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Last Updated: October 25, 2020

A Donation To Help Me With My Job

Hello there,

I hope everyone is doing great and in great health.

My name is Ibrahim Kassis, I was born in Syria, My father is French, My mother Jordanian, and we relocated to Lebanon. Long story short, I had to leave Lebanon in 2018, leaving my studies short, because of the circumstances that occurred there, and still occur there. And so I left to work on myself, and evolve to find better opportunities.

Eventually I ended up in Belgium in 2019, as a street musician, and it was working great for me, I was happy doing fine, enough to survive, but then in january 2020 I was attacked in the street after my performance, which damaged my mouth and couldn’t play the saxophone anymore for a while, and that set me back alot.

So I started searching for a job, doing little things, and then we were in a lockdown because of the Covid-19 situation, we had the quarantine, no one could do anything, I was getting accepted in any job, and I got into more problems and debts, I even got attacked in my own house as well, I had some help, but still it was too much to handle, I tried asking for some organizations help or the government, but they have some rules and regulations that help people with Belgium electronic card and some things I did not understand at all. Until I found UberEats delivery, and I thought to myself, I can get a used bicycle from someone and sign up.

I got a used rusty bicycle from a guy for 25 euros, and I got accepted, and it was okay, but the bike had problems with the pedal and the seet, but I was managing it, the downside was that there are alot of upwards roads here around me so I was too slow. Then I had some problems because I had to park the bicycle outside because I don’t have space in my tiny room, and I live on the last floor of a building with tiny stairs, so some people kept messing with it, and the rain wasn’t helping with the rust, and i’m barely making rent, and getting free food from the community, also my family in Lebanon cannot support me due to issues going on there.

And that is why I am here, because I need help to get some funding to get a second hand electric scooter, to get better at my job, because I really love my job, and I have been searching for second hand new scooters which usually in new condition cost between 1500+ and 2000+ euros, but i have found second hand new ones that cost much less, and i hope i can achieve at least a 1000, and that will help me get what I need which will be the first step to solving my problems.

I hope my request reaches the right people who have experienced what I have been through, and know what it is to keep pushing to thrive and evolve, to survive.

This will be my paypal link where i receive the donations:

https://paypal.me/IbrahimKassis

Thank you so much for your time, patience, and consideration, it is highly appreciated with much respect.

Last Updated: October 25, 2020

Sad story

Hi! My name is Andrea and I’m 16 years old girl from Estonia. I have 2 brothers and mom. I love animals and I like to help others…now I need to ask a favor from you. I’ll tell you my story… Everything started in 2010. My mom was divorced with my biological dad and she was happy. I won’t tell the reasons why my real dad and my mom divorced because he’s not involved in this. So.. my mom found a new man 9 months later. They started writing to each other and then one thing led to another. Then my mom introduced him to me and my brother (born in 2008). We didn’t actually know what to think about him at first, but he looked very kind, gentle and funny. They dated around 2 years and in November 2012 my second brother was born. In July 2013, they married. Everything seems to be amazing, was my first thought. When a year passed, he changed. He became a little violent on me and my brother (not with his own child). I’m an equestrian and I had a whip in my room ( I just got that from my post) and then he took that and he hit me with that, but not very hard. I ran straight away to my grandmother with who we were living and she protected me. My mom wasn’t home at that time. Then he shouted every day with me and my brother again, because everything we said or did was wrong for him. And we weren’t his real kids as he liked to say. Then he became violent with my mom and they were arguing at least 4x times a week. In April, 2018 we were at the party. There was our family friends ( my mom’s side) only and us (me, my mom and my stepdad). There was alcohol, my mother was sober but stepdad drunk. So he saw how my mom was talking with a guy (17 years old, now 20). We helped him upstairs to his room because he wasn’t feeling very well. He came upstairs too and made drama that my mom was flirting with him. Gosh, I was there and we were just talking about horses no idea where he took the flirting thought. So went back home. My mom wanted to go to her room to sleep but he blocked the way and told her that she was cheating. My mom of course denied everything and then he just pushed her next to the mirror and hit her with his head. Her nose was bleeding and then I told him to stop and then he took her to the living room and put her down and started chocking her. I was trying to get him away from her but thank god that my grandmother was with us. She pushed him away and then he ran away. We called the police immediately. They took my mom with them and they made pictures of her nose. Then she came back at 3AM or something. Next day he came back. He already got a call from police and he talked with my mom about that. They said sorry to each other and everything was fine again! Then in June we moved out. We changed our school and went living 70km away from Estonian’s capital city. In school I was bullied because of my weight what I gained when I was 5 (my dad left us then). Our every day life wasn’t as happy as I liked to. Every day he just found another thing to shout about and he used more violence on my mom. Then at the beginning of February he lost his job (again). And he was just sitting home all the year. We were at school and he was just sitting, eating, playing games on his phone and watching TV. My mom was working in military as a chef and she had to work around 12h a day, 5 times a week. It was so tiring for her. And when she came back at home she had to do all the cleaning and all that stuff. Because he was lazy and not helping. My brothers and I were helping her as much as we could. In November she lost her job too, because of her back problems and Health Insurance knows about this and they recommended. She had to took some loans because there was many unexpected expenses. 2020 began for us shocked. My mom put divorce papers in court or something in March. Then he made our living to hell. We were still living under the same roof. We (me, my mom and my brother) had to live only upstairs in our room and he put a door between the stairs and corridor. He didn’t let us eat properly. He didn’t let us use the kitchen and corridor. We ate only fast food for a whole month and ( and it’s not cheap!!) noodles and so on. Then I lost my appetite and I had to go and have a visit to my doctor. He told me that I have some problems with my stomach ( he gave us me a medicine too and told that if it’s not going any better then I need to go and visit another doctor who’s going to do different tests with me). And that’s how we lived for a whole month. And it was COVID19 time too, so it was extra important to be careful. He didn’t let us use the wash machine so we couldn’t wash our clothes. He told us that we can use bathroom only 15 minutes together. In April we went to our grandmother. She gave us some proper food and we washed our clothes. Next day we went back. He kicked us out. (They were divorced, but the owner of the house let us to live there because it was hard for us to find a place to live. And my youngest brother was with him because he didn’t let us to be with him at all). He kicked us out and then we had to go back to our grandmother. And now we are still living here with her. Now he has 3 criminal cases going on and we don’t know how will it end. My mom needs to pay a loan (4000€) what she took last year. And we don’t have that much of a money. We have had many expenses this year too and we nearly make it every month. The court is going to take her car away because she hasn’t had the chance to pay. (Our dog died, all the court payments, lawyer and so on). We are still in the same school where we were when we moved and we have to drive there Monday-Friday.

Last Updated: October 22, 2020

Help me please

Hello. I ask for help in connection with a very difficult situation. I work a lot, but my salary has been reduced, which is now barely enough to pay bills for loans and utility bills. And so I want to change my life for the better. The child wants to give a good education. Give him a Christmas present. But it all comes down to the fact that there is no elementary money. Previously, the salary was higher, which is why I got into loans. But then it was reduced because the company does not have money to pay salaries. I can’t quit because then the debt on loans will grow and drive out of the apartment where we live. Yes, and there will be nothing to live for my wife also has a small salary of$ 150 I get$ 400 a month. It’s very hard to live for this money. I can’t find a job with a higher salary because I don’t have the necessary skills. The child is very go to see the sea. Although he is 8 years old, he has never been there. I am very tired of the fact that I can’t buy what is currently elementary and important.

He is a very cheerful and cheerful boy. But I don’t want to see tears in his eyes because I can’t buy him a chocolate bar. I want to see happiness in his eyes but in the meantime unfortunately I have to upset him even though I don’t want to

I’m not asking you to help me completely change my life, I ask you to help me with the loans. The amount for me is just cosmic for me I need$10,000. Yes, I understand that I am asking a lot, but it is necessary to get my family out of debt slavery. I’m not comfortable asking you to do this. Because I try to get out of all the difficult situations myself. But unfortunately, I don’t see any other way out. I really want a car myself, but I understand that in this situation it is more important for me to save my family. Because even if I lose it, some of the debt will still remain with them, and I don’t want that. I apologize for repeating myself. But it’s important for me to give my child a good life. Not that he should live in utter poverty. So that he does not differ from his peers. Thank you all so much for reading what I wrote. And special thanks to those who will help me.

PayPal: paypal.me/Krolik355

Last Updated: October 20, 2020

Please help me

**Note: If you don’t have a genuine intention to help, if you intend to deceive and give false hope and demand/steal money from me, PLEASE don’t even bother to get in touch with me!
If you are claiming to want to help but are really just trying to scam me to pay for a “refundable fee”, again PLEASE don’t even bother – I once fell into this trap because I naively believed in the “well-being” of a person who assured me he/she wanted to help, and in the end I paid dearly for it.

Hi,
My name is Yerkebulan , I’m from Europe.
I want to emphasize that I feel uncomfortable doing this, but I am in a really difficult situation where I urgently need your help, because my family and I are going through a difficult time.

I lost my job in March because of the current situation (pandemic).
I worked/had a part-time job, and as a result I was struggling to pay my bills, rent and to buy food.
I tried to save some money, and have, but because I lost my job I had no choice but to spend it to survive the last couple of months.
I was forced to move back with my parents.
I am unemployed, my father is retired, my mother receives a disability allowance, and that hardly covers all the expenses (bills, food, health insurance).

My parents and I are in a tough situation because we are being sued for territory and plots by my uncle.
My father started building the house in the late 1970s, my uncle (his brother) joined him in the early 1980s. The house was completed in the late 1980s. But the relationship between the two changed for the worse when uncle’s partner moved in in 1991.
My father lived with his family on the first floor and my uncle and his partner lived on the ground floor. But uncle’s partner decided at the beginning of moving into the house that she was the owner of the house, even though she had not invested anything in the construction and furnishing of the house. Despite having a common entrance to the house and a common yard, we lived in conflict until 1997; you can only imagine what it was like every day.
When both realized that it was no longer possible to live like that, they decided to divide the common property. Upon the division of the co-ownership, they both arranged all the documents in agreement, each becoming the owner of half the house and the land around the house.
We lived in “peace” for almost 14 years. But everything changed about 9 years ago when my uncle started to listen to his partner’s demands to take as much property as possible, the one that my father is the rightful owner. Uncle and his partner have been suing us since 2011, because they claim that my father has a larger share of the house, even though my uncle has 65% and my father 35%, which is confirmed from the land register. The court rejected their lawsuit each time. But last year, in 2019, because my uncle’s lawyer bribed a judge, the court “gifted” him parts of the plots my father is the legal owner of.
We need to hire a very good lawyer as soon as possible, but that does not come cheap.
Due to all the lawsuits that have been going on for 9 years, we have accumulated a considerable debt that is difficult to repay.
Also, I have a student loan which is not fully repaid.

I know this is too much to ask, especially with everything that is happening, and a lot of people have lost their jobs, but we are in need of a total of 20.000 EUR.

To get back on our feet we would need at least 5.000 EUR; but any amount would be greatly appreciated.

Thank you in advance to all of you who took the time to read my request for help (I know I wrote the whole essay, but I wanted to describe in detail the situation my parents and I are in), but to those of you who chose to donate, words cannot describe my gratitude.

All the best,
Yerkebulan

paypal.me/jambo2017

Last Updated: October 20, 2020

save in a difficult situation

on paypalkoshelke there is a restriction I can’t receive funds there is a payeer wallet

payeer:P77153822

Last Updated: October 14, 2020

Wishing to become Independent

Hello,

my name is Elfa Snape and I am 35 years old. I have Asperger’s Syndrome and I live with my parents. My biggest wish is to one day be independent – I am afraid of what will happen when my parents die because I don’t know if I can take care of myself alone. I am very dependent on them for a lot of things. I do not have a driver’s licence and as such I cannot drive myself to doctor’s appointments, to the bank, to the store for food and a lot of other, important things that are needed to survive.

We live in the countryside and if I were to be left alone, I would probably die – not only would I not be able to go buy food for survival, I don’t know how I would pay for the bills. The minimal wage in Slovenia is 940,58€ as of 2020 – which is about 1107$. I am retired as an invalid and I get 594€ every month. This is 700$. It is not enough to be able to rent a small apartment and pay the bills every month, buy food and other necessities, even if I did not spend any money on anything else. So as you can see I can not become independent even when I want to.

I am unable to find work due to my invalid status and I have not been able to finish high school due to medical problems that I have – hormonal imbalance, thyroid problems, depression, back problems,…

I would love to move to a city where I can get to the food store easily, or go to a doctor, or a bank, by myself and on foot (I am afraid of using public services like trains, buses and taxis – I was sexually harassed on a train once and I never stepped foot in it again unless there was someone I knew with me) but in my current situation I just can’t.

I am really bad at asking for help, but I am really scared of what will happen when my parents die and I need help in being able to become independent.

I am gathering all the courage I have in asking you for your support here. I have never done this before, so I have no idea as to what to write or say. But I would be really happy and thankful for every little bit you can support me with.

paypal.me/bakaprincess85

Thank you very much for reading this post and have a good rest of the day.

Elfa

Last Updated: October 11, 2020

Single mom and in debt

Hi all, my name is Patricia, I was married a few years ago but then my ex husband got in an extra marital affair with a woman he worked with. He would choose to work the same shift at night with this woman and everytime he worked a night shift his underwear will always have white marks and if he wasn’t working this woman would send him messages on his phone in the middle of the night and before he answered her he would look to see if I was fast asleep.

This woman was sending him pictures in her underwear and I confronted my ex husband about it and he said she was just showing him a tan that went wrong, but I was suspicious all the same. He couldn’t handle well his cheating habit that he used to take it out on our then 5 years old son to the fact that our son was scared of his own dad even though they used to have a great bond.

One day when my ex husband came back from work I asked him to get the rubbish bins out for collection the following day, while he was doing that I checked his phone and saw the last message this woman had sent to him telling him that both of them don’t want the shift to end because of the love they have for each other.

I couldn’t handle the deceit that I drove straight on to an oncoming truck to end my life and stayed in hospital for more than 2 months and he even took a week holidays to Spain together with the same woman while I was in hospital.

When I came out from hospital I tried building my finances together and applied for a loan and tried to get someone to help me have some luck to win the lottery and they asked me to send €10000 I had borrowed and told me that I was going to win €130.000000 jackpot at the time. The person disappeared without fulfilling my wish and have to pay the bank their loan back and it has left me struggling day in day out. If there’s anyone out there who is willing to fulfill my financial cause I would greatly appreciate and hopefully I can set up a scarce resources business in my semi rural town and bring the products to people in my town and save money and time to travel out of the town for the resources that I can bring to their doorstep.

Last Updated: October 4, 2020

Following…. What is a dream… Nurse

Hello. My name is Olizy and I am portuguese human being who recently had to emigrate due to family problems.

After moving from Portugal to London due to family abuse I found out what my passion was…. Care for people.

Sounds touching right?

Well it’s not that much.

I wanted to became a nurse because of my grandma. Because was during that time I found out she died in Africa.

And my goal was being able to go and see her one day….. Not always what we want happens… Not in real life… I guess.

So me wanting to be a nurse was not just a dream anymore. Became reality in 2015.

I end up finding a job in a hospital ( princess royal) was amazing because I would learn how to take care of people and o though the year later apply for the nursing course. Because money was tight but I thought I could save something for a year… I am a book worm anyway.

Although didn’t go as planned because I was quicked on my flat. So. Goodbye money.

Next… I had to send money to my mom. Because she was also alone and my mom is important, even if you two don’t get along… Like all mothers right….

Don’t let your mother down….

Although brexit came, the rent higher. Everything was difficult.

I was forced to move out because if not I had to dissolute from my nationality. I couldnt…

Being who you are is important. Including belonging to a group ( nationality) in this case.

So i moved to the Netherlands. Why? I couldn’t go back to Portugal.

Holland is nice good. But my dream to be a nurse didn’t go well. I have to start from the bottom.

All my experience and everything would serve for nothing

I started as a cleaner because I didn’t speak the language.

So I saw myself working hard to get to an understanding of what is the dutch language.

Voilà!

8 months later it happened. Then I found a job… Well job/ studies “BBL opleiding ” how they call it here.

Is good although is so beginner level that makes me unhappy.

What am I saying!

Is good.

We have to start from somewhere right?

I am so afraid to fail. The language is OK now. But next to them (native speakers) I’m like a baby. And being an introvert… Believe me doesn’t help.

Going back to why I need money.

I want really to finally became a nurse. Is my passion. I dream about it. I wake up with that thought.

I am going crazy I think…

I study and study and study because its what matters.

But the money is the problem.

My salary is too low 1200 to save. Pay rent of 950 and do the rest.

I am in need of 4000 euros maximum to finally being able to study.

Anyone there. Who is reading or will read my story…. Please…

I’m probably like you… Or not… If you can read “me” and if you could help me. With anything…

I would be so grateful and I would do my best to make it happen… Life just happens one’s… So that’s why I am here trying.

Maybe I am lucky. Maybe not. But… I am here.

Greetings

Olizy

Last Updated: October 2, 2020

Family of 4 slowly drowning

We’re a family of 4 who have, for the past 25 years, managed a family business. We have a small Spa & Wellness center. Anyone who owns or has owned a private business will know that it’s hard work. It wasn’t making us rich but we came by. With the COVID crisis the government forced us to close our doors and fire most of our staff.

The last half year was really rough on us. We had no income from our company, nothing at all, but the bills kept coming. We all work odd jobs and really tightened the belt and even skimped on food (except for the youngest family member).

Who am I and why am I doing this?

I’m the oldest son in the family, and after 15 years in the business I was basically the executive director of the company for daily affairs. My parents and little brother don’t know I’m doing this, but I’m trying to raise the money for us to move to a new home. I want to avoid us getting evicted and winding up homeless.

My little brother is still in school and wants to become a sports teacher. I don’t want to see his dreams crushed because of this. The day where I’d have to tell him “sorry, we can’t afford your tuition anymore” would be the day my heart breaks.

My mother is working super hard in a cleaning job. My father though is unemployed. He’s nearing retirement age and just doing this work for 25 years means it’s virtually impossible for him to find any employment. It doesn’t help he’s had a massive depression along with a psychotic breakdown last year already.

What do I need?

The rent for the company building is 500,- a week. But we’re managing by the skin of our teeth to scrape that together and most of the other utility bills. I saw some small rental homes which can house all of us, until I eventually find solid employment (again, the COVID crisis makes everything very hard).

So not for me, but for my family I’m trying to raise some kind of funds for a transition. Literally anything, if you can spare it, so my dad can sleep again at night and my brother can make something of his future.

Thank you so much for reading my story.

Who am I and why am I doing this?

What do I need?

Thank you so much for reading my story.

Who am I and why am I doing this?

What do I need?

Thank you so much for reading my story.

https://paypal.me/swolberink

Last Updated: September 24, 2020

I don’t hope anyone can help! but i will tell you my life story!

So i have 26years! in my childhood my parents stand out and i raised with my grandparents! they mean me a lot, they are like my real parents! they always gave me all i ask them! the worked all life hard and every day with no holidays, only 1day a week they get a rest! now they have 86years! 9 years ago they revealed parkinson’s disease to my grandfather, and now he is not in good situation ! nobody know how hard it is to live with that! but my grandmother help him how she can! i just want to say that i love them and i want help with money, they live with 400eur a month, they have hard times now! i started live alone from 19years! i have a wife and daughter now! my life not so good to to help them with money, i left my country to work and get more money to help them! but its not so easy to do that if you have family ! i can’t even go back to home to meet my grandparents, we talk only to phone! And now with this times with CORONA my wage reduced! because often now work! i not ask to help me, i ask help my grandparents to better life! I will be grateful for any donation! but if you can’t donate then share please!

All the best, and Thank You!

My – paypal.me/UgisP

Last Updated: September 24, 2020

To Create To Give To Motivate. More Than Beautiful Dream.

Hello dear givers.

My name is Artis. Husband and father of two youngsters. I am from Latvia. Land of beautiful forests, sea and seasons.

In this article i will tell you my story shortly and explain why and for what i ask Your help. So lets start.

I am 34 years old former pro volleyball player. Have been playing abroad for last 7 years. Separated form wife and kids because they had school and work here in Latvia. We met about once a month for a weekend. It was hard. I wasn’t earning so much that i could save reasonably so after finishing my career i could invest or live some time without job to have time to find one. But i was earning good enough to pay bills and send kids to school and to provide for family.

In 2017 i got injured and had to make back surgery. After one year of recovery i returned to volleyball and played for two more seasons. Then i decided to quit and come back to home to be with family. Found a regular job in glass wall mounting company. Had to have some income. Work is not easy especially when everything is new for me.

During my sports career in offseasons i spent my time in my small garage doing woodworking as a hobby. I really love woodworking. Have built a big shelf and a TV stand and couple little projects. I wish i could have bigger workshop and more time.

Right now i am in a situation when i am loosing my dream. I will tell You what my dream is shortly. My job is overwhelming. Also i feel like i am drifting away from God. During my sports career i was faithful to God and was a good example to my teammates and could share how good is God and how he helps me. Now i have started smoking. I don’t share about God anymore. Definitely not good example. Struggling to bring up my boys. Now i am visioning my dream and a way for a better life.

My dream is this – that i could build and set up woodworking workshop. Create beautiful things out of wood. And start woodworking business. Be satisfied of what i am doing. Share how God had helped me through amazing people here. Just want to Create to Give to Motivate others. To be good example for a better world.

I love forests and wood. My father has forest where we go and enjoy the nature and peace and think about God and life. Do some forest works. During all my sports career i was dreaming about my woodworking business, but really never got the time to start making it. But now when i am home in Latvia i can make it.

So the big plan is this. To buy some old solid workshop. Renovate. Set up with all the equipment and tools. (Table saw, Planers, Routers and so on) I will not go in detail because it is long list of detailed business plan. My sister Maija is going to be the marketing specialist. Because she is the best marketing specialist in the region. She is excited about this idea. We make it together. Then we design, and i make wooden projects to completion. You may wonder what type of woodwork. Things out of solid wood. Picture frames, shelfs, tables, chairs, post boxes. Creativity is not the issue. Below You can see some poor (best what i’ve got) pictures of what i have built and in what kind of workshop conditions.

So when the wooden table is going to be completed, it will sell (or be presented as a gift) with the motivational story how dreams come true. I believe it will make me be motivated again and be a good example for people around me.

Finally. The amount of finances we need for this project:

Solid shop: 40000-60000 EUR
Renovation 15000-25000 EUR
Equipment 40000 EUR

TOTAL 120000 EUR

It is how it is. That is why i am here. It is not easy to get this much capital. I believe i can find some amazing and generous people around the world that would like to help us and receive some really beautiful wooden product as gift.

Here is my Paypal.me address where You can donate, invest, give or whatever name you want to call help: paypal.me/ACaics

Now some pictures. Everything is handmade.

Oak/Ash Shelf.

Shelf in progress.

Ash TV stand in progress.

Ash TV stand.

Oak/Ash mallet.

Workbench in progress. Link to almost finished workbench video – https://drive.google.com/file/d/1Br37zlxYejz4ABsssDpDDIdE5EKLBBDf/view?usp=sharing

My workshop/one car garage.

Garage shop.

Oak bookmarks for wife’s students.

Still in my small garage shop.

So this is where my dream gets stuck. Now i will add photo or two of how i would like to see my Create Give Motivate studio.

Thank You for Your interest.

God is good. God bless You.

paypal.me/ACaics

Last Updated: September 22, 2020

Drowning in debt due to Covid in a new country alone with no options of help.

I find myself in a state of disbelief writing this. I’m not the sort of person who has ever begged or borrowed money off people. I have always worked hard and despite coming from a poor background I have always managed to make things work, yet living hand to mouth on a low income, and then as a mature student studying. However this year I have found myself in a desperate situation and for the first time in my life I cannot find a logical way to get myself out of my debt ridden situation and am having very dark thoughts, anxiety and feel ill with stress. I researched crowd funding sites and this website came up and I am going to have to swallow my pride and ask for help. I moved last year to a new country and began working various jobs to live. I was initially promised paid work when I arrived but got to the live work accommodation and found it not to be the case- just volunteering in exchange for board. I arrived with virtually no money as I had been caring for my elderly mother for six months and had been a student for the 5 years before that. Within the space of a year, my three elderly dogs all got very sick and had to be put to sleep calling for thousands in vets bills. I worked various jobs in order to earn enough to pay for registration costs, buy a car and insurance and rent a place but as it was a rural area, the work dried up at Christmas. I found myself jobless and had used all my money to pay for the vets bills and subsequent euthanasias. I was then offered a job setting up a business for a lady on the promise of a good wage, contract and profit share. I went about creating an Arts venue and cafe- recruiting nearly forty local artists and makers and holistic therapists who wished to exhibit and rent rooms at the venue. I did everything. The decorating, marketing, recruiting and worked in the kitchen cooking and baking. The opening party I advertised attracted hundreds of people but I found myself if a vulnerable situation as the woman who owned the business was very unbalanced with clear mental health problems and I discovered she had no intention of giving me the contract that she told me was coming continuously. Then, less than two weeks into opening, Covid peaked. We were forced to close and I was told I was no longer welcome in the building that I had been living in while creating the business. I moved into a small gite down the road but was unable to pay the rent so moved into a small chalet of a lady stuck in the UK who needed someone to feed her cat during lockdown. I don’t know what I would have done otherwise as I had nowhere to live and no money. I found myself in a strange country with nothing and then could not find work during lockdown. I spent three months out of work but when lockdown ended I managed to find small odd jobs to pay for tax declarations and work needed for my car which needed a new timing belt and nearly 900 spent on it. As work was so scarce here I set up my own business using the contacts I had established with the previous venture. Covid however has decimated everything and now because of the costs of setting up the business, finding deposits and rent for the building, I am now drowning in debt and feeling completely overwhelmed and depressed. I am desperately trying to make the business work and am branching out to selling online shortly but I need to find a way to clear my debts as I am spiralling more and more out of control and am terrified. I have been so anxious I want to go to the doctor to get medication but that would in turn cost more money that I can’t afford. If I could find away to eliminate the debt I am sure I would feel much better in myself anyway. I have been to the bank and asked for help but there is nothing they can do. I also asked if there was anyway I could get a small loan to buy a home here so I could have some security but they cannot do. I feel like i’m drowning and there is no way out. I am looking for donations from anyone that is in a position to help. Even a loan that I could pay back in a few years time would help. Anything really. It is humiliating to write this but I have to find a solution rather than have a breakdown. If anyone could help please let me know. Thank you for your time.

My paypal me link is:

https://paypal.me/merle208

Last Updated: September 16, 2020

Critical spine injury due to parachute accident. Desperately in need of 4383€ to cover unplanned medical expenses.

To all my readers. I will begin by thanking you for taking the time to read through this plead. I recently sustained a tremendous amount of damage to my spine in a military parachute accident. My spine has been twisted due to unforseem landing in a forest and it has currently veen 4 months that I have been placed on Morphine, Diazepam, Tramadol, lamaline and numerous other medications to keep my extreme pain under control. The medication itself has taken a huge strain on my body and mind and I have lost a small but noticable force in my legs , back and private area. I’m bound by two crutches and a back brace to keep my spine from moving and to remove all unnecessary pressure from my back.
Unfortunately due to the COVID-19 outbreak I had to hospitalized at home for 3 months with equipment provided by the hospital itself. Luckily I have a very supportive and brave woman in my life who provides and helps me throughout all my daily needs, which includes washing and cleaning up when I have unfortunate accidents in bed or when I need to get changed or even put my socks on. Without her love and support I would not have been able to keep my mind intact. I was finally able to be hospitalized itself a week ago due to the number of COVID-19 patients decreasing, and luckily my military medical fund has paid for a extremely large amount of my medical bills for which I will always be grateful… But without my knowledge and to a big surprise, they did not cover all of it. I recently recieved a medical bill of 3097.07 € , which came as a huge mental shock. Unfortunately due to the circumstances, my lady has not been working to help me in my daily needs, and my monthly pay that I still recieve will not even come close to paying these bills before the due date at the end of November 2020. I have tried taking a loan from the bank but because of the loan I took for my house a year ago, they unfortunately could not assist me In any more funds. This is a one time payment that I have to make due to numerous equipment and patches I had to use during my hospitalization at home. All my other medical expenses forward will be handled by my assurance, including my spine surgery. But I am in desperate need to pay off this Debt of 3097.07€

If anyone is willing to help me during a time where the whole world is in struggle. I WILL BE FOREVER GRATEFUL. Any donation, big or small, will take a big load off of our chests and minds. I have attached a screenshot to give you the idea of the medical bill

paypal.me/pararotic

Thank you, and Be safe.

– Morné

Last Updated: September 14, 2020

Help with IVF – only Chance

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The picture shows me age 9, holding my little brother, and being 100% certain, that I would have my own kids one day. Back then I never saw myself having a specific occupation or even a husband, but I couldn’t see a future without children.

Well, sometimes life gives you lemons and it gave me a whole bunch of them.

When I had a routine check up at my gynaecologist with bloodwork, my hormone levels did not look good and they explained that the hormone that indicates the egg reserve is very low for my age. At 30 thought that I had at least a few more years to worry about that, so it came as a surprise.

While my levels were low, but not at menopause level, they recommended to start trying for a pregnancy rather sooner than later. This may sound easy when you’re married, but I’m single and had to do some research about possible options.

I decided to look for a private sperm donor (via cup/syringe method) and found the most amazing guy, who did not only drive about 400 km a month to my house to give his donation, but did not even want any money in return. He is a loving father to his own kids and I would have loved for him to be my child’s biological father.
But that would have been too easy.

After months and months of trying with the cup method, I finally got an appointment for a laparoscopy and sadly, the hormone levels where only a small problem compared to what they found.

Endometriosis and completely blocked fallopian tubes. They removed as much of the endometriosis as they could and flushed the tubes, but the chances of them being blocked again after only a few months are very high and the endometriosis was rather severe and can come back.

According to the doctors, chances of getting pregnant without an IVF are slim to none.

Unfortunately, Germany is not the best place to live when it comes to IVF and being a single woman. Only a few fertility clinics accept single women, so I will have to travel out of state for every appointment. Insurance only covers some of the costs when you are a married couple. And those costs are very high. A single try will cost about 6500 Euros (including spermbank costs and medication), and the chances of getting pregnant are about 25% with each try. While I do have a masters degree and a secure job that pays enough to raise a child on my own, these expenses won`t be possible without a loan or some help.
Waiting and putting more money aside is not an option, since my egg reserve hormone levels are already low and egg donation is not legal in Germany.

So here I am, writing to total strangers, hoping that there are people out there, that understand this wish of being a parent. I want first days of school, reading bedtime stories, and building forts in the woods. I want to kiss the pain away when they fall, hold them at their first heartbreak, and have dance parties in the living room. I want to good times and the hard times. I just want to be a mom. I would gladly consider adoption, but it is nearly impossible to adopt as a single in Germany, it’s even hard for couples.

This kid would grow up with the most amazing grandparents and uncle, surrounded by 4 languages, and most importantly, lots of love.

Thank you so much for taking the time to read my story and considering to help.

Last Updated: September 13, 2020

I really need to help my best Friend

Hello everyone

Here is Davit. Unfortunately 2020 was not so good year for many people, one of them is my best friend.Current moment my best friend is stucked in debts and he is on way to lose his business. He helps lot of customers with his business, he did everything for me, / I am healthy again only cause of his help ( ready to show all prove)/ and now in this hard times I want to help him as much as possible. I am trying to do my best, but unfortunately I do not have any permanent job. I tried to ask my friends for help, but the amount of money which he needs, unfortunately is big and it’s really difficult for us to earn that money during few months. Current moment we could save 2000$ but we need overall 7000$ to cover my friend debts. We would never write about this case, but the situation force us to go to this step. Every $ You send will be a BIG HELP for my friend. When this website allows us share more info (personal information, about our business, ) we would be ready to do it too as a prove.

We hope to hear from You soon.
And thanks a lot in Advance

https://paypal.me/fxvip2020