I am trying to break the cycle of getting a loan to pay off a loan. After my divorce i was not in a good place financially. Starting over was expensive and I took out loans to get me through. I would pay them down, get in a bind and get another loan to pay off the previous loan. This has continued to this day. I am now in a much better place income wise, but I am having a hard time getting out from under these loans. I pay close to $900/month on them and could really benefit if I could get rid of them. I have gone to credit counseling and such to handle my finances better. They advise bankruptcy or a credit program. I am trying to avoid that as I am 45 years old and would like to purchase a home near my ex wife and daughter. My daughter will be starting college in a few years and I am trying to be sitting under a bankruptcy. Anything you could do would be helpful! Both loans have no penalty for paying off early, so anything I receive will get dumped right on there. One balance is 25,884.73 as of 2/19/2020. The other is 9,133.00 as of 2/19/2020. I am hard working and have always had a job. Just fell into a vicious cycle that I need a hand lifting me out of.
I am an individual in my late 20’s who donates their time to trying to change futures for kids who want to drop out / give up trying. I typically use outdoor activities such as snowboarding or skiing as motivation. For one kid, I bought a switch and he plays fortnite after school IF he even goes to school. I like to reward him with 10$ of vbucks when he goes an entire week. I have also taken a pair of siblings to Yosemite 2 summers ago (with parental permission) which costed an arm and a leg because the kids had a research project on national parks. I unfortunately spend more on others than myself and need a little help with continuing to do these things as I’d rather be broke than watch these kids fail before they’ve had a chance to see their own impact in life. Many of them are suicidal and have drug addicted family members. Please help me to help kids not to give up.
I have no specific amount being requested, anything donated goes towards my ability to help the people around me such as meals, activities, and adventures. Thank you to any of you who help.
Around the end of December 2018 I started to shake, like as if I was suffering a seizure, and I lost all ability to walk or even stand.
I was rushed into ER where they couldn’t figure out what was wrong with me, physically speaking I was totally fine, completely healthy, so they were going to just discharge me, however (thankfully?) I couldn’t stand up, so legally they weren’t allowed to discharge me.
They decided to stick me in short stay and just kind of wait for me to stop shaking, I did not. While in short stay they decided if physically I was healthy it meant something was wrong in my head, and after A DAY in hospital I was finally put into the neurology department where after a few days of running tests and even a brain scan, they diagnosed me with having a Functional Neurological Disorder, specifically I have a Functional Tremor.
Basically it means that for seemingly no reason, though it can often be caused by stress, pathways in my brain just got cut off, and my brain couldn’t figure out how to do things like stand, or walk, or not shake.
This was a big blow to me, I’m at the time of writing, going to be 20 in March and was 18 when I was diagnosed.
Through physical therapy and time I’ve slowly recovered and gotten back a lot of my mobility and the shaking happens a lot less now. HOWEVER I live in the countryside, (I’m hoping to be in Uni by the end of the year but that’s not until September) and because of my condition I’m no longer able allowed to learn how to drive, and public transport is pretty much non-existent in my village. Not to mention that the shakes aren’t completely gone and my confidence has been fairly knocked to say the least.
Unfortunately again FND’s are very much not commonly heard off and because I do not suffer from shakes constantly, the chances of me being able to get disability benefits are like zero? I’ve managed to find some work online doing things like transcription work as I can type quite fast, and my YouTube channel has grown a fair amount (Although not yet enough to earn money from) if you’re interested in that it’s called MESS and it’s where I post a lot of my short films, and things like that, https://www.youtube.com/mess123 if you can’t give me anything please just check this out, that’d be nice!
It’s my dream to make films, and I hope to achieve that when I get into uni/graduate but for now, I have no money, so I’m asking if you could give ANYTHING to help this boy with his big dum brain that’d be super swell!
The image is me from when I was in hospital encase you wanted some form of proof.
Here’s me paypal, paypal.me/cloth223 – Honestly any amount will help me just pay for bills and stuff, I’m currently living at home with my parents again, but I’m trying to get back on my feet before heading to Uni (If I get in) by the end of year! At which point I’ll delete this or something, for now though all I can do is ask!
Every tenth person who live in Russia is tortured by the police or received threats. I was no exception.
Just a few months I had my own small IT-company. But 3 months ago bandits came to my office. I immediately realized that they would start extorting money. Well, it’s just what happened. They said that I had to pay 30% of income every month and then I would be alive and well, but if I refuse, then I will have problems. I told them that I don’t have money to pay them right now and we agreed to meet next week.
The next day I went to the nearest police station. I went inside and identified in one of the policemen a man who came to extort money from me. I tried to leave the police station as quickly as possible, but cops stopped me, brought me to an empty office, tied me up and started beating me. I asked them what they want, but they did not answer, just continued to beat. Then they connected the wires to my fingers and began to shock. The pain was unbearable.
When the torture stopped, a cop entered the room and started talking (he was drunk). He said he could institute criminal proceedings and put me in prison and if I do not want this, I must give the company. All the cops left the room and I lay tied on the floor until the morning. In the morning, the same cops entered the room and asked me what I had decided. I agreed to give them the company. They gave me instructions on what I should do. I signed an agreement that I have no complaints against the police and left the police station.
I did everything they said. But I was still afraid for my life. I bought airline tickets and left the country. But a week later as I flew away, my bank accounts were blocked in Russia. I tried to find out the reason, but they refused to say it. They said that I need to come to bank office.
I am afraid to return to Russia because I know that it is impossible to achieve justice in my situation (there are many similar situations).
I just want to start a new life in new country, get a job. I met a very kind person, he allowed me to live for free in attic in his house. But I have only 11 euros to buy food. I asked my friend (her name is Irina) to create Paypal.me page because I don’t have bank accounts right now.
We will be very grateful for your support and for any donations that you can spare. God bless and thank you.
I am in search of help to get money. I am in need of $3,000 to help pay off debt and fees. I ran into a problem by taking out loan after loan, and am facing the hard consequences of it all. I need relief from my mistake so that I can buy a home. I ran into this problem trying to purchase a vehicle to get me to and from work rather than walking in the harsh weather. Through this, I have accumulated $3,000 in debt that I am struggling to pay off, on top of trying to pay for rent and other payments, like my car insurance and phone bill. I am living paycheck to paycheck and have no money to spend afterwards, on top of that, I still owe more and more money to the next due date of my bills. I know if I take out another loan even a bigger one, to help pay off all that I already owe, is too much, especially since I know that I’ll be further and further in debt. I am scared of what life will become as the next day arises. Dreading to see how much I made not knowing if it’ll be enough or if I have to take out another loan. From here, I have stopped taking loans, it hopefully will help now, but I know that my future will be in an inescapable debt. This had effected me and has definitely impacted my credit which has dropped dramatically, all the while I am struggling to keep that up. With little credit to help me in this stressful situation, all I need is help with paying off all my loans and to recover from this catastrophy. I want to make better choices in my life, I want to be able to know that I can use my hard earned money for real expenses rather than payoff loans. After I get my debt resolved, I definitely will be making better choices, of course, and spending less money on useless things and saving all I can, I have no emergency fund, and would definitely like to put my money towards that. I pay enough for rent, including other bills and expenses, and having no money in the end is difficult. All I am asking is for help, relief from this that I have bestowed upon myself. If there is any way for someone or something to help save me from this burden, I will greatly appreciate such an act. My PayPal link is paypal.me/echoberry
I have never had to do this before but desperation has set in. I am a senior, married over 40 years. I have a daughter with Down syndrome who lives at home.
Our home has become an unhealthy, unhappy place for us. It has been progressively worse over the last 13 years. Funny that’s an unlucky number too!
A work accident caused a huge change in our family. Doctors prescribing terrible meds, causing some terrible personality changes and dependancy for the patriarch of our home. After realizing the bad effects of the meds and stopping cold turkey from the narcotics and getting Drs to prescribe less dangerous meds, self medicating became an issue and still is. Alcohol and marijuana have become the biggest issue not to mention expense. Now the marijuana is starting to not help enough at current dose so he wants to increase it. Even more expense we can’t afford.
Personality changes, being sworn at, accused of cheating have pushed me to a point I cannot live with.
My daughter says she doesn’t like things Daddy calls her, or things he says
. She will tell him to stop and he just says take a joke. It’s not funny, it’s hurtful.
Verbal abuse in any measure is hard to deal with and live with.
Then there is also the issue of just not being a nice person to be around. The constant negative comments about people, especially watching TV The negativity, rude, hateful and often vulgar comments make home negative. If grandkids are present it teaches prejudice and disrespect of others. I don’t want to hear it and don’t want my daughter living with it.
i have asked to stop drinking, can’t you do it for us. My answer is always the same …I like it. I am not changing, you are the problem. Maybe I am but I just know I don’t want to continue in a bad environment. I have tried getting help and in the end the Dr’s and aide say he has to realize the problem and help himself. I or my kids cannot do anything if helps not accepted or problems acknowledged.
So with great sadness I have to move on and make a home for my daughter and I.
I would like to help him, and hope to be a happy family again but the change has to come first. The only way that will happen is when he hopefully sees what his lifestyle is doing to family and what he’s lost.
To be able to move take capital and ours has been drained. I am not able to work due to my own health issues. I am at a loss of opportunity and choices. I need help to help my daughter and myself get into a healthy, happy home of our own.
Thank you to all for taking time to read my plea.
I am an elementary school teacher who has been through a rough couple of years, starting back in 2016. I began to be hit by medical bills for myself and my dog, and in trying to improve my career, I ended up at some tough schools. It culminated in a massive stress attack on Dec. 31, 2017. After that I moved to be closer to my family, only to land at another bad school. I started having stress attacks again and had to quit my job. I was left with a mountain of debt and had to cash in 18 years of my state retirement to settle my debts. It was not enough, and so I had to declare bankruptcy. Now, a year after the worst has passed, I am in a much better place. And I am ready to repair my life, beginning with my finances. I would appreciate so much any amount. And I hope that once I am back on my feet, financially, I can “pay it forward” to someone else.
I am strong and independent. I never wanted help from anyone but right now I need it.
I am 30 years old, no children, not married. I have bartended since I have been 18. In 2014 I got a job at the post office as a rural carrier. I also worked on the city side but I was only a sub and was on call everyday. So I had to bartend 6-7 nights a week. There were lots of days I put in 16+ hours between both jobs. I actually did pretty well. Bought a truck and treated my friends out on day trips because usually I am a very giving person. As the years went by I wanted to better myself. I live in a very small town but we are lucky enough to have UPS in our area. I always wanted to be a UPS driver! That was my dream. I’m a tiny girl 5 foot 2 inches. I wanted to work just as hard as the boys because I know I can. I’m not a slacker by any means. So in October 2018 I was hired at UPS. Had to quit the Post Office because you cannot work both. I had to quit bartending because my hours just didn’t work out. Well in the few weeks in between Thanksgiving and Christmas I was able to drive. Had my own route worked 12+ hours a day. Loved it!! After the seasonal period ends so did the hours and the driving. Being the new guy and at the bottom of the list has me struggling! Every morning I get the packages from the airplane. Could be 40 minutes of work or if the plane is late I get to drive some packages to the drivers out of town. That adds only about 3 hours. Then I work nights loading up the trailers. That’s only from 4:30pm until 6:30-7pm. Only $14 an hour. I cannot get another job because of the split shift combination. I’ve tried no one will hire me because of my strange hours. I get to deliver on Saturdays but there is only about 7 packages and that’s max 2 hours. Being a UPS driver in our small area is a GREAT job when you are full time but for me that could be years! It will be worth it but right now I’m struggling! Big time! Lucky if I make $250 a week. I have credit card bills that piled up because of my little income. My mother died in July 2019 and I’m trying to pay off half the funeral still. My Aussie got sick and spent a few night in the doggie hospital. I had to pay my taxes from last year on my credit card. Car insurance has been going on my cards. I can’t even eat healthy. I am trying to train for my first ultra marathon in June on my basement treadmill and I can’t even buy fruit, meat or veggies I need to keep this training up. Been living on piles of old oatmeal and old cans of veggies in my cabinets. I’ve been so careful with my spending but I just can’t get ahead! Now taxes are coming up again. I don’t go anywhere, do any unnecessary shopping nothing! I will be well off when I am a full time driver and I will be able to take my friends out again and I will be able to donated to the places I have in the past but right now is really bad and I have never been in this spot before. I’m too stubborn to ask my family or people I know for money. I have 2 credit cards both are about $3,500 so total of $7,000. Also I owe about $26,000 on my truck. I’ve been thinking about selling it but I need a good reliable truck for our very bad winters in Northern WI. I just don’t know what to do. I’m not a person who begs naturally. I’m a hard worker! I know what goes around comes around. If I get help when I’m a full time driver I will SURELY be on the path to helping others out! Anything to help me out to get my bills down right now so I can try to save more for the up coming years of part time will be greatly appreciated! I don’t know what I’m going to do otherwise!
Hi there. My name is Nikki. I thought I’d go out on a limb and see if this can help. I’m normally not the one to ask help but I feel like if I don’t do something quickly everything will continue to go downhill. I’m a 39 year-old mom. I take care of my mother as well as my brother. I do work hard as a nurse. Long story short, 2 years ago I had to fight my aunt for guardianship of my mother in another state. Although I’m happy to have my mother back, it did cause me some much financial stress. I had to hire two lawyers (which I’m still trying to pay off). At this present time, I feel like I’m drowning in debt. While my mom was in another state I had to take over her bills as well as pay for my own. She depends on me for paying her bills, upkeep of her home, and getting her to and from her appointments because she is wheelchair bound and doesn’t drive. Not only that, she’s not able to live by herself because she have a form of dementia. She is having to pay caregivers that can be with her three days a week while I’m at work. This expense is severely overwhelming because sometimes I have to pay them also because she does not make enough. Not to mention I still have my obligations at home. It’s not feasible to work more hours because the more I work the more she has to pay for caregivers. I’m literally in a catch-22. I don’t know what else to do. I had to move out of my apartment because I couldn’t carry two households. Right now I’m on the verge of selling my vehicle so I don’t have that stress every month. Ideally, I would love to be able to pay off her mortgage, which is about $260k but that would be impossible.
I am asking for a simple donation of $15-20k to pull myself out of debt enough to be able to help my mother on a monthly basis. If I can alleviate some of my financial burden I I can be of more help to her. I am pleading for the graciousness and generosity of an anonymous individual or individuals to please, please help lift my financial burden off of my shoulders. It would absolutely mean the world to me and would help me improve my mood, my self-esteem, and my confidence. I hope you can sympathize with me and choose me for a donation.
I would very much and greatly appreciate it. If you would consider it, my paypal link is paypal.me/NikkiOste. Thank you so much.
First off let me introduce myself. My name is Cherie. I am a loving mom of three in a common-law relationship. In 2011, I was hit head on by an impaired driver.. As a result of that accident it has left me disabled more so physically than mentally all though some days my mental abilities can be a bit confused and foggy.
Over the years I have got myself into a situation of creating a lot of debt. Mostly for what I think is good intentions by helping others out when I knew that I couldn’t financially.
In 2018, I started taking out payday loans here and there as I wasn’t getting enough to cover my share of the bills.
My income currently is a disability benefit and the Child Benefit. Which is about $2800.00 a month. At the end of the month, I should have money left over but I don’t. I don’t want to disclose this to my husband as he also keeps giving me money every month. He is now starting to question what I have been doing with the money. I am so scared to let him know as he has helped me before to get out of debt. He has stated that he will leave me because I can’t save and just keep spending money.
With the payday loans it just started to add up. I would pay every thing off every month just to have to borrow again to pay my bills. Then I started to take out and installment loan to pay off the payday loans but then that just created more payments at the end of the month with me needing to borrow more money putting me deeper in the hole. This has been over a period of three years and I can’t get myself out!!
I just don’t understand why these companies allow you to keep taking money. They will even call over and over to let you know that you qualify for another loan increase. This is like hanging something that you really want but no you don’t need and should not take but I always end up caving creating more debt for myself.
For 2020 I would like to be able to set goals and budgets. I will admit that I need a financial advisor to guide me. Financial stress is probably contributing to overall pain in my body. I can sit here and wish that I didn’t do this to myself and write this to ask someone for their understanding and financial help, but in the end I am responsible for my actions. I would like to make 2020 a better year for myself financial and mentally.
Currently I owe:
Cash money installment loan of about $3500.00 Payments are $190.00/month
Cashmoney payday loan of about $400.00. Due at the end of the month.
Cash 4 You installment loan of about $3000.00 Payments are about $218.00/month
Cash 4 you payday loan of about $690.00 due at the end of the month
Icash payday loan of $115.00 due at the end of the month.
MegaMoneyMart loan of about $4000.00 Payment of $288.00/month
Capital one credit card $1500.00 with $30.00 average payment per month.
Canadian Tire credit card $2500 with a average payment of $90.00 per month
Desjardins credit card of 4450.00 with a average payment of $100.00 a month.
These credit cards are maxed. I used them to help me pay house hold bills, gas, Christmas presents, and groceries. I am currently starting to fall behind on my share of everyday bills to keep my home running. I am going to loose everything and.in the end it will be all my fault.
I am being so honest and truthful that as I am writing how much I am currently in debt it’s making me feel a shamed because there should be no reason for me to be in this financial situation.
Thanks for taking your time to read this. I really appreciate it!
Getting my life back together
I am 21 years old. I was in school to become a nurse I had to stop going to school because money and my job started taking over. I got a credit card that was supposed to be for emergencies only but it became what I relied on the most. I was paying the minimum payment on it for about 6 months then things at my job started to slow down to where I had 14-20 hours a week on my paychecks, which didn’t amount to much after my insurance and 401k was taken out. Since then I have missed 2 payments in my credit card and my credit score has taken a drastic hit. I received a loan from my bank for $500 I was going to use this this pay most of my credit card, but things were still slow at work and I needed to eat and put gas in my car and make utility payments. I am wanting to start back at school to continue my journey on being a nurse. Before I start back at school I would like to pay off my credit card and my bank loan. I would like to be debt free going into school that way I can completely focus on my classes and school work so that I can be the best student that I can be. All of these money issues have thought my a valuable lesson in how to handle my money, as well as how important it is to focus on saving money so that I do not end up in a stressful position like this again. My goal is pay off my debt and start my life again. I have hopes of being able to repay the favor to someone else in need. I know that I will be forever grateful to the kind person or people who help me out. Words will not be able to describe the weight that will be lifted off my shoulders that will allow me to turn my life around and prosper. I want to make a promise to the person or people that so graciously choose to help me out, that once I graduate nursing school and start my career I will come back here and pay it forward.
Thank you in advance to the person or people who help me out. The change that you will make in my life is unmeasurable.
I would like to explain my life, and the recent events that have come within the last few years. I have come to the conclusion that I need and my oldest daughter needs real ‘paid by the hour’ counselor to help us through this hard time. I have been through a lot, but nothing could prepare me for the ‘now’.
I personally have had a very hard life, I never really had much of a childhood because my mother was only 16, and she chose to leave to to stranger’s all my childhood. Not with my real family, I did not know why until I was an adult long after her tragic death. I was left to pimps, drug dealers, and anyone who would take me until I was 9 years old, i changed schools often. At 9 my mom was caught for welfare fraud and i was given the option to move back in with her, I chose my mom. That went sour quickly, her new boyfriend hated me, and my new stepbrother liked me a little too much. I started living on the streets of Toronto, but still went to school daily until inwas banned from going to high school due to my mom stopped paying taxes for me. I tried to go into a group home but was jumped by 6 girls only because I was not ugly, I quickly left and lived on the run from a truancy warrant for many years. I worked odd jobs and panhandled to survive. At 16 I had my first child, my only son, that I chose to give up for adoption because I was so young. I never got into drugs or drinking, I was on the streets only to outrun my mom’s life choices of doing drugs. At 18 I had my second child, my oldest daughter. Her father was only a year and a half older then me but he was very physically abusive towards me. He was the same father as my son. I went back to school. My oldest daughter told her teacher that her father was sexually abising her, so I took full custody becaus the police sent 2 male officers instead of a female, my oldest daughter was only 5 and would not talk and shut down for years because of it. This gave her father the power of denial.
I moved on with a different man, we had my thirst child, my youngest daughter. He kept a secret from me that his ex took his son and ran away, he tried taking my daughter when she was 3 years old he was making up stories about me, but I had legal rights and our friends saw through his stories as lies. He lost a lot of friends because of this. He had started drinking since she was born and was a different person, he was angry, but only towards me. I strongly feel I paid for what his ex did to him. When my youngest daughter turned 12 years old he disappeared with my youngest daughter and everything I own from my condo that they threw me out of. The police told me I could charge my child with stealing everything I own, but I could do that to her. I could not even take her father to court again because I had no address to serve him at.
I found out why my mother became what she did when my step-grandfather got dementia and told on himself. When he got dementia I was called to help him because his deranged newish wife had him sign his life over to a lawyer and all his money had disappeared and he was living in a home alone with no electricity in the middle of winter. I stepped in and saved my step-grandfather. At first he was being very verbally flirtatious with me calling me my moms name. Then he started calling my youngest daughter my mom’s name, trying to manipulate me into thinking she is bad and needs to be grounded for doing cartwheels, and then full out proposal to my daughter to molest her in the bedroom. I removed him from my home immediately and put him in a hospital until he was put in a retirement home to protect my child. I then heard from her friends that this was true and my mom swore them to secretly. I found out my grandmother made the choice when my mom was 13 to put her in a home for disturbed children in Nova Scotia and moved her 2 other son back to Ontario. This was done because my mom told my grandmother that her stepfather was molesting her. This was a secret kept for over 50 years until my step-grandfather got dementia and told. When his sister asked him about it he said “shhhhh, it is supposed to be a secret”, and refused to speak about it again.
When my oldest daughter turned 17 she pushed to be in her real father’s life, she didnt remember what happened to her. I tried to warn my oldest daughter, but she met him and his mom, who she missed most, her grandmother on his side since mine passed away so suddenly. Her real father manipulated her badly, convinced her that he wasnt the person that molested her, that it was my youngest daughters father, which was not true. He came into her life after that happened to her. My oldest daughter’s father started giving her alcohol and after a few years he finally raped her at 22 years old, she is now 23 years old and we are in the middle of court proceedings. He got bail because he had no priors, he has stalked her and got out on bail again.
My oldest daughter fell apart completely. I have tried so hard to help her, but public counseling is horrible and private counseling is extremely expensive. I am asking if you could donate money to help my oldest daughter and myself go to ongoing counseling which is about $200 each an hour. I would like to be able to set up continuous counseling for the both of us for the next year once a week which is $400 a week, which adds up to just over $20,000 in a year. Please help us help ourselves.
Of you are curious, I got my mom off off drugs, she quit for my kids when I was 25 years old. I was very proud of her. But she had a schizophrenic boyfriend. She fell off the 6th floor balcony a day before she was moving into a house with him, I think he threw her to be honest. Then a year a half later she was walking again, doing good, was at my place playing with my 2 daughter’s. 2 days later she wasnt breathing and her class act of a boyfriend took off for a few weeks. I have a good feeling he smothered her to death, it was never really investigated.
Me, I went back to school when my oldest was born, and i graduated with Honors in English. I also went to college for glass art kiln-casting when my youngest was born, I am rather good at it too. Art has really helped me get through my life. I currently work in Production Locations. I try hard but I can only afford to get by. My oldest daughter is now living with me again, and she tries to work, but sometimes has a hard time leaving the house. Myself, I have hit a major depression, like nothing has ever gone right for me, like I live a cursed life that has no future, or least that is what life looks like right now. I am hoping with real counseling I can change everything I need to change to be happy and live for tomorrow, instead of being stuck in yesterday’s.
I am struggling on my approach since asking for money is a tricky thing. Honesty is going to be my first attempt and if it doesn’t work I’ll try something else. Here goes.
I am 41 and unemployed. I graduated high school and have a 4 year degree. I come from a middle class family and was a middle child until my older sister passed away a few years ago.
I do not work. Initially, this was due to substance abuse problems. I have been through so much horrible stuff. The worst two being the diagnosis of my son’s diabetes and the death of my older sister. Not far behind was just growing up and facing the realization that nothing was how it had always seemed to be when I was growing up. It blew me away how uncaring most people are.
I realized my mom, who had always taught us to help other people and blah, blah, blah, really meant only to help people who looked a certain way or reputable charities. She did not mean the homeless guy begging for money. I still can’t understand this. He may use the money to buy alcohol, but what if he doesn’t? What if he really needs it for food? What would Jesus do?
I ended up in a lot of bad relationships. I have had three black eyes, numerous things stolen from me, and lots of hurt feelings. Usually these things happened when I was trying to care and help someone else. Life made me so depressed.
I don’t think I could hold a job anymore. It has been so long since I have worked and I believe I have some health problem because I sleep so much. I can sleep ten hours, wake up and still feel exhausted unless I go back for another 8 hours. I spend a lot of my time being yelled at for not having a job or sleeping. The rest of the time I spend driving my dad to various appointments.
My mother hates me. One year at Christmas she gave me the gift of a domestic violence restraining order. Then she put me in a nice hotel where I cried for about a month straight because my mom kicked me out during the holidays because she said I was suicidal, among other reasons. None of the reasons had anything to do with violence. What does it mean if your mom thinks you are suicidal but kicks you out of the whole family away Christmas? I took it to mean she wanted me to kill myself. When the court date came she said to the judge what she thought about me and he said, “there is no domestic violence here. You two just don’t get along.” How the people in the court allowed that to go through in the first place is beyond me but it did serious damage. This is just one of many of examples of my mom just wanting me gone. It hurts so much.
I hope that anyone out there who has the means and has ever just had a crap time in life and feels like if they could just catch a break and have one thing go smoothly. I just wish I felt like somebody gave a shit. I care about people and do not want anyone to hurt. I wish I had something to give to people that might make their lives a little easier. If I ever have anything extra I will give it to people that don’t have a specific sad story but just need a little help and to feel like someone cares so they can get out of their funk and on their feet.
I know it could always be worse and I get on my own nerves for complaining. But it’s my life and it hurts and I just need something to be a little happy and make me feel like I can live, not to mention a little financial support to get me going.
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I am veteran of the US Army (1984-1988). I am currently subsiding only on SSI due to disability caused by Parkinson’s disease.
My current residence is a 5th wheel RV, which I own, located in a remote RV park. I am in desperate need of financial help to repair my RV. I would also like to purchase a reliable vehicle as I currently have no transportation and must rely upon others. I would like to have dental work on my teeth, most of which have broken, and need to be removed and replaced with dentures.
There are numerous repairs that need to be accomplished on RV, these include replacing the roof, replacing the air conditioners and furnace, repairing 2 slide outs, replacing the flooring in the kitchen/entryway/dining room/living room, repairs to the outside walls, and to replace the electrical wiring and boxes. The estimate given by a contractor, who lives in the RV park and rehabs RVs, is between 15,000 and 20,000 dollars.
I would like to obtain a reliable vehicle, one that would like to get one that will not only get me back and forth from the doctor, to/from the grocery store, and to/from church. My RV has a gooseneck hookup, I would appreciate getting a truck with a gooseneck setup that is capable of pulling the RV when necessary. While any vehicle would be acceptable, I would like one that is also less than 10 years old, to reduce maintenance expenditures which would destroy my budge. Due to the trailer being 34.5 ft. long, the truck would have to be one that could safely tow my RV if needed. In checking prices for a used truck that could pull the RV, if needed, I found the prices to be between 20,000 and 25,000 dollars.
My teeth are to the point that, according to a dentist, they will have to be surgically removed before dentures can be made. My teeth were destroyed by years of drinking (which ended in 2012) and drug abuse (which ended in1998) as well as my not taking proper care of them or myself. The cost of the dental work and dentures is 10,000 dollars.
I can email pictures to show more of the damage to the RV, and to give a perspective of the repairs needed, as well as a copy of the written estimate and photos of the damage to my teeth if needed. The photos hopefully will create an accurate picture of why I am requesting financial help.
SSI being my only income, it is very difficult to accumulate any amount of savings to apply towards the items I am requesting. By the time my rent is paid, food is purchased, utilities are paid, clothing/toiletries purchased, there are no funds left to apply towards repairs, transportation, or dental work.
My PayPal.me account for donations is PayPal.Me/Effexor1
I would like to thank everyone in advance for any help provided.
Hello, my name is Gonçalo Brandão Luis, i live in Portugal, now i dont want to buy a car, dont want to go on vacations, dont want to buy a bike or a boat, i just want to be able to pay this debt i have for some time and its destroying me, i receive like 750€ +/- and every month i get 600€ fixed, because the rest goes to pay the bill, like im getting pwnded, then i have to pay my rent and bills and its kinda hard, all i need is to raise 20.370,73€ so i can get my life back.
Every litle bit helps 1€ to the most you can.
Hope i can get the help i didnt get anywhere else here.
Bless to everyone.