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In need of help

My name is Arthur and I’m currently living in Cocoa Florida with my mom my elderly grandpa and my stepfather because of the crisis that’s going on in the world my mom have been without work for months and my step-dad is the only one with income which is Social Security and he only receive 700 a month my grandfather is currently waiting for his benefits to come through because he was in the process of recertifying for his benefits when everything happened and not currently put a hold on things we have not received any stimulus check from the government and what was received we’ve been scammed out of which left us barely hanging in there meals have been basic but I’m not complaining sometimes I have to skip a meal to make sure my parents and grandfather eat I go out and try to find work daily but there seems to be nothing that I can get I’m trying to bring in some type of income for my family but and seem to not be meeting right now I’m on this website because a friend referred it to me and times are really getting hard I’ve been praying that something comes through for us because I’m at the point where I don’t know what to do and I’m finding times to be really hard and I’m not willing to do anything to risk my freedom or put my family in a worse spot that were already and I hope that somebody reading this will have the heart to donate anything because I’m just trying to make things better I don’t know how I’m going to pay my rent next month and it’s $900 and I don’t know about electric either and that bill usually comes around $175 for the crisis happened in the community I was a chef on a cruise ship that ported here in Cape Canaveral and since things happen you can imagine that I have been out of work because we are not fitting out anywhere no time soon and if I was getting unbearable but something tells me to come on this website and make a post and hopefully somebody will have the heart to help I’m in dire need of assistance I have also applied with government programs as well but the waiting list is so long that I don’t have a chance of getting a response back no time soon and the government assistance that I was able to get only helps once because of everything that’s going on and they gave me food for my family but that is almost going on so far the ones who read this I hope that you can help me out because things are getting rough I also have to pay for my grandfather’s medicine but I’ve been able to do that scraping together pennies and I just don’t know what to do anymore so please anyone out there that can help me it will be a blessing and you will be the answer to my prayers to God thank you for the time reading this and if you can’t help please refer this to somebody that you think could thank you for your time and God bless

 

paypal.me/Arthur926895

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Losing my own battle

I can’t believe I have come to the point of searching for a strangers help. I am so overwhelmed with credit card debt. At this point it’s the only thing I think about day and night. The interest on my debt is eating me alive. I can’t seem to escape this hole. I have made many mistakes in my life and have relied purely on credit cards to help me and my family get by. But I’m coming to the end of my limits and I’m scared. I don’t see the light at the end of the tunnel. I live pay check to paycheck.. interest slowly but surely rising making it more difficult to catch up. I work overtime but no matter how hard I try there is always something that comes up that calls for a large amount of money that I have to end up throwing on a credit card. It’s like I’m living a cruel joke. I know to some $40,000 isn’t a lot but to me that is more than I make in a year. Even if I could just get a portion of that to lower it so that my interest rates aren’t so high that I might be able to catch up. I have to escape these demons and I have learned more than ever that I have the money to support my family and I with the amount of money I make now. It’s just impossible to live a true life without having to give nearly half of my monthly earnings to credit cards. Please, if you have taken the time to read this far, I beg you. I don’t have much to give to the world. I try to be the most supporting loving human being I can possibly be in life. I ask you please, just help us out a little.. anything at this point will help. Again, my total amount is just shy of $40,000. I will do anything to pay it forward in the life that I live to the people and animals I encounter. Once again, thank you. And I’m sorry I have come to this.

 

https://paypal.me/coryloves

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Need help paying for college supplies

Hi,

I’m a college student, soon to be starting my Level 2 Art and Design course and I’m unfortunately struggling to pay for my enrollment and supplies ready for beginning of term. So I have done what I wish I wouldn’t have to do and ask strangers nicely for a little helping hand.

Unfortunately, when I was informed of the cost of the equipment and supplies that I needed, my mood was dampened and it became off putting which is a shame as art has been a huge part of my life, practically ever since I could pick up a pencil Haha.

When doing art or anything creative, it boosts my morale and I actually begin to feel more confident. Art is a calming and fun activity that really helps with my anxiety and depression. So being able to take part in this course really means a lot to me and not being able to attend because I can’t afford the supplies needed breaks my heart.

Being able to do this course will be a massive step towards achieving my goals and gaining a career with a creative environment and role. This art course will help me improve my skills in creative forms even more and will push me to try new mediums I’ve never done before (or at least I’ve done rarely).

This course also means a lot to me as I unfortunately cannot work regular jobs any more so a college course is a great way to get into a routine. (It’s a whole lotta medical issues, physical and mental, to unload if we’re going to step into that lmao).

I know this isn’t a major cause that anyone would really want to donate to, especially since this isn’t a great proposal either, I just really need the support and kindness to help me achieve this and to help me attend what is practically my dream course. My family have supported me so much throughout the years but the past few years we have struggled and they haven’t been able to support me as much as I and them would have liked to.

Unfortunately, like I stated previously, I can no longer work currently because of my health which makes it a lot more difficult to pay my way right now. My mother, who has single handedly raised two children on her own, has also helped me loads financially even though she doesn’t work either, being a primary, full time carer for my younger brother with a autism.

With our financial struggles, it may yet be another few years before I can do this course and by that point, I’ll be in my mid 20s and that may be too late for me to then pursue my dream job.

So, hopefully, some really kind and supportive strangers thought this proposal was good enough to convince them to waste their well earned money on me and my creativity. I really hope this has swayed some of you to help me out. Being creative and making art feels like it’s all I have most days and people donating to help me to do this will mean so much to me.

 

Thank you so much to whomever took the time out of their day to read this and to whomever donate. Hopefully one day, I can say thank you with a drawing.

www.paypal.me/berry1708

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Desperate for help

Hi everyone. I’m writing in desperation for help to get out of debt. It’s crippling my life and mentally I’m struggling to cope. I currently have about 3 loans all used to consolidate one another tallying up to over 20,000. I work endless hours full time to take home 1700 a month after the costs of rent and debt repayment comes off I’m left with less than £5. My heart sinks daily with worry and stress. I foolishly got myself into this situation being young and stupid but it’s time to ask for help before this ruins my life any further. Please please if anyone is financially capable and could help me out, I would forever be grateful.

 

https://www.paypal.me/BlaineJackman

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I can no longer afford dreaming

Hi everyone, my name is Jaehyuk Kim, but call me Jay :) I am studying law at QUT, and I came to Australia about a year ago from Korea. I want to be a lawyer who works for the people in need, not just the ones who’s rich. I have always loved helping people, and I thought it would be awesome if I could make a living whilst doing what I actually love!

Although I was fairly confident with my English, the first few weeks of Australian-full-English-university was CHALLENGING, to say the least. I could not give up, however, because I had known too well that my parents were doing a lot of overworks to support my tuition fee from although they tried to hide it from me. Fortunately, I managed to get through the first semester quite well, but I knew there was a problem when my dad called me and reluctantly asked me if I could take a year off from university. I could not dare say no because I knew the situation of my family, and I said that I understand and will take a break and work at a farm for few months for the tuition fee. However, just before contacting the University for the leave, my mom told me that she had borrowed the money from her friend and paid the fee without telling me. I knew I was being extremely selfish, but I couldn’t help expressing joy. I was feeling happy at the price of my parent’s life.

The semester started, and so did the whole Covid situation. I got fired from my part time job, and no longer could be a least of help to my parents. They are trying to hide it, but I know my family can no longer afford my tuition anymore. I have to stop being selfish and be an adult. I was going to contact the University yet again, but then I came across this site. I have no idea how this works or if it will or not. I know everyone is going through some hard time now, and I’m not the only one who’s suffering. But this will mean so, so much for me and my family. My parents do not know about this, so it will be a great surprise for them, and frankly, for me, too.

Like I have said before, I want to be a lawyer for the people. I will never forget the help I got from the people all over the world and promise to give back to society by helping the ones in need first, even if that means I am not going to get paid for it. I would already have received all the payment from the society, after all. Thank you so much for listening through my story, and I wish every one of you the best :)

It would also mean a lot if you could share the link at gofundme.com and gather other people who can help me

https://www.gofundme.com/f/ku7nk8-help-me-keep-on-studying

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paypal.me/jayc1351

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Help my mom

I am an African lady age 31 and the first of three kids from Cameroon in west Africa. I immigrated to the United States in April 2018 because I was lucky to have won the diversity visa lottery. It has been a big stress trying to settle in the USA , but I finally got engaged and with a caregiving job and hoping to get to school to study a masters in counseling psychology. Recently my mom who is back home has had a serious shock of some money she had borrowed to take Care of family issues and also health issues. These people she borrowed from are presently on her neck to refund their money because at the time of the issue they borrowed her even without her having a collateral because of the issue at hand. My mom thought she will be able to make up this money for over two years now, but Cameroon has been in a crises for close to 5years now. There is a political infighting between the English speaking and French speaking parts of Cameroon. This has caused a great breakdown in the economy and my moms parents home where they settled, part of it was scattered by the fighters. My mom really needs help now of about $30000. I am grateful I just found about this site today while searching  on how to market my small business online.

My paypal https://paypal.me/SWeledji

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In a seemingly endless hole

I don’t really know how to start this….

I am a 23 year old woman who is at the end of her rope. I feel so lost and stuck, and I honestly don’t know where to go from here.
I had been depressed all of my teenage years, I thought it would be something I grew out of. I thought it was a normal thing everyone went through. It’s not something we talk about in my family- they do not believe in mental illness. They can accept disabilities that regular doctors can diagnose, but having to see a therapist or psychologist was out of the question. I just wanted to know what was wrong with me.
When I was in twelfth grade, all my classmates were talking about college and university, and all I could think about was just wanting to be done with it all so I could breathe. I begged my parents to let me take time off, a leap year or something so I could get my head straight so I would be ready for post secondary, and really give it my all. They told me I HAD to go do post secondary right after high school. They always told me that they would help me pay for school, and as scared as I was of failing, I still went. I chose a school far away from my family so I could find myself a little bit. I was not quite happy, but I was better. My first year of college I asked my parents to leave, I told them it was too much and I couldn’t handle it. They said to me “it’s just 2 years, after that you’re free” and I did my best. At the very beginning of my second year of college, I was almost raped by a boy I thought was my friend. A colleague. I remember the night so vividly, I told him to stop and he wouldn’t. He stopped when I started sobbing- not just crying. I was so scared I couldn’t move, and I fell asleep in his bed. The next morning I went back to my room and got in the shower and cried until there were no more tears. It took me a month to tell anyone. First I told out bosses, and they called security, and security called the police. I had to repeat what happened 4 times, and then the police read it back to me… it took everything left in me to not cry more. Over the next couple of weeks I spoke to the police more, once again I had to tell my story, and they asked if there was any photographic or video evidence, and there was not. They told me something I will never forget- without evidence, it was his word against mine, and nothing could be done about it. I did what I was supposed to do, I told the right people, and this boy was still walking around the campus. The worst part of it was, he never denied it happening, not to the police… but he changed one detail, the fact that I begged him not to touch me. The school administration did something amazing then, and they kicked him out. It was the first time I felt heard. I wanted to leave that school, they did the right thing to try and help me, but I just couldn’t be there anymore. My back up school became the worst place for me, because that is where my attacker went. I was at a loss, I didn’t know what to do, and since I already paid, I stayed in the same school. I got to my lowest point, and was not going to class, or even getting out of bed most days. I didnt eat, I didnt shower, someone literally had to feed me. Since I wasn’t going to class, student loans cut me off, and I had to pay for second semester out of my own pocket. I finally started seeing a psychologist at a hospital behind my parents back, just to try and get better. It didn’t work. Overall school cost me $30k.
At the same time I was dating someone manipulative, and beyond controlling, and he took a toll. He never hit me, but he beat my spirit down, until there was nothing left to me. I forgot how to smile.
Over the years I’ve gotten what work I could, but nothing lasting, nothing substantial, and then I started dating another boy. He was from another country, and I thought I was in love. My family warned me to never give him any money, and I didn’t, but I did tell him that I would help him in any way I could. I ended up spending half of every paycheque on him. I never gave it to him in cash, but I bought him furniture, food… anything you can think of I helped pay for or paid for it outright. I have never moved to another country, but I know it could be financially difficult, so i tried to help him in any way I could. He bought himself a tv, new phone, smart watch, and more junk food than I can even believe. And then he left. He went back to his home country, and I had no money, no boyfriend, my credit card had been maxed out, and I really hadn’t healed.
I got a seasonal job over the Christmas season, and then it ended. I sent out resumes, and filled out applications, but didnt hear back, and then COVID hit and there was nothing available. Yes, I have applied to grocery stores, and post offices, and warehouses, but I haven’t heard back yet. My debt is looming, weighing heavily on me, and I have taken to selling my belongings online, it’s not easy. I take every cent of my sales to my debt, but it’s not enough.
I know, I’ve just told you a story that’s long, and maybe you don’t care, but I am almost at the same place in my life where I don’t shower. I’ve considered suicide, and I am trying everything I can to not feel the pressure, but I can’t. All I want is to pay off my debt, once that is settled, I think I will be able to breathe. I want to go back to school after this is over, I was going to start this October, but it all depends on this lockdown. I am not an on line learning person, I need to go into class and sit down and learn the old fashioned way. I would greatly appreciate any help, there is no minimum, there is no maximum. I’m just asking for help.
I’ve attached my paypal, thank you so much for anyone who can spare any money in a time like this. I wish good things upon all of you.
paypal.me/desperatelyseeking

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Money for life-changing surgery needed

Okay, I’m just going to be honest and say it: I need money for a nose job. I’m a 24-year old woman whose lived a decent life and I never before thought that I needed surgery but recently, my now ex-boyfriend has changed my entire perspective about me. I was happy with the way that I looked, or at least accepted it but then, he called me a pig when we broke up. He was referring to my nose and it made me feel like I was the ugliest woman on Earth.

This isn’t some kind of a revenge or anything because it made me realize that I’ve been shoving the fact that I have an unattractive nose underneath the carpet my whole life. I never take pictures of myself. Even if I do, I immediately delete it or ask to have it delete it because I’m embarrassed of how I look. I’m a 24-year old girl. 24-year old girls love taking selfies. They have taken hundreds, thousands of them saved on their phones. I don’t even have 5 pictures of myself saved on my phone. I just want to be a normal girl and get a nose job and take pictures or myself and like them while my youth still remains.

If you’d like to help, please donate here:

paypal.me/rhinoplastydonation

 

 

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Please help my family

Hey. I’m 18 years old and living alone with my four younger siblings. A little over a month ago my Dads girlfriend took my baby sister whose almost two years old and all the money in the house and left. My siblings and I managed to catch up to her by foot. She was parked at the gas station. We surrounded the vehicle so she couldn’t drive away. She called the cops. They arrived and pointed tasers at us. I was so scared. There were at least 15 cop cars and we had to wait outside for hours as they made a decision. It was late at night and snowing. CPS took the baby and my dads girlfriend left with social workers. A week after that my dad was arrested right in front of my siblings and I. He is in jail right now. He’s been there for a little over a month now. They’re holding him with no evidence and unreasonable bail. His girlfriend said he was abusive towards her and the baby but she has no evidence. I am a witness against her claims. Now the case is taking longer due to Covid-19.  My siblings and I live alone with no one to help get our Dad and baby sister back. I miss them so much. It’s not fair that they have to suffer. My dad is a good father and doesn’t deserve this. My baby sister is too young and shouldn’t have to be taken from her family. She is confused and scared. I’m sorry that I’m asking, I’ve never asked for donations before. I just want my family back. I’m not sure how long the case will take. My siblings and I have no money, no food, and no way to pay the bills. I’m getting stressed and even more depressed as I have to deal with the loss of my father and baby sister and I have to manage a household now and take care of my siblings. Please, I need help. We don’t even have money for food today or any money to bail my dad out or get my sister back. I’m scared and this is my last hope.

I have cashapp: $heatherpaint

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help please

I live in a one bedroom apartment with my single father and my two brothers. I have to share a room with my brothers and have hardly anything for myself. I don’t know the last time I asked my dad for new clothes because of how guilty I feel for taking his money when he is a single parent (haven’t seen my mom in 5 years and she has never given a cent in child support) My dad works a minimum wage job and we have just enough money to survive but not much else. (never been out of my province, never gone on any sort of vacation, and half the clothes I wear are years and years old. I just want some money to be able to buy clothes and feel not like a bum. It is truly embarrassing, if I can buy my own items it will help my dad focus his money towards saving it for a better future.

It would mean the world to me and take so much stress off of school and everything. Often I am too depressed to even sleep until the sun comes up and my body is definitely feeling the effects of not enough sleep and nutrients. it is tough to focus on my school work and lately I haven’t even been talking to my friends like I used to. I feel like a total failure in life and I know that it isn’t my fault since I didn’t choose to be born into this life. I don’t know what to do, I have tried to get a job but then this whole coronavirus pandemic has really ruined that for me and luckily my dad still gets to keep his job, now more than ever is it hard for me to be able to afford to buy myself new clothes and items. The only money I ever have is like $50 from my birthday usually in the form of a starbucks card and I don’t want to keep living this way.

Sorry for asking I just feel so lost. Anything helps, even you just reading this and taking the time to hear my feelings helps because I feel like I have nobody to talk to. This is nice to get off my chest.

I will leave my paypal, thank you for taking the time out of your day to read this <3 lots of love!!! Stay safe!

paypal.me/jaded8itch

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Responsible hard working female painter/handyman suffering financial setback

Hi, my name is Christine. I am a professional painter as well as the maintenance tech for a group of assisted living homes in Colorado. I began working for this outfit of 6 assisted living homes owned by 1 person via exterior paint gig from a craigslist ad and was then offered more and more thereafter, extending way beyond paint and into various other trades, which I gladly accepted due to being the ONLY maintenance person this owner has and badly needed… Anyway, too much explanation Im sure… See, this job has been exactly what i needed as I am trying to do this kind of work solely, by myself and goal to be completely working for myself and this has helped me build my skill knowledge, total in experience and to even learn so many more trades and so on. Well unfortunately, the assisted living homes were the first to buckle down and not allow outside people like myself inside the homes, to protect their elderly residents… So i have been out of work and have found it tremendously hard to pick up side work in the mean time, which has been devastating financially as I was struggling to stay afloat prior to that as it was… Its hard to be out on my own, especially being a woman in a mostly male dominate field of work but I found my passion and embrace it, knowing that it will pay off one day, im just hoping i can hold on long enough to make it that far… I am an inspiration to alot of woman im told, as well as a roll model to my 2 sons who are grown now, who have only seen my struggles to barely survive   but have never seen anything payoff for me, which weakens my whole credibility and message…. i just dont want to fail for nothing after fighting and working so hard… And so after carefully adding up my past due rent (3 months behind now) and supplies to keep me work capable if i find soon soon, including car repairs I am now just today suddenly ridden with, all down to even food because ive been so down and out recently, going without food, is quite normal…. Phone bill to keep active to receive calls off my flyers and ads,  so on and so forth, the amount that will give me what i need to catch up after this severe yet continuing financial hardship, and put me in a stable position if I could be so lucky and grateful to receive if anyone was to be so generous would be about $8400 or so… But in realizing how high that amount is, after only being honest, i would also like to offer my services in trade if you were to be in need of my services, like, i invite you to please let me bid and paint anything you find the need for, therefore offering the work to me would be just as acceptable as i would love the chance to show you my gratitude by working for you just the same :) and would do a great job… so please, in consideration of helping me keep that in mind and know that if you were to be so gracious I would be ever so thankful and promise to use it wisely and very specifically to catch up and get on my feet, so that I can get back to work and be an asset to the world, ya know? You would be very proud of your investment into me and I show you in any way that I can :) thank you and i hope i didnt over  word, overcomplicate or overwrite all of this it’s just important for me to tell you exactly my thoughts, but anyway have a good day and thank you so much for reading my post and I hope you have a wonderful and fulfilling day in all of you’re greatness :) 

Christine

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Looking for help with bills and debts

Good day to you all!

I’m hoping to find some financial relief with my bills, rent and debts.

I’m currently student, I was doing okay half a year ago: was working 2 jobs, was able to pay all of my bills, rents and shorten my debts.

Then I got sick on January and had to stop working, doctors discovered that my thyroid was acting up, but I never got diagnose, yet alone a treatment.

Here we are supposed to have a good public healthcare, but I haven’t got any treatment whatsoever, and private ones costs up to 400€ per visit.

I had to use my small student loan to pay my livings, but it only lasted two months, then I fell behind on my rent heavily and among other bills, now I’m on verge of becoming homeless, and I’m really starting to get desperate!

I have to cats to keep sunshine in my life, they have truly been my savior! <3 But I’m worried what will happen to them, if I get kicked out from my apartment or if my health gets even worse. Currently I can’t even go to the market on myself most of the days. Even trying to clean my apartment is awful: I get dizzy, blurry vision, my heart feels like it’s going to explode, and I pass out easily. And living alone with no friends or family nearby is really stressful, what if I pass out and hit my head, nobody would know.

Because I’m currently heavily behind my rents, it’s nearly impossible for me to find a cheaper apartment (which would help me cut monthly costs), and even if I did I wouldn’t have money to move there.

I need 2500€ for my unpaid and next months rents. I have over 13000€ debt plus my current student loan of 12000€. Medical expenses per month would be up to 400-700€ if I had the money to go see a private doctor.

I apologize for such a whiny post, but I’m really desperate and I really need help! I hope someone can help me, so I could solve my problems, get better and continue studying and helping other peoples. :)

My PayPal.me link is PayPal.Me/jenniska92

God bless you all, and thank you for your time for reading my post! :)

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Help with Home

Hello, My name is Amy. I am in dire straits because of the effects of COVID-19.

In March of this year, I left my job to go and help care for my father who has stage 4 colorectal cancer. When I returned, the effects of the pandemic had stared to shape the outcomes of my current situation.

 

Currently I am struggling to find work, live in a 1 bedroom apartment with a friend, who wants me to move out very shortly despite the pandemic. I am left with no job, scraping the bottom with any money I had from taxes, and a short timer on me to move out.

 

I need $5000 to cover the total costs of an apartment, with all bills, necessities and all else to cover. The stimulus check will not be enough to cover any moving costs, as I already have to help provide food and even paid a higher rent to my roommate to extend my stay.

 

I am grateful for any and all donations during my struggle, as I am sure many others with situations like mine are also at a loss and are looking for hope.

 

Any donations past $5000 are also welcome, and will be used to put into the apartment and job prospects if I’m required to relocate out of state.

 

Thank you.

 

https://www.paypal.me/ameliavdw

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Debt Help! Credit needs Help

I have been in this hole for a long while now. Because of my credit, I haven’t been able to get a new car or even move into a decent apartment.

I live in North Carolina About 3 1/2 years ago, i moved into an apartment with a girl i was mutual friends with because i NEEDED to get into a place to live fast. My mother was moving back to New York because our grandfather was dying of cancer and i didn’t want to go back with her. I decided to try to make it on my own. It was great at first. I had a great job making $18 an hour. We split everything in half, so i always had extra money to buy groceries and buy what i wanted. I Was really into video games back then. Anyway, About 6 months in the girl i was living with started showing her true colors. And unfortunately around that time i got laid off my job. And not even days later my car broke down. I didn’t have family out here to help me. I was stuck. I tried applying to any job i could possibly get and my mom was sending me $500 a month to help me with bills to help me get back on my feet. But it wasn’t enough for the girl i was living with. She treated me horribly even though she wasn’t paying her own rent. Her father who was a big CEO of a company 15 miles over was paying her portion of the rent for her. So she had no worries in the world. I was struggling so bad. Months went by and i believe it was July at this point and my birthday was coming up. I Was turning 21 and i FINALLY found a job but it wasn’t enough and it was also far. No one was hiring in my area. But i made it work because i knew my bills came first. I needed somewhere to sleep. I still was out of a car. So i took the bus to work everyday. Even though i was paying my bills the girl i was living with still was not satisfied with living with me even though i would take care of her when she got drunk or was high on drugs. I always cleaned up after the both of us and took care of her animals as well. She had two cats and a dog that i was always home with making sure they were fed and loved. Two months went by and it was September and she told me she was leaving in two weeks to go to Appalachian state. She didn’t even give me time to find a roommate for when she moved out. So i was stuck making $9.50 an hour with an apartment that was $1,000 a month and electricity bill through the rough because she constantly left all the lights on all day and night… I did everything i could to take care of everything and pay off my bills. But i still ended up getting evicted and having to live with an ex that i REALLY didn’t want to stay with. I didn’t have many friends. And my family was so far north i didn’t have help from them. I’m in a stable place now. But because my credit is shot, i still am not able to get a car. I can’t get a credit card because i don’t seem reliable. And i’m hoping paying this off would get me on my feet to be able to FINALLY Get me a car. My mother wasn’t a bad mom but she definitely didn’t teach me how to be an adult and deal with credit so i don’t struggle the way i am now.

Today, i’m NEVER late on ANY of my bills. I haven’t been in three years since this has happened. I can never have an apartment under my name because of the eviction. So paying my bills on time still isn’t helping my credit. I still am not able to get a credit card. So PLEASE. PLEASE help me! I really want to try to get a new car. I only make enough to pay bills. I Work pay check to paycheck and i can’t move up to try to get a better job because i have to walk to my jobs. And there isn’t reliable public transportation where i live now.

I hope you all consider what i have said. I can only hope for the best.

Paypal.me/jalihaClarke

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A Series of Unfortunate Twenties

I do not have a heart warming or gut wrenching story. It is simple. I hope that maybe you will see me for who I am. I am good hearted, educated, and hard working. I had some set backs that really set me back. I have survived when I should not have multiple times. Though fighting for your life comes at a very large price. All of your money, all of your resources, all of your inner strength.  Throughout my twenties things have slowly been turning into a raging hurricane of debt and misfortune. Bad boyfriends who ran me broke and abused me, bad health that put me in debt and destroyed my health, gifted a car that costs me more than I make a month to keep running. It is not the worst things that could happen in someone’s life, but wow, can they really put in you hole you might not ever recover from. I have no credit card debt, or school loans. I just want a fresh start so I can spend my life doing something good for the world.

My car is my biggest concern. It needs and EGR valve. With that valve I can smog it and register it. If it’s registered I can look for a better job or another job. The tires need replaced as well as they keep going flat everyday they are all leaking air. My car is my biggest source of income, without I cannot do much, especially in the middle of a pandemic. my car currently sits with a tarp over it as it has a leak and when it rains it rains inside the car as well. Minor repairs are needed to keep me safe on the road and the car in sustainable condition. For a 1996 Buick Regal she is going strong.

Health issues in the past caused me to rack up thousands in medical bills many I have paid off or had dismissed. Though there is still some that has been sitting on my credit. Fixing my credit helps me get a clean slate. For the last several years I feel like I can not get ahead of myself. I struggle to pay off past debts before they get any worse only to find my self acquiring new ones. Clearing this debt from me gives me a chance to be caught up and start fresh and not have past medical bills hanging over me for years to come hindering me from progressing.

My goals are to go back to school and study Biology. I love it so much. I want to help people in the field of alternative medicine. I have had many health issues in my life time and I have experienced first hand how horrifying being on handfuls of painful pills can be. Yes, I said painful, because many times medications come with more discomfort than relief. I want to design medication to the body so that it may be more compatible with us, causing less side effects and allergies with a much more pinpointed treatment.

Helping me is helping make sure there is one less person who gives up on their dreams to meet the strict demands of life.

Sincerely,

Emily

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