Hey kind hearts… You must have some kindness to be on a site such as this and to have come across me… :)

Anyways… I have always been self sufficient. I have never needed to rely on others (for the most part). I ran my own business for 10 years, and came up slowly but surely from $10/day to 100-300$/day! I was doing great. I had a guy I THOUGHT was amazing at the time.. We were wanting to grow our family. Things were awesome…..

Till they weren’t. After several late term miscarriages (19/24/26 weeks) we finally had our miracle rainbow baby in April 2017. She was perfect. Is perfect. SO perfect I had to end a 7 year relationship with her father 9 months after she was born because of his abuse and not wanting my little girl to grow up in that situation.

Exactly one year later I did something stupid. I took him back. I had changed so much, I assumed he may have too. He didn’t. He had begged and pleaded, talked of suicide and depression. Who wouldn’t have wanted to give their child the opportunity to have two loving parents, especially when you come from a broken home yourself.

Biggest Mistake of My Life.

He had not changed. He was neglectful. And he took a thriving environment for my daughter an turned it into a negative and dangerous place full of sorrow. I had enough. I ended it after 3 months. I couldn’t allow him to ruin her life any more than he already had, he was messing with her little mind, and putting her at risk in ways I could not stand by, with no regard to my wishes on things.

I was glad to be out. We were safe, and going to be a happy little family of two again, get back to normal life without him…. Or so I thought. 3 days after we broke up, a week before my daughters second birthday, I had a knock on my door. The worst knock in the entire world. A knock that changed my life.

Cps. I had never imagined. I am not the kind of mother who loses their child to cps. No one had ever called. Even cops that had been called out to the scenes of me an her father arguing, never called cps. There was not a need. She was in wonderful care. 

I did what anyone would do who just wanted them to go away. I cooperated. How stupid I was…. I let them in, answered their questions. I did the drug test, let them test her. I did everything I thought was “right” and was just wanting them out of our lives for good. Why…. Why did I have to prove to them that I was a good mom. That I had done nothing wrong…. I should have done what everyone said and told them come back with a court order, maybe I wouldn’t be where I am today.

I went to sign into work the week they had arrived, I had been disabled. So now I was not only facing a CPS case. I was unemployed from the only job I had ever known. The business I worked so hard to build over 10 years using an online platform, was ripped away in an instant. I was crushed. I now was going to lose everything, except my daughter. But how would I take care of her? I had to find a way….

I was wrong. About a month into the case I got a call that changed my life. My daughter tested positive for marijuana, and they were taking immediate action to remove her from my care. But why? I never had her exposed to that kind of substance… I never let anyone smoke around her, or had her in dangerous environments… How could this have happened. I recalled the timing of the drug test, and the three months prior. I was with her father.

How, how could he have been so neglectful, so stupid. I found out of course, he had been the one to call CPS and emailed the platform I used to work and had me disabled. There was no way to undo it (we tried).

Things quickly unraveled in my life. Obviously… I have had trouble finding work due to CPS schedule of counseling/classes… I have lost everything. I sustained the best I could for the months following the case opening, but it got to a point I have lost my home, my car is behind (and now uninsured for the first time in years), and my phone is turned off. I have opened accounts online to try and generate income best I can as an “entertainer/model”. But it is slow going. I had nothing, was being evicted and had no where to turn.

In an awful case of irony, I came to find that her father had some how managed to get himself into a rent house (the first time he has been self supported since I have known him). He got a job, and had access to a family members vehicle. I learned he recently became single, so I did what I never thought I would have to do. I called him.

I was forced into a position no one should be in. I had to rely on the person who has taken everything from me. I some how convinced him to let me move in. Begging for mercy from the person who basically shattered mine and my daughters life. While he agreed to being roommates, he has not made it easy. Days are filled with complaints of my electricity usage, food/beverage consumption, and my general lack of money.

He demanded that no one come to know I am staying with him, and his new girlfriend. He’s trying to get full custody of our daughter, even though he had no interest in visits/bonding with our daughter for the year prior to us giving it that “last shot”. I had done everything to be a stay at home working mother, and give my daughter the best shot at a great life. He never cared…. NOW he wants her!?

I am still “fighting” cps. I am going to classes, and trying the best I can to get my baby back. She is currently with her paternal grandmother (a woman who wished I was barren prior to my reoccurring pregnancy loses..). I am living a nightmare. I am dependent on a monster who took everything from me, and is trying to take my daughter permanently when he was the reason for all of this in the first place.

I try to be forgiving. I believe everything happens for a reason. I am beginning to find I have a lack of hope developing though. I can’t seem to catch a break. I have lost it all. My daughter was/is my reason for living. And I am living without her at just 2 years old…. I have already misses several months of her life now. Case is told to be open until June 2020. I don’t know how to continue on this path.

I need help. I need my own place again, and my car so I can find a “legit” job to show stability and get my daughter back. At this rate I am going to lose her. He has intentions of getting custody, but that being said I don’t believe he would get her without my help anyways…. Which brings 2 options. Her grandmother who had nothing to do with her the first 2 years she was alive, and all a sudden “stepped up to HELP” when the case opened, or adoption. I don’t know what they would choose.

I can’t fathom the idea of either of those. They just ARE NOT OPTIONS. They can’t be. So that brings me here. Pleading. Desperate. Looking for some kind heart that was curious enough to read my “book”, and also have the presence in their heart (and wallet) to help in my situation. I don’t know what else to do. I have been continuing to apply to jobs, but no such luck. Not sure if its that I ran my own business for 10 years and they just don’t believe me? Or if it’s my schedule conflicts causing the rejections. But somethings gotta give.

I can NOT continue to rely on the one person in this world who let me down more than anyone and literally broke me into a millions pieces with his lack of thinking and irrational decisions/actions. I have nowhere else to go though. Nothing else to do that will be sufficient to gain custody of my baby girl again. So please. Anything. $20. It doesn’t matter. At this point ANYTHING will help to get me out of this horrible hell of irony and desperation.

I don’t know what else to do. So PLEASE. If you’ve ever lost a child, or dealt with a monster in law… on top of dealing with an abusive, narcissistic and sadistic father of your child, you MIGHT be able to recognize the unfortunate situation I am fighting to survive. Do whatever you can spare… Pray… Whatever you can offer is greatly accepted. I need hope. I need help. I need my miracle rainbow baby back in my arms every night.. I can’t imagine going on without her.

Thanks so much for the time taken to read my story… and if you do choose to help, I hope that Karma grants you with your biggest desires and wants from this lifetime… I just NEED my baby back. I need our life back. I don’t know how life can be so cruel as to punish someone who always tried to help others, always tried to live with high morals, and do the right things…. I just don’t get it.

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I have worked hard all my life I started working when I was 13 years old. ( I am now 48) When I was 20 I had a child while working a full-time job. Her father and I did not stay together but however she was raised in a wonderful environment she’s a wonderful adult, wife and mother. She is a registered nurse. She recently gave birth to her first child, a beautiful baby girl who is just amazing.
I had met a man after my daughter had graduated from high school and started college. He was a single father with two little boys that were four and five years old. He was living in his dad’s Barn and was working everyday to build up a farm.At the time he owned two tractors and was probably worth around $20,000.
he had a couple of people that he rented farmland from to grow crops on.
at first I did not want to date anyone that had small children because I had raised my child and I was looking forward to spending time with someone that I could travel with and enjoy single life with.
This man kind of forced himself into my life and before I knew it him and his children moved in with me into my small 2 bedroom apartment within 3 months.
Needless to say we stayed together for 10 years. I helped him get full custody of the boys and we ended up putting a house on 30 acres for our family and he kept getting more farmland I would help him farm and raise the children as they were my own. (Doctor’s appointment dentist visits I signed them up for school I made them breakfast lunch and dinner etc. Helped them with homework drop them off at sports they each had their own bedroom that I painted and decorated. I actually painted that whole house inside and out and it looked brand new.
when we put the house on the 30 acres of land that we bought he asked me to marry him and he gave me a ring. I had found a double-wide that was only $12,000 through a friend of mine I knew and after a lot of hard work we had the house in and we put cows on the land and everything was going well. when we had moved into the house he had asked me to quit my job to help him take care of the farm and the children. which I gladly did because I figured I was going to be with this man the rest of my life and be his wife and this was my family. So, I had no reason to worry.
I can’t tell you exactly what happened because I’m not even sure. He had a problem drinking and we started fighting and I really wanted to try to make this work I figured 10 years of being together that we should try to make it work and I did try. I tried for a year-and-a-half. He threw me out last June for the last time. I was done being used and being treated like crap. he had been talking to at least 15 women on messenger and wanted to date other women.
the very last time he threw me out which was over a year ago he moved in another woman immediately.
He is worth well over $1000000 now. but since I did not marry him I don’t get a penny. Every penny that I had, I had sunk into our house our home and our family. I had a very nice Colorado truck that was 3 years old when I bought it and I paid it off within 3 years and it was still worth $10,000 and he burned it to the ground. I did not press charges and he had canceled the insurance a few days before so I couldn’t claim anything on it and I didn’t want him to go to prison for what he did. I was stupid and naive.
So right now I have an old beat-up car that needs new tires and a oil change. I am job hunting and I am staying with a friend right now which is a blessing, but I have found an apartment for $350 a month including all utilities.
I have worked hard all my life and once I get a job I know I will be okay.
I have no money no gas in my car and absolutely nothing to move into the apartment I have no furniture, dishes,towels, sheets no bed no dresser.
I have very little clothing and shoes that are about worn out.
if I was a selfish person and I didn’t give all my money these years I would probably be okay. I probably wouldn’t be on here embarrassed and begging for help.
I’m sitting here crying writing this. I am ashamed of myself and I am ashamed for the man that left me in this position.
I am a strong person and I will get back on my feet I do need a little help. if you can find it in your heart to help me I guarantee you I will pay it forward.
Much love and peace to you, thank you so much.
Any donations can be made to me through my PayPal account.

paypal.me/rockinronny

Thank you so much and bless you

On Easter Sunday my significant other told our family that he was leaving. We were beyond shocked. Shortly after I discovered he had been entertaining another woman on the side.

This is where my life started to fall completely apart. My significant other and I have been together for almost 16 years. We have four children, two of which were from my previous marriage. Everything we had together over the 16 years is in my significant others name. EVERYTHING.

I raised our children 95% of the time on my own so that he could work a job where he made 5x the amount of money that I did working as a licensed childcare provider in our home.  His job required him to live away from home,  as it was too far to commute on a daily basis. He lived away from home mid February through the end of November. He would come home on the weekends if he didn’t have to work to spend time with our family.

Now, with everything in his name, he is asking me and the kids to move out of our home. Because of this request I had to quit my job of 13 years as well, so we are now homeless and I am jobless. He is sitting pretty well, as he is able to pay his bills with one check, with the ability to bank the other three each month. I do not have any money in my bank account, as I barely made it living check to check each week. It was humiliating to have to ask him for money if I needed help so I depended heavily upon my credit cards. I owe thousands of dollars, as I relied on them for everything; groceries, gas, school supplies, school clothes, school functions, birthdays and holidays, etc..

So, here we sit. Homeless, jobless and broke. Not only broke money wise but broken as a person. No place to live, no job to save money to find a place to live, drowning in credit card debt and totally heartbroken.

Depression has set in double time. I feel like I’ve failed myself but mostly I feel like I’ve failed my children. I only have my love to offer them right now but sometimes it doesn’t feel like enough. I feel like I’ve finally hit rock bottom. I’m trying to be strong for them but I feel like I’m dying inside. I’m totally lost, trying to figure out how to pull myself out of this situation so my kids and I can move on, rebuild our lives and be happy again.

Any  donation to help us get on our feet would be truly appreciated. I am a grateful person and I always pay it forward when I can.

Thank you

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I am a single mom of 2, I am also caring for my mother who has early on-set Alzheimer’s and who was also a single mother to me and my 3 sisters.

I have been without a car for several months now. The car I had previously was a 99 Lexus LS400 that the owner gave me a deal on around income tax return time several years ago. When my alternator went out a few months ago I took it to a shop and a kid there did okay with replacing that but then he put in a new battery and hooked it up to the posts wrong. Blew all the wiring and chips. Instead of admitting that he replaced all the chips and hoped I wouldn’t notice that everything was only sporadically working. The car finally completely died and the repair was astronomically priced. I just sold it to a junkyard and have been walking and taking a taxi as needed.

That is until last week.

Last week I walked to a local car lot “just to look” and I drove home that night in a 2013 VW Passat after only paying for auto insurance. They told me I could pay out my down payment and not have an actual first payment until Oct. 5th. I had only saved $500. They wanted $1000 total down. My boss (Single mother of 1) gave me a Christmas bonus early, which I don’t think is a thing. We are a small two-person non-profit office for the homeless. Pretty sure she just gave me $500 herself. Especially because I didn’t get a bonus last year at Christmas.

Today, after a week of driving it, the lot called me and said that their lender decided not to accept the contract. That my income wasn’t high enough and my credit was bad. They tried to bully me into signing for a much higher payment I couldn’t have handled with a higher interest rate or to add a co-signer. I have no one. I can’t magically double my income. So I gave them the keys and walked home.

Eventually, I’ll get partial reimbursement for my insurance payment but I really want to be able to give my boss back the $500 she gave me. I feel sick that it was literally for nothing. Anything more than that will be saved and go towards another car if I can ever work up the nerve to try to get another. All help is greatly appreciated!

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Hello, my name is Jennifer. I am 32 years old, a veterinary technician and mother of 3. I have never done this before and feel a bit of shame in doing so but I need help. Let me tell you about my 3 beautiful kids or little monsters as I’ve always called them. Levi is the oldest, my golden lion. Ever so funny, caring and brave. Since he was 4 he’s dreamed about going into the military. Selfless little boy who always thinks of others. Lanie my beauty queen, book work, violinist and shy kitten. Her music and drive is one I envy. When other kids were playing and making mud pies this little girl was listening to classic music and dreaming of her own violin. Today she’s part of her school drama club and rocking her violin. She wants to mark her place in this world with music notes, a simple but lasting mark I believe. Now to my dreamer Leland, the ever so sweet, innocent and “head in the clouds” little boy. He was 2 when I bought him his first art set. Those cheap little boxes that had markers, pencils and watercolors with some paper. He never put it down. This child blew my mind. The creativity that burst from him was blinding. As time went on he started creating his own characters and style of drawing. He immersed himself in old comics, newspaper comics, picture books and online tutorials. Learning how to blend colors, shadowing techniques, placement and context. My friends have asked for his drawings equally amazing at how this 10 year old could almost close his eyes and create whatever you ask for. Now that you’ve learned about them and seen a small view of what they can accomplish, know that they had to fight to become that way. Our lives have not always been easy but it has finally gotten to a true happy place. I was married to their father for 15 years, highschool sweethearts if you will. But he drank, womanized and was abusive. I can’t count how many times they had to call police or help pick mom off the ground and go hide. I take full responsibility and blame. I tried to leave several times and was able to for 2 years, during that time I earned a degree in Animal Science and for those 2 years it was amazing. But I went back to their father just after my graduation. He showed up and appeared to be “changed” same old story but I truly believed him and wanted to keep my family together. Flash forward to 2017. I finally had enough. I couldnt couldnt my monsters and their father, who refused to work. He would tell me “you have a degree and make more than me, theres no point in me working too” I was exhausted and beat down but I finally got enough courage to leave. I got a divorce but in doing so it left me broke. Between the lawyers and trying to provide for my babies I got behind. My car was repossessed, my student loans went into default and our pge skyrocketed. I made minimal payments and pleaded with every organization I could. But minimal payments just hold them off for so long and because I do work I am not eligible for a lot of the programs used to help pay. Yesterday after getting off work, I was met at the door by my monsters and they told me the power was off. My heart sank. I had started the year with a 2400 dollar pge bill and gotten it down to 1700 and it wasnt enough. I had been paying over 400 a month to catch up and keep it on but yesterday was the end of the road. I dont don paid for another 2 weeks. My babies need hot water and light to do homework. If you find it in your heart to donate I would appreciate it more than I can express. My little ones have been through so much in their short lives. Help me ease their minds that life is not always this cruel. http://Paypal.me/jenniebeans

I’m a single mom of three kids

I was in a car accident in 2009 ended up injuring my neck I have three deteriorating disc and arthritis in my neck and back now. So with that it’s hard for me to acquire a steady job because I am minimize to what I can lift and what I can do. But I continue to push for to make things happen for myself and my children. But with no study income is hard to say and one home.And that is due to high rent cost, and bills. So I used my savings when I found a small 1776 mobile home in a not so great area but I knew we wouldn’t have to move anymore because of its space rent is cheap . I paid $5000 cash .  Well come to find out he had termite damage and extremely bad plumbing needs a lot of cosmetic work and painting . Well i put myself in debt trying to fix and do everything myself. I ended getting my car reposed and has to buy a cheap used A-B car to get my kids back and fourth to school and doctors. I also lost a $250 deposit because i did get the outside panels fix of the home painted. I feel an extremely heavy weight on my shoulders from the stress and worries. I’m exhausted from the pain and anxiety about it all. I had to spend my sons money I said for him to go to driving school. He just turned 16 and wanted to get his permit and I can’t even  help him with that. I know this may not even work for me but I truly hope there is some one out there that can understand what I’m trying to do for my children. I want to give them stability and a mom with a smile on her face. I have to say no to everything the ask for or everything the want to do or any place they ask to go. Because i just can’t afford it. But if anyone can understand me and can help $3000-$4000 could truly help take some of the weight off and I would truly just be grateful for anything honestly. Me and my kids would be grateful with any help. Because i say and cried today counting my coins just to put gas in the cheap 2007 Toyota Camry with 166324 miles on my car. And a $115 electric bill because off the portable A/C until I have running all day because of the 104 weather .

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I haven’t had the pleasure of living my life over 15 times (Though if you are looking for a good book the First Fifteen Lives of Harry August is a great idea.) So sadly this one is messy and bumpy. If you are in for a bit of a story please continue to read. I can only hope to entertain you enough, you might hear me out.

This life has finally began to turn its self around for me or rather I have actually began to steer for myself. A woman’s life should be preoccupied by the pattering of little feet down hallways she just cleaned and the sounds of laughter as the children are no doubt into something that most would not permit. At least that is what I would want my life to consist of. It was with this notion that I left my husband. I couldn’t bare the emotional strain of trying to be the everything to everyone without the help of a partner if one was supposed to be readily available and vowed to be so. He had left my bank accounts as empty as he left my bed. Not that I could hate the man for that, no. But, I could hate him for the state of the house and the children as I toiled away from the place often twelve to sixteen hours out of twenty-four.

My story is common place enough. I dropped out of college at his behest that I get to work and had babies. I married a man I did not love because he was and is still dying. He has MS. So I destroyed my own future for the comfort of his present. But as the months turned to years he became unwilling to assist even in the slightest tasks and I was not beloved wife and mother. I was servant.

I am a servant no longer. Losing my mother, losing a pregnancy, and a well paying job took its toll in a short time. So as all my safety nets, all of an ounce of security I had to fall back on, disappeared he became unabashedly willing to abuse my good nature. And I decided to leap, because falling or flying was a better option on my own.  It took homelessness and hard work to get me into an apartment of my own. And being poor comes with extra costs. And I laugh when people tell me to apply for food stamps and help like medical coverage. I have. The truth is I do not qualify for anything because I constantly work one to two jobs and I am a fan of overtime. So why exactly am I asking for help? I am looking for help to remedy three problems in my life, my student loans, reliable transportation, and for the short term hurdles that I’m trying to get over.

I borrowed $12,ooo for my education that I wasted. I admit my own fault that I should have finished and gotten something out of it. And if I could redo it I wouldn’t have gone there at all but rather found someone to teach me a trade. As that is precisely what I plan on doing now. the problem is with working and living in a financial abusive relationship my student loan debt is now staring down $20K like it is a foot race where the prize is a private screening of the latest blockbuster with the stars at your side.

My car is not long for this world. He sputters oil like an old smoker in the early mornings.  I recently picked up a beater with a heater in an attempt to remedy this problem as I had worked over 59.5 hour the past week. Not realizing that this was also the week I have to buy school supplies and pay my phone bill. I am a master of poor timing. Which would be my current headache. You see because next week I have rent due and the job site is unwilling to continue to allow me to work such hours. And all of this is compounded by the fact that I am going to need a babysitter to ensure my children are dropped off to school and picked up on time. which will run an additional $140 a week.

All in total I believe I need a reboot button.
If I receive $500 that would solve my short term headaches.
If I receive $ 1,500 It would alleviate my short term hurdles and allow me to fix my car which will allow me to get the apprenticeship I’m wanting.
If I receive $2,000 It would do all of that and allow me to get my divorce.
If I receive $25,ooo that would reboot my life and clear away my debt so I can be free from the bad choices that I made in my past.

The last bit is unexpected of course. But If nothing else, It couldn’t hurt to ask. If you do decide to help, know that its not just me that you are helping. I have two beautiful little hellions that make my life worth while. And I want to give them the confidence and guidance so they are never right where I am in this moment. So thank you.

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Let me give a short backstory to explain how I ended up here.

The company I had been working at for the past three years made a lot of changes that primarily benefited the company while hurting the employees. Each month I saw my pay decrease by the $100s. This year alone, I had made about $7000 less than I had at this same time last year due to those changes. I am a single mother with a son who recently turned 4 and has a language delay (this will be relevant). With the loss in pay and decrease in hours, I got behind on all of my bills including his daycare. In July my parents, who are older and both on disability, decided to help me out by offering to keep him for a month so I could try and catch up rather than continue letting payments pile up. This would have been a wonderful idea if my pay wouldn’t have decreased even more in July causing me to get behind on my rent and other necessities.

Around the last week in July, I was informed that the school I had applied for him to go to had forgot to call and let me know he had been accepted. This was about 2 weeks before the first day of school. Still being behind on his daycare, not being able to get him back in until the balance was paid, and working crazy retail hours put me in a tight predicament. I had to either keep him out of school for the year or leave my job and pray that everything would work out. With him having such a language delay, many people had told me school would be great for him and he could continue his speech therapy there so I REALLY wanted him in school. I didn’t think a job that no longer valued it’s employees or allowed me to properly pay my bills was worth putting off something I felt like would help my child’s development. I made the decision to leave. School started on Aug. 6th. I stayed until Aug. 5th.

I am looking for work, and had hoped my unemployment (In Alabama childcare is a reasonable excuse for voluntarily leaving a job and still qualifying for benefits) would have kicked in to help me pay my important bills. I have a wonderful landlord who has worked with me, but can only do so until the end of the month and then it’s out of her hands.

I’m not here to ask for some ungodly amount just because I can. I need about $1000 to catch up on my rent and other bills for this month. Just until I can find something to start bringing in a check again. It’s very hard finding a job that allows me to still be a present parent, and outside of my parents, I have no one else to help me with him. Anything over that would be an absolute blessing to go towards my September rent which will be due on the 1st.

Anyone willing to give anything would be appreciated more than you know. Whether you give to me or not, thank you for taking the time to hear my story.

I have been struggling to get out of a bad situation for over a year now.  We lost our home and had to move into my in-law’s house.  There is a lot of tension and I feel like its a toxic environment for not just myself, but my kids. My in-laws are trying to say “their house their rules” when it comes to MY kids, and how I discipline them.  Constantly contradicting me with the kids, and doing things I explicitly say to not do with kids. Speaking ill of me to them in Chinese, because they think I can’t understand them.  My youngest has severe food allergies, and they are constantly exposing him to them and I am afraid he is going to have a reaction.

I tried going to college to finish degree, but with childcare being so darn expensive I wasn’t able to stay. Huge lack of support also.  My spouse works and is a student, while for the last several years I have had no choice but to be the stay at home parent and put my spouse’s needs and career ahead of mine.  That has backfired spectacularly in my face!  Our relationship has crumbled, and he constantly yells at me and puts me down.  I want a divorce, but have no financial power in this situation.  I feel utterly helpless.  My youngest child is now thankfully old enough to start school, and I have recently gotten a job that is during school hours.  I also sell baked goods at the farmer’s market when I can, but I am not allowed to keep any of the profit for myself.  I cannot hide very much money away to be “mine” and I don’t know how I’ll ever get enough to leave.  He controls everything.  I don’t even have enough clothes to go a week without wearing the same outfit. Both of our cars are in HIS name too.

My new job will be enough to cover rent in a cheap apartment, and utilities, and not much else.  I need help to get from here to there, because I just don’t have the funds to make that leap.  I can’t file for divorce until I know I have enough to pay for rent immediately, because I will be kicked out.  I want to have apartment ready and set up before I leave, because once I leave I won’t be able to come back and get anything.  It’s going to be ugly.  Things are already ugly now, but it’ll be so much worse.

I hate asking for money.  I hate that it has come to this.  But I just don’t see how I can make that leap from where I am currently at, to where I want to be, if I don’t have some help.  Please.  I want to give my children a stable and loving home.

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My name is Karen. I am 32 years old, and I am a mother of two and recently divorced. I’ve never done anything like this before, but over the years I’ve learned to humble myself, know when you’ve done you’re best but its time to ask for help, and that the world is still filled with good understanding people. I had kids young, we married young, and had a lot of unfortunate things happen to us in the 12 years we were together. I dealt with things that range from him cheating from day one, our daughter (first born) having an illness called cystic fibrosis, unexpectedly getting pregnant with our son(2nd)…. To him never keeping a job, his brother mother and uncle living in every home, or his buddies, me working two jobs, him working out of town making good money but still cheating. A bad car accident I had that caused the beginning of an opioid addiction. My ex-husband got a younger girl pregnant in 2014 and as a result of that I lost my mind. I could not take anymore. I had already sacrificed my life for him, my career being a nurse, everything. And so he left me and took EVERYTHING. I had to move in with family and I could not bring myself to take care of myself mentally, therefore I couldn’t take care of our two kids. So, after taking the house, cars, furnishings, my sanity.. he takes our kids. And makes a family with the new girl. I’ve been on a journey, to find myself the past 4 years, and I’ve still been drug by him. The moment we got our divorce, 3 YRS LATER… I get hit with child support as soon as I start making a little money to build a new life for me. One thing I haven’t been able to get is another car. My gma helped me get a car I paid off $22,000, that he convinced me to sell right before he left me claiming we needed the money and the other car “was mine”. He gave it to her. Smh… I have walked, and walked, and walked… To every job, every rehab class(which I completed btw), and to everywhere else. And I just cannot get ahead enough to provide myself with any kind of reliable transportation. I want so badly to finish school, and get a better job (which are all across town) so I can be just a little happy. Im not even asking to “get ahead”… Just a break so I can be a good mom again, and see a light at the end of this tunnel. Could someone please help me with getting a vehicle? Sorry so long, but there was no way to make it any shorter and still explain how crucial this is for me and not just a cry for help bc my legs are tired of walking lol

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Hello, my name is Grace. I have recently moved and just started my job. And surprise, I’m having a baby. This is my first and I’m not sure what’s going to happen when I have to go on my maternity leave. I’m not asking for a lot. I’m asking just for some help to keep me on my feet. I have a car payment, insurance payment, apartment payment and some debt. And I barely make enough to make it by living in such a high cost and demand area. I would appreciate anything that would be able to help me save for when the baby is born. This coming January. So I’m hoping to have enough saved to cover my bills for at least 3 months. Again, anything helps. It would be amazing to have this opportunity and help to be able to do this and get through it without struggling. Unfortunately I don’t have any supportive family and I live alone. I want to be prepared for this and start now that i know what’s going on. I am unable to save due to groceries and high hospital costs and doctors visits for my baby. I am unable to work the hours I normally work due to my pregnancy. I’m a high risk because I’ve had two miscarriages in the past. I have a lot of medicine I have to take and I was just not ready for what the real world had to offer me. I want to do what’s best and be healthy and take care of everything that needs to be taken care of. I know it’s a lot to ask coming from a random girl off the internet but I would be truly grateful if I received any sort of help. I work as hard as I can to provide for myself. But barely making it by is really scary for me. I don’t want to become homeless again and have to go down that road. Especially while carrying a baby. I apologize for the long story. I just hope someone reads this and has it in their heart to help a confused, scared and young woman out with this new journey of her life.

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My name is Crystal Adams and I am a single mother of a 15 year old daughter. I graduated college in 2010 with a Associates of Applied Science degree as a Legal Administrative Assistance. I was told when I originally signed up for college in 2008 that I was entering into a field that would be wide open with jobs by the time that I graduated. So I worked my butt off, missed time with my daughter so that I could do the classes, work night after night with very little sleep. After a couple of years the time finally came, it was time to do an internship, but unfortunately I could not find a lawyer to let me do my internship with them, so I go to my instructor which promised that she had plenty of spots she could place us if we were unable to find internships ourselves. Well that was a lie, she placed me in a group called Casa of Bradley county which is nothing to do with legal. They are child advocates and they were more worried about doing fund raisers and getting scholarships to pay themselves. The program director would not even allow me to go speak with a lawyer or judge in order to get more information for my schooling. She even threatened me by saying that she would disqualify me for my internship if I didn’t go out and hang up posters for a fund raiser. Needless to say after speaking to my instructor, she advised me that this was the only option that I had and could not move me to another location. I hung it out and when I graduated in May of 2010 with a 3.33 GPA I was 20,000 dollars in debt, and started going out and trying to find a lawyers office that would allow me to come in as an entry level position. Then came the even more bad news, I didn’t have any experience in a law office and the program that they offered me gave me little to no law experience in class. I was devastated but not as devastated as I was when I was sent  a letter advising me that now that I had graduated it was time to start paying back the $20,000 dollars. The best that I could do was go back into being a CNA which is what I was trying to get away from, making $9.00 hour. That was barley enough to pay my bills. I was on food stamps and falling behind on everything. So I filled out the paperwork to defer my payments. At the time I was told that it would only have to be for 7 years then they would delete off the amount that I owed because of the inability to pay and find a job in the field. Well that was a lie too. It is in fact 21 years. I am so tired of the lies and when I call it I the federal loan people they keep telling me that I either have to be a teacher or work in a not for profit program in order to have the debt cleared. I just need the help please. I have tried to do so many things and I just don’t have the money to pay this debt off. I can’t find a legal job because I have no experience and can’t get experience if they are unwilling to hire me. I live in an area where the pay is very little compared to the national levels. I work so hard and just want this monkey off my back. I am at the end this is my last resort for help. otherwise I am stuck for the next 12 years having to explain why I can’t pay this bill. The school lied the loan people lied, and the lawyers are stuck in their own little world that they have forgotten what it is like to start out and need to work in an area to get experience. If I can pay this off I will never ask for the government to help me again. They have really messed me up with this loan stuff, I think it should be illegal for them to offer it, or at least charge the school for it when they fail to teach you correctly.

Since everyone here has fallen on hard times, I’ll skip the sob story and cut to the chase. I’m a 38 year-old mother of 4, and I need help with back-to-school shopping for the kids.

I’ve hit up all of the local charity organizations that help with this stuff, but they’re all tapped out. I was able to come up with a couple packs of notebook paper and a few pencils, but that doesn’t cover all the necessary supplies. The children need new backpacks, clothes, and shoes as well. We aren’t a wasteful family, so if a backpack gets a hole in it, I patch it. If shoes start to fall apart, I break out the ShoeGoo and fix it. We’re just at the point now where the stuff we have is beyond repair and they’ve outgrown almost all of their clothes.

There is a thrift store nearby that sells clothes for a dollar each, and I plan to do the majority of the clothes shopping there. They have gently used shoes for $4 a pair. Anything I can’t find there I’ll get from Walmart, including underwear and socks. I can get school supplies from Dollar Tree and Walmart, too. I’m a bargain hunter, so I will make your donation stretch as far as possible, but within reason. I also hope to get things like toiletries (i.e. tampons, pads, shampoo, conditioner, and soap) for my older daughters.

I’m including pictures of the school supplies lists from the schools to show everything they need. School begins on the 12th, but I have until the following Monday to get everything. We should be alright until then. I waited until the literal eleventh hour to ask because this was a last resort. I don’t actually think anyone will choose my request, but it’s worth a shot.

My kids aren’t like most others who are lucky enough to have grandparents that spend money on them. They don’t get birthday cards in the mail, or Christmas packages. They’ve been through quite a bit in their short lives, but they’ve learned to appreciate everything they have. The younger two don’t fully understand why I can’t just go buy them the things they want, but they understand that I’m doing the best I can to keep a roof over our heads and food on the table. They suggested we hold a yard sale to come up with the money for school supplies, and offered to sell their toys and even their toothbrushes. Their hearts are in the right place.

If anyone out there is willing to help, I’m asking for $200 to cover clothes, shoes, and necessary school supplies. My Paypal can be found at paypal.me/deevyl

Thank you for your time.

Hi, I’m 26 and a single mother. I was working two jobs but then I lost one job due to being laid off and other job doesn’t provide enough income each month to buy enough groceries and pay all of my bills on time. I have had to pick feeding my daughter over paying some of my bills. My phone has been off for two weeks now, which makes it hard to get calls for a job. I have been filling one of my tires up with air every day because it has a leak and I don’t have the money to fix the tire just yet. I also have to fix one of the oxygen sensors on my vehicle. I have tried applying to unemployment but since I still work this other job, I don’t qualify for the lost income. I have tried applying for food stamps but I don’t qualify for that either. My family and friends have been helping me as much as they can but that can only go so far.  I’m constantly trying to find side gigs and clean houses for some extra money. On top of paying for my child’s daycare, I also have a few other bills that I have fallen at least two months behind on. I’m constantly struggling with gas and food money as well. I have been searching for another second job but due to my circumstances I’m having to work gigs that pay me the same day and that isn’t even enough.  Unfortunately, I have fallen so far behind that I’m in danger of having my vehicle (my only mode of transportation) repoed and I would just like some help to help me catch up. I would like to ask for a donation of $2,000. With $2,000 I can catch up on my car payments, insurance payments, and a few other bills. This will also give me back some of my time so I can focus on my 5 year old and focus on finding that second part time job that I will need to work until some of these bills are paid off. It will also make it easier to get some groceries to feed myself and my child a little more. I have tried and tried to play catch up but now I’m breaking down and asking for a little bit of help. I will be so thankful to whoever decides to help me.

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Hello my name is Ashley.

I am a 22 year old mother of three beautiful children. I have an autistic 4 year old little boy. He has asbergers syndrome and ADHD. I have a 2 year old little girl. I have a 2 month old little girl who is having treatments for Cystic Fibrosis. I have come here to ask for money because I have no where else to turn. My vehicle is about to be repossessed because I have exhausted all my monetary options on rent and utilities and keeping food on the table for my little miracles. Things weren’t always like this. Almost two years ago my house was burnt down by a sick evil man who is STILL awaiting his trial for what he did. And because of that fire I had to pull out loan after loan to get a new home and new vehicle and furniture and things for my children. I myself don’t have much clothing because I make sure my kids come first. We were renting so no we didn’t get an insurance payout. The past two years have been an absolute struggle and I am nearing my end and I have been begging god for a blessing day after day after day. Now with that said my youngest and oldest have a lot of doctors appointments that we need that vehicle for. So I need help paying it off so I can keep it and not have to worry about it being taken and keeping me from working and taking my kids to appointments. My son has behavioral health appointments and he is about to start preschool and I have to drive him because of his disability he cannot ride the bus without an aide and around here that also cost money.  All I am asking for is enough money to pay off my vehicle so I can keep it and so I can make sure my kids are able to go to appointments and to school. So I can go to the grocery store and get food to feed them. But I owe $9000 left on it and I know that is a lot but I am hoping there is someone out there who can help me with it. They won’t let me refinance my loan for it because I am behind but that won’t matter because my credit score is under 500 anyway so it wouldn’t do any good. I have exhausted all of my monetary options and I could really use a blessing right now. Thank you and god bless.

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Hello,

My name is Tracy. I have been a single mom of 5 kids for two years after being a stay at home mom since 2000. I have managed so far to keep up on the bills although it’s been tough. This month I am really struggling. My vehicle broke down and a friend of mine is trying to fix it. Me being a house cleaner, I rely on my vehicle to get me to jobs. I haven’t been able to get to jobs in 2 weeks. This has put my family in a very bad hardship. I can’t pay the rent, the water might be getting shut off and I can’t afford the parts for the jeep. I have sat in my room and cried almost everyday and have felt like a complete failure. I have tried every state agency we have here and they either don’t have the funds or never call back. Please help this struggling single mom get back on her feet. I am attaching a part of my lease and a my delinquent water bill. I am normally a fighter but for the 1st time in my life I feel absolutely helpless and hopeless.

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Hello Everyone,

My name is Nick and I am 21 years old. I know I there are many out there that need help more than I do but, here is my story and I appreciate the time you took to view my post in advance.

After my father came back from deployment back in 2015, my parents ended up getting a divorce. He ended up moving back across the country with my sister and I decided to stay here with my mother and younger brother. The reason why I stayed was because my Mom is from the Philippines and has no friends, family, or work experience; especially after moving to this state when my Dad was initially stationed here.

After I graduated high school and reached 18 years old, it was even harder for my mom to support our family without the additional child support. I began working extra hours and working my way into college; while allowing my brother to perform his best academically and when playing on his schools basketball team.

Being young, naive, and no financial guidance from my mom, we thought it would be of our best interest to purchase a newer vehicle to get us to where we needed to go without the risk of mechanical issues that we wouldn’t know how to solve. Now, I have a job that I am working at that allows me to gain experience in the career that I’m going to school for but, the pay does not start to well. This is causing me to drown in debt by living check to check and relying on my credit card that might not get paid down.

I am not the type to ask for help from anyone but, I am really scared and stressed about my financial situation. I feel deeply for my brother that’s worked so hard and I would hate for him to drop what he has to help but, I eventually will not be able to help sustain the bills that my family is dealing with. I also would be so appreciative to know that there is a light at the end of this dark tunnel.

Again, I know there are others that need help more but, all I am asking for is anything left to spare for my family and I that will help us get back on our feet. Thank you all.

(The image is my credit card balance, auto loan, and student loans)

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I am a mom of 4 daughters! 2 with special needs. I have a 15 year old, a 13 year old with Down syndrome, 11 year old mini me, and my 7 year old with autism. 

Due to my 13 year old recent seizures I have lost 3 jobs because I had to be with her either at the hospital or home. She does get ssi. I have been drowning since I can’t get another job my insurance just lapsed. My car is due, I have to renew Foodstamps because my husband left us for another woman and our rent was already past due I got an advance from my landlord already then on aug 1 when my  daughters ssi hit. Boys and girls club took 1250 leaving me with 1.00 in my account! I’m begging please help me get on my feet I have an interview on Wednesday but my lights are going to be cut off I have no one . Just me and my girls and they need me so much to be strong for them. $3,000 would catch me up and get us gas and food till the 10 when Foodstamps hit again finally after two months. They cut it because my ex had a job but now we’re alone and he is not there father. They all have the same father who went to prison in 2012 and he had a whole other family on the side the lady was pregnant with my youngest around the same time. I was a receptionist for years before the company closed and then my ex left and now I’m so lost . I’m begging please 🥺  help me please . 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

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I am a 40-something single mom desperately trying to find a place to call home. I have a disabled 25 year old son, 20 year old daughter with mental health issues, and a special needs daughter I adopted through the foster care system. I do work, and have been with the same company 23 years. We have only received 3 raises. I have $85,000.00 in student loan debt, $2,400.00 in charge card debt, and recently traded in my vehicle to get my payments from $565.00 to $300.00 per month. I drive all over the city for work. I also drive for my 2nd job transporting children in my vehicle so I needed newer and safe with air conditioning. I’ve sold everything I don’t need or love and paid off $4,000.00 in charge card debt because my goal is to buy a home when my current lease is up (March 2020). Rent is $1,805.00 now and goes up 15%  which I cannot afford. After all is said and done my take home is $1,090.00 every 2 weeks. We do not have cable and I don’t blow a penny on soda, or getting my hair/nails done. I live a simple life. I had owned a tri-level house before but my little one kept falling down the stairs and it was hard on my carrying the foster babies up and down 2 flights of stairs. I sold this home after only 5 years living there. I had money in the bank from the sale to put down on a new home but chose to rent and ride the market a bit. It was a horrible gamble that landed us where we are today. We went to a 2 bedroom apartment, myself and 4 kids at that time. I shared a room with the 2 youngest and my son had the family room. We took this apartment to keep my daughter at her school in her special education program. After a week of chemical odors and the paint never drying we were relocated to a different unit which I had to pay for. The new unit I was stuck between an ongoing war between my neighbors that got out of hand and we were allowed to break our lease. So the only place I could find was a brand new 3 bedroom manufactured home. It was cheaper, bigger and nice – that is until I woke up with an infestation of Bark Scorpions on the ceilings, walls, floors. My disabled son found out he has a true phobia of scorpions and lost sleep and 65 pounds in 30 days being in constant panic mode. I had to stay in a hotel which took more money. We were allowed to leave after I had spent $2,000.00 on attempts at getting rid of the scorpions and sealing up the home hadn’t worked. I found an apartment but on moving day it wasn’t ready and had food, bed bugs, and water damage. I was out more money and back at a hotel. I never took a day off work and my daughter was in school. During this time she was being neglected and abused at school. I paid $285.00 an hour for a special education law attorney and $150.00 an hour for a special education advocate. I filed civil right’s violations with the United States of Education and they jumped on board – ultimately the principal lost her job, and the school psychologist resigned. I pulled my daughter from her school but kept pushing until I knew the other children on that campus were safe and free from the abuse. I emotionally ate my way through most of this and lost patches of hair. Once at her new school, the only viable place was an expensive 3 bedroom apartment. There was a 1 bedroom apartment above us with 5 people living there. The day we moved in I asked the manager to notify whomever was parked in my assigned space to let him/her know there’s a new resident. That is when all hell broke lose. The younger man was irate and let us know it. He was so loud with dropping very heavy objects that smoke alarms, wall decor and mirrors fell off my ceiling and walls. He dumped dirty mop water on us. He emptied his trash cans on us. He keyed my car. He would stand with his face on my windows looking in. The police came for damages to my car because I had to put cameras up for safety and they showed me his mugshots to identify the neighbor. He has numerous breaking and entering, trespassing and assault charges. I was urged by the police to get an order of harassment which I did. He had my name once served the paperwork and then my info hit the dark web. I lost 2 relatives, a close friend and most recently my best friend. I’m sad but too busy working to process the grief. The stress I’ve endured has caused a humiliatingly shameful, disfiguring and painful autoimmune disease caused Lichen Sclerosis with no cure. I won’t ever be able to date ever again because of the shame this disease brings me. It significantly increases my chance of cancer. It hurts. It burns. It stings. It’s horrible and I have to tend to it 2-4 times each day. I struggle in silent pain and fear. I’m terrified. I don’t want a fancy house. I want a home. I desperately want to know my kids will have a forever home and won’t end up in group homes. I have no family left. They are all deceased. I ran out of my savings. It’s all gone. I work very hard and I’m trying. I won’t make my deadline of March 2020 without help.

Thank you for taking the time to read my story.

Momma T.

xoxo

Hello! I am recently unemployed due to unforeseen circumstances. While I have a little bit of money saved up from my job, being a single mom with a child about to start kindergarten is quickly dwindling my savings. I was doing everything I could to buy a nice house for my daughter and I before I was cruelly let go from my job. I am currently living with my boyfriend’s family basically confined to one room with him and my daughter. My boyfriend has a six year old brother whom my daughter plays with everyday but he is a wild child who will hit her and call her names and I do not want to put up with it anymore. His parents won’t discipline him. I also want to help my boyfriend attend college so he can get a job. He cannot receive financial aid due to student debts he has refused to pay off. He is also currently unemployed and is refusing to work at a restaurant, etc. I just want to be able to afford a house to get away from everyone here and so my daughter can have her own space to not be bothered in or bullied. Thank you to anyone who donates in advanced.

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Hi my names Taelour,

I’m a 25 year old single mother raising 4 boys they are 8, 5, 3 & 7mos old.

I’m reaching out on here to try and gain some support to help my boys & I be completely self sufficient. I’ve been in a domestic violent situation with their father for 8 years and I am now taking the next steps to completely break the cycle of abuse. I recently discovered a Facebook group Speak Your Truth that has empowered me with confidence & knowledge on my situation. I’ve realized that self-sufficiency is a key and i have been doing everything i can to get there. It has just been harder for me to move forward with little to no local support from family and friends and with the lack of resources in my area. I have recently decided to go no contact with my abuser for two months now which has helped regain a since of control over everything, however it has also put me in a very hard position. I now have my boys full time and recently got a good job but i cant start until August. In the meantime there is a real chance i will start to lose everything we have. I’m behind on bills, the water & electric are threatened to be shut off and I’m two months behind on rent. My car needs ball joints, brakes and a strut assembly to make it safe to drive with the boys. I can’t afford child care and have applied for every assistance possible. If i can get a hand up to catch up on bills, fix the car and pay a few months of childcare in advance i would be more than helpful setting us up for success. I plan to start working & pay my bills in advanced so i can relieve some stress and make time to re-enroll in college for my Bachelors in Business Management. I would normally be the one everyone else goes to for help but in this phase of life I’m swallowing my pride and learning to reach out for help myself. My boys deserve a better life, free from violence and a bright future. I have very tangible goals I’m not afraid to work hard for i just need some support to get there. If you have any interest in helping my family it would be greatly appreciated. Our immediate needs are the basic necessities for food, toiletries, water, electric and rent. To get caught up would cost $3,000. Vehicle repairs will cost $2,000. Childcare coverage would be $5,000. I wouldn’t be able to this all on my own $10,000 might not be much to some but its a major blessing for us. Anything helps, Thank you for taking the time to keep us in consideration.

God Bless. -Taelour

paypal.me/taelour

Allow me to introduce myself. My name is Elyssa. I didn’t realize how hard explaining who I am and what I am doing this for would be. I am first and foremost a mom. I have 3 beautiful, amazing,loving kids. My middle child is going through a rough patch and it hurts my heart because I can’t fix it, and my oldest and youngest get even less of my limited time because of it. I want to be the best mom possible and give my children every opportunity I can. I am trying to be, but I work a lot to pay off bills that I can not seem to catch up on and now have to look into special programs for my middle child. I can’t afford to take time off to spend with them. I know they understand that I have to work and why I have to but I know they are sad and angry because I can’t always be there when they need me. When I am home, I am stressed out worried about how I am going to pay this or do that and I am not the mom I want to be. I was recently duped by an online scam artist and lost the vacation savings I had put up so I could give them one week away from the stressed out overworked person they see rarely. The promise was 4,500 dollars and I would pay back 126 a month for 42 months. I thought ” OMG! That is just what I need!” I am now even further behind and even more sad that I will have to go harder to make things happen. I feel angry, sad and like I failed. I mean really how hard is it to come up with an extra 5000 to pay a few things off, fix my vehicle and take a week or two off and give us all a break. I work as an assistant manager in a local gas station chain. Not the best money and sometimes have to work first, second and third shift in a week. To say that I am exhausted is an understatement, my soul is tired but I will keep going for my babies. They are all I have. My oldest, Jocelyn,17, us a star athlete and brings home amazing grades even though she is always busy. She has such a level head on her shoulders. Autumn, 15, is going through hell right now, but she has the biggest fight in her. She is my mini me! Brighton, 11, is my only son and tries so hard to be the man of the house and take care of me after I lost my fiancee. I was blessed by God when I had these kids. They are pieces of my heart and soul walking the earth. I would give anything to give them the world, but all they want is my time and attention.

Hello. I am hoping that this works to help me with a crazy situation in life, that I have gotten myself into. I am obviously i’m desperate need or else I don’t think I would have written on a random site asking for money. I am in need of $2500.00. Yes, that amount sounds like a lot but let me explain.

First off I am a single mother of two adorable little ladies. Last year, I wouldn’t have thought that I would end up in this situation of being a single mom yet again nearly nine years later. I have a 9 year old and a now, 16 month old. I am usually pretty well with money but these past couple months my youngest daughter’s father decided that he no longer wanted to pay child support. Immediately not receiving that money put me in a bind. I had not only a childcare payment but also my rent, car note, insurance, food, cell phone, etc. You get the hint.

The next month I did not receive a payment, I had to dip into my children’s savings account to pay some of the bills, but food, diapers, utilities and summer camp activities for the kids while I was at work. I ended up miscalculating a few bills that were minimal but totally added up badly. This caused me to overdraft my account by well over $807.00. All the overdraft fees really chewed up anything and everything in my sad account. I tried to fix it by taking money from one account to the other but it obviously was a bust. I dug a deeper hole. Not to mention over the 4th of July, I purchased food. Soooo, most recently I also overdrafted my kids savings account. I feel horrible and I am just wanting, nay, begging for some assistance with getting back on track financially. I have also put in applications for a second job, I am adamant about making money no matter my sacrifice (like sleep).

With $2000.00, I will be able to pay off all my overdraft fees and put the money that I used back in my kids account. Along with all of that I will also be able to possibly give a lawyer a retainer so that I can get custody of my daughter and enforce her father to pay future child support and the payments that he has neglected. So please help me. I have even resorted to entering in a bunch of sweepstakes in hopes of winning anything that would help. Thank you so much, Jazz.

paypal.me/jaznadam