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Help a graduating student reunite with her partner

Hello. I am a student from Canada about to finish my final term at school. In order to graduate and have a better chance at starting a new life with my partner, I have taken on a 130% courseload and have been working extremely hard.  I couldn’t get a student loan so I’ve paid for this semester out of pocket. I have been separated from my boyfriend, who lives in Germany, for a year. I am doing the necessary paperwork to reunite with him, and I’ve been saving every meagre spare penny I have to pay for rent while I am away, and have managed to get some air canada credits saved up, so my flight is already paid.

The only thing holding me back is my credit card. I have accrued a lot of debt by paying for extra online classes and I need my credit entirely paid down before I can leave. I cannot work as I am at 130% courseload and in the process of getting tested for a suspected autoimmune disorder. I live off of employment insurance.  When I’m not doing schoolwork I am at clinics getting blood taken and I’d like to be able to afford travel health insurance. I miss my boyfriend a lot, and where I am sick, I just need someone to care for me for a bit as I am finding it hard to care for myself.

 

Below I have attached my credit card information, as well as one of the receipts for my online classes, and my air canada travel voucher amount to prove my story is what it is

http://paypal.me/zobebungo

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Dental

Hey everyone ! I really hate to ask money but right it is quite hard and I never get the chance to pay for retainers due to the lack of money. It is also hard at homes and we don’t have enough money there as well, I am trying my best to get some good money to get out of this debts. I usually never ask:( I tried to get the most money than I can and I am still trying my best. Hopefully I can get some help. Thank you so much for your generosity. Any amount is very well appreciated!

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I need money to pay for my university residence next year.

I was blessed enough to get into my dream school two months ago. I have wanted to go there ever since I first visited the campus 2 years ago. I’ve had a job for over a year now, where I’ve been saving up to afford my tuition. My mom put some money aside for me as well, but that wasn’t enough for my first year, not to mention the next three. At this point, I barely have enough for my tuition, and I also need money for my residence. The school is a good two hours from my home, and it would be impossible for me to take the bus to and from school daily. My mum doesn’t want me to live off-campus, so I don’t even have the option of trying to find a cheap place off of campus. If I can’t get enough money to pay for my residence by the summer, then I’d have to either defer my acceptance or go to a community college instead. I applied to one other school closer to home, but sadly the program was very competitive and I didn’t get in.
I have honestly tried everything that I could to get the money for this. My mum doesn’t understand why I even want to go there, so she does what she can to help, but for the most part, the responsibility is mine. I picked up extra shifts at work last month, but pairing that with my schoolwork it has been a lot. Although it’s been taking a toll on my mental health, I’ve still been trying everything I can, and working as hard as I can so I can achieve my dreams. There’s nothing I want more than to succeed in life, so I can help my mum retire, and give us a better life. Life has been tough on us, but she is the most persevering woman I know, and I am trying to follow in her footsteps by trying everything I can to get to my school. I also tried using freelancing websites, but I have barely made anything on there, and my chances are not looking great for reaching my goal by the summer.
It would be a serious blessing if anyone could help me. There is literally no amount too small that I wouldn’t be eternally grateful. My Paypal link is listed below, and I would love the help, if you can. Thank you so much for reading this, and I hope you have a beautiful day.

https://paypal.me/timitoyon?locale.x=en_US

 

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I need teeth to eat

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Hi everyone. I am in a desperate state of affairs. I’ve lost numerous teeth over the past few years due to teeth breaking off to the gum line and dental disease. I’ve come to the point in the last few months that I am having extreme difficulty eating food. This is due to fact that I don’t  have any jaw teeth to chew with. I’ve lost 70 lbs in the last year mostly due to the extreme difficulty of chewing food. Therefore I skip a lot of meals.

I need to raise enough money to be able to go to a dentist and get full denture implants. Both upper and lower dentures.

I have been on disability pension for the past four years. I have suffered  from anxiety and depression for the past 25 years. This forced me out of the workforce and onto disability pension after working for 20+ years. I am not receiving enough to live off much less pay bills. I am living way below the poverty line at $12,000 a year. When rent is $800 a month you can see I’m indire straits.

It takes a lot for a person like myself  who has a lot of pride to have the strength to reach out for help. And if I had family that cared then I wouldn’t be here begging. But unfortunately my family cares less. All four siblings ostracized me four years ago after my Dad passed away. I still today have never been given a reason why. My mom passed away 7 years ago. It would hurt anybody to be cut out of the family. But toss in anxiety and depression into the mix and you can see how difficult it is for me.

I know a lot of people simply don’t care. Or people have their own financial problems. It difficult during this pandemic for all of us. These are unprecedented times. It is very stressful for all of us. But some of us are in dire straits. I know there are numerous people out there that do care.  They understand how difficult it is for some people. People who find themselves in difficult financial states for no fault of their own. Then things like major dental issues are thrown at them. How can I or anyone else in a similar situation cope or handle this situation? Well if they are like me they let these dental issues slide and ignore them because they can’t afford them. But unfortunately for myself it’s caught up with me. I gotten to the point where I am having tremendous difficulty trying to chew food and eat. I mean eating is essential to life. Smiling or a good smile is a side benefit of having good teeth. But for me it’s the ability to chew and eat that’s most important.

I don’t have any dental insurance or a good paying job to afford the high cost of dental work, appointments, and dentures or implants.  I am hoping that some of you can find it in your hearts to help me out with getting the dental work done. Thanks in advance for any donation. It is greatly appreciated my friends. Take Care and stay Covid Safe.
James

https://www.paypal.com/paypalme/jamestucker1964

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Angel kitchen

Here is an humble 28 years man, how took the wrong decision too often, highly passionate about food, i have work in many kitchen while traveling around canada.

I now know it is time to settle and have a family, now living in vancouver, just paying rent is often a challenge. The food industry as been highly hit and it is hard to get a challenging job.

But i have my dream, since young age i have wanted my own kitchen, so many missed opportunity but today i have a chance to make my dream come true.

I have raised 50k but more equipment is needed to make the perfect gourmet french burger joint. The cafe i want to buy to turn into a burger joint is 79000$ and added equipment will go about 30k plus the first rent and order around 11k.

I basically need 70k.

I hope someone charitable will want to help me or even invest in me.

When your family and bank dont want to help there is no other way.

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Escaping DV

Do you know what it’s like to be a victim of domestic abuse? To finally have it click, you finally realize that you’re being abused and then you realize you can’t get out. If you have, I’m sorry, and if you haven’t I truly hope you never have to find out.

While I want to be upfront about my situation, I am being careful with personal information as I cannot have him find out I’m trying to leave. I’m a young mother to an under year old and I’m stuck in an abusive relationship with my narcissistic boyfriend. At the start, the things that should have been clear red flags unfortunately I didn’t see. He blamed his insecurities for the need of control, for how he treated me and how he acted. After our child came I finally convinced him to go to couples therapy. When he didn’t like the things the therapist was saying (calling out and labelling his behaviour as abusive) of course we stopped going. At this point he’s moved me across the country from anyone I know, cut out my ability to contact people, taken out credit cards and maxed them under my name, taken out and defaulted on loans under my name, bought cars under my name and defaulted. He’s entirely ruined my credit and he hasn’t allowed me to get a job for the entirety of the relationship. While at the start the abuse was non physical it has now taken a turn towards him getting violent or saying I deserve to be hit. He doesn’t allow me to shower or have clean clothes because he doesn’t want me to leave the house. I need to get my child, my pets and myself out as soon as possible.

I have no job, limited access to the internet, very little in savings, no car, and an absolutely ruined credit. But I’m taking a chance to post this in hopes that maybe somebody can help contribute to me getting money together to get my own place, my own car and get on track to get my life restarted. I refuse to have this be how my child has to grow up but it’s incredibly hard to escape when he monitors, controls and manipulates everything. The biggest goal right now is for me to get enough money together to have a few months rent in place and a damage deposit as it’s not easy finding a place without having a job. If this is something you can help contribute to, my PayPal is below and honestly, thank you from the bottom of my heart. For either sending money or just taking the time to read this.

https://www.paypal.me/ma13813

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I Need Help Paying For My Tuition This Semester

Hello ! My name is Angeli and I’m currently a student at the University of Regina.
I currently have an issue paying for this semester’s tuition. I am currently on student loans, but I accidentally used the funds from student loans to pay off bills that needed to be caught up. I’m now caught up with my bills but at the cost of having to pay for my tuition. I don’t want to rely on my parents to pay off the tuition for this semester, as I’ve already had financial aid from them before I started attending university (I went to trades school before this). Plus, my parents are facing their own financial issues, so I don’t want to have to rely on them just to pay off this semester. I feel bad having to ask my mother, as she is the main source of income since my father quit his job and now works doing maintenance for a private company. My mother works in the hospital, and also deals with Covid-19, so I don’t want to stress her even further by asking for financial aid.

My original plan was to work in between semesters since there’s a pretty large gap and I make a decent amount of money for a student when I work close to full time, but I want to be able to apply for fall classes right away but I cannot do that unless I pay this semester’s tuition. I currently work about 1 or 2 shifts a week, so it hasn’t really helped much with paying the tuition. I’ve also recently received my tax return, but even that isn’t enough to help. I’ve applied for several loans, but have been rejected from them all. The amount isn’t super high, I only need $1300 to pay this semester, then I should be set to apply for classes and be able to work from next month until August on full time hours. I’m hoping to save the money I’ve earned from working to pay for next semester and possibly earn a bit more to be able to afford my own car. Those two things are my current goals in between semesters. A little more money wouldn’t hurt, but I’m looking to get at least $1300 for my tuition. Hopefully, I’ll be able to get some donations in to help me pay off my tuition, as this is my current worry. I hope someone reads this soon, and is able to help. Thank you !

– Angeli C.

https://paypal.me/chiannaa

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Tough times at College

Hello all,

It is unfortunate that I find myself here asking for a handout, but life has not been good to me recently and I am absent of choice. I am an International student from Kenya and have been in Canada for almost 2 years now.

My mother saw it urgent that I acquire higher education in Canada, and respectively, she fully sponsored my trip, lodging and school fees for my first 3 months. We had come to agree that after 3 months, I will have found work and able to cater for my upkeep and pay for my fees. Things went as planned, however, Our plans had their own flaws as we had not considered there would be a limitation to how much I could work. I had to fall back on her, repeatedly.

There then I came to understand that I could not keep drawing her into words about my upkeep as she has my 2 siblings to take care of and her own bills to pay. I decided to exceed my permitted work hours to make my coin. To work overnight, and to school by day in a country where I knew no one began to take a toll on me and I found myself sinking into depression.

After my contract as a temporary worker ran out last year, I decided not work as much as my body had lost its weight and I did not feel the same, mentally. My performance at school had also dwindled. I began to work only twice a week for 16 hours combined. However, any small iteration to my shifts has caused my even greater struggle: the bills do not seem to subside and keeps getting worse as I had to self-isolate over Covid-19.

I could not let word of my depression reach home because I am scared for what my mom will feel. She needs to know that I am doing well, even though I am not. For even if she knows I am unwell, there is little she can do and at the expense of their livelihood back home.  I have had to live on minimal necessities as my diet changed and my sense of life dimmed. I have been too proud to ask anyone for money especially since I know there are more people more deserving of help than I am. But I do not think I will be able to carry on with school carrying all this worry on my back.

I have no idea how much would help me out this mess, as each of my 3 remaining semesters cost $8,000. I would sincerely appreciate any help offered.

paypal.me/DOoko919

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I’ve messed up and need help

Hello,

I am someone who believes in standing on ones own and never thought id be here years ago my sister got in a wreck and had a child about 6 months later, I moved in to help with bills. Everything was great until covid my sister is on disabillity meaning a fixed income and i take care of rent cellphone food etc.. she pays what she can and puts 50 dollars a month away to an emergency fund i am less frugal. when covid hit i started taking loans to get by. On friday April 16/2021 i contacted a credit counsellor and entered a dmp to help with bill payments And they have gotten most of my bills right to where i need them the problem im still facing is i have around 4k in payday loans and if i cant get them paid off ill never be able to break the cycle ive sold my second monitor for my pc sold my desk/chair and gotten some off the local freecycle. i sold my oculus quest and various other toys/entertainment devices i had around. I am working again and have been for almost 8 months I have also started picking up odd jobs from facebook and other message boards but ive fallen into what i would consider a never ending cycle and i am not seeing away out. Any and all help i can receive would be greatly appreciated i am not expecting my debt to get cleared but am hopeful i may receive some help here or there if i were to include all my debt its closer to 28k but i am just here seeking help with the payday loans of around 3k .I should also note i am on the brink of not being able to pay rent and am actually going to have to reloan on payday loans if i cant find some help.

Thank you for taking the time to read this

 

paypal.me/spoodlyspider

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Money issues, school, refugee parents and lack of work due to medical issues

Hello, I am really struggling to pay my way through school and was really hoping to get some donations! I already work a job but I have had four surgeries before with major complications that has left me with back issues and nerve damage all along my fingers and side of hand so I cannot work too many hours as it causes much pain for me. I do my best to do what I can at work but it is very hard finding a job that does not use your fingers much. When I had my surgeries, I had been pulled out of school all four times and at one point had to have a homebound teacher. This was really hard for me not only was I having issues physically, and through all the school I missed before I had graduated high school but my mental health was hanging by a thread because of lack of interactions I had with anyone. I try my best to not let this affect me currently but the physical and mental trauma I went through gets to me some days. I am trying to move on and do my best to succeed in the world and now I am enrolled in university. I am currently working on my bachelors right now and my parents try to help me as best they can but they came to this country because a war and started with nothing and had some sponsors to help. I have two other siblings that they have to care for as well as other expenses and it has overall been a hard time. My parents were refugees and being the daughter of them I see how war can devastate and affect the lives of many. We never had any money growing up and I sadly I do not even know how my parents looked like in the past. I just know how they look now because the war and the fires had burnt all of their photos and memories. I see how my parents are struggling and I do not want them to worry about my education. I have done quite a few scholarships but unfortunately not much success has came from that. I will continue to try however with everything because school and having a career is very important to me and I do not want my family to have more things to worry about or feel any type of guilt for not being able to contribute more. Thank you for reading my post and for even 10 cents I thank you with all my heart <3

Life is just too expensive for some people :(

PS: the image below is the cost I had to pay for only one semester and it was not a full course load, I am currently now in my second.

https://www.paypal.me/linak50

 

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Help me pay my tuition

Hello, I am from Lebanon and I’m pursuing my education in Canada as an international student, I’ve moved here recently and I need help with my tuition and rent for the following reasons:

– My family is no longer able fund my education duo to the current state of affairs in Lebanon. For background, in 2020, Lebanon endured a massive explosion in Beirut’s port, an economic collapse, rising political instability, and the Covid-19 global pandemic, all of which had detrimental effects on resident’s basic rights.

-The Lebanese Pound has lost over 80% of its value since October 2019, eroding people’s ability to access basic goods, including food, shelter, and healthcare. The Covid-19 pandemic compounded poverty and economic hardship.

I will attach some links for details about the crisis:

https://www.reuters.com/article/uk-lebanon-crisis-financial-explainer-idUKKBN268223

https://www.arabnews.com/node/1826126/middle-east

https://www.france24.com/en/20191231-the-banks-don-t-care-lebanese-scream-for-their-dollars

https://www.ft.com/content/69e1e040-d8d7-494e-9a90-6f02f68f0bf7

My university program is online so I will attach the registration document

My paypal link:
https://paypal.me/ahmadsr620

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Utility bills, Rent, Basic needs

I have many thoughts running through my mind as I am thinking of what to type.  No matter how hard I try I just keep coming up short and sinking deeper and deeper. I lay awake every night thinking about how I am going to keep a roof over my kids head and food on the table. I have reached out for help to many different places and every time turned down or all their resources have already been used for the year. I just feel hopeless but I know I can’t give up.

I have not been able to work for a few years now due to problems I have with my health. So my husband works to support us all. His yearly salary is around $45,000. With the cost of living constantly on the surprise it has made it basically impossible to cover all the cost of our family. It just leaves us struggling everyday. I sometimes have asked my mom for help but it just makes me feel even worse about myself. I know you have likely heard it before several times but covid has really ruined us.

Before covid my husband was able to pick up overtime which helped us to keep on top of everything.  When that got cut is when we started getting behind on rent and other expenses. It just seems to be one thing after another.

A couple weeks ago our middle son was hit by a SUV while crossing at the cross walk going to school. He is going to need physiotherapy and surgery on his right leg. I just praise God that it was not any worse.

I am just asking with an open heart for help from anyone that maybe can assist us in catching up with our bills and to avoid eviction. I know its a lot but all I can do is leave it in God’s hands and say that I would be forever grateful and hope to be able to pay it forward one day.

paypal.me/jennparm77

 

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Private Professional Philanthropy

If you can spare the money I can spare the love and care extra emphasis on both those words right there love and care . I represent a not-for-profit organization called the ‘Private Professional Philanthropy’ which means that I offer a variety of different services to all those that require a bit of tender loving care that concerns the welfare of their Well being and that right there is what I intend to do with the money others spare I see it as a pay it forward factory that can build the dreams I want to share. I see it kinda like if you help me I will help others but how that’s my main focus I have a few idea examples that by putting on here there able to exist because there out of me and etched in time somewhere. On the internet for others to share I have hopes of getting a psychological visual stimulating teddybear.  For lil kids in rough shape who could use a teddybear. I thought the idea would be sorta like here kid here’s a teddybear and he needs you to take care of him so don’t go anywhere. And he will be with you through your healing process . Look at all the stuff on him while you’re getting better. I heard that people in hospital who seen a brick wall healed less then someone that saw a scenic view with  potential ect. And that gave me the idea. Sorta like when I tried to be a firefighter guy I decided that night I didn’t want to smell burning baby’s so I decided to try and think of a way to allow them to escape a fire via jumping out the window and landing safely below. That gave me the idea for a parachute Pamper. From chain in a Bucket to a trouble bubble the ideas I had made me think maybe I might be able to leave behind good things for others and the idea of money sort of changed for me when I thought of doing something good for other instead of how can I get rich from it. I think the idea of this will make someone rich when they discovered how to get a formula or complete process.  Think of how you can make me a million dollars and deliver it to me because you can easily make 3 if only you can think of how to get a million for me it comes easily when you try to do for others it just is easier to do. That’s how it works for me. How about you. Now just take that thought and return when you have got a million dollars for me . Think of this often and if it works return it to me I’ll be greatful you did and help others somehow with it. Make me a million dollars . Will be a hot idea if only someone that reads it follows through and completes it. Work in process I have high hopes for the successful accomplishment of anyone who reads those words and does the work and honestly returns the money I’ll be one happy fella let me tell ya.  I like the idea of I pray and amen. And words in between them read aloud there is a prayer right there. Like I pray for this man’s financial needs met amen. Thank you my friend u prayed for me . God bless you to oprah I pray for you. Lol but really I’d like to take some cash and rent billboards from here to bagdad and share a prayer for everyone to prepare when they said or read the words that’s good stuff right there . If you believe In good and evil then I imagine you see the humor indeed. When someone somewhere happened to read some kind of repentance prayer casting Satan out of everyone everywhere and sending him to the abyss or into space far out there. Man oh man would that be cool if it worked it will I assure you and if not then I had a good time while alive I left no stone unturned and really appreciate the opportunity to achieve things unable to become because of money that I couldn’t create. That there was my mistake. By creating the opportunity for money to come to me I can actually do something good not just pile it up and live. That would be a shitty shave in the mirror to give. I couldn’t believe what I do now and live a lie before I die. That wouldn’t come from the guy that decided to try and do something good on earth before he died. I just won’t let it happen I’m not giving up attempting to do something good for people who are unable to. Ps please check out the privateprofessionalcontracting@gmail.com private professional philanthropy that’s us yep and we pay it forward philanthropy as a good deeds factory.  Thank you for reading some of my ideas . Make a good life and positive energy only that’s what i suggest to get the best from anything you think of let only good things become with pre planned positive possible potential prediction prepared with extra emphasis in the planning process it’s my hope that a storybook can be made at the end by completing the tasks via telephone or however the end result is a cash payout for a kid that there is clever. Whoever completes the task will be thanked by me. Somehow by what I write is given life this night being able to be seen throughout time and by others makes me want to take advantage of it and spit out some homework for you to consider attempting. How’s about the idea of how can you complete the process of making a million dollars and deliver it to my non profit organization Private professional philanthropy @gmail.com.  That there buddy is some love from me.

 

 

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Need Help To Save Family Home

Hello and thank you for taking the time to read this.

If I am here asking for help, it’s simply because I am pretty much desperate.

My parents bought their first home in July 1996. 2 weeks after moving into their dream home, my Mom passed away unexpectedly at the age of 47, leaving us all behind in huge grief. I was barely 18 and was left with younger siblings to raise and a father to carry through his grief. My siblings took some wrong turns and my father finally got fed up and moved across the world, leaving me alone to hold and pay for this house. I grew into adulthood having to figure it all out by myself.

25 years later, I am still here with my children, doing as best I can. The house grew older and needed work. However, we were floored to find out that our main drain was severely damaged by some huge tree roots and we had no other alternative but to replace the whole thing after we had sewer backup in the basement. I couldn’t possibly raise my children in such hazardous conditions.

Last week, we finally had the drain replaced. And then came the bill. $10,000. I cried so much. I work my butt off and I live pay to pay. I don’t live in luxury, I don’t have my nails or hair or makeup done to be able to pay my debts and feed my kids. But this one just takes the cake. I don’t know how I’ll ever be able to pay for it knowing that the bank won’t lend me anything until I bring my debts substancially down. But the contractor won’t wait and I don’t want to lose this home my mom loved so much even though she only got to live in it for 2 weeks. My children are aware of our situation and their anxiety level has hit an all-time high. And so has mine but I hide it to protect my children. I am so exhausted from having been strong all these years for my family, I don’t have the strength anymore to keep fighting.

So if you have some spare money you want to put into making someone’s life a little easier, and putting a smile on some faces, I would be forever grateful to you. Anything helps and all donations will be thanked for personally.

You can donate here: https://paypal.me/dina1978?locale.x=en_US

Thank you for reading me, and God bless you for helping people.

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For the love of freedom

Hi,

I suppose this would be the only place I could be completely free to be honest about my story. It’s interesting that humans are far more open with strangers than those that are closest to them. It’s a liberating process, albeit still has a sense of shame attached. I love freedom, nearly to a fault, and this has made me quite unconventional in the way I choose to live my lifestyle. This has naturally incurred negative financial consequences.

It’s strange, I woke up remembering a dream wherein I told an entire crowd of people about my story. And here I am. I found this website this morning. I suppose I’m curious to follow through, even if it is to see what happens, for I’m on the cusp of doubling down on my privacy as a philosophy. Before that occurs, I suppose this is my way of expressing myself in the required quota of words.

“I was deemed gifted” by the Toronto District School Board in elementary school. I decided not to attend gifted school, and stayed within the public system. During high school, I was considered to be their top student, winning both academic and athletic awards throughout my high school career.

As an intellectual, I excelled at the University of Toronto for both my bachelors and my Masters. I was extremely popular, even being cited as a protege by the municipal government  in order to increase women’s participation in government. I don’t see myself as a genius, but at the risk of  sounding arrogant, people have referred to me as a mastermind on many occasions.

What I can’t seem to figure out is, even if I’m a so called ruler of the world (as my horoscope predicts), why I’m an utter failure when it comes to personal finance. I’m no stranger to luxury, but it has never been my own money.  Please do not misunderstand me, for I had worked a great deal, even as a senior financial analyst at a brewing company here in Canada. It was in some sways my dream job. Nevertheless, the price of freedom was too high, and my love for freedom reigned.

Even now, I’m living at a luxurious resort, but I’m starving and malnourished. I recall rationing a soup mix from The Dollar Tree and sleeping more to starve my own starvation. It doesn’t help when I’m surrounded by luxury goods and luxury restaurants here.

The neighbours know nothing, the employees at the resort consider me an enigma. In fact, it was a particular employee at the coffee shop here at the resort that was brilliant enough to figure me out (at least a little bit). He was bold enough to ask what I do for a living. My response was honest, “ I don’t work”. Has anyone ever said such a statement with such confidence? I thought to myself at the time.

My confidence was soon fleeting, for my fiancé gave way that I do in fact work, doing coffee reviews. Of course this is a cover, a mask as well. Anyone with a brain understands that this is passive income at best. In my attempts to be authentic, my fiancé was well intentioned in his attempts to place my social mask upon my face again.

The desire to be free still seduces me, and I’m bewitched by it. This is perhaps my way of coping with existentialism. My manner of coping with all that desires to control me, is to be so free, and so self contained, that I’m not attainable to the forces of enslavement. I humbly ask for your help in this regard.

paypal.me/ishanieishanie

Thank you.