Single Moms Need Some Extra Money - Available Grants & Aid in 2016

Being a single mother especially in today’s era can be extremely overwhelming. If you are one of those mothers who is doing it alone every day you know what I am talking about. It seems like the bills just continue to pile up and never end.

Researchers have said that just in 2015 year ending alone over 80 percent of the households in America that we’re single households we’re in fact ran by a FEMALE head of household which we’re mostly living very poor.

Many people may say well there is government assistance for them to get a grant but it’s hard to find and information regarding that said topic anywhere. So in hopes to help the single mothers out in the world this article will give you some insight on the different assistance topics we can cover including where and how to get a grant or scholarship. Also, you will read and see how simple it is to receive help with income expenses and medical insurance.

Are there really grants for a single mother?

Of course they do but these grants are not only for single mothers. However, that doesn’t mean there isn’t help for a mother to receive one. I know its mind boggling that the government hasn’t had any means created for money for a single mother that is actually in the shape of a grant. One thing the government does for a single mother is they assist them through a group or have set sponsors through a company, and sometimes they are covered by the actual income assistance completely.

Below are a few websites that will redirect you to free items that you can get just for registering on the website.

Low Income Assistance for Single Mothers / Government Grants

As I said there is not an official grant for a single mother available that is FEDERAL. However a single mother can go through federal programs and register and sign up for them. Those kinds of programs are usually for households with low income. Which means you would also qualify for Welfare. No matter what the case these are programs to help those who make below the limit and live poorly.

Below are different types of assistance based in the United States.

TANF – TEMPORARY ASSISTANCE FOR NEEDY FAMILIES

TANF is a crucial for many low income families located within the US.

With TANF you receive a small amount of cash every month that you can use toward your food, rent, and other necessities. However you only receive TANF for up to 60 month limit.

If you are a single mother and you have children in your home who are less than 19 years old you are eligible for TANF.

SNAP – SUPPLEMENTAL NUTRITION ASSISTANCE PROGRAM

Food-stamps or SNAP as other people may refer to is financial help for meals. You can receive money every month to place food on the table if you are on low or no income.

For most of Americans living in poverty SNAP is potentially the only assistance they can get.

Research has shown that in 2015 SNAP benefits have helped at least 45 million Americans. Most of the ones who receive the stamps are under are up to the age of 18.

When you go to use your benefits for SNAP you have your own personal debit card to ring your groceries up with at the register. If you are interested in trying to get on with SNAP benefits all you have to do is fill and application out and send it in or take it into a local office that deals with SNAP benefits.

NSLP – NATIONAL SCHOOL LUNCH PROGRAM

This is a program that gives free (or discounted) food to students whose parent’s income is bellow a poverty level. The income needs to be at least between 130-185 percent bellow the poverty line.

Most the time if a person is a receiver of SNAP benefits their children will be accepted into this program for free lunches. But, that doesn’t mean if you don’t have or receive SNAP that your children are disqualified.

You need to contact your child’s school to apply.

TEFAP – THE EMERGENCY FOOD ASSISTANCE PROGRAM

Food for the American families who are in the poverty range not matter what the age.

If you have received food stamps before or any other program assisting you and helping you such as the ones in this article you could also be approved for this program.

You will need to contact your State distribution agency to learn more about the Emergency food assistance program.

Local Food Banks

A food bank doesn’t exactly fit into the whole “Grant” program area as it is actually a location in your town where you can get food if you are in need.

Do not allow you or your family to go without food. If you ever reach that trouble you can call 211 and ask them where the nearest food bank is based on your location.

More then 200 food banks exist with the feeding america foundation and they supply enough food to feed over 40 million people.

WIC – WOMEN, INFANTS AND CHILDREN PROGRAM

This program includes a package deal where you as a mother are able to receive healthy foods, whether you are pregnant or a new mother, and also to children who are 5 or under.

WIC is a program that is temporary and only used for a short amount of time – usually between 6 to 12 months.

EARLY HEAD START / HEAD START

These programs are for children up to 5 years old.

You can receive free child’s medical and dental care along with their schooling, and dietary needs.

Find your closes headstart office on their website or call at 1-866-763-6481.

Insurance for unemployment

This is a special program which will pay you weekly if you are unemployed and it had nothing to do with you for you being fired or let go. You will only be able to receive this benefit for maximum 26 weeks. Different states have different benefit rules. But most states will average out at about 45% of whatever the average weekly income is.

Single mothers who are out of a job temporarily can find solace with these benefits and can help make the burden less for themselves because this pay will restore what you have lost from losing your work.

If you want to try and get this started and opened for you, you will have to find your local unemployment office or apply on the website for this specific program. Most states will allow you to also try to sign up for this over the phone.

Section 8 housing

Section 8 is basically a program that helps a family be able to pay for their housing. If approved you will receive a voucher of up to 70 percent of your bills (utilities and rent). You are expected to pay the other 30 percent.

If you want to apply and feel you qualify you can get in touch with your local office involved with public housing, the HUD office.

CCAP – CHILD CARE ASSISTANCE PROGRAM

This is a benefit for families who can’t afford to place their children in daycare while working.

You still have to pay a certain percentage but it isn’t a big lump of money. The less you earn, the less you need to contribute.

EITC – Earned Income Tax Credit

It is a tax benefit for people with low income. You could potentially get as much as $6,000.

If you normally have a tax rate of $1050 but you are allowed $5550 then you get refund of $4500.

There is a Children’s Tax Credit too for as much as $1,000 for EACH child.

LIHEAP – LOW INCOME HOME ENERGY ASSISTANCE PROGRAM

LIHEAP is a program that is a one time help to help pay for heating / cooling expenses.

Most of the time this is for the disabled or families with children or disabled person in the home.

If you need any extra information regarding this topic you can get in touch through the number 1-866-674-6327 or a local number for your local LIHEAP office.

WAP – WEATHERIZATION ASSISTANCE PROGRAM

Weatherization assistance program lowers energy bills for families in need. Usually the elderly and families involving children are accepted and put to the top of the list before all.

Your monthly income need to be below 200 percent poverty level.

To apply, find a local WAP center.

Medicaid

Medicaid is help with medical expenses. If you do not have health insurance this gives you certain benefits as long as your income restriction meets the level it should.

A lot of single mothers may meet the standards to be recipients of Medicaid even if you are unemployed.

Every state has different rules about Medicaid plans. You can find out exact requirements on this website.

Together with ObamaCare it ensures that even single mothers who didn’t receive any health benefits will now be able to have coverage.

CHIP – CHILDREN HEALTH INSURANCE

CHIP gives children without health insurance a chance to have health benefits all the way up until they are nineteen. It is for families whose income is too high to receive Medicaid benefits.

It provides every type of benefit you can think of — dental, eye exams, and even annual doctor’s exams.

Every state has its own rules. If you would like to learn a little more about this specific benefit you can call 1-877 Kids now (1-877-543-7669)

Federal Pell Grants

Aid program for students of up to $5,815 for those in need to be able to set foot into college.

This is the best opportunity for a mother who is single to finally be able to finish her schooling and finally continue in the workforce. The money is completely free of charge with no interest rates or paybacks ever.

You need to fill out an application and submit it for a pell grant and have it turned in on or before June 30th of every year.

Federal Supplemental Education Opportunity Grant

Similar to the Pell Grant. If you already have had pell grants and you are at the top of the charts in need you will be first on the list to receive this. Depending on a persons needs that are wrapped in with their financial struggle will ultimately decide who will receive anywhere between $100 too $4,000 annually.

Charities

Charities can be a way to seek help for you and your children whether you are in need of food or clothing or even housing. A lot of charities around the world actually have their own food banks that they run and they will give you bags of free food.

If you go to salvation army a lot of the times they will let you sleep there if you have no where else to go especially if it is a result of violence.

Churches

Most churches will offer you food and clothes or maybe even a place to stay if you have been recently kicked out by the one you are living with.

To find information on this you should look through your phone books local listing or yellow page. You can also research online and see what churches are available to your area and call them and ask what services they do offer.

Loans

Single moms can receive loans usually relatively quickly but I would not recommended that at all. You could potentially go into debt and not be able to rise back from that.

Sometimes you have no choice because you have to fix your broken car or maybe pay for utilities and food and need the help right then. But you have to be able to pay that loan realistically quick.

Pay attention to your credit because if you try to get a loan through a bank or anyone they will check your credit score and see if it is even available to be able to place a loan out to you. If it is a loan that is for payday loans or credit card advances they will not run a check but you will end up paying more after fees and costs.

Line of Credit

If your credit is decent some people ask a bank for a loan personally. Most of the time this is a better idea then asking for a payday loan because if you need quick money with lower rates of interest this is it.

Personal Loans

On a personal loan interest is lower dramatically but you have to pay in instalments. It doesn’t really fit criteria for an emergency. Normally if you just tell them you do not have any more funds and that is why you need this they will turn you away. If your credit is poor you will not be able to even touch this offer.

Short term (payday) loans

This is a very popular type of loan. You may know it by the term “Cash advance.” The interest runs really high on these and it is a loan that is only for a small time frame.

This is a loan that would more then likely be considered if a problem arises and you needed to repair your car or had a disastrous dental emergency. You have to know for sure you will be able to give every penny back.

If you do not pay this type of loan back you could be in loads of trouble financially.

Credit card cash advance

Do you own a credit card? If so you will be able to get money from a bank as easy as 1, 2, 3. This is not a method that is highly praised though because as soon as you start taking money out of the bank the interest keeps rising and you also are charged for using and pulling out of the bank a fee. This is potentially the easier options if you do need cash asap but you have to pay it back and make sure you absolutely can.

When it is all said and done grants will not solve your money issues within your home if that is what you expect. To get a grant is definitely not easy it isn’t a walk in the park by any means.

If you are looking to get a more stable source of financially being stable you should probably look in areas around you or find a women shelter until you can get back up on your feet.

If you think you have all the time in the world you can apply for other areas of assistance such as Food stamps, HUD, and etc. They do take a lot of time and effort for someone to get back with you and let you know if you have been accepted and enrolled. Try finding a part time working job as a way to financially start becoming stable again.

The moral of this is you can not expect a grant to fall into your hands without effort and take all your worries away. They are only here too do one thing and that doesn’t usually fix anything with your financial setting.

This is all on you and what you decide, no one else can decide for you.

Last Updated: November 20, 2019

Single mother in need of a reliable vehicle

I am in desperate need of a reliable vehicle. 3,000 to 4,000 would be ideal. I know registration for is around 400 and I’d like to pay for at least 6 mos. of insurance. I’ve been looking and I feel confident that I can find a well running small suv for right around 2,500. With winter coming and having a soon to be one year old and a 6 year old I feel a awd will be safer and serve more of our needs. But honestly I will take all the help I can. I have been looking everywhere and that is not an understatement. In addition to that if you are aware of any Grant’s and or programs out there for housing we are in dyer need of a low income (subsidized) housing arrangement as well. We currently live in a 25ft 5th wheel, don’t get me wrong I am thankful. But my daughter is walking now and I can see a major change in her when we are at say my parents or a friend’s place. Besides that it would just be amazing to have a real home for the holidays and the cold weather season approaching.
I am getting all my ducks in a row to finish my associates degree winter term. I am a very confident person but since I lost my job of ten years in 2017 and surviving a very abusive relationship I can feel myself starting to question who I am and my purpose. It has been a real struggle but I have made it through more trauma than most could not even imagine and I’m alive to be that living proof. A person is only as strong as the effort they are willing to put forth. I made it through a major challenge losing my oldest twin boys who I had at 16 to addiction. I spent 19 through 22 in prison. I was clean and sober 13 years. During that time I worked the same job at times two jobs. I went to college fulltime while working. I lived through a very abusive relationship in every aspect of the word. And relapsed after losing my job of ten years my house of 8 years and the brand new car that I had paid 20k into. I’ve been clean and sober 16 months now and I’m ready for good things to start happening again and I deserve good things to happen me and my family especially. I kinda went off topic and I’m not sure if I wrote this for you or for me but I’m thankful to get it bnb out there. I would just be so grateful for any amount of resources. And thank you for getting back to me.
Please do not hesitate I am all ears and open to ideas.

Thank you again, Ashley
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Last Updated: November 11, 2019

Trying to send my son to college while paying my own student loans

I have been a single mother since my youngest son was 3 years old. I have worked to put myself through college including almost completing a masters degree. Money has always been tight and living paycheck to paycheck for us.

We have never qualified for financial help and never once asked for handouts. So this is extremely hard for me to do now. My student loans are over 100,000 dollars currently and in forbearance because of medical bills which have accumulated recently. Since 2015 I have been two automobile accidents in which I fractured my L3 vertebrae. No sooner had I began to recovered from this I fell down the stairs and re-injured my back along with an extra fracture to my tail bone.

I finally get completely healed from these three accidents and relocated back to Florida from working in Washington D.C and I break my ankle after donating blood. I lost conscientiousness after the donation when I stopped at a nearby convenience store to get something to drink. The ankle fracture was so bad I had to have surgery and both sides of the right ankle. I was laid up for three months working remotely. I had just started this job in April and the accident occurred in July 2018. Due to the type of work I am in my out of pocket deductible is high. Plus since I had not worked there that long I had not been able to build up my HSA account. To make matters worse, my insurance plan renews in October so I had to meet the deductible again in order to go through physical therapy. Since I was out of money at this point I did not get to go through professional PT. I still have quite a limp and it hurts a great deal if I try to spend a day at the mall or even a few hours.

Then this year in June, I am in a motorcycle accident and break my arm at the shoulder. It too required surgery. Again I am having to meet a 5600 dollar out of pocket deductible before insurance covers the expense. so in 4 years I have accumulated over 20,000 dollars in medical bills. Plus I was out of work for an extended period of time in 2017 and when I was working was not getting paid on time. between these events I maxed out my credit cards in order to keep afloat.

To the present day scenario, My youngest son is now 21 and wants to attend the National Aviation Academy. I am so proud of him for choosing to attend such a great school with such great opportunities. The catch, I make too much for him to qualify for pell grants and subsidized loans will only cover about 20% of the cost. Leaving me covering the rest either out of pocket at 1800 dollars a month or taking out a parent plus loan of $36,000.

Between my current medical bills, credit card bills, auto insurance, car payments, rent, groceries, utilities, and other normal living expenses as well as my own student loans, I have no money left to send my child to college.

If I do not ask for help from someone, my child is going to get left behind with no career or options to get a good paying job. If I felt I had made wrong decisions I could understand my debt problems, but in my case, things just sort of happen to me.

Thank you in advance for any help you can provide.

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Last Updated: November 19, 2019

Human trafficking ruined my life

I was 17 and homeless, my mom is and was a functioning alcoholic. From the time I was 4-6 I was being molested by older cousins. I told my mom, but she didn’t have anybody else to watch me while she drank and cheated on my father while he was at work. I was taken from her finally when I was 9 after a alcohol induced beating and her locking me in a closet to hide me from police after someone called 911. I was given to my father who ultimately gave up on me and didn’t understand my trauma , my dad also hit me but my dad loved me. I can’t remember a single day my mother hugged me or kissed me . So fast forward to my grandparents moving to West Virginia and my staying here. Eventually I found myself with no where to go. My friend introduced me to Christopher aka “king” he was going to make us models!!! He said we could stay with him, very quickly a dream turned into a nightmare for me, he took my phone . Threatened to hurt my family and turned me into a street walking prostitute. I called both my parents and told them I was stuck in Miami. I left out the details where I had been being trafficked and forced to sell my body out of shame. Both of my parents refused to help me and left me in Miami with my trafficker. I watched him rape girls, beat up girls…. he even raped me. He was allowed because we belonged to him … according to him. I walked ocean blvd till my feet bled. He had no remorse , I have permanent knots on the bottom of my feet now, they eventually got tougher and adapted to my lifestyle I was forced to adopt. Eventually I siezed my opportunity to run away from him! But I continued being a prostitute because I knew nothing else . I was trying to get stable… fast forward to 2019 I’m a single mother now. I now sell my body to take care of my children and I will tell you that I really can’t take much more of this. I wanted to be a lawyer, tears stream down my face every time I say this because I’ve been robbed of so much. My Dad always tells me to stop feeling sorry for myself. But on the inside of me it feels like fire. I want to be able to heal, get therapy, change my life , but every single time I look up I have bills and the kids need stuff and my children’s fathers have turned they’re back on me. All my life it has been hard! I’m desperate at this point looking for anything that can help but sadly there isn’t much help or even awareness for human trafficking victims. I’m mentally and physically damaged and nobody cares about me it seems like. But I’m a mother now, so I have to make sure I provide for my children and it’s only damaging me more! I WANT OUT OF THIS LIFE. I want normal!!!!! Please help me if you want to email me I would love that I have nobody on this planet but my children.

send your email with PayPal payment and I will email . I don’t want to put it on here.

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Signed MC the girl that never mattered

Last Updated: November 10, 2019

Housing

Hello 👋🏻

Several years ago I met an elderly man by delivering pizza to him! He would order twice a week! Over the years I became like a granddaughter to him. I would visit weekly, do chores around the house that he could no longer do, grocery shop… He didn’t have any family so I decided to take up time with him. Here about a year ago Mr. P decided he wanted to have surgery on his knees because they caused him so much pain. He requested that my family and I move in because he knew he wouldn’t be Able to take care of himself after the surgery. So that’s just what we did! The surgery went great with no complications…. When Mr. P went to the rehabilitation center that’s when things started going down hill. This facility some how allowed 2 liters of fluid to fill in his bladder and that caused his kidneys to bleed. From that day forward his health continuously got worse as the weeks passed. In the process of all of this I had to stop working so that I could give him the proper care that he needed. Mr. P stayed in and out of the hospital and rehabilitation for several months. Saddest thing I’ve ever had to deal with. He couldn’t walk, he couldn’t eat, he could no longer use the bathroom on his own. It was so devastating! At one point he went into a coma and he was like that for days. After being Readmitted into the hospital and rehabilitation so many times they told him he had the option to go back or to be put on home hospice 😢 He chose hospice. I took care of this man until he took his last breath! 😭

After Mr. P passed away I became his beneficiary. Because I took care of him for so long he left everything he had to me and my two girls. With things going down hill for him so quickly we never got a chance to talk about any kind of financial things. There was the house and the property that I have been so grateful for. Mr. P did not have a life insurance policy and there is a reverse mortgage that he had on the property. The bank now wants the property back and I am not that financially stable to be able to get a loan that big. I’m so terrified that me and my girls are going to be out of a home. So I’m hear asking for help and praying that a miracle will happen. I would love to keep this house but if not get a house for the three of us. If there is anyway you can help me accomplish this for my girls I will be forever grateful!! Bless you all!!

Update

Now we are currently staying at a motel and it is very expensive. I really need help.. my surgery is coming up Thursday and I’m so worried I won’t be able to keep up 😩

Last Updated: November 6, 2019

HELP ME PLEASE

Hello,

I hope you are all well.

This is new to me. I am so desperate.

My name is Alefa and I am 43 years old, will be 44 years old on Saturday.

I would like to beg for some money to pay for last year’s utility bills, unending overdraft, rent arrears and credit people.

Ok, so I became a single mum when my son was five months old. I have raised up my son by myself financially. I met John, my so called husband over two years ago. We discussed of getting married. He asked me to go and look for the ring so my friend and went to H. Samuels, they had a lovely pair on sale at £1000.00 which was an engagement ring and a wedding ring so I sent him a photo of that tried on and the man blasted me that I have hurt his feelings for choosing such an expensive ring. So i said to him that then he should have just gone and get one he could afford instead asking me to go and choose. So, anyways, he told his 16 year old daughter and she had a go at him for having ago at me about the rings. So, during the week he came over and he took me to Warren James to chose the engagement ring. When it came to paying his card was declined, and then he asked his boss if he can use the company card and pay back later, his boss said yes but because the metal bit was bent so it didn’t work either. So he asked me if he could use my card and he will transfer some money to pay back when he goes to the bank, so i said yes, to save his embarrassment in the shop. But that dug me dipper into the overdraft, the ring was £445.00. He never paid back that money as he said its my ring anyways. He used to come to our (me and my son’s flat) every weekend and during school holidays with his two kids, boy and girl, 10 and 15 but he never really contributed to shopping unless it was beer/lager or juice and porridge for his son. So that drove me deeper into debt.

Then came the wedding things, my foster family are the ones who contributed almost everything for our wedding, they paid for my dress, the venue and food, the cake, my son’s wedding outfit, gave us more money towards the honeymoon. The money my foster mother gave me for my birthday, as it was the day before the wedding also went towards the flowers etc. He kept saying he doesn’t have money as he has paid his ex wife so much for child maintenance and he said after the wedding we will put our monies together and that should clear up my overdraft. It never happened. We also agreed to put all the bills in my name so I can do the direct debt from my account as his account has a bad credit report. So, all the bills were in my name but he never put any money in my account or towards the bills. Then i found out that the reason his bank account is always bare as soon as he gets paid was because he cashes the money straight out and hides it in different places one of them being inside one of his shoes.

Any ways, a year on he has left me in more debt, he has moved out as he doesn’t want to pay half of the bills. For example, last year’s gas bill to be paid is just over £900.00, Electricity unpaid of last year is just over £700.00, I have the water bill which i cant find right now but will update or answer any questions.

I can not work anymore as I have got fibromylagia (which has gone worse since we moved into this house together) I can hardly walk anymore, cant wash myself anymore, i am dependent my son to help me going to the shops or some of the house chores. I also have hypothyroid, anxiety and depression which also makes it worse in my day today life. A friend of mine comes and helps me wash a few times a month.

I am in arrears in rent as he was supposed to pay £270.00 towards the rent per month but he hasn’t, so i have started doing it myself which actually ends up living me with only £50.00 per month towards my son’s guitar lessons (GCSE) and food and other groceries.

My council tax, I am also in arrears which I am trying to catch up on a monthly basis.

As I used to be self employed, I got a letter saying they over paid my child and working tax credit so not the are recovering which is thousands of money and i don’t understand why penalising me as they (HMRC people) are the ones that messed up their calculations. I also have been asked to pay about £1200. 00 as a penalty for late submission of self assessment form which i didn’t know about.

I have to pay more than £2000.00 in legal fees because I am fighting for my son to get his share in inheritance as his dad passed in 2013 so i am still fighting it.

I have asked John to at least help with last year’s bills, he has refused saying he doesn’t live here anymore etc

I will answer any questions etc. But please, I need your help.

Many thanks!

Alefa

Last Updated: November 3, 2019

Mon of 4 drownding in debt.

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Picture this: a single mom of two wonderful children finally leaves their abusive father (who never worked by the way). After my face is smashed for the hundredth time or so into a solid object like a fridge or wall, I stumble out the back door and scream for safety as he chases me, trying to drag me back into the house as my kids (who were 4 and 5 at the time) watch and cry. Somehow, the cops are called and the end of my nightmare is in sight. After that incident, I worked hard to get my kids and I on the right track. Paid off some debt, started taking a few classes, I had never felt better! I was in control of my life! I tried to pay it forward a little bit, since I was free from an abusive past and moved my homeless friend and her children into my home to help. That was disastrous. After not helping with bills that were piling up on the winter months, she decided to use her money on a vacation for her and her kids. While my own kids and I continued to work and go to school, she was on a Disney cruise vacation. They did not win this cruise. No, they paid full price for it with student loan money she recieved (and promptly dropped out of school) and tax money. After not taking the hint to move out, I took my children and bought a mobile home in a different trailer park and moved on. (I owned the other trailer as well, but my children’s father was also on it, so I let her and him hash it out). After that, I was on my way to fixing my debt issues again and actually started raising my credit! Alright! Fast forward a couple years and I am now an exhausted mother of 4- my twin girls just turned a year old and boy, are babies expensive! I left my job to stay home with them and the twins dad works nearly every day, but we are still way behind. With the loss of my income (daycare would have been more than $1000 a month, not leaving hardly anything to pay bills with or buy food) we hit rock bottom. I am returning to work in November and will be making a decent wage, working opposite hours of the twins dad so we wont need daycare, however, to stay afloat when I was not working, I took out a few personal loans that I am now quite behind on. I am working with a debt relief company, but they can only do do much and we are NEEDING to move our family out of our two bedroom home. We are looking into 3 bedroom homes that will help immensely in a safe environment in a small town, but no one will finance us with my ruined credit. Please, if there is anyone out there that can help us, your donation will go much farther than just finances- it will give me a leg up on getting my kids a better home life. I posted my PayPal link up top but I will do so again. Please feel free to email me for any additional information on my situation.

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Last Updated: November 4, 2019

Domestic Violence Survivor, Mother of 2 needs urgent help with car repairs & deposit on My First Place to call home

Hello everyone out there. I have come to this website in hopes that I can have someone or many pay it forward to my kids and myself with my promise to pay it forward to the next in a time of need. I’m a survivor of 10 years of Domestic Violence, December 28th will mark one year. I’m also unable to work, because in 2017 I suddenly became very ill and since the agonizing ordeal with finding doctors that would take time to help me, I’ve been diagnosed with Lupus, Raymauds, degenerative bone disease, scoliosis, cervical spinal stenosis, chronic daily headaches from my optic nerve being crushed. My hands and for arms have pains often and have caused me to not be able to work my career as a licensed Esthetician. I’m fatigued daily, and in pain, but I don’t stop one minute to try to make money from home to be able to rest when I need to. I need to procedures on my neck and surgery. I wake up sick often and have fevers several times a week. My 8 year old son, saved my life. And he was just diagnosed with ADHD and a mild form of Aspergers. My daughter is a freshman and smart as ever. I work non stop to barley have enough money to survive. I’m still awaiting disability. I have no help. I don’t get any support from the fathers. I do my absolute best to give my kids what they need and to give them the life they deserve. When I am feeling well I work hard and I don’t quit. I have had major identity theft 2 years ago and it has caused me to be denied any form of help. Emergency loans. Get a new car.

My car just broke down and needs a new water pump. I was given 3 quotes if of close to $1000. I also need breaks. I can’t get anywhere, take my kids to school, doctors appts, or do my job that I have working from home. My sons birthday is in a week and Christmas is coming. I’m kindly asking if anyone can help me with any form of donation so I can get my car fixed. It’s a 2004 Chevy Trailblazer. I need money for a deposit for my very first home of my own. A small apartment that I’ll be forever thankful for. I would be so greatful for any help that anyone can spare. It will be for someone who appreciates the life that was almost taken from me. I will spend the money on my kids as they as have always come before me. My goal one day is to take them to Hawaii. The 3 of us. I’m not sure what to do if I can’t find the help. A part of me feel hopeful while a part feels hopeless. Thank you to all who read this.

https://www.paypal.me/ShelleyandKids

Last Updated: October 29, 2019

Never thought I’d do this

I’m 27 years old my name is Tiffany, My ex partner (children’s father) had a gambling problem that I knew nothing about our marriage failed and he’s disappeared not even in contact with his children. I have lost my house and I’m left with a lot of debt £43,652.87 to be exact I can’t get any credit and with 3 children I feel I’ve failed them especially due to Christmas coming up. I am well I was a very proud person but this was my last option. Thank you in advance for anthems you could offer.

Last Updated: October 28, 2019

Debts returned to bite!

I entered into an IVA (individual voluntary arrangement) in January 2014, 2 months after my daughter was born 9 weeks prematurely. Unfortunately after being made redundant in June 2011 I struggled to get another job, i had a few temp jobs through an agency but nothing long term and I struggled financially. I ended putting my “life” onto credit cards and racked up a lot of debt which I struggled to pay the minimum payments each month. I lost a baby boy in April 2012, my son Arley was stillborn at 26 weeks which was horrendous and I sank into depression for the next year. One of the reasons cited for his death in the post mortem was stress on my part which in turn did not help with his growth. So my fault my son died. Over the following year I spent more money to combat my feelings of uselessness and the debt carried on mounting up. I finally managed to get a job which I didn’t enjoy but I needed the money. After becoming pregnant with my daughter just over a year after Arley had died my pregnancy progressed with regular scans and monitoring. My daughter decided to put in an early appearance in November 2013, 9 weeks early.
She spent 6 weeks in hospital which cost me and absolute fortune with daily parking charges and incidentials and the debts carried on mounting up as by then i had to leave my job. In January 2014 after having my daughter home for a couple of weeks I made the tough decision to enter into an IVA to get rid of the debt in the only way I could see possible. I knew it meant I would be restricted financially for the next 5 years but I really felt like there were no other options. With a tiny baby and no income I was drowning with no escape or back up plan to stop the debt collection letters and threats of court action. It was a very difficult time.
The IVA progressed ok through the first few years then in January 2018, a year and a half before I was due to complete it, the insolvency practitioners I used were taken over by a different company. This should have not caused any issue’s..but being my life down to a ‘T’ it all got messed up to put it politely and the new company “lost” my account in the takeover! Over a year I spent making phone calls and sending emails to be constantly told they were dealing with it and I would be set up again..in this time my payments had stopped to my IVA as they had increased them to an unaffordable amount, so i was now racking up arrears. I complained to the FSA but they couldn’t help me, i was at a loss as to what to do, I’m not a legal buff and don’t have money to see a solicitor. The new insolvency practitioner never sorted my payments out and left me hanging and in August this year 2019 they failed my IVA. I’m absolutely heartbroken, I’ve been struggling for the last 5 years with restrictions on my accounts, and it has halted my life financially only for them now to release all the debts that were supposed to be dealt with on my behalf back to the companies I owed money to. To add to the pain of all the financial issues, my beloved had an affair 4 months after our second daughter was born in November 2016, so i was left with a 3 year old, a 4 month old baby, in debt whilst he was off having the time of his life! God writing this makes my life sound like a fricken soap episode!
I have now received to date 2 letters from 2 of the credit card debts asking me to pay the money back. There could be more to come, they have every right to chase me for the money. So I now have debts hanging over me again with no no money to pay them back. So far I now owe £7,500 with potentially more to come.
I really really hate asking, this is me in an absolute desperate situation that i need to get out of. I can feel myself sinking back under a black cloud. Please can anyone help me; I’m so sorry for asking. I would be so very grateful, Thank you.
From a desperate mum x

I have uploaded one of the debt letters i received this week. It will only let me add 1 image unfortunately.

Last Updated: October 26, 2019

Please, my family desperately needs help!

My name is Tessa. I’m a single mother to a 5 year old girl that just started kindergarten this year. I have unfortunately fallen on some hard times. This all started in May of 2017, when I lost the only family member I had unexpectedly. I had a great job in a hospital that I lost, due to needing more time off than the company could give me, to take care of everything that comes along with the passing of a relative. I’ve been struggling to keep a good stable job ever since. I was just recently laid off from a temp agency that closed out their contract with the company I was working with, causing me to be out of work once again. I have absolutely no other family, or anyone else that could possibly help us, I’ve really tried everything. I’ve fallen behind on all my bills and my car has been re-possessed. My water was turned off today in my home, even though I’ve tried to establish a payment plan, I’m just too far behind and I don’t have any income coming in. My electricity will be turned off any day now, if I cant make a payment towards my outstanding bill. I’m terrified that I’ll loose my home next, as my mortgage is 2 months past due. I recently qualified for food stamps, if I didn’t have that I don’t know how I’d put food on the table for me and my daughter. I’ve applied for all possible assistance I possibly could for me and my daughter, with little success. I’m working day in and out to find stable work and I wont stop. I’m determined, but desperate and this is why I’ve found this website. I’m praying for a miracle day in and out. I feel like a failure as a mother and person. It breaks my heart that my daughter doesn’t have clothes and shoes that fit her properly for school. I hate having to tell her that she just has to wait because I have no means to purchase those things at this moment. Some days I just don’t want to go on, but I do for my daughter. I couldn’t express how appreciative we would be for any help that can be given towards our situation. I have never experienced a situation like this in my life, or the sadness that comes along with it. I’ve worked extremely hard all of my life, just to loose everything I have. I really can’t express the feelings that go through my mind everyday. I’m just very scared. It’s my birthday tomorrow and my only wish is just for anyone to reach out and help us. This is all I have, my story and truth. I never thought I’d be making a plea to strangers online, but it’s my last act of desperation that someone out there will be the miracle my family needs to survive. Thank you for taking the time out of your day to read my story, I genuinely appreciate anyone that listens.

paypal.me/Tessa7677

Last Updated: October 24, 2019

Trying to get back on track

I’m trying everything i canto come up with money to get a new car, I lost my job and I’m at risk of loosing my house, I can’t get to and from my job without a car. My cars heater hose assembly is shot. I’m very well off on taking care of myself and my daughter I just need a bit of a boost so I can maintain our life. Praying something comes my way to help with our situation before we lose our house.

Last Updated: October 23, 2019

Karma Does Come Around

Growing up in a middle-class family. Never have I ever thought I would have come to this stage. When I was younger I use to give money to the handouts if I saw them at the traffic lights, but as I got into college, I never did anymore, I may buy them food, but I don’t lend out money anymore because I met one where I gave him $5, but I saw him buying beer with it afterwards when I ran into in at a convenience store. I know every homeless may not be like that one guy. However, if he only needs to worry about himself, and still can stand in the sun all day to beg, they can go find a part-time job anywhere.

I went to college, worked at family restaurant, and worked part-time trying to support myself and pay my loans. My family of 4 had a small restaurant, we didn’t make big money, but enough to make ends meet to support the restaurant, 1 van, and our house. If we do a good job, we may have a couple thousands leftover for that month. But sometimes I feel like the higher power knows when you have some money saved up, other things in your life will need to be replaced. The heater in our house, a tire on a car needs to be replacement, but turns out all four has to be replace, we can’t just replace one. Where my parents were supposed to have 2 thousand saved up that month, we actually had to fork out another $400 on top. We were just never able to save or have enough to start up on another thing. So, I decided to work another part-time. I have done graveyard part-time at fast food place, then did janitorial work at night time. Then I met my ex-husband one day at the restaurant. Life became a little better. We started our own life, sometimes I’ll have some extra money I can help out back at home. Then September 2017 it’s like a soap opera, my ex-husband left me and my son, my grandmother passed. We have Medicaid since October 2017, but anything we owed before then, I am still paying off. Why did no one told us even dying cost money. We took out a 18k loan for my grandmother burial and funeral services. I never knew even passing takes so much money. Now, I am currently working 2 jobs, moved back in with my parents with my son and doing what I can. I feel ashamed to be on here asking for handouts. I feel like this is karma for when I looked down on some of the people standing at traffic lights asking for handouts and I said in my head, you can go get a job. Now here I am even with two jobs and holidays coming up I am here asking for help. If I don’t get it, I know it’s my karma. I chose the wrong husband, but I am grateful for my son. I am thankful for my parents to let us stay with them.

The amount I am asking for is all for debt, student loans, car payments, mortgage, hospital bill from my son’s birth, burial funeral payments, credit cards, loans I borrowed from relatives and friends. Total of $160,797.08 Once this amount is paid off, from my two jobs I should have enough left over for Thanksgiving and Christmas. 2020 is where I can start giving my son a life he deserves.

paypal.me/woocyndii

Last Updated: October 24, 2019

Took 10 days off of work that I did not get compensated for due to medical emergency 🚨

Hello,

I was having dull pain on my side for a few weeks. I avoided going to the dr. due to not having medical insurance. Long story short I ended up having an ovarian cyst and needed time off work due to the pain. I missed almost ten non paid days of work. All of my bills were late for October including my rent. I still am having trouble getting back on track and do not know how I will pay any of November’s bills…especially the rent. I did overtime toward the end of the month just to pay off the balance of my car payments etc. I’m under so much stress. I have almost nothing to make food wise and currently have no insurance on my car.

https://www.paypal.me/EBombshell

Last Updated: October 19, 2019

Mother in need

Hello, My name is Brittany I’m a single mother of two beautiful kids, I am not one to ask for help but I’ve fallen badly on hard times that I didn’t know where to turn to, I’ve tried so many means of resources that this is my last attempt for help. I’ve recently gotten out of a very abusive relationship with my sons father of 7 years, I was residing with his grandparents taking care of them and helping them with things that they needed to get done because some things they just couldn’t do on their own. Our home was getting fixed up after an incident that took place between my sons father and the police, where the police ended up tear gassing our home in which we lost everything so we were fixing the damage that had been done to our home I helped fix up the house well back in June I ended up getting into q very bad car accident which caused my kids and myself to loose our place of living, we were kicked out and was only allowed to take our clothing nothing else because the grandparents would say that they bought everything in which everything myself and my kids lost was replaced by insurance so everything myself and my kids had was taken from us including my car in which they told the cops I completely abandoned it but I wasn’t allowed to take anything and my car wasn’t road legal so I couldn’t get my car out of there I was seriously being rushed out of that house so they told the cops I abandoned my car and it got towed away and I don’t have the funds to pay the towing fee and the storage fee..and with myself and kids being homeless I had no choice but to find somewhere for my kids to go so they were placed with a relative so they could make sure they did school and apts just wanted them safe, I’ve been trying to get a job trying to get help and I know people will tell me public housing but my sons father ruined that for me because I lived in public housing before and he got me evicted from our home there and a damage bill of almost $800 like he literally made my life hell (excuse my language) I’ve been jumping from place to place in order to lay my head…like I’ve seriously hit the lowest of lowest in my life I just want to get a home and have my kids and give them a life they deserve start fresh a new beginning for them and myself I guess what I’m saying is that I would greatly appreciate help anything will help I’m just a single mom trying so hard to get my life straight and make it better for my kids please help….

paypal.me/tatooedmom2019

Last Updated: October 18, 2019

A Family and Their Battles

I had to move out when I was just 15 years old because I chose to keep my newborn son. The day I left the hospital with him I was determined to do right and the best I could for him and to finish high school. It was very hard maintaining high school and being a single mom so young and also trying to get a job that could work with me. I remember having to sleep in awful places, missing meals so I could get formula and whatever my baby needed. When I had my second son I was better off financially in life but his father did some very hurtful things and I had to drop everything and grab my children and leave. I had my own apartment soon after that. Well my third son came along and I was happy. Except for his father being off at boot camp for the marines. That was very hard to go through alone. We were doing great financially, mentally, physically, and emotionally. Or so I thought. We bought a house, had two vehicles and my children had just about everything they wanted. Until one day he turned on me. He got kicked out of the military and we lost our home and vehicles. I saw my children’s lives crumbling down and it broke me into a million pieces. Before we lost just about everything I found I was pregnant with my now 9 month old beautiful baby boy. All I could do is cry because I was bringing another baby into a world of having nothing. Having to scrape change to feed the children. Having to tell my babies no we can’t get the .50 cent candy you want. Or we have to eat Mac n cheese for the third night in a row. After my youngest was born it got even worse. We had to leave to come back to Louisiana. Well just when I never could of thought the situation could of gotten any worse, the many forms of abuse started. I couldn’t let my young sons see a man doing all of that to a woman. Especially that woman being their mother. So I took my children and left. Homeless shelters wouldn’t take us because I didn’t have every document I needed. We have no permanent home. I no longer receive any type of government assistance, we have no vehicle. And my cashier job that pays 7.50 barley clears me a 150$ check a week. I just want my children to be able to live in a stable, safe environment filled with snacks and toys and happiness and love again. I am trying so hard but I have went to so many resources and none are helping me. I know that’s probably hard to believe but unfortunately its true. I’m stuck. I’m at a lose. I have been being strong for so long I’m slowly starting to crack having to see my children everyday not as happy as they should be. I was not going to do the donation request but me and my almost 7,5,4,& 9 month old desperately need your help. When I was doing good I was helping people out with whatever that I could so I pray everyday that if I ever need help and I receive it to continue to do whatever it is that I can to help someone. The feeling is so heart warming and so pleasurable seeing the glow in people’s eyes when you help them even in the most smallest way possible. I am so very thankful and appreciative of everyone who has at least read only half of what my story really is. If you can help just know that I will never forget you and I want to write each and everyone who helps, in anyway, if they can, a personal thank you note to that individual. Thank you for just taking the time to read my story!

PayPal.me/familymatters5

Last Updated: October 15, 2019

Single Mom NEED HELP

I am Jieun Yang living in South Korea.

I never thought I would have to ask for this
…but somehow it has come to be that I am in this position. Believe me, I hate it, and if I could see any other way, I would not be asking a stranger for money online.

I thought I had my life mapped out, and everything was going along fine. I have 2 jobs, I am a single mom and I have one beautiful daughter…why am I in this position I hear you ask? Well, all I can say is – I fall down sometimes. I have found myself spiralling slowly downwards over the last few years. It almost feels like slow motion – for so long I was in denial that I couldn’t support myself financially. Actually, I have a mother who fell for cerebral hemorrhage in 2017. Fortunately, she is recovering well right now. However, it cost a lot of money for the hospital, and it is still being spent on care. So I started getting loans, and I think it was time to come to this financial hardship. I can’t admit it to anyone around me – I have kind co-workers, for sure, but I could not live with myself if they found out that I was in this position. So I keep up the facade of everything being ‘fine’, and it is truly exhausting. I told people that I took a weekend job on top of my Monday-Friday job ‘because I get bored easily’. That’s not true – my mind and my body are broken from working 7 days straight! I took a weekend job because I found myself in a spiral of debt.

I don’t have a drug problem. I don’t have a gambling problem. I don’t smoke, I don’t drink. I didn’t lose money to an awful ex. I wasn’t the victim of a scam. I just got hit with a few big bills in short succession and the spiral began. And I can’t see a way out. Even working 2 jobs, I’m only making enough money to keep myself out of complete bankruptcy. I am desperate for just enough money to push me over that ledge, back to safe ground where I can begin again and not be constantly clawing my way up the cliff of debt upon debt.

Recently I was thinking about working at a host bar during the night hours. I mean, I’m going into prostitution. But I’m so scared that something bad will happen, and I wouldn’t be able to look straight at my daughter if I did that.
So I am here, quite literally begging. I need $40,000 to change my life – and it really will change my life. It will make me safe again – safe from myself and what I am afraid this situation will lead me to do to myself if I can’t get out. I don’t expect anyone to give me anywhere near that amount – why on earth would they?! I’ve read the stories on this site and they are truly heartbreaking. People who have gone through so much – they deserve the money so much more than I do. So all I am asking for is $10. Just one – and with luck, and hope and prayers, enough people might see this and have it in their heart to give me that kindness. And I promise that the day I am in a position to do the same, I will help everyone in whatever way I can.

So my plea to you is – $10. It may just save my life, in more ways than one. I wouldn’t be asking this if there was another way – I need to get over that ledge so I can start my life again.

Thank you.

https://www.paypal.me/ysophia

Last Updated: October 15, 2019

What goes around comes around, right? I could use some good karma & blessings

Never did I imaging I would be thinking of *extra* ways to keep a float to maintain a lifestyle for my daughter so she doesn’t see what it is I feel on a daily basis. Anxiety. I work with the elderly full time as a caregiver, a part time job (No. Days. Off) and a full time single mother to a child with major ODD/ADHD. Happily, I do this everyday advocating for mental health & our elderly generation. But it’s just not enough to sustain or even grow in my personal life. It amazes me the most rewarding in demand careers can be so under paid, yet my heart will not allow me to leave the sides of our seniors in this assisted living and memory care community.

Being an adult going through life battles just like everyone else or even a single parent to a child that’s not the “cookie cutter child” isn’t my issue. What gets me is after spending the last 8 years researching and taking time out to make sure my vibrant daughter didn’t get losses behind this “label” of having ODD/ADHD & behavioral issues due to abuse in the hands of a trusted paid care provider I find my self drowning in miscellaneous debt from the expensive cost of counselors, specialists and medicine. If that wasn’t enough I have seniors I have grown so attached to NEEDING things to have the decent quality of life we all deserve from hygiene products to supplies to keep them stimulated and having that feeling of purpose, I just from my heart give and give – or charge and charge I should say.

Now, as I am about to hit the amazing age of 30 I reflect and I’m not happy. My daughter deserves her own room and our own living space for just us and for me to further my education for the betterment of our future. With high hopes I set out to place deposits down on apartments just for denials or request of higher deposits I just don’t have. The courses for Alzheimer’s & Dementia training would help me advance so far into this industry, but if I can’t even get an apartment how can I afford classes.

We all deserve the best in life, and I feel karma comes back to us all it’s just up to us if it’s bad or good. If cashing in Karma points was a thing I would be spending those, but right now I could really use support and assistance from the community of individuals out there on platforms like this. Funds are going towards extra deposits for a place to call home and educational courses to help me advance my career in the senior industry. I never realized just how hard living pay check to pay check would make it to take a jump forward into the next chapter I know is out there.

Thank you for even taking time out to read this.

https://paypal.me/UniversalKarma3?locale.x=en_US

Last Updated: October 14, 2019

Help to get caught up!

Before you delete this, please give me 2 minutes to explain myself! My name is Nichole Mullins and I’m writing to you asking for some help. I am currently 60 days behind on payments for utilities and bills and although I am working a day job and picked up a delivery job after hours, I am unable to get caught up. I was fostering a Special Needs kiddo last year and was unable to work more than one job as I needed to care for her and my own two kids. We were able to find her a permanent home back in April and since then I’ve been playing catch up with my bills and trying to keep afloat. What I’m asking for is $3,000 and this is to get my bills caught up on payments, purchase new tires for my car so I can keep commuting to work every morning and delivering in the evenings and weekends (they are in need of replacement after 50,000 miles put on car since I got it 2 years ago) and to get my kids to their visitation with their Dad and family in the Bay area and L.A. area. I currently have a car loan with my credit union and because of that, I’ve been turned down from Freedom Debt Relief Consolidation because of the loan. I was also turned down for a personal loan from my credit union because my debt is higher than my yearly wages. I currently bring in $24,000 a year.

Why am I in so much debt you ask? After becoming a single mom 6 years ago, I went straight back to school to get degree and worked full time, but after graduating 3 years ago, I wasn’t able to find full time work in the school system and had to live off my credit card to make ends meet. I am now maxed out at $17,000 on my credit card and $3,000 on my WalMart credit card. My statements will show it was food, household needs and bills that were paid for, nothing frivolous. Up until August, I was barely keeping up with minimum payments until my car registration and back to school needs came up and it set me back. Now, I’m behind in payments and I just want to get caught up and hopefully one of the many applications for a second job will come through as I continue to do deliveries with PostMates in the meantime to make extra cash. If you’re going to ask why I don’t apply for government aid, I do not qualify for it and they do not cover child care services anymore so I have that added bill. The money made from the deliveries is supposed to help pay the bills as they come up but it’s mostly paying for groceries that I can’t keep up with either.

At this point, I’m asking for any help financially and that means if you have any resources or information you could pass on to me to help during this trying time, I would appreciate it! I truly believe in paying it forward and I do that whenever I can. I also believe in paying back so if that’s something that could be worked out, I am willing to set up payments to pay back any donation. I really just want to get caught up and find a second job to take care of this debt.

I appreciate your time,

Nichole Mullins

paypal.me/Nichole1108

Last Updated: October 11, 2019

The Answer is NO if I Don’t Ask

It has always seemed that I am just out of reach of being where I believe I should be.

For some people $5000 is not much but $5000 would probably change my life.

I’ve tried to apply for Habitat For Humanity only to find out that my debt to income ratio is too high.

My school loans total $22,000.

Otherwise, for a single mother who has no family and has overcome both domestic violence and alcoholism I am doing quite well. I have a great job I am proud of myself considering I’ve raised myself at the age of 17 and on; trial and error.

Yet, I still cannot seem to get out from under the milestones I coulda/shoulda/woulda reached if outside circumstances were different. Inwardly, I’ve put in a lot of work. I’ve grown, I’ve matured and I’m ready to move forward despite hardships at a young age.

I need to pay off my school loans. This is what I’ve come to realize. With those paid, Maybe I would be able to get a home loan. With a home loan I could continue to raise my credit. I could start putting money into a retirement fund (I’m 34 and self employed and have not done so). Honestly, I’m learning how to be an adult while still raising a boy (he is a great kid!)

I apologize to the reader of this plea for it still seems to me like I’m looking for a hand-out. Actually, I need a hand up. Instead of family, I’m turning to internet. Be my surrogate family. Inherit me with your blind faith and hope.

Anything helps,

paypal.me/pwnarly

Last Updated: October 8, 2019

Pay it forward for niece and nephews

I know it may not seem as much but it will go a long way. As any aunt I want nothing but the best for my niece and nephews. They are great kids and love hanging out with friends and surprisingly they love school too. I know some may shake their heads at this, but my sister couldnt affod a car on her own so I did what I could in the interest of my niece and nephews, I signed on a car. Now they are struggling as they have recently moved to another state and the job she was promised fell through. She was able to find work, but it’s not the best.She’s doing her best to keep a roof over their heads, but it’s just as hard keep up with the payments.

They live in a place that is unknown and this is their only means for tranportation. Her youngest is under 1 and she needs to get him and the others from school, doctors, etc. They are behind almost 1800 on car payments but I would like help in covering that plus a few more payments.3,000 to 5,000 would help cover some months for her and help with the burden. I provide as musch as I can as I too have a family to take care of. I’m so scared because sometimes I can’t reach her due to her phone getting cut off. I do and will pay it forward for all the help I can get because I know that others, like my sister, struggle and a small gesture goes a long way. As I sit here and write this I wish to pay it forward, with whatever I have, to those willing to donate to help my sister. She may be my big sister, but I always find myself taking care of her, and I dont mind. I only hope you take the time to donate. I want to keep this act of kindess going.
The account to send anything is paypal.me/rosiegrace. I hope not to offend anyone with my faith,but I pray and thank anyone who has donated or took the time to read. If I can offer any assistance in any way, leave me a message in your donation or rosiany09@gmail and I too will pay it forward. Thank you again for your act of giving and caring for my family.

Last Updated: October 7, 2019

Mumma in need

My name is Mikayla-Jane but people call me MJ. Now I could sit here and write about my childhood and how I’ve spent most of my life homeless and on my own but honestly… There are far more people who have had it worse then I. What I will say is that I’m now currently a single mum to two beautiful boys and work two Jobs to make ends meet. I don’t have any family, I have very little support and my youngest has to get surgery soon that will cost around $3000. I’ve saved half but I’m struggling to come up with the rest. Because I have no family, I have no one to ask for help. Working two jobs means I spend most my time away from my kids. I miss them and I really wish I could afford to give them a holiday. I don’t want some expensive overseas trip but just a small one where we can spend time together.

I know some of you are wondering why I can’t just get a loan if I’m working two jobs, well my got a loan in my name without my knowledge and when I found out it was already on my credit rating. I’m still paying off the loan. So I guess this and winning the lottery would be my only hopes of affording a holiday. My son’s surgery is first priority and I will find a way to pay for it. I’m just hoping for an easier way.

Last Updated: October 7, 2019

Save my kids future

I need money to help put my boys through college. I’m unable to work FT due to health problems and my kids father was killed in a car accident in 2016 leaving me as sole provider for my children. I have raised 2 of the most caring, well mannered, intelligent boys and the thought of them not being able to attend the college of their dreams breaks my heart. They’ve already lost so much in their short lives, they shouldn’t have to lose their future as well. Not only did they lose their father in 2016 they lost their grandparents both in a tragic house fire in 2013. I’m literally all they have left and i can’t help then achieve their goals without money. Please help me. I’d do anything to see to it that my boys have a bright rewarding future ahead of them. Even if that means putting my pride aside and begging total strangers for help I’m on my knees and I’m begging you for your help. Thank you in advance and bless your heart for helping me.

Paypal.me/desiweller

Last Updated: October 6, 2019

Last Resort

Where to even begin. I am a single mother raising two beautiful children. Their father is in the military and left us in 2017 for a woman in his unit that he was having an affair with. We haven’t heard from him since, probably for the best. Up until last year I was also my mother’s legal guardian. She had a severe stroke when I was 18 that left her with severe memory loss. She passed away last year from lung cancer. That’s when this story really begins. My world was turned upside down in an instant. One day I was being told that her lung nodules may be cancerous and in a blink of an eye, I was being asked to sign a DNR. I was 28, I didn’t even know what a DNR was. Days later she passed away. I had never planned a funeral. Have you ever had to pick out an outfit that someone will wear for all eternity? I have. I still wonder if she would have liked it. My mother is gone, the father of my children is gone, and my savings are gone. I have always been a support system for others in my life. That’s probably why I have been in denial watching the bills pile up. My rent is due today. I’m remaining positive and hopeful that all will work out. Stress never paid the bills right? My credit score was a 720 last year, I don’t dare check it now. My bank account is over drafted and I have automatic payments that will be declined. I’m still hopeful. All of my credit cards are maxed out, I needed an oil change 2000 miles ago, and I don’t dare to open the past due notices that keep arriving in the mail. Instead, I am taking it one day at a time. I am making sure my children don’t feel how I feel. I make sure their meals are hot, clothes are warm, and they feel nothing but love in this house that I am desperately trying to maintain. I go to work each day hoping that my paycheck will be enough to keep something from being shut off. I go to college hoping that my degree will be the winning ticket in this unpredictable lottery of life. I’m hoping that this site will be my saving grace. You miss 100% of the chances that you don’t take, right? And even if it’s not, it feels great to finally get it off my chest. I am drowning and I need help.

To anyone willing to help, my PayPal is:

paypal.me/bekahkirsten

From the bottom of my heart, THANK YOU.

Last Updated: October 5, 2019

mother of three needing help to get back on her feet.

hello im here to get some funding to help me get back on my feet after leaving a four year toxic relationship. for four years i allowed myself to be in a toxic relationship because i was not strong enough to leave until now. im finally out of that abusive relationship, got myself enrolled in college and have a part time job, but sadly recently i was in and out of the hospital for chronic migraines and so doctors pulled me out of work until they find the underlining cause of all them. they did a CT scan and they believe that i might have a tumor but they’re running more test to make sure that, that is what were dealing with here. at home i have 3 small children who need their mother. i get no help from their fathers so i am a single mother of three struggling to make ends meet. im behind on all of the bills, including rent so i am at lost to get any type of funding. im scared ill lose my home and children that i have no where else to turn too. i have no family in the area that i live in, i have no friends who can help me and ive tried every place of resources that i know but they all turned me away due to lack of funding. any amount of money will help and ill be forever grateful to those who donate to me. im slightly embarrassed to be asking for money like this. but im left with no other option when my children and i could possible be homeless if i dont get my rent paid as soon as i can or my water or electric. i love my children and this is there home where they know and feel safe and i dont want to be out on the streets with them, they dont deserve to see they’re mother go through the amount of stress and pain that i have been through. im trying to keep my head above water but every little hope that i have that ill get help gets shot down in a matter of seconds because of x.y. or z. just know that im doing this for the sake of my children who need me, im trying the best that i can here but its hard when im getting no where. once i can get back into work that will solve all of my problems but for now im stuck not working until i get my medical health under control. i have no clue how long this will take so any amount of money will help. im so scared of what might happen if i cant get the funding for this.. below is my pay pal that you can send th money directly too. once again any amount helps, i would forever be grateful to those who will help in anyway that they can.

https://paypal.me/catcalix24

Last Updated: October 5, 2019

Success consists of going from failure to failure without loss of enthusiasm… W.C.

Asking for help is not something that is easy. Please do not pity me. I’m looking for compassion, understanding, and a chance. With that said I’ll start at the beginning…

1977 Born to a drug addicted father and a bi-polar, manic depressant mother. 1978 Mom and Dad divorce. Mom “claims” domestic violence and gets permission to take me to the opposite side of the country. Dad and Mom continue to fight legally over Dad’s visitation with me. Mentally ill Mom continues to instill that Dad is Bad. Ruining the chance at a normal father daughter relationship.

Fast Forward a decade…

Mom’s mental illness has taken over. She gives me over to the state. Dad had no chance at custody due to all of Mom’s Domestic Violence claims and back in those days single fathers were few and far between. First foster home was in the projects with a family that spoke no English. From there I was bounced around. Then tossed out of the system at 17 with a bag of clothes, a greyhound voucher and $25 in cash. Luckily my last couple years were with an amazing family who helped me even after my time in the system expired.

Fast Forward a decade…

College was not an option because there were no funds, no family, etc… I was determined and I set out for an opportunity and found one. A pharmacist at a pharmacy in a town 3 bus rides from the city I lived in. I was 17 and months away from 18 so he put me on the register. The day of my 18th birthday he made me a pharmacy technician and taught me everything I needed to know in order to grow in the field. That led to a job at the largest hospital in my city. With hard work I became Head Technician for the Oncology Pharmacy Department. Which opened an opportunity to become Head Technician at the sister hospital as well.

Rewind to 18yrs old…

Out joy riding with a friend. We get rear ended by a drunk driver. I am seriously injured, not sure if I’ll walk again. Weeks in the hospital prove positive and negative results to my life. I am informed I was born with degenerative disc disease and trauma caused to the spine sets things in motion for the degeneration process except I can walk. I’ll take the win…

Fast Forward a decade…

I am married. Have a daughter. I am fully disabled. My Dr. had suggested I stopped working due to disc disease every appointment for 3yrs. The day finally came that I agreed. I also worked close to 80hrs a week during those 3yrs knowing when it comes to SSDI you get what you put in. The husband became extremely jealous of our daughter and things quickly turned toxic. So now comes the divorce…

Fast Forward a decade…

The exhusband had a fancy lawyer and got all the material things. Even things that were my late fathers.( I was given the opportunity to have a later in life relationship with my dad. Unfortunately I lost him when my daughter was 2.) I did however get custody of my daughter full time, again I’ll take the win. The exhusband doesn’t help financially. His child support obligation became in arrears well over $10,000. Exhusband came around when he felt like it dissapearing for 5yrs one time. I made sure my daughter never went without a need and had almost every want. Cleaning others homes, care-taking of neighbors children, anything I was physically able to do in order to earn the money for my daughters wants. Now remember the part of working 80hrs a week for years knowing SSDI gives what you put in? Well that puts my income around $1800.00 a month. That is too high of an income to qualify for any extra help like SNAP food stamp program. So grateful for food pantries…

2017 to Current Day…

I had the final spine surgery. Titanium Rods, 3D printer discs, the whole nine. Three previous surgeries were temporary fixes to avoid the final surgery as long as possible. It’s a 50/50 on a positive outcome. Well I am blessed. I am in the best physical shape since the accident when I was 18. However that doesn’t mean I am cured. I still have chronic pain, muscle spasms, and pinched nerves. Resulting in needing immediate rest in the moment. My daughter is now 16 and doing amazing at her goal of becoming a Psychiatric Nurse. My financial situation is holding her back. She could have a part time job at a Nursing facility gaining experience except it is a 25min drive from home. College costs keep me awake at night. She deserves so much more and I want to be able to provide those things. I may not be able to take a job except there are things that I can do in my own controlled setting. I have ideas. Ideas that I have shown to business owners in my area. So far all the feedback has been positive and interest. It takes money to make money. I want to be able to get the things I need to make this happen. I want to earn financial freedom. I want to be able to provide for my daughter. I just need a helping hand to reach the next step.

I truly thank anyone that took the time to read this…

I’m not afraid of a challenge, I hope this story reflects that…

paypal.me/lavitaebella77

Last Updated: September 30, 2019

Single Mom with Mental Illness trying to balance

Hi. My story is long and I need a lot of different types of help. I just don’t know where or how to start looking for that help. I am a single mom, the custodial parent of two kids. They are my lifeline and the only things in the world that keep me in it as well. Their dad was helping for a while and he still sends some money but he doesn’t really have anything to do with them unless I twist his arm about it. The point of this post is to get help for myself to make their lives better.

I am bipolar with borderline personality disorder, and severe anxiety. I also just learned all of this about three years ago. I suffered mental, emotional, physical, and sexual abuse as a child and as a result, I no longer have contact with my family. These issues are constantly affecting my life. I had a pretty severe depressive episode starting last November that ran for eight months. For that time frame, I barely got out of bed except to use the bathroom. I was a terrible parent to my kids during that time. They had to basically feed and look after themselves (they are 9 and 12.) I didn’t clean anything, I left my job without warning as it got too hard to go into work each day.

When eight months had passed, I moved 2000 miles across the country to the same state the kids’ dad lives. I have been here almost four months. It is a fresh start in some ways but it is also a problem in a lot of ways. It is the first step I needed to take though, to dig myself out of the crap hole I was in.

So here is where the begging begins: I have bad credit and bad rental history due to a lot of years of just picking up and leaving problems when they rose up. I didn’t know why I did this for so long and now I do, but I still get severe anxiety anytime a problem arises. So I need a place to stay. I am staying with a roommate here but he has gotten creepy towards my twelve year old daughter. I can’t afford the rent of where I am staying AND the deposit to get a new place. I need help on how to rebuild my credit.

I need help on getting help for my mental illnesses. I don’t get insurance at my job for another month. My brain constantly feels like it is trying to rip itself apart. I have hallucinations some days and I know I need to be on medication. But I also know from my past medications that they will greatly affect my ability to work. I don’t know if SSI is an option? Or what I would need? And it would probably take a while. I am afraid that my bad coping mechanisms are going to cause me to lose or quit my job.

My insurance is not going to cover my kids. My work does not supply family insurance, only for me. But I also think I make too much for state assistance. Are there cheap options somewhere?

I don’t have my own car, I have to use my ex’s. He is going to want it back soon as the one he is using is wearing out. I also have to pay back 4000 dollars to my previous landlord because I was so crippled with anxiety that I could not clean my previous rental after eight months and spontaneously left it. It is embarrassing having mental illnesses because I know that the actions I take are not helping anyone but I am so scared of having more problems piled on that I run from everything I can do it’s a short term fix.

I don’t know what I am asking for. Help. Just help. I guess I’m hoping someone will read this with knowledge of Oregon Social services or mental help and be able to walk me through life until I can stand up again on my own. I work two jobs and my depression causes me to be so tired on top of that that I feel like I cannot function on my own. But I have to try to better myself for my kids. So if anyone can help me, financially or with some of my issues, I would be impressed first of all, but also extremely grateful. I don’t feel like I am a bad person. I just feel like I was given a lot of bad breaks. And I caused some myself. But I’m trying to do better. Thanks for reading if you made it this far.

paypal.me/hashtagcrazy

Last Updated: September 30, 2019

Life Happened, Drowning

I don’t even know where to begin. Asking complete strangers for financial assistance is one of the most embarrassing acts I have had to resort to, to say the least. I don’t have any specific amount that I am requesting from charitable contributors because quite honestly anything is greatly appreciated and helpful.

I was laid off from employment on May 31, 2019 and unfortunately, I am still unemployed. I have never been laid off from employment before and I have never been unemployed this long in my life (other than when I was a teen of course). I have been applying for what seems like every job vacancy listed on Indeed, Monster, CareerBuilder, and LinkedIn and have had no luck whatsoever in securing a job offer. Every position I have interviewed for results in me being told that I am over-qualified or they can’t meet my desired salary amount (even after disclosing I am willing to accept a lower salary in order to meet their budgetary requirements.) I have been paying for bills and other expenses with my credit cards and have now pretty much maxed them out. Unemployment income is less than $2000/month. I get $542.00 per week before taxes so I am not left with much after Uncle Sam receives his portion. I have tried seeking temporary public assistance (embarrassing as well) only to be told that I do not qualify because “technically” I am still married. I was told to reapply after my divorce is final.

In July of this year, I filed for a divorce from an abusive and manipulative husband (had to charge the attorney retainer fee on a credit card as well.) This process is an added stress factor to being unemployed with little income and I feel like I am drowning. I know, I know….it’s part of life and these things happen to a lot of people, which is why I am embarrassed to be reaching out, but I am hopeless at this point and just need help getting my head back above the water. Again, I am not asking for hundreds of thousands of dollars, just what ever can be spared. I want to make sure I can provide for my son and maintain what little sanity I have left for his sake and mine. For purposes of transparency my total debt is $50,203.39.

I have always been a giving and helpful person and sadly I am in need this time around. I am very receptive to any employment leads in the Human Resources field if you are able to refer me to an employer seeking a Sr. Leader In Human Resources, preferably in Colorado or the opportunity to work remotely from Colorado. I would much rather gain fruitful employment than asking for a handout. Praying for a miracle.

paypal.me/stevensmichellem

Thank you for listening and thank you for your Blessing!

Michelle

Last Updated: September 29, 2019

No where else to turn, hard worker…

My name is Jessica, I am 36 years old. I have a 14 year old daughter. I work full time for a physical therapy company. I have taken on call after hours for the extra money. I have looked for a part time job, however, most of those job are the same hours as my full time job and I am unable to work them. I am still looking for a part time job for nights and weekends. I need help because I have made a very stupid mistake and fell in love with someone who was very bad for me. I always thought of myself as being strong and never thought I would end up in a bad situation like this. I have recently filed for divorce, although I have always taken my vows very seriously. I tried to stay, I tried to be supportive but he was using me. He didn’t work, was a drug addict, and physically and emotionally abusive. I will not put all the blame on him because I was the enabler. I thought I could fix him, I thought if I could just help him to see how great life could be, he would want better for his own life. I was wrong. It just keeps getting worse. And the only ones that are getting hurt is my daughter and I. I have to stop worrying about him, and protect my daughter and I. I am 36 years old and I owe just around $5000.00 on my credit report. I need to find a way to pay this off so I can buy a house for my daughter and give her real stability. I’m tired of renting and having to constantly move. My daughter is a straight A student and deserves the whole world, she really is the greatest kid on this planet. I owe her this much. She has seen me get beat up, she has heard some really awful things. I am an awful person for letting her be around these things, nothing can ever justify it. I don’t know why I was scared for so long. I owe almost $3000.00 to an apartment complex because I broke my lease early, biggest mistake I’ve made other than getting married. I got up the courage to leave him, I got my own apartment a few years ago. I did great for 8 months until he promised he had changed and had gotten clean, I believed him and went back. within 2 weeks he was worse than I’d ever seen him. The other $2000.00 is smaller things such as hospital bills for my daughter, we don’t qualify for Medicaid as I make too much money, yet I can’t afford health insurance. So we are private pay. My daughter’s biological father has never really been a part of her life, so he doesn’t provide insurance for her. Most of her life it has just been she and I, until I got married. The money donated would go to paying off my debt on my credit report. I know it will take a while for my credit score to actually go up, I am currently renting a house until January when my lease is up. It’s an awful house, we don’t have air conditioning or heat, lime rock plugs up the water faucets, the plumbing backs up into the bath tubs. We just can’t live like this anymore, and I don’t want this to be my daughter’s childhood memories. I will pay back every penny donated, because I know when I am able to get back on my feet, I will be very successful and there will be nothing in this world that can hold me back. I have always been a hard worker, and have always provided a great life for my daughter before falling for the wrong man. I will never make this same mistake again. Any help is beyond greatly appreciated. paypal.me/jhewett0411

Last Updated: September 28, 2019

Sleepless (and Pregnant) in Seattle

Hello handsome stranger

Have a soft spot for pregnant women, happy, round and full of all the love ❤️ in the entire universe? Look no further! I’m your girl ! Currently I’m 22 weeks down, 18 to go! I just found out it’s a boy💙Trying to get my head wrapped around the fact that I’m going to be a mom but in the same moment am fierce with confidence I’ll be the best mother I can possibly bring to the table.

My my name is Alyssa. I’m a northwest girl born and raised in the great state of Washington. I just relocated to Seattle from a very grey central town where I got very sick. Seattle has been treating me well, and so has pregnancy. I am blessed for that, I go day to day practicing my gratitude. I appreciate everything in life, and try and find the lesson in every downfall.

At the beginning of my pregnancy I was homeless and in a very toxic relationship. There was plans to terminate, an appointment was made. That day I went into the clinic I was confused. The staff sent me to the ultrasound tech and I saw my sweet little angel, I knew I couldn’t go through with it. I left and it was the best decision of my life. I have my baby and he’s saved my life.

Finances are my only scare in life, being alone: It’s especially hard to keep on the up and up when you’re expecting but no on funds family or friends and debt is mounting to keep you afloat. I am looking for a kind soul to take some compassion toward me and my child and help me get ready for the greatest adventure of my life.

I will be honest. I’m laying here at 1:08 am unable to sleep thinking about the future I’ll be able to give my son as he kicks me. It’s a scary feeling. Racing thoughts and anxiety aren’t helping my pregnancy. I’m doing what I can to prepare. I know I have all the potential in the world if I can just get out of this hole and start fresh.

I have time to discuss and go further into detail about my situation to anyone interested in hearing more or helping us💓 Thank you for your time.

With love,

Alyssa & baby boy

http://cash.me/$xursmistress

Last Updated: September 20, 2019

Get my life back starting with my daughter….

Hey kind hearts… You must have some kindness to be on a site such as this and to have come across me… :)

Anyways… I have always been self sufficient. I have never needed to rely on others (for the most part). I ran my own business for 10 years, and came up slowly but surely from $10/day to 100-300$/day! I was doing great. I had a guy I THOUGHT was amazing at the time.. We were wanting to grow our family. Things were awesome…..

Till they weren’t. After several late term miscarriages (19/24/26 weeks) we finally had our miracle rainbow baby in April 2017. She was perfect. Is perfect. SO perfect I had to end a 7 year relationship with her father 9 months after she was born because of his abuse and not wanting my little girl to grow up in that situation.

Exactly one year later I did something stupid. I took him back. I had changed so much, I assumed he may have too. He didn’t. He had begged and pleaded, talked of suicide and depression. Who wouldn’t have wanted to give their child the opportunity to have two loving parents, especially when you come from a broken home yourself.

Biggest Mistake of My Life.

He had not changed. He was neglectful. And he took a thriving environment for my daughter an turned it into a negative and dangerous place full of sorrow. I had enough. I ended it after 3 months. I couldn’t allow him to ruin her life any more than he already had, he was messing with her little mind, and putting her at risk in ways I could not stand by, with no regard to my wishes on things.

I was glad to be out. We were safe, and going to be a happy little family of two again, get back to normal life without him…. Or so I thought. 3 days after we broke up, a week before my daughters second birthday, I had a knock on my door. The worst knock in the entire world. A knock that changed my life.

Cps. I had never imagined. I am not the kind of mother who loses their child to cps. No one had ever called. Even cops that had been called out to the scenes of me an her father arguing, never called cps. There was not a need. She was in wonderful care.

I did what anyone would do who just wanted them to go away. I cooperated. How stupid I was…. I let them in, answered their questions. I did the drug test, let them test her. I did everything I thought was “right” and was just wanting them out of our lives for good. Why…. Why did I have to prove to them that I was a good mom. That I had done nothing wrong…. I should have done what everyone said and told them come back with a court order, maybe I wouldn’t be where I am today.

I went to sign into work the week they had arrived, I had been disabled. So now I was not only facing a CPS case. I was unemployed from the only job I had ever known. The business I worked so hard to build over 10 years using an online platform, was ripped away in an instant. I was crushed. I now was going to lose everything, except my daughter. But how would I take care of her? I had to find a way….

I was wrong. About a month into the case I got a call that changed my life. My daughter tested positive for marijuana, and they were taking immediate action to remove her from my care. But why? I never had her exposed to that kind of substance… I never let anyone smoke around her, or had her in dangerous environments… How could this have happened. I recalled the timing of the drug test, and the three months prior. I was with her father.

How, how could he have been so neglectful, so stupid. I found out of course, he had been the one to call CPS and emailed the platform I used to work and had me disabled. There was no way to undo it (we tried).

Things quickly unraveled in my life. Obviously… I have had trouble finding work due to CPS schedule of counseling/classes… I have lost everything. I sustained the best I could for the months following the case opening, but it got to a point I have lost my home, my car is behind (and now uninsured for the first time in years), and my phone is turned off. I have opened accounts online to try and generate income best I can as an “entertainer/model”. But it is slow going. I had nothing, was being evicted and had no where to turn.

In an awful case of irony, I came to find that her father had some how managed to get himself into a rent house (the first time he has been self supported since I have known him). He got a job, and had access to a family members vehicle. I learned he recently became single, so I did what I never thought I would have to do. I called him.

I was forced into a position no one should be in. I had to rely on the person who has taken everything from me. I some how convinced him to let me move in. Begging for mercy from the person who basically shattered mine and my daughters life. While he agreed to being roommates, he has not made it easy. Days are filled with complaints of my electricity usage, food/beverage consumption, and my general lack of money.

He demanded that no one come to know I am staying with him, and his new girlfriend. He’s trying to get full custody of our daughter, even though he had no interest in visits/bonding with our daughter for the year prior to us giving it that “last shot”. I had done everything to be a stay at home working mother, and give my daughter the best shot at a great life. He never cared…. NOW he wants her!?

I am still “fighting” cps. I am going to classes, and trying the best I can to get my baby back. She is currently with her paternal grandmother (a woman who wished I was barren prior to my reoccurring pregnancy loses..). I am living a nightmare. I am dependent on a monster who took everything from me, and is trying to take my daughter permanently when he was the reason for all of this in the first place.

I try to be forgiving. I believe everything happens for a reason. I am beginning to find I have a lack of hope developing though. I can’t seem to catch a break. I have lost it all. My daughter was/is my reason for living. And I am living without her at just 2 years old…. I have already misses several months of her life now. Case is told to be open until June 2020. I don’t know how to continue on this path.

I need help. I need my own place again, and my car so I can find a “legit” job to show stability and get my daughter back. At this rate I am going to lose her. He has intentions of getting custody, but that being said I don’t believe he would get her without my help anyways…. Which brings 2 options. Her grandmother who had nothing to do with her the first 2 years she was alive, and all a sudden “stepped up to HELP” when the case opened, or adoption. I don’t know what they would choose.

I can’t fathom the idea of either of those. They just ARE NOT OPTIONS. They can’t be. So that brings me here. Pleading. Desperate. Looking for some kind heart that was curious enough to read my “book”, and also have the presence in their heart (and wallet) to help in my situation. I don’t know what else to do. I have been continuing to apply to jobs, but no such luck. Not sure if its that I ran my own business for 10 years and they just don’t believe me? Or if it’s my schedule conflicts causing the rejections. But somethings gotta give.

I can NOT continue to rely on the one person in this world who let me down more than anyone and literally broke me into a millions pieces with his lack of thinking and irrational decisions/actions. I have nowhere else to go though. Nothing else to do that will be sufficient to gain custody of my baby girl again. So please. Anything. $20. It doesn’t matter. At this point ANYTHING will help to get me out of this horrible hell of irony and desperation.

I don’t know what else to do. So PLEASE. If you’ve ever lost a child, or dealt with a monster in law… on top of dealing with an abusive, narcissistic and sadistic father of your child, you MIGHT be able to recognize the unfortunate situation I am fighting to survive. Do whatever you can spare… Pray… Whatever you can offer is greatly accepted. I need hope. I need help. I need my miracle rainbow baby back in my arms every night.. I can’t imagine going on without her.

Thanks so much for the time taken to read my story… and if you do choose to help, I hope that Karma grants you with your biggest desires and wants from this lifetime… I just NEED my baby back. I need our life back. I don’t know how life can be so cruel as to punish someone who always tried to help others, always tried to live with high morals, and do the right things…. I just don’t get it.

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