on June 22nd I found out that I was pregnant. I was 19 and I felt helpless but I was so grateful for my child. I was working at a prison and my life was good. My boyfriend convinced me to move in with him which was three hours from my home and ten hours from my family. I did move up there but there was nothing around us, so it was hard for me to find a job. I finally did find a job but I had not started yet. In November my boyfriend asked me to go out to the bar with him and his friends so I did. Obviously I was pregnant so I just drove them. When we left I looked over and saw my boyfriend was receiving nudes from other females. When we got home I took his phone and got bad news for me and his child. He was cheating me when 20 plus girls since August. He said he felt trapped only because I was pregnant and that the girls never had to worry because I never went through his phone and so on. It honestly broke my heart. I instantly called my dad and he drove ten hours just to pick me up and I moved back to my hometown. As if I didn’t already feel helpless and hopeless. I am still looking for a job here but my baby is due in March of 2019 and I have nothing. I have nothing for myself or her. I want to give her the best life but I feel like. I can’t right now. I am asking for help although I hate asking for help. I would be so appreciate if anyone would be willing to help at all.
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