I was 17 and homeless, my mom is and was a functioning alcoholic. From the time I was 4-6 I was being molested by older cousins. I told my mom, but she didn’t have anybody else to watch me while she drank and cheated on my father while he was at work. I was taken from her finally when I was 9 after a alcohol induced beating and her locking me in a closet to hide me from police after someone called 911. I was given to my father who ultimately gave up on me and didn’t understand my trauma , my dad also hit me but my dad loved me. I can’t remember a single day my mother hugged me or kissed me . So fast forward to my grandparents moving to West Virginia and my staying here. Eventually I found myself with no where to go. My friend introduced me to Christopher aka “king” he was going to make us models!!! He said we could stay with him, very quickly a dream turned into a nightmare for me, he took my phone . Threatened to hurt my family and turned me into a street walking prostitute. I called both my parents and told them I was stuck in Miami. I left out the details where I had been being trafficked and forced to sell my body out of shame. Both of my parents refused to help me and left me in Miami with my trafficker. I watched him rape girls, beat up girls…. he even raped me. He was allowed because we belonged to him … according to him. I walked ocean blvd till my feet bled. He had no remorse , I have permanent knots on the bottom of my feet now, they eventually got tougher and adapted to my lifestyle I was forced to adopt. Eventually I siezed my opportunity to run away from him! But I continued being a prostitute because I knew nothing else . I was trying to get stable… fast forward to 2019 I’m a single mother now. I now sell my body to take care of my children and I will tell you that I really can’t take much more of this. I wanted to be a lawyer, tears stream down my face every time I say this because I’ve been robbed of so much. My Dad always tells me to stop feeling sorry for myself. But on the inside of me it feels like fire. I want to be able to heal, get therapy, change my life , but every single time I look up I have bills and the kids need stuff and my children’s fathers have turned they’re back on me. All my life it has been hard! I’m desperate at this point looking for anything that can help but sadly there isn’t much help or even awareness for human trafficking victims. I’m mentally and physically damaged and nobody cares about me it seems like. But I’m a mother now, so I have to make sure I provide for my children and it’s only damaging me more! I WANT OUT OF THIS LIFE. I want normal!!!!! Please help me if you want to email me I would love that I have nobody on this planet but my children.

send your email with PayPal payment and I will email . I don’t want to put it on here.

Signed MC the girl that never mattered

I’m a single mother to a beautiful two year old boy. His dad is involved and pays his child support so I do not ask for extra help from anyone. Even if I wanted to I couldn’t at the moment. My older brother makes a very decent living but is going through a divorce so I do not presume that he could help me right now. I’m a senior at Austin Peay State University majoring in Communication Arts. It has been difficult being in school and working while having my baby and I have had to lighten my course load a few times. I am proud to be this close to finishing my degree because I know that I can provide a much more comfortable life when I have an actual career so it will be worth struggling now. This is technically my sixth year in college and I’m on track to graduate in the spring. I saved and purchased a MacBook Pro many years ago and it has lasted me all of this time but it has been through quite a few things to say the least—my son has knocked it off of the couch, I have dropped it multiple times over the years, and it is used to some extent almost constantly when I’m not at work. I currently work at least 40 hours a week in retail sales and I’ve been at my job for 8 years. Knowing that my laptop has been on its last leg I’ve managed to save about $450 for a new one but that has taken MONTHS due to recently having to pay for new tires and an unexpected wisdom tooth removal. So this is undoubtedly the worst timing for my computer to stop even powering up at all. It’s a 2011 model so paying to get it fixed would just be stupid even if it were fixable. I doubt it is. I haven’t touched the money I’ve been saving to replace it but also can’t spare anything else right now. I can’t use credit because I have a decently large amount of student loans so this is pretty much my only option. I pray there is a stranger out there that is blessed with enough funds to help me get a new computer while still living comfortably yourself. I used to edit videos occasionally for youtubers on the side using iMovie on my MacBook but haven’t been able to since my computer became a slow piece of crap. So ideally I could get another MacBook and be able to use it for school and start editing videos again for extra money. I’m sure I could get a cheap laptop that might do some of the things I need for school but I will also be needing to do at least one video presentation for one of the final courses I’m taking next semester. I hate the idea of wasting the money I have saved on a computer that won’t be capable of doing everything I really need it to do. I wish I had parents that could help or another family member with extra income but I don’t. I have around $450, the computer price is $1299 with sales tax being $116.91. To keep it simple I am asking for $950 I can surely come up with the $15-20 between now and when someone can help. I’m placing my hope into this platform so that I can finish my school work and start making more money to get ahead. I thank you, anyone, who can help. I fully believe that when you try to help others whenever you can it comes back around when you need it. That’s what I’m counting on. Sending love to anyone who even took the time to read this!

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Hello everyone out there. I have come to this website in hopes that I can have someone or many pay it forward to my kids and myself with my promise to pay it forward to the next in a time of need. I’m a survivor of 10 years of Domestic Violence, December 28th will mark one year. I’m also unable to work, because in 2017 I suddenly became very ill and since the agonizing ordeal with finding doctors that would take time to help me, I’ve been diagnosed with Lupus, Raymauds, degenerative bone disease, scoliosis, cervical spinal stenosis, chronic daily headaches from my optic nerve being crushed. My hands and for arms have pains often and have caused me to not be able to work my career as a licensed Esthetician. I’m fatigued daily, and in pain, but I don’t stop one minute to try to make money from home to be able to rest when I need to. I need to procedures on my neck and surgery. I wake up sick often and have fevers several times a week. My 8 year old son, saved my life. And he was just diagnosed with ADHD and a mild form of Aspergers. My daughter is a freshman and smart as ever. I work non stop to barley have enough money to survive. I’m still awaiting disability. I have no help. I don’t get any support from the fathers. I do my absolute best to give my kids what they need and to give them the life they deserve. When I am feeling well I work hard and I don’t quit. I have had major identity theft 2 years ago and it has caused me to be denied any form of help. Emergency loans. Get a new car.

My car just broke down and needs a new water pump. I was given 3 quotes if of close to $1000. I also need breaks. I can’t get anywhere, take my kids to school, doctors appts, or do my job that I have working from home. My sons birthday is in a week and Christmas is coming. I’m kindly asking if anyone can help me with any form of donation so I can get my car fixed. It’s a 2004 Chevy Trailblazer. I need money for a deposit for my very first home of my own. A small apartment that I’ll be forever thankful for. I would be so greatful for any help that anyone can spare. It will be for someone who appreciates the life that was almost taken from me. I will spend the money on my kids as they as have always come before me. My goal one day is to take them to Hawaii. The 3 of us. I’m not sure what to do if I can’t find the help. A part of me feel hopeful while a part feels hopeless. Thank you to all who read this.

https://www.paypal.me/ShelleyandKids

I’m trying everything i canto come up with money to get a new car, I lost my job and I’m at risk of loosing my house, I can’t get to and from my job without a car. My cars heater hose assembly is shot. I’m very well off on taking care of myself and my daughter I just need a bit of a boost so I can maintain our life. Praying something comes my way to help with our situation before we lose our house.

Growing up in a middle-class family. Never have I ever thought I would have come to this stage. When I was younger I use to give money to the handouts if I saw them at the traffic lights, but as I got into college, I never did anymore, I may buy them food, but I don’t lend out money anymore because I met one where I gave him $5, but I saw him buying beer with it afterwards when I ran into in at a convenience store. I know every homeless may not be like that one guy. However, if he only needs to worry about himself, and still can stand in the sun all day to beg, they can go find a part-time job anywhere.

I went to college, worked at family restaurant, and worked part-time trying to support myself and pay my loans. My family of 4 had a small restaurant, we didn’t make big money, but enough to make ends meet to support the restaurant, 1 van, and our house. If we do a good job, we may have a couple thousands leftover for that month. But sometimes I feel like the higher power knows when you have some money saved up, other things in your life will need to be replaced. The heater in our house, a tire on a car needs to be replacement, but turns out all four has to be replace, we can’t just replace one. Where my parents were supposed to have 2 thousand saved up that month, we actually had to fork out another $400 on top. We were just never able to save or have enough to start up on another thing. So, I decided to work another part-time. I have done graveyard part-time at fast food place, then did janitorial work at night time. Then I met my ex-husband one day at the restaurant. Life became a little better. We started our own life, sometimes I’ll have some extra money I can help out back at home. Then September 2017 it’s like a soap opera, my ex-husband left me and my son, my grandmother passed. We have Medicaid since October 2017, but anything we owed before then, I am still paying off. Why did no one told us even dying cost money. We took out a 18k loan for my grandmother burial and funeral services. I never knew even passing takes so much money. Now, I am currently working 2 jobs, moved back in with my parents with my son and doing what I can. I feel ashamed to be on here asking for handouts. I feel like this is karma for when I looked down on some of the people standing at traffic lights asking for handouts and I said in my head, you can go get a job. Now here I am even with two jobs and holidays coming up I am here asking for help. If I don’t get it, I know it’s my karma. I chose the wrong husband, but I am grateful for my son. I am thankful for my parents to let us stay with them.

The amount I am asking for is all for debt, student loans, car payments, mortgage, hospital bill from my son’s birth, burial funeral payments, credit cards, loans I borrowed from relatives and friends. Total of $160,797.08 Once this amount is paid off, from my two jobs I should have enough left over for Thanksgiving and Christmas. 2020 is where I can start giving my son a life he deserves.

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Hello,

I was having dull pain on my side for a few weeks. I avoided going to the dr. due to not having medical insurance. Long story short I ended up having an ovarian cyst and needed time off work due to the pain. I missed almost ten non paid days of work. All of my bills were late for October including my rent. I still am having trouble getting back on track and do not know how I will pay any of November’s bills…especially the rent. I did overtime toward the end of the month just to pay off the balance of my car payments etc. I’m under so much stress. I have almost nothing to make food wise and currently have no insurance on my car.

https://www.paypal.me/EBombshell

Never did I imaging I would be thinking of *extra* ways to keep a float to maintain a lifestyle for my daughter so she doesn’t see what it is I feel on a daily basis. Anxiety. I work with the elderly full time as a caregiver, a part time job (No. Days. Off) and a full time single mother to a child with major ODD/ADHD. Happily, I do this everyday advocating for mental health & our elderly generation. But it’s just not enough to sustain or even grow in my personal life. It amazes me the most rewarding in demand careers can be so under paid, yet my heart will not allow me to leave the sides of our seniors in this assisted living and memory care community.

Being an adult going through life battles just like everyone else or even a single parent to a child that’s not the “cookie cutter child” isn’t my issue. What gets me is after spending the last 8 years researching and taking time out to make sure my vibrant daughter didn’t get losses behind this “label” of having ODD/ADHD & behavioral issues due to abuse in the hands of a trusted paid care provider I find my self drowning in miscellaneous debt from the expensive cost of counselors, specialists and medicine. If that wasn’t enough I have seniors I have grown so attached to NEEDING things to have the decent quality of life we all deserve from hygiene products to supplies to keep them stimulated and having that feeling of purpose, I just from my heart give and give – or charge and charge I should say.

Now, as I am about to hit the amazing age of 30 I reflect and I’m not happy. My daughter deserves her own room and our own living space for just us and for me to further my education for the betterment of our future. With high hopes I set out to place deposits down on apartments just for denials or request of higher deposits I just don’t have. The courses for Alzheimer’s & Dementia training would help me advance so far into this industry, but if I can’t even get an apartment how can I afford classes.

We all deserve the best in life, and I feel karma comes back to us all it’s just up to us if it’s bad or good. If cashing in Karma points was a thing I would be spending those, but right now I could really use support and assistance from the community of individuals out there on platforms like this. Funds are going towards extra deposits for a place to call home and educational courses to help me advance my career in the senior industry. I never realized just how hard living pay check to pay check would make it to take a jump forward into the next chapter I know is out there.

Thank you for even taking time out to read this.

https://paypal.me/UniversalKarma3?locale.x=en_US

It has always seemed that I am just out of reach of being where I believe I should be.

For some people $5000 is not much but $5000 would probably change my life.

I’ve tried to apply for Habitat For Humanity only to find out that my debt to income ratio is too high.

My school loans total $22,000.

Otherwise, for a single mother who has no family and has overcome both domestic violence and alcoholism I am doing quite well. I have a great job I am proud of myself considering I’ve raised myself at the age of 17 and on; trial and error.

Yet, I still cannot seem to get out from under the milestones I coulda/shoulda/woulda reached if outside circumstances were different. Inwardly, I’ve put in a lot of work. I’ve grown, I’ve matured and I’m ready to move forward despite hardships at a young age.

I need to pay off my school loans. This is what I’ve come to realize. With those paid, Maybe I would be able to get a home loan. With a home loan I could continue to raise my credit. I could start putting money into a retirement fund (I’m 34 and self employed and have not done so). Honestly, I’m learning how to be an adult while still raising a boy (he is a great kid!)

I apologize to the reader of this plea for it still seems to me like I’m looking for a hand-out. Actually, I need a hand up. Instead of family, I’m turning to internet. Be my surrogate family. Inherit me with your blind faith and hope.

Anything helps,

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I know it may not seem as much but it will go a long way. As any aunt I want nothing but the best for my niece and nephews. They are great kids and love hanging out with friends and surprisingly they love school too. I know some may shake their heads at this, but my sister couldnt affod a car on her own so I did what I could in the interest of my niece and nephews, I signed on a car. Now they are struggling as they have recently moved to another state and the job she was promised fell through. She was able to find work, but it’s not the best.She’s doing her best to keep a roof over their heads, but it’s just as hard keep up with the payments.

They live in a place that is unknown and this is their only means for tranportation. Her youngest is under 1 and she needs to get him and the others from school, doctors, etc. They are behind almost 1800 on car payments but I would like help in covering that plus a few more payments.3,000 to 5,000 would help cover some months for her and help with the burden. I provide as musch as I can as I too have a family to take care of. I’m so scared because sometimes I can’t reach her due to her phone getting cut off. I do and will pay it forward for all the help I can get because I know that others, like my sister, struggle and a small gesture goes a long way. As I sit here and write this I wish to pay it forward, with whatever I have, to those willing to donate to help my sister. She may be my big sister, but I always find myself taking care of her, and I dont mind. I only hope you take the time to donate. I want to keep this act of kindess going.
The account to send anything is paypal.me/rosiegrace. I hope not to offend anyone with my faith,but I pray and thank anyone who has donated or took the time to read. If I can offer any assistance in any way, leave me a message in your donation or rosiany09@gmail and I too will pay it forward. Thank you again for your act of giving and caring for my family.

I need money to help put my boys through college.  I’m unable to work FT due to health problems and my kids father was killed in a car accident in 2016 leaving me as sole provider for my children.  I have raised 2 of the most caring, well mannered, intelligent boys and the thought of them not being able to attend the college of their dreams breaks my heart.  They’ve already lost so much in their short lives, they shouldn’t have to lose their future as well.  Not only did they lose their father in 2016 they lost their grandparents both in a tragic house fire in 2013.  I’m literally all they have left and i can’t help then achieve their goals without money.  Please help me.  I’d do anything to see to it that my boys have a bright rewarding future ahead of them.  Even if that means putting my pride aside and begging total strangers for help  I’m on my knees and I’m begging you for your help.  Thank you in advance and bless your heart for helping me.

Paypal.me/desiweller

hello im here to get some funding to help me get back on my feet after leaving a four year toxic relationship. for four years i allowed myself to be in a toxic relationship because i was not strong enough to leave until now. im finally out of that abusive relationship, got myself enrolled in college and have a part time job, but sadly recently i was in and out of the hospital for chronic migraines and so doctors pulled me out of work until they find the underlining cause of all them. they did a CT scan and they believe that i might have a tumor but they’re running more test to make sure that, that is what were dealing with here. at home i have 3 small children who need their mother. i get no help from their fathers so i am a single mother of three struggling to make ends meet. im behind on all of the bills, including rent so i am at lost to get any type of funding. im scared ill lose my home and children that i have no where else to turn too. i have no family in the area that i live in, i have no friends who can help me and ive tried every place of resources that i know but they all turned me away due to lack of funding. any amount of money will help and ill be forever grateful to those who donate to me. im slightly embarrassed to be asking for money like this. but im left with no other option when my children and i could possible be homeless if i dont get my rent paid as soon as i can or my water or electric. i love my children and this is there home where they know and feel safe and i dont want to be out on the streets with them, they dont deserve to see they’re mother go through the amount of stress and pain that i have been through. im trying to keep my head above water but every little hope that i have that ill get help gets shot down in a matter of seconds because of x.y. or z. just know that im doing this for the sake of my children who need me, im trying the best that i can here but its hard when im getting no where. once i can get back into work that will solve all of my problems but for now im stuck not working until i get my medical health under control. i have no clue how long this will take so any amount of money will help. im so scared of what might happen if i cant get the funding for this.. below is my pay pal that you can send th money directly too. once again any amount helps, i would forever be grateful to those who will help in anyway that they can.

https://paypal.me/catcalix24

My name is Jessica, I am 36 years old. I have a 14 year old daughter. I work full time for a physical therapy company. I have taken on call after hours for the extra money. I have looked for a part time job, however, most of those job are the same hours as my full time job and I am unable to work them. I am still looking for a part time job for nights and weekends. I need help because I have made a very stupid mistake and fell in love with someone who was very bad for me. I always thought of myself as being strong and never thought I would end up in a bad situation like this. I have recently filed for divorce, although I have always taken my vows very seriously. I tried to stay, I tried to be supportive but he was using me. He didn’t work, was a drug addict, and physically and emotionally abusive. I will not put all the blame on him because I was the enabler. I thought I could fix him, I thought if I could just help him to see how great life could be, he would want better for his own life. I was wrong. It just keeps getting worse. And the only ones that are getting hurt is my daughter and I. I have to stop worrying about him, and protect my daughter and I. I am 36 years old and I owe just around $5000.00 on my credit report. I need to find a way to pay this off so I can buy a house for my daughter and give her real stability. I’m tired of renting and having to constantly move. My daughter is a straight A student and deserves the whole world, she really is the greatest kid on this planet. I owe her this much. She has seen me get beat up, she has heard some really awful things. I am an awful person for letting her be around these things, nothing can ever justify it. I don’t know why I was scared for so long. I owe almost $3000.00 to an apartment complex because I broke my lease early, biggest mistake I’ve made other than getting married. I got up the courage to leave him, I got my own apartment a few years ago. I did great for 8 months until he promised he had changed and had gotten clean, I believed him and went back. within 2 weeks he was worse than I’d ever seen him. The other $2000.00 is smaller things such as hospital bills for my daughter, we don’t qualify for Medicaid as I make too much money, yet I can’t afford health insurance. So we are private pay. My daughter’s biological father has never really been a part of her life, so he doesn’t provide insurance for her. Most of her life it has just been she and I, until I got married. The money donated would go to paying off my debt on my credit report. I know it will take a while for my credit score to actually go up, I am currently renting a house until January when my lease is up. It’s an awful house, we don’t have air conditioning or heat, lime rock plugs up the water faucets, the plumbing backs up into the bath tubs. We just can’t live like this anymore, and I don’t want this to be my daughter’s childhood memories. I will pay back every penny donated, because I know when I am able to get back on my feet, I will be very successful and there will be nothing in this world that can hold me back. I have always been a hard worker, and have always provided a great life for my daughter before falling for the wrong man. I will never make this same mistake again. Any help is beyond greatly appreciated. paypal.me/jhewett0411

• Hello handsome stranger

Have a soft spot for pregnant women, happy, round and full of all the love ❤️ in the entire universe? Look no further! I’m your girl ! Currently I’m 22 weeks down, 18 to go! I just found out it’s a boy💙Trying to get my head wrapped around the fact that I’m going to be a mom but in the same moment am fierce with confidence I’ll be the best mother I can possibly bring to the table.

My my name is Alyssa. I’m a northwest girl born and raised in the great state of Washington. I just relocated to Seattle from a very grey central town where I got very sick. Seattle has been treating me well, and so has pregnancy. I am blessed for that, I go day to day practicing my gratitude. I appreciate everything in life, and try and find the lesson in every downfall.

At the beginning of my pregnancy I was homeless and in a very toxic relationship. There was plans to terminate, an appointment was made. That day I went into the clinic I was confused. The staff sent me to the ultrasound tech and I saw my sweet little angel, I knew I couldn’t go through with it. I left and it was the best decision of my life. I have my baby and he’s saved my life.

Finances are my only scare in life, being alone: It’s especially hard to keep on the up and up when you’re expecting but no on funds family or friends and debt is mounting to keep you afloat. I am looking for a kind soul to take some compassion toward me and my child and help me get ready for the greatest adventure of my life.

I will be honest. I’m laying here at 1:08 am unable to sleep thinking about the future I’ll be able to give my son as he kicks me. It’s a scary feeling. Racing thoughts and anxiety aren’t helping my pregnancy. I’m doing what I can to prepare. I know I have all the potential in the world if I can just get out of this hole and start fresh.

I have time to discuss and go further into detail about my situation to anyone interested in hearing more or helping us💓 Thank you for your time.

With love,

Alyssa & baby boy

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Hey kind hearts… You must have some kindness to be on a site such as this and to have come across me… :)

Anyways… I have always been self sufficient. I have never needed to rely on others (for the most part). I ran my own business for 10 years, and came up slowly but surely from $10/day to 100-300$/day! I was doing great. I had a guy I THOUGHT was amazing at the time.. We were wanting to grow our family. Things were awesome…..

Till they weren’t. After several late term miscarriages (19/24/26 weeks) we finally had our miracle rainbow baby in April 2017. She was perfect. Is perfect. SO perfect I had to end a 7 year relationship with her father 9 months after she was born because of his abuse and not wanting my little girl to grow up in that situation.

Exactly one year later I did something stupid. I took him back. I had changed so much, I assumed he may have too. He didn’t. He had begged and pleaded, talked of suicide and depression. Who wouldn’t have wanted to give their child the opportunity to have two loving parents, especially when you come from a broken home yourself.

Biggest Mistake of My Life.

He had not changed. He was neglectful. And he took a thriving environment for my daughter an turned it into a negative and dangerous place full of sorrow. I had enough. I ended it after 3 months. I couldn’t allow him to ruin her life any more than he already had, he was messing with her little mind, and putting her at risk in ways I could not stand by, with no regard to my wishes on things.

I was glad to be out. We were safe, and going to be a happy little family of two again, get back to normal life without him…. Or so I thought. 3 days after we broke up, a week before my daughters second birthday, I had a knock on my door. The worst knock in the entire world. A knock that changed my life.

Cps. I had never imagined. I am not the kind of mother who loses their child to cps. No one had ever called. Even cops that had been called out to the scenes of me an her father arguing, never called cps. There was not a need. She was in wonderful care. 

I did what anyone would do who just wanted them to go away. I cooperated. How stupid I was…. I let them in, answered their questions. I did the drug test, let them test her. I did everything I thought was “right” and was just wanting them out of our lives for good. Why…. Why did I have to prove to them that I was a good mom. That I had done nothing wrong…. I should have done what everyone said and told them come back with a court order, maybe I wouldn’t be where I am today.

I went to sign into work the week they had arrived, I had been disabled. So now I was not only facing a CPS case. I was unemployed from the only job I had ever known. The business I worked so hard to build over 10 years using an online platform, was ripped away in an instant. I was crushed. I now was going to lose everything, except my daughter. But how would I take care of her? I had to find a way….

I was wrong. About a month into the case I got a call that changed my life. My daughter tested positive for marijuana, and they were taking immediate action to remove her from my care. But why? I never had her exposed to that kind of substance… I never let anyone smoke around her, or had her in dangerous environments… How could this have happened. I recalled the timing of the drug test, and the three months prior. I was with her father.

How, how could he have been so neglectful, so stupid. I found out of course, he had been the one to call CPS and emailed the platform I used to work and had me disabled. There was no way to undo it (we tried).

Things quickly unraveled in my life. Obviously… I have had trouble finding work due to CPS schedule of counseling/classes… I have lost everything. I sustained the best I could for the months following the case opening, but it got to a point I have lost my home, my car is behind (and now uninsured for the first time in years), and my phone is turned off. I have opened accounts online to try and generate income best I can as an “entertainer/model”. But it is slow going. I had nothing, was being evicted and had no where to turn.

In an awful case of irony, I came to find that her father had some how managed to get himself into a rent house (the first time he has been self supported since I have known him). He got a job, and had access to a family members vehicle. I learned he recently became single, so I did what I never thought I would have to do. I called him.

I was forced into a position no one should be in. I had to rely on the person who has taken everything from me. I some how convinced him to let me move in. Begging for mercy from the person who basically shattered mine and my daughters life. While he agreed to being roommates, he has not made it easy. Days are filled with complaints of my electricity usage, food/beverage consumption, and my general lack of money.

He demanded that no one come to know I am staying with him, and his new girlfriend. He’s trying to get full custody of our daughter, even though he had no interest in visits/bonding with our daughter for the year prior to us giving it that “last shot”. I had done everything to be a stay at home working mother, and give my daughter the best shot at a great life. He never cared…. NOW he wants her!?

I am still “fighting” cps. I am going to classes, and trying the best I can to get my baby back. She is currently with her paternal grandmother (a woman who wished I was barren prior to my reoccurring pregnancy loses..). I am living a nightmare. I am dependent on a monster who took everything from me, and is trying to take my daughter permanently when he was the reason for all of this in the first place.

I try to be forgiving. I believe everything happens for a reason. I am beginning to find I have a lack of hope developing though. I can’t seem to catch a break. I have lost it all. My daughter was/is my reason for living. And I am living without her at just 2 years old…. I have already misses several months of her life now. Case is told to be open until June 2020. I don’t know how to continue on this path.

I need help. I need my own place again, and my car so I can find a “legit” job to show stability and get my daughter back. At this rate I am going to lose her. He has intentions of getting custody, but that being said I don’t believe he would get her without my help anyways…. Which brings 2 options. Her grandmother who had nothing to do with her the first 2 years she was alive, and all a sudden “stepped up to HELP” when the case opened, or adoption. I don’t know what they would choose.

I can’t fathom the idea of either of those. They just ARE NOT OPTIONS. They can’t be. So that brings me here. Pleading. Desperate. Looking for some kind heart that was curious enough to read my “book”, and also have the presence in their heart (and wallet) to help in my situation. I don’t know what else to do. I have been continuing to apply to jobs, but no such luck. Not sure if its that I ran my own business for 10 years and they just don’t believe me? Or if it’s my schedule conflicts causing the rejections. But somethings gotta give.

I can NOT continue to rely on the one person in this world who let me down more than anyone and literally broke me into a millions pieces with his lack of thinking and irrational decisions/actions. I have nowhere else to go though. Nothing else to do that will be sufficient to gain custody of my baby girl again. So please. Anything. $20. It doesn’t matter. At this point ANYTHING will help to get me out of this horrible hell of irony and desperation.

I don’t know what else to do. So PLEASE. If you’ve ever lost a child, or dealt with a monster in law… on top of dealing with an abusive, narcissistic and sadistic father of your child, you MIGHT be able to recognize the unfortunate situation I am fighting to survive. Do whatever you can spare… Pray… Whatever you can offer is greatly accepted. I need hope. I need help. I need my miracle rainbow baby back in my arms every night.. I can’t imagine going on without her.

Thanks so much for the time taken to read my story… and if you do choose to help, I hope that Karma grants you with your biggest desires and wants from this lifetime… I just NEED my baby back. I need our life back. I don’t know how life can be so cruel as to punish someone who always tried to help others, always tried to live with high morals, and do the right things…. I just don’t get it.

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I have worked hard all my life I started working when I was 13 years old. ( I am now 48) When I was 20 I had a child while working a full-time job. Her father and I did not stay together but however she was raised in a wonderful environment she’s a wonderful adult, wife and mother. She is a registered nurse. She recently gave birth to her first child, a beautiful baby girl who is just amazing.
I had met a man after my daughter had graduated from high school and started college. He was a single father with two little boys that were four and five years old. He was living in his dad’s Barn and was working everyday to build up a farm.At the time he owned two tractors and was probably worth around $20,000.
he had a couple of people that he rented farmland from to grow crops on.
at first I did not want to date anyone that had small children because I had raised my child and I was looking forward to spending time with someone that I could travel with and enjoy single life with.
This man kind of forced himself into my life and before I knew it him and his children moved in with me into my small 2 bedroom apartment within 3 months.
Needless to say we stayed together for 10 years. I helped him get full custody of the boys and we ended up putting a house on 30 acres for our family and he kept getting more farmland I would help him farm and raise the children as they were my own. (Doctor’s appointment dentist visits I signed them up for school I made them breakfast lunch and dinner etc. Helped them with homework drop them off at sports they each had their own bedroom that I painted and decorated. I actually painted that whole house inside and out and it looked brand new.
when we put the house on the 30 acres of land that we bought he asked me to marry him and he gave me a ring. I had found a double-wide that was only $12,000 through a friend of mine I knew and after a lot of hard work we had the house in and we put cows on the land and everything was going well. when we had moved into the house he had asked me to quit my job to help him take care of the farm and the children. which I gladly did because I figured I was going to be with this man the rest of my life and be his wife and this was my family. So, I had no reason to worry.
I can’t tell you exactly what happened because I’m not even sure. He had a problem drinking and we started fighting and I really wanted to try to make this work I figured 10 years of being together that we should try to make it work and I did try. I tried for a year-and-a-half. He threw me out last June for the last time. I was done being used and being treated like crap. he had been talking to at least 15 women on messenger and wanted to date other women.
the very last time he threw me out which was over a year ago he moved in another woman immediately.
He is worth well over $1000000 now. but since I did not marry him I don’t get a penny. Every penny that I had, I had sunk into our house our home and our family. I had a very nice Colorado truck that was 3 years old when I bought it and I paid it off within 3 years and it was still worth $10,000 and he burned it to the ground. I did not press charges and he had canceled the insurance a few days before so I couldn’t claim anything on it and I didn’t want him to go to prison for what he did. I was stupid and naive.
So right now I have an old beat-up car that needs new tires and a oil change. I am job hunting and I am staying with a friend right now which is a blessing, but I have found an apartment for $350 a month including all utilities.
I have worked hard all my life and once I get a job I know I will be okay.
I have no money no gas in my car and absolutely nothing to move into the apartment I have no furniture, dishes,towels, sheets no bed no dresser.
I have very little clothing and shoes that are about worn out.
if I was a selfish person and I didn’t give all my money these years I would probably be okay. I probably wouldn’t be on here embarrassed and begging for help.
I’m sitting here crying writing this. I am ashamed of myself and I am ashamed for the man that left me in this position.
I am a strong person and I will get back on my feet I do need a little help. if you can find it in your heart to help me I guarantee you I will pay it forward.
Much love and peace to you, thank you so much.
Any donations can be made to me through my PayPal account.

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Thank you so much and bless you

On Easter Sunday my significant other told our family that he was leaving. We were beyond shocked. Shortly after I discovered he had been entertaining another woman on the side.

This is where my life started to fall completely apart. My significant other and I have been together for almost 16 years. We have four children, two of which were from my previous marriage. Everything we had together over the 16 years is in my significant others name. EVERYTHING.

I raised our children 95% of the time on my own so that he could work a job where he made 5x the amount of money that I did working as a licensed childcare provider in our home.  His job required him to live away from home,  as it was too far to commute on a daily basis. He lived away from home mid February through the end of November. He would come home on the weekends if he didn’t have to work to spend time with our family.

Now, with everything in his name, he is asking me and the kids to move out of our home. Because of this request I had to quit my job of 13 years as well, so we are now homeless and I am jobless. He is sitting pretty well, as he is able to pay his bills with one check, with the ability to bank the other three each month. I do not have any money in my bank account, as I barely made it living check to check each week. It was humiliating to have to ask him for money if I needed help so I depended heavily upon my credit cards. I owe thousands of dollars, as I relied on them for everything; groceries, gas, school supplies, school clothes, school functions, birthdays and holidays, etc..

So, here we sit. Homeless, jobless and broke. Not only broke money wise but broken as a person. No place to live, no job to save money to find a place to live, drowning in credit card debt and totally heartbroken.

Depression has set in double time. I feel like I’ve failed myself but mostly I feel like I’ve failed my children. I only have my love to offer them right now but sometimes it doesn’t feel like enough. I feel like I’ve finally hit rock bottom. I’m trying to be strong for them but I feel like I’m dying inside. I’m totally lost, trying to figure out how to pull myself out of this situation so my kids and I can move on, rebuild our lives and be happy again.

Any  donation to help us get on our feet would be truly appreciated. I am a grateful person and I always pay it forward when I can.

Thank you

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I am a single mom of 2, I am also caring for my mother who has early on-set Alzheimer’s and who was also a single mother to me and my 3 sisters.

I have been without a car for several months now. The car I had previously was a 99 Lexus LS400 that the owner gave me a deal on around income tax return time several years ago. When my alternator went out a few months ago I took it to a shop and a kid there did okay with replacing that but then he put in a new battery and hooked it up to the posts wrong. Blew all the wiring and chips. Instead of admitting that he replaced all the chips and hoped I wouldn’t notice that everything was only sporadically working. The car finally completely died and the repair was astronomically priced. I just sold it to a junkyard and have been walking and taking a taxi as needed.

That is until last week.

Last week I walked to a local car lot “just to look” and I drove home that night in a 2013 VW Passat after only paying for auto insurance. They told me I could pay out my down payment and not have an actual first payment until Oct. 5th. I had only saved $500. They wanted $1000 total down. My boss (Single mother of 1) gave me a Christmas bonus early, which I don’t think is a thing. We are a small two-person non-profit office for the homeless. Pretty sure she just gave me $500 herself. Especially because I didn’t get a bonus last year at Christmas.

Today, after a week of driving it, the lot called me and said that their lender decided not to accept the contract. That my income wasn’t high enough and my credit was bad. They tried to bully me into signing for a much higher payment I couldn’t have handled with a higher interest rate or to add a co-signer. I have no one. I can’t magically double my income. So I gave them the keys and walked home.

Eventually, I’ll get partial reimbursement for my insurance payment but I really want to be able to give my boss back the $500 she gave me. I feel sick that it was literally for nothing. Anything more than that will be saved and go towards another car if I can ever work up the nerve to try to get another. All help is greatly appreciated!

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Hello, my name is Jennifer. I am 32 years old, a veterinary technician and mother of 3. I have never done this before and feel a bit of shame in doing so but I need help. Let me tell you about my 3 beautiful kids or little monsters as I’ve always called them. Levi is the oldest, my golden lion. Ever so funny, caring and brave. Since he was 4 he’s dreamed about going into the military. Selfless little boy who always thinks of others. Lanie my beauty queen, book work, violinist and shy kitten. Her music and drive is one I envy. When other kids were playing and making mud pies this little girl was listening to classic music and dreaming of her own violin. Today she’s part of her school drama club and rocking her violin. She wants to mark her place in this world with music notes, a simple but lasting mark I believe. Now to my dreamer Leland, the ever so sweet, innocent and “head in the clouds” little boy. He was 2 when I bought him his first art set. Those cheap little boxes that had markers, pencils and watercolors with some paper. He never put it down. This child blew my mind. The creativity that burst from him was blinding. As time went on he started creating his own characters and style of drawing. He immersed himself in old comics, newspaper comics, picture books and online tutorials. Learning how to blend colors, shadowing techniques, placement and context. My friends have asked for his drawings equally amazing at how this 10 year old could almost close his eyes and create whatever you ask for. Now that you’ve learned about them and seen a small view of what they can accomplish, know that they had to fight to become that way. Our lives have not always been easy but it has finally gotten to a true happy place. I was married to their father for 15 years, highschool sweethearts if you will. But he drank, womanized and was abusive. I can’t count how many times they had to call police or help pick mom off the ground and go hide. I take full responsibility and blame. I tried to leave several times and was able to for 2 years, during that time I earned a degree in Animal Science and for those 2 years it was amazing. But I went back to their father just after my graduation. He showed up and appeared to be “changed” same old story but I truly believed him and wanted to keep my family together. Flash forward to 2017. I finally had enough. I couldnt couldnt my monsters and their father, who refused to work. He would tell me “you have a degree and make more than me, theres no point in me working too” I was exhausted and beat down but I finally got enough courage to leave. I got a divorce but in doing so it left me broke. Between the lawyers and trying to provide for my babies I got behind. My car was repossessed, my student loans went into default and our pge skyrocketed. I made minimal payments and pleaded with every organization I could. But minimal payments just hold them off for so long and because I do work I am not eligible for a lot of the programs used to help pay. Yesterday after getting off work, I was met at the door by my monsters and they told me the power was off. My heart sank. I had started the year with a 2400 dollar pge bill and gotten it down to 1700 and it wasnt enough. I had been paying over 400 a month to catch up and keep it on but yesterday was the end of the road. I dont don paid for another 2 weeks. My babies need hot water and light to do homework. If you find it in your heart to donate I would appreciate it more than I can express. My little ones have been through so much in their short lives. Help me ease their minds that life is not always this cruel. http://Paypal.me/jenniebeans

I’m a single mom of three kids

I was in a car accident in 2009 ended up injuring my neck I have three deteriorating disc and arthritis in my neck and back now. So with that it’s hard for me to acquire a steady job because I am minimize to what I can lift and what I can do. But I continue to push for to make things happen for myself and my children. But with no study income is hard to say and one home.And that is due to high rent cost, and bills. So I used my savings when I found a small 1776 mobile home in a not so great area but I knew we wouldn’t have to move anymore because of its space rent is cheap . I paid $5000 cash .  Well come to find out he had termite damage and extremely bad plumbing needs a lot of cosmetic work and painting . Well i put myself in debt trying to fix and do everything myself. I ended getting my car reposed and has to buy a cheap used A-B car to get my kids back and fourth to school and doctors. I also lost a $250 deposit because i did get the outside panels fix of the home painted. I feel an extremely heavy weight on my shoulders from the stress and worries. I’m exhausted from the pain and anxiety about it all. I had to spend my sons money I said for him to go to driving school. He just turned 16 and wanted to get his permit and I can’t even  help him with that. I know this may not even work for me but I truly hope there is some one out there that can understand what I’m trying to do for my children. I want to give them stability and a mom with a smile on her face. I have to say no to everything the ask for or everything the want to do or any place they ask to go. Because i just can’t afford it. But if anyone can understand me and can help $3000-$4000 could truly help take some of the weight off and I would truly just be grateful for anything honestly. Me and my kids would be grateful with any help. Because i say and cried today counting my coins just to put gas in the cheap 2007 Toyota Camry with 166324 miles on my car. And a $115 electric bill because off the portable A/C until I have running all day because of the 104 weather .

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I haven’t had the pleasure of living my life over 15 times (Though if you are looking for a good book the First Fifteen Lives of Harry August is a great idea.) So sadly this one is messy and bumpy. If you are in for a bit of a story please continue to read. I can only hope to entertain you enough, you might hear me out.

This life has finally began to turn its self around for me or rather I have actually began to steer for myself. A woman’s life should be preoccupied by the pattering of little feet down hallways she just cleaned and the sounds of laughter as the children are no doubt into something that most would not permit. At least that is what I would want my life to consist of. It was with this notion that I left my husband. I couldn’t bare the emotional strain of trying to be the everything to everyone without the help of a partner if one was supposed to be readily available and vowed to be so. He had left my bank accounts as empty as he left my bed. Not that I could hate the man for that, no. But, I could hate him for the state of the house and the children as I toiled away from the place often twelve to sixteen hours out of twenty-four.

My story is common place enough. I dropped out of college at his behest that I get to work and had babies. I married a man I did not love because he was and is still dying. He has MS. So I destroyed my own future for the comfort of his present. But as the months turned to years he became unwilling to assist even in the slightest tasks and I was not beloved wife and mother. I was servant.

I am a servant no longer. Losing my mother, losing a pregnancy, and a well paying job took its toll in a short time. So as all my safety nets, all of an ounce of security I had to fall back on, disappeared he became unabashedly willing to abuse my good nature. And I decided to leap, because falling or flying was a better option on my own.  It took homelessness and hard work to get me into an apartment of my own. And being poor comes with extra costs. And I laugh when people tell me to apply for food stamps and help like medical coverage. I have. The truth is I do not qualify for anything because I constantly work one to two jobs and I am a fan of overtime. So why exactly am I asking for help? I am looking for help to remedy three problems in my life, my student loans, reliable transportation, and for the short term hurdles that I’m trying to get over.

I borrowed $12,ooo for my education that I wasted. I admit my own fault that I should have finished and gotten something out of it. And if I could redo it I wouldn’t have gone there at all but rather found someone to teach me a trade. As that is precisely what I plan on doing now. the problem is with working and living in a financial abusive relationship my student loan debt is now staring down $20K like it is a foot race where the prize is a private screening of the latest blockbuster with the stars at your side.

My car is not long for this world. He sputters oil like an old smoker in the early mornings.  I recently picked up a beater with a heater in an attempt to remedy this problem as I had worked over 59.5 hour the past week. Not realizing that this was also the week I have to buy school supplies and pay my phone bill. I am a master of poor timing. Which would be my current headache. You see because next week I have rent due and the job site is unwilling to continue to allow me to work such hours. And all of this is compounded by the fact that I am going to need a babysitter to ensure my children are dropped off to school and picked up on time. which will run an additional $140 a week.

All in total I believe I need a reboot button.
If I receive $500 that would solve my short term headaches.
If I receive $ 1,500 It would alleviate my short term hurdles and allow me to fix my car which will allow me to get the apprenticeship I’m wanting.
If I receive $2,000 It would do all of that and allow me to get my divorce.
If I receive $25,ooo that would reboot my life and clear away my debt so I can be free from the bad choices that I made in my past.

The last bit is unexpected of course. But If nothing else, It couldn’t hurt to ask. If you do decide to help, know that its not just me that you are helping. I have two beautiful little hellions that make my life worth while. And I want to give them the confidence and guidance so they are never right where I am in this moment. So thank you.

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Let me give a short backstory to explain how I ended up here.

The company I had been working at for the past three years made a lot of changes that primarily benefited the company while hurting the employees. Each month I saw my pay decrease by the $100s. This year alone, I had made about $7000 less than I had at this same time last year due to those changes. I am a single mother with a son who recently turned 4 and has a language delay (this will be relevant). With the loss in pay and decrease in hours, I got behind on all of my bills including his daycare. In July my parents, who are older and both on disability, decided to help me out by offering to keep him for a month so I could try and catch up rather than continue letting payments pile up. This would have been a wonderful idea if my pay wouldn’t have decreased even more in July causing me to get behind on my rent and other necessities.

Around the last week in July, I was informed that the school I had applied for him to go to had forgot to call and let me know he had been accepted. This was about 2 weeks before the first day of school. Still being behind on his daycare, not being able to get him back in until the balance was paid, and working crazy retail hours put me in a tight predicament. I had to either keep him out of school for the year or leave my job and pray that everything would work out. With him having such a language delay, many people had told me school would be great for him and he could continue his speech therapy there so I REALLY wanted him in school. I didn’t think a job that no longer valued it’s employees or allowed me to properly pay my bills was worth putting off something I felt like would help my child’s development. I made the decision to leave. School started on Aug. 6th. I stayed until Aug. 5th.

I am looking for work, and had hoped my unemployment (In Alabama childcare is a reasonable excuse for voluntarily leaving a job and still qualifying for benefits) would have kicked in to help me pay my important bills. I have a wonderful landlord who has worked with me, but can only do so until the end of the month and then it’s out of her hands.

I’m not here to ask for some ungodly amount just because I can. I need about $1000 to catch up on my rent and other bills for this month. Just until I can find something to start bringing in a check again. It’s very hard finding a job that allows me to still be a present parent, and outside of my parents, I have no one else to help me with him. Anything over that would be an absolute blessing to go towards my September rent which will be due on the 1st.

Anyone willing to give anything would be appreciated more than you know. Whether you give to me or not, thank you for taking the time to hear my story.

I have been struggling to get out of a bad situation for over a year now.  We lost our home and had to move into my in-law’s house.  There is a lot of tension and I feel like its a toxic environment for not just myself, but my kids. My in-laws are trying to say “their house their rules” when it comes to MY kids, and how I discipline them.  Constantly contradicting me with the kids, and doing things I explicitly say to not do with kids. Speaking ill of me to them in Chinese, because they think I can’t understand them.  My youngest has severe food allergies, and they are constantly exposing him to them and I am afraid he is going to have a reaction.

I tried going to college to finish degree, but with childcare being so darn expensive I wasn’t able to stay. Huge lack of support also.  My spouse works and is a student, while for the last several years I have had no choice but to be the stay at home parent and put my spouse’s needs and career ahead of mine.  That has backfired spectacularly in my face!  Our relationship has crumbled, and he constantly yells at me and puts me down.  I want a divorce, but have no financial power in this situation.  I feel utterly helpless.  My youngest child is now thankfully old enough to start school, and I have recently gotten a job that is during school hours.  I also sell baked goods at the farmer’s market when I can, but I am not allowed to keep any of the profit for myself.  I cannot hide very much money away to be “mine” and I don’t know how I’ll ever get enough to leave.  He controls everything.  I don’t even have enough clothes to go a week without wearing the same outfit. Both of our cars are in HIS name too.

My new job will be enough to cover rent in a cheap apartment, and utilities, and not much else.  I need help to get from here to there, because I just don’t have the funds to make that leap.  I can’t file for divorce until I know I have enough to pay for rent immediately, because I will be kicked out.  I want to have apartment ready and set up before I leave, because once I leave I won’t be able to come back and get anything.  It’s going to be ugly.  Things are already ugly now, but it’ll be so much worse.

I hate asking for money.  I hate that it has come to this.  But I just don’t see how I can make that leap from where I am currently at, to where I want to be, if I don’t have some help.  Please.  I want to give my children a stable and loving home.

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My name is Karen. I am 32 years old, and I am a mother of two and recently divorced. I’ve never done anything like this before, but over the years I’ve learned to humble myself, know when you’ve done you’re best but its time to ask for help, and that the world is still filled with good understanding people. I had kids young, we married young, and had a lot of unfortunate things happen to us in the 12 years we were together. I dealt with things that range from him cheating from day one, our daughter (first born) having an illness called cystic fibrosis, unexpectedly getting pregnant with our son(2nd)…. To him never keeping a job, his brother mother and uncle living in every home, or his buddies, me working two jobs, him working out of town making good money but still cheating. A bad car accident I had that caused the beginning of an opioid addiction. My ex-husband got a younger girl pregnant in 2014 and as a result of that I lost my mind. I could not take anymore. I had already sacrificed my life for him, my career being a nurse, everything. And so he left me and took EVERYTHING. I had to move in with family and I could not bring myself to take care of myself mentally, therefore I couldn’t take care of our two kids. So, after taking the house, cars, furnishings, my sanity.. he takes our kids. And makes a family with the new girl. I’ve been on a journey, to find myself the past 4 years, and I’ve still been drug by him. The moment we got our divorce, 3 YRS LATER… I get hit with child support as soon as I start making a little money to build a new life for me. One thing I haven’t been able to get is another car. My gma helped me get a car I paid off $22,000, that he convinced me to sell right before he left me claiming we needed the money and the other car “was mine”. He gave it to her. Smh… I have walked, and walked, and walked… To every job, every rehab class(which I completed btw), and to everywhere else. And I just cannot get ahead enough to provide myself with any kind of reliable transportation. I want so badly to finish school, and get a better job (which are all across town) so I can be just a little happy. Im not even asking to “get ahead”… Just a break so I can be a good mom again, and see a light at the end of this tunnel. Could someone please help me with getting a vehicle? Sorry so long, but there was no way to make it any shorter and still explain how crucial this is for me and not just a cry for help bc my legs are tired of walking lol

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Hello, my name is Grace. I have recently moved and just started my job. And surprise, I’m having a baby. This is my first and I’m not sure what’s going to happen when I have to go on my maternity leave. I’m not asking for a lot. I’m asking just for some help to keep me on my feet. I have a car payment, insurance payment, apartment payment and some debt. And I barely make enough to make it by living in such a high cost and demand area. I would appreciate anything that would be able to help me save for when the baby is born. This coming January. So I’m hoping to have enough saved to cover my bills for at least 3 months. Again, anything helps. It would be amazing to have this opportunity and help to be able to do this and get through it without struggling. Unfortunately I don’t have any supportive family and I live alone. I want to be prepared for this and start now that i know what’s going on. I am unable to save due to groceries and high hospital costs and doctors visits for my baby. I am unable to work the hours I normally work due to my pregnancy. I’m a high risk because I’ve had two miscarriages in the past. I have a lot of medicine I have to take and I was just not ready for what the real world had to offer me. I want to do what’s best and be healthy and take care of everything that needs to be taken care of. I know it’s a lot to ask coming from a random girl off the internet but I would be truly grateful if I received any sort of help. I work as hard as I can to provide for myself. But barely making it by is really scary for me. I don’t want to become homeless again and have to go down that road. Especially while carrying a baby. I apologize for the long story. I just hope someone reads this and has it in their heart to help a confused, scared and young woman out with this new journey of her life.

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