Dear Begging Money,

I hope you are well. I am writing you today while I am just crushed, looking for compassionate assistance in this immense personal and financial struggle. I share with you my distressing situation that recently unfolded, and honestly I find difficult to navigate on my own.

Over the past few months, I have found myself grappling with the mistifying backlash of situation after situation that has put me in a state of derision. Someone I considered a friend, whom I will refer to as “Jane” for privacy, has inflicted a profound impact on my life, both emotionally and financially. Jane’s struggles with compulsive gambling, as I later discovered, have led to a series of events that have shaken me at how a person could be so hateful and hurtful. Not like the home I grew up in…

As you may well know, I am on a fixed income, managing my expenses diligently to make ends meet. In light of this, the recent turn of events has been particularly injurious. Jane’s unchecked gambling sickness has not only led to severe financial losses on her part but has also resulted in pay-or-quit notices being posted on my door. These notices, threatening eviction due to the accumulated debts she has left unpaid, have cast a cloud of anxiety and uncertainty over my living situation.

To make matters worse, Jane has abruptly moved out and left town, leaving behind an overwhelming $11,100.00 + deficit, with a unrealistic expectation that I should cover it! The weight of this financial burden, coupled with the betrayal of trust by someone I used to trust, has taken an great toll on my physical and emotional life. The stress alone about the ripple effect of her actions, have become an ever-present shadow in my everyday life.

This is why I humbly reach out like a drowning man, seeking finances in my time of need. Your support would provide a lifeline, helping me to address the financial obligations brought upon me through no fault of my own. Your contribution would alleviate the immediate crisis and offer me the hope and strength to overcome these challenging circumstances.

Your kindness has the power to make a colossal difference in life during this crisis. I understand that there are many worthy causes you may support, and I am grateful for your consideration of my plea. When you are able to contribute, know that your help will relieve my financial tension and restore my trust in the charity that comes from lending a helping hand to those in need.

Thank you for taking the time to read my letter and for considering my request. I sincerely hope for a positive response and the opportunity to share with you the impact your love gift can have on this man’s life.

With heartfelt gratitude,

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This year I was fortunate to give birth to my son, which has been a blessing.  However, with this joy has come many financial challenges that I am struggling to overcome.

It truly started last year a week before the holidays when my employer informed everyone that the company was closing down and everyone would be laid off at the end of the year.  This came as a shock, especially because I was pregnant.  My job was not high paying, but I made due.  However, once it closed down, I was unable to find a new job right away.  Things were further complicated when my doctor put me on bedrest for pregnancy complications.  Now within a matter of months, I have lost any financial security I did have and am in need of help asap.

I have been struggling financially to pay monthly expenses since the beginning of the year, and this last month has used up the last of the money I had.  My loans and credit cards payments that I was previously able to pay on time last year are now all past due, and I’m worried they could be cancelled.

I have tried to get a new loan to help cover my monthly expenses and planned to pay it back when I get a job, but I can’t get a loan now because my credit score is so low due to my credit cards being maxed out.  They were the only things that enabled me to survive during my pregnancy (allowing me to buy food, pay for monthly bills, and now formula for my infant).  My family is also unable to help as they have no money.  (I was usually the one to help them in the past.)  The small savings I did have has been used up, and my bank account is currently in a continuous overdrawn state.  I am actually scared they will close it soon as well.

I have two kids now and honestly don’t know how I’m going to make it through the next month if I don’t have help.  I haven’t even received the final hospital bill from my delivery, but I know it will be more than I can handle.  However, I first have to make sure I can pay for my family to be stable.  I need to make sure that I can pay my rent and put food on the table.

Any donation would help me greatly, and I appreciate you taking the time to read this.

My PayPal link is: paypal.me/thankyouall23

Hello my name is Luc I am 51 years old I have a mild form cerebral palsy on my right side (Right-sided hemiplegia). I am a new home owner. Two people who I trusted did a fundraiser to help me get somethings repaired around my house and get it up to code. Long story short those two people stole the money from the go fund me. They stole a big chunk of the money and what was left over was used on the roof we had barely enough. I have been made promises by people who probably meant well offering to help fix something but never followed through. I have gone to helping agencies in my area. I only fit two of the criteria I am low income and I am disabled the only thing is that I am not 55 or 65 or older. I need to get an electrician and a plumber there is water under my trailer and the breaker box needs to be rewired. My refrigerator went out and all the food in there spoiled. My stove works sometimes and other times it won’t turn on.  All of my floors need to be redone   I also need to replace my water tank. As I have mentioned before I am too young for the programs that would help free of charge.   I have been trying to check all my possibilities and I have exhausted all my resources. I don’t feel comfortable asking for help or money. The only reason I am asking is to keep a roof over my head.

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Hi,

I am a divorced mother that has been going through a custody battle for almost 3 years.  The case has been postponed many times due to “games” my ex and his lawyer plays.  In the meantime, I have been bullied in unimaginable ways by my ex and he has been manipulating me and our children throughout this process.  My ex has been successful at getting our son to turn against me and he is now doing the same with our daughter.  My son is now over 18 but I continue to pray that he will come to me and know that I will welcome him with open arms no matter what and at any time.  But my daughter is still a minor and she doesn’t understand all of what is going on but it is affecting her.  I recently decided to get she and I a family therapist to help us through this and also with the parent alienation that is starting to show.  I am fighting for custody because if I don’t, I will no longer have a relationship with my daughter which would devastate me.  I am up against a controlling narcissist that is putting me and our children (extended family too) through this chaos because at the end of the day he doesn’t want to pay child support or be in the system. I’m confident my lawyer has the talent to show that I am the better parent, but I have to be able to pay her and I am severely struggling.  Please help me.

 

Thank you for reading my story and for any help you provide.

 

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Thank you for your time ,This is a first for me I am 70 years old and have always believed in hard work and self sufficiency .Begging is a hard thing for me but ,age and COVID has has taken a toll on me.I was an owner/operator of a small glass business on Tybee island when COVID struck .I was forced to close my doors and move to an abandoned house owned by my brother who has not charged me rent ,thankfully but the house was in such disrepair that I have been unable to make it a decent place to live in. I have sold all that I have in this endeavor and I am exasperated and would like to relocate to Oregon where I have a friend who needs companionship and help ,they have a home but can not afford to help travel there.I need 2500.00 for full and emergency monies in case of break down.This is not an easy thing for me as I do not believe anyone owes me anything .Thank you for any assistance you may offer.And again ,thank you for your time .

Hello, I’m Lillae. On 12/10/22, I took my 17-year-old son Kazmir T. to the ER due to a severe cough and chest pain. After initial tests, we insisted on an X-ray, revealing pneumonia in his left lung. He received antibiotics and was sent home. Within 12 hours, he started coughing up blood, so we returned the next morning. His pneumonia had worsened, leading to intubation. At the ICU, the doctor delivered devastating news of his critical condition. Despite their efforts, my son’s health declined further. Numerous visits from doctors followed, and eventually, they disclosed a (Medication Dosage Error). Instead of 0.2 of Epinephrine they gave him a whole 2 which is more than 10x’s the required dosage . Unfortunately, my son passed away on Jan 8, 2023, just shy of his 18th birthday and with many aspirations.

 

 Since the tragedy, I have sought legal counsel, and after a painstaking 7-month search, I have finally found representation. However, I also found myself plunged into a deep depression, leading to falling behind on bills, rent, and car maintenance. The situation forced me to withdraw from school, causing academic setbacks. I’m determined to re-enroll for the upcoming fall semester, but I’m in the process of appealing for financial aid, which will take several weeks. I recently returned to part-time work, though it barely covers my basic needs. Balancing this, I am also caring for my 6-year-old daughter. I humbly ask for assistance to regain my footing while pursuing justice for my child. I’ve exhausted local agency options, and my goal is to resume my education, covering expenses like books, tuition, and living costs. Your generosity would mean the world to us. Thank you from the depths of my heart.

https://paypal.me/lillaeb?country.x=US&locale.x=en_US

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Hello My name is Ashley. I don’t even know where to start bout my situation. In January I thought Life was finally looking up. I finally got out of living in my car. But let me tell you how it was less stressful living in my car then it is living in these apartments. It’s been a constant domino effect dealing with these apartments. They told me that when I moved in that they would be renovating the whole build in couple months but thar wasn’t true at all.  The office manager lied and continued to lie until it finally caught up with her and she was fired and along with the maintenance man. This is after I finally got the attention of the management company and the non-profit organization that owns the building. A lady came from the non-profit finally came and seen how bad it was for herself she was appalled of the conditions of the building but unfortunately it seems like it was act to buy them some time. I live in a income based apartments I make the least amount of income then other tenants but I pay almost 100 more a month and I have the smallest unit. So basically I’ve been getting over charged. It’s been a month since since talking to that lady and the only thing that has been done is that the new maintenance came by and informed me that they gonna be renovating soon but I was going to be in the apartment when they do so. Because of years of neglect and them not fixing the roof properly the roof leaks bad. On really hot days you can smell the mold in the common hallways. I have lupus which an autoimmune disease so basically I have no immune system. My health has declined so much from living here between the mold and the stress. I have stayed in a constant flair up. I am currently working with legal aid. I am suing these people but that’s gonna take time and if I continue to live here I’m afraid that it’s gonna kill me. My life is already shorten enough. I make less then $900 a month. I don’t get any other help. I have figured out a way to live comfortable off my 900 a month but it’s coming up with the money to buy the major thing I need which is the rv/camper I can get a nice one for bout 3000 and that includes getting my car fixed. If by chance someone has an rv they would like to donate to me that would be even better.  This is my PayPal link https://paypal.me/hoffmanashley?country.x=US&locale.x=en_US and my cash app tag is $tattu317

Hello!  Thank u for reading this.  I’ve been driving for Uber & i’ve been renting their car to work for $1180mo.  But i can’t afford to pay that anymore & the high gas.  I live in Cali so u already know gas is super high here.  Uber’s pay has steadily declined.  I used to work 5 days a week, but now i work 7 days for the same money & i don’t have another employment.  My body is breaking down from always sitting & working.  I have 5 herniated discs in my lower back & 4 in my neck from an accident, so sitting this much hurts…a lot.   I’m asking for help to buy a car or a donation car so I can continue to work but not to the point of pain to pay $1180 mo car pymt.  I feel some relief just getting that out.

Thank you for listening.

Colette

 

 

Good Morning, Shalom!

My name is Amah Kattie, a mother of 5 boys, who moved to the usa 6 years ago.

I’m originally from Côte d’Ivoire where I have been married for 13 years. I entered rhis relationship at the age of 24.

I was young, inexperienced, he was 10 years older than me, and divorced once.

Every relationship has its ups and downs. Early in my marriage I found myself  verbaly and mentally abused. At first I would blame myself, accusing myself of not being good enough. I constantly had to adjust myself, but never did he.

I ended up depressed, my self confidence was gone. At the same time I had to be the mother my 5 boys deserved. I had to be there for them, spending time with them, giving them a proper education, raising them to become good Men, better men.

I ended up running away from the house to save my life, but The judge advised that I let the kids live in our matrimonial home with their father since what I did was vonsidered as abandoning my marriage.

I found myself more depressed for not having my kids with me and my ex husband has been trying hard to make me pay for leaving him.

I ended up having panic attacks, so my brothers, living in the usa onvited me to come for a medical check-up and relaxing.

Wich was a good suggestion because I found out that I was suffering from several diseases linked to the anxiety.

I had to start over here, from the bottom, rebuilding myself, but  without my kids, since their father did not allow them or me to stay in touch with each others, accusing me of abandoning them and not giving him money to take care of them (wich I could not, giving my ongoing situation)

I managed to travel back home 3 time to visit them, but he eould not allow me. Hiding them.

Thank God, growing up, they would find a way to send me messages, hiding to call me….

6 years today since I left my country, things did not change, and I have to do something. I recently hired a local lawyer to fight for their custody since they are really disturbed by the situation. They need to breathe, they both father and mother. I know that me having them, I will never cut them from their father.

Please help me pay for the lawyer bills total = $4,200.

I have to travel back home to take care of it, wich means, I have to quit my current job here, because I do not know how long it will take. I’ll still have bills to pay in the us and will need money for my stay in Cote d’Ivoire.

I would need more than $4200, but it would be a blessing for having the legal expenses covered at least. For the rest God will a way.

I thank you for every penny you’ll give because it will help me get closer to my goal.

You can contact me if you need more info or supporting documents as proofs

God Bless you 🙏

Here the link to receive your help :

paypal.me/Amakattie

Amah Kattie

I’ve been having a lot of trouble these last few months with a lot of things. Within the last few months, I’ve dealt with deaths, family drama, I was layed off from my job, got into a car accident that my insurance wounldnt pay for because they didn’t add collision coverage to it when I asked them to (and I didn’t know), and now to top it all off, my roommate and I got into an argument and he wants me to move out and I have nowhere to go. I’m actively looking for a job. I just haven’t found one yet. My dad passed away about 2.5 years ago. His income did help my mom out a lot. But recently she meet a man online and he’s scamming her. She still doesnt believe it. Before i found out, i was giving her money trying to help her out. But, since ive found out about this man and since she refuses to listen to me, Iv discontinued helping her. She’s also part of the reason why my funds have gotten low. I took my hard earned money out of my savings and trusted her and gave it to her. Apparently that was a mistake. If there is anyone out there at all that could help me, it would be greatly appreciate it.

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It has never been my intention, to “beg for money.” Truth be told my life has consisted of much giving myself.

What Happened? Since I need the person receiving this message to grasp the depths of the type person I am and with just this simple and short message. Sounds almost
impossible right? Yet here I am at 62 years old, doing
just that.
Without much to say as to how I got here I’m going to
briefly state the life I’ve had in as short of words
as possible.
I have 2 college degrees
I have been up and I have been down
My life hasn’t been wasted feeling sorry for myself.
And given the number of traumatic and life changing
events that apparently God felt I could handle,
the strength that I have gained as a confident,
charismatic individual that I am now and the
way that I was then, the only analogy that I can
come up with is that of a rock today, and a small
branch then. One that 30 years ago, could easily be
blown away. Since I wasn’t rooted at that time, it
was easy for me to second guess myself and to remain
quiet due to being unsure of myself.
Today I am here fully in the present, I am wrapped in
a descent physical shape and face and hair. I am so
very grateful for all the blessings in my life.
I am smart enough to realize that I owe my life to
God/Love. Love is everything, and it was God who
carried me when I was in so much pain.

Starting in 2005-August I lost my father who only had
a history of HTN. In March 2007 I lost my mother who
had no medical history at all. I am an only child.
I had lived a sheltered life and I was vulnerable and
naive. But again please understand its’ these painful
losses that I could physically feel and I was scared
to be without my mom and dad.
But I had my 2 children at the time they were
21 and a few months shy of 18. I raised them alone
after divorcing their dad for physically abusing me.
Again please understand I’m not complaining and they
we’re raised middle class with love and what I could
afford to give them and they came first. I always
worked. Since I was 15 when I started at Schallers
in NY. Like I said I am 62 now and still working.
August of 2007 and without warning my son was robbed
and shot in the head on a sunny Sunday in Desert
Shores in Las Vegas, where I have resided since 2001
He was shot in my car on a sunny Sunday afternoon
in a less than risky neighborhood and he had never
carried or even learned much about guns.
In 2019 my daughter and I received the news that
his executioner was found and he has been sentenced
to 16 years in NV prison.
Of course I have skipped the devastation that I felt
and the fact that ending my life was forefront on my
mind for close to 2 years. Ive also skipped the
devastation that at the time was also going on
as a result of my stupidity or naivety of choosing
to believe in another man and then proceeding to
trust him. I didn’t take him long to dismantle any
and all “things ” that I had accumulated and once I
realized he was not on my side, my home that I owned
by myself, the cars I had obtained 1 for myself and
1 for my daughter, my profession, my possessions,
my identity, and my job were all in jeopardy of being
taken and without enough money or the ability to
continue to work both mentally and emotionally
or the strength to fight my now marred reputation
I gave up for some time, moved in with my daughter
and her new husband and raised my 2 grandkids now
13 and 10.
About 5 years ago I regained enough feelings of self
worth and gathered myself up and started again
looking for work. Since I never had enough money to
fight the damage that was done with the state board
nursing in another state, I knew I had to begin all
over again, but again I did. I persisted and learned
and was grateful for the small amount of money that
I was able to make and I soon obtained the financial
stability to rent a house by myself for $975.
Although a far cry from what I am used to
as far as neighborhood and or employment again I
found myself being thankful for the ability to feed
myself my dogs and pay for my phone car house
internet power etc….
Now it has been 5 years that I have learned what it’s
like to work by serving customers and I still do it
to this day. My employer pays us an hourly wage
that is just enough to be able to say that we are
making what the law states we should be making.
I work 4 nights a week and I can honestly say that
in my entire life I have never worked as hard
physically as I do now. But again I am not
complaining, I am again grateful. Not just for the
job itself but the opportunity that it has given me.
That opportunity might seem substandard to most and
I can guarantee that without the emotional breakdowns
and the complete loss of my family and son, this
unique situation to serve others and work so hard
without breaks (I run the tavern alone at night)
so there is no one to cover us at (Dottys) which is
a local casino with 15 machines, this is not a place
where I would have chosen to work. The work is hard
the pay is horrible and without the generosity of
the local patrons many who return week after week,
sometimes I believe just to make sure that we (the
bartender) or casino host” housekeeper, jackpot
payer, slot tech, cocktail and food server, ID
checker and the monitor of all patrons coming and
going, do in fact go home with some money (tips)
to make it all worth while, there is NO WAY that I
could have been allowed to remain independent, in my
own (rental home) or be able to pay for my car to
get there (work). SO my appreciation runs deep
and the amount of persons that I have come across
that I have been able to feel the true pleasure
of getting to “know” combined with the realization
of how far removed I would have been had these
life changing traumatic events not occurred.
Again I didn’t ask for them I didn’t contribute to
them nor did I have any inkling that they were coming
yet here I am still alive still grateful still
connecting with and making a difference in the lives
of many different types of people and again I am
grateful. I have no fear anymore like I used to and
the home I rent is on the other side of town.
A side of town riddled with crime and problems.
Yet again I stand without fear, filled with love
the anger is gone, I have forgiven my sons murderer.
I am done being mad at God for leaving me all alone
here with just my daughter who I am so grateful for
and my grandkids that have filled my life up in ways
that I never dreamed possible.
Yet, I am not getting any younger, there is no family
that will leave me a home or money as I hear so many
others talking about. Even though I was an only child
my parents did the best they could but they both
worked full time at blue collar jobs they 2nd
mortgaged the house just to make ends meet and
when they died they owed money out to creditors and
since the bank really owned it they took the house.
they had been married 52 years and I was raised in
the same house until adulthood. Their small $16,000
life insurance policy paid for their funerals and
my daughter and I had to borrow most of the money
to bury my son.
Money….living paycheck to paycheck….tip to tip…
that is the reality of my life and as anyone can
imagine their is barely any left after the Monthly
bills have been satisfied. And again I am not
complaining, Truth be told I am a homebody and I live
to far from work to socialize the days that I’m off.
I’m OK with that. My daughter got divorced, got her
PHD and packed up the kids and moved back to NY
where we are from and where I was born and raised.
(Rochester,NY)
They have been gone just under 2 years. I have
managed to scrape together the money to fly back a
couple times over these past couple years and for
that I am grateful.
But given the history of losses both physically
mentally and emotionally I am exhausted. I worry
every day of my life if this is going to be the day
when I don’t make enough money to stay independent
enough to live on my own. And I am always stressed.
I am so grateful for the contributions of the patrons
who are going above and beyond their own means
sometimes just to make sure that we make enough
money to survive.There has never been enough money
to not live day to day.
I guess the reason I have decided to reach out
for monetary help, is a couple reasons.
1. Im going to be 63. I am healthy but you never
know.
2. It would be so awesome to be able to hire a moving
company at some point and move back to NY.
3. Secondary to the humiliation and embarrassment
that I felt having to live with my daughter in the
first place back those years ago, I don’t think I
could truly survive emotionally as the burden that I
felt I had placed on her then was almost to much for
me to handle. I can’t go through it again. It would
kill me emotionally to have to ask to live with her
and her family again. And it’s not that they
wouldn’t love to have me its the fact that my life
was so poorly planned by me with regard to my future
combined with the severe mistakes I made by trusting
the untrustable, I would wake up every day feeling
like I was nothing but a financial burden and it was
no ones fault but my own.
The ability to live even in the hood as I do now
and have them come visit me or me them proudly
without the concerns that another mouth to feed
would bring would be life changing for me and that
comes as a result of getting older. I don’t think I
could survive starting all over again a third time.
Not to mention employment choices in your 60s are
limited.
I was never one to try and “come up” on someone
else, and I was usually the one that others would
want to “come up” on and I never turned anyone down.
All times the “help” that I gave has never been
returned, and again I am not angry and I forgive
but for the love of God, I would just like the
feeling of being able to move independently. The
money to purchase a home or 2. Maybe one out here
for the winters back there and one back there for
the summers out here. I would like for my daughter
to not have to worry about me and not have to look
at me like she pitys me for what I have had to go
through and the fact that I am poor. There is no
hope in sight either. What little retirement I had
coming I started collecting this year, and it has
helped in that I have been able to pay for this house
without worrying about whether or not I will make
enough tips. But thats it after all those years of
working I am only entitled to collect $1500 a month.
No more No less. No husbands money no parents
money or insurance or home. There is not enough
money to move down the street that I’m on let alone
back to NY to be near my family sometimes.
Since there is a website called “begging for money”
I’m assuming there are people out there who are
comfortable enough financially to be able to help or
give to those in need.
No one might read this but then again someone might?
It is my hope that this written testament in it’s
very shortened version of my life, reaches someone
who understands the value in giving to those in need.
It is also my hope that should there be a person like
that out there that this write up reaches that that
person can feel the genuineness and the love and
appreciation that I have within my heart, and that
my short story comes from my heart as it does
truthfully state my hearts desire and my needs.
Please understand I wouldn’t want any help from
someone who could not really give it and also please
understand that any help that is given to me will
also help so many others that I will come in
contact with every day, be it for one reason or
another.

Lastly I want to thank you for taking the time to
read this, not to mention thank you for you and
for your kindess and grace and your willingness to
share some of your own fortune that you are able
to share.

Thank you, Shannon Capri PayPal.me
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