Hello, How are you? I’m not really sure how to do this but here goes nothing. I’m 21 years old and I pretty much support my whole family. I’ve been doing this for awhile now always going paycheck to paycheck trying to help my mother out as much as possible. I’ve always done that growing up because I know what my mom went thru to support me and my 3 brother which I’m the oldest and the youngest is 6 turning 7 this mount actually. My mother got wrongly overdosed by people at a bar in 2013 and my mother died 7 times and was hospitalized for 1 month in a coma. The doctors said they weren’t sure how she was going to recover. From lack of oxygen to her brain for over 45 minutes. When she woke up she barley remembered me or anyone. I was the only one she had it’s always just been me my mother and brothers growing up. So I helped her everyday over they months she got better with some different things going on but in 2018 my mother started getting very sick and since then it’s been a really rough ride for me physically and mentally but I always look for the brighter side of everything even when I’m in my worst my little brother is the only thing that keeps me moving. Since 2018 my mother was forced to not work anymore due to her illnesses I had to take on the responsibility of taking care of my bills and hers and I still am I’m trying my best but I have days where I’m not sure if I can make it till my next payday. My life is horrible yes I try my best to change it but doing everything on my own at 21 is just a lot of stress.
When I graduated in 2017 I moved to go to college but a while after my mother got hospitalized for 4 months so I had to take on the responsibility of my little brother plus working and going to school. I had my own place car everything life was going good for me for once but when my mother couldn’t work anymore and we have been having problem with SSI since 2013 but in 2018 they told her she couldn’t work at all. So my car was the first thing to go because my mother and brother needed a roof over there head so I did what needed to be done. They came and took my car then I lost my job for no reason because my manager was a drunk. So bills started over flowing and I finally got a semi good job and I’m trying to get everything back on track but with everything going on right now I’m just so stuck. I have a 1993 Cavalier Station wagon and it’s just sitting in front of my house because what needs to be fixed isn’t even worth it. So I’m in need of a car not even a new one that would be nice but just a used one but I can’t even do that because my credit is so bad to the point where I can’t even get a loan for 500 dollars. And I’ve tried to save but trying to afford a whole family on my income is tight not even to mention taking care of a 7 year old. I feel horrible about myself to even have to come to this point but I have no other option I’ve tried. I would greatly appreciate anything. Anything is better then nothing. I have even tried taking to banks I just want to be able to pay everything off so my credit will go back up and my life can be a little bit less stress free. Thank you for reading I know it’s a lot but hey welcome to my life. Yes it’s hard but I’m trying my best for me and my family.
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