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College Student needs Dental Work

Hey guys I’m just getting ready to go into my third college year and I am having extreme mouth pain.

I have a temporary silver cap on my molar, I got a root canal done around 6-7 years ago on it. I’m 19 years old, so I am no longer covered under healthy smiles and my parents don’t have insurance. Temporary caps are only supposed to last 5 years maximum, they’re meant for short term, but because my mother didn’t want to pay for the work to be done, she didn’t get it done even when it would have been heavily discounted.

I work full time, I have an apartment, a vehicle I have on finance and my high car insurance. I just had to pay a non-refundable deposit of $500 for my college and my $2400 tuition by September 3rd. I cannot afford to get this work done.

A huge problem I face is that I have a huge phobia of dentists. I’m sorry to go into it, but when I was a young child (probably 6-10) my mother took me to a dentist who put caps over all of my molars but didn’t properly clean the teeth first. When he took the caps off the next year or whatever the teeth were completely rotten underneath. Because I was already afraid of dentists, they choose not  to tell me they were going to rip all of my teeth out of my head but that’s what they proceeded to do as they held me down. I cannot sit in a dental chair today without anesthetic or laughing gas. The fear is too much for me but tolerating this pain is just getting too much. It’s getting hard to work everyday.

The cheapest I was able to find a tooth extraction (cheaper than a new cap) with anesthetic is $950 and I will have to drive to the United States (I’m Canadian) to get the procedure done.

All donations are seriously appreciated and if you have any advice on a cheaper option in the Toronto/Kingston, ON or just over the NY Border I am open to suggestions for lower prices as well. I just need this work done.

i have never asked for money before and seriously appreciate everything ya’ll do for people.

 

PayPal.Me/MikaylaFabi

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Cross Country Move + Struggle

Hello all you generous people.

Last October, my husband and I decided to make a last minute move from Alberta, back to Ontario where we are originally from. I was buried in school debt and working a ton to try and pay it down but missing home too desperately. After living in Alberta for 5 years, we packed up our car and headed back home. Since this was a last minute and reckless (but worth it) decision, we did not factor in moving costs, relocation, time to find new jobs etc. All this has landed us in $40,000 in credit card debt. We both work insane hours trying to make ends meet and just feel all around helpless right now. Our rent is through the roof as we wish to live in the city near our family and now we are stuck in a lease. I am actively trying to find us a new and cheaper place for when this lease ends but finding the money for first + last is stressful. Family means everything to us and I want to be able to start a family soon but have just been diagnosed with PCOS which is going to lead to large medical bills as it is rather rare to conceive naturally with this diagnosis. We just need help, I feel helpless and feel as if I am at the bottom of a black hole that I can not get out of as much as I try. I know there are some other people here with stories, but this is mine. Just trying to get by. Anything can help.

 

paypal.me/gabby693

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a case that still has hope

I am known as a dreamer with so ambition, but sadly if I was not desperate to chase my dreams and make them a reality I wouldn’t be here. all of my life I never expected I would be in this situation where I am asking for help. I am in a state of melancholy, my family has been financially struggling for six years now.  We use to live a happy life and money was not an issue, but somehow fast-forward six years, it is the main issue that holds us back from chasing our dreams, from living in tranquility, and from being happy. My dad is an engineer and worked in the family business, after my grandfather passed away, he distributed the inheritance to his 3 sons, little did he know that my uncle was a greedy son who wanted all the money, dragged my father into debts and declared his bankrupt , my father  filed a lawsuit against my uncle to have his money back , from court to court ,  my dad’s case was somehow impossible to be  resolved sadly the  despairing issue is left unsolved till today . My family is still fighting to get our money back, but sadly my uncle’s powerful allies always win. we moved away from all the unfairness and wanted to start a new life in Canada, but with no money its arduous .my sister is  diagnosed with Crohn disease  did not get an approval of any disability benefits or insurance due to my dad’s issues and inability to provide anything for her , she is left to pay for her own medications and is unemployed due to her disease . my family is in desperate need of money to feed the household, to start a new business that could help my dad get back on his engineering feet and to rebuild our life from the start. Seeing my family healthy, financially stable and happy is now a life pursuing goal. I am only twenty-one years old I have a whole life ahead of me with a dream of becoming an architect and start a new journey of success , but without a little bit of money I cannot move forward, but will take double the steps and so much hard work that my energy is incapable of giving. However, when I found this site by accident it felt as if the universe is giving my family a second chance to start a new life, a miracle I shall call it for the people out there that would give the less fortunate a helping hand and guidance. I know there are still good people in this world that are willing to give all the help they can offer , and I cannot thank them enough for all the good they’ve done in this world, to prove to us that humanity still exists, and to show me that I am not alone in this world . All I’m asking for is a little help, a push that would give my family financial stability. I know for sure with no matter how much money people can offer to us, we will try our best to give it back one day when we are able to, that is a promise that I will guide with my heart. Please let this hope that is inside my heart grow, and let me dream of seeing my siblings pursuing great careers one day, all of that just to see my family happy, that is all am desperately asking for . thank you for letting me share my experiences with you, I highly appreciate it. I am doing this without my family knowing because I do not want to get their hopes us and disappoint them at the end, they have been through so much so please help me give them a surprise that would change their life, it will mean the world to me. please help me help them.

 

send money through paypal:paypal.me/juliamatar

 

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Sorry for the Long story…

Hello, I am 34 years old, I am from the states but moved to Michigan to reunite with my birth family in 2005 when I was 20, first time I saw my mom since I was put up for adoption as an infant.  Just a couple short years later I move to Canada with my wife who I met shortly after moving to Michigan.  

Now married to my lovely wife for 11 years and we have two boys, 2 and 5 years old.  My wife has a career in human resources and I have been somewhat of a failure in that respect.  Barely passed high school, did labor intensive jobs for years then fell into sales, with Pepsi mostly, did that for nine years, and it absolutely drained me.  Finally my wife talked me into going back to school.  Finished year one, year 2/3 starts in September.  Despite the learning weaknesses, I finished with a ‘B‘ GPA and received a minimum wage Coop position with my town, its a really good experience for my future career.  It was the hardest damn thing I/we have ever done, with adult ADHD & anxiety, the mental toll school took on me throughout the year was a strain on everyone and the financial toll it’s taking on us can have drastic effects if I don’t start making money soon, which is near impossible being in school having a family. 

We cant get any major loans because we don’t own a house, and will have to leave the house we are renting now in January, because we cannot afford it any longer, problem is, unless we move to a crappy area or really far away we really cant afford to rent anywhere.  Bills are piling up, medical bills(we need glasses, dental work and minor medications), two deteriorating vehicles that need repair(my truck has been given the “any day now” sentencing and neither vehicle has AC), grocery bills through the roof(two boys, enough said) and our family pet is in urgent need of care… I dont know how much longer we can do this.  I cannot quit, I will be a mental wreck because this is finally me chasing a dream and if I have to quit now, its wasted money and going back to something I hated and was not good at.  Just last week I picked up a part time job on top of my summer coop, as much as I can do, it’s still not enough.  I am at my lowest right now and I don’t know what else to do, if there’s anything anyone can do to help, it would mean the world. 

I do apologize for the long story, thank you for any and all consideration and thank you for your time.

paypal.me/matthewgougeon

 

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Depression has led me to some serious debt

Hello! I’m a 34 year old female serving military member. I’ve been having some personal issues with my past that has lend me to becoming severely depressed. To allow me to pretend that I’m ok and hid my problems I’ve spent money I don’t have on useless materials and vacations I could not afford. Now that I’m trying to focus on retiring I realized my pension isn’t enough for me to survive on and I’m worried.  I’ve been able to cope with my issues and now the only thing that’s keeping me down is my debt. I’m having a hard time to pay all my bills and buy groceries. I’ve  consolidated all high rate  loans and credits card to 1  loan and it’s 50,000.00 total. I’m also trying to attend college part time so that I can have a 2nd career lined up for me when I do retire in 13 years from now. What started my depression was when I was 20 years old. I moved away from family and friends to live with my first boyfriend who was in the military. I had no career and was working minimum wage just to help pay bills. After 3 years being together when he came back from a deployment he had changed. I realized I had to join the military as there was nothing for me out here  in this community. He broke up with me and while going through basic I was devastated. I pretended that everything was ok just so I could pass basic training. I moved on 2 years later met another military member  who was an alcoholic. Despite his problems he said he would change for the better while I was deployed and that things would get better when I returned.  I came back from deployment and he had informed me he had cheated on me while I was away.  At this point in my life all my friends where married and having a family. This is all I ever wanted. I was starting to  feel very depressed wondering how I always end up with relationships turning out this way. This is when I started to spend money on anything to keep me happy and my mind busy. My 3rd relationship was a emotionally abusive  relationship. Thus far, probably the worst 3 years of my life I’d never get back. The whole time I thought “well he hasn’t cheated on me” he made me believe that I was the one with problems. He always made me feel bad even though I never did anything wrong. I never had the chance to see my fitness without him  assuming I was doing  something wrong. My friends hated him. I eventually had enough especially after witnessing his level of anger that made me soo scared I thought he was going to hit me. I left him and I felt relieved. However I was  still feeling like I had wasted soo much of my time on horrible relationships that I was getting too old to start my own family with the man of my dreams. This led me again to spending money to keep myself happy and mind busy. I’ve now started doing other methods of therapy to allow me to start learning how to control my mind and be  able to have control on my spending. Unfortunately I’ve put myself into some high debt total of $50,000.00 and now making it harder to get by. Anything to help contribute to paying my bills would be extremely helpful. Please and thank you for your time 😌

my Paypal link for your donation: https://paypal.me/aries1985512

 

 

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Family emergency

My 77 year old dad and I were renting a home off a guy we met off kijiji .we signed all documents and paid 7000$ . A month later the opp come with A guy that claims he is the rightful owner.

Nevertheless we had half hour to be off property and are mos on street with all animals

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Refuse to give up, One last option.

Hello,

 

First off, thank you for reading my story. I will keep it as brief as possible, and hope that my sincerity and desperation are made clear.

I live in Nova Scotia, Canada. I am a once proud and capable Man, who lived for my job, and took pride in what I did. I worked as a chef for a local restaurant, and was passionate about what I did. So passionate in fact, that I decided, with the help of my mother and step-father, to open a small Bakery and Cafe, and really perfect my craft.

WE WERE A HIT! When I say that I am not lying, If I had not of deleted the associated Facebook page, in an emotionally driven effort to block it all out, I would post a link here. We had over $2000 CAD a day in sales for the first month, and a steady $1000 CAD a day after that for another 3 months. However, as anyone reading this knows, the fact that I am writing it means, the joyful success did not last.

In our fourth month of operation, my step-father left my mother. Citing A lack of attention, as his reason. He took his income, $4000.00 USD a month in pensions, and all their shared assets had been hastily put BACK into his name. Yes, they were his to begin with and my mother had married him AFTER he gained his wealth, however, he said vows just the same as she did.

The man was 76 years old, and suffering from COPD, but the fact was, my mother was not a house maid, nor his nurse and herself 62 years old. She should not have been asked to lay aside her new business, her new passion. So he left, early one morning he crossed the border between Canada and the U.S. ensuring my mother could not send lawyers after him, she simply did not have the cash to cover a $5000.00 retainer for a lawyer.

Meanwhile, I had a whirlwind of my own. A former girlfriend, had given birth to my son only a month before I opened the bakery. It was unexpected, and a bitter and tumultuous affair. I was ordered to pay $400.00  CAD a month to her for child support. It did not matter, I love my son, and I loved him the moment I first met him. I get lots of time with him, and I am molding myself to be a better person because of him. As most know, a new business owner, even one partnered, cannot expect a salary for the first two years, so these payments were incredibly hindering, but still my 1st priority.

We opened in April 2018. We closed the doors to the business in February 2019. We fought very hard to stay open, Sold everything we could, allowed bills to pile up that were not related to the business. My car was repossessed, my mother’s house was taken by the bank, we even sold out two year old border collie Lucy, to a good home with wonderful people. It was originally an adoption, but when we told the new owners our story, they gave us a few hundred dollars to get by.

My mother was forced to go back into the hard life of homecare, for seniors and mentally disabled young adults. She currently deals with abusive clients on a  daily basis because she simply does not have a choice.

I do my best to work where I can, but I have so many bills piled up, that anything I gain is simply gone again before I know it. I have tried other sources of income. I am utilizing rewards sites online, and playing music for people. If I had an infinite amount of time in the day I would not be here because there are an endless list of things I can do to make money, I am aware of that.

Time is not on my side. My mother and I now live in a 2 bedroom apartment, that we may lose now only a month into renting, we barely gathered enough cash to get the place. We have power bills carried over from my mother’s foreclosed house, and a past due amount on our cable and internet bills. I no longer have a cell phone as I sold it, my mothers is behind and soon to be cut off. I have items posted on buy sell and trade websites, but again, time is not on my side.

I am not asking for the world, I want my mother to be able to sleep at night. I want to afford wipes and diapers for the days I have my son. only $4000.00 CAD. I will even commit to paying it back once I am back on top. I am a proud man, as I said, and will not hesitate to commit to that.

Thank you for reading, by doing that you have given me hope and support. I hope my sincerity was clear.

Sincerely,

Jess William Clark

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Over my head in debt

Hello, I am a 20 year old male in the military but have been drowning in debt and am trying to sort my life out and get myself on a better path. I am behind on my phone, car payments as I have been trying to make sure my rent is paid so i have a place to live and i’m not homeless. I am also planning to move in with my girlfriend but we need a little bit more money for a place. if anyone could help it would be greatly appreciated as I am on the brink of losing everything and being homeless. I am also trying my best to pay off my credit card debt of $5,000 but am unable to with the little amount of money I am making. I am trying to send money home for my family as my mom is now no longer working as she just had surgery for breast cancer and i am trying to support her and my dad while I am away for the military. I am really hoping to pay my car off by July 25 or i will no longer have my car and I will be unable to see my family that I haven’t been able to see in just over 6 months and I really miss them and I know they really want to see me as I am their only child and I have moved far away from them. I need at least $5000 for my car and $1000 for my rent and $5000 for my credit card debt. My parents i will send any extra but I really need to help myself out of the hole I am in and then i can help my parents more, especially since they may lose their house it doesn’t help the situation i am in either, Nobody in my family is an alcoholic or addicted to drugs, we are all clean and trying to get out of a hole. My girlfriend and I are really trying our best we have been together for 13 months and she is the best thing to happen to me and i want to propose to her but in the financial situation I don’t think I will be able to and that kinda makes me upset as well but i know in due time it will  work.

Please if you are willing to help my paypal is paypal.me/mackenzie750

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Need A Little Help From Some Friends (Or Anyone really)

Well,  I’m sort of in shock that a series of events has landed me here.  But here is where I am nonetheless-  There’s no easy way to say this so I’ll just say it- I need help.  The kind that no one likes to ask anyone for or being asked for themselves- the worst kind- financial help.  I’m hoping this gets out to someone somewhere who’s able to provide aid.  I haven’t shared my story with many people honestly – but here goes, some unsavoury people have been messing with my head and my life, and I don’t know who else to ask for help.  It’s hard for me to admit this (although I’m getting used to it) but what I desperately need right now is help to keep me from #1- being evicted before I start my new work at home job & #2- having to take hush money from people who subjected me to so much psychological and emotional abuse that it has rendered me unable to work or function the way I used to unfortunately.  I don’t know if I’m supposed to put an amount or not,  honestly anything helps at this point.  I’m uncomfortable putting that info out there-  so I’ll say this; I am very late on rent,  and I have a group of people relentlessly trying to manipulate me and threatening my family + myself for over a couple years now.  I’ve tried to fight them to no avail-  they’ve humiliated me, spread rumors, bullied + harassed me, tried to convince myself & my own family to have me committed so that my testimony won’t stand – should anything go to court.  I am struggling with depression and live in a lot of fear and anxiety consequently.  Like so many other people out there, I’m struggling.  To add insult to injury,  I am hurting severely emotionally from the entire ordeal, to say the least.  It’s isolating.  I’ve been told point blanc I’m being followed as an intimidation tactic.  It’s infuriating to have no power.  I try and keep away from people, being I have no one I can trust and I don’t want anyone else being subjected to harm or harassment.  So this is my life right now.  I’m looking for temporary work to fix the issue but cannot find any I’m able to perform in my current state/condition.  I’m exhausted from continually fighting for my life,  and just need a leg up to try and stay afloat for the time being.  The people who put me where I am now are trying to force me to take their money –  and I just can’t stomach the idea, but I have no other choice currently-  which makes my stress and depression worse.  I’m just at the point where I am openly begging the Universe to help.  So please Universe,  help.  Because I’m at a loss as what to do next.

My name is Julia,  thanks for taking the time to read if anyone did-  and if there’s any way I can help in return I would jump at the opportunity.  I’ve worked in video production, as a personal assistant, ran my own cleaning business, am an experienced dog sitter, the list goes on- so even if the help is in the form of remote administrative work,  I’m available.  Either way, donation or not,  thanks for your time  :)

My paypal donation link is paypal.me/helpjules

 

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Help Me Feed My Family

I know not everyone will read my words. If you are willing to help without knowing my story, God bless you and your family.  This is my paypal account: paypal.me/imziee. For those of you who want/need to know my story, continue reading.

I never thought I would ever do this in my life. Begging strangers online for money seemed so extreme six months ago, but here we are. My name is Joe and you can’t imagine how desperate I am that this works.

I suffer from severe Crohn’s disease. Basically, my intestines are heavily inflamed which results in severe abdominal pain, daily diarrhea, heavy weight loss and fatigue. It makes it incredibly difficult for me to do normal activities some days, like going to work. In the past year alone, I have had to leave jobs or have been fired due to the frequency of my flare ups and the severity of my symptoms.

Earlier this year, I was finally able to have surgery during which I had 10+ inches of my bowel removed. Unfortunately, this procedure resulted in the formation of a hydrocele (extremely enlarged testicles) thus requiring a second surgery to correct the complication.

Although these procedures are supposed to help, they do not cure Crohn’s and I am currently waiting to find out if I am actually in remission. Despite this, I have started reapplying to jobs in the hopes that I may once again properly provide for my family.

My family and I, however have fallen on hard times. Although I am now on disability, the stipend I get per month is barely enough to cover rent, bills, and food. Usually my girlfriend and I pool our incomes together to survive but she has fallen on difficult financial times as well. I am unsure what more I can do.

Our cupboards are now bare and the fridge empty. There are two weeks left in the month and I am at a loss as to what to do or how to feed my family. We are desperate for help. Any help.

I have prayed for food for days. Our situation seems so bleak, but I have faith God will provide. I know that there are good people in this world who are willing to help those of us down on our luck. I promise to pay it forward. All my family and I need is a little compassion to make it through July.

For those of you who are willing to help,our hopeful goal is $100 but as I’ve said before anything you can do will help. You can send donations to Paypal.me/imziee

Thank you for taking the time to read through all of this. From the bottom of my heart, thank you for helping. I appreciate it. We appreciate it. Thank you.

May God bestow upon you and your family his most brilliant blessings and may you always know peace.

 

 

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Help my mother fight cancer

My name is gabby. It’s just me my sister and my mother

Last year my mother was diagnosed with lung cancer. One of the worst days of our lives. It felt like our whole world crashed before our very eyes. No one wants to hear news like this ever.

Shes been undergoing radiation treatment.  This is taking a toll on her mentally physically and emotionally. For my sister and I its emotionally draining and heart breaking to see our mother going through this. All we can do Is watch knowing there isn’t a whole lot we can do to take the pain away.

I’ve been working 2 jobs just to keep things afloat and not fall behind on payments.. my sister is in school full time and has a part time job to help with bills and food. My mother is unable to work.

After some research I have found that mayo clinic in texas seems to offer far more treatment options than here in Canada. So our goal has become to get her out there for treatment in hopes to prolong her stay with us here on this earth. We know that eventually this cancer may take our mother away from us but we are hoping for a little bit more time with her. Our father had passed away a few years back from a heart attack. Life hasn’t been the greatest to us in that aspect.

So I’m here today asking anyone that can help to help us towards our goal of at least $30000. This would cover costs such as air fair taking care of the bills here etc.

Every little bit counts and the more people that help the faster we can reach our goal and keep our mother here a little bit longer.

Thank you for your consideration and any help would be greatly appreciated and forever thankful.

PayPal.me/gabby0920

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Any help would go a long way !

Screenshot (142).pngHi there! I’ve never actually used any sort of site such as this, so this is a new experience for me. As a quick sort of introduction, I’m a (young, i hope!) mother to a 17 month old son and live in beautiful Canada. I recently was expecting to be receiving money as back pay from the month of May for child tax. I found out that I accidentally erred in filing my taxes for this year, so they kept my payment for the month of May as coverage for extra payments I had received previously.

As a result of not receiving that money in May (of which is around 500) and not getting back pay that I was expecting to receive, I’ve found myself in a tight situation money wise. I feel like I’m just trying to swim out of this sudden flood of money problems.

I paid my rent and bills. But now the bills are coming back up to be due and I have almost no food. I just need a little bit of help to tide me over until Thursday, which is when I will have money.

I’m not asking for much but I understand asking for anything from the kindness of strangers is still too much. I would put any money straight to the grocery store and, if possible, any remaining toward my utility bill. I definitely know that the option for Food Banks is available but I would need to register and wait for the pickup day, which I’m not sure how many days that would take.

Any amount would help, even if it is just ten dollars. Or one dollar. I apologize for finding myself asking for help. I feel low right now and the stress of finances are weighing on my mind. I am on assistance for mental health and thus I depend on one check to get me by each month. But, due to keeping up with the loss of not receiving Mays child tax payment, and not realizing I do not receive GST anymore (which I was expecting a payment on the 5th – did not happen) I find myself already in the negative of my bank account.

I’m very sorry for rambling on here. I’m not sure if anyone will even read this, but if you do, even if you can’t help me with money, thank you for still taking the time to read about my life. Thank you

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Need help and fresh start ASAP

I was a fool and struggled with a man for 7 years because I thought he would eventually get counselling and be the man I thought he was. I was wrong. He became very involved in illegal activities and eventually started abusing me (even as far as pushing me out of my vehicle and trying to run me over, then stole everything I had while I was trying to make an honest living by working 6-7 days a week at 9-13 hours per day. I was stuck in co-dependency and feel so foolish for allowing this to happen to me.
I tried to contact his family to help him, and they pinned the blame on me. His mother even said I probably hit him first and only his sister (who I raised from age 11) believed me as she saw first hand the damage and pain I was enduring. I had built this entire life up just for it to be thrown out in a matter of 3 months draining my bank account and savings.
His sister is now 19 years old, and also in an abusive situation in which I want to take her with me when I start fresh so she can begin her life much earlier than I was able to. I feel obligated to help her. I do not drink, party or spend my money foolishly.
I feel humiliation in even begging for help like this but I need to move and begin a new life. I need help paying my loan payments, credit card payments and to help me move to a different city to start fresh. I work hard, I am a loving mother but I just cannot seem to get ahead and I refuse to do anything illegal to obtain the money I am seeking. Even if I have to pay it back to my donar, I will find a way to through monthly payments and budgeting.
I need someone to take a chance on me please. I am a great conversationalist, I can email back and forth, I will write a letter explaining my situation further. Whatever is needed of me, unless it is humiliating or illegal. I just want to get a good start on providing the best life I can for my son, my (informally adopted) little sister and my two cats.
Please, I will take any help I can. Thank you in advance.

https://paypal.me/spmomma

paypal.me/spmomma

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Fraud Victim – I have nothing left

Hello,

This is my crazy and unfortunate situation to date.

I am in the middle of an awful divorce. Two years ago, my husband decided to kick me out without any notice and froze me out of our assets. I moved in with my parents. I have spent the better part of two years trying to find better employment, but for now, I make minimum wage and work part-time. The recession is real, I applied for a job a month ago and within three days it had over 200 applicants and I had people in the field vouching for me. I still did not receive even an interview. I make so little money, $15/hr., while my ex makes $175 an hour. He left me with nothing, and, until the divorce is finalized, I’m in a horrible, horrible spot.

Fast forward to a few months ago, a friend of mine (more of an acquaintance, I knew his brother more than I knew him) offered to help me with an investment. Sadly, I deal with depression so I take headpills. These headpills make me incredibly uninhibited and impulsive. I was talked into maxing my credit card and giving up every last penny to this man. Thousands of dollars borrowed from my family and a line of credit. I feel like such an idiot, and now I am forced to take him to court to hopefully get my money back. But in the meantime, I have nothing. Creditors are calling my house. This guy is a career con-man and a sociopath and I am now left on the brink of bankruptcy.

All I am asking is for someone to please help me with a little spare cash. It would go a long way to putting gas in my car or helping me to pay back one of the many people I owe money to (for example, my pup just had dental surgery, and my ex refuses to pay for more than half despite our differing incomes so I had to borrow money to cover it).

My heart is literally breaking. Yet I know, I am still very lucky because my family lets me live with them and I am not forced to be homeless. Thank you for reading.

https://www.paypal.me/dentdelion

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Lost job and need help until I find a new job.

My name is Lee-Ann and I am asking for financial help because I have found myself in an unfortunate situation. In mid-May I was forced to quit a very good job as a pharmacy assistant. The workplace was becoming a toxic environment where I was being forced to do the work of two people every week and any requests for time off were rejected. Most of the other employees in this place were treated unfairly as well and were also very unhappy. The distribution of work between the employees was not equal, as myself and three others were tasked with doing everything in the pharmacy while the other three employees were rewarded for just standing around and texting. There were rarely more than two people, including the pharmacist, on shift at a time and this led to us losing customers because of our extended wait times and our lack of ability to do everything at once. When my boss threatened to stop paying overtime hours, many employees tried to go to the labor board or to head office but nothing was done about the issue. It was then that I knew I needed to get out.

I tried to get a job at another pharmacy and they called to say they were in desperate need of a pharmacy assistant and I should come in to discuss my schedule and I could start as early as next Monday. That was it. They said I didn’t even need to come in for an interview because all my references checked out. So I gave my notice at the bad job and went to discuss the schedule at the new job. But when I got there, they told my I needed to take a proficiency test in order to start working there. The problem with that is that I never went to school to be a pharmacy technician, as a pharmacy assistant position does not require a degree and simply does most of the same tasks as a pharmacy tech but with a lower pay-grade. I had made sure to tell this new employer that I was not a tech, but an assistant but for some reason they either did not understand this or did not listen. So I could not complete the proficiency test due to my not having attended school. Unfortunately, they rejected me then and I was left without a job when the end of my time at the bad job ended.

I am still trying to apply everywhere but since school has ended for the summer, every position seems to be full and I have only gotten two interviews in the last month, neither resulting in my getting a job. I applied for compensation but I have not heard back yet and I fear I will not hear back. I am supporting two cats and live with two roommates that are both working and trying to cover our bills but without my income, we are running out of savings. One roommate is in school come fall and I am doing an online course that I still need to pay for as well. With everything that we need to cover, I fear that we will completely run out of money and I am desperate. I came to this website for help and I hope someone will take pity on me.

Thank you in advance if you decide that I am a worthy candidate for some financial help. My link is paypal.me/ebucky

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Loss of job without cause. Need help to payoff loan. Thank you.

Dear donor,

My name is Darcy.  I am 48 years old, single man.  Who has recently just lost his job without cause.  I have worked at 2 manufacturing jobs for about 13 years without any issues.  I am getting my final pay on June 20. Which is the hours I made (about $500) and termination pay ($3384).  Plus I am getting a conditional payment ($2116) which I had to sign a non-disclosure agreement for it.

I am living in a apartment for about 11 years now with a roommate, paying over $700 in rent for me. I am also paying for the cost of cell phone, internet, car insurance, and groceries.  The cost of living as gone up considerably for me and after my job loss, I am moving back home to my mother who is happy to have me.

I have a car that I’m still making payments too ($6380 owing), that I desperately need to keep, (I help out my 92 year old mother with groceries and appointments).  I have one year left of payments to make on it, and I will put the money I’m getting from my final pay towards it.

And I have a cash loan that is currently $10085.18 at 48% interest that started out as a $1000 when I first applied for the loan.  I was using this loan to help me get by.  I know this is my fault for allowing this loan to get to this amount.  Like I said, I have been having a hard time making payments.  By the time I am done paying almost everyone, I would have to borrow enough for gas and groceries.

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Right now I am paying about $750 per month for both loans.  I am taking care of my car loan so I don’t lose my car.  But I will not be able to pay off this other loan.  My family cannot afford to help me financially, but they have suggested on ignoring the loan.  I do not want to take this route, but if I cannot find a job soon, I will have no choice.

I am asking you for help with this loan.  I am asking for for at about $8000 if it is possible.  I am going through a lot of stress over this, as anybody else would, but it should not be, for any of us.

I appreciate any kind of help that you could give me, and thank you for your time,

Darcy

http://paypal.me/DarcyEarle

 

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Agoraphobic please help me save my house and health!

Fifteen years ago I was a successful hard working business owner. A series of traumatic events, paired with high stress, caused me to develop an anxiety disorder called agoraphobia. My body is stuck in the “fight/flight” response and panic attacks occur even during mundane tasks. It caused me to be unable to leave my home and I lost my business because of it. I spent years living off of my savings and working to get better. I was heading towards full recovery when I started a relationship with a covert narcissist. It was the worst thing that could have happened for my recovery. Over years he systematically emotionally abused me to the point that I became housebound again. I also amassed a huge line of credit against my house under constant promises it would get paid back. Last year, after being house bound for a year straight, I left with my son to stay in a women’s shelter until my ex would be forced to leave my house. It took everything I had in me but I did it and haven’t looked back. I’ve spent this year having therapy and trying to put my life and health back together. I went to the dentist and the years of not being able to go in have caught up with me. I have about $6000.00 in dental work that needs done immediately as well as other less pressing issues. I’m struggling to pay the interest on this credit line and I can’t afford the specialized therapy that would help me cure this mental health issue. I’m at my wits end to just have a peaceful new start for my son and I. It’s a huge ask but my dream would be to raise $240,000.00 to pay off my credit line, complete my dental work, receive specialized therapy, and complete some needed repairs in my home. This would take so much stress off and allow the healing to happen. It would make it possible for me to pay my monthly payments without being drowned in interest each month. I would really be able to turn my life around. I have never asked for financial aide before. I worked hard, saved, and used my own resources always hopeful that I would be back to working soon. This is just too big to handle alone. I thank you for reading my story so far. If you can spare the money, it would change our lives.

my PayPal is

paypal.me/agoraphobicmom

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Eviction notice

Well today  I got an eviction notice something I’ve never got before something I’ve never really had to worry about and now I’m worried I’m really worried I’m 38 years old the first time I’ve ever lived on my own I was a mother and a wife for 20 years I’m not in the best health I don’t have a lot of excuses other than your responsibilities and that whole my want to change my life I just want to live and be happy and comfortable and not have to ask somebody for help I have done things that have made my life better like educated myself and further educating myself I’ve got good friends none of them are wealthy I come from a decent family none of them were wealthy but I guess what wealth is to some it isn’t to others I really wish I didn’t have to do this but I don’t feel like I have any other options I’ve tried taking out loans I sold stuff I looked at avenues that you really shouldn’t look at just short of selling myself for well nothing here I am asking you the person reading this to take pity on me to help me to make my life easier more lovable I’m stressed out all the time it feels like the other she was going to drop and I’m going to fall off the edge of the Earth being sick doesn’t help I lost my eyesight a year ago to a parasite from drinking water that was contaminated on the farm that I grew up on there’s no excuse really for your responsibilities with money other than lack of Education I kind of figured that I would be here forever but inevitably life hits all of us and and death is really the only other thing we’re guaranteed besides birth I really hope that in the long run I can get out of this I want to enjoy what I have left I want to enjoy what I have left with my 20 year old son who should never ever have to see his mother struggle I have a mental illness called bipolar it’s it’s like having other people inside of me I don’t know if anybody out there wants to help me or can help me but I don’t want to die without trying I hope I live to see 45 I really truly do maybe that’s where the responsibilities come in you just give up on living when you know you’re going to die you give up on trying or striving she is just let it go to hell in a handbasket but I don’t want that I really don’t want that I wish I’d been smarter in the last couple of months paid attention a little better if you’re reading this and you have pity at all I appreciate it I appreciate that you took the time to read
I am asking for a 7000 dollar donation please help me

https://www.paypal.me/recoveru38

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Romance Money Scam Victim

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In September, 2018 I registered on line with a dating app called match.com.  During that experience I “met” a man who called himself Darion Santino Oberto and had three pictures of himself posted with his personal information.  We started corresponding using the match.com app and soon had exchanged cell phone numbers.  We chatted at least twice a day and I began to share my life with him and he with me. He stated he was an Italian American living in Edmonton at this time.

He asked to meet and I accepted… many times; but our scheduled times together were always postponed  because of his work as an engineer on the pipeline rigs.  It wasn’t long before he told me he loved me and would wait for me to fall in love with him. Of course he said all the right things… how beautiful and smart I am… he even prayed for me and sang to me, which of course, touched my heart deeply. He said money was not a problem and he wanted to take care of me.

We scheduled another time to meet but instead I received a call stating he was offered an opportunity to bid on a huge project off the Port of Quebec for the Canadian Pipeline.  He assembled his crew and headed out.  His bid and demonstration were impressively successful and thus began another part of this most deceitful journey.  He gave me access to his bank account as well asked me to place the order for materials needed with an international company called Fortuna Metals.  The bank, United Fidelity in Florida and Fortuna Metals are legitimate companies.  I placed the order for him (internet was unstable on the rig) and followed this instructions to the letter to pay the over 1.5M dollars for the necessary materials to complete the job. It was only supposed to take 2-3 weeks to complete the job and he would be “home” for Christmas.  Then came the news that the IRS put a hold on any transfer of further funds while they investigated the legitimacy of the purchase.  Plus he didn’t order enough materials to complete the job on time.  Thus began the asking for temporary monetary assistance until such time as he could get to Florida and straighten things out at the bank.  $87,000.00 later (everything I had including cash advances on my credit cards), he said good-bye in early January 2019, told me it was only money, and was off to Venice to be with his very ill mother…There is so much more I could share; but I really don’t want not write a novel.

Bottom line… I am a 66 year old physically disabled woman, who has suffered with chronic pain for over 30 years… I’ve had 5 surgeries and need 2 more.  I raised 3 children on my own and am now blessed with 5 grandchildren. Only 3 people in my inner circle know what happened and what I did… the shame, humiliation and anger I live with, trying desperately to move forward and leave this all behind me.  BUT I’m reminded daily as I am unable to support myself with a heavy debt load of $25,000.00 and a negative bank balance…  I gave my savings and any investment monies away to this horrible deceitful man.  My income is only CPP & OAS for a grand total of $1526.10 a month.

I will graciously and humbly accept any donations.  Thank you so much for considering my request.

 

Please send any donations to:  PayPal.me/BMaeD

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Looking for justice

Please help
URGENT REQUEST for lawyer cost 20000 /STATEMENT FROM SHANNON MITCHELL
I am a victim of gross negligence and did not receive proper or adequate care considering my life threatening condition and as a result of this I am permanently disabled and unable to work and facing serious health issues as a direct result of my inadequate care. The documentation proves that mistakes were made in treating me and subsequently my records were altered to cover up these mistakes.  Over a 100 pages of falsified papers .There were serious errors made and the hospitals, doctors and staff are responsible for those errors. I am the only one who is now paying for their gross negligence. My life and future has been permanently damaged and altered and as a result of the gross negligence I lost my home, my children, my quality of life, my profession, my financial security, my future.
I am requesting a meeting to present my case and discuss these extremely serious allegations I’m trying to get settlement of what I feel I’m entitled too. Yes this occurred in 2014 but I didn’t become aware till 2017 of Oct. BUT really just put the facts together this summer. CANT believe a woman found naked doesn’t receive a rape test or informed of the condition they were in when they foundl believe the fact that I was assaulted it was withheld from me because of the traumatic arm injury that I suffered. As a person and a patient I’m horrified and disgusted. It brings me great sadness to think we live in a world where stuff like this can happen. We put our trust and our lives in the hands of these Physicians.
  have presented my documentation to support my case to the College of Physicians and I have received this response back from them which I will include in here. Considering my situation it a complete outrage.
This drug midzloasm is not used in a critical setting shock comatose decrease heart rate suspected drug overdose opiates especially being said so because it causes adverse reaction and death. Alcohol – they were testing me for alcohol poisoning. I believe a physician can actually be charged with manslaughter if giving this medication to somebody and they die. These are black box label . And further more I have done my research and sedatives are never mixed with alcohol. They work the same way in the brain and can cause coma and more intoxication. You can also see that Page listing this medication has clearly been tampered with 100% And was only added after I got a second set of medical records.  And asked about why the acetaminophen level was below therapeutic range and they didn’t tell me about the date rape drug .The Poison Control papers Of acetaminophen – those are false documents Poison Control never sent them those. Those results are puzzling on its own as there was never talk of perks being OD. As I said I have over 100 pages of proof of this horrible crime. This has left me permanently damaged. Keep in mind when I woke up, was told there was no way of knowing. Made complete sense to me. Didn’t question it didn’t feel a need to. The only reason anybody came looking for me was because of a comment from this “gentleman”. Came into my workplace and said to another co-worker I think Shannon tried to “off” herself and he was acting shaky and nervous. She was scared for my life so she called police and that’s when they found me in my home naked didn’t even know it was found naked until started looking into this.
They told me I had suffered a heart attack and had stoppage of the blood flow and causing compartment syndrome. Made sense they also asked me if there was anything that I took when I woke up I said I take a lot of Tylenol though it was amended that it was a Tylenol overdose a month after I left. The co-worker the guy was even on scene and told EMS I was reported to be pregnant. That’s why my stomach was swollen. I then was picked up by EMS and had oxygen station of 92 percent not 61 like they claim later. I had temp of 33 1 1 had decreased heart rate. And hands and feet were motling. They were going to air lift me to Belleville. One would say I was in shock. I had a catheter put in multi times and was even sent to Belleville with one put in my leg instead. It clearly shows the catheter was in left side in xray photo. I also have proof of clear amendments from being awake to being out. It also says clearly on zero sedation I was level three state. There is no in and out of consciousness. That they even have me back in a coma going back.
The test was false positive for amphetamine and high that was the cause of the overdose what was that positive and high acetaminophen level is only 13.5 dangerous 999. The descriptions of my body is disgusting. t don’t know anybody that lays down for 7 hours and gets dark strange bruising between their legs. I’m missing the transfer report going from Belleville to Kingston Belleville General it says discharge on April 9th there’s also info that indicates I was still there in April which I’ve circled in the highlighted and wrote notes on then April 4th I had a surgery by doctor walk-ins which there is no operation report filled out by doctor walk-ins it’s report is actually filled out by the gentleman who did it on the 31st missing is signed document by Dr. Mackey and also two different signatures for Dr. Mackey.
The nine pictures of the unoperated arm 9 days from when they say they did showing the blood clots in my arm my lungs were clear when I went in then I have coarse cracks and diminished Airway  and mucus secretions coming out and there are reports of low oxygen saturation from this infection that was actually known. If you search Belleville General Hospital 2014 nine people in hospital being treated I was followed by infection control I have the OHIP bills that show the blood poisoning this blood poisoning is not mentioned in any of the notes or talk about through the doctor’s note and my MRI I shows that I had severe upper arm swelling thrombosis septis and a mild stroke all of this is new information  to mr which I was never told about that’s why I have drop foot and nerve damage. There is documentation of this infection which I’ve had a doctor look at it and told me that I’m lucky to be alive and that there was definitely liquification of the tissué it was false postive for gram of cocci isn’t even documentation of me up and doing Physio and moving till the end of April which is what I’m stating happened. I was in a coma for the first couple of weeks and then I was up and walking the last couple weeks in hospital there’s nurses names but don’t pop up when you search them. I’ve searched them online they all come up. The catheter was then put in on me on the 14th if there was a catheter already in the right side when I put it in on the 14th and cray shows left . Plus lost of alteration you clearly see them changing a L to a R. the fact that Kingston hospital has me there on the 30th I wasn’t there till the 31.
The documentation is totally inaccurate and unsubstantiated, and inappropriate – no time stamps or documentation and missing signatures. Signed another lender not to be found, photocopies have pencil used – apparently it’s okay to use pencil? And I am told that Kingston Hospital has gotten rid of my medical records the originals – but there weren’t electrinal then. And when you call in they say yes you can come look at records yes we keep them. Then I say my name and it’s no we dont have them.Just can’t fathom that I was not told about being a victim of rape.
It is inconceivable to me that I lost everything because of this! I lost my child – how much is your child worth to you? Mine was worth millions – a person’s reputation destroyed and my future shattered. These constant errors presents a lot of problems as I did not receive any treatment for the injury I sustained at the hands of the doctors. This infection 90% of brain lesions are preventable and treatable but why didn’t I get the chance? Brain is shrinking..
The facts are clear in the records. The documents have been falsified, removed, edited and altered.
My quality of life has been negatively affected by my lack of proper care. I cannot work in my previous profession, my memory has been affected, my ability to process quickly, memory retention — I did not have any of these issues before this happened to me.
  1. They claim that compartment syndrome was caused by laying on my arm for 7 hours — this is totally false as there would be many people suffering from this condition of that was all that cause compartment syndrome. I was lied to and mislead that it was a heart attack that stopped the blood flow which made sense to me at the time. My life is ultimately going to be shortened anywhere from three to five years as a result of the hospitals misdiagnosis and treatment. Their neglect in treating me properly caused me to suffer a mild stroke. I was not referred for any follow up treatment following my surgery or to deal with the trauma I please help me s my case – a chance I was not given at the time of this unfortunate and life changing incident. I feel I am within my grounds to take action towards these establishments as they have caused me grave harm both physically and mentally. There is two year limtion I’m pass that so have to pay please

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my car was broken

Hello everyone, last week I had to go change my tires. 10 minutes after leaving my vehicle to the mechanic he comes back to me to show me several defective parts. he begins to tell me all the parts that I have to change on my vehicle, tells me that my vehicle is considered dangerous. So here it’s my bill of $ 3210.07 … AT this moment I just freaking out , 3200$ i don’t have that Much money. I just watch the guy and i Said : can I go home with my car ? Because i dont have any money to pay that … He Said : if you go home with car you can kill you at any moment , your car was too dangerous. I have no Choice , I just took my Keys, pray god and I go home . My vehicle is my working tool since I am a delivery man and with my debts accumulated with student loans I do not have the financial means to pay all these expenses. My jobs Said to me : if you can find another car or how to fix it, we to find another delevry driver to replace you …

parts to change: left Bering, front suspension struts, x2 stabilizer bar, x2 strut attachment, x2 rear shock, x2 rear spring, rear brakes plus any adjustments to make.

I don’t know what to do, my problem prevents me from finding the solution since it is my working tool. I have two dog too and i paid, this month, 950 $ in vaccine. Thats another reason why im broke now, im juste 22 and i don’t know what to Do for real … I try to find a solution for my problem, i call my mom for help but she can’t , she go back to school , so she can’t have enought money to help me. I didn’t live with her so i have to pay all the bills that an adult have to pay. I hope that I can pass this hard moment .

I  would thank to everyone in, advance who can help me solve my problem. For any question about the pictures , just Write to me , my bill was Write in french so that why you dont unterstand what is writing on the bill. I use Google translate, so im sorry for all the grammatical fault.

My Paypal link was just below , thank you for your help .

https://www.paypal.me/raph96

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going home

i am writing this because i am stuck, when i was growing up i lived so far away from anything my mom never let me get a job or help accommodate by driving me picking me up etc, she was very abusive and when i turned 16 she kicked me out and told me it was time to go out into the world on my own i didn’t know what to do so i called my dad that i had never met my whole life and he took me in found me a job and let me use his car from time to time, one day he let me take the car to drive 3hrs to see my girlfriend at the time but he called and said i had left my drivers license and had to come back immediately..me being a teen at around 18 just wanted to see my girlfriend and you know…. but i told him i wouldn’t be coming so he said there would be consequences, well my dads pretty chill but his partner hated me so he kicked me out…. my dad scrambled for a solution to help me and flew me away to his family far away from home its very dangerous here always sirens ringing, i wish his partner didn’t judge me on my past and gave me another opportunity i wish anyone gave me an opportunity to better myself and i just miss my family he told me to save money so i could get back Ive been working but paying rent and my savings isn’t growing no matter how much i slave pick up shifts i just need money to go home with my family and friends that i know and start my life properly even 5000$ would help to find a cheap apartment there and job up and rebuild responsibly and be safe  i hope this gets you well and i would greatly appreciate your contribution to a new beginning thank you for reading this.

Best Regards,

Spencer

PayPal.Me/spent6

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Need help with painful teeth.

Hello!

I’m usually someone who tries to help give to others and I’m not use to asking for help. However, I’m a young student with a part-time job who has some dental issues that are not only causing lots of pain but are also currently/ possibly could cause healthy issues. I work as much as possible but still won’t have enough to get half the work I need done. I would ask family members but the only close family I have is my mom who is also not in a good enough finical spot to help (as much as I know she would love to, I won’t ask her to risk putting her further behind). So I’m here to ask for some much needed help getting dental work done to help fix my painful teeth.

I have many steps and procedures that have to be done. First,  I have some impacted wisdom teeth that need to be removed. I have four in total that need to be removed, the surgery is costly plus the needed anesthetic raises the price. Second I has one tooth that could possible use a root canal. It has started it’s process of being fixed but I don’t have enough to pay for further treatment. Lastly, I will need years of braces. Getting in to see a orthodontic is expensive but then add on braces that I will need for a minimum of a year and a half.  If I could get my wisdom teeth removed and the braces it would eliminate a lot of daily pain I have and would stop my teeth from getting much worse and stop the possibility of any health issues starting because of my teeth. I would love to not only get rid of the pain but feel comfortable smiling again.

I’ve tried to help people as much as possible through out my life ( it was just the way I was raised) so I understand sometimes people just have things happen at unfortunate times. I really wish I didn’t have to ask for help but any small amount could really save a lot of pain. Thank you to anyone who reads this and to anyone who donates!

Much love.

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I Need To Pay Off Debt To Qualify For A Mortgage

Hi I’m Denis. Recently I have asked my Employer For A Transfer so I can Move to a city with more affordable housing. I Currently live in Mississauga Ontario Canada. Housing is Expensive and I’m renting, I’m moving to Windsor Ontario where I can buy a suitable house for $250,000. Here is the problem. Due to Health Issues sustained from an accident my wife has been off work for 2 years. She has no income coming in and things have been tight. I’ve accumulated $30,000 in debt and I need 10,000 for my downpayment. I’m trying to raise $40,000. But really anything would help right now. I’m desperate for the money, Thanks. If you care to help. Donate to my PayPal account.

Paypal.me/DenisHealey

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Keeping My Head Above Water

This past year and a bit with my partner, Matt, has brought its highest highs, lowest lows, and most importantly, it has brought us our loveable collie/lab X, Peach. Since Matt and I met in February of 2018, we’ve hit financial hurdle after hurdle, from medical leaves taken from work without pay, to break ins and both of us losing our jobs at one point or another.

Shortly after meeting Matt, I finally found the cause of the excruciating pain that could only be relieved by the strongest opioids available at the ER: I had an anal fistula. I don’t want to go into detail about how gross and excruciating an anal fistula is, other than the pain would leave me going days on end without eating or sleeping. The only solution for a fistula is surgical excision, which I had done at the beginning of April, 2018. Most people recover fairly quickly, but I ended up needing to take almost a month off of work without pay. Still, I returned to work while still not healed, resulting in several months of using prescription NSAIDs in order to manage my pain. Finally, in August, my surgeon agreed that we had exhausted every non-invasive option to encourage my incision site to heal, and the only option other than more surgery was to receive a Botox injection to stop the muscle from going into spasms. The Botox was administered the end of August, and mercifully worked, though I had to pay the $300 cost out of pocket, as the organization I was teaching for laid the teachers off over the summer and didn’t provide the staff with benefits until a month after returning to work.

September seemed to be a smooth sailing month until the last week. Mine and Matt’s birthdays fall 2 days apart, and since Matt was now working for a telecommunications company, we got each other new iPhoneX’s for our birthday. We paid less than $100 for both phones, and Matt’s employee discount on phone plans was coming to an end from his previous employer, so it was time to switch providers. To recoup the cost of the device balance on our iPhone 8’s, we decided to list the phones for sale. One evening, Matt was out showing the phones, when he was mugged and had both phones stolen. Because Matt wasn’t hurt, it took almost 3 days for EPS to dispatch a member of the police force to take an official witness/victim statement. The deductible on our tenant insurance was so high, and the value of the phones to the insurance company meant it would have cost us more to file a claim than the cost of paying off the device balance, leaving us with a $2200 phone bill. We decided to chalk up our losses, and just pay the bill.

That brings us to October, when the precious Peach joined our lives, forever changing us. But, our happiness was short lived when, 3 days after bringing Peach home, she became listless and wouldn’t stop vomiting. We rushed her to the Vet Emerge in the middle of the night, where she tested positive for, despite receiving her first round of shots,  Parvovirus, an extremely lethal and dangerous illness for dogs, with few surviving the ordeal. The vet stressed that Peach would need round the clock care, and insisted that we admit Peach for 3 days. In order to admit a dog, the clinic needed the full amount of medical stay paid, which was roughly $3-4000, depending on what treatments were needed. Being completely strapped for cash, we opted to bring Peach home with 2 bags of IV solution for hydration, pain killers, peptobismal,  and antibiotics. For a week, Matt and I slept in shifts in order to provide the rigorous medical care needed for Peach. 5 days after the vet visit, Peach started drinking on her own, and started eating small amounts of soft food the day after. It took Matt and I another week to truly believe she was completely over the illness and had become a parvo survivor.

We had a brief reprieve, until Halloween. Matt and I allowed ourselves to have a date night, and we went to see a movie. Upon returning home, we parked in the underground parkade of our apartment, and locked the doors. Unknown to both of us, was that Matt’s work laptop was sitting on the back seat covered by a jacket. At some point during the night, burglars broke into the “secure” parkade, smashed windows on, not only Matt’s car, but two other cars parked underground. Upon further inspection, Matt discovered his laptop stolen. After filing a statement with the police, Matt met with his manager, where he he was terminated for failure to take care of company property. Devastated, Matt began the job hunt, and we withdrew several thousand dollars in RRSP’s and maxed out our credit cards in order to get us through the next few months. In the meantime, I began to feel despair and panic setting in, and wound up in the ER after having a massive panic attack. I began seeing a therapist, and came to the conclusion that I was unhappy with my career, and that a change was needed.

After Christmas, I began to seriously search for jobs, and Matt and I took turns attending interviews, with both of us starting new jobs in February. During this time, we both started to worry about how we were going to afford Peach’s upcoming medical expenses, such as getting her spayed, chipped and getting her booster vaccines. It was also during this period that I realized the medications I was on for my depression and anxiety were not helping, despite significant dosage increases. Upon further investigation, it was discovered that my testosterone is low, and that a mass the size of a pea could be seen on x-ray in the area near where the pituitary gland is situated. Since my blood work was normal (despite the low testosterone), my doctors are not worried that the mass is cancerous or life threatening, but it will still need to be surgically removed in order to stop my testosterone levels from plummeting further.

As I received this news, my new supervisor overheard me mention it to a coworker and that I was feeling overwhelmed with all the changes happening in my life, and I’d had a fair number of small anxiety attacks over how close I was getting to being off probation. The next afternoon, I was approached by the director of the organization and brought to the HR office. After closing the door, I was handed a letter and told that during the probationary period, it was deemed that I was not a good fit for the organization, and I was terminated as an employee effective immediately. Stunned, I drove home in full panic mode with no idea what to tell Matt.

Upon returning home, I was greeted with my tax assessment, which showed I owed the CRA $2100 in taxes. Completely defeated, I broke down sobbing and was inconsolable for almost 2 hours. Because of how much I owed in taxes, I was ineligible for Employment Insurance, and I once again began the job hunt. Within two weeks, I secured another teaching position, but it unfortunately does not start until September. While I am still on the hunt for something to bring in cash to pay the bills, I seem to have difficulty getting interviews for seasonal jobs, or jobs that could turn into weekend jobs come fall (such as serving, stocking shelves…)

Despite all the good that has happened this past year, I feel like every time Matt and I take a step forward, we end up two steps backward. I know that if we can get through the next couple months, we will once again be fiscally secure once I return to work, but in the meantime, our credit cards are maxed out, our savings has been depleted and our dog is in need of another round of boosters and she needs to be spayed.

Bills that are outstanding are as follows:

My MasterCard: $5800

Matt’s Visa: $500

My Taxes: $2100

Outstanding Phone Balance: $1900 (in collections)

Peach’s Spay: ~$300

Peach’s Vaccines and License: ~$175

Total: $10,775

We currently have an outstanding balance of $10,775 in bills, and are desperate to pay that off without resorting to payday loans or needing to consolidate. I 1000% hate the position we’re in, but I know that with our outstanding bills eliminated, we will recover, and we will be able to rebuild our savings, so as to never wind up in this position again. With your assistance, I can give my word that once we are financially secure, we will pay it forward and help those who struggle fiscally due to elements beyond their control.

If able, my link is https://paypal.me/helppeach

and any amount received is insurmountably appreciated.

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Stranded in a foreign country!

I came to New Zealand 4 months ago with my friend. We had planned out the whole next 6 months as much as we wanted to and had planned to split the cost of food, rent, gas pretty much everything we could until we could land a job.  I have a working holiday visa which means I’m allowed to be here as a tourist and I can work if I want to as long as it’s not a permanent position.

Everything was good until she decided a month into it that she was done and wanted to go back home. We talked it out and I made the decision to stick it out and stay because I wasn’t done yet. I left my job to come here and do this. I was able to get a very casual temp position where I basically have to ‘bid’ to get shifts. My saving were starting to run low but for some reason I just thought everything would pick up and be okay. Then I started to fall behind on all my bills. Both my credit cards were maxed ($2000 & $500) and my credit was declining along with every payment I missed. Oh and yes I have a student loan worth $20,000

This is when I knew I had to just bite it and go home. But the problem was, I was so far behind on rent and other bills that there was no way I was going to be able to afford a ticket. I tried to convince people to hire me, but who wants to hire someone who’s not even going to commit to 3 months? I borrowed $1000 from my sister, double that from my mom and another couple hundred from my dad. I was so embarrassed that I begged them all to not tell anyone I asked for it, and I was going to fix this ‘don’t worry about me over here I’m fine’.

Then I started calling credit companies. No one was giving me another credit card with 2 maxed out. I tried every loan company there is and pretty much put my credit to the worst it can be with all the credit check dings my file has gone through. Each time I was hoping it’d be worth it because this bank would loan me something. Anything to just catch up. Even payday loans wouldn’t help me because of the nature of my job the pays aren’t always steady. I’m in NZ so Canadian banks know I don’t have a steady income. NZ banks won’t lend to me because I’m not a permanent resident & again with the unsteady paycheques.

My parents have 2 bankruptcies to their name so they aren’t the kind that have savings at hand to help me more than they already have, and that also puts them out for being my guarantor for those types of loans. None of my friends are that good with money, and the ones that are aren’t comfortable lending money to friends.

So that leaves me here in NZ just evicted from my apartment due to non-payments (my property manager was even generous and gave me an extra 2 weeks to try and figure something out). I came to the airport hoping to convince someone here to give me a plane ticket for free to get home, but no luck. I’ve been awake living at the airport for 2 days lugging around my suitcase looking up every possible way to make money. I am seriously out of options and am basically homeless across the world from any familial support system.

I’m asking for $10,000CAD (approx. $7,500USD) to get home, catch up on my default bill payments, and have something to eat along the way. The total cost of my plane ticket home would be $1900CAD. To catch up on my credit cards and loan payments is $4000. First and last for an apartment back home is $1600. The remaining $2500 is so I can make regular payments for the next couple of months before while I’m waiting for a cheque from a full time job. I’m not even sure how long I can get away with being in this airport as they’ve already noticed me being here 2 nights in a row. All I want is to get home and start rebuilding my life to not make these same mistakes again.  Anything would help so please donate to my Paypal account.

Paypal link: paypal.me/jclarab

Thank you.

:)

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Recover from financial burden

I am seeking help to recover from my financial stress.

My family grew up very poor, however, I worked hard to ensure I had a good education  in order to help the family. Throughout that journey, there was lots of despair, stress and the feeling of giving up. However, the fuel that kept me was the dream of making my mom happy.

She became ill when I was only 10 and life made another turn for me and my siblings. But we remained positive and I always had great conviction that I would become successful.

As I became an adult, life became a bit easier and I was able to help the family. My siblings also did well enough for themselves and we were on the path to success.

 

The family then split up – mom and brother moved to USA, I moved to Canada and other sibling remained in Jamaica. Throughout all this, we all had no paternal support.

While in Canada with no family, I was able to beat the odds and get a good enough job. I proved myself and got promoted quickly through the ranks. And it looked like my dream was closer to reality.

Throughout all this, I’ve contributed significant financially to family, friends and others in need, as I knew what I experienced and can sympathize with anyone in that situation

Last year things took a turn. I assisted someone in need. It turned out that he was not sincere and it led me on a slippery slide which kept getting worse until my current situation where I have huge loans, damaged my credit, unable to help my family who is depending on me, and have my salary vanish the minute I get paid.

This situation has caused me tremendous pain, embarrassment, and debt. But most significantly – depression. As I have not revealed my situation to anyone – can’t. It kills me inside and I have nowhere to turn at the moment.

Despite the many dark thoughts that creep into me each day, theres still some strength and hope that  there is a light somewhere and that why I haven’t given up quite yet. I’m hoping to get back on my feet, when I would be a wiser person and be careful next time.

I’ve learned that success and failure are much closer together than we might think, and it doesn’t take much to fall from the sky to the ground.

I hope there is someone out there who can help. I am usually very private and do not even have the courage to beg for help.  But Im giving it a try here.

The picture attached  is one of 3 such accounts

 

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Desperate Mother In An Abusive Relationship

I am in desperate need of money to help pay off bills, rent, debt, & possibly school. I have tried applying for loan, but due to by bad credit no one will help me. My boyfriend is a narcissistic sociopath who is also an abusive alcoholic. He disappears for days to weeks at a time & when he is home is abusive to me & my son or destroys everything in or home (most recently broke the tv & put a foot long hole in the bedroom door after grabbing me by the neck & throwing me into a wall in front of our son). I am trying to get my son & I out off this situation. My son does not need to live this way & already has mental health & disabilities (anxiety,ADHD,ODD, & SPD). I have been trying to pay for everything on my own & am so far behind on everything. My landlord is ready to evict me & all my utilities are about to be shut off.I only make minimum wage & am struggling really bad. I do not receive child tax anymore either as my son’s dad refuses to do his taxes & the government cut me off & wants me to repay them $10000 (going to have to claim bankruptcy). I have returned to school to upgrade in hopes that I can maybe one day be able to afford post secondary schooling to better my wage. The police are not much help & there are minimal resources to help someone in my situation. I am on a waiting list for subsidized housing, but it can take up to three years to get into. I would greatly appreciate any amount to help go to rent, bills, food, or clothes for my son.I fear that we may soon be homeless (no family to stay with) or have no hydro or water. I am so embarrassed & completely ashamed to be doing this, but would not be asking unless I was desperate. I would promise to pay it forward in anyway that I could as I do believe in karma. Thank you & I appreciate you taking the time to read this.

https://paypal.me/EmeradSea

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Broken Jaw Repair

Hi there,

Recently, while at a friends destination wedding, I broke my jaw. It was a very unfortunate circumstance, not to mention very painful! Thank goodness this happened after the wedding reception and well into the next day, so I didn’t ruin anything on their special evening together.

As luck would have it, I was chasing my friends children around the pool area. As I was running, I looked back and in an instant, everything went black. Turns out when I turned back around there was a face height bar that I had missed and I hit it with a running force. Right to my mouth. I shattered one of my teeth and the upper part of my jaw was broken and fell about about a half inch down. It was just hanging in there.

My friends rushed me to the hospital right away. But because the wedding was on a weekend and the area we were in was remote, there were no dental surgeons that could help me at the time. We had to make our way back to the hotel, where I had to wait until the next day to get driven back to the city. When I got back home, a specialist had time to see me. However, he only had time on Monday, so I had to wait yet another day to go in. Leaving me with a broken jaw for two whole days!236

Because I had to wait so long for surgery, the dental surgeon couldn’t save my front teeth. I had to have the roots removed right away, due to the infection that got into them. Then my front teeth had to be shoved back up into place. From there, they had to be braced and now, I need multiple gum surgeries and the two teeth removed. Then eventually I will need to get two front teeth implants, so I don’t look like a permanent hockey player.

I’m looking for a last resort solution to my problem. My mother raised four daughters on her own and I have no grandparents left, or I would have asked one of them for help. I’m not big on asking other people for things, but desperate times call for it. I live in one of the most expensive cities in North America and work at a job that doesn’t supply medical care for employees. I found this cite online and it seemed like a decent thing to try as a last option.

Thank you so much for listening to my story. Donate at paypal.me/thetoothiest

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Make Your Money Mean Something

Last summer I was walking down the street in Albuquerque, New Mexico when I saw this guy with a guitar singing on the street. He was charismatic, he had a beautiful voice, beyond talented. He played me three songs and I was mesmerized. I couldn’t believe this guy hadn’t been signed by anyone. It set in motion a series of thoughts that led me to start my own record label, Guerrilla Music. I’m surrounded by talented people who are trying to catch a break so I thought, “why can’t I be the person that gives them that break?” So far, we’ve put on some live shows with local up and coming talent. We’ve produced a couple of albums. My partner and I have an idea for on a nonprofit branch of Guerrilla Music that will work with people in the shelters downtown as music therapy. We’ve done a lot of research to see if this is something that would be useful, and the residents were ecstatic about writing and recording their own songs.

At this point, all of the expenses are coming out of my pocket, so I haven’t been able to give it the launch it needs. I network like crazy and I’ve gotten some good sponsors who will give merch or advertise for the shows which is amazing. I have some ideas for events this summer that I’m really excited about and would love to make happen. I’ve applied for numerous grants, unsuccessfully so far. I’m having a hard time getting the capital I need to get a good running start so I’m asking for help anywhere I can.

Music is the love of my life. I’m also stubbornly fair-minded and revolutionary so I want to create something different and exciting with my company instead of following an age-old template that doesn’t resonate with me. I’m a writer and an artist myself, so it’s important to me to take care of the artist first. I believe we need to protect talent and inspiration and I know with a little backing I can make this grow into something amazing.

I would use the money for:

-Venues. (local shows and touring)
-Advertising upcoming shows. (Street advertising, in print, social media. I’d like to eventually hire an advertising person.)
-Equipment. (Sound equipment for live shows, DJ equipment, studio equipment)
-Recording Booth. (I’d like to make a soundproof booth for recording, a mobile one for nonprofit work)
-Marketing new Guerrilla Music albums.
-Publicist.

Thank you for your time,
Sky Hayward

paypal.me/SkyHayward

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Need rent, or i’m evicted

I’m gonna be honest with yas,

 

I just messed up. I didn’t realize my EI, or School allowance payments were the last ones.

I put off paying my rent until now because I THOUGHT I still had one more payment from each still on the way.

Well it came crashing down on me today. I don’t.

I’m about ready to give up, the only thing I have left to do is to sell things but there’s nothing in my house worth of any value.

 

Please help a girl out, I don’t have anything else.

I’m a student in College who is working toward being in wildlife conservation and I have a bit of hope in me to continue on into zoology. My dream is to eventually work with elephants so I can ensure  that they are still around when i’m old and instill those same feelings into those I educate on them. I feel so silly for being put in this situation that i’m kind of embarrassed to be writing here.

 

I have two dogs that are happy here, we have a big backyard in the back and wonderful neighbors, i’ve lived here for the last 5 years and honestly can’t see myself living anywhere else unless it’s a house of my own (someday!)

 

Due to a housing crisis where I am in Canada, It would be nearly impossible to find any homes right now, rendering us homeless. I would have nowhere else to go.

 

I have a job lined up for after school, but that isn’t until the 27th of May. meaning I won’t get a dime from work until the second week of June at the earliest. I just got myself into such a pickle that I have stressed more than enough on it. I feel like garbage about all of this and I know it’s my fault.

 

I just need someone to take a chance on me.

 

You can believe that i’m not going to end up like this again, no way.

 

Thanks for taking your precious time to read this, I really appreciate you even doing so.

 

I’m really sorry for anyone who is in a similar situation as me, i’ll be sure to come back and give whatever kindness I may receive here.

 

Paypal is; paypal.me/katymessedup

Xoxo

Katy

 

 

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Getting out of debt permanently

Hello everyone,

Well, where to start?

I am the oldest of 3 kids, my dad passed away from cancer at the age of 64 when I was 13. This left my mom to take care of 3 kids. My mom was a stay-at-home mom and left my dad to do everything. When he passed away, my mom was lost. While he was sick, we went on welfare. I remember eating nothing but that 50lb bag of potatoes my mom bought. Welfare cut her benefits when my dad passed. She got 175$ and rent was 150$ with 3 kids to feed – that was a hell of a month.

My dad passed mid-december. We had no food for Christmas – my mom slept and the wonderful food we were used to having – no longer existed.

My uncle came to stay with my mom to help her. He beat me senseless and bloody because he blamed me for my dad’s death (which even at 13, I heatedly refused to accept).

Flash forward a few months later, my mom’s family pays plane tickets to bring her and us to them. We were out of school for a month. It was great, and the family took justice on the uncle that beat me – I still had scars.

When we came back, it was time for my Dad’s wake and funeral. He was a war hero so I got to see the full military 21 gun salute (its really 7 guns that shoot 3 times) and I got to meet Trudeau (Justin Trudeau’s father). But I was young and didn’t care.

Thus began a life of poverty. I didn’t have the things my friends did. There were used or broken toys for Christmas and little food. I started working just to help my mom make ends meet – I was 15. I worked on farms, babysat, picked fruit – whatever it took so we could eat.

My younger brothers were wild. Misbehaving, skipping school, lazy. That never changed – even into adulthood.

I was the one who worked and went to school. Night school, overnight shifts. I finished college but I had to work. I was pregnant with my son and I later had a daughter. I was with the man for 12 years until he dumped me with 2 kids for another woman. He emptied the apartment while I was at work. I had nothing left.

She decided she wanted custody of my kids and had money. My son said he wanted to live with dad, so did my daughter. The court saw me as poor and thus unable to take care of my kids and gave them to their father.

I almost killed myself with grief and depression but I sought out help and managed to pull through.

I went back to school, determined to not be poor. I worked the worst of jobs and saw my kids intermittantly. Something was wrong – I could see it in their eyes.

My son disappeared for 2 years – I later found out the his dad had placed him in a home.

I lost my job (through no fault of my own) and went back to school again.

My daughter cut all ties with me – she was 10. I found out last year when she reconnected with me that she was tortured by her dad and his girlfriend. Child services did nothing. They have money so they buy people off. She sees a psychologist to deal with her pain. My son smokes pot to deal with his.

I went from one failed relationship to another. Abused by men, raped, almost murdered and my last ex was a narcissist. I sure know how to pick em!

Through all this I worked hard. I was in a car accident, unable to walk for a year and a half and suffering from a pinched nerve. I gained weight and lost weight – struggling with my health and not being able to move.

I almost died again – this time from a severe pumonary embolism that prevented me from breathing.

I couldn’t work. Debt piled up.

I started consulting about 3 years ago, until I landed a permanent job last year. I have a great salary but I am so in debt that I pick and choose what to pay and whether I eat.

My credit is being affected, I can’t get a loan anywhere but I just want to get rid of my debt.

I’m about 25K in debt. I’ve had a hard life and I’m looking to make it better on my own.

Anything will help. I thank all of you in advance for your help.

 

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Starting Over

Where do I start? I think I’m a pretty decent person. No criminal record. I have a decent job. I worked full time evenings and weekends all through high school as my mom could barely support my 2 siblings and myself as a single parent. I was a victim of some pretty nasty stuff as a teen. I still managed to graduate high school with honors.

I tried university but it wasn’t for me. A couple accounting courses got me a decent job. Since then, every job I’ve had, I’ve always advanced quickly, exceeded expectations, and worked well above my education.

I developed a drinking problem in my mid twenties. I quit cold turkey for 3 years, and have been just fine in that regard ever since. I only drink occasionally. I do not do drugs. I was also diagnosed with cancer in my mid twenties. Luckily it was caught early, and surgery was all I needed followed by ten years of regular testing to ensure it was gone.

After that I went though a period of depression until I met my ex wife. We had a good ten years together, but it wasn’t meant to be.

We split a few years ago, and back came the crippling depression along with anxiety and panic attacks.

I still see my step kids, albeit rarely. I love them dearly, but seeing them so infrequently has torn me apart. I have a very small circle of friends that I seem to see less and less as we get older. This loneliness has led to a nasty gambling habit that has ruined me financially. I have a pile of unsecured debt, and at this time, the bills have piled up, and I have no money. Payday is next week. When I get paid I cannot cover all of the overdue bills.

I do not want to declare bankruptcy. It will ruin my standing at a job that I love. I want to pay my bills, but i do need help to get caught up and back on track.

In one week, I have an appointment with the addictions organization in my town. I need help to quit and will do whatever it takes to kick this ugly habit. I have taken a couple days off next week, and plan to also see a financial counsellor to get some much needed guidance. And as hard as it will be, I will also be seeking assistance for my depression, anxiety, and whatever other issues I need to deal with. It’s time for a fresh start.

My extended family does not have much money. The only person I can turn to is a wealthy uncle on my late father’s side that I’ve only seen twice in 20 years…. at my Grandmother’s and father’s funerals. He is the only family left on that side. It wasn’t easy, but I called him last week, laid out my situation in its entirety, and hoped he would help me out. He told me he would think it over and let me know. He has not called back so it seems he’d rather not help me out. My honesty about how I got myself in this situation probably worked against me.

Anyway, if anybody can assist in any way, I would be forever grateful. I am a good person that made bad choices, and I’ve caused myself debilitating stress, and worsening depression. I blame nobody. There are some out there that claim that depression medications can lead to excess spending problems and gambling. Maybe so, but I could have seeked out help much sooner. I still see myself as entirely responsible for my situation. This spiraled out of control quickly. I feel so stupid. Coming clean to my mother last week was not easy.

Anything I receive from this site will be repaid with donations to others when i am back on my feet. I am a good person. I help my family out in many ways whenever I can. I always give something when someone in need asks me. I help out elderly neighbors when they need assistance. I’ve been knocked to the canvas many times in my life and I’ve always gotten up. Now I’m lying on the canvas, humbly reaching out for help, hoping someone will help me get back on my feet.

I will recover. I will buy my first home, albeit in a few years. I will remarry. No gambling. No loneliness. No depression. No anxiety. No pain. Just regrets to keep me from repeating my mistakes. I will regret, but I will overcome, and not feel sorry for myself.

Thanks for reading, and if you choose to help, I am forever grateful. If possible, I will update anybody on my progress if they want to follow my journey to recovery.

 

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The Perfect Storm

This is the story of a hardworking, middle aged couple who have been caught up in a perfect storm of illness, loss of income and an unexpected tax debt resulting in a now desperate financial storm that we cannot find our way through.

In May of 2018, I made the decision to take some time off work to care for my adult son who was struggling with severe mental health issues. My husband and I decided that we could manage with the loss of one household income for a short time. We were doing okay, then in July we were notified by CRA, that they were doing a 5 year audit of my husbands income tax returns. This resulted in an amount owing of $30,000 that we could not pay, so in September my husbands income was hit with a 30% wage garnishment from the CRA.  Within a few months, we had blown through the little savings we had, maxed out credit cards and a small line of credit trying to keep up with our monthly bills.

We are now in the midst of a storm that is threatening everything we have, everything we have worked for, including our home. For the first time in 30 years of marriage, I am trying to figure out how to get groceries, not even to mention how to pay the bills this month. I can’t believe I am on here, doing this…asking for help.

I know things will get better. My son is doing well so I’m returning to work soon. The CRA debt is down to about $10,000 so that’s good. We have done everything we can to get through this but we have now come to the end of our resources. We can see the sky getting brighter ahead, but right now, we are in the darkest part of the storm and we need a little help to get us through it.

Thank you in advance…

MamaB

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Drowning in dept after husbunds sudden death

Hello, my name is Sabine and I can’t believe that I have to beg for financial assistance from complete but hopefully kind strangers.
You see my best friend and husband for the last 41 years passed away February 18th of this year of pneumonia complications. He got sick and died within 48 hours. If that is not bad enough, I am drowning in debt and here is why.

We have been self-employed since 1980 buying and selling horses. He did the buying and selling and I did all the office work. We never made a lot of money but it was his passion. He was now retired but a “good” friend of his ordered a specific horse, so my husband took a loan to buy it and get it to him. Needless to say, the good friend backed out. So now I am stuck with this $ 27,135.72 loan I can’t possibly pay back and board bills for a horse I can’t get rid of. I also have his funeral bill of $ 2,700.00 on my credit card.
I am 59 years old and I can’t find a job. Another hit in the gut came from the Canadian Government informing me that I do not qualify for a widows pension or death benefits. So now I have absolutely no income.
I have sold everything there is to sell. But all the things I held so dear, is worth pennies to strangers. I reached out to friends we helped over the years but all of a sudden everybody is so busy but they will get back to me shortly….never to be heard from again. So I am completely on my own, lonely and so very desperate. My sister managed to send me enough for 2 payments but she herself is on a small pension but I am forever grateful to her.
So this is at least part of my story and I thank you for reading and hoping you find it in your heart to help me out a little.

Thank you so very much

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Helpless and Scared

This is humiliating.

My name is Brendon and I’m a very private person, but desperation has led me to beg online.

The sad part about writing on here is I know that if I were on the other end I would probably ignore these posts and not help someone out but I’m hoping there are some better souls out there that can help me.

Once upon a time I was a young happy kid with a lot of potential. I had a great group of friends and a handful of opportunities to succeed in life. As time went on my life started to deteriorate.

I lost everything.

Some bad things happened in my life, which brought me unbearable pain and around 2 years ago I was diagnosed with severe depression

I’m a deep thinker and an intellectual person so it was crippling to realize that my mind just broke and turned against me.

I lost my job, my friends, and the ability to be social. All I have is my dog Django.

This year I  started seeing a psychiatrist who has updated my condition as suffering from bipolar disorder.

I’m here today to plead with you for your help. I’m ready to take my life back but I can’t do it alone. I’m requesting help to get a job and cover my expenses until I start making money again.

2600 would cover:

Phone (I got a job as a staff recruiter but it fell through when the employer discovered that I didn’t have a working phone)

Dog Medication

1 Month rent (I’ve been staying in shelters)

I feel like I’m not doing the best job at explaining how dire my situation is but I just don’t want to be long winded and lose you halfway through. I’m really afraid of what will happen to me if things don’t work out and I’m am BEGGING for anyone out there to contribute. Anything is greatly appreciated and I’m more than willing to speak with you further and discuss my situation more in depth. Please.

Thank you for your time and I wish you all the best.

Respectfully,

Brendon

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Stress is killing me :(

I would like to start off by saying hello to everyone who is reading this :) My name is Krystal, my story goes like this. From a very young age I was full of anxiety and stress. I grew up in a home with and alcoholic father. Actually all his family were. So things were always pretty rough and me being the oldest child I would feel this and it made me extremely stressed out from as long as I can remember. When I was 13 years old my life changed drastically. My father passed away. It was very unexpected to me and my family. At the time my parents were split up. And my father’s family had a very nasty plan in place so they had desired they were not gonna tell my mother or us kids that he was in the hospital dying. I was leaving to go on a school trip for a week and my father was gonna give me some money and his cell phone. After a week trying to get a hold of him with no luck I went on my school trip. But I had a feeling something was wrong. I get back a week later, and my father died that night. His family did not want us to know or to see him because they wanted to take all his money. My grandmother had his this information for her to become his next of kin. My father was in the hospital for just over a week, alive and asking to see his children and his own mother denied him that on his death bed just do she could gain a couple hundred thousand dollars. That should have been ours. She robbed me of my father. So I became a really angry stressed out teenager. I couldn’t understand why my own grandmother would do that to me and my siblings. As a result of her actions my mom had to work multiple jobs just to keep us in a decent house. And what we needed. So I had to pretty much grow up and help take care of my younger brother and sister. We moved around alot. Never had a stable place to live. My grandmother made sure we had no money to buy a house or nothing. As so as she got his money which was 4 weeks after his death she took off out of province. She was to guilty and the rest of his family. Which was my  closest family left too. Leaving us with not just losing are father but all are aunts uncles cousins grandmother. All because of money. It was a really hard thing to go threw but my mother made sure we had what we needed. Now as I progress threw life in finding no sort of break in stress for me. I have live a simple life. I don’t ask for much I just don’t want to struggle anymore. I’m 30 years old now and I have never felt a stress free day in more than half my life. I am constantly worrying about something and I’m slowly realizing what kind of effect this has had on my health and just my ability to live and enjoy life. I’m not asking for much but I’m in need of help. I’m a mother of a 3 year old who is working and trying to go to school so my future is brighter. But I’m currently in desperate times and looking for a kind soul who would be able to help me just live stress free foe a bit. I want to enjoy life for once and show my daughter how fun it can be :) I have tried to but it’s so hard when every day is a constant struggle just to even get out of bed. I appreciate everyone who stops to read some of my story. Any information you would like to know just ask. I’m looking for $20,000 to $50,000 to help restart an awesome life for me and my daughter but anything is appreciated. I look forward to hearing from you thank you very much and god bless you all :)

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Financial Help for young family of 4

Hi There,

I have been searching for some way to receive financial assistance for my family. We are a young family of 4 Ontario, Canada. We are unable to ask for help from our family as some have passed away and others are on a limited retirement income. My Grandparents raised me (who have since passed) and my spouses Father passed away from cancer (20 yrs ago) at an early age. His mother has struggled to make ends meet and raise her children.

We are struggling, and I can provide proof if requested. I want more for my young boys. I want to get out of debt and start saving for their future (education and something to leave them for their future).

After having our 2nd son, I decided to go back to school for better employment opportunities. This just put us in more debt. We started a home addition of a third bedroom so our boys could each have their own room, and we have done this all on our own as we couldn’t afford contractors. This has been a work in progress for over 3 years and still not complete. This has put us in a lot of debt that we are struggling to maintain. I can provide proof of our personal debts from the student loans to our bedroom addition. It is approx $90K+. This does not include our mortgage, home utilities, repairing our vehicles with worn out parts and rust, etc. We are plugging away but with our lower incomes (my spouse just got full-time in his maintenance job after 10 years of working there on a part time basis, waiting for someone to retire so he could move up) we can’t seem to ever see an end insight. We can’t even afford to get married.  I would someday like to take my children, while they are young, to Walt Disney World.

With all the rain we had at the end of summer, our backroom in the basement flooded twice. We found where the water had tunneled in between where the old foundation meets the new foundation addition. We had to pay a contractor to help us fix it and slope our laneway away from the house too (backhoe hourly rate, gravel, install a drain pipe, etc.). This has set us back even more now! It just never seems to end. We keep trying to pay down our debt and something goes wrong only to increase what we owe even more, and slow us down from finishing this addition. I even cashed out what little mutual fund investments I did have, just to pay off a visa card that I had to use while I was in college. Then Christmas came, and we don’t have any extra money sitting around for gifts for our boys, so we buy a few things for them and get in more debt so that they may get some presents from Santa.

I am at my lowest point right now asking for help online, but I don’t know what else to do. This email may not be the best way to ask for help from someone, and I am sorry if this isn’t a request I should be sending you.

 We just don’t know what else to do. I am just praying for a miracle…from someone, so that we don’t lose everything we have worked hard for.  Now with the Doug Ford Government making cuts, we may lose everything (cuts to my spouses job).

We really need someone to help us get back on track.  Even if someone could help us with our student loans so we have one less monthly payment to make.  Thank you for taking time to read our request.  Here is our link, paypal.me/becky9911

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Help a fellow Canadian

Hi,

I’m James and I’m from Canada. The land of Maple syrup, Moose, Beaver, Poutine, Tim Horton and Hockey. I love this place with all my heart.

I’ll be honest,

I’ve made mistakes in my young life and I’m realizing it more and more.  One of my worst mistakes was to accept a Credit Card from the stands in the malls at 21.

Results: I’m 29 and currently in debt of over 6k. A mix of school and of a mix of purchasing things at 21.
Imagine: Finishing high school at 17, go to college for a few years, paying more and more to then realize that not only you’re in debt but you’re also not sure if that’s what you want for your future.

Common issue nowadays for a lot of people especially since it’s hard to get a bit of guidance.  At least now, I’m starting to see that I want to be in a workplace where I can help people with technology.

I’ve been failing in life for a long period of time and I’ve never been lucky but I’m still trying the best that I can to make things better. I just want one win. Proof that I’m not lucky: My tax return would have saved me but apparently there’s a problem with my records at the government. Things aren’t matching. Even voluntary people who do your taxes tried and they don’t know either. First time happening to me and I’ve always filed my taxes.

I really don’t know what’s going to happen but one thing I know is that it’s not easy.

Even though I’m working hard, it’s pretty much putting a toll on me. Barely making ends of months.

$6000 is a lot and I’m ashamed of myself. I’m not the kind of person who asks people for help. I would rather handle things myself but this time, it’s really a lot to digest.

You who are reading my message. I know we don’t know each other and I appreciate you for being here. Typing everything on my mind right now released a bit of weight on my shoulders and made me realize that’s it’s going to be a hard fight.  If I manage to get that amount to zero, I will remove my post so that people in need here get their opportunity and make a video to show my appreciation if demanded.

Thank you.

My paypal is: paypal.me/cheruja

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CAN’T AFFORD TO EAT URGENT HELP NEEDED

Hi, my name is Arielle Mueller. I am 22 and I love in Toronto, Ontario with my girlfriend. We are students trying to make ends meet and have food on the table at the end of the night.
I am sending this email at a desperate time of need. I have found myself in a stitch for cash. I’m currently working down credit card debt of $5400, I know it doesn’t seem like much but as a student who has to pay for her own car, groceries & education. It is. My girlfriend pays for the apartment and cant help where she can but we have to split the expenses and take responsibility for our own bills while still trying to work together.
I’m writing because I’ve finally landed myself a part time job and have been able to barely keep up with my bills but I don’t have enough money to pay for groceries or make payments on my credit card debt. I think it’s important to mention that because I’m working hard to become financially independent all over again. This way if you choose to donate you are aware of the fact that I am not just sitting around asking for money without working to better myself.
About a year ago I was working at an accounting firm and they found out that I was returning to school so they laid me off. I was making about $1,200 every 2 weeks, which was supporting me and my girlfriend. (We live together in a small studio apartment) ever since then, I haven’t been able to find work to make nearly that much. I try to work renovations and painting on the side while I work at a Tim Hortons to hopefully cover my car and insurance for the month. What I’m asking for is some help with the debt & money for food.
I just recently got in contact with my bank, TD bank, & showed them that a I have a job & am in a bit of a financial rut because the bills & the interest in the credit card is crippling. They granted me 2 months without interest so any payments I’m able to make on the credit card will go to the balance instead of to interest. This is why I need a big sum so that I can make it count. So that I can get out of this debt that I should have never accumulated in the first place.
The debt came after I lost the job at the accounting firm, things got expensive & I didn’t think I would be doing it for long. Just a couple months & I’ll find something else. Something else came too late & now here I am. I feel stuck, it’s affecting my relationship that was once a bright loving place for me to confide. I truly believe that if you can help me, I will be able to turn my life back around. I just need a bit of help…
Thank you so much for reading my story. I hope you can find it in your heart to help. Please send me an email for the files to show my financial situation, I have my bank statement, credit statement and student loan amount available for anyone who considers donating….

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Canadian Composer requests your help for studio upgrade & move

Hi Everyone,

I am a musician who is looking to move soon to a private home and build a new music studio. I have a full time job but am finding it increasingly difficult to buy new equipment with the rising cost of rent and living expenses.

I have steady employment but am at the cap of my salary and raises have been frozen as is hiring. I’m struggling to save up money not only to pay off the equipment I’ve already purchased (I needed a new computer and software upgrades). I’m also taking courses part time to help further my education.

I am an aspiring composer who is trying to break into the film industry but finding it really difficult. Our province is still recovering from a recession and with the rising costs of rent, I’m having a difficult time justifying keeping up with music. The reason that I’m moving is that the condo building I’m in is very noisy and I’m unable to soundproof for proper recording. I’d love to move into a private home so I can record more with a real piano.

Streaming websites have made it nearly impossible for musicians to earn money from music. This is my passion. I have invested nearly $20,000 into my career for the last decade but with very little return. Marketing fees alone on facebook cost $1500.00 over the last few years and even though I have over 9,000 fans, with the way Facebook works now very little people see my posts. Marketing, publishing and even mastering final products cost so much money, it’s impossible to break even.

Musicians make music because they love it. And it is what I love. I just need some help to continue making more of it!

Every dollar will help :)) Please consider supporting donating.

My wish list:

Moving costs: $1500.00

New piano: $2000.00

Software upgrades: $500.00 (Cubase)

Studio monitors or professional headphones: $300.00

Trip to Nashville to stay at the SOCAN house and meet industry professionals:

$2500

Or buy me dinner: $40.00

:-)

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Years of low self esteem

If you can help make my lifetime wish come true I would be forever grateful ❤️

My whole life I have been bullied by having a very large wide nose. Even by my own family. They always called me names like pig or that bears lived in my nose. I would always cry when I’d sleep and honestly i would never wish this on anyone. I have always hated my nose since and it is large and asymmetrical- (my face is super asymmetrical with one of my eyes lower than the other as well )  I don’t even like smiling in pictures because it gets even wider when I smile. Maybe a lot of you don’t know what this feels like but it’s like this awful constant hate of your own face that makes you completely miserable. I feel like there’s this huge thing on my face that’s the first to be seen by anyone. Being a girl is extra hard because there are so many beautiful girls on the internet that get so much love and attention from everyone and isn’t made fun of or has a need to hide away from people and things. I just don’t feel like my true self with this ugly nose. Every day when I look in a mirror I think wow I’m so ugly! I don’t even know why I bother with makeup because it doesn’t make a difference.. I just want to wake up one day and feel special

I have checked the costs of a new nose and they’re approximately 8-12k here in Canada. I am currently working and a student but money I get I pay my rent and school bills with :/ That in it self is a huge struggle for me.. I  won’t ever be able to make enough for something so luxurious as a nose job. I’m pretty poor and. I am begging if you are wealthy or have extra cash to spare I would forever be grateful to you and your amazing heart. Thank you so much for reading my story. Who ever you are, I wish the best for you!

PayPal.me/thankyoux100

much love !

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One more chance at life

I was born about a hundred years ago in 1972 to world war two immigrants in Canada. I was the second last of a family of eight.

 

Life was quite a struggle for me.  We starved on a regular basis. My parents were religious and once I had gotten old enough to become self aware, I realized that I was not and never could be. I was 10. Once I announced this, shit hit the fan. My mother began a campaign of trying to beat her god into me but no matter how many bruises and broken bones she gave, it wasn’t going to happen. All she ever succeeded in doing was causing me to hate her very much. The christian private school I was forced into became a nightmare for me. At the end of the sixth grade, I couldn’t take it any more and ran away.  I was fortunate to have made some neighborhood friends  and the parents of one took me in. Then I began working.

 

Went from one basic labour job to the next. Each paid just enough to stay alive. One day when I was 29, I had a random chance meeting with a Korean man. His job was to find Canadians to send to South Korea to teach English.

 

I took a chance and flew to SK. After a year of struggle, I met a lady and we fell in love and got married. Together we opened an English school. After 12 years there, we sold out and moved to Canada. We had been struggling with the marriage for years and after we moved, it fell apart and we got divorced. She got everything.

 

Not qualified for any work in Canada except the most basic labour jobs. Decided to take a chance and searched for English teacher work in China. Life was a  struggle to live in the meantime. I had two credit cards and I maxed them out both before and after I found a job and moved here. Unfortunately to be an English teacher, you are supposed to have a degree in anything. I did not. The Chinese people are terrified of their government so I struggled to find work. Two years later things were starting to look up. Suddenly I was arrested. I was thrown into a prison and tortured for 35 days while they investigated me. Then they decided there was no point in charging me and they deported me to Canada.

 

I was in bad shape when I returned. Credit cards maxed out and no money saved meant my only option was to move in with my mother.  Now, I’m being tortured here by her and collection agencies calling me for money. I’m trapped and slowly losing my mind. Also, I was told my mother will move to an end of life home soon as she is 83 and in poor health. My dad died ten years ago. This means I will be homeless and deeply in debt and I will have to find a piece of sidewlk in the big city to beg for change.

 

I have been investigating Brazil. I think I will like to go there and try for a third and final time. I am hoping that someone will be charitable enough to help me  buy a ticket and survive the first few months there.

 

I began writing an autobiography on a site called Reddit. To read it, got to https://www.reddit.com/r/Justmemaybeyoutoo/ and

my paypal is https//www.paypal.me/hi1im2shy3. Thank you for your time.

 

 

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My life is falling apart

FB_IMG_1525928422338.jpgJanuary 2018 is when I’d say my life started falling apart, I had everything going, living on my own, engaged, had a beautiful dog and a wonderful family, I had just finished my College degree and was writing my registration exam that month. Fast forward, I ended up failing my exam and was heart broken, I am going in for my third attempt in May this year, I’ve been fighting to get my life back on track, but I feel like I’m drowning, nothing is going right. My mother passed away in May of 2018 suddenly, she had been struggling with Cancer since 2012, she was a single mother to me and my younger siblings who were 13 and 14 at the time of her death. I wrote my second attempt exam 2 weeks after she had passed away and unfortunately failed by 7 points. My mother paid for that exam and was in debt because of it. In August I got a really good job in the medical field and I loved it, things were looking up for me, except for the fact that my fiance and I split up. My depression starting progressing rapidly but at least I was making good money and was able to support myself and our dog. November came along and long story short my poor dog lost his life due to a bowel obstruction, it was not expected and I lost all my savings trying to help him. In December I was feeling hopeless and defeated, I decided to move in to my fathers house so I could focus on saving money and so I wasn’t alone. In January of this year I was laid off from my job and left feeling hopeless, if I didn’t already want to lose my life before, this was the cherry on top. I’m trying very hard to find another job whilst studying as hard as I can so I can pass this exam and get somewhere in life, my bills are piling up, my cellphone will be shut off any day, I just feel like nothing has been working in my favor and I’m hopeless. Any help would be greatly appreciated as I am running out of options, I just need that push to get me back on my feet again.

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In constant pain..need help to get dentures.. please

Hello…

I am trying desperately to find some  help for my best friend Lori. She needs dentures badly.. she’s  in alot of pain… She’s on CPP (a pension) and neither of us brings in much money but we have been getting by..she’s been whining about her teeth for a long while..pretty much has to live on pain pills and fill her mouth with that anbesol stuff..adult version of baby teething pain gel..and most days she can’t eat anything but soup..I didn’t really understand the extent of it because she never smiles anymore out of self consciousness.. when I met her she had beautiful perfect teeth tok such good care of them and pride…and she was told by dentist that she was brushing them too much..was wearing off the enamel..plus she had really bad gingivitis..it was a different name though but a worse version of gingivitis..some lost fillings..a few tooth extractions at the back…and her gums were receding.. they’ve just progressively gotten worse and worse and it’s at the breaking point now..so is she.. so anyhow she sucked it up and lived through the pain but it’s getting unbearable and the other day she opened her mouth wide to show me something and oh my god. Her gums have all raised like a dang skull..and she has many actual loose teeth. Before she had it in her head she wanted implants but they are way too costly so she’s finally accepted that she needs Dentures. Literally all her teeth have to be removed and get dentures. Which will of course allow her not only to eat again and be pain free but to smile again..so we called around to every dentist in town and Ottawa and nobody will take payments. Even tried dentacard financing and they said she needs a cosigner..I don’t qualify.. and there is nobody else  we can ask…wishheck Ohip covered that stuff..CPP/Odsp will cover the tooth pulling up to a certain amount but not the dentures..she would rather kill herself than walk around with a mouth full of gums and no teeth. Shes only 54..She even said she’d wear second hand dentures but where the heck do you get those?? Plus they need to be fitted.. I searched the web for discount dentures…student teaching clinics..but can’t find anything to help her so I searched for a site like this where hopefully I can get some donation help and get her the help she needs. She’s in so much pain daily both physically and mentally and she  doesn’t deserve this…and could be fixed easily but the money just isn’t there. Nobody will take payments..just full pay..she can’t do that. So I’m here to plead her case..I anyone out there can help with this it would be hugely appreciated and we always always pay it forward. Please..please help..I just want to see her smile again..

Please note my email provided is different than my PayPal email. I’m providing the email I check most often but the link below goes to my proper PayPal account.

https://paypal.me/denturesforlori

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Mom can’t do it any longer

Me and my mom have been through so many rough things together, like my abusive father in the past, and how we both deal with depression and anxiety and things are very hard considering we struggle.

because she had my brother at the age of 16 she worked so hard to get the career as the lawyer she wanted, but didn’t have enough money to make it through university.

She works at a company that deals with weather and landscaping for about 10 years, and she struggles with addiction due to her PTSD. She works so hard that sometimes she has physical and mental breakdowns.

And right now she is in the midst of a mental breakdown; she has nightmares and can’t sleep, she’s vomiting and can’t keep down food, she has diarrhea and sometimes pees the bed because she’s so anxious. She self medicates and it’s much more than what I’m saying; her job is her life and her life is her job.

She can’t afford to leave because she has a position she has been working for for so long and won’t make as much money as she does now; but we make enough to get by, but barely.

she has done everything for me; she pays for a house, school, and even my meds which cost up to 300$ a month. her body is breaking down on her, and she can’t do it anymore.

I’m older now; almost graduating highschool, and I can’t bear to see her like this. I want to help her financially, and I have a job but I can’t make nearly enough to lessen the pressures of her job, and that’s why I’m asking for your help.

It’s about time to help her too, and I want to help her so badly but don’t have the means too.

i appreciate you taking the time to read this and/or donate 💕

https://www.paypal.me/Charlottesdesigns

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Help the missionary

Good day. My name is Skeeter who lives in Jamaica and is presently in Jamaica. The Holy Spirit told me to leave my job and become a missionary. My job is to go and tell the people of Jamaica about the judgement that is coming to the land of Jamaica.  I left my job and is living my faith. Please I am asking you to donate to me to help me with my day to day expenses.  After telling the people of Jamaica about the judgement I am to go to Canada.   In order to go to Canada I need a bank statement and visa. My bank account is empty.  Please pray about how much the Lord will have you donate to me.

Email davisskeeter4039@gmail.com. phone 1876-310-8122

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Hardworking female who just made a big life decision to move to a new city and got a new job

Hello all who are reading this..  I am a 27 year old female who is a power engineer and I have worked extremely hard to get to where I am, that being said I’ve never so much as asked my parents for any help and paid for my student loans last year after working 40 days straight 12 hour shifts. I’ve been out in the cold – 35 for over 4 hours working and helping solve plant issues like frozen flares. I’ve always have been super independent and I’m struggling right now this month has been quite difficult for me as I have a trailer back in Alberta and have payments on it and made a life decision to move to Vancouver my company did not give me relocation allowance so everything was out of pocket including giving my dad $800 to help me move and paying for a Uhaul and then because I have a husky getting a place I could rent with him giving a large damage deposit for myself and him. I moved here to be close to family and friends in Vancouver and it is extremely difficult this month as my company pushed back my starting date so I haven’t gotten a cheque in a while and have to pay off my credit card and make car payments and transfer my insurance and drivers license over and even my education ticket everything is adding up. Even my mail forwarding was $75 for 4 months and it’s sad because I wouldn’t ask anyone for help well because my family isn’t that well off right now either to help me. I’m a little bit saddened by how hard I work and I took architectural technology before even and got scholarships but I wanted to go into power engineering but my mom wouldn’t allow me at the time because girls don’t go into power is what she said. I would just really appreciate a little bit of assistance for this month to get me through this financially tough time. Thank you much for any help available. I’ve been trying to sign up for any contest available hoping someway I can have a little bit of help. As you can see in my picture I owe more on my visa then I currently have in my account and don’t know how I am going to get through the month. 20190221_195300.jpg

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Every man’s battle

Hello potential sponsor, I’m a married man and father who has suffered loss due to “mental illness”. I was admitted in 2010 for 55days after 5yrs welding and put on powerful medications for “schizoaffective disorder/ anxiety/ depression” in fall 2018 I have managed to quit all my meds and I am trying to return to work. Currently hold part time job but merely enough to get by.

Years ago, before my illness I was welding and making lots of money. I never wasted money, but I grew up passionate about the bible and helping others, so I donated lots of my savings to those in need. Thus, I did not plan and have any savings for a situation like this.

I grew up around pornographic material (as does any young person growing up as our society is totally saturated in it) and it has been an on and off struggle for me for many years. I have reviewed many methods of staying pure and discussed with my close friends, but I continue to struggle. After reading few a few statistics on the internet I learned that about half the male population in North America view pornography at least once a month and about 20% view it daily. As a Christian I was taught to avoid these material… but then I’d have to go live in the mountains and become a monk I suppose.

I continued to research for an effective solution that would offer consistent reliable results. Then in fall of 2017 I stumbled upon male chastity devices. I thought these were a mid-evil myth, but they are abundant on the internet. I learned though that the only functional devices are either a full belt (Neosteel chastity systems, chastity steel and fancy steel) or custom cages (rigidsteel or lustlock). Ultimately having a few devices would be ideal as cages are more functional for when I’m laboring/ welding but a full belt is best for when at home and the struggle is harder as they are much more restrictive, unfortunately they aren’t. There are other men I have read about who use these devices to practice self-discipline. I abhor pornography as any addict would despise their vice, yet the struggle continues.

After endless researching I did purchase a handful of cheap plastic models to test and found even these to be very helpful but they can be prone to breaking and really not designed for serious long-term use

Now I’m stuck, my wife seems to think a chastity device is nonsense as there are “other men” who fight this battle successfully and consistently by willpower. She is not willing to spend money we really don’t have on something like this when we struggle with daily needs. We have no investments and other than two older vehicles I have no assets, we live in a basement apartment suite and have used the foodbank to survive in the past.

I still long to be able to give back to society. I find as do some men that pornography often increases anxiety as I have a crippling social anxiety when I am around groups of people. This is also one of the reasons I’m having trouble returning to a full-time job.

I’d really like to start with a Chastitysteelbelt $700 a Neosteel belt $1500 . A lustlock cage for work days etc. approx. $ 400 and a rigid steel cage $400. These prices include shipping, handling and measuring kit. Most people who use chastity fulltime find that it takes a few tries to find a belt that works. Neosteel is supposed to be top quality but not very adjustable unlike a Chastity steel belt which is adjustable but not built as well for long term wear.

paypal.me/manofhonor

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PLEASE HELP…Need medication and bills paid

I never knew it would come to this..I’m grateful you are taking the time to read my reason for asking for money.

((MOSTLY FOR NATURAL MEDICATION)) for my panic attacks.

I’m Bradley I’m on Aish for F.A.S.D. which I suffer from P.T.S.D. High level Panic attacks and Slow learning also mild  A.D.H.D. and O.C.D.  and with all these illnesses its difficult to hold jobs even though I have ” a will ” to work, when I was working I was ok.. But my panic Attacks got so bad I couldn’t leave my home without taking my Anti-panic pill.. ( which I’m not a fan of ) I’m a Anti-Chemical type guy I want to do it all natural ways.. so sometimes my attacks are so strong I faint or get super dizzy and can’t breath its not a good time, So now I must stay away from working and stay close to home and stay calm and stress free.

which now I must rely on Aish to keep my alive and a roof over my head bills paid.. And I hate to inform you all but its not enough for an Adult male to live healthy and food stocked and rent & bills paid.. I’m grateful to be on Aish but their is alot of people like me that is not being able to keep up with our yearly living, I’m lucky if I have enough money left over after rent and bills for food and cellphone I shouldn’t have to explain about bills we all pay monthly they are always high amounts to pay..

my energy bill monthly is $180.00 rent$1200 cell$100 home-internet$100 I’m lucky the roommate pays the gas which I still have haven’t added food on my list .. Aish pays me $1680.00  monthly but I must pay government back so they take $150.00 off my Aish for 13 years so after the Government deduction I get …………..((((($1530.00 monthly))))  I have no money to leave my home if I wanted too..  I must taxi it everywhere since buses and trains trigger my attacks which doesn’t help my money situation, In the END I have no money to buy my Anti-panic Attack medication after I pay everything my Medicine is $250.00 to $180.00 a small drops bottle. my Medichine is CBD

If your able to help me here is my paypal ( paypal.me/Greenaway259 )