My beautiful fiancee and I want to start living. Both of our lives have SUCKED due to our parents and mental health issues. We finally started to learn how to live THIS year. My dad died and it changed my world. It made us wake up. IT was so sudden…I don’t want to waste my life anymore. I can’t. We have been scared for so long to take the leap to move out and FINALLY do the things that are healthy and good for us.

US

We are two 23 year old women, madly in love since high school. We have now been together for 7 years. Not one huge argument. Not one breakup. We hold each other up and I never knew I could have something so beautiful in life.

We are a**holes, but the kind that loves to roast their friends but also shows up at their doorstep with soup and medicine when you need us.

We do EVERYTHING we can for our siblings and friends. Both of my siblings are struggling to pay for college, and I have been trying to help them make payments because I want them to follow their dreams, they are SO TALENTED. My brother is an AMAZING cinematographer. Only 19, but we all truly think he can make it. Want to see his stuff? let me know.

OUR PROMISE:  I get it. Why us? Well, because I SWEAR to you, we won’t let you down. We just want to enjoy life and that starts with starting to pay off our debt. We want to TRAVEL, we want PETS, we want to ADOPT, we want to GIVE BACK, we want to VOLUNTEER, we want to EXPLORE.

OUR PLAN

Pay debts, save money, move out within the next 6 months. We are both currently applying for higher positions jobs since we just graduated, and currently doing interviews. And…cat. We want to adopt a cat to love.

DONORS

Want updates? Want to know more about us? E-mail us. MunozTiwari at gmail.com

PAYPAL paypal.me/MunozTiwari

Hello to anyone reading this and thank you for taking the time to do so.

My name is Jesse, I’m 25 years old and to be honest, I’ve never done anything like this before. Back in October of 2018, I was really sick for the whole month and was nearly hospitalized. While I managed to get better towards the end, I ended up losing my Seasonal job that paid me $14 an hour 8-5pm Monday-Friday and had to make my dog walking side job into my full time job to pay rent. While my body was better, my mental health sank more and more until the stress of finding a new job, living on very little paychecks, getting behind on payments, house moving issues, car issues between my roommates and myself, and countless of other little things which eventually caused me to enter into a very dark place. On December 7th, I tried to commit suicide. I was officially hospitalized in the Psychiatric ward specifically to help with victims of trauma (which is a backstory not really needed here).

While I was hospitalized, I was informed that along with being diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD), Major Anxiety Disorder, Major Depressive Disorder, PTSD, I was going to have to be on 4 different kinds of medication and see a therapist to help. I no longer have the health insurance to pay for these medications anymore or for visiting my therapist/psychiatrist. After being released, I tried bouncing back into the swing of walking dogs again until my number 1 client canceled his dog services with me and all the available walks are atleast 9+ miles from my location and I cannot currently afford the gas to use most of it for just one dog (if I get so lucky now since business has really died down due to the holidays and snowy weather).

Most recently, our city had a major snow storm which caused over 800+ people to lose power and you guessed it, I was one of those “lucky” people. I’m still hunting for another job, but I really need some help just getting caught back up after this terrible storm and turn 2019 around.

The following is just a few of the major things I really need help with:
-Car payment is $900
-Credit Card is $1800
-Car Insurance due at the end of January which is $500
-Rent that is due at the end of the month is $110
-Utilities round to $150 because of needing to use heat
-Replacing the food lost in the snow storm which can be $50-100
-Gas for Car would be $40 for a full tank

Any kind of sent amount would help out a lot and you can use the paypal link below! Even just having $5 sent can help put gas into my car or be able to get some cat food for my sweet kitty who lost his homemade kitty foods. Thank you once more for your kindness in reading this, and I hope you have a blessed day. <3

paypal.me/misswitchraven

Hi.

I’m not quite sure who might come across this request, if anyone, so I hope it’s understandable if I keep identifying information to a minimal. I’m like everyone else here, as far as I can tell. You never expect yourself to end up in the position of begging others for money until that time comes. And I’m sorry. I can assure you that none of us would be here if we weren’t desperate.

So, why am I here? To be truly honest with you, I feel like a fool for making a post along with all these other people with serious issues. I do not have any medical bills that need to be paid, no lawyers that I need to hire, I wouldn’t even consider my family that poor off financially. However, I am a minor. I am still in High School, and it’s reached a point where I can no longer ask my parents for help with this. They don’t think that it’s worthwhile, and I can understand why. I’ve not let on how serious my condition has become.

A few months ago this year, I tried to kill myself. Then, I met the most amazing boy I have ever seen in my life. He was perfect, and soon he was mine. However, he was also abusive. He made me feel worthless. He’d tell me one day that I was the love of his life, and the next that I should end it. He drained me of all my energy with the holy trinity of abuse I’d go through everyday and I effectively ruined my life because I stopped caring. Now, I’m trying really hard to care again. Which is why I need the money. It’s my last hope. I need it for a lot of things, so I won’t get into that, but in the end it all surmises to a form of personal therapy. Whether that be some hobby that requires funding or literal therapy, unfortunately most of the things that can bring you joy in life require the assistance of money. And I know that if I cannot find a way to fund myself for that joy that I will very soon meet my death by means of my own hands.

I wish I could offer something in return. I’d get a job if I could, but that’s a process that takes far longer than I’m able to wait. I’d write anything, but there’s not really a service out there that accepts writing in exchange for currency write off the bat. I’d do anything, but I do not have access to anything. I don’t expect anyone to give me anything, not even a dollar or two. Hell, I don’t even expect anyone to read this. But if you do, whoever you are, wherever you, whatever your own circumstances are: I hope you’re okay. I hope you’re happy. If you are, treasure that. Treasure all that you have and I know it sounds cliché, but truly be thankful for that happiness. And if you’re not happy, I’m so sorry. You’re not alone, and I know that means nothing, but do know that I understand. Maybe not the exact situation you’re in, but I understand how even waking up is a struggle when it feels like you have nothing to wake up for. I sincerely hope one day you’ll have a reason. I wouldn’t wish the torment I’m in upon anyone. I believe we’re all fundamentally good people, so do forgive yourself for any mistakes you have made. That does not mean to pretend that they never happened, but if you cannot learn to forgive then you will never be able to move on. I hope the world has and will give you all you deserve and more.

Thank you x

https://paypal.me/forforeverme

Hello, I am thankful to have your attention. Even if you do not donate, thank you for your time. I’ll give a quick run down for those that don’t wish to read my story fully, and then tell the story in full detail.

Quick rundown: I have mental disabilities, I came from a dysfunctional family, was never taught how to be an adult, ended up homeless, started going to college and was living off my financial aid, I was then placed on academic suspension and lost my apartment despite trying to save it by working at McDonalds, needed up living with my Aunt who tormented me, I was trained to be a CNA, injured myself while working as a CNA, ended up homeless once more, I now live with my boyfriend but we’re both completely trapped in his parents home as we are very isolated and both of us are unable to drive.

Goals: I want to move IN town with my boyfriend so we can be independent, ie go shopping on our own, get a job or go back to school (maybe both), and take care of bills…

paypal.me/MissYennon

Okay. If you want to know more, I’ll better explain now.

I have mental disabilities that have made my life difficult. Growing up, my family had their own business, so I dropped out of school to dedicate myself to their business. I foolishly believed that we would always have our business and didn’t bother with an education, or even thought about the possibility of other careers. My family unfortunately became addicted to drugs, and we fell apart very fast. We lost our business, our home, all our nice things. We starved. We became homeless. When we got back on our feet, that’s when my mental issues worsened. I developed a panic disorder that was debilitating, and caused me anguish for the next three years before I finally got the help I desperately needed. I eventually found the strength to start up my education again in my late twenties. I earned my GED, went to college, and with my financial aid I got myself a little apartment. For the first time in my life I felt free and comfortable in my own skin. I even got healthier, working out and eating healthier! School was amazing, and I did pretty well at it. Until all I had left was math… at first, I was decent at it. But of course, it get harder, I just couldn’t understand it, and no matter how much I studied, I didn’t get it and ultimately failed two quarters in a row, placing me in academic suspension. Since I lived off my financial aid, I knew this was really bad. I did everything I could to keep my apartment, keep food in the fridge, and keep the lights on, but I completely failed at it. Despite trying to work at McDonalds, my anxiety got me in trouble and I wasn’t given anymore hours. I was forced to move in with my aunt, who made me hate myself even more. While living with her, I attempted to kill myself twice. I was so miserable, and I felt so unloved.

Things turned around a little when I decided to train to be a CNA (Certified Nursing Assistant). At first, I did okay at it. But after three months of work, I injured myself assisting in lifting a resident. My employers and co-workers proceeded to treat me like garbage while I was on light duty, until I quit. I ended up homeless because I couldn’t stand living with my aunt anymore. Thankfully, I met the love of my life and I moved in with him and his parents almost two years ago.

As much as I love his family, I can’t stand living so isolated. I am stuck on a hill ten miles out of town, can’t go on long walks because of wild life, I don’t drive so I can’t go into town to do my own grocery shopping, and I can’t rely on his parent to drive me into town for events or work (even if I offer to pay for gas), because they complain if we want to leave. If there were a bus system, we would take it, but there isn’t (and no, there’s no Uber or Lyft service in our area).

I would very much like to have a fresh start so I can tackle my debts and student loans, and start a family with my boyfriend. If you choose to help me, I will be forever grateful, and pay it forward!

paypal.me/MissYennon

Hi there. My name is Morgan but you can call me tired because that’s what I can mostly identify with right now. I’m 25 years old, I’m full time mom and wife and part time waitress. I have two wonderful little and one amazing big kid (husband). Just like any new married couple and new parents we have made our financial mistakes. Unfortunately when your young you don’t realize you could be paying for those mistakes in years to come. On days where I want to be enjoying my family and reading my babies bed time stories and cooking hot meals for the family, I’m waitress most nights so we can afford to pay off debt. Not bills, rent, groceries, just debt. I have to sacrifice precious fleeting time with my growing babies and my husband and give it to debt. If you have debt you know it’s like a endless weight on your shoulders and you can’t ever seem to take that deep breath because it’s always there reminding you of what you can’t do because of it. It follows you around, it holds you back, it makes you live a life you might not have chosen for yourself but have to lead. My plee to whoever reads this, is help set my family free. Help me break the chains of debt and high monthly payments that could be going to a savings fund, college fun, emergency fund! I just want to be set free. Free to be with my family day and NIGHT, free to be a traditional yet uncommon family where I can be with my kids and raise them and not feel so held back by something so shackled as debt. I’m here because I’ve been doing it on my own, on our own for too long. And sometimes you just need to ask for a little help, a little forgiveness and a little faith. Help me and my family have a fresh start and take our first deep breath in the new year debt free!!

My goal is 50,000 to pay off all credit cards, debt consolidation and cars!!

paypal.me/mamabearkemplin

Hello, My name is Tim and I’m 30 years old and recently went back to school.

I don’t really know where to begin because I feel like this is a last resort that I can turn to.

I’m currently in a total of $10,000 debt due to negligence my past years. I stopped going to college for a while because my parents wanted me to pursue Nursing or something in the medical field ( I’m asian) . I didn’t want to to pursue that so for a few years I just decided to work and got stuck working at server jobs because I didn’t learn any new skills.

I want to be a photographer. A lot of my friends believe in my talents, and I recently went back to school last semester to get into event photography and also learn motion graphics. My mom wanted me to go back to school and do dental assisting but as I was signing up for classes I asked myself if I’d be happy in the long run and I know I won’t by living out my parents wishes instead of mine.

My grandfather passed away two years ago right after having a conversation with him through FaceTime, telling me that whatever I do I should do it and no matter what I should be happy for myself. A year ago, my father recently got in contact with me through facebook. I have never met my father since he left when I was born, but I learned to forgive him because we’re all human and make mistakes in our lives. But he told me to pursue my passion which is why I went back to school and study photography. My grandfathers last words telling me to live my life and my father whom I’ve never met telling me to pursue my passion is what’s driving me to get my life together. I was raised by my grandparents until I was 10 then moved to America with my mom and my step father was very abusive to me when I was younger so I don’t have a steady relationship with my family.

I have learned this past semester that I have the ability to be great in my craft and other professionals and classmates acknowledging it, but I’m still working two serving jobs back to back, living paycheck to paycheck, and feel like I would never get out of debt and pursue my dreams.

I made it my goal this year to try and get signed with an artist and use my photography to travel and hopefully visit Germany where my real father is and see him for the first time. Helping me clear my debt would give me more time to learn more skills and be a full time student to fulfill my goal sometime in the future. Part of the money would also go to helping me claim my business name so I can start doing freelance photography once im out of debt so I can earn money through photography. Any amount would be greatly appreciated.

Please and thank you and have a safe new year and I hope your goals and wishes are answered this year as well.

https://paypal.me/tjardiel13

Hello, I am asking for any donations to help me fund a food/clothing pantry for my community. I know firsthand how it feels not to have enough food for my family. I am almost certain someone else is going through this. I also know that most community food/clothing pantries run out of supplies or they are not doing right by their donations. It hurts my heart as a mother to think that some children are going without proper food, clothes, and shoes.  I know this is a big donation request because this is a big dream for me to do. Also, donations will be used for Christmas and another holiday help. This is a desire placed in me from God; so, I take this project with great responsibility. I will use this money to follow the necessary steps in making this happen. I just need like-minded people who believe in this as much as I do. I plan on eventually adding other things to help the youth succeed in the neighborhood. Like networking with summer job options and helping them through the application process. They may need interviewing clothes, and I want to be able to provide that for them with your help. Simple things to some people mean the world to another. For example, haircuts for boys. Those are some of the things your donations can go towards. This will start in my home and grow to a location. The question is, will you be a part of it? It is going to happen because God put this in my heart to do. Once in an actual location, more things are possible. For example, an after-school study spot on a scheduled day of the week. One day we may have a game night. Or depending on the type of building, a sleep-in; where they can watch movies eat and just be kids. Some kids live amongst stress and heaviness causing them to miss out on being a kid. Donations could help community kids see and experience things they may never experience at home. I believe in this so much, and I am willing to dedicate my energy to this. Some people are down on their luck and needs a little push. And some children are lacking proper food, clothes, and good childhood memories. The youth are our future, and if you decide to donate to something donate to the future success of the community and the children. Thank you for your time and consideration and I hope to hear from you soon.

lets be honest, if i was good with money i probably wouldn’t be here. does it mean i don’t learn my lessons? no i have learned how to manage my money but the problem is i have dug myself into a 6 year hole and my ankles are broken and my pockets are hemorrhaging. its sad but its the truth.

to start from the beginning i was 21 years old and got a nice factory job. within the first 3 months of working there i received 3 pay bumps and had a vast amount of things to learn and do. life was good and i couldn’t wait to get to work and start earning that cushy pay check, all that money made life seem so easy… I’m sure you see where we are going with this.

it was simple at first trying to impress my new girlfriend with trinkets and toys big and small. since then i have seen how useless most of it was. it all was either thrown away or collects dust in my current basement, but i was making decent money and i didn’t care. I bought a decent car not knowing that a 14% APR was terrible and the place i bought it from was a scam, again i was young didn’t think anything of it. then got my self a nice apartment to have my alone space and spent my days playing video games to pass the time, being with my girlfriend and our 5 animals we have since acquired, and working.

fast forward to the beginning of 2018 i just went through my second lung collapse between now and February of 2017, i am living with my girlfriend in a bigger apartment, and  i am an angry shell of a human working the same monotonous position i have been for the past 5 years making the same pay, focusing my mind on other knowledge and a way out of this hell hole of a job and my lingering debt.  i was unofficially leading a group of people and have had close to 40 people i have trained and watch move past me or quit, through the years i would acquire more responsibility but no more pay, i had learned everything that was needed to do the job well for the company and more, but it wasn’t enough. the company was growing bigger and didn’t care about me, i was a number making numbers and they wanted more numbers.  the company had a 30% retention rate and i was working 12 hour days 6 days a week and still falling deeper into multiple holes physically, mentally and emotionally. I  just wanted something new and have developed a debt i didn’t know how to fix, somewhere in the $15,000 range trying to push my money from one bank or credit card too another realizing that it is just snowballing into something bigger and something i cannot control.

it was about the end of may. the long grueling summer hours made the world creep by slowly and any sign of an end to this hell was far from my grasp. i had been working tirelessly and found out that i finally can have a two day weekend, it was a dream come true. i came into work, just another day no knowing what was was about to happen. i was told by my boss that we were being forced to work that Saturday and like that my dreams of an extra day of relaxation was shattered. it may not seem like a lot while I’m writing this but that anger that was building in me over the years and had about enough, i snapped. long story shot i was walked out that day and never returned. (just to reassure you it wasn’t violent i just screamed a lot and scared that hell out of a couple people.) that drive home was probably the most scared/relieved i had ever felt in my entire life. the only thoughts going through my head were I’m finally done with that hell hole, how am i going to pay my bills,  and what if my lung collapses again. my girlfriend was surprisingly supportive and not upset at all.

round about the end of June we were getting kicked out of our apartment and having 5 animals gave us little room to find a good place in a timely manner but we found a small one bedroom apartment that allowed some animals (we may have stretched the truth a little to get it) and at $800/ month this was going to hurt a bit. i  was bouncing around from one job to another finding that same company BS i just dealt with and was looking for something better, something more gratifying, something worth my effort as a human.  then finally  i found it, a job that i can work hard be recognized and rewarded for it. a job that has a seemingly endless amount of knowledge to learn and good people to work with. BUT its a part time job and I’m getting payed about half of what i was at that factory, now i just need another job to go with it.

and that’s where i am writing this story from now, I’ve learned a bit through this collection of experiences. i am currently interviewing for  positions in other places ready to do nothing but work to get me out of this hole. I’m about 20k in debt, my car just was repossessed, and we cant make rent on time. so weather you decide to throw a few bucks at me because you enjoyed my little story or pass on me because of the vast amount of other people a bit more deserving of help than me, i plan on getting out of this hole with your help or not.

paypal.me/perspective216

This plea for help is a difficult one for me to make; there are so many desperate requests here for medical relief, funeral expenses, and a myriad of other tragic, life-altering situations. It makes me feel that my own appeal is a bit silly by comparison. Nevertheless, this problem is very close to my own heart, and has haunted me for over a year. I don’t know where else to turn, and the kindness of strangers has proven to be my last refuge. Hopefully somebody here will read this and take pity upon me.

My favorite book in the world is Charles Dickens’ A Christmas Carol. For various reasons, it has had a profound and lasting effect on my life from the time I was a small child. For years–most my life, in fact–my dream was to own a true first edition copy of it. A few years ago that wish was granted, at the expense of something even more dear to me: the life of my grandmother. She died of pancreatic cancer in the summer of 2015, a single illness among many which finally carried her off to her eternal rest after a period of long suffering. Suffice it to say, she knew her time was coming before it did.

Christmas was always my grandmother’s favorite time of year, and she was a generous gift-giver; i’d be hard pressed to think of something that made her happier. In the final year of her life, she became pretty certain that she would not make it to the next Christmas, and wanted to do something very special for her grandchildren. She and my grandfather (he had passed a few year prior) had amassed a fairly respectable amount of money over the course of their lives, and rather than leave a sum of cash to her grandchildren, or leave it to her children to decide what the successive generation would receive when she was gone, she endeavored to get us each the one gift which we had always desired, but was too extravagant to hope for. She wanted us to have these gifts and see our happiness in receiving them before she died. In my case, it was a beautiful first edition copy of A Christmas Carol. I don’t know how much, specifically, it cost, but most comparable copies go for between $10,000 and $15,000. I know this without doubt, because last year I made the most regrettable decision of my entire life.

By autumn of last year, I found myself without a running car, stuck in a cramped one bedroom apartment, and with a baby on the way. My spouse and I both have massive student loan debt and poor credit (a story which is sadly familiar to many, I know), and rather than take on more debts or run up credit cards and the like, we turned to selling off some of our more valuable possessions. I am not a materialistic person by nature, and parted with many items which were dear to me and have never looked back or questioned the decision. But in a bid for quick cash, I sold the gift my grandmother had so generously given to me.

And now it haunts me. I have lost sleep over it, I have had periods when I have become physically ill at the thought of what I’ve done. This book was more than a thing, and I didn’t realize that fact to its truest extent until it was already out of my hands. At the time, I was in a bad way and thought that what my grandma would have wanted more than anything else is for my family and me to be financially secure while starting a family. And I might have been correct in that assumption, but it certainly doesn’t feel like I did the right thing. It eats away at me, it pervades my every moment, and it nags at the back of my mind even during moments of joy with my dearly loved spouse and precious new daughter.

My hope is to track down the book and try to buy it back or, failing that, to replace it with a copy of comparable quality. My grandmother wanted me to have that book, and I’m determined to reclaim her final gift to me. The problem is, though we are in slightly improved financial straits, we certainly don’t have the funds to make such a grand purchase.

I made a horrible mistake. My mental and emotional state suffer as a result. If anyone out there has the power to do so, please donate to my cause and help me with this. I know that my plight pales in comparison to those of others seeking help for far more pressing dilemmas; but know that for me, this is imperative, I need this; I can’t move on from it, and I fear that this regret will consume me.

Please–help me raise the money to re-purchase A Christmas Carol and set my weary mind at ease. Thank you and best wishes!

https://paypal.me/ThankYouAken8108

Hey!

I just wanted to say thank you for reading this and I am not one to ask for money I was raised to do everything on my own. I’m stuck and honestly a bit freaked out. I am trying but it isn’t working. If you can just drop a good wish or a pray my way would be excellent, as I don’t really don’t why I am doing this, and don’t think I am really legitimate to ask for help to people I don’t even know. I just feel I should give it a try.

Any donation amount would be extremely appreciated in helping me get back on my feet.

About Me:

My name is Sean. I am a college student and a single father. I found out I had a son when he was 5 months old, he’s now 9 months old (the mom and I are friends, she’s pregnant with another guys kid). I do have a job that pays me around $50(average) every two weeks. I am in school and trying to better myself for my son’s future. I have Asperger(A developmental disorder characterized by significant difficulties in social interaction and nonverbal communication, along with restricted and repetitive patterns of behavior and interests,) it interferes with my daily life, however I am still working to be something my son can look up too.

Owed:

I just recently had my debit card stolen which has made my life a bit more hectic.

I am asking for $5,000 but $2,000 will put a good dent in my debt and give me a bit of breathing room.

Any donation amount would be extremely appreciated in helping me get back on my feet.

I did pay of around $1,000 a few months back. Pretty proud of myself there.

Again, thank you so much for reading this. Anything you do or say helps.

https://paypal.me/flamelier

Hello, my name is Mario.

I am asking for some type of help for I am drowning in debt. I am doing everything I can to get out of it. I have 4 kids who are not with me at the moment. They are across seas in Japan living with their mother. I don’t have nor can I start a savings funds for my kids because it seems like every time I try to get ahead another bump comes out of nowhere stopping me in my path. Their mother does not work so I continue to send money across every month. I have about $25,000 in debt that I seriously need to get rid of so I can have a peace of mind and I can start saving for my kid’s future. I feel ashamed asking for help but I am at my last option. I understand I am in the military but its not cutting it for me. I love my kids with all my heart but if I can’t have the financial stability to support them then I will have failed as a father and I don’t want that to ever happen. Every day I wake up and I don’t see them is like having a nightmare with no one to comfort me. I am getting really tired of trying to consolidate everything when that’s just another bill added to my stress about saving money. I just want everything to go away all at once and not have to worry about living pay check to pay check like I am doing now. It hurts already when I cant see my kids how I want to see them and it also hurts to them “no kids daddy doesn’t have the money for it right now”. Growing up my father and mother didn’t have much but they did what they could to keep a roof over our head, clothes on our back, and food in our stomachs. I know that was hard on them, I saw it in their eyes everyday not knowing if they could continue to provide for us. I don’t want that same feeling for my kids. I just want to be debt free and start a new financial life but on a clean sheet. I know I am asking for much anything can help even if it’s a little. I really there is someone out there who can help me get out of this endeavor and help regain my sense of stability. Please help and God Bless you.

paypal.me/conair601

Hey everyone, I gotta start by saying you’ve gotta be one kind person to even be reading this lol. Anyway, I’m going to be as honest as I possibly can. I feel bad even posting this, but I guess it can’t hurt to ask. I messed up pretty bad. I dropped out of school to go be with the “love of my life” (what a fucking joke) and when he rejected me, I fell into the wrong crowd and started using prescription drugs. It wasn’t very long before I found myself using harder drugs and trying to find more elusive ways to avoid working. I met a guy, pretty awesome, if I do say so myself, and he convinced me to get help. I spent three months in rehab and three more months in a sober living facility and proud to say I’m coming up on nonentity months clean. However, in all that mess, I ruined my credit, a few of my teeth are fucked up and it really messes with my confidence. I used to have such a pretty smile and now I’m scared to laugh out loud. I totaled a car, and pawned anything of value. I’m not really sure what I’m even asking for to be completely honest, but I just need a little help getting back to normal. I just took a job with a big car manufacturing company. I’ve never worked in a plant before. It’s always been restaurants for me. I’m a bit nervous to even start, but I know normal people get paychecks and balance their money and save and set goals and achieve those goals. So, I’m starting to do that myself. It’s only $12/hr, but it’s a decent start I think.

Here are the goals I’ve set so far:

• Acquire Dental Insurance and fix the teeth that bother me the most
• Pay off at least three of the loans I’ve taken out.
• Buy a decent camera and microphone (I’ve always wanted to start a YouTube channel just as a hobby and anything that keeps me busy is a good thing at this point lol)
• Save $900 and my parents will help me buy a car to get back and forth to work with.
• Put back at least $200 every month until it’s $5,000 (emergency funds)
• Pay back the three medical bills I owe from when I didn’t have insurance and start to rebuild my credit.

There are of course other things I want, I’d like to get my PlayStation back and pay back a few friends that were kind enough to loan me money that I wasted on drugs, but I would like to achieve the bulleted goals first. I know it can all be done and I should just be patient, but any help would be so greatly appreciated and one day I want to pay it forward if I get any help. I mean truly embarrassed to even post this and must have deleted it at least four times, but idk. Maybe there’s someone out there who can help or relates to the struggle. Hell, I’d even be happy with a nice job offer. If you read this far, I just want to thank you so much for even taking out the time. I really and truly appreciate it. Thanks again. Love and blue skies 😘

paypal.me/dgrayson23

We have fallen on hard times and it is only getting harder.  My husband and I are asking for help. We work hard and try hard. We are wanting to own our own home. I am 41 and my husband is 31. We found out several months ago that I am pregnant. We never thought I would get pregnant due to some health issues. My last pregnancy was 20 years ago. We have a beautiful 20 year old daughter as a result. We thought we would spoil grandkids before I would be pregnant. We had in our minds after that many years I would never get pregnant but God changed our plans. We were living in a 3 bedroom singlwide which was suitable size. The issues with it was there was black mold all throughout the trailer and the roof was caving in and leaking on us. With me being pregnant we had to move. The mold was making me sick. Our grandmother offered for us to move in with her so we did. We moved from Tennessee to North Carolina. The issue we have now is we can’t find work where we are. We have been commuting back to Tennessee, when our funds allow us, just to work. We want to move back to Tennessee to raise our son. We miss our jobs there. We miss our family and friends there. Another issue that is soon coming is, soon I will have to go on to maternity leave. Which will also cut our income down. Income is part of our problem to move. We are low income as it is and our credit scores are not high enough to acquire a loan. We don’t want to live above our means. We do not want a huge home just one of suitable size to raise our son and to call our own. We are tired of paying everyone else’s bills and mortgage by paying rent. This is why we are turning to anyone/everyone to help. Please help us to have a stable/suitable home for us to raise our son in. Thank you for your time.

I have made a lot of stupid mistakes in my life – perhaps the stupidest mistake is to start taking out loans to pay bills in times of need.

I recently lost my job and I have found another but at a significant pay loss. I am currently not even making enough to pay them monthly without working overtime. And while I realize this is no one’s fault but my own, I can’t help but wonder if there is anyone out there that would help me 0 out my debt entirely so it no longer burdens me.

I am asking for donations adding up to $75,000 to pay off everything. Even my grandmother who has helped me so much and I’ll never be able to repay her before she passes.

I can’t even fathom how much it would mean to be debt-free. It’s such a looming weight at all times over me…

I have a picture of my monthly debtor’s bills – the $0.00 represent repetitive bills (rent, car insurance, etc.)

https://paypal.me/jnich91

Thanks for reading..

I’m going to be thirty next year. I’ve spent the last decade of my life living off of credit cards to make up for what my minimum wage jobs wouldn’t cover.

My dad was a logger in a very depressed rural community. My family was and is still very poor. I knew I wanted to get out of my hometown and surrounding area but I didn’t have the resources to move. Eventually I found a way out by enrolling in college and taking out student loans. The student loans helped me afford to put down a deposit on an apartment in Portland, OR. That was the beginning of the cycle of poverty/using credit cards to fill in the gaps.

I closed my cards and was dutifully making the monthly payments before I lost my last job. In the matter of 9 months all of my debt has gone into collections and I’m being threatened with garnishment of my wages which only come out to about $700 net.

Bankruptcy is basically the only choice at this point but I need $1700 to file. I’m behind on bills already and only have $13 to my name as I’m writing this. I don’t know how I’m ever going to save up that amount and I don’t know how to survive on less than $700 a month if my wages get garnished.

Please, anything would be a massive help. I’m asking for $1700 but I know that’s a lot. I want to enjoy my life before I wake up one day and realized I wasted it all hustling at low paying jobs trying to catch up.

Thank you for reading!

paypal.me/juliannagreenie

Hi there, I have been wanting to do this for some time now, but with everything the world has to offer me… such as bills and that thing called life i am unable to save up and get a computer mic and all the things needed to start live streaming. It has been a dream for me to try and out and hope to be successful in doing so. I feel I can put out positive messages out there while streaming as well entertain people while playing games and talking to whomever may be watching the stream. My goal is to build a computer that can handle all the necessity’s needed. I am not one to ask for much help in life, but is has been a big dream for me to do this. And i have tried to save for parts here and there but life always gets in the way and i end up having to spend what money i save. I have a son and i want to offer him a better life, and i hope in the long run i could be a successful streamer and show him that whatever you want to do in your life there is money to be made. I want him to know that there are so many options out there, although i do want to see him to go to collage and experience things that i have not cause i choose to ignore my options when i was young, and i regret that, but you know things happen, and now in this time i want to make a better living for myself and my son, i am exploring a path to become a electrician, i have my apprentice license, now just need to set up schooling, and i was hoping to be a full time student and stream for the other half and see where that takes me. I love video games sense i was young, and would love to show the world how much i love gaming and hope that i can bring joy to those who also share that passion. Anyway i don’t know what else to say. Just hope whoever takes the time to read this enjoyed what i had to say even though it may be all all over the place lol. wasn’t the best when it came to writing. Have a wonderful day!

paypal.me/Stebra776

Hello.  I am a 48 year old mother of 4 who is desperate for someone to give me a chance with a personal loan or outright gift.  I am going to be truly honest about my situation and pray that someone out there is willing to help me.  I have not been financially responsible throughout the past 10 years of my life and I am regretting this terribly.  I have credit card and medical bill debt that is so high that I can’t keep up with it and have had to try for so many loans with no success and my credit score is very low now.  I pray multiple times a day for God to send me an angel to guide me toward the help I need to get my life back on track.  It hurts me tremendously to look at my kids knowing how bad of a situation their mother is in and that I did this to myself and them.  I’m scared that it will impact them negatively soon and that is my worst fear.  They do not deserve to have this stress or embarrassment put on them because of my bad decisions.  I am about $70,000 in debt and my job does not cover near the minimum due each month.  I have so much stress and fear every day that I don’t know what to do anymore.  I love my family and my life to the fullest and I makes me sick that I let things get to the point that I can’t enjoy my family.  I worry every time I open my mail or answer my phone that it will be legal action against me.  I have truly found God during this time and ask him for his help multiple times a day.  If I could just have someone willing to give me a chance I will turn my life around and pay it forward.  My hope is that if I am blessed with another chance, that I can then help someone else in need later.  My upbringing was to be more responsible and I have failed my family.  This has been such an eye opener and I am grateful for the opportunity to ask for the help I need.  It is a very humbling experience.  Thank you for your consideration and God bless you. [Read more…]

https://paypal.me/luv4thelostwords

Hello,

My name is Morgan. I am making this fundraiser to hopefully get my bestfriend home to Washington state from Georgia. Josh (my bestfriend) hasnt been home to see his family in over 7 years. Josh’s beloved little sister was just in a horrible accident just before the holidays with her father. He unfortunately did not make it. R.I.P Robert🙏 Molly (My bestfriends little sister) is currently on life support from the accident and is planned to be taken off once my bestfriend can get enough money to come up to say his one last goodbye. Josh lives in Georgia currently with his wife and three kids. As you can imagine, it is expensive traveling for 5 people, especially so close to the holidays. They do not have good paying jobs and just make ends meet with their home and all their bills. I am asking anyone who can donate to them to get home for him to see his little sister one last time would be more then a Christmas miracle to them and me. I grew up with Josh and his family is basically mine as well. Donna (my bestfriends mother) does not have funds to afford life support but she will do her darndest to keep her sweet baby girl alive as long as she can. Molly is 26 and the doctors have currently said she is in a deep coma and is completely brain dead. They have done all they can. My bestfriend is completely broken. He lost his dad at the age of 7 and now his step dad and little sister. He does everything he can for his family and would give the shirt off his back to anyone. Josh gives all the time. He volunteers at their local soup kitchen as often as he can. He also helps anyone and everyone while no one knows he is struggling himself. He told me today he has no way to come up with the money by Christmas. Or at the longest next friday December 28th, 2018. The amoant needed is for plane tickets for all 5 of them (round trip) to be with Donna and relatives while they let Molly go off into the sunset. It will also cover costs of rental van to get around and food for the time here. Anything left over will be donated to them for expenses off work which with what I have calculated will be little to none if I am able to pull off this Christmas suprise for them. I am a single mom to a beautiful 2 year old that works 2 full time jobs just to get by pay check to pay check. My daughter will only get a few presents this year so I can give what I can to the cause of my bestfriend of 31 years seeing his family. I am a giver as well. I always help any one i can, even though it usually ends up hurting me in the end. I was just taken for $1,200.00 by my ex fiance out of know where. Otherwise that would have gone all to Josh. So I ask out of the kindness of your hearts,anything and everything counts, please help this wonderful giving man get the miracle he deserves.

Looking for $6000.00

Plane, Rental car, Food, Expenses, Ect.

Thank you for your time reading.

Morgan Harlow.

https://paypal.me/luv4thelostwords

Hello. Thank you for taking your taking in reading this.

I am a person who is in need of a small loan of $500.

It’s that time of year again. Christmas, and a happy new year.

This year, I am willing to try something new. I usually would buy budget cut presents for my comrades, but now I am a bit short. I would get them some nice designer clothes that they love, or the latest game that comes out. But since then, I have not been feeling so well. They have been treating me so well, but I have not been able to help them back. When they are feeling down, the best I can do is comfort them. One of them is in the hospital, and he’s not doing so well. I really want to do more. So this is my request.

Just $500 would be enough to gift my couple friends a gift that they have never received before. They are very good people, but I feel that they deserve better. I have been good friends with them for over two decades. Please help me out. Merci.

Can I count on your love to excel like I am doing now? Can I count on your care to feel comfortable? Can I be the one who makes you smile all through the worst day of your life? Every day I try as much as possible to make myself better for you and I hope you appreciate the effort I have contributed to making the future beautiful for you and me. I can’t do anything without you by my side and I can’t cope if there is no us.

Hello my sweetest friend, I want you to know that I’m blessed to have a great friend like you. Your friendship is invaluable to place a price tag on, and it’s more precious than the finest gold and silver in the entire universe. You’ve touched my heart in so many ways that I could never have thought of your care and love and I will always treasure our friendship with every breath in me.

No matter where life takes us, I will always be your best friend. I will be there when you need someone to talk to, whether you’re elated or depressed. I’ll be there when you want company through a long, lonely day. I will be by your side through thick and thin, in sickness and in health because you’re my best friend.

Here is my PayPal: paypal.me/SirHammyLXXXIV

Thank you once again.

Good Morning,

I am here hoping that I may receive some help.  I am not a person that asks for help and that is part of the reason why I am in need.

I lost my job on 4/20/18.  I had been there since moving to Florida in 2015.  This was the start of the downfall.  I did find another job quickly, but it did not work out.  I was making a very small salary while training with the promise of big commissions after 90 days.  Even though there was a small amount of money that I was bringing in, it was almost like I was contributing nothing.

The loss of income has severely affected my family.  Just like everyone else, we have bills need to be paid and have fallen by the wayside.  We got very close to foreclosure.  We are now in a trial period for loan modification.  So, we cannot miss one payment.  We had to put a lot of day to day expenses on credit cards.  We are being killed by the amount of money owed to creditors and we cannot get ahead.  We do not live lavishly or beyond our means.  We just want to get back to not being so stressed out.  We are super stressed this month with Christmas and my daughter’s birthday.  We don’t want her to feel any of our issues.  I feel like even though I lost my job through no fault of my own, that this is all my fault.  With all of this going on, I made some stupid choices and now I feel like everything is falling down on my head at the worst possible time.  I was not being honest with my husband on how far I was behind on a couple of bills.  I did not want to stress him any further than he was already stressed.  This of course led to more stress even though my intention was good.

I don’t even want to ask for all we owe-just some room for relief.  Any help is greatly appreciated.  In order for us to get back to not being in arrears, we would need $5,000.  Again, I don’t expect that.  Honestly, if I could just get enough to cover Christmas for my family, I would be appreciative beyond any words I could type here.

I am a real living, breathing person.  I am in Florida.  All of what I am saying is verifiable.  I have worked all my life.  I started working when I was 14 and I am 43 now.  At many times in my life, I have held 2-3 jobs at a time.  We had gotten to a place where we could buy a house-April 2017.  That was a dream come true and then a year later, here we are.

Thank you for taking the time to read this.  I am a positive person and I am hoping that someone can help.  I am a firm believer in pay it forward.  Whenever I have been in a position to help others, I have done so without hesitation.  I am praying that the good karma I have tried to put out in the world will come back to me to help us out of the rough time.

My paypal info:  paypal.me/renmc1121