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Years of abuse had enough

im 55 years old , I have 1 son at home about to go to University in sept.

i have lived  with my husband for 10 years married for 6 , of course like any relationship it started wonderful , then as time went on , trying to work hard look after my son and husband I realised nothing was good enough for him constant criticism the look the anger when dinner wasn’t ready the silent treatment for sometimes weeks at a time acting like I don’t even exist, the abuse calling me names when I try to get him to talk telling me to f….. off no one wants you . The trapped feeling taking and hiding the car keys when he’s in one of his moods the vile gestures . Always being aware that he could go off in one of his moods . Anxiety stress nerves.

not knowing if I’ll be able to get to work living in a rural environment, no public transport the humility I feel when I have to say to my employer I’m sick because I can’t get to work . Only having enough money for food control is what he’s about ,struggling whether I can buy this or that or put fuel in the car hoping the tank will get me to work and manage till pay day . The control over the car the money never being able to save .

he has three houses rented out I clean them at end of tenancy and contact repair people when and if they are needed . Painted cleaned up the gardens  checked the properties every 6 months .

Then when I want to leave he won’t let me live in one of the properties, won’t let me give notice won’t let me have car keys won’t let me have any money  I desperate need to get out yet I have no money to pay for a deposit or rent to get into a place to escape him and then divorce him and get the share I deserve my son deserves we are unhappy tense and the atmosphere in the house is instantly turned cold when he walks in the door , no happiness laughter joy . Just criticism, and disappointed looks yet he says he loves me . No he needs me as a cook cleaner and everything else . I’m sad lonely and want to feel free and sing and leave stuff about invite friends over jump about dance oh how wonderful that would feel . Help me escape and get s place of my own to start over with my son and me living not existing .

Thank you

I hope to one day start a charity myself for women like me who just need that little financial help to escape .

 

Thank you you for your time  xxxxxx

 

 

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a dream to change: help me go to learn bible for a year

To make this campaign I will have to keep my identity anonymous in order to not embarrass my parents. I know it is much harder to get anyone to donate to a cause without being able to put a face to the name but I feel must respect my parent’s wishes.
Although, I cannot supply my name I will tell you with my best ability about myself.
I am a senior in high school, an active member of my community, and from the midwest region of the united states.
I was raised in a modern orthodox/traditional home and although my parents supplied me with everything I needed to thrive as a teen they gave me the right to make my own choice religiously.
So on the outside, I have always looked like a modern Jewish teenage girl but on the inside, for most of my high school career, I was not ignited yet. Fortunately, a while ago (but not so long ago), I have started to rethink my lifestyle and became more religious through youth groups, my community, and my high school.
Currently, for the last year or so I have become an active Orthodox Jewish girl. I have started to pay more attention to what I eat, what I say, what I wear, and overall how I live my life according to the Torah.
Most of my friends and my family were never aware of my struggles because I never thought to speak up about it due to embarrassment.

At the start of my senior year of high school, I made the bold decision to apply for a seminary program alongside my regular secular colleges.  The reason I decided to apply to seminary is clear. I want to further my religious education. Going to seminary and exploring the Bible and who I am and want to be as a person is something that will be vital to my life and how I wish to continue to live. I also know that I am an easily influenced person and I would like to surround myself with Torah, the land of Israel, amazing educators, girls just like me, and many more positive aspects that a seminary program offers that community college will not. Additionally, I have never been to Israel and would love to have the opportunity to go for a full academic year.

You would not believe how happy I was when I got accepted into the seminaries I applied to.  Unfourntuanlty, this happiness was short lasting. Currently, I am working almost every single day on top of going to school five days a week until 5 pm.  Although I work, I simply still do not have the funds to cover the down deposit due very shortly. Making minimum wage to pay for college/seminary and other expenses is not the best situation yet a hard one to get around.
I have applied to several scholarships but those will not cover the down deposit and there is no knowing if I will even receive them. If you don’t know what a down deposit it is: it is essentially a sum that holds down your place in seminary and part of your tuition. if it is not paid your place may be given to another well deserving student.

I am asking for the  community help to get my down deposit (holding place and part of tuition) paid. Any amount will help and I will be forever grateful for it because the opportunity to go to seminary would mean the world for me.

Please read my story, donate, and share my campaign with your friends and families!

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Terminally ill bucket list

This is the hardest thing I have ever had to do!
My fiancé and I have had a plan in action since we first knew we wouldn’t be with anyone else as long as we live.

We are getting married in August this year after 3 years of saving. Our honeymoon is a trip to Mexico, which is fully paid for.

Over the course of the next 3 years we planned crossing a few things off our bucket lists.
Visiting many of the wonders of the world and taking in a vast amount of the world’s different cultures.

After 3 years we was planning having another child and expanding our family.

My fiancé turned 30 a few weeks ago, and after 7 months of tests and constant hospital visits we got the outcome.

4 days after her birthday she was diagnosed with 3 different cancers, one of which has started eating away at her ribs.

We now have approx 21 months left together.

I’ve always worked and never bought anything or travelled unless I could pay for it all.

With NO time to save I have resorted to coming here.

I would like to try and visit at the very least the destinations that she had always wanted to go to.

I am here to ask infact BEG for some help.

My aim is to raise around £10,000 to enable us to fulfill her dreams before it’s her time to leave, or at least before she is too weak to travel.

Any donations will be greatly appreciated and all the donations will help a young lady live her dreams, being taken from the world so young is heartbreaking so if I can make it easier for her I will.

I hope there are kind people out there who can help.

Many thanks.

https://www.paypal.me/nigelbeattie82

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I miss my husband.

Think you could lend a hand for love?

I mean…I must be a bit desperate for sending some random person on the internet a heartfelt message asking for money but…well yeah I am.

Here’s the thing, I met my husband three years ago online. He was smart, funny, handsome, and oh! that accent. See, David (my mans) is Australian. So skip forward a couple of years and I packed two big suitcases and moved to Perth, Western Australia to live with this hunk.

Things were great! But….as I’m sure you know, Visas have expiration dates. So come February 2018, we started realizing I’d have to leave soon. Then….he popped the question. And duh, I said yes.

I’m not trying to bore you with this backstory I promise but it’s important!

So, May 8, 2018, we got married without a dime to our name. It was a simple, romantic, and perfect day. Then…May 10 (yep, two days later) I flew back to the States and we started working on his green card application.

It’s January 2019 now. I haven’t seen, hugged, or kissed my husband in 8 months. I miss him more than typed out words could ever say. We originally thought his application should be approved by May, but turns out even just part one won’t be complete until our anniversary.

Look, I’m broke as hell. I work 40+ hours a week and deliver Postmates on the weekends and I’m still just making ends meet. I want to see my husband for our anniversary, May 8th. And I really want to surprise him with my arrival by February 19th (his birthday).

Again, this is slightly embarrassing but I’m running out of options and at this point, I’m willing to do what it takes to just hold him for a little while again. I really do miss him so much and the distance isn’t helping our marriage.

The ticket is $950. I realize that’s WAY too much to ask of you. Anything would be incredible (plus tax returns are soon so I’m hoping for the best there). Please…please let this reach you. And I hope you understand how incredibly important this inquiry is.

Thank you for reading my super long and romantic sob story!

 

Paypal: paypal.me/rebekahjg

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dope free for 5 years and counting

Hi, so let me just throw a bunch of heavy stuff your way but be very blunt about it and to the point. When I was 15 my dad shot himself after abusing me my entire childhood; he had a great heart, but he was a relapsed addict/alcoholic who just couldn’t keep his cool. I was young and dumb, and I followed in his footsteps. I started shooting dope and tore my life apart. I went to a private school my entire life, still graduated high school, got a 28 on my ACT, had decent grades, but dope was more powerful than that. I made a lot of poor choices, and I ended up in prison. I didn’t physically harm anyone, but I definitely didn’t make positive choices. Well, anyways, I got out of prison about 4 years ago. Since then, I’ve gotten married, gotten a new car, and I’ve maintained a job non-stop. I waited tables for two and a half years straight at the same restaurant. My then-manager’s husband owns an electric company, and he offered me a job and schooling as an electrician, so I’m doing that now. I’ve been working for his company for over a year straight, and I’m in school as well. My first semester, I got a 99.45 average. I’m pretty proud of it. Lately, I’ve been working tons of overtime, trying to get my head above water. While my wife was without a job (for quite a while), I maxed out a credit card on groceries, etc. The card only tops out at $500, so not a ton or anything. Also, I owe $10,000 on my car, around $8000 in student loans, and several other miscellaneous things. On top of those things, the people I stole from and hurt when I was strung out—well, I’d like to repay them. It would mean the world to me. I’ve done my time, and I’ve moved on with my life. I have been clean for years and years, and I’ve even tried my part at giving back. I got certified as a peer recovery specialist and volunteered at a treatment facility here in town. I’m basically here because I saw this hilarious skit youtube video from some comedian named Rowan or something where he begs for a million bucks, and I thought to myself, “Hmmm… Well, I know this is a joke video series, but he is right when he says ‘if you don’t ask for something, then of course no one will help you’ or something along those lines.” There most definitely is a lot of truth to that. Anyways, this is a legitimate post, and I hope this website doesn’t use this to send spam emails to people claiming to be from some random country and in need of help to escape or whatever. I really just want to live comfortably, and I know there are a lot of super rich people out there who probably get bored with their money and actually do just help people, and I figure maybe one of those people will stumble upon this post and decide to help me out. I figure 50 grand would pay off my car, my little credit card, my student loan debt, buy my wife a new car before her current one just explodes, and give us enough to set back for future emergencies. We’d both sleep better at night, and we’d be much happier in general. Not rich, just comfortable. Right now, we both work so much that we barely see each other. It would be nice to be debt-free and have that small cushion. Maybe we could just work a little overtime instead of 7 days a week, 10 hour shifts and crazy things like that. Sure, I’m young, but I’m not superman. Anyways, thanks for the read either way :)

paypal.me/ultralavie

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Help with various bills, treat my daughters, and treat my wonderful girlfriend.

Hi!  I am not sure if this will work, but willing to try…

There are a few different things here, so bear with me…

First, I am a single dad, and my oldest daughter just moved in with me.  She is turning 21 soon, and her PS3 is taking a crap on her… I would like to get her a brand new PS4 with games, but I am barely making ends meet.  She is a gamer like me, and has been very frustrated with her system not working. She is a good kid, with a good head on her shoulders.  She is smart, independent, and I want to see her succeed!  This is also a good father/daughter activity since I enjoy gaming too!

Second, I would also like to get a little ahead on my bills (electric, gas, car payments, etc) so I am not just struggling between paychecks.  Yes, I do work full time, but just barely make enough to get by.  I try to make sure all my bills are paid, so that I have a place to call home.  I live in a small, one bedroom apartment, and it is cramped.  Even before my daughter moved it, it was cramped.  I would eventually like to move to a bigger place, but cannot currently afford it.

Third, I have another daughter who just turned 11. She is great, but I am getting frustrated at always telling her that I don’t have the money to go anywhere.  I can rarely take them to the movies, have not been to the zoo in years, etc…  We mainly just stay home.  I know that quality time when them is important, but I don’t want her childhood memories to be boring.  I would like to be able to take them to fun places more often.  I want her to have fun memories!

And last, I have a wonderful girlfriend!  After my divorces from the mothers of my 2 kids, I was beginning to think that I would not find someone to love again.  I have had a few relationships between my last divorce and my current girlfriend, but they did not go anywhere. Now, the girlfriend I have now is amazing! She truly loves me for me!  I can truly be my goofy, nerdy self with her! We are close to celebrating our one year anniversary together, and I could not be happier!!  But, along with my kids, I cannot afford to do anything truly special for this wonderful woman that has entered my life! She has met both of my daughters, and they like her too!  She is sweet, caring, and I want to spend the rest of my days with her!

Finally, I just want to say that any help would be greatly appreciated!  I feel that I am a good person, and that I try to provide for my loved ones.  My 2 daughters that I love more than anything, and my wonderful girlfriend that has shown me the love that I needed!

I work hard, and try to provide. I am just a guy trying to take care of my family the best I can.  Though, as my kids get older, I feel that I cannot provide as much as I would like and what they deserve!  I am not asking for anyone to buy me a house, or to be able to send my kids to the best schools.  I am just asking for help to give them a bit better than what I can currently provide.  Any help would be appreciated!

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Hoping for One Last Chance

First of all I want to say hello to everyone out there that will take time out of their lives to read what I am about to write and thank those as well that consider helping. I honestly did not know that there was a site like this that existed. I don’t even know where to begin with all this. How much does anyone out there want to hear about how screwed up things have gotten?  I always tell my friends that I’ve been to hell and back two times and fought the devil herself and made it back to live another day lol.

First off let me say I am a forty five year old single dad who is proud to say that I have the best kid a father could ever had asked for. He is my world. He is what gets me up each and every morning and makes me want so much for him to succeed in life. He is nine years old going on thirteen it seems like and although he will always be my little buddy, I am finding it harder to call him that since he has already grown almost to my shoulders and I’m 6’1”. I’ve had my share of ups and downs over the past fifteen to sixteen years and I know there are many people out there in the world that have gone through so much and are as deserving if not more. My son is what makes my heart beat  and I do try very hard to not let him down. He relies on me so damn much that I feel sometimes like I’ve let him down because of the breakup and not being a family.

So I guess now I will start with my first ex. I honestly did believe that she was it but to be honest, the way things went down, I guess prove I’m just a bit too nice. I met my first ex when she walked across the street one evening many many years back and asked for a cup of sugar. So cliche I know but it did happen that way and we were together for about five years.  My dad had gotten very ill at that time and I was going back and forth to the hospital to see him every day. Well within about two weeks he lost his battle. My dad was my dad and unfortunately  while the problem with my father was occurring, I had come home one evening from seeing him at the hospital and who do I find outside my home getting pretty chummy with my wife? Her supervisor from work. Not exactly something I want to see after coming home depressed from dealing with my dad who is dying. It was a bit devastating. My dad would lose his battle soon after and the relationship went sour. I pretty much called it quits the day I came home from work and saw that the house we shared was completely cleaned out. All the furniture was gone, drawers left open and even all the $400 worth of groceries we had just bought from Costco not two days before were removed from the cupboards and from inside the refrigerator. I mean really who does something like that. Insane stuff.

My current ex I met at work about a year and a half after splitting with the last one. Now believe it or not I did truly think my dad was looking out for me from up above and wanted me to be happy again. That’s why we were able to come across each other and end up dating  Yes everything was great for the first few years then again went sideways and we ended the relationship. But I did receive one awesome and priceless godsend and that was my son. That is the one great thing I could tell you came out of all the mess I have been through. My boy means so so much to me. I wish I could’ve had things squared away by now but I have not been that fortunate. My son does great in school, gets a lot of praise from his teachers and always tries to help in anything he does. Those are the kinds of things that makes a dad proud.

Let me end by saying a few things. When I went through my divorce I also ended up losing the house to foreclosure which was the start of my downfall. I tried hard to maintain but it became impossible. I went from having a mid 700 credit score to ending up with something like a very low 510 score and all my credit was pretty much shot. I had to let mostly all my accounts become delinquent. I’ve worked very hard to build that score back up but I’m not good enough to get a loan from my bank even with a score about 755. All I’m asking for is a second chance. I truly hope that I do get one and I can get my life back on track with my son. I hate struggling from paycheck to paycheck but unfortunately it is life sometimes.  I have no problem paying the bank back or even those that do consider helping me out. It is very hard for me to accept the generosity of strangers because I feel embarrassed about it. I will say this though.. I do believe in returning the favor and giving back  if it takes me the next ten years to pay everyone back then so be it. I know that what I ask for may or may not happen or it may only be fulfilled a little. I can’t control fate in this circumstance. All I can do is write out my thoughts and hopes and see what happens. The amount I need is $54,263.69  Yes it is a specific amount and it is not all of my debt. I still have a little more but if I could get assistance with this then my life could change so much better and I would be able to prosper instead of living from check to check. One last thing..I do realize no one out there will know who I am not whether they want to believe me or not. All I can hope for is that people do hear me and understand that I am a real person and not some scam artist. I’m not looking to just receive it. I give my word that I will pay back every last cent even though I don’t know how long it will take. I don’t really prefer to post pictures because I don’t even know what to post aside from selfies but I do not think it is safe to put a picture of myself or especially my son on this site.  I do apologize but I don’t feel comfortable doing it. Thank you again for taking the time to read this. It is long but it is all on the up and up. I promise you I would never waste anyone’s time in this matter. If you decide to donate to my cause please note I only use the post office box for all correspondence. My paypal link is

PayPal.Me/Hoping4a2ndChance

 

Thank you again for your time and consideration.

Sincerely

Rick

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Everyday living while studying.

Hello there, to who is reading this. I don’t really know how to do this but am just gonna try to saying how my situation is: I am 23 years old, currently studying ( Master’s degree) and I live with my boyfriend(away from home, in a different country. I came to this country to be with him, as well as to study, since the country I am currently in gives better study opportunities, but with a limited budget that I saved up when I was working in the summer during college through Erasmus programs. However, despite living together, we don’t share the everyday costs and utilities. He mainly pays for those because, unlike me, he worked for a period and still does it intermittently when his school program allows it. I know, why don’t I also work?To be honest.., I just feel that I cannot manage both a master’s and working. My school schedule is pretty messy, so I find it hard to fit working into it, plus it is hard for me to focus on more things at the same time. ( I know, it doesn’t sound like what an adult does, but that’s how I am..) As a matter of fact, before coming here I was determined that I would also get a job, besides studying.. But I guess my planning didn’t go that great.. You cannot just imagine some plans and expect reality to shape itself after it.
But moving on, I just feel very bad because I am not providing any financial help, like.. I wish I could just buy food myself too.. and stop feeling so bad all the time because of it..
I forgot to mention that my studies are fee-free. So this wouldn’t be for paying my study fees, but for everyday life. And if it will be enough for everyday living, and a bit extra, then I would like to send my parents back home some money too because they are struggling very much.( My parents live in the countryside, and they depend on their crops and cows for their daily income, but that it’s hardly only enough to survive the days.. and my dad is awfully sick because when he was younger he abused alcohol.. and because of being sick, he stays inside the house most of the time, which leaves my mom to have to do all the hard work thats hers, but his also.. and she doesn’t have the strength for that..and so every now and then she may have a glass of home-made booze to give her some strength to carry out with the daily tasks… but the thing is that she is also on pills for anxiety/depression.. and combining that with alcohol…. it’s just really not good. So I wish I could provide them some money too to ease their work somehow.. I plan on doing also when i finish my studies and get a proper job, but for now I cannot do that…) All in all, everything stresses me and sometimes depresses me and I just don’t know what to do.. so here I am at almost 3 am in the morning writing this, hoping that it would reach someone..

So however may be reading this… I have no special charity reasons to ask for donations.. I am a simple person struggling with everyday life who is now asking for your help.. I hope that one day I will be able to replay it, perhaps not directly back to you, reader, but to the world.
I don’t know how I left you after reading what I said, I just wanted to say the truth and how things are currently in my life and hopefully.. something good would come out of it. I must admit, I do feel bad for asking for donations.. whereas I should just work off my ass, but like I said, I don’t feel I can cope with both work and studies.. so just for now, when things are trembling, I ask for a bit of help..
Life isn’t easy and everyone has their own battle to fight, and that is why I hope that one day I will be able to repay the world.. Good comes with small things.. step by step.
If my wish had any power, I would just wish that we would all be happy, healthy, free of problems, enjoying life and all there is to it.. But life ain’t easy..

So whoever you may be, traveler, I thank you deeply for your consideration and I hope that life gets better for everyone that’s struggling.. We got to stay strong and fight true. Never give up, and always get back on our feet!

 

(The photo is of some beautiful mesmerizing geese that I came across while biking one morning on my way to school. They were simply so enchanting and such big creatures)

 

Paypal link: https://paypal.me/holdingout

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Save us

Our true problems arose Jan 2018, I was laid of from my former employer doing carpentry and living at my girlfriends uncles out of desperation. Considering it was a very cold winter in Yelm, Washington and my truck didn’t hold heat very well. Immediately after getting laid I applied for unemployment and did not qualify, so I went to work for an older man down the road who had owned his own company, so now I’m an Iron worker, getting paid monthly, commuting 2 hours one way to Bellevue, and working 12 hour shifts. Furthermore, I worked for about three months until I lacerated my tendon in my thumb.

MY THUMB, thumbs are truly the most important body part when it comes doing basically anything, like putting on your socks, playing Xbox, and swinging a hammer. Next was my girlfriend lost attraction I guess, being verbally shamed by her uncle, a long surgery, a split to keep my thumb from dangling, and physical therapy for the next 6 months. That’s really just a brief explanation, but by far the worth part of the whole thing was having to exercise, stretch, ice/heat repeat, and massage the scar tissue every hour every single day and each exercise took 30-45 min. I’m grateful to still have thumb, although movement is tight and cold weather make it ache. What ruined me was the fact that the old man never paid me for any of the work I did and when I tried to file a claim with L&I his company didn’t exist and his name was a John Doe.

So here I am June 2018, no money, in a crazy amount of debt from medical bills, and depressed out of my mind. BUT suddenly everything panned out, I got out of my splint, graduated from Physical therapy, and got a job working for a pipe supply company driving a forklift handling material for underwater utilities making $16 hr, still driving one hour to Auburn but I had to make something work plus they had so many benefits that helped me with medical expenses.

Now a change of course, my girlfriend which I’d been dating for 2 years, fought a significant amount of battles with, and helped her through HARD times. Her mothers suicide was the most difficult battle we faced, and this was 2 months before our relationship so I wasn’t in a splint or unemployed or anything, not that it matters anyways. BUT MY GIRLFRIEND, come to find out now after all this time together trying to support one another, getting into our own APARTMENT, and getting ENGAGED. She fucking CHEATED with THREE different guys while I was injured, and one more 3 months into our relationship.

To wrap all this up now, it’s not the injury that tore me apart, it’s the infidelity and the worst part about it is she lied about it. Even after I showed her the old phone she had been using before she insisted on upgrading to the latest IPHONE. NOW January 23, 2018 here I sit with an unemployed girlfriend, now currently laid off due to seasonal slow down, stuck on a 1 YEAR lease with nowhere to go, or should I say run and hide. This is the most I have vented to anyone about my emotional and physical hardships and the amount of pain I have felt. I missed Christmas day at my moms, spent endless hours on the suicide hotline crying my eyes out, blaming my injury or attitude at the time, or even my depression. BUT REALLY after everything I have learned one thing, don’t trust anyone.

SO HERE I AM. 21 YRS old sitting in an empty apartment with my laptop from 9th grade begging for money for my financial ruin, and also searching for jobs on indeed. I owe another $1300 in medical bills, $900 for rent at the end of the month, $788 for my car payment and insurance, $153 for our phones, food and electricity, OH and gas to get from A to B. All due at the end of this month, or I lose the last bit of positive outlook on my life, and probably go clinically insane. My wish is for happiness, not just for me but for my FIANCE as well, its truly a difficult situation, and everything has been putting me down so I figured I would BEG for money considering I don’t have much to lose AND continue having this roof over my head, and a place to sleep.

Thanks for hearing me out, if I don’t get the cash its okay because it felt good to express all my feelings and emotions.

 

THANK YOU,

TODD

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Travel and Medical help.

Hello my name is Rylah I am going to do my best to sum up my situation in this box. I have been busting my ass to make money doing my arts and streaming but being an artist is rough unless you’re hitting it off right away. I have always been obsessed with Japan and it’s culture and people. I met my girlfriend over a language tutoring app for Japanese. She lives in Japan and I live in the US. We both hope to meet each other some day and she plans on visiting the US first and I’m hoping to go back with her and visit Japan. This woman is amazing she treats me with such love and care more than I could imagine and makes me feel like I can do and overcome anything and always keeps me pushing. Recently she has fallen very ill and been admitted to the hospital. We haven’t been able to contact each other for about 4 weeks due to hospital rules of no devices and I’m sure her phone is dead by now. She would always give me little updates when she could and even was sent home but her sickness got worse and she returned to hospital care. I haven’t heard from her since… As you may think this situation is driving me absolutely crazy not being able to message her or talk to her for such a long period of time.. Even though she wants to visit the US first I feel like I need to go there and be by her side in this dire time. Maybe I’m over reacting? maybe she’ll contact me soon enough once she’s better? I don’t know all I know is I want to support her with bills and be able to be by her side no matter where I am I want to be by her. Please if you have anything to spare even a dollar helps I want to be able to meet the woman of my dreams and help her more than I already do. Thank you.

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Harley wish

Hi I’m 65 years of age and was diagnosed with cancer in August 2018, I’ve had an operation and chemo, and now going through the agonising wait to see if it works, one thing that has always been on my wish list was to own and ride a harley, with this on mind I sold my caravan which I used to go on holidays, not getting as much as I hoped for it due to faults on it that I was not aware off, I then sold my truck I used to tow the caravan, again not getting as much as I had hoped, partly my fault due to lack of maintenance and partly due to UK gov making the tests more difficult to pass on diesel vehicles. I honestly don’t see any way forward for me, I’m retired and get a misely £129 pension,which don’t go far, I’ve raised £6000 by selling my assets but am £4000 short, I assumed wrongly I’d get a loan for the rest but for 1 I’m 65 and a pensioner so don’t qualify any more as I’m not working, I’ve never asked anybody in my life for anything, to be honest I don’t know how long I’d get to enjoy the harley hopefully a few happy years who knows, I know the doctors do there best and I’m sure they will for me, if there’s anyone who would like to donate  to my dream I’d appreciate it a lot, and at least when I pass on there will be something of value to be sold to bury me, I’m not pulling your heart strings, just saying as it is, I have had a good life so far and raised some wonderful kids not all my own but you help where you can don’t you,  just age has caught up with me health wise and cash wise, hopefully some one will feel I deserve my wish.  My PayPal is.

PayPal me/ PhilipPorter030354

Many thanks for reading this, if you can help great, if you can’t thanks anyways and have a good day

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COLLEGE STUDENT

HI! Im a college studend in greece and im 19 years old.

I love fitness, spirituality,growth,awareness, and living a successful life.

From the time i was born until now i had a bad relationship with money. My mind was programmed to think that money is hard to find.

So as i said,because i love growth as an individual i realized that something that we have in our lives is the result of our beliefs.

I started to question my relationship with money. I started being aware of my beliefs around money. And some things became better. I started to attract free stuff ext.

Im telling you all of this because i trully respect money.

I dont want to spend money on things that dont bring me value. I think in terms of value. What will bring me value? What can i do to provide value?

I workout (calisthenics) and i put all my money to good food, great information, mentors, programs, and things i find interesting.

If i had all the money i want i would invest it in a bussiness idea that bring me enough money to support my body and my mind.

I dont want fancy cars, fancy clothes or anything. Its not that i think that all this are bad but im a simple guy. I dont want many things. Of course if i had large amounts of money i would buy some of that. But im trying to say that i know that for living the life that i want, i dont need much money.

I always try to grow as an individual and admit to my flaws. I try to do my best to give myself the best. 90% of my money goes to quality food and mentors. Im not the typical college student that goes to bars and clubs and drinks. Its not in my interests.

Im commited to growth, expansion and awareness. I want to support my brothers and sisters because they still have a bad relationship with money.

I will be honest most of the money is because im invented in ME. Its sounds egoic but i cant give what i dont have. I cant give the best if im not the best.

I have many talents and great information to share. But im humble enough to know that i still have to learn. I say that because i always knew i wanted to become a coach. So because i dont feel ready to start something like this, im not starting a bussiness. But im ready to put in the work and learn from the best. Find new mentors, great books, having time to reflect.

Its not about effort or will. I love all of that. And thats why i need support. I am a humble college student that wants to become the best so as to help other people become too!

I started from scratch. When i was in high school i was a shy kid, overweight, low confidence… didnt had anything at all… and im not exaturating. It was a long road till i started to take my power back.

FIrtsly i started reading self help books. Then exercise. Then meditation. And it was a snowball effect.

Now im a healthy good looking guy that has confidence. That knows how its to feel like sh*t. I have empathy. I know how hard it is. I know how it is to feel desperate. Im destinted to become a coach in some way. Not that im bragging but i feel that life put to to that amount of pain to give me the gifts i have today.

And yes i admit that i think i deserve more. I know my value. I know that with some guidance i can trully grow as an individual.

I thought one time that i want to become someone big. But sadly it was because in my childhood i felt insignificant. I Felt un-seen. Un-heard. SO yea in a sense i have this shadow aspect of me that wants to accomplish big things.

But i also know that i genually love to nourish my body, mind and soul. I want to take care of myself. I want to eat the best quality food. Drink the best water. Having time to just relax and have fun.

Do i do all of that? Yes i do. But in the back of my mind there is a fear that i will not have that. That i will have to do a job i hate. That i will not have time to workout and do my proactises.

SO YES i need support. I need individuals who can see value in other people. Individuals who value people more than money. I need someone to say “whatever you want i will be here for you” I didnt had that. I Had to say it to myself. I had to believe in myself. And believe me is not an easy road.

When you are programmed to believe that you dont deserve things, money, support, love you litterally have to change your entire self.

I still have financial problems. I still cant ask to someone for help.

Any amount of support will be so valuable to me. I know how to respect money. I know how to respect other people.

Im just a 19 year old with a big heart and a genuine desire to grow as a person.

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Im surviving not living

Hello I’m Noelle, and if I’m reaching out like this I must be feeling like I need help. for once.

I don’t even know how to begin but I have struggled financially since I left home to go to art school. I grew up in a very abusive household, physically and verbally. My father hustled for money doing under the table remodeling work and random jobs, and my mother worked three jobs to support her expensive taste and shopping habits.

After they split we lived solely with my mother and my siblings and I were constantly reminded of the financial burden we were putting on my them,they were always angry, expressing constant frustrations about their failed relationshop, never took family vacations, and when we were old enough to work our paychecks went straight to my mother. There was never any guidance on how to handle finances well, or were given the opportunity to set us up for adulthood, only leading by bad example.

Long story short I’ve been struggling since I’ve left home at 18 and I’m 41 now. I try my hardest to get ahead but I feel that no matter how hard I work I’m still just focusing on fixing my past.
I left for college as soon as I graduated with no information or skills to survive.

My heath and well being have taken a toll, I struggle to make even a doctors appointment regularly. Even things like the dentist are way low on my priority list. Rent is always first, necesity is always last.

Yes Ive made countless mistakes early on, but I had no knowledge or awareness of real life ahead when I left home at 18.

I just need some help, even if its a little. Ive been repairing for so long I haven’t been able to live like I should. I feel like Im a living version of my parents collective hatred. Always in the middle as a small child still paying for their mistakes, because they preferred to dump their lives mistakes on me instead of giving me the attention I deserved. Instead of love and support they’d tell me what was always wrong with them and physically took out their anger on me.

I will say I have been successful as an adult and in my career, but no matter what I’m doing I’m still repairing, never enough for the self care I need with things like regular checkups, dentist, and basic needs like clothes and food sometimes.

If you’re willing to help id appreciate that greatly.

Feel free to message me with any questions I am an open book and will share my story further.

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I’ve made a lot of bad decisions.

A few months ago I found out that my brother has a cancer,they call it hodgkin’s lymphoma stage 3. He is my older brother whose life has not been easy,no one’s life is . Both me and my brother come from a poor family and have not received the best skills to cope in this world. We have seen hunger and violence. We have experienced it on our skin and we know what it can do with the mind of a growing person. I have been suffering for years from depression and Bi polarity disorder. It’s been my life, and if I’m not looking for help at the age of 29, I don’t know if I’ll ever will. I need help and i want help and the same wants my brother. But the aid is costing, he would need the money that he wouldn’t have to worry about household worries like rent and utilities and could concentrate on getting healthy. I need money so I can look for help and go back to school. I’ve always wanted to become a writer. But in order to do all this and focus on these things, I need time. Time for me and time for my brother. . I would like to surprise my brother and give her hope that everything will be right for both of us .I’m not a bad person though I’ve made a lot of bad decisions in my life. I want to start again and I want my brother to have a new start, a new opportunity. I know life is not easy and free lunches do not exist. I want to get healed and help others who wrestle with the same Satan day by day. This would mean a new start for both of us. The second coming. I can’t put it into words how much it would change our lives. But there are many other great projects on this page that need your help more than we do. If you can’t help us, maybe help some of them . I am extremely grateful for every penny .I thank you for reading this story.

My paypal account is : PayPal.Me/ithankyou0

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Struggling mom of 4 boys

Since having my second son I have suffered on and off with crippling depression and anxiety, but I have the mom life skill of putting a brave front on everything and I feel the outside world couldn’t tell….

Well the cracks are beginning to show, quite literally, my anxiety levels are at their highest point and I feel like the world is suddenly against me. Everything is going wrong.

I have a child who has a form of dwarfism called Russell silver syndrome. He struggles to walk long distances. He is 5 years old and we rely heavily on our car for simple things like the school run, which even though it’s only 0.8 miles from our house he struggles to walk.

The car died! Repair cost was more than value of the car so we are now car-less. This means Monday to Friday I have to walk all 4 boys to school, my 5 year old can’t physically do this so has to go in a pushchair which he hates! It is humiliating for him and terrible for his self esteem but with a 9,7 and 3 year old to also contend with I can’t carry him half way when he gets tired and walk safely by the roads with the other three.

The celing in the boys bedroom is also on the brink of caving in and I have debts coming out of my eyeballs from trying to keep the family afloat.

My husband works long hours away from home and barely sees the kids but barely brings enough money home to cover our homes running costs. The work life balance for him is so poor I may as well be a single parent. He’s never around, but we have no choice but for him to work.

My sons disability has been declined at renewal which has left us £500 a month worse off so in even more of a dire situation than before. We can’t afford the nursery fees for me to go out to work too either.

We have no savings to replace either the car or repair the damaged celing which I’m constantly worried will cave in at any moment.

I feel like everything is piling on top of me and while money doesn’t buy happiness, in my life and for my mental wellbeing it would go a mighty long way in easing the stresses.

My sons are picking up on my low mental mood and sadness and I don’t want them to worry about mummy being sad all the time or to worry about what we can and can’t afford. I want them to enjoy being children.