Dear Potential Donor,
My name is Natalia and I am in my 30’s. I have no children and waited to get married to the “right person.” When I met my husband, he is my age and a math teacher is high school. He had s gentle nature and love helping people so I just knew he was for me. Fast forward he wanted to quit his job to go back to school to advance his career. I supported him and his efforts while putting aside my testing for nursing and my own dreams. Last year around this time I even picked up a second job. Money was really tight even with apps and only cooking at home. Without my knowledge, my husband was meeting women from sex sites with the first woman being only 3 months after we were married. I heard every gruesome detail. He stayed at the hotel with the first women and had sex with her more than once because he felt that he “didn’t please her.” He also at first used a condom then the second time not. Another woman was the same thing and before he met me, he had sex with a particular woman before. Another woman was old enough to be his mother. The absolute last woman really takes the cake and he had sex with her around Christmas in a car twice and once again in my home in our bead. Just writing this tears me up. I was always happy, a go getter. I have college degrees and my father gave 25 years of his life to the service. I finally got series thought I found the one, and all the while this person was doing these things. I caught him online a couple times and he assured me it was for porn only. He wouldn’t touch me. I’d go to him in beautiful lingerie and he wouldn’t care so I knew something was up. I have dates and times. It’s been almost a year since he’s had sex with the last woman and I’m not over it. I can never trust him again. I am asking for assistance so I can take some time and only work part time and start my masters degree for an internship that starts June 2019 for administration. If you’ve ever been cheated on like me I hope it never happens to you and you find strength, peace, and happiness. I am getting my self esteem back.