Hello, I am a single mom of three kids. I am a waitress during the day and on weekends and I go to school at night. I am trying to better my family’s life. I also live with my mother and grandmother who I care for as well. My mom just got Scleroderma which limits her from doing things with her hands, as well as other complications. My grandma is also 98 years old and I help care for her as well. That being said I would like to ask for help this Christmas. It’s already December and the bills are piling on and I don’t see much hope for Christmas.

I would really like to be the Christmas we remember and cherish for years to come. The doctors told us this year that we should enjoy as much of my grandmother as we could because he doesn’t see her that well. This pains me so much as I have grown up with her my whole life. I am a single child and I am the only one who can bring them a little peace for Christmas, with your help of course.

All I would like is a descent Christmas. A nice dinner. A smile on my kids faces when they open their presents I would not like to spoil them just get some necessities clothes, shoes and maybe like two toys for each of them. For my mother I would like to make a one month car payment which is $568/ month not including insurance. This would help my mother not be so tight with momey and give her some leniance and peace of mind. For my grandmother I would like to get her a portrait of all her kids with her and her deceased husband in them I feel like this would be such a great present for her because she has been so sad and this would just put her to the Moon with joy.

I wish I could provide my family but I have gone as far as I could stretch. Getting another job for me at this moment wouldn’t be a possibility for me. Whenever I’m not at work or school. I take my mother and grandmother to doctor appointments. I am picking up the kids from school, which currently they are at two different schools and get out at the same time.

If you are a kind person and helps out I would great fully like to say thank you. You have no idea how much this means to me. Have a Merry Christmas and a Happy New year.

PayPal- paypal.me/mac4040

Hello, my name is Dakota Werdehausen and I have never done this before. The thought makes me uncomfortable because I try my best not to ask for much. I’m eighteen and have two younger siblings, Tristan 12 and Zoe 9. My mom, currently working two jobs, has been saving up for a house since we came to stay with her after we were released from the guardianship of her first cousin. We moved in with her in late May and she has been saving up ever since. She does in home care for the elderly and sometimes the disabled and in this line of work she often loses some of her clients as they pass away from natural causes or diseases. Most of her paychecks go to her car payment because it needs paid biweekly or she will lose her transportation. Right now we are staying with friends of hers and are preparing to move sometime in the near future as we have found a house. However, I worry about my siblings Christmas this year because we don’t have a lot of money right now to get them the things they have asked for. It wouldn’t be all bad if dad weren’t in prison and I could find a job, but there aren’t hardly any places hiring around my area so I’m struggling finding a job right now. My brother has given in to the fortnite craze and asked for an Xbox or PlayStation and his own little TV to play it on when we get our house. My sister is in love with the littlest pet shop toys, play houses, my little pony, and paints. She asked for all those items and a tablet this year for Christmas. My mom and I don’t need much of anything and are really only concerned for my siblings and their christmas this year. It’ll be the first one we’ve all had together in a couple years under our own roof and in our own house. I can’t wait for it, honestly, it’ll be nice finally having a Christmas together in our home again. Thank you for understanding and reading, and please don’t feel like you have to donate to us because of our situation. Thank you! Paypal.me/thisisweird741

My story probably isn’t that different from thousands across America.  My husband and I met when we were 10 years old.  We were best friends and high school sweet hearts.  We got pregnant at 19 and decided to get married and have a family.  He got a great job and I was able to stay home with our 3 children.  Then my husband got hurt.  His job was very physical and he broke a vertebrae in his back.  His doctor gave him pain pills and he had to have surgery.  The surgery was like putting a bandaid on, and he had to continue to take the pain pills so that he could continue to work.  I tried several times to find a decent job, but with little kids I was paying more for daycare than I was making in wages, so that was useless.  Shawn had to keep working.  The doctors kept upping his dosage of the pain pills so they would work.  Fast forward 10 years…Opioids are harmful!  They cut his dosage in half.  He started getting them from people he worked with.  They kept cutting his dosage, but not offering any alternatives that would work.  I got a minimum wage job, but it wasn’t paying the bills.  His habit got up to $500 a week.  I refused to let the power get turned off or the house to get foreclosed on.  I wish I had let everything go to hell.  I instead used credit cards and loans to pay essentials.  Now we’re $40,000 in debt.  We have 1 child left at home, who definitely hasn’t gotten the childhood his brother and sister got.  Now my husband and I blame eachother for everything.  I got us in debt, he’s a pill addict.  I’m just trying to get out of this hole that I dug us, so I can send him to rehab and try to salvage some of our relationship.  He’s the hardest working person I know.  Through everything, he’s always tried to work to support us.  He got hooked on this drug that the doctors said were the solution.  I’m trying to save my best friend and my family.

PayPal.Me/coatesmud

Hello everyone!

I am not good to talking, so excuse me if something is wrong in my writing.

I am a married man at 40 now. I met my wife when I was 24, and we have two lovely daughters, elder one is 16 and younger one is 11 now, they are far and they’re coming here soon,

In my life I failed many times,

My parents ware divorced when I was 8,

And my uncle (father’s elder brother) send me to a Hostel school

At age of 11, I left my school when I was in 4^th grade,

I become monk at 12 year old for three years,

15 to 17 I stayed with my mother,

At 17^th I left home and work at small restaurant for two years,

At 19^th I went to my father, and I open a shop but failed,

after a year again I stared a restaurant which I closed after almost 6 months,

When I was 21 years old my mom called me at her place and she helped me to put a small shop but it also didn’t gone well and I closed after a year.

In 2001 I first time touched my brother’s computer where he only let me use MS paint, and from there I got interested in computers, I have done hardware and software help for computers, software help for mobiles on Symbians and android, but only for friends and family members, since I didn’t graduate high school, I was not able to get in to any learning center and I never knew about GED,

I started travel agency at home which failed again. I sold eatables from home which helped me for daily some of grocery,

Now with my mother and sister’s help I’m in USA from 2016.

Right now I am working at a Construction company, after tax and everything, whatever is left from I pay rent 500 monthly for food and a room at my sister’s house,

I send money for schooling and other expenses every month to my wife,

and there is nothing much in my hand after these,

so I didn’t went back in these two years to see them.

I am asking help because I want to do something to make my Daughter’s life better than mine.

Like when they arrives here have a house and easy for going to college like other children.

I don’t have any bad habits other than smoking cigarettes, I don’t drink alcohol and no other addiction.

I know your money is hard-earned, so I promise I will never misuse that.

I am ready to answer any relevant questions.

Thanks for your

Generosity

https://paypal.me/kundard

Hello Friends,

It was June of this year that I succeeded to sign court documents to marry a longtime sweetheart of mine. Legally we are married but I would love to give  my wife the honor of a wedding ceremony. Financially I’m not capable of doing so and I’m kindly reaching out to the general public to assist me in making this lifetime goal become a reality. I’m not seeking for anything luxurious or out of the ordinary. Simply to be able to invite family and friends and everyone can join us in making this life commitment between my wife and I. Myself and my wife are a very young couple ages 23yrs and 20yrs respectively. we are both students at this present time. I’ll greatly appreciate donations of $2,500-$5,000. Thank you for your support.

https://www.paypal.me/Enowtambong

Hello, my name is Skye and Im not sure how to start this off, but I need help to get my daughter and myself back home.  We have been living in Colorado for many many years and need to get home to New York.

I am needing to get away from my husband and everyone else here where we are. I don’t want my daughter around the arguments any longer and I have no money to leave here. My husband has been hiding the fact that he is taking pills, he is awake all hours of the night and day, he is excessively moody, he lost his job from having opiates in his random UA he had to take. He will not tell the truth on what he’s doing. He let a friend of his move in and they are constantly together doing whatever it is they do, I can not talk to him about anything or he gets mad and argues with me. I can not have my daughter around this anymore, I don’t have anyone else here except my sister but her life is nothing I want to be around either. My mom and other family are all back in Yonkers, New York.  I need to get my daughter away from here before things get worse, which it has slowly been doing for almost a year.

I would really like to be gone from Colorado and settled in to my moms apartment before Christmas because i already know we will not be having a christmas here this year the way things have been going.

I really need enough to get a u-haul truck and trailer to tow my car on, and hopefully have a little left over to get even one Christmas present for my daughter.

I have been slowly selling what I can but it does not even cover gas to get there.

If there are any angels out there willing to help get my daughter into a better life, a happy life, please please help us.

Thank you to anyone out there willing to take the time and their generosity to help when they can.

Here is my paypal link. It said to add it here.

https://paypal.me/eyezwideshut

Merry Christmas to everyone.

I John Woodbury am 42 years old. Have had many jobs but now work as a teachers aid in Westchester. I grew up here in White Plains NY from a poor family but I believe they did their best to raise me to be the man I am today. I was married at a young age, 27 to be exact and have three children. My wife and I have been separated for about 5 years. The children do live with me in a 3 bedroom apartment. Actually the same apartment I was raised in. She does any and everything she can for them. This is why I don’t ask for child support. A great mother all in all. My oldest son Nijee who is not my biological son but love him as if he was is 21. He has graduated from a 2 year school already TCU and is going back to school at SUNY Cortland this spring. My daughter Nija is 18 and just started this past fall attending Delaware State University. Wish she stayed in NY. Would have been cheaper for us but what dad doesn’t give his daughter what she wants. And my youngest son Mekhi attends high school here in White Plains. It’s been very hard for me to stay a float as of late the last 3 or 4 years. But finding the teachers aid job was a blessing. One of my best friends who I truly love got me the job. Behind in all my bills and facing eviction a couple of times has been embarrassing for me as a man trying to raise the young adults I’m taking care of. I haven’t even been able to mange the money I do make to get out of debt, still pay bills and let alone keep a full refrigerator. I know there are lots of families and worse spots then mines but there comes a point where you have to swallow your pride and ask for help. Help that I’ve gotten from all family members any time they can help. Just hasn’t been enough. With my poor credit history I’m not able to get a loan of any sort from anywhere. Let alone the loan debt that I’m already in. Thus trying to pay my daughters tuition now has been a problem. And if her mother doesn’t get the loan she needs now. I don’t know how she we will be able to stay at that school. So to make a long sad story short with plenty of excuses which I can only blame myself for. I’m reaching out to anyone who can help me get out of debt so that I can manage the money I do make to insure I give my young adults what they need to survive. If there is any organization that can help me? It would be greatly appreciated. Sincerely, A very  hard working dad that’s wants nothing more but to be able to provide for his children.

Hello, My name is Kyara. I have a 3 month old son. I’m on here looking for a Christmas miracle. I recently just got into a wreck where I had to be airlifted and treated for head trauma. Well, with that happening a month before Christmas, I won’t be able to give my son the Christmas he deserves to have. I don’t have a job, because I stay at home with my son. I don’t want anyone to have to watch him and him grow up thinking working was more important than watching him grow up. I felt like that when I was younger. My family doesn’t really have the money to buy him Christmas either. Which is where I’m stuck. I want to be able to give my son the toys, the new clothes, toys he will grow up and use, things like that. But I can barely afford to buy him new outfits as it is. All the clothes, diapers, and wipes I have for him we’re given to me by family friends or church members. I feel like a horrible mother because I don’t even have the money to buy him anything except the things he has to have. It’s embarrassing asking for money, because people start to criticize you and make you feel helpless for not being able to get a job because of certain situations. My family makes me feel horrible about it sometimes, but I understand where they are coming from. When I got pregnant I didn’t expect our life to be like this once he was born. I thought it was going to go amazing, and then bad things just kept happening over and over. He could’ve been in that car with me the day we wrecked, but I thank god everyday he wasn’t. It would’ve killed him. But I decided to let my grandmother watch him while we went to the store and that was the best choice I could’ve made. I know I keep going off topic but I don’t know what to say really. It’s hard for me to ask anyone for help, but this isn’t about me. This is about my son being able to have a good Christmas, his first Christmas. Thank you to anyone who helps, and to those who can’t, I thank you also. It’s not just about what you give, but the thought counts also. Thank you very much. Have a wonderful Christmas. 

https://www.paypal.me/ItsKyTho

Life happens when your busy doing something else…

My name is Diane and I cant say that my story is a bad as many of the ones I have read here today. I am a nurse and a teacher and I try to always stay positive. I have had moments in my life where I almost forgot to be grateful, but my positivism has always risen to the occasion. I’m simply here hoping to catch a break. To breathe again and to gain a much needed step up  from the organized chaos that seems to peek it’s head into my life. Life throws curve-balls and ya just cant see them coming, although you should always be prepared to seek the solutions instead of dwelling on the problem itself. I almost feel silly posting a wish for a stranger to throw generosity my way, but something is compelling me to do so. My story is an interesting one, life has never been boring in the least. I am amazed at the things I have survived and the hurdles I have jumped. I have been divorced twice, both relationships ended due to very different reasons. I have seen alcoholism first hand and the affects it can have on a family. I have survived and conquered the destruction of everything I owned in an F-4 tornado back in 2002. I have made it through nursing school, single with 2 kids and 2 jobs. I am resilient to say the least. I keep my optimism close to my heart and laugh often. Currently I am helping my son get back on his feet after his ex chose to have a relationship with a heroin dealer. Drugs have such a horrific fall-out not only on yourself if you choose to use them but to those you love. He was forced to move immediately for his sons (my grandson) safety. I am happy to report he has regained employment and is slowly getting back on his feet, My household however has been stretched to capacity and so has my checking account. He is not the only reason. My student loans have kicked in for my teaching degree and some unexpected house repairs have begun the spiral of chaos that is my current financial woe. I have never been at a place in my life for savings. It’s paycheck to paycheck and honestly I usually make it work.  It has always seemed financial stability has been just on the other side of my reach. I work hard at my job and I give back often. I always tell my kids karma is a thing and someday it could be them in need. I have helped organize food drives, rung bells for he Salvation Army, cleaned up after natural disasters and even given financially to others in need. I will continue to bank those karma points as it is an important part of my life. My wish is to merely catch up on the electric bill and to get a few bills caught back up to due instead of the pay now status a few are in. I have food in the fridge and a full house of laughter. I am happy even amidst the chaos and I know I can figure it out somehow. It may mean a lowered credit score or a few more “your in default” bills in the mail, but I will prevail. Thank you for taking the time to read my wish. I am trying to change my stars and cash in some of my karma points.

If anyone out there is at that abundance stage in their lives I congratulate you and wish you continued prosperity. Happy Holidays from my house to yours!

My pay pal for reference just in case your my shooting star:

paypal.me/organizedchaos143

Hello internet angels,

My name is Amy and I am reaching out to you hopefully for some help. Here is our situation, we moved to Charlotte, NC in 2017 with the hopes of making a better life for our family. Everything was great for about 10 months, I had a great job then my company started going under, cut our hours and that’s when the struggle began. I was pregnant couldn’t get a second job and my husband was doing everything he could to make ends meet and cover all the bills but we were failing. He mentioned our situation to his family and was convinced that we should move back to our home town with the promise of some land and the down payment for a home for our family.

He got a decent job opportunity and had to leave on October 1st. I was 36 weeks pregnant at the time, being high risk I couldn’t travel and had nowhere for me and the kids to stay anyway. Well the truth came out and the offer of the land and down payment wasn’t happening anymore. I had my daughter just a couple days after he left so I had to stop working earlier then expected.

We are still in NC and he is down in Alabama doing the best he can now to save the money we need for a home for us while supporting us as well. My company never offered me short term disability until June so they denied my claim due to the waiting period. They called me Nov 7 just a couple weeks before I was to return and told me my position is no longer needed. I applied for unemployment but they are fighting that as well. So it makes me feel helpless with trying to help save money for our home.

Truth if the matter is if we would would have known all this was going to happen he would have waited to leave and we could have gone about this differently but we didn’t foresee these events especially because the help was offered.

If you have made it this far, I appreciate you listening. So that’s why I am here, reaching out to you, strangers to ask for help reuniting our family. I know this may seem trivial to some but it is extremely important to us. My toddler has been broken since his daddy left. He is too young to understand what is happening and thinks his daddy is at work all the time. He sits in the window everyday watching for his dads truck that never comes and sits in my lap crying himself to sleep because his daddy never came home. It breaks my heart because I can’t fix it for him or make him understand that we are trying really hard to be together again.

I don’t ever ask for handouts, or anybody for anything. We are the type of people that would give somebody the shoes off our feet if they needed them always on the giving side of life so it’s a little difficult for me to be writing this and reaching out for help. We have managed to save 2,500.00 but are 11,000 away from what we need. If you could find it in your heart to help it would be appreciated more then words could ever express and your kindness to a complete stranger would be paid forward when we are able.

Thank you all all for listening and may you be blessed always.

Hello. My name is Melissa. Under physician guidance, My husband and I thought we were making a wise decision 6 years ago when deciding to get my tubes tied. We were in our mid to late 20’s and thought that was the best option.  We so badly want to add to our family now. We are looking into a mini IVF possibility that costs $7000. It is half the cost of a full IVF. The success rates are very high. We know the older we get, our chances of a successful IVF gets lower. We would be so grateful for the gift of another child. I yearn for another chance at feeling my baby inside of me. I yearn for the amazing experience of bringing a beautiful life into this world. Our insurance does not cover this kind of treatment so the expense is an obvious burden. I beg for the opportunity to carry a child again. We regret having my tubes tied. We were under the impression that several children were not ideal. We have found ourselves saddened at the thought of never having another child. Hopefully with your help, that option will be realistic. A dream come true for any mother and father. We were very hesitant about posting here because we are so afraid of the rejection. We pray that someone, anyone, will be kind and courteous enough to help us fulfill the completion of our family. We hope to not only find someone to help us, but to find someone who wants the success story, the updates. Someone who wants to see what they helped us to achieve. A lifetime friend. If you choose to that is. My hopes are high that this will be a success. I am grateful that this is even an option. With our greatest love, we hope this find you whole heartedly. We hope that you have a strong urge to help us in this journey. To help us experience one last time the joy of parenthood. Our hearts and lives will be forever grateful. We love you so much already! With love from one family to another, that we may be connected in our futures with your help. That we can enjoy this experience because of your gratitude, Thank you for taking the time to read this. Hope to hear from you soon. Thank you from the bottom of my heart.

My name is Shane. Just 4 years ago I got sick and ended up in the hospital with only three days to live. With this information the doctors called my family and informed them of my situation and instructed them to come say their goodbyes. My family showed up and one by one shared their own personal moment with me believing this was the last time they would see me. Well this was the one time any of them came to see me in the six long months that I spent stuck in a bed connected to a tube with massive amounts of antibiotics 5 times a day. When I finally discharged and went to go home I got there and knocked on the door of my house only to find to my utter disappointment that my so called family had packed up and moved away and left me alone to die in the hospital. I have been misserable, alone, and afraid ever since. My self esteem has dropped drastically and I have only known unhappiness ever since. I’ve spent countless days and nights wandering the streets trying to find any sense of belonging. Unfortunately I haven’t found anything close. They say that money can’t buy happiness but I believe in my particular case it can buy a good start. Money would relieve me of many of the problems I have now such as no place to go  not having a car, food, school, clean clothes and possibly give me enough courage to ask a women to dinner and potentially have a family again. I want this so very bad but I lack the courage and education to excel and succeed in this world. I’ve been abandoned, left for dead, and robbed of my sense of belonging to the point where I’ve been simply existing. I’ve forgotten what it feels like to live and breathe and to be loved and to love… I want this so bad I can taste it. This is only part of my story I didn’t have the prettiest childhood either. Angry parents, violence, abuse of every color and beatings. I just want to be happy for once and smile and laugh. This is why I feel I would be a good candidate to receive a donation. I want to live. Thank you for taking the time to read my story.

Any and all help is so very appreciated and will not be taken for granted or wasted.

paypal.me/runningfromlife

I would like to Thank you for taking the time to read this. I am looking for a Miracle, no matter how big or small anything is appreciated.  Though I know there are plenty of people who need help and for so many good reasons I am putting my family in your hands. We have endured some huge losses, a home, cars, loved ones and even our own family has fallen apart.  We have suffered some huge effects of mental illness in our family and continue to try to cope everyday. We have fallen behind on medical bills from my daughter’s surgery,  a car that broke down and i couldn’t afford to fix and make payments. This has caused a garnishment that needs paid so that i can try and move us into a better home. We are over cramped and trying to deal with a family member with borderline personality disorder. This brings on depression in the whole family. My children don’t believe there is any good left in this world. This truly breaks my heart. We suffer everyday. I try to help keep a positive attitude but it’s hard as we seem to get knocked down everytime we make a move. Everything I do is for my children and I can honestly tell you I feel like I fail them everyday when I see the look of worry and stress on there young faces. My whole goal for this is that we may pay the garnishment and get enough money saved to get moved into a larger home and get everyone in to the counseling they need. I fear for my children’s future, I worry for there mental health. I am trying to find a way to get them on there feet before they go out into the world. My husband and I both work fulltime. We have 3 children 19,17 and 14. We just can’t seem to catch a break.  We are in need of a home so badly and we do not have good credit. This is turn makes it cost soo much more to move. I admit fault and should have made better choices at times. However,  there has been so much out of my control. It has been a steady spiral downward. We just need some help. We work too much for any state or other kind of assistance and I do not believe in working less to qualify for it.  I am a hard worker and would love to someday be able to turn our situation around and be able to be someone like you, someone that has the ability to be a person that people can reach out to and get the help they need. The gaurnishment is owing $3,206.92. My daughter’s surgery is over $4,000 as there was a mistake with our insurance at the time. Moving is looking like it will be $3,000 to $5,000. All in all a total of $12,206.92. Absolutely anything would help. Thank you so much for considering my family.

My apologies I can not get the picture of the garnishment paperwork to load.

Sincerely,

Jennifer

https://paypal.me/jbbailey5

Dear Sirs and Ladies, 

I don’t want to take too much of your time but I hope you take the time to listen. I am a 19 year old college student who just wants to succeed in her life. January 12, 2018 I was in a fatal car accident with an 18 wheeler truck. My car was dragged under the truck being crushed for 90 feet until the driver realized what had happened. I ended up with messed up leg problem called patellafemoral pain syndrome. I had MRIs done & lab testing which grew into hospital and physical therapy bills that I had to use every last penny in my name plus what I was settled with to pay for the bills. The car was my mother’s I was just driving it to get back and forth to school. I am the middle child and lately I have been feeling neglected. All I ever wanted was to find me a nice cheap affordable car to be able to get to where I need to go and not have to worry about getting somewhere on time. My household is full of toxic people my mother has a boyfriend who has multiple times tried to hit me for no apparent reason and she does not care and let’s him get away with it & he is still here . I don’t have any other family because I was “adopted” when I was born so I don’t know anybody else in my family. I don’t have the money to be able to at least get my own roof over my head and because of my accident my financial aid was declined because of my academic performance of not being able to walk a lot of times.  I want to be able to finish college and grow to getting my bachelors in Criminal Justice & Fine Arts one day. I just need someone’s help, or some advice words of encouragement because I have a dark past with depression and I have fought to get out of that state and I don’t want to go back but the feeling of not being wanted by your own mother hurts more than anything ever could. I am helpful anything anybody asks me to help them do I don’t think twice about it because that’s just my heart but it seems like no matter how hard I try and how big my heart is I always end up in the dirt. I just want to be able to have a beginning to PIECE MY LIFE BACK TOGETHER & START FRESH. Anything is appreciated, thank you have a blessed day. If i’m not appreciated I KNOW YOU ARE. 

my paypal is : paypal.me/ShyniquaB

Hey everyone! I am 21 year old photographer who is currently trying to save up enough to get my screen replaced on my laptop but I need some help! Mind you I am freelance photographer who is currently trying to kickstart my small business which I started a few months ago.

My MacBook Pro screen is completely cracked and I cannot use it unless I get the screen replaced and it’s a bit pricey due to it being an Apple product. I bought it back in 2015 (when I was employed) so my accident protection plan has already expired. Everything is digital and I’ve been editing all my photos on my phone and doing all my business from my phone.

This currently is my only source of income due to the fact that I also take care of my 2 nieces who are 1 and 2 years old, respectively, and basically any little money that I make from photography goes to my credit cards (which my parents maxed out in order to keep a roof over our heads) and also towards diapers and wipes and food for my nieces. Essentially, I play mom to my nieces (whom I’ve taken over the role of being a parental figure to them due to their negligent parents (my brother and his wife and my sister) and also removing them from unfortunate and dangerous situations their unstable parents have put them in). I may not be their biological mother, but I do everything that a mother would do for these children. Whatever little money I have leftover from paying bills; I’ll take the babies out once in a while so they can escape the harsh reality of their parents abandoning them. I breaks my heart to see my nieces have to go through this. This is the main reason why I am not able to get a 9 to 5 job because I take care of my nieces and I cannot afford daycare at the moment.

• Getting my laptop fixed would be such a blessing and anything would help! It would be a great advancement for me and would make work for me 10 times easier. Editing hundreds of photos through my phone takes up a lot of time especially because the screen is so small and when I import photos, I have to save every photo one by one which can take hours on end. Getting laptop fixed would cut my editing process and uploading process in half.  I know I have the talent, but I just need the tools to do so. I really want better for myself, my business, my family, and my nieces. I would be able to build my website so I can expand my business better. My goal is to reach $600! Thank you so much!  [Read more…]

So I have had some rough times in my life been homeless and addicted to drugs. Lost my father and broke my heart. Lost everything over and over it seemed. I have finally been sober for 2 years today. I moved away from where I was originally from and started a whole new life after rehab and sober living for a year and a half. I started working for a company as a telemarketer, outbound calls and then was quickly promoted to inbound calls and became one of the leading sales agents. (Yes I know we are annoying) it is a very tough job and it is rare to see someone new stick it out because of all the negativity and rejection plus high pressure sales and quotas. Anyways, I worked for that company for two years. Couldn’t believe that I could accomplish something so difficult and actually be an anchor to the company. I haven’t had help, I’ve done everything on my own I had no clothing when I left not even a tooth brush and I see more for myself. Long story short I had to end my time at that company because of some payroll negligence and other things that did not sit welll with me. I’m 31 years old, I have no children no husband. I want to start my own business. Several businesses. Non profit for battered women as well as battered dogs. I would like to take online courses and continue my education. I’ve had 3 lap tops in my life, all of them have been stolen. I don’t have enough money to buy a specific lap top to help pursue my goals and I have no money coming in right now. I would like to pursue my passion but I’m using my savings for a room I rent groceries necessities etc. I’m being honest, I’m just someone who gained control of herself and walked out of the dark to help others I believe. So, if you find that someone my age willing to work and contribute to society instead of counting on an inheritance or somehow become famous over social media would possibly help others and save some. I am asking for help in buying my lap top to start everything. Yes, the MacBook Air or pro is what I would particularly prefer and also would make sense for what I am trying to do. So if you are willing to help I’ll make sure you are my first acknowledgment.

Dear Potential Donor,

My name is Natalia and I am in my 30’s. I have no children and waited to get married to the “right person.” When I met my husband, he is my age and a math teacher is high school. He had s gentle nature and love helping people so I just knew he was for me. Fast forward he wanted to quit his job to go back to school to advance his career. I supported him and his efforts while putting aside my testing for nursing and my own dreams. Last year around this time I even picked up a second job. Money was really tight even with apps and only cooking at home. Without my knowledge, my husband was meeting women from sex sites with the first woman being only 3 months after we were married. I heard every gruesome detail. He stayed at the hotel with the first women and had sex with her more than once because he felt that he “didn’t please her.” He also at first used a condom then the second time not. Another woman was the same thing and before he met me, he had sex with a particular woman before. Another woman was old enough to be his mother. The absolute last woman really takes the cake and he had sex with her around Christmas in a car twice and once again in my home in our bead. Just writing this tears me up. I was always happy, a go getter. I have college degrees and my father gave 25 years of his life to the service. I finally got series thought I found the one, and all the while this person was doing these things. I caught him online a couple times and he assured me it was for porn only. He wouldn’t touch me. I’d go to him in beautiful lingerie and he wouldn’t care so I knew something was up. I have dates and times. It’s been almost a year since he’s had sex with the last woman and I’m not over it. I can never trust him again. I am asking for assistance so I can take some time and only work part time and start my masters degree for an internship that starts June 2019 for administration. If you’ve ever been cheated on like me I hope it never happens to you and you find strength, peace, and happiness. I am getting my self esteem back.