Hello,
Never in my life I thought I would be the desperate but here we are. Asking for money is something I would normally die over – coming from a working class background it is considered rude, but most of all the idea of owing something big in return is a horrible feeling, but again, life has lead me to this. I would first like to tell you about myself, I have worked since I was 15 years old – I am now nearly 29. Throughout my time working I’ve have always studied- even though it has been hard, but I didn’t really have family to rely on and I was the first person in my family to go university so I had to work a full time job in order to help out with our household bills. Throughout my professional life I have always worked caring for disabled children with complex needs. I currently work in residential care and I’ll be honest, I love my job. However, it comes with its challenges – for example I currently covered in bruises from helping our young people in crisis, although this is something that doesn’t phase me as I know it’s not their fault and they need so much love and support. I am also a mum (and step mum) to two beautiful boys – my little boy is nearly 2 and my step son (my big baby) is 4. I’m trying to work as many hours as I can so we can save up for a better home (we currently live in a 2 bedroom flat) and I just feel like I’m drowning if I’m honest. I’m so exhausted from work, coming home and jumping straight into the role of mum and the money for my job isn’t great – today a young person rubbed faeces on my jumper and bit me. It’s causing problems between me and my partner I’m hardly home and when I am I’m exhausted and yet I want to do some much good to help the young people I work with who needs it. But, I also need a break, I don’t have family to ask, I’ll be honestly I can’t even afford to put the lottery on. I just a small fraction would changed mine and my kids lives forever and I know I could do so much good in this world if I had that little break. Please consider helping out a young mum just trying to make a difference in the world one small step at a time.
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