Hello good people,
I am a single mum from Serbia. I am only twenty two and my girl is three years old. I am also facing other difficulties as my damaged hearing, I need to wear hearing aids. Also, I was born with no heel on my left leg so doctors reconstructed it on many surgeries I had.
The worst problem I have is the one in my head. I am being honest with you, though is not easy to talk about deepest problems and demons I carry in me. I am struggling with depression and lack of self esteem.
When I was in elementary school, other children bullied me and I lost most of my love towards myself. I was bigger at that time so they called me many names that still haunts me.
Also, I was affected a lot by my family and its patriarch structure. That means that I. as a women, was considered as less important and my opinions and wishes never mattered. I went through a lot of beatings and i listened a lot of negative words and insults that still hurts.
Because of that negativity i lived in and i still live in, i was making wrong decisions and i went through one bad relationship to another. I was lucky enough so my friend saved me from drugs and alcohol, but she couldn’t save me from that boy i believed was “the one”, the one that will help me to escape me from hell.
He abandoned our daughter and me and we are forced to live with my family because i can’t work any job that requires too much standing or any hard physical work. Doctors claim that if i push myself too hard, i could easily lose my leg and end up in the wheel-chair.
But i have my passion, my love for languages. Books were my escape from darkness around me so i speak English fluently, i am a student of Russian language and i learn Italian, Slovakian, Macedonian and Finnish. I wish to be a book translator as i much as i wish to be happy.
I am talking to you and begging you to help me to turn my life around, to give me that slight push in the back and to give my girl life she deserves. I don’t want her to go through things i had to, please help me with that
I need only a few thousands of Euros or Dollars, so i can pay psychotherapist, i need to pay my doctors bills and i need to train with special trainer, I need to pay my hearing aids, also i wish to move out and to start making an online course that will help people around the world to learn languages n a revolutionary, new way.
Thank you, really and honestly from the bottom of my heart for even the smallest donations.