New Year, new start. That was the hope, but it all started out wrong! We were robbed they stole all of our money that was to go for all of our bills. We have done any and everything that we can to get extensions, had to borrow from family. We still aren’t paid off with our bills and the overwhelming stress of everything that has all happened in the past year. We had a miscarriage that ended up causing a lot of joint and body weakness that I still struggle with today. Then my grandfather, was next to pass after he had accepted my fiance into the family and approved of him. He even called him up on his birthday and told him that he loved him. Grandpa passed the next month(my birthday month) only a few days before he was suppose to do the yearly grandpa call. Then the last and still most painful passing, the picture above. Her name is Cammie and she is basically the only kind of “child” that I will ever have, not really sad about that because she is awesome. I got her when she was two months old and she made it all the way until she was eleven in a half years old. The night before she passed, she cuddled with us and she even gave my fiance a big “person” hug, like with arms stretched on both sides around his neck. It was adorable. Then instead of how normally “pets” tend to run or hide when they know they are dying, Cammie did the complete opposite. Oddly me and her have a routine every morning, where I get up to pee and she does the same then will eat her food then lay on my feet while I am on the toilet. When I went in the bathroom, Cammie was asleep in her litter box, which wasn’t odd cause she started doing that like a week prior. I knew immediately something bad when I sat down like always but Cammie still didn’t even wake up. She always woke up to me. So I looked at her, then lightly touched her head. Then I knew she was gone. My heart died, my knee’s went, I landed on the floor next to her litter box. Since that day my heart has been broken, I literally cannot sleep without this “sleep sounds” app that has a purring cat on it because my depression and insomnia makes it near impossible to even want to sleep.
Me and my fiance were hoping to use our stimulus money to buy one of those “clone” pets the ones you can get an exact replica of a dead pet, just from your pictures. I thought that would help with all the stress, sadness and all together fact that we still miss seeing her daily and want to see her.
The second that person stole all of our money, I knew that there was no way that we would be able to afford to get anything, or to do anything at all for us. Everything is all about bills now. We have to pay off everybody that has helped us. We still have bills that are due to be paid, both of our stimulus payments are completely at zero. And we still owe towards bills and owe people off! I don’t know how we are going to be able to do anymore. We are so far down in a hole right now.
We need help! I hate asking for help, but I have nothing left and nowhere else to go.
Please help me!