My name is Ruby and I am a 20 year old dutch boy.
I really dislike asking for help so this is difficult for me…..
I guess I’ll start at the beginning, tell my life story..
My father was heroin addicted and my mother an alcoholic with epilepsy whom always chose wrong boyfriends. I was an accident and my mother wasn’t sure who the father was.
The first years there were many traumatic expierences and fights and drug abuse near me.. My parents divorced when I was 2 years old and I went to fosterparents when I was 5 years old because my mother went to a psychiatrist hospital.
I got bullied alot at my new foster home, by the children in the neighbourhood and also by the fosterbrother, in the first month I got unnecessary heavily medicated and got all kinds of labels, ADHD, Autism, Adhension disorder.
I went to a special school where I eventually was not welcome anymore and after years of being alone in the fosterhome from 8 am to 6pm I got into a fight with one of the fosterbrothers and I got kicked out and I went to a crisiscare for homeless children for a few weeks and i was put in an institute for children with behavior problems.
I’ve only gained more trauma’s in there and once I was 18 they basically left me on the street with nothing, no knowledge of how anything works, no work, nothing plus i stopped using the medication since they cost money and I didn’t want them.
So now i was 18, i didn’t know what to do with my life, I was an Emotional Wreck also due to the medication that neutralised all my emotions since i was 6 years old so I never learned how to deal with anything.
I got in contact with "Friends" from the institute and started using drugs for a period and those friends did fraude on my name (they stole my id card). and since then the debt has been going up and up and with hardly any income and no school finished it's difficult. untill some point i decided i did not want to be like my parents. this was when i was still 18 years old. at that moment i needed to run away from that life and i started travelling, i've met many people, done awesome things, but also seen more awful things..
Now i am 20 years old, I want to make something out of my life, I am working hard on bettering my life.. the thing is I have more than 10.000 euros of debt and only rising..
I am working and I also still dream of going to study and get an actual job. So I heard about this website and I thought I could give it a try.. I really hope You can help me I wish you all the best, Friendly regards, Ruby. http://paypal.me/ruby2121/