My parents raised seven children and are the heart and soul of our family unit. They have been there for me and my siblings through hard and good times. They never ask for much, but deserve so much. My parents also service the community by donating food and clothing to those in need. Even though they do not have much they give what they can. Now in my adult years, I would like to help my parents out and make some repairs to their home. I don’t have the funds- as their house is a 1950’s model and needs many repairs. They love their home, but their living conditions need improvements. They have had their vehicle broken into many times, items have been stolen off their back porch, and damage to property from random people. They also have health conditions. My dad had eye and prostate surgery in addition to having a pacemaker. Yet, my dad works a part time job trying to save up for household repairs. It has been ten years since my mother has been in remission for Lymphoma.

Here is the list of household items that need to be replaced or repaired due to wear and tear or vandalism. It would be a blessing to raise funds to get any of these items, so any donation is greatly appreciated:

Replace roof paneling- we had contractors who installed cheap, non-standard paneling on the roof. In addition, there is also water damage and holes in the roof from contractors’ mistakes.

Garage door- due to its old age and the rain and a car backed into the garage has caused it two damage over time.

Electrical wiring- the house is very old and we need a new updated wiring box. They have to unplug appliances to use other appliances and use lot of extension cords.

Replace broken Picture window- a group of mischievous kids threw a rock through the window

New wooden flooring- the floor is old and worn

Stove- the present one has run its course

Refrigerator- need a bigger refrigerator because my mom loves to cook. The present one doesn’t get cold enough

Security system- they have had break-ins and they need that security to stay safe

Plumbing and new fixtures in the bathroom – need a new tub, shower.

One sink only has cold water and the toilet sometimes doesn’t flush 

We help as much as we can as a family but the repairs needed to their home are piling up. We are asking for $50,000 to help fix their house. If anyone can make a donation please send to PayPal.Me/maeR45

Thank you so much for everything!

Hello,

I am a guy who is just asking for some help. I am stuck in a dead end job and I am just making enough money to get by financially but I am struggling mentally. I am not able to afford much in the entertainment department and this is why I am making this page. I know there are people out there who need more help than myself but I am hoping some one would be able to help me too as I would help if I could

One of my passions in life is to make video games and to start my own streaming channel. In order to do that it is rather expensive as you need great equipment and some extra dollars to get started. I am pretty sure I will be getting laid off from my job soon and I was hoping I can get some help to get a decent computer so I can start streaming to make some money.

I never in a million years would ask anyone for money that I know as I am too proud to put myself and anyone I love in that position as it has led to problems in the past. I am thus reaching out to the world to see if someone(s) who are more fortunate than myself can help.

My goal is to raise some money to get a new computer and desk so that I can start broadcasting my gaming. This is something I have had a passion for for a very long time and I really want to do it. Mild depression has been setting in as I am not sure what I am going to do going forward. I am working every day to better myself but money is always the issue. I have been able to save up a little money but if you know computers it is a bit expensive.

Anything anyone would be able to give me would be greatly appreciated and I know if I had the means I would do what I can to help some one fulfill their dreams too.

Here is my link:

https://paypal.me/ineedthehelp300

Thank you for taking the time to read.

Hey hey! My request is for $27,500 dollars.

Why this number?

Well, I’ve had a few serious brain injuries that has put my life on hold for 2 and a half years. I’m only 22 going on 23. I’m still in recovery but in January of this year (2019), I legitimately thought of killing myself and was planning on it, but couldn’t find any ways yet that didn’t involve pain or embarrassment on my part. I found a video on YouTube about a girl who lived in her van and was road tripping around in a fully renovated cargo van. I watched it a half dozen times and found other videos about it and the lifestyle of people who live in vans and get to have opportunities that no one that lives stationary “traditional” lifestyles can. Let alone a morose suicidal potato that the sheer action of moving too fast around the corner left her sick and weak and feeling winded and over heating.

By the end February I decided, after watching hundreds of these “vanlifers” videos and the goods and the bads and all the needed stuff for a sustainable lifestyle that will be good for me and Mother Earth, that I needed to do this thing. Because I’ve been a mad caged dog and this life I had been living was no life and was a form of purgatory. I was determined to get out of this life and into that. It’s been my key to actually working on my healing and forcing myself out of negativity and actually wanting to heal.

So I did the math and figured I could get a nice used Sprinter-style cargo for around 15k. And the total renovation process will cost around another 10k. And all the things that make a house a home like a fridge and a toilet and a bed will be around 1000 dollars. The registrations and insurances and passes for it will be 300. With 3,800 left over for accidents and bumper and gas. For what my big plan is…

I need to get out and travel. I need to see this nation and planet. I’ve earned it. I’m just getting to the point where sunlight directly doesn’t burn my eyes and can converge and diverge my vision properly. I have so much healing to go, but my plan is to go vagabond and roadtrip around North America for a while and give to the Earth by cleaning up litter along my way. It’s only fair.

Then after I become more worldly, get happy and true unbound movement and have more interesting stories then “I went in for my 12th CT scan and when I got the contrast- I really did wee my pants!” or “Then I had a blackout and caused a concussion because I sneezed too hard while walking to the kitchen for a glass of water.”I return to college and major in something good and I can use it to help others and do my part for the world. And take my van to college and pay for only a parking pass, because dorm living and or/renting an apartment is one of the biggest expenses of university, well besides books and credit fees. So it’ll save me money and I’ll be able to eat healthier due to being able to get fresh veggies and fruits and store them automatically rather than fatty convenience foods that store easy and can be transported on a long bus ride from a shopping mart or calorie laden cafeteria foods.

I hope you can help me do this. I’ve been banking on this and the minute I get that total clean bill of health bolting to the roads and seeing all that I can see. I really really really need this. It’s the key to my ongoing survival in this world. I’ve been hanging onto this idea and the prospects for dear life and as a way to not get myself back to the horrible place I was this January.

Yet again, please and thank you for your kindness and generosity.

https://www.paypal.me/lisvaes

Hello, I’m Demarquea, I am 24 years old and I’m raising money because of the hardship I’m going through transitioning out the military. My dreams and goals were to do 20 years in the military until absolutely the devil came knocking on my door! I have been pushed to my lowest level where I thought about suicide and if I didn’t be here what would life be like. I’m raising money to support myself as I get out of the Army in a few weeks. I would never start a go fund me account because I am pretty self-dependent also I work hard for what I do. In America, it’s so many Veterans that don’t have a support line once they are released from active duty to the civilian world. I served as a combat engineer for my country and would absolutely do it again but at this point I have no choice I’m getting discharged and I have no one to call on for help and it’s even harder once the military flags you, it stops you from trying to provide for yourself and all that good stuff, I even tried loans, selling all my goods I had, lost my car because the Army has taken my pay, lost my ex-wife, I’ve lost everything I ever asked for and I was just trying to see if someone would understand my blessings that if I could help the next person I would without a doubt because that’s the way I was raised as a young man and I wouldn’t ask back because of the type of person I am as a caregiver. Anything will help and I’m so blessed to serve as a soldier in the United States military wish there was a way I could stay longer but in life, we all have our ending points at some point. Thank you for everything even if you helped or felt something with my situation I really appreciate it.

https://www.paypal.me/demarquea

Cash App : $demarquea1

Hello! My name is Conrad and I live in the American Southwest. I’m very sensitive to the fact that my request doesn’t have the same gravity as others in terms of being hungry, needing a place to live, having a medical bill, or otherwise being in a similarly urgent situation, and I don’t wish to minimize those situations. This being said, I would be extraordinarily grateful for assistance.

I’m currently in my mid-20s, and the last several years have had many trials. I began my college career by shifting into the honors program at my university and immersing myself in all aspects of life at a big school. In late 2012, my grades began to suffer for reasons I couldn’t totally explain; I was more tired, I lacked a lot of the drive I had to succeed, and generally experienced a downward shift in my mental health. The next year I was diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder, and after a short break and unsuccessful attempt to return to school after a semester away, I decided to take a longer amount of time away and work on my health. Four years later, after learning an incredible amount about myself in the company of my family, gaining work experience, and becoming healthy, I was able to go back to school! Now I’m only approximately a month and a half away from graduation.

Now to my request: I’m a musician who specializes in Brazilian music and jazz in general. I fell in love with the music of Brazil about 10 years ago in my teens, and spent a good amount of time playing it on the electric bass and guitar. About six years ago, I picked up a mandolin on a whim and have slowly realized how much playing it means to me as an expression of my love for music. I had the opportunity to acquire a wonderful acoustic instrument made by a Brazilian luthier; I’ve been improving through playing every day and have started to post videos on Instagram.

About two months ago I put in an order for an electric mandola from a very nice luthier in England. I look forward to being able to play with other musicians at gigs without having to mic my acoustic instrument, as well as exploring more of the possibility of an electric one. At the time, I anticipated I would be able to pay for this instrument along with my expenses; as I write this, the now-complete instrument is ready to ship and I am about $400 short of my final payment. I’m still in the limbo of pre-graduation yet needing to pay for my living expenses, and after learning lessons on how to spend my money in the past, I don’t want to divert money for bills to this.

If there is a kind soul or kind collection of souls reading this that is able to help me make this purchase, I would be eternally grateful. I’d like to share more playing with the world in the way of videos and eventually music; I’d be happy to share more with anyone interested!

Thank you for taking to time to read.

http://paypal.me/kkamka

MJ fam – here we are in 2019, the 10-year anniversary of MJ’s passing. We all knew this would be a difficult year for so many of us worldwide. Instead of being able to mourn and properly celebrate and honor Michael Jackson, we are, again, being forced to educate the media and the general public with the evidence-based truth about him.
Once again, we have to defend Michael Jackson’s name and legacy from vicious and calculated lies. We can no longer sit back and wait for the ‘right thing’ to be reported or for someone else to step in and champion our cause. This is on us – fans, friends and family. I know that the unanimous acquittals and the FBI’s 10-year investigation should have been enough. The worst thing we can do is let this continued slander go unchallenged.
I know that when we as a group are united, we are unstoppable.
So I need your help.

BACKGROUND:

Michael Jackson was arguably the greatest musical entertainer of all time. His success and influence was felt all over the world, from the US to the UK, from India to Egypt. He broke down racial barriers and changed culture forever. He was one of the most famous human beings who ever lived. For the last 15 years of his life he was subjected to false, malicious allegations of child abuse. He successfully defended himself against those allegations and died an innocent and exonerated man, but they took their toll nonetheless.

Years after he was killed by his doctor, two men who had resolutely defended Michael’s innocence in life, tried and failed, to win financial settlements from his posthumous estate. After having their bogus abuse allegations (undermined by a wealth of evidence demonstrating the contrary) dismissed by the court, they have now turned to HBO, the UK’s Channel 4 and the Sundance Film Festival. These three reputable organizations have sadly compromised their Brand’s integrity by announcing they will provide a platform for a ‘documentary’, through which these two accusers – who have accrued large legal debts to the estate they tried and failed to extort – are still seeking to profit from their already discredited stories.

Michael Jackson died an innocent, vindicated man. The world needs to understand this most important and basic fact. The world also needs to understand the damage that is done to legitimate victims of abuse when self-confessed liars are not only allowed to profit from false allegations, but are given a platform to pontificate their fraudulent claims.
In an effort to settle this injustice – and to create a historic tome that will be a resource for anyone interested and willing to learn THE TRUTH about Michael Jackson’s indisputable innocence– I’m creating a documentary series that explodes the myths once and for all.

ABOUT THE DOCUMENTARY SERIES:

This explosive documentary series will conclusively destroy decades of salacious myths which have been told and sold about Michael Jackson ad nauseam. In doing so, we will shine a light on the corruption within the media and entertainment industries which conceived and perpetuated them. Falsehoods like:

“I heard Michael Jackson paid a settlement to avoid a criminal trial for child abuse” Wrong.

“I heard the boy described Michael Jackson’s genitalia accurately” Wrong.

“I heard Michael Jackson paid over 200 million to as many as 20 victims” Wrong.

Almost everything the public thinks it knows about Michael Jackson is wrong.

For decades, the media has dealt in sensationalized stories about the King of Pop. Could you blame them? He is, quite simply, the biggest celebrity the world has ever known. Those sensationalized stories earned the media billions of dollars.

But at what cost?

Michael has been dead now for almost a decade, but many of the most damaging fake stories remain part of the public consciousness, causing continual damage to his legacy – not to mention his children, who have had to grow up watching the world embrace and perpetuate these horrific falsehoods. Tarnished again by HBO, Channel 4 and the Sundance Film Festival, all of whom have gone into business with two proven liars and purgers who are seeking to personally profit from already discredited abuse allegations.

The time has come to take action and formally correct the record – before it’s too late. The history books are already being written and many of them read like grim fairy tales. Provable falsehoods are recycled time and again as facts. Remember, we only know Mozart, Bach, Debussy or Beethoven by what we have read from available resources. Hundreds of years from now, people will look up Michael Jackson’s name and music. We owe it to future generations to provide a resource, built on evidence-based facts, that will stand the test of time.

This documentary series will be the definitive historic record of the most discussed aspects of Michael Jackson’s private life, placing the most controversial stories under the microscope, tracing their origins and dissecting how and why the media’s narrative diverged from the truth. Unlike decades of sleazy tabloid stories, which were propped up by washed-up former friends and employees in return for fat paychecks from the media, this documentary series will feature exclusive interviews with first-hand witnesses who have never spoken publicly before and are doing so now purely out of a desire to set the record straight, not because somebody has offered them $50,000 to say something controversial. The series will also draw on thousands of pages of official, legal documents, which tell a completely different story then the one which played out on tabloid newspapers’ front pages.

The episodes will not sugarcoat Michael’s difficult life. He experienced a lot of physical and emotional pain and that had sad repercussions. To deny that would be just as dishonest as the media’s sensationalist version of events.

Equally, this series will not shy away from pointing the finger of blame for many of Michael’s darkest hours where it truly belongs. It will reveal how Michael was betrayed, entrapped, extorted and abused throughout his life> You will hear the stories that the media never bothered to tell you about because of their obsessive preoccupation of mercilessly bullying and ridiculing him.

What’s the real story behind the 1993 sexual abuse claim?

What is the real truth about that 1994 settlement?

What really happened in the courtroom during his 2005 trial?

What is the real motivation and who are the players behind Wade Robson and Jimmy Safechuck?

And, crucially, how – and why – did the media mislead you at every turn?

The answers to these questions will shock and disgust you. In fact, this series could prove to be the most searing exposé of media and showbiz corruption that the world has ever seen.

FUNDING:

“Why should I donate? Can’t so and so fund this?”

While trying to secure funding, I have looked into several alternative opportunities and scenarios. Unfortunately , any corporation and/or outlet with the available funding would, most probably, want creative and editorial input. The purpose of this project is to present a factual delivery of events from people that lived it and knew it – including me.

As a sexual abuse victim, I know what it means to be a survivor. I also know what kind of damage sexual misconduct leaves upon the victims. This unique position makes me even more determined and qualified to make the truth.

WHEN WILL THIS BE DONE:

My plan is to start immediately and have the series completed as quickly as possible. However it is also my absolute honor and I feel duty-bound to dedicate 2019 to setting the record straight with this series.

WHAT ARE WE GOING TO USE THE MONEY FOR:

As many of you will know, a documentary of this size and scale will not be cheap.

What will your contribution help to fund?

– Hiring key players for the production team.
– Travel expenses for filmed interviews and meetings.
– Verifying stories and new information.
– Securing licensing and video clips.
– Video and audio editing.
– A comprehensive, international marketing and PR campaign (live and digital) that will make it impossible for audiences, targeted and otherwise, to ignore.
– Distribution, locally and internationally.

https://paypal.me/DiamondTaylor1

“Lies run sprints, but the truth runs marathons.”—Michael Jackson

Hello thank you for reading this and taking your time out of your day too. My mom is a nurse and is going to school for a better degree. My dad is a physicist and he works all day everyday. I want to give my parents some gifts for all that they have done for me. I want to give my dad a new chair and desk for his office and I want to give my mom something that she really needs. I want my parents to know that I care for all that they do. My mom raised me up to be a very caring person and I would love to just give her something that says thanks for helping me with everything. My friend is having a hard time with money right now so I want to try and help her as much as I can. I hate seeing my family and friends struggling with life so I want to help them. I want to also get my sisters a gift because I want them to know how much I truly care about them. My older sister is currently moving houses and I want to buy her something to help out with the move such as furniture or a candle, etc. I am currently not working and not able to work at the moment so I cannot help my family with things that I think our family needs. Right now I am trying to find ways to earn money so I can help out with everyone however, it’s not going well. I also want to get my mom a special birthday gift that she would adore. I am also currently in some student debt right now and I would like to pay that off as soon as I can. My Grandma I want to give her some things that could be useful around her house as I want to try to help her out and spend the time I have with her. I also want to help others that are not my family such as homeless people, orphanages, etc. I just want to help people because I hate seeing people struggling like I don’t like homeless people just sitting there in the snow get hypothermia. I also want to help my mom pay for her schooling that she is doing right now. Thank you for reading that and I would appreciate any type of donation for example if its only 1 dollar or 5 dollars I would be so grateful. Any type of donation would be useful and I would appreciate it a lot.

If you would like to donate my papal is this:

paypal.me/Jazzyjazz1227

Hello, I am a 47 year old caregiver striving to take care of my disabled 67 year old mother on my own. I have been chronically ill, both physically and mentally, since the day I was born, but was fortunate enough to have a mother who, though often unwell herself, regularly put my needs ahead of her own. Although my father was emotionally vacant to me and emotionally abusive to my mother, my Mom always made sure that I was well cared for and loved- even at great expense to herself. Because  I was often too ill to go to school, I had few friends and spent many days at home in Mom’s care. She never complained. She was, and still is, my best friend. Because of my illnesses,  I was unable to get a driver’s license of my own so she drove me literally everywhere I needed to go until she became too disabled to drive herself. She always looked after her family’s needs to the exclusion of her own. When her body inevitably began to give out and her physical condition began to decline, my narcissistic father abandoned her- just before their 40th wedding anniversary. So, for the last 11 years it’s been just Mom and I, and now she is wheelchair bound and rarely leaves the house as she is in chronic, debilitating pain. In addition to fibromyalgia and diabetes, Mom has degenerating discs, a disintegrating hip and shoulder joint, a honey-combed femur bone, and failing knees, so she desperately needs a walk-in bathtub for bathing and therapy. She also has developed a hernia because she needs an adjustable bed to sit up and tore a stomach muscle. This month she was diagnosed with rheumatoid arthritis and now can barely use her hands for anything- so caring for her needs has become a huge challenge for me as my own health condition continues to decline. But I can’t imagine putting such a loyal, unselfish, lovely human being as my mother in the dubious care of strangers in some facility as long as it is in my power at all to care for her needs myself. I won’t throw her away- she’s worth too much. But I need help, and so I’m asking. I would buy these things for her myself in a heartbeat but I have already had to put myself into debt just to care for our daily needs and special care items for her. I have asked Medicaid/ Medicare for help with these two items but they won’t pay. $10,000 for a tub and adjustable bed would increase the quality of my mother’s life so much and help keep us together. If you would like to help us with that it would be so incredibly appreciated. Thank you.

PayPal.Me/returningthefavor

(this is my second time doing this, I forgot to add my paypal link on the other one)

I’ve had a hard life. Things from depression, nervous breakdowns, suicidal thoughts. I never had a close relationship ever in my life. I have no family, no friends. Toxic relationships with adults in my life, emotional abuse from loved ones. Always spent my life alone and loneliness had always been second nature to me.

I was beginning to fade, beginning to give up, beginning to end it all until I found someone amazing and I fell in love. He is the love of my life. The light in my darkest of days. He is my soulmate. The person I want to spend the rest of my life with. He is my angel. My biggest supporter,  the one who always makes me laugh and smile. My biggest wish is to be with him. To spend my last days with him. To grow old with him and never leave his side. He makes me so happy, he is my happy place.  He’s the only good thing to ever happen to me.

This reason I’m on this site is because we have financial difficulties in the way of being together. I live in the US and he lives in Europe. I want to get enough funds to cover getting a  passport and airplane ticket expenses. That’s my only wish in life, to be with him. All of my hopes, dreams, and wishes never came true in the past and the only wish I want to come true is to be with the love of my life. i just want to start a new life with him, erase all of my pain from the past, forget all the bad things and people in my life, move far away and just start over. I don’t think its never too late to start over and live the life that you want to live.

So random but one of my favorite songs is Fast car from Tracy Chapman. One of my favorite song lyrics is “We got to make a decision; leave tonight or live and die this way” and i don’t want to live and die this way, I want to make a decision to leave my painful past and be with my love.

I will forever appreciate anyone who donates to my paypal. I will be forever be grateful to you. It will mean more than you will ever know. I will personally thank you with an email as well. My email is dorea63@gmail.com. I know its crazy that i’m begging people online and its also pathetic and embarrassing  but i’m so desperate to be with him and start a new life. I’m tired of living this way. I want a new beginning. Not the same old ending.

Also, I have cashapp too $rosegirl63

PayPal.Me/rosegirl63 

Good day

I am an accounting clerk who works 9 1/2 hours per day, six days out of a week and gets a salary of 595.47 USD per month. It’s not in my nature to complain about circumstances but when the burden is to much to bare it just is! I’m a very diligent worker and I hate the fact that it goes unnoticed while the workers who sit and do nothing most of the day gets to take home a fat cheque because they have better qualifications. If you are reading then you maybe saying to your self why I haven’t taken the step to being more qualified. Truth is I have had opportunities to be in a better position yes but something has always been holding me back and it was recently confirmed by a Psychiatrist I visited. I was diagnosed with Severe Social Anxiety Disorder and if you have any idea what it is then you may know how it affects a person’s daily life. At times I feel like committing suicide but when I think of my family and my 4 year old son it changes my mind but the feeling still lingers.

I really don’t want this to be the reason for not being successful for the rest of life. I know I have a brilliant mind and my biggest dream is to have a business of my own. I’ve actually made a start in which I borrowed some money from the bank to build a property hoping I could gain additional income through renting but unfortunately the amount that I could get based on my salary was not enough to complete it. So instead I’m deep in debt that I am praying to get out off. Between me and my spouse we are approximately USD $45,000.00 in debt. Therefore, I’m putting all my pride aside and I am seeking your assistance in making my dreams become a reality. I know you are kind-hearted person and so am I and just like you I want to be able to give back to the less fortunate. All I need is a push from where I have already started.

I pray and hope you will see this message and offer your help.

My contact is paypal.me/ambitiousone434

When I started my college life, I thought I was set, and this was the perfect school. When I continued my education, I saw that this was starting to lose what I wanted in life. What I wanted to do.  Time change, I change to a point where I go into darkness. My parents divorced and I had to comfort my mom. Learning that my dad decides to go with a more unstable woman is what I will never get in my life. But my mom who tried her hardest got hurt the most out of it. She loved my dad for 20+ years and she still loves him now since he is my dad. But his GF is what I am scared for. She does things I don’t like, and she was the one who broke not only my family but hers as well. She has two kids one is mentally impaired while the other is spoiled to shit. There was a time where I thought I knew my dad, but it turns out I didn’t know him at all.  I lost my trust and it is still taking me time to trust him again all these years later. But the one thing I do appreciate is my mom she has been there for me when I was in the dark.  If she wasn’t there I wouldn’t be here. I want to give her something for helping me out when I was in a dark place. Where I thought the only way out was to end it all and go onto the next life. Life can be hard, but I want my mom to have something nice in this life.  I do want to take her on a nice trip to Hawaii or get her something nice like a new desk, better tools for her woodworking. Something to tell her that she means the world to me. I want to thank her for getting me out of that dark place to continue my life and struggle more.  She means a lot to me and I want to treat her better than I can with what I am doing. She is the best mother any man could have I want to give her something. Anything helps and would be appreciated. If she didn’t talk to me about my mindset I would not be here. I really want to give her something for helping me.

https://www.paypal.me/c0o1ey

It was mid October 2018 when we had to rush our sweet furbaby Panther to the emergency vet. They preformed blood work, admitted her overnight, and administered medicine and fluids, for the next 18 hours. Panther’s blood results were off the charts and it was determined that she was having kidney failure.  We had taken Panther in as a stray, fed her boiled chicken daily, had her fixed and loved her every day of her life with us.  It was to our dismay that even with the vet’s help she showed no improvement and seemed worse than before. We made the hard choice of having our 5 pound , loving, sweet, Panther put to sleep. Today we face the struggle of catching up on the bills we fell behind on due to the emergency vet bill. The bill was $978. This put us behind on rent, and every other bill we had, which resulted in late fees piling up.  We had just moved into our current apartment and had not even finished paying the security deposit of $650 when this happened. My Fiance and I both work full time. I also work a second and third job, waiting tables and pet sitting. It feels like we are doing all we can and not making a dent in any of the bills we got behind on, because of the late fees and overdraft charges. If someone can please just help us get caught up we would be extremely grateful.  We currently are behind by $198 on our car payment, $315 behind on the electric bill, and are still behind by $650 on rent. In addition to that we have medical bills of our own that amount to $806 as well as credit cards that are $155 (total without late fees each month).  We are not asking for a lot, we just need help getting back on our feet. We’ve cut costs everywhere we possibly can, we use prepaid phones, food banks, we have no internet or cable, we never go out to eat or drink, we don’t smoke, and we don’t do drugs. I’ve also deferred my college loans, but that will not last forever.  all we ever do is work and it isn’t enough. I am only 25 and my Fiance is 30. Bless you for reading our plea for help, and thank you for everything.  Literally any amount helps.

https://www.paypal.me/dillardkm

First let me introduce myself. My name is Beth. I’d like to start by saying Thank you for clicking on my link and taking the time to read about my story. Before I begin I’d like to ask that anyone that has anything negative to say please either keep it to yourself or please private message me on FB to Beth Krites. Please do not comment on this campaign because my 3 children will be reading this and well….it’s just not necessary really. Now on with the story of ME. So this is my second attempt at this GoFundMe page today lol. Why? You ask. Well for a few weeks now I have been struggling with whether it would be a good idea for me to move out of state or not and after a lot of thought & discussions with my family and friends I decided that it was indeed the right choice. You see I am a recovering drug addict and by recovering I mean about a week in. This is not the first time I’ve been sober but I hope that it is my last time getting sober. Anyway I had finally made up my mind about moving and started putting my plans into action. Well if you’ve ever planned a move to another state you know it’s not cheap and being a newly sober drug addict I don’t have much money saved up. My job doesn’t pay a whole lot but what it does pay went to keeping a roof over my head and supporting my habit. I’ve started the daunting process of selling things I have accumulated over the last year that I just see no reason in dragging across several states and I’ve been saving part of my paychecks as well but it’s just not enough. I don’t want this move to be for nothing. I want this to be the start of the life God had intended for me to live all along. I want to be able to survive until I find a job and be able to pay for my own food and the essentials on my own without adding any extra burden onto my wonderful friend that is taking me in when I get there. Let me go ahead and tell y’all real quick just how hard it is to be doing this GoFundMe right now. For me being an addict is just something I’ve always been and I had resigned myself to the fact that I was always going to be a failure. I had given up trying to be a good mother, a good daughter and a good friend a long time ago because I just assumed no one cared. No one was offering me any kind of help or way out so I just sat in my misery until one night in November the man I wanted to be with the rest of my life was killed during an attempted robbery. Now some of you may be saying “well he got what was coming to him”, or ” That lifestyle is bound to get you killed so what did you expect”? But to me he was anything but deserving of death. He was the love of my life but he was also an addict. It’s not an excuse it’s a fact. And fact is that addicts will do whatever to get well. Especially when you’re a heroin addict. Fast forward to about 4 mths after his death and I sat in my room crying again for endless hours about how my life had gone so terribly wrong so fast. Just a year earlier I was 3 yrs sober and doing great until I wasn’t. And I sat crying praying for a way out when I thought to myself “Beth, you have a way out, it’s in the bag on the table”. That night I thought about dying and how wonderful it would be to see Ralph again and how I would be free of all this shit on earth. Then it was like God was talking to me because at that moment my phone had slipped out of my hand and hit the floor and when I picked it up I had obviously hit the gallery button on my phone and a picture of my 3 perfect kids was on the screen and in that moment I knew I had to make a change. I still struggled for a few more months with heroin until about a week ago when I finally said enough is enough. I talked to my babies and they were all for me doing what I have to do to get Me back. So that’s what I’m doing. I’m on a mission to save my life. So if any of you could put your faith into a worn out junkie filled with a bucket full of hope I’d be forever grateful. You will be doing me a service that I could never find the words to express my gratitude. The only way I’ll be able to say thank you loud enough is by showing you the new Me once I’ve reached my 1 year sober mark. I will do this for Me, I will do this for my kids, I will do this for every struggling addict still suffering. And I won’t ever be afraid to ask for help again. Not asking kept me stuck in my addiction and dying for way too long. So if you’d like to donate please feel free and know it means the world to me and if all you can do is hit the share button well that shows you care enough to give someone else the opportunity to help. Either way I’m grateful for you. Thanks all for reading. Pray for me please and for all the struggling addicts that haven’t found the courage to ask for help.

When I started my college life, I thought I was set, and this was the perfect school. When I continued my education, I saw that this was starting to lose what I wanted in life. What I wanted to do.  Time change, I change to a point where I go into darkness. My parents divorced and I had to comfort my mom. Learning that my dad decides to go with a more unstable woman is what I will never get in my life. But my mom who tried her hardest got hurt the most out of it. She loved my dad for 20+ years and she still loves him now since he is my dad. But his GF is what I am scared for. She does things I don’t like, and she was the one who broke not only my family but hers as well. She has two kids one is mentally impaired while the other is spoiled to shit. There was a time where I thought I knew my dad, but it turns out I didn’t know him at all.  I lost my trust and it is still taking me time to trust him again all these years later. But the one thing I do appreciate is my mom she has been there for me when I was in the dark.  If she wasn’t there I wouldn’t be here. I want to give her something for helping me out when I was in a dark place. Where I thought the only way out was to end it all and go onto the next life. Life can be hard, but I want my mom to have something nice in this life.  I do want to take her on a nice trip to Hawaii or get her something nice like a new desk, better tools for her woodworking. Something to tell her that she means the world to me. I want to thank her for getting me out of that dark place to continue my life and struggle more.  She means a lot to me and I want to treat her better than I can with what I am doing. She is the best mother any man could have I want to give her something. Anything helps and would be appreciated. If she didn’t talk to me about my mindset I would not be here. I really want to give her something for helping me.

This is my papal so if you are giving money give it there. Thank You!!!

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