I forgot to put my paypal account so here it is….at the bottom.
Hello world my name is Rachel I am 35 a single mother of a 14 year old. I arrived across this website when looking for ways to live a fuller life, to bring more joy and happiness to our lives. I have never been the kind of person to ask for help or money for that matter. I’m actually quite uncomfortable doing so. I do work hard. I also suffer from mental health and addiction, anxiety, depression. I say this because I have a 14 yr old who has lived through so much. Because of the choices I made effect her and it breaks my heart. I have been clean for over 3 years. I am really proud of how far I’ve come, but it has set me back in every aspect. I understand it is my fault and I am doing everything I can to make matters right again. My daughter has a tic disorder that is becoming worse, pulls out her hair, and has no friends at school. I would like to ask for whatever amount of money anyone can spare and with that I have been researching rehabs that help family’s with mental illness of all types. Places that are very expensive one I am really interested in is Turn About Ranch. I don’t want my daughter going through life with pain and hurt. She is an amazing person and if I don’t generate some sort of help now it will be too late, as she is forming into a young adult. If I could afford it myself I wouldn’t be on here asking for a helping hand. My daughter also gets made fun of in regards to her ears, so bad I found her trying to glue her ears back so they don’t stick out so much. I didn’t know what to say except your ears are beautiful and they are a part of what makes you, you!! She is constantly looking in the mirror. I try distracting her by coming up with activities we can perform together, but it doesn’t help much. I told her if it bothers you we can talk to a doc. I know being grateful for what you have is the best way to look at it, and she does. She handles it quite well, but it is something to consider if it gets any worse. Thanks for reading this. And I dont feel comfortable posting a pic of my daughter so its a pic of me instead ..