I can honestly say that i never thought I would be in this situation. A large part of me is humiliated and embarrassed. The other part is willing to let go of my ego and hope that someone can realize that this is the hardest thing that i have ever had to do.
I have always been a good problem solver. I have always tried to do whatever I can to make the people in my life happy. Lately I have been struggling beyond anything I have ever known.
At the center of my world are my two kids I have never felt love for another human being like I do for both of them. without them, there is no purpose.
I came from a family of 5 adopted kids. my Mom and Dad really loved and wanted us all. They were married fod 60 years. I knew what it was like to be truly loved and nurtured.
They passed away back in 1999. It devastated me. in fact, the last time I saw my Dad was at my wedding.
I was married for 13 years to someone I knew from college. I thought it was my happily ever after.
It was for awhile but what it started to go bad, my kids became my happily ever after.
I couldn’t imagine my world without them. we have put them through hell as divorce is so hard on anyone to handle, let alone children.
the guilt that i have is overwhelming but I always try to keep things positive and pull the good out of situations and i have taught my children to do the same.
I will try to keep this as short as possible I have had ADD my whole life. as I grow older, it worsens. My son had it too. when I was married I didn’t realize how much of a role my husband played in helping me to stay organized.
well, as we started to get divorced, everything fell apart. crumbled to the ground he moved on quickly. I don’t even think he shed a tear
me on the other hand, I was a hot mess . i just couldn’t seem to recover and i don’t know why. emotionally I was a train wreck.
well he was refusing to sign off the loan on our house. and the title. the bank of america would not allow me to do anything without one of those two things to take place.
they went 5 years without a payment. and then, after 5 years, they came for my jugular. they aggressively pursued collection of a HELOC loan we had taken out in 2005. It wss one od the Countrywide loans they knew we would default on when it matured.
sure enough they were right. well the bank forged the documents and all of the facts. shoot they didn’t even have the right interest rate on the papers.
they were not within the statue of limitations to collect money from us after 4 years. but they did.
they lied and scammed us and they sold my home at auction. my beautiful home where my kids and i lived since 2003 in lake Tahoe. they auctioned it off, disregarding the $250,000 of equity I had in the home which was everything I had.
to make matters worse, the people that bought it told me they would give me $10,000 if I moved everything out and so I did and after I left I was told it took too long and i got nothing.
I lost everything. we walked with the things on our backs.
I haven’t been able to recover. I don’t know what to do.
please help us. I need a safe place for my kids to live. we are homeless right now.
I just want my kids to feel safe. I can’t put a price on that. it’s hard to ask for money from stranger.
thanks for reading. best regards, aimee