have never asked for help,in this manner, I am going to tell my story from my heart and hope for the best! Im 59yrs old and I live in Texas. I need to go back from the beginning to start my story. 1996, I had xame to a point in my life where I only had a couple options left. Get help,DIE or go to prison. A dear friend of mine helped me make the call. GET HELP!  So I went to a place they called a re-educational facility. I had be running crazy up till this point from my youth. Drugs,crime,etc. So I went for an interview. They accepted me. 2yrs minimum stay commitment. I was in. A place to stay,food,clothing,help with my life. Job training was also included.  I chose moving & storage and trucking. It was hard,the 2yrs went fast. At the 2yr point I could ask to stay longer,or just walk away! I decided to ask to stay. 3 more yrs. To be exact. I didn’t become the addict/scumbag I was in such a short time,I knew I needed more time. So I stayed. IT SAVED MY LIFE!! IN 2002 I graduated. Went out and found a job. I had learned to WORK HARD,,KEEP A GOOD ATTITUDE,,DO THE RIGHT THING “ALWAYS”. After working for a yr and a half, I decided I wanted to try my own business, I had saved enough money to buy a truck and moving van. So I did. Moved to Texas and got started. This was early 2005. Things went well at first. I managed to lease a small warehouse and lease a few more trucks and trailers. By 2012 I thought I was on my way to self made millionaire! In 2012 I met my love of my life. Although 25yrs my younger,she stole my heart. We had a child in 2013,a girl.  We married in 2014. My daughter keep me busy,made me feel young and alive. It’s a great feeling. I felt I need to do everything possible to give my 2 girls the best life ever. I worked very hard to active that. My second love was motorcycles. I rode when I wasn’t working or spending time with my girls. One Sunday,early 2017, I rode down to a friend’s house, he had a tool I needed to do a small repair on my bike, he literally lived about 2 miles from me. I my way back home I laid my bike down and was unconscious in the middle of the street. 5 blocks from my house. I was taken to hospital. I had no idea what happened. Turns out I cracked my skull in several spots,my brain was bleeding! I was kept in hospital for 10 days. Turns out my heart stopped beating for 12-15 seconds at a time. My heart rate was 30-32.  A pacemaker was installed. After that I was told my carotid arteries were blocked with plaque. One 98% the other 70%. Dr. Said he couldn’t help until my brain stopped bleeding,to risky for a stroke. So after 4 months my brain stopped bleeding enough and stents were put in. It took 9months for me to be cleared to go back to work.During this time my business suffered. Finances were stole from me. Drivers quit and left trucks and vans everywhere. It was tragic! I had worked so hard to build this small business, it was fading away,QUICKLY! In Jan.2018 it was clear to me. I would have to close my doors , sell what I could to survive financially and move on. In October 2017,my wife told me she was pregnant! WOW! I knew it was possible. But not probable. But she was.  We had a little boy in June 2018. My business closed for good April 2018. I lost everything but my home and 1 vehicle. I started looking for a job and found one July 2018. I have never struggled like this in my life! I was either doing well or completely in the gutter. Although I am blessed with a wonderful wife,she has stuck with me through it all and 2 beautiful children ,financially its a struggle. We live week to week. My wife works 3-4 days a week,the rest of time taking care of kids. I am very lucky and BLESSED to have what I have. I just need to KEEP IT! My home is in desperate need of repairs,roof,septic system failing,shower leaking and molding bad. Plus My children need a better future than I am able to currently give them. I’m nearly 60 yrs. Old. I do a physically demanding job that Dosent exactly pay top wages. Im away from my family weeks at a time so sacrifices are made. How long will I work? 70? Maybe. So I ASKING FOR HELP! If I can get help I need this is how I plan to use the money.

1. New roof for my home.$7,000.

2.Septic system repairs. $10,000

3. Credit card bills $13,000

$30,000 is what me and my family needs. Although we are getting by week to week, the future Doesn’t look bright. Just trying to keep my home and pay off some debt. I hope that July family will have something to help them when Im gone. Our house is all we have at the moment. If you can help us that would be a large blessing.

Thank you for your consideration!

My PayPal.me link is

PayPal.me/Joey49er

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In Hope Of A Miricle

   Im reaching out to ask for help, like others on this site . Though it may be hard for me to do so, the fear of this daily struggle my life has become is much worse.

I suppose the best thing to help you understand my situation would be to in short, share my story. I’m a young single mother of four. I gave birth to my first child at 14, my third by the age of 17, and my last at age 20 .I grew up with a lot of abuse in every form, but pushed myself hard to never let that hold me down . Swearing to not subject my children to any of that abuse I managed to get my first apartment at age 14 before birthing my beautiful daughter. I went on to graduate high school, despite the lack of support from my peers and even managed to make it to college . Unfortunately the cost of daycare, transportation, college, singly supporting my family bared too much for me at that time. I put college on hold and settled for an job that was able to make ends meet at that time.  When we were in an apartment, before my second daughter’s medical costs ( she was born with spinal bifida and accomping that was hydrocephalus), and before I truly knew what I desired our future to look like . I’m at a point now in my life where I would like to buy a home, return to college and obtain a career with opportunity of advancement and provide a much more financially secure life for my children. Unfortunately I don’t qualify for financial aid because my student loans I had taken out years ago are in default. They total to almost 30,000. I feel if I could take care of the previous loans I had, as well as having something set aside to ensure I don’t need to pull out more then I would be able to return working in a better suite career for our future. Going to college full-time will also interfere with me maintaining the current position I’ve held for almost 8 years now. So in total I’m asking for help raising a total of 40,000 to help me and my children with a future I otherwise couldn’t promise them. I also know that if ever, whenever, I am at a point to give in return, I would not turn my cheek on extending a hand to help another in a position such as my own. 

         Thank you,
 Brittany
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Little brother big trouble

Okay let me start off by saying I am creating this for my younger brother  he is now 35 and in a world of bad shape. It all started when he was 17 and he decided to move out on his own he moved in with a family member and nobody expected things to go bad the family member he was living with was a lesbian and her girlfriend wanted a child Soo much they begged him to donate for a solid year and he kept saying that he didn’t want children well one day this family member purchased a good amount of alcohol and weed and porno magazines and went back home and got my brother drunk and high I’m sure him being 18 she had to twist his arm I know my brother wouldn’t drink or smoke weed he was just as responsible as any other 18 yr old white American male well after a long night of liquor and weed and pornography he was drunk and high and wound up tight as a rubber band on a watermelon well she finally asked him again and he said no again and she said she would do the transfer all she wanted from him was him to expel his seed into a cup and she would do the rest she had also already drawn up a contract saying that he would not be heald responsible for the child in any way at any time and he reluctantly agreed now him being 35 now he has never differed from the story that he never inserted anything of his into the girlfriend or the family member well moving forward some time later he moved out and the lesbian couple separated well in 2006 or 2007 he caught wind that the family member was in contact with the old girlfriend of hers and she had indeed gotten pregnant I also failed to mention that there was one other person they had asked him to donate as well but I digress either way she didn’t seem to want anything from him at the moment but he passed it along because in his eyes this was most likely not his child or nor was he responsible for the welfare of the child well in 2010 he got married to the love of his life and she knew about the child he told her all about it in 2011 he received a letter from a paternity service wanting him to come and be tested when he showed up I was with him the girlfriend and he both told the service that she didn’t want child support and help that she didn’t want anything from him not being upset just explained that he was nothing but a donor they did the test anyway he received a letter shortly after stating he was 99.9 percent the father about 6 months later he got another letter that he was 11 years behind in child support and he owed 630 dollars a month somewhere to the tune of 32k he was behind he had already left work because he was disabled and not able to continue to work and so he applied for disability well he had to start seeing a doctor for a reference for his disability and he didn’t have insurance and he had to sell his meds to afford the doctor then he got hooked on pain pills and now he is clean he is going to church and trying to get his life together he is trying to be something but he cannot get past this hurdle and he is trying to Soo hard he still hasn’t worked since 2012 his wife supports the family and she is fading fast I could continue to tell you about the situation and I could go on for hours he needs every bit of help he can get I help him as much as I can but I’m not in the greatest financial shape he needs a lawyer more that anything but since he has to put every dime he gets on bills he cannot even afford to get new clothes he does get food stamps but they don’t last all month long and anyone who gets them knows they usually don’t it’s the saddest situation I’ve ever seen outside of a homeless or dying child I’m not sure what else to say but if you can help him please do

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Combat Veteran in Need

I am a veteran who served in Afghanistan and Iraq after 9/11. I currently work full time and live with my daughter, my fiance and my two stepchildren, whom I consider to be mine, regardless of blood relation.  I have a wonderful family and am beyond blessed.  Unfortunately, the past couple years have been really tough and have progressively came to a point to where I don’t know what to do anymore about my situation.  I have come through an ugly lengthy, and very expensive custody battle just to be able to see my daughter since my ex wife moved out of state with her and wouldn’t allow me to see her at all. My fiance had skin cancer and went through some time out of work for that around the same time.  We made it through with some hefty bills but were okay.  Such is life.  As it stands now, my employment changed my shift at work and I have to go back to court to get a modified custody arrangement. I can’t afford the lawyer fees right now but it is my top priority.  On May 7, an 86 year old man ran a stop sign and I t-boned him on my motorcycle just down the street from my house.  My step daughter was on the back and luckily nobody was seriously injured. However, I had a mild concussion and many injuries that did prevent me from working for a couple weeks after.  It has cost us a lot so far that we just don’t have.  My motorcycle is totaled and although it was not my fault, the insurance takes its time. Right after this happened, my fiance’s car just wouldn’t start.  We paid to have it towed and the bill is 800 just to get it to start and then they will give us an estimate on how much the other issues with it are going to cost. She was out of work for two days when this happened but is now getting a ride from her mother until we can figure out how to get the money to get her car running again.  My car is on its last leg but that’s been ongoing so we are crossing our fingers for now.  We are so far behind at this point that my electric bill is over a thousand dollars behind and I have to pay 400 by the end of this month to avoid shut off. To top it all off, I am owing (for the first time ever) close to 4,000 in taxes this year.  We are lost and drowning. Please…. any help at all would be so very much appreciated.

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Broke College Senior

It seems like no one else in my life can really help right now, so I’m now at your mercy. I’m an electrical engineering student at the University of Pittsburgh. I usually work and get scholarships/loans to pay for all my bills since my parents aren’t financially stable enough to support me, but I’ve had the most difficult year this past year on all fronts in my life. Financially, academically, mentally, socially, you name it. I chopped off one of my knuckles and had to get it stitched back on in the beginning of my fall semester last year, then sprained my ankle the following weekend, which crippled me just enough to not be able to write and forfeit the semester as a result. The lingering anxiety and depression from that semester continued to fester and snowball into the spring, causing me to fail all of my classes. I’ve literally gone to everyone for help. I’ve gone to people I didn’t even know existed at my university, I’ve gone to people I’ve become close to, and even my girlfriend. I’ve exhausted my network of people that could help. It’s unfortunate because I’ve helped many people in the past through the different organizations I’ve been involved in, community service, etc. I just want to help people all the time so much I tend to forget about myself. Now I’ve exhausted myself in all the categories I mentioned above. Please, if you could even spare a dollar or something, I’d be ever so grateful to you. Thank you.

Paypal: https://www.paypal.me/JuicyPineapples

*if you’re wondering why it’s called Juicy Pineapples, I tried to start a clothing brand to support myself but all I really have now is the website and some clothes. Feel free to support if you want!

 

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Cry for help.

Ive never asked for help from anyone, even when times got tuff I always found a way to fix all of my problems however recent events have made it extremely hard for me to breath or even have a little peace of mind. 4 months ago I was assaulted, after being hospitalized for a broken arm I decided it was best to get a restraining order and to notify my workplace for my safety. I returned to work 2 days after I got out of the hospital and was asked by my manager if I needed additional time off which I said I didn’t since I felt that the best thing for me to do was to distract my self with my job. The next day I received a phone call from my work letting me know that because of the restraining order and the fact that my assault led to me having a broken arm, I would no longer be with the company for everyones safety. i didn’t think it was fair that I got let go because I chose to speak up about my situation rather then keep quiet like everyone else does. frustrated I tried to get a lawyer but no one wanted to represent me if I didn’t pay $9,000 – $16,000 fee and unfortunately I didn’t have the funds so I decided to give up. in those 4 months I tried to apply to other jobs but was turned away due to my arm cast. I finally got a job 2 weeks ago however its been hard trying to get my life back on track. Hopefully one day I can forget about this nightmare but its been hard for me to pay off all of my hospital bills, rent, credit card bills and other set backs I have because I was unemployed for so long. I even stop my physical therapy for my arm because it got too expensive. i owe a total of $15,800 from my hospital bills and I’m already struggling to pay rent as well. Anything you can give will help a lot and I hope that one day when I’m out of this horrible situation, I can get a lawyer and ensure that no one at my old job will ever say “I should of never spoken up” .
Thank you for your time.
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Suicide Hospital Bill

Last month, I tried to take my own life due to depression, this being my first and only attempt. Thankfully, I was taken to the hospital and I survived. However, with the cost of the emergency room, hospital, ambulance, and psychiatric hospital bills all piling up and my parents being too poor to pay it, they told me I had to pay it. I agree with that because I made the attempt, but after taxes I only get paid $9.06 per hour, and with other expenses like toiletries and vitamins and medication, it’s a slow process. The payment dates are coming up soon! I need 317.79 by June 7th, and 1,298.48 by June 19th and I know I won’t be able to pay it off in time. Please help me. Please! I put a picture of the costs from the medical website. Please, help me out.

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Emergency Help For Single Mom

Hello My Angel/Hero!

I hope all is well with you and your family.  First, thank you for taking the time out of your life to read my request/begging for help.  I know everyone is going through something in life that is not perfect.  Just the fact that you are reading this now says so much about your kindness and empathy.  Again, thank you!

     I stumbled across this website when looking for some type of way to get out of the desperate situation I’m in right now.   I will tell you now that I am not perfect.  I am a humble yet strong mother.  I am clean and sober while continuously working on being my best self.  Because of all my past mistakes (life lessons), I now love myself despite of all my flaws.  My heart is good and I have helped people when they’ve needed help.  I help when I can now.  I learned to forgive people who have hurt me as well as myself.  Also, I have suffered many losses and can not seem to get out of this hole I’m in now.  Since the recent loss of the lovely women in my life (my grandmother, my mother, my aunt and my sister) all in the last two years, I have not been the same.  However, supporting them while witnessing their health deteriorate over the last few years was more devastating to me than anything.  Being strong for them as they dealt with the after affects of chronic diseases that cause amputations, strokes, mental illness, dialysis, dementia, multiple various surgeries, long hospital stays, rehabilitation with different therapies, and so forth, was just what I did.  As well as dealing with the not so pleasant dynamics of  them not having their affairs in order prior to death.    Disrespectful, greedy family members (and so called friends) demonstrated so much hatred for me and the legacy of these super strong females that I loved very much.  

     The story gets deeper.  In the last two years, I have also lost my home and had to sell my car.  The basic necessities of life in this world.  I am a single mother of two wonderful children.  My beautiful daughter is 16 and doing well in school.  I am very proud of her!  My son is autistic and will be 15 in July.  He is so awesome and smart in such a different way!   He has taught me more than I have taught him.  Both of them give me the strength to keep going despite feeling so much heartache and pain.   Right now, my ex husband makes a better income than I do so he has physical custody of the children with us sharing joint legal custody.  For a few years, I went through a long and painful divorce/custody battle.   My greatest battle I have ever lost.   My heart was so broken from losing that fight that I survived a heart attack and stent placement surgery in 2013.  But during that fight, those strong women helped me every step of the way!

     If I can just get back on my feet, I can get back to being the mom I need to be for them.  I am staying in temporary housing that I have been in since July 2017.  It’s not the best conditions or in the best of areas, but I am grateful for a roof over my head.  I am considered to be homeless because I have no lease.  I have asked for help from so many resources in my area, but I was finally told in order to get help I would need to go to a homeless shelter when a spot was available to get assistance.   I would lose my things and my job.  And most of my pay goes to have a weekly room for $175 every week.  I do work full time, walk to work and pay child support for my children.   My job doesn’t pay much, but it keeps me productive while interacting with people who are making it in this world.  It keeps me feeling independent.  

     I just could use a little help paying my back storage fees and a payday loan balance.  Copies are included and posted.  Would you please help change my life and the lives of my children in a beautiful way!   My goal is to pay off my back storage fees which are now late and higher due to late fees accumulating monthly.  I have 2 units with all of our belongings in them.  I am making payments on a payday loan.  I owe a personal loan to a friend ($400) for helping me save my storage units from going to auction.  The loans helped me save our things.  I need a dependable and reliable car to be able to do side jobs like instacart, Uber/Lyft or find another option to make more money.  I got to hustle more.  Finally, I need a place for us to stay.  I found a place online for sale that looks nice and clean.  A condo with 3 bedrooms in a decent neighborhood.   My monthly payment could be $345 instead of $700 for a room.  If I don’t raise enough for that, I will rent something to move in as soon as possible.  I’m missing feeling normal.

     Lastly, this would be the best gift ever for me and my kids.   I have no one else to ask and nowhere to go.  Please help me.  I thank you from the bottom of my heart for your time and any help you can provide!  I will make miracles happen with anything.  May God bless you!

Sincere love and blessings to you!

Tracy Day

https://www.paypal.me/TD333

 

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Money for food

Life is really hard right now. I know it seems like I’m over exaggerating, but I have been struggling so much these past few years. I have to live with my sister, because Cps took me away from my mother when I was 14 so I’ve been with my sister for a long time. Being away from my mom, has been hard for me. I have a twin brother who I used to be very close with that I don’t see a lot so it’s difficult for me to have a sibling relationship with him anymore. Money is tight. My sister has to work 2 jobs to make ends meet if she can. She is also raising my two nieces. It’s very hard for her to supply stuff for all of us. Living in a two bedroom house. My niece stays with me in my room and my younger niece is with my sister. My Sister’s kids’ father doesn’t pay child support that often. So we don’t have a lot of extra money in the house. Some nights, my sister can only provide for the kids and not us. Knowing we can go without eating compared to the kids. I don’t mind to share with them but I can’t go without food for a long time. I tried jobs numerous times but no one is hiring me, because I don’t have any work experience. I also go to school part time so that is also a factor in why no one will hire me. I’ve been to the hospital a couple of times, due to my depression. With things being so rough it puts me in a bad state of mind where I have a tendency to isolate myself and worse. Isolating myself so much has made me to the point that I have accumulated extreme social anxiety. Sometimes just being in public can give me a panic attack and makes really hard for me to be successful in life. I could really use some help with extra income coming in. I wouldn’t need much, just enough for a couple weeks to help my sister to not have to worry about me for a little bit. At least $50 could really help out so much. It would be put to very good use and would be so much appreciated. If not, I understand but if so then it would help out a lot.

Thank you so much for you time.

www.paypal.me/AvaReeves

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SEXUAL ASSAULT DESTROYED MY LIFE & I NEED TO SAVE IT..

Growing up I didn’t have the choice to believe in God or not and now I am not so sure as I grew up being told He would protect me and forgive any mistakes I would make though I can’t recall making such severe ones my life would be where it is, wishing I wasn’t here anymore.  I remember being in Sunday school & church embarrassed of the holes in my shoes, the dirt on my clothes, the bugs in my hair & the bruises on my small body but I still sang every hymn with pride and couldn’t wait to accept confession & pray silently afterwards.   While other kids prayed for a bike or a pony I would pray the “Body of Christ” I just received wouldn’t dissolve so fast & would get rid of my hunger pains; I would pray my addicted mother would not beat me for no reason when she came home drunk later that night, while screaming how ugly I was or how she should have aborted me when she had the chance, I would pray I would find food for my sisters, I would pray the lights would be turned on soon, I prayed the cops would come and take the 5 of us away from our mother, I would pray I wouldn’t smell the vodka on her breath or see the white powder around her nose…the final prayer asked that God would take me in my sleep and unfortunately that is the one I still pray for most nights.  The same siblings I did everything to make sure ate before me are the same siblings who have not offered one helping hand during this worst time of my life, due to no fault of my own.

I worked every day since I was 12, my mother forcing me to give her the little bit I collected delivering papers, and right out of HS got myself a job in the Wall St. area in NYC and I do thank God for my intelligence because I do not have much else going for me.

I have heard too many times about this “test” God puts us through to see how we deal with all of the tragedy, obstacles, hurdles and heartache and I am am now FAILING the same test I once PASSED with flying colors.  The lesson a very cruel, inhumane & heartless one and like always, I am alone…no other students or teacher anywhere in sight to help me with questions or solutions and I am beyond desperate and at rock bottom, proven by having to resort to this site. Asking strangers to help me get a life back that is not even worth wanting back but unless He takes me, I cannot continue to suffer like this so all of you are my only hope.

By far surviving a childhood filled with daily verbal and physical abuse while  my 4 siblings suffered no effects of having a highly addicted, angry & resentful mother; I never took the “easy” way out or escaping reality by resorting to substances as she did; throughout 12 years of being bullied for my dirty clothes, lice hair, hungry & starved & beaten body still maintained high honors the entire time; forgoing a continued education to ensure my siblings survival; have always put others before myself; never gave into temptation or mask the Hell of a life I was living by resorting to any substances; made no conscience decisions that would affect my life negatively or that would result in justification for the Hell I am living now; sacrificed everything I had to ensure my son’s health & happiness only to be spat at, ridiculed & discarded like yesterday’s trash and continued to go on living determined to not let any of my past predict my future no matter how hard it was physically, mentally & emotionally to get out of bed everyday and this was all BEFORE the assault.

2017 I once again ran to the rescue of my beloved son who at 16 chose a life of partying, sex, drugs & drinking all led by his other parent, a father who doesn’t deserve that title & who once again left my son homeless and hungry & of course, once again, I dropped everything to provide what my son needed and wanted, winding up renting a 2 bedroom, 2 bathroom in Totowa NJ, enrolling him back in HS after his father withdrew him, picked him up, dusted him off, made all the boo boos better, made him shiny & new and ONCE AGAIN..I was duped, laughed at and left all alone while he never looked back while he ran back to the “parent” that provided that sinful lifestyle desired by any teenager, while I was left to deal with the destruction he left behind.  He became a person I did not know and was not the person I raised for his first 16 years of life.

The apt. my son once resided in with me, I was left with and the walls and ceiling were falling apart around me, slumlords ignoring 1.5 years of begging for repairs and having no other choice asked the State of NJ to intervene. I was paying $2,000/month for a tenement slum I was forced to live in due to physical disabilities hindering me from relocating with no help of any kind, the Housing Dept ordered Totowa’s Fire Marshal who was also the Housing Inspector to inspect my apt. instead of repairing anything he DESTROYED my life by SEXUALLY ASSAULTING me.  I thought I would be anybody’s victim again after my mother died and my son moved back in with his “father”.  HOW DARE A PERSON WHO HELD A POSITION TO PROTECT THE PEOPLE OF TOTOWA COME INTO MY RESIDENCE AND ASSAULT ME!!!  I was a fighter all of my life, even becoming a wrestler at one point. HOW DID I FREEZE???  HOW DID I NOT KILL THE PERSON WHO WAS GROPING, GRABBING & FONDLING ME WITHOUT ANY SORT OF CONSENT??  HOW COULD THIS BE HAPPENING???

This happened 10/2017 and to date I have had no justice.  I am the ONLY one being punished for this Molester sexually assaulting me.  He was found guilty by the Prosecutors, ordered to be permanently suspended, banned from ever working anywhere in the State of NJ ever again, so how was his childhood best friend, the MAYOR OF TOTOWA, permitted this PREDATING MOLESTER  to report to work every day after he assaulted me, approve his retirement 6 months later, and permitted him to still work after the retirement???  HOW DID THE PROSECUTORS NOT KNOW ANY OF THIS???  THEY HANG THEIR HEADS IN SHAM HOWEVER THAT IS NO JUSTIFICATION TO ME!!!

Because of this assault, I lost:

MY JOB

A PLACE TO LIVE

MY CAR

MY CAR INSURANCE

MY HEALTH INSURANCE

MY CREDIT SCORE OF 800 NOW 200

EVERY DOLLAR I HAD TO MY NAME

EVERY PERSON I’VE EVER KNOWN IN MY LIFE

MY MENTAL STABILITY

MY PHYSICAL HEALTH

& MORE

The ONLY things I have left are the memories of 16 years of my son and my life and those are ready to be taken from me and out of all that is happening to me, losing the little bit I have left of my boy will literally KILL me.  The day my possessions are auctioned off are the day I will no longer be here.  I don’t care about living in my car, I don’t car about eating cat food.  I CAN’T LOSE MY STORAGE FACILITIES.  I drive for Uber up to 80 hours a week but only earn $2.50/hour.

My storage facility is auctioning my memories because I am 2 months behind ($824)

I found a bedroom to rent but I am 1 month behind in rent so will be evicted soon & homeless again ($1210).

My physical & mental health are declining rapidly but I am 2 months behind in health insurance ($326)

The only job I can do with my mental state is driving but my car payment is 2 months behind ($615)

My car insurance is going to lapse in a few days as I am also behind on that ($345)

I just can’t catch up.  I sleep in my car every night scared to go to the apt I can’t pay for.

As you can see my life is filled with horrific things and they keep coming.  My car has 100,000 miles on the previous owner hit multiple pot holes and caused $3,000 in axle damage.

I am trying to not feel sorry for myself but it is hard.  I seriously can’t take anymore.  Every day I wake up in my car and try to be positive but without a little bit of help that I have never asked for and am so shamed in doing so, I will never get above water.  I don’t drink, I don’t go out socially, and never did and never will do a drug.  I was the best mother I could have been and lost my only son.  I am truly alone and am literally begging for help in saving my life.

It took 5 days to get through typing this and reliving everything but I need to start healing and am hoping this message will get to the right person that can help me get some of what I lost back.  It is heart wrenching to know I lost everything at the hands of a DISGUSTING, PREDATING MOLESTING MONSTER and nothing is being done about it.  He has been rewarded and protected while I am disintegrating.

Working 12-16 hrs. a day, having to ignore & push through the intolerable physical pain from Lupus, Arthritis, Joint/bone disorders & 5 major spine surgeries, mental anguish brought on by depression, anxiety & PTSD is too much for me to bare.

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Credit Card/Medical Bill Help

Hello,

My name is Austin, and last year my wife and I had an incredible opportunity to introduce a beautiful little girl into this world, Lyla. During my wife’s labor, we ran into some difficulties which led into an emergency C-Section. Luckily, my wife recovered well, and our little girl is completely healthy. Fortunately, we have health insurance that paid some of the bill, however with the difficulties added in the labor, and having to remain in the hospital for 4 days after, the medical bill still had to get paid by us, so we placed it on our credit card. What I didn’t realize was how high the APR was and so the interest fees balance out our minimum payments. Right now, I’ve sought to sell some things I no longer use to help pay it off, because this is our last thing before we’re debt free. This being said, we still have a remaining balance of about $5,100 on the card left. Some of this money has been utilized to purchase groceries and gas, but most of it . I figured I’d post this to humbly ask for helm in paying this last balance off in order for my wife and I to finally begin saving money again. Thank you so much for your consideration.

https://www.paypal.me/raurky

 

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Save my families home

Begging for money?  If you knew me, asking for help is very hard for me.  Most of the choices I’ve made have always set me back instead of helping me move forward.  On Aug 2nd, 2019 a lean will be put on my house, the only thing I own. I work a lot of hours but most is taken out for child support.  (That’s an entirely different story).  What I need is a miracle.  A back story is required but I am not sure where to start.  So many bad choices were made that led me here.  No matter what I do to fix things, nothing gets better.  My kids need a safe place and this home is the only place they are safe.  Hello, my name is Robin and I need help.  Help to save my family from ending up on the streets.  My story is a long one.  I was married to a very abusive man.  He broke me into 5 million pieces then took my kids.  Two children have returned home because they are both over 18 but he still has two of my babies.  Well, not babies.  One is 13 and the other is 16.  Their father only wanted them to hurt me.  He hurts them but child services has done nothing to protect them.  I have them most of the time but he has custody.  I pay for everything they need and he takes my paycheck leaving me with nearly nothing.  I get $2000 a month in pay and he takes $1400.00.  I work 7 days a week but can’t make enough to pay my bills.  Any help would be appreciated .  Have a blessed day.  -Robin

 

https://www.paypal.me/RoMign

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Epileptic Mother of 2 Financial Crisis

Hello, my name is Tieiesha and I’m a 31 year old, single mother of 2 beautiful daughters. We reside in Indianapolis, IN.

Back in 2010, I was diagnosed with epilepsy stemming from a tumor on the right side of my brain. Part of the tumor was removed during surgery just 2 weeks after giving birth to my youngest daughter. I was put on seizure medication for the rest of my life but back in 2006, I began to have partial seizures again. By May of 2018, my seizures aggressively progressed from partial seizures to full-blown, black-out episodes. After running numerous tests, my neurologists can’t seem to figure out why my seizures have returned nor why they’re more aggressive and more frequent then before.

I have several seizures on a weekly basis and sometimes multiple seizures per day which have caused me to miss days of work at a time. I’ve been blessed to keep my job of 4 years due to FMLA but the time I take off due to my neurological condition is unpaid.

I’ve always been able to work hard & maintain my household as well as take care of my daughters, but as of November 2018, things took a drastic downfall. My medical condition caused me to miss so many days of work on a weekly basis that I was barely making money to meet rent, pay the bare minimum on utility bills to prevent disconnection and to just make ends meet.

I was finally approved to receive government Snap assistance for the month of May which was a huge help with feeding my family after being denied several times. Before, I had to go to pantries and take my debit card into overdraft after every paycheck just to feed my family and to make ends meet. Up until now, I’ve been making it off of payday advances, personal loans and even a car title loan which is a viscous cycle because it keeps you in debt. I’ve attempted to take out more loans but since I already have out 3, I keep getting denied. I’ve applied for assistance through government agencies my neighborhood trustees offices, as well as local organizations & charities but they are so filled that the push back processing time to even get an interview to see if I’m eligible is too far out for my immediate needs. I even tried a GoFundMe but to no avail.

Right now I’m facing eviction if my rent plus late fee isn’t paid by May 23rd and my gas/water bill will be disconnected as of May 17th if I don’t at least pay the disconnect amount. If my car title loan payment is paid by the extension date of May 17th, I risk losing only source of transportation. My truck isn’t worth much & I can’t even afford to get critical repairs done to it but it’s all I have for my daughters and I.

My illness has really pushed me upon hard times & for the sake of daughters, I had to push my pride to the side and ask for assistance. I just don’t know what to do anymore but I’m humbled and blessed to even make it this far. I don’t mean to bother you and I’m sure you must receive hundreds of requests of people asking for money. To insure you that this isn’t a scheme or lies, if you are willing to help, I can send you any information, rental office letters or even utility bills. I’m not even asking for a cash handout, if you’d like to pay anything directly, I’m more than willing to provide with my information.

As a child raised in a single-parent household, it makes me appreciate life more & love my mother more than ever before because she was so strong to raise me all by herself. I know understand as I stand in her shoes. I’m even willing to work for it, it doesn’t have to be considered a “hand-out”. I’m just in desperate need and honestly, I don’t have any other options. 

May you continue to be a blessing to others and may you continued to be blessed yourself ❤️

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Really need help getting out of debt

Hi, I’ve been in debt now for over a year. I have been trying my hardest to make money on my own without asking for assistance but now I am at a point where I tremendously need the help . At one point I had a job, it was a nice job to start being that I was fresh out of school, only issue was I didn’t have transportation, and I wasn’t making enough to even afford a transportation . I started taking public buses to work (a total of 3 buses just to get to work) then it became very uncomfortable and unsafe because I would get off at late hours and there were many creeps and weirdos at night on the buses. I’ve been verbally harassed and eventually became scared that I would end up getting physically harassed. I started taking a Uber to work. Uber money became very expensive just to get to and from work. All the money I earned was just going to Uber taxis . I finally decided to quit my job and joined the military . I joined , I completed my boot camp and head to my training for school. Unfortunately I failed out of my class and ended up having to choose another job, long story short while waiting for another job I was told at the time the army had no jobs available and that I am being chaptered . So bam I’m sent back to my home state , no car , no money , nothing . I’ve been trying to make ends meet but I’m no where close to making it . I do plan on joining again but that’s a process and it won’t be until months or even a year from now . I’m a very motivated individual and work very hard. It’s just not everyone is fortunate enough sadly . I hope you read my story. I didn’t want to make this extremely long because I can go on for days. But anything will help , I’ve never asked for anything but I really do need assistance to help me get on my feet until I can re join the services again . Thank you . God bless.

 

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Mortgage Help

Good morning,

I am so extremely embarrassed to do this but I have no other options.  My husband and I worked so hard to save up and be able to buy a home that we could live in forever.  We purchased the home in 2017.  Things were fantastic until we had a pipe break under the slab in the master bathroom.  Since we caught the leak in time, insurance wouldn’t cover the plumbing expense.  That set us behind about $3000.  Then, a month later, I let our daughter borrow our car for the weekend.  She totaled it on the Florida turnpike.  Insurance paid the car off, but I had to have $2000 down on a new car.  My job is to drive around Orlando to different locations, so I had to have a car.  At this point, we were behind on the mortgage and struggling to catch up.  I thought we would be able to do that with our tax return.  Turns out the IRS is saying that we owe them money so any return expected is gone.  To make matters worse, our AC unit need repair.  By this time, we are facing foreclosure.   I talked to Ditech and requested a reinstatement.  I received the reinstatement letter one day before the money was due.  I didn’t have enough time to mail it.  I requested wiring instructions for the payment.  I received an email at 4:57  pm with the instructions.  That gave me 3 minutes to get to the bank and get the money wired.  I spoke with Ditech again and requested another reinstatement, the second one is asking for the full amount due.  I don’t know anyone who has almost $14000.  If I had that, I wouldn’t be in this mess.  We can afford the regular mortgage payment, just not the amount to catch it up.  I feel like we’re drowning right now.  Any help would be extremely appreciated.

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College Student Trying to Escape Abuse

http://www.paypal.me/illumineo

My name is Olivia and I am 23 years old just starting college to hopefully begin a career for myself and escape my abusive situation with my father. I grew up being tossed from my mother to my father and between grandparents. I suffered physical and emotional abuse as well as neglect from both of my parents and this has left me to raise myself out of the ashes and be my own advocate. I am desperately trying to remove myself from this vicious cycle. I struggle with Major Depressive Disorder, Social Anxiety Disorder, and ADHD and am trying to heal from trauma all while planning my future.

Money is currently my only obstacle from being free from the life I have lived so far. I have never known peace because I was born into a family who has done nothing but hurt me and it seems escape is impossible without outside aid. I am terrified of my father and have often wondered if he will kill me before I can escape him. My only way out is to find my own footing in this world via a career that can sustain me long-term. In order to do this, I need to be able to afford a degree. I do not want to be stuck like this any longer. I want to hold my life in my own hands for the first time and I would be grateful to anyone who could help me do so, even if it is only a few dollars towards my cause.

I have taken the first positive step towards my goals and registered for classes at my local community college. I will be studying Computer Science and am very excited for the first time in a very long time. I do have a job that I work my best at and as often as possible, but I cannot support myself as well as pay for school, especially by the deadline given (July 24th). I have about 2 months to come up with $3,548 for the fall 2019 semester (not including spring semester which I will also be paying this amount.) There is currently no way for me to save enough to meet this deadline and I would greatly appreciate any and all help.

My dream is to graduate school and be able to get a solid career so I can be self sustaining and leave this abusive home which I did not choose. Thank you so much to those who have read and considered my plea! Any amount will ultimately help me reach my goal! Love and blessings to you all.

My paypal is paypal.me/illumineo

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My last resort

Hello, my name is Marnie Horner and I am a 52 yr old single mom of a high school senior getting ready to graduate with honors on June 2nd, 2019. My struggle became “real” to me last November 2nd when I was let go from my GM position in property Management due to the owner selling the property and because I was the highest paid on the payroll, I got the ax. I was devastated to say the least, and was already living paycheck to paycheck. On November 6th, 2018 I replied to an ad on Indeed from Platinum Supplemental Insurance, as well as several other positions listed, just desperate for anything as the holidays were coming up and the cold winter with higher heating bills to follow. On November 9th I received notification that I was selected to move forward with the licensing progress and would begin working out in the field when I passed the exam and received my license. I has also applied for unemployment when I lost my job and was required to seek employment and complete a weekly update as to my status. When I entered the information about being selected for the position I was informed that I would not be eligible to receive unemployment even though I didn’t have any income coming in yet, but was still considered employed. I was fortunate enough that that company paid for the course work, but I was required to pay to take the exam and the license when I passed. So I studied hard for the next 2 weeks and scheduled to take the exam. I failed it by 1 correct answer on my first attempt which cost me $75, and then failed it by 2 correct answers on my second attempt, so being out $150 right at the holidays was not ideal, but I moved forward, came up with another $75 and finally passed on my third attempt. I knew once I received my license that I would be going out in the field as they call it and would be required to pay for my own lodging, gas and meals, but this was an investment my friends and family were willing to make for me, and I certainly did not want to disappoint them and worked hard to learn as much as I could from the training mentor the company sent to help me get started, and I was actually lucky enough to make the sale on my first solo presentation, which is very motivating, and since this is 100% commission based that was a big plus. The few weeks, I was not as fortunate to land any sales, and the pile of bills (rent, utilities, gas for my vehicle to even get into the field as well as lodging) just kept coming obviously. I am currently 3 months behind on my rent, with the landlord threatening eviction, justifying so, and my utilities are about to be turned off if not paid by May 15th and on top of that I’m still trying to provide food and bare essentials for my daughter getting to graduate. On top of that there is the expense of hosting an open house, which we have managed to arrange to have together with her best friend, which helps some of the cost. I’m just so ashamed to look like I am failing, when the fact is I go out each and every week and give it 110%, but don’t land a sale everytime. I am a hard working, disciplined person, not lazy at all just swallowing my pride and asking for a little help. Once I get a more steady income coming in, my plan is to be able to pay it forward, as it does feel good being able to help a person in need!

Any help given is most sincerely appreciated!

Marnie Horner

Paypal.me/mhorner67

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Overcoming depression and addiction

Hello and thank you for taking your time in reading part of my life.

I would like to begin by introducing myself, my name is Cesar M. , I have been living in the United States for over 20 years I am a Permanent Resident with the hope of become a naturalized citizen.  I have live a pretty good life always food on my table a roof over my head and had a great job. But like everyone in the world I have had my ups and downs, and for over a year I’ve had my shares of down staring with depression. A couple of years back I meet someone that changed my life for good and bad, I fell in love but little that I knew while I was deeply falling, that person was only playing and using me. After finding out some truths, my life turned sad and lonely and to the point of not caring about my physical appearance, my job, well everything that was important to me, I had forgotten all I ever wanted to do just lay in bed and basically cry to the point I was so close of commiting the unthinkable. God is so great I didn’t go through with it, but I still didn’t had a way out and the fastest thing for me to forget was the easy way and I turned to do drugs. That was the moment my whole life crumbled, I lost my loved ones, friends and everything, had no money for food even to buy water, I ended up sleeping in parks even sleeping with strangers to get a doze and forget about my problems and depression. It has not been easy but little by little I’m staying away from the drugs.

Well now that you know what I have been going thru, I want to ask for your help, ANYTHING helps I just want a new start don’t want to be living in the streets ever again, so that why I’m doing this so I can find a decent place for me to rent and put some food in stomach. It’s really hard for me to do this and ask for financial help but I have no other way that is until I get a new job and a decent place to live. Please all I ask is that if you read this don’t insult me or make fun, I’m trying to do the best that I can to do it on my own but sometimes it seems impossible, if you are willing to donate I will forever be grateful and if you can’t, a prayer and good vibes will help my soul feel loved again. I honestly don’t have more words to say or write but I do hope you can understand that suffering from depression is no joke specially when your family turns their back on you.

Thank you so much for reading my story and God bless you always.

 

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Need Help With Bills

Hi everyone my name is Tyler. I hate to even have to write this post but am in desperate need of financial help. These past three years have been very difficult for me and have put me significantly in debt. Long story short, about two years ago I made some investments that went sideways on me and I ended up losing all of my money. Around this same time I got married to my amazing wife (now ex-wife) however we were forced to live in different states due to our jobs. Because of this we traveled back and forth constantly in order to see each other as much as possible. I couldn’t bear to tell her that I couldn’t afford to go see her, so I ended up taking out loans in order to pay for my traveling. About after a year of doing this, the bills and interest became too much for me to handle and I had to tell her. We still made ends meet and saw each other every couple of months instead but I ended up becoming extremely depressed because of my finances. I tried everything I could think of in order to make extra money but nothing was working and the bills kept on piling up. The constant stress and worrying about paying my bills and being able to see her ended up destroying our relationship and me. Sad to say but money or lack thereof turned me into a different person and made it to where I was unable to enjoy life. After months of being like this, it eventually tore our relationship apart and she asked for a divorce. Now I am finally taking the appropriate steps in order to deal with my depression issues and going to therapy, etc. but I am still stuck with the issue of my debt and being unable to pay my bills. I work a full time job but that just isn’t enough to cut it for me. I would be more than happy to get a second job but I just don’t have the time because of my medical appointments that I go to several times a week. My bills are overflowing and past due and I really would just like a small break in life. I hate the situation I have put myself in and how my life has been turned upside down because of money. I have worked since I was 14 years old in order to ensure that I would never be in a situation like this but here I am. I am not asking for a handout but I am asking for some help. I would just like to get caught up on my bills and be able to pay off just a little bit of my debt. I know eventually my life will get back on track and I am more than willing to pay you back once that happens. If I were able to come up with this money to pay my bills, it would be life altering for me and I would forever be grateful! Thank you very much for your time and reading this!

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Too much debt and a baby on the way!

I have 2 great announcements and the rest are struggles. My boyfriend and I are getting married this year and we have a baby on the way! We would really appreciate a baby/wedding donation to help me with my bills while I am unable to work. I don’t exactly have “sob stories” but I have managed to live out the true American dream of being in debt!

Over the past 5 years I’ve accumulated more than 1/3 of a million dollars in debt. I made a few large purchases to better my and my family’s life. I am stubbornly independent and really try to never ask for help, but I would really appreciate anything at this point.

 

In case you were wondering how I managed to accumulate my debt, this is my story:

I furthered my education at a tech school, earning a BS in Construction Management and started my debt ($95k). I had a great time and it opened my eyes to new experiences and showed me how amazing traveling is. I had been working dead end jobs and after getting fired from a yogurt shop, I decided to go to school.

 

My dad passed away a few years after I graduated. He had been out of a job for a couple years and delved into a dark depression which he fueled with vast amounts of alcohol. After he committed suicide my mom couldn’t afford the house because she was also out of a job and the house they did have was in such bad shape that she was basically underwater from it. So I paid off her liens and put a down payment on her new house, which I make 75% of the monthly payments, which was not the deal we had but her job doesn’t pay much. ($100k)

 

My fiancé and I purchased a house($165k) and I adopted his 3 children. We have one on the way now (my first) and are also working on updating and renovating our house ($15k) which desperately needs it.

 

I am now very concerned about paying my bills, and figure I have 3 months before I won’t actually be able to pay them anymore and it scares me a lot. I have 2 jobs but it just isn’t enough anymore. Especially because we will need to buy a 3 row sear car after the baby is born, and my fiances current car stopped working 2 days ago! It’s really pouring down on me right now and I would love the help! Thanks!

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College/Credit Card/Vet Clinic Debt

I’ve been stuck in a rut for about 7-8 months now, and I’m completely out of money. I’ve maxed out my only credit card ($3500 limit, and I don’t want to own more than one credit card), and I also have debt to a university currently ($8018), preventing me from enrolling more courses. I had a pretty good credit score until I started racking up the balance on my account these past few months, and the stress of that crumbling right now makes my stomach turn. Back in January I had to put down my cat due to heart disease, and I was also in a car accident due to an ice patch, so those bills depleted most of the savings I still had left at the time. My tax refund this year went entirely towards my debts too.

I was out of a job at the end of July 2018, due to an office closure, so I decided to go back to college, earn a degree, and get a better job. I had no help receiving financial aid at the time, and my education loans were denied because my credit, while good, was supposedly too new to apply without a cosigner, and all my cosigner options were denied because of their bad credit. I made all A’s last fall, and had gotten my GPA up to where I could qualify for Federal financial aid, where I couldn’t for the Fall semester itself due to some poor grades years ago when I first attended college, but never finished my undergraduate.

I’m out of all options, and completely tapped out of all money resources at this point. I tried to better my life, but kept running into brick walls every step along the way. I’ve never been one to ask for money, even when I was younger. I’ve always worked for what I have, I’m just at the end of my ropes now.

Any and all support is greatly appreciated!

PayPal: paypal.me/WStrickland2263

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Any and all support is greatly appreciated!

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Need Help Please

Thank you for taking the time to read my letter I appreciate it very much. I wanted to reach out to you because I think you can help me out. My name is Chanetta Smith, am a 40 year old single mother of two boys and I am also raising a little girl because her mother doesn’t want hardly anything to do with her. I am living on a minimum income so I am working. Since I been on my own I been raising my kids alone without any financial help from family. I have never done anything like this before and honestly I hate having to reach out to strangers asking or I feel like I begging for help. I understand you don’t know me but what I am telling you is true and I can send you everything you need to show proof of what I am saying is true. February 2018 I started experiencing shortness of breath and fluid around my heart. I went to the doctor and they told me I had an enlarged heart and my heart was beating at 17%, and I was on the verge of having a massive heart attack. As you can imagine all I could think of was my kids growing up without their mother. The doctor put me on a very strict plan and I have to take about 6 pills a day. In July 2018 I had to have a defibrillator put in so I will be able to live a long life and be here with my kids. While going through this I have accumulated a lot of medical bills which has caused me to fall behind on my regular bills. I live paycheck to paycheck and half the time I don’t even get through the month before I am broke. I have to drive an hour to work there and a hour back so I have to fill my gas tank up, also I’m not even able to put money on my kids account at school so most of the time they have to eat vegetable trays until I get paid. My oldest son graduates and it’s sad that I can’t really do anything for him to celebrate his graduation. I behind on my light bill which is $1145.00, we don’t have groceries in our house so I bring stuff from my job. I work for a university and I use my meal account which has $200 on it but that also comes out my paycheck which lowers my monthly check. I feel like I’m drowning in so much debt that I’m suffocating and don’t know where to turn. I can’t get a loan because I have all these student loans that I’m not able to pay. If there is any way possible that you can help with anything I would be so grateful. When I totaled my expenses that I’m behind it’s over $10,000 but if you find it in your heart to at least send $10,000 I will be so happy. I wish that I could take my kids somewhere special so we can actually say we had a family vacation but I cannot even afford that. I know I don’t need to stress and worry about my situation because it puts a strain on my heart but I cannot help it. Please pray that my situation changes and my heart gets better. Thanks for reading my letter.

 

Sincerely,

 

Chanetta Smith

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Seeking a Second Chance

Last year I let my life spiral out of control. I allowed depression to set in and I stopped taking responsibility for my actions. It felt like I had taken a back seat in my own life and was watching everything go downhill.

It started in January when I lost one of my best friends in the Montecito Mudslides. I didn’t know how to handle my grief. I retreated away and isolated myself from everyone. I pulled away from work and was cancelling on clients. I started digging myself a financial pit. Everything just kept piling up and it became too big for me to handle. My car needed fixing to pass smog, and I couldn’t afford it so my registration expired. My dog had an accident and my check to the vet bounced. Bills went to collection, I was behind on rent. Everything was starting to snowball and feel very out of control.

I made the foolish choice to keep turning a blind eye and hoping I would eventually have money to get it sorted before it all caught up to me. I work full time at a bakery but it’s just not enough to get myself out of this hole.

A few days ago I got pulled over, and it turns out that my license had been suspended because of my registration and not taking care of a ticket for expired tags. I am so overwhelmed because I now am not supposed to drive, but live out on farm. It is 15 miles to the nearest town from my house and I don’t know how I am just going to get to work. I can ride my bicycle for now but I know it’s not sustainable.

I so desperately just want to get my license back so I can start making money. I have worked so hard this last year to heal my heart and it just feels like I can’t catch a break. All I need is help to pay off the DMV so I can drive and work. Unfortunately it’s going to be a whopping $2,300 to get everything straightened out, so any help would be so greatly appreciated. I just need help to get myself righted again.

 

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Please BLESS me with a helping hand, I will be very appreciative and greatful.

Hello, my name is Caprice. I am a nursing student at Minneapolis Technical College studying to get my BSN. Accomplishing this degree is very important to me because I love helping people. I also want to be able to allow my parents to grow old in the comfort of their own home. Last year I was diagnosed with PCOS (Polycystic ovary syndrome) I was prescribed several different medications before, my OBGYN was able to find one that helped control my symptoms. My symptoms included pain, serve depression, and also lack of motivation that kept me from being able to get out of bed many days. These symptoms caused me to be put on academic suspension a few semesters that also cause financial aid suspension. I have finally been prescribed a medication called metformin that worked wonderfully with keeping my symptoms under control. So last semester I enrolled in 2 classes that I had to pay out of pocket for. But unfortunately my car broke down, we had a bad winter this year, and I lost a very close loved one. Yet again this kept me from attending classes. I was able to withdraw from the classes but not in enough time to keep me from being billed for them. I was fortunate enough to have had a little money saved that was able to help me purchase a used vehicle and even help with some funeral expenses. With those expenses on top of monthly bills left me scrapped for cash. Now that have the proper medication, and with them working so well I was able to regain my ambition. I put together a plan, a strategy, and also created a team of supporters. Which includes peers, and reach out to my advisor from school. Also family members, free tutors provided by the school. I know that I will be able to accomplish a successful semester that will allow me to be removed from suspension. Both academic and financial, If there is anyone out there who is willing to lend a helping head, show some compassion, and sympathy. I can assure you that you will be contributing to creating one of the best nurses that vals to go over and beyond to help people maybe even you one day. So if you have a passion for helping people as well as I do? I am the perfect candidate and with your help of helping me raise $800 I will be able to continue to chase my dream. Thank you.

If you are able to help my paypal link is paypal.me/ChocO200. Remember you and/or one of your loved ones maybe in need of one of the best nurses one day, and I promise with your help I will be able to be just that nurse. If you feel the need to contact me please feel free via email.

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LOST JOB WIFE IN NURSING SCHOOL

Hi all please help me and my Family with my situation a month ago i unexpectedly lost my job over an FMLA dispute from a couple days I missed last october that my job is just now bringing up! I am out on aribitration until the union and Lawyer fight to get me my job back which I am told can take up to a year! all my paperwork is legit but new management decided to put me through this anyway.

I sacrificed Alot of money letting my wife go to nursing school almost 2 years ago (she only has 3 months left to finish) so we are big time in the Hole. Me, her, and our 3 kids. I was late on my Rent payment and now its coming up again 2 months = $2600.00 plus car note totals $700 and other bills totaling around another $500.00 please find in your hearts to help donate to us in this terrible situation feels like the world is crashing down on us. And the pressure we are facing is too hard to even describe in words!

Please and thank you.  paypal.me/ErickTrotter

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Emergency! Back Rent Needed! Please Help!

Hello everyone. My name is Sandy! If you’re reading this, it means that you’re a generous person looking to help someone in need. I want to thank you for taking the time out to read my plea. I’m asking for assistance. I have back rent due in the amount of 2050.00 and next month rent of 1250.00.
On May 1st, the back rent was in the amount of 2350.00. My landlord was gracious enough to accept 300.00 of the very last money I had, which was great because it gave me a bit of time to come up with the rest.  Now I have to pay the 2050.00 immediately, or my family member and I will be evicted. I will also need rent for the next month of 1250.00
I owned a boutique PR firm and things were going well for years, but unfortunately press release writing dried up and I lost a lot of work. Luckily for me, I just started a full time job but all of bills have overwhelmed me and now I’m in financial trouble. I’m also caring for an disabled family member. I’ve fallen behind and I’m in a desperate situation so I’m asking for your help. Please consider helping me as I’m out of options and I just don’t know what to do anymore. I’ve provided the eviction notice and amount due, along with my PayPal link.  I am only asking for what is owed for back rent and next months and nothing more. I simply need help. You’re generous donation will save our lives.
Thank you in advance. Blessings to all!
Amount Requested: 3300.00

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https://www.paypal.me/IDPEntertainment

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✨Single mommy in need of financial help🌷

Hey There!🌷 I’m not even sure where to begin. I am a single mother of three children, and I always have worked hard to provide for them. This is super hard for me, since I am not one who likes to ask anyone for anything. At the same time you have to ask in order to receive.

I am in need and I feel like my life has entered a never ending circle of failure. Every time I try to move forward, it seems things and circumstances push me back. I’m not one to give up though.

Here’s a little bit about my situation. I am in debt for about $40,000.  Most of this comes from medical bills, a school loan, plus a car note. I currently do not have health coverage so I’m sure the medical bills are going to keep racking up.

I work as a certified nursing assistant.  However, this doesn’t  always make ends meet. Having to work a lot at times in order to keep providing for my family, I find myself not being able to spend as much time with my children as I would like to and need to. It saddens me and hurts me to hear them say that they want to spend more time with me and that I work too much. Missed time with your children is something you can’t get back, and they are growing up so fast. My oldest is 10 years old already.

I am also in the process of creating a course in order to help people who have been adopted. I was adopted from the foster system as a child, and I know that there is a tremendous amount of emotional pain and hurt stemming from it. I believe that there are many other people who have been adopted and have experienced the same thing that I have, and I wish to help them. This is why I have decided to try to design a course to be able to help and connect with them.

Well, my biggest issue is I have to work so much as a certified nursing assistant along with my mom life that I am not able to put the time into my course. I had to put the course on hold. My goal is to be able to finish organizing the course and help people.

I am  also looking to relocate, but it’s super hard to get a place of my own due to my debts. I want to be able to start all over and have a nice life for my children and myself.  So here I am asking for some help to move forward in life and get out of this rut that I seem to be in.

Thank you very much for taking the time to read my section. If you do decide that I am someone you would like to help, I must thank You in advance. I appreciate any donation. God Bless! Xoxo💗🌷✨ PayPal.me/islandgirlkee

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I had a major, unexpected accident that kept me out of work for two months

Hey everyone,

I’m Elle, 23, and employed full-time. Right now, I’m putting all pride aside and shelving my principles because I am frantic and hard-pressed for a solution. In essence, I’d like to ask for anything from $10 to $1000 (I need $1000 total) to help with my cell and energy bills. I fell into a coma at the start of the year that left me unable to work for two months, and am consequently in a financial pinch. I’m back at work full-time and recouping financially the best I can, but paychecks only go so far. Currently, I’m at serious risk of losing my phone service and electricity if the bills aren’t paid immediately. This isn’t to mention what’s still remaining in medical bills. Please, I need help, and anything will help. I promise, I’m not here to take advantage of anyone or their kindness, and if this wasn’t so urgent, I’d be handling this with more couth. I mean, I hope it’s clear I’m here not to solicit money for the sake of doing so, but because I am genuinely in a bad situation right now. If you have no interest in helping, no offense taken.
Finally, I’d like to make note of one thing:
I don’t want to fall into further debt by taking on a high-interest loan to pay off what I don’t/won’t find the money for unless some mf’er up there shows me some luck.
I will eventually find my way out of this debt, but it won’t be by assuming another debt. Hopefully it’ll be with the help of some kind strangers. <3

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Need Help Buying Necessities

I never thought I would be in a position where I would need to ask people for money. I am very private and self-sufficient and this is very hard for me to write. I will be 34 this month and I am nowhere near where I thought I would be in life. 3 years ago I suffered a mental breakdown that caused me to lose my job, my home (moved back with my parents), and my social life. I have been working hard on healing and recovering which have been going really well. I have also been working hard on building my own business. That was also going well, slowly, until last year when I lost a client. Since then, I’ve been living paycheck to paycheck.

Although I live with my parents, they are unable to help me financially as they are also struggling pretty significantly. I have been applying to jobs for the past 6 months. I have gotten several interviews, but no job offers. I have managed to find a couple of new clients, but nothing that even hits $100. I feel that if I can just get over this hump for a couple more months, I will be in a much better situation. But a lot of the time money is so stressful that it is hard to focus.

I literally have $2.52 in my bank account right now. I am able to pay my bills every month, but nothing else. However, my car payment is always a month behind. I cannot afford toilet paper, food (I do eat, but not much and not every day), toiletries, etc. This month is the first month I have been unable to afford preventative medicine for my dog. I don’t think I have ever been so stressed in my life. My parents cannot and will not help me. They do provide very cheap food for me and a roof over my head, but that is all they can help me with.

I created a new plan of attack for my business and for generating more income. I have been getting new clients recently, but it will probably be a couple more months before I will see any significant change to my regular income. Right now, $1000 would allow me to get caught up on my car payment, pay my parents for my car insurance (which they cannot afford), I would be able to buy my dog the things he needs, and I would be able to buy some healthier food, gas, and toiletries for 1 month. I just need to get by for the next month or two.

Any amount of money that you could give would help me tremendously. I would be forever grateful as I have no idea how I’m going to survive these next 2 months without a miracle. Thank you for taking the time to read this.

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Getting Back in My feet

A couple months ago, my husband of 5 years decided he wanted to leave. We had one month left on our apartment lease and we were talking about buying a house and taking the next steps towards a family. At the time, we took a family member who needed guidance and help due to issues with mental health. My ex did not care about leaving them either. He had a much better paying job and took responsibility for major things like rent, water, electricity. I did my best to provide for any other needs, something he never complained about. However, because we were planning  (atleast I was) to buy a home, he convinced me to remove money from my 401k. I trusted this man. The little I was approved for very quickly became the way we kept afloat after he left.

It very quickly disappeared, and at the age of 27, I had to move back in w my parents. They, however, were not in a good financial spot to take two family members and a dog in. They had downsized tremendously after I got married, and now, all of a  sudden, bills and expenses have doubled. They don’t complain but I see them struggling over bills and I help them as much as I can. They provided for me for years and would continue to do so, but it was my turn to help them

To make matters worse, when things were finally looking to be ok, my car got totaled. Any little bit that was saved, was now gone. After months of having to share cars and relying on rides from family, friends and even coworkers, I was finally able to find something that wouldn’t blow up on the way to work. That was short lived, as not very long after, my family member and I got into another accident. Neither my fault. Both traumatizing and causing major anxiety, to the point I’m on medication. Now I have medical bills coming in and insurance claims piling up.

I just need help to get the ball rolling again. To be able to get a sort of cleaner slate where I can get back on my feet. Too many times I put others before me, and now I need for myself and it’s almost too late. So I ask for help.

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Help me get my life back on track

Whoever thought life would be so hard? Definitely not me growing up. I always figured I’d have my life together, go to school, have a great job, money in the bank to do whatever I wanted to do and go wherever I want to go. Well it hasn’t exactly turned out how I had believe it would so naively growing up. I certainly did not expect it to turn out the way it has up til now

Okay cutting to where the problem is in my life and why I need help, I was a college student a little over a year ago in the healthcare program. I wanted to have a career that I could help people in. Everything was well until I decided that I would take the weekend to go see my friend of 5 years at his house in the mountains. I had went occasionally to go tubing or kayaking or fishing at his place and it was always a great time. This last time, not so great. So I get there and everything is normal. We’re catching up, talking about what each of us has been up to and whatnot, I’m carrying my clothes in and my laptop and PlayStation for the weekend. I had brought my new gun to go shooting in the woods as we’ve done so many times before so he asked to see it. Mind you this is one of my best friends, we have gone shooting and seen each other’s weapons and used each other’s many times before. When I hand him my new gun he loads one into the chamber. So I’m in confusion as he’s yelling at me telling me to get on the ground and hand over my wallet. I had been so dumbfounded he could be doing this to me that I didn’t realize he had handed the gun to his girlfriend and went to grab a bat. It all happened so quickly. Next thing I know I’m being attacked with a baseball bat and being told hand over my wallet and anything else of value. After he had beaten me for a few minutes I managed to make it to the front of his house outside. I yelled for help and he shut the door and called the police and told them I had came trying to break in. I’m outside when an officer and a paramedic show up and I guess I was in shock because I felt no pain at all. The paramedic says you’ve got a broken collarbone, a broken rib, and a shattered kneecap and a few fractures in your wrist. And I get taken away in an ambulance. I then am taken to jail because it was his word and his girlfriend’s versus mine. So I finally get released the next day when they went to his home and found a security camera in his living room with the whole incident on it and found out I was telling the truth. He is now in prison but due to the incident I was unable to continue going to class because I could no longer drive or walk and My financial aid was revoked. Soon after my car broke down and it’s now sitting in the driveway collecting dirt without being able to run and having two flat tires. So unable to walk or go to school my grandmother attempted to help pay my car payments while I healed but she is attempting to retire and she has done all she can to help. Now Im healed and able to move again I am working very close with a family friend doing work on people’s house. It’s barely enough money to make my car payments though let alone help to fix the car and pay for insurance. And definitely not enough to help me pay my student loans and get back into school, which is where my true goal lies. So I’m asking, anyone who would help. Anything would be appreciated so I can start getting my life back on track and to where it was before I underwent such an awful situation.

Sincerely, Timothy Delapp

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Trying to pick up the Pieces without him or any warning.

I never do this usually I’m very good at going around to churches getting assistance unfortunately I’ve gone around to look for assistance right when my whole world turned upside down but the funding has already been given out to all the families that went on the 1st of the month. I have to kiss a three-year-old and a two-year-old their 14 months apart their Irish twins they are the love of  Of my lives but also They know how to push me over the edge me in their father head broken up gotten back together each time we found out I was pregnant we thought that was a sign from God fate have you. We got back together again we had been together for another 2 years altogether 5 years I have been with him on and off but I did not know  He was living a double life I don’t even know what he was gaining from playing on my heart strings playing house with me and our kids all he did was hurt me and then and make me so  Angry and bitter . The only reason why I am asking for help is because he left for days before rent and he kept promising us promising me that he would have the rent now I had this horrible feeling so I wanted to freak out but he wanted me to trust him trust that he would not let his family down he took off Get to find out from other people  Hes been rekindling with his ex girlfriend the only thing I care about right now are my babies I have $250 right now but my water got shut off because he did not  Pay the water bell kept pushing it off telling me it was OK I’m finally taking control of my life again all I wanna do is keep my head above water so I can give my boys the life that they deserve and the structure that they should always have My water bill is a $195  He also stop taking care of our car insurance put himself on his own policy so my insurance lapsed on my vehicle  That I make payments on each month I and scared they’re going to come get it my  License was suspended because of this I have been trying to get my kids to school last week was horrible I was embarrassed and I’ll be $60 to reinstate my license I’m trying to find an insurance policy that will not reprimand me for what happened I need every 300 down for my insurance my rent is also a $1000 each month hopefully next month  I’ll be able to get a roommate I’ll be able to plan ahead I just need help right now I’m desperate I don’t have family my mom died of pancreatic cancer  5 years ago she was my person she was the glue that held our family together my dad is at his wits end with his new wife who is a sugar momma and taking every last bit of money that he has and putting him in dead I can’t even think to ask him My friends they all have their own children it’s not about pride or ego but I usually don’t put myself in a situation like this and I am so upset that I actually am in one right now If you could please help me and my boys just get through this month I’m not even asking for my license to be re instated the insurance the water bell the rent I just need help with the  Rent if I had to choose thank u for anything your able to help me or another person with https://www.paypal.me/JMPaintingFL