I would like to start by saying I am no saint and I have done wrong that as lead me to this situation I am in.
I do not want to go through the events that have led me to where I am but I made some bad choices and it cost me everything that I love. I lost the love of my life and my house and now I am 35 living with my sister and have no money what so ever.
I was made redundant in 2018 when the company I was working for closed down. After months of struggling to find work I got another job but it turns out it was for only 4 months and no one told me. I have just got back into work but with the debt I gathered from not having a job for nearly a full year have put me in a bad situation.
I am currently studying java programming, c# programming and azure cloud services so I can get a decent job and get my life back on track before it is too late. Everything that has happened to me as made my depression a million times worse and I am struggling.
The reason I am asking for help is because my ex decided that she would keep one of my computers for her self and smash my other one to pieces. The p.c she smashed contained files I can never get back and it cost me £2500 to build. I can not afford to replace the computer for a long time and I can not continue with the courses I have paid for until I have a p.c.
If anyone reading this would like to help me out I would be grateful. I am looking for donations so I can build a computer again and continue with my studies. I need a powerful p.c because I do a lot of rendering for my brother to help him with his university degree.
My PayPal link is paypal.me/grimworld and any support is welcome.
The p.c I lost was my pride and joy;
i7 7700k cpu
asus maximus viii hero motherboard
trident z 32gb ddr4 3000mhz RAM
corsair 750i psu
corsair 110 water cooler for cpu
1tb m.2 hard drive
1tb ssd hard drive
4tb hhd hard drive (2 of these)
zotac amp extreme gtx 1080 graphics card
zalman h1 gaming case
Even today if you put all these parts into a basket it is over £2000 to build :(
Please if you can in anyway please help me out. Thank you for taking the time to read this post.