I”ve posted the following on crowdfunding sites. I just want to say also I need help. Like my friend told me, I have failed since I was about 16 years old because I have never had the money to make things happen. So please help me.
“I’m starting to say I’m not perfect, I’ve made many mistakes, just need help for my mistakes. Yes I understand no one is perfect and for one I don’t ever want to be perfect. I’ve made mistakes with borrowing for school, borrowing from friends and not able to pay back. I couldn’t finish school because of what happened to me in 2012 when my pump broke and my blood sugar got super high. I ended up thinking I was Jesus and pushed some ladies down. Of course since it was at a mental place, they thought I had mental problems with me thinking I was Jesus … They ended up throwing me in the state mental hospital and then while there they wouldn’t listen to me about the way to do my insulin. So my mind was still lost on me thinking that way. My A1c which is average blood sugar over a 3 month period, they took it while there after I was there 3 months and it was over 8. Yet the doctors would never listen to understand I did carb counting taking my insulin. They ended up finally listening after the diatience there helped me for him to listen. Yet I went to court there and they forced me on mental drugs and went to another court forced me a guardian. Well as my blood sugar getting better, my mind was coming back. They thought it was the mental drugs. But it wasn’t that. I ended up staying there for 6 months total. Losing my apartment, all I had saved with stuff that all the money in the world couldn’t replace of stuff that meant only to me. They threw me in a group home still having a guardian and forced on that mental drugs. Which made me sleep most days 13 to 15 hours a day. After 3 years they with guardian let me move to an apartment, I ended up mad at the mental doctor keep telling her I didn’t need those drugs. So she threw me out of the office. Been over 3 years and not took any mental drugs or medicine if you want to call it That. I ended up going to another mental place for counseling and case manger, they helped me get rid of the Guardian that I was forced to have. Again I will say I’m not perfect but to be done that way when I was trying to have a better life for myself and they knew with guardian I couldn’t sue and after time limits they knew they couldn’t get suied. Yet what I’m asking for is help to get my life back started. To start a business, go back to school, or get a job. Which those things I need help doing, all I’m asking is $100,000 which I know is a lot of money but if just 100,000 people just spare a dollar that’s all. So everyone help a guy out. Understand help me, I will be better off and I will #payitforward I will help lots in the future the same I’ve already helped but I know if I get help, I know I can help lots more than I’ve ever helped.”