Firstly – I hate having to do this. It goes against everything I ever wanted to do in life, and is not where I saw myself 10 years ago. I wanted to be one of you, not one of me. But…I’m desperate, so here we are.

Essentially, this is the situation:

I work full time, flat out, in a rubbish job where I am not paid as much as I should be (no boasting, it is just a fact that the job I do is usually paid a lot more). Your first question – why don’t I change jobs? I’m trying. I am spending what little time off work that I have applying for jobs.

I am married, very happily. We have 2 daughters, just turned 1, and almost 3. They are amazing, adorable, frustrating, and locusts! And they are the best things that ever happened to me, and they are everything that I live for.

My wife doesn’t work as she looks after the children – we looked at her returning to work after having our youngest child, but childcare was going to cost more than she could earn. Therefore, we struggle. My wife makes what money she can by selling things we don’t need, or selling things which she has made in the evenings.

The long and the short of it is that we have been slowly spiralling down into more and more debt since we had the children. This was planned. We could deal with it and get back ‘in the black’ once the kids were at school. Then, we went from small disaster to small disaster. My work started to struggle, and gave me the option of losing my job or taking a pay cut. I took the pay cut. And the extra hours. Our car (we only have one) has suddenly lurched onto its last legs…I try not to think about how much it has cost to keep running in the past 6 months. I haven’t yet finished paying the garage…I would replace the car, but would need money to be able to buy something else, which I don’t have.

We are now in the situation where the repayments on our payday loans, personal loans, overdrafts, and credit cards add up to more than my wages…and that is before we pay the rent, the electric bill (on the odd occasions when we can afford to pay it) and actually put food on the table. My wife and I have 1 meal a day so the kids can eat instead.

I am out of ideas. I lay awake at night trying to find another way of making money. We have set up repayment plans on everything w can to try tor educe the amount we are paying in interest, but it isn’t enough.

Basically, and here is the bit I hate the most…I’m begging for help. I have thrown my dignity to the wind, and I am hoping that you can help. If not, thank you for taking the time to read this, and don’t think badly of me for asking. if you can help, even a small amount, I will never forget it, and hope that one day I can help someone else in the same way. Thank you.

I can’t believe I’m actually writing and doing this..

In one month I will be turning 40 and starting fresh.. I live in the expensive city of New York .. I stay in a $750 room because I’m trying to save for an apartment to no avail .. Its hard trying to pay bills , rent and save when your bills and rent is beyond your means .. I work part time at a job I’ve been at for almost 10 years but since Memorial Day I have been out of work due to health concerns.. I just want an apartment again with my own bathroom and kitchen .. I miss cooking actually .. Haven’t had a kitchen in almost 2 years.. Had an apartment.. lost it due to Zara Realty being greedy.. had to get a lawyer the second time around .. agreed to part ways but Zara kept my almost $6000 in security deposit .. Have a significant other which helps but we aren’t doing so well but we will end up still good friends .. I just need about  $5000 for move in deposits like first month rent , security,  (realtor fee ) (application fee) , getting the moving truck ..

Also $3000 will cover my credit score back to being great .. I have 2 credit card bills that total $2000 and a cable bill unpaid since 2 years ago around $500 .. also small bills due ..

I would truly appreciate some help of some kind please before I have another nervous breakdown ..

paypal.com/EbonyIL

Thank You

I can’t believe I’m actually writing and doing this..

In one month I will be turning 40 and starting fresh.. I live in the expensive city of New York .. I stay in a $750 room because I’m trying to save for an apartment to no avail .. Its hard trying to pay bills , rent and save when your bills and rent is beyond your means .. I work part time at a job I’ve been at for almost 10 years but since Memorial Day I have been out of work due to health concerns.. I just want an apartment again with my own bathroom and kitchen .. I miss cooking actually .. Haven’t had a kitchen in almost 2 years.. Had an apartment.. lost it due to Zara Realty being greedy.. had to get a lawyer the second time around .. agreed to part ways but Zara kept my almost $6000 in security deposit .. Have a significant other which helps but we aren’t doing so well but we will end up still good friends .. I just need about  $5000 for move in deposits like first month rent , security,  (realtor fee ) (application fee) , getting the moving truck ..

Also $3000 will cover my credit score back to being great .. I have 2 credit card bills that total $2000 and a cable bill unpaid since 2 years ago around $500 .. also small bills due ..

I would truly appreciate some help of some kind please before I have another nervous breakdown ..

PayPal.Me/EbonyIL

Thank You

Hi that me in the pic, just your average regular person, look me up on Facebook just to prove I’m genuine. My name is Angus McDowell, recently walked out on my job was in process of walking into another when i had an accident fractured my collar bone, now I’m out of action fer at least 8 weeks, I’m on zero income nothing !! recently applied for benefits but they take at least 4 to 5 weeks to process, iv sold everything i own to family and friends to sustain myself Tv etc, recently sold my car to pay for my rent its now due this Friday!!!, unpaid bills are mounting up, truth of the matter is i have nothing in my account i owe the bank £87.00 for unpaid direct debits iv got about 2 pound electric left in my metre no food left well very very little embarrassingly low, I’m a proud man very proud i can believe!! I’m actually writing this , now i am a believer, i believe in God ( backslider) i did kind of halfheartedly prayed what can i do God ? stumbled upon this site, really people actually beg online, i suppose desperate times call for desperate measures, and I’m sure there are 100% scammers and sob story’s on here, i guess its up to your own judgement and conscience of my story i just need a little financial help to , how can i say get me out of a hole I’m in, and trust me, if anyone can help me i will be eternally grateful, few weeks ill be fit for work again, but really i have none to turn too my family is poor and dysfunctional I’m ashamed top say and as for friends i have zero none i know that is sad, maybe i should get back to God eh, i know I’m hoping some kind christian will pray for that and maybe is reading this and will help me out. some way any way even half of what I’m asking would be really really appreciated Thank anyway, this my last chance saloon . paypal.me/AngusMCDowell

Hello my name is Rufus and I am a struggling second year student living near the University where I study. I lived with housemates but they have gone back home for the summer therefore I am left alone in this house as I am not close to my family due to personal private reasons and disagreements. They have stopped helping me pay rent so I have resulted to selling 90% of my belongings to help pay for it.

I do not get as much Student Finance income as I am 21 and therefore how much I receive is based on my parents household income which I have spent on rent and bills, however now I am even struggling to pay the electricity bills and have even less money to feed myself. I no longer have wifi and have resulted to using the internet that is freely provided by a shopping mall that is in town which I walk to everyday to charge my phone and use the internet for contacting people or entertainment purposes. Near the end of the day I do have a friend that helps feed me after she has finished work but most of the time I have survived on half a pack of crackers and half a tin of beans. Embarrassingly some days I walk out during the night to hopefully find spare change dropped on the ground by drunk people just so I can afford bread or a pack of noodles the next day, some days I do not eat and just drink water and sleep to pass time and get by the next day. Soon I will run out of electricity (I use a top up type machine to pay for my electricity) and then I will have no electricity as I am completely out of money. Don’t get me wrong I have attempted to find jobs but had no success so far, I do also suffer from bipolar disorder and get panic and anxiety attacks when Im around big groups of people.

As you can see in the images, those are what’s left of my belonging, I have sold my guitar amplifier, game console,video games, some clothing, vinyl player, and all my records just to get by . The only things I have left are my guitar and my laptop as I need them for my studies. I would not sell my guitar, because I have sacrificed everything just to survive, I honestly feel envious when I see other students have a good time and I’m out here trying to find change just to eat or have enough to top up my electricity (I need £2 atnleast to top up my electricity and I use 20p per day being by myself and using as little electricity per hour, I am mostly in the dark as I keep my lights turned off).

Even after selling my belongings, I still owe my estate agency £380 in rent (and they are demanding it) which I do not have right now, and I don’t know where else to turn to and I am desperately seeking your help, anything will honestly help, anything towards that amount, I promise you it will help out alot believe me because as it stands I think I will have to quit University. My email is Rufus1@hotmail.co.uk if you have any further questions, be patient for a reply as I have to use outside sources for wifi.

My paypal link:

PayPal.Me/RRufus1.

We desperately need to get moved to another rental house because our neighborhood is unsafe. I take care of my 88 year old Mother who had a stroke. Her and I are concerned about our safety.

My Mom has always been good to me and do anything for me. We have always been close like two sisters. I wish I could do more for her and not have to beg. It breaks my heart to have to do this. This is not me. I have worked hard all my life and don’t have any other options.

We pay $550.00 a month and want to rent a house in a safer town that is for $725.00 a month. I have two loans to paid and I can’t pay the extra money for rent. So that means we are stuck living here until I can get those loans paid. There is no chance that I can increase my pay or add on more debt. I would be happy just to just to get the loan amount of $1,162 because it has the highest monthly payment. The second loan is $2561 but with a lower monthly payment. It would be a big load off my back to have both these loans paid which is a total of $3723. I don’t like going into debt but I had to have my car repaired twice and money to move with. So I am asking for $1,162 or $3723.

You just don’t know how much I appreciate you helping us and how much of a heavy load this would take off my back so we canmove and live in a safer area. Thank You, Thank You, Thank You!!! If you have extra money and it wouldn’t hurt your finances, I will appreciate anything you could give. Thank you so much for helping! If you could just feel the love and appreciation I have for you. And the relief that we will have in a safe home. It is hard taking care of an elderly parent when something is going on outside and you are having health issues going on inside. My Mom is allergic to gas heat and it chokes her up at night sometimes.

For the ones who help us out I believe something good will happen to you in return. Thank you for your time and reading my beg!

Asking for: $1162 or $3723

https://www.paypal.me/jodott

I recently was hospitalized with a blood infection and lost my job because of it.  Currently my car is getting reposessed.  My landlord just informed me that if i dont not come up with 2500 dollars before the first of september that they are gonna start the eviction process.  I am almost eight thousand dollars in debt for medical costs due to my hospitalization.  This experience has ruined my credit and I am having trouble landing a job due to not having transportation to and from work.  I guess i am just at my witts end and have no one else to turn to.  Any help would be appreciated no matter how much or little.  I will be grateful. I cant even afford to feed my children and it is so hard to look at an eight year old little girl and tell her that we dont have food for dinner. I have four children and a girlfriend and over the last six years we have had an amazing amount of financial trouble.  I have lost two jobs due to my blood disease and worsening arthritis and degenerative bone disease.  My girlfriend bless her soul is the only one working right now and she is always tired and unhappy.  I really dont have anyone else to turn to.  My father died five years ago and left me with considerable debt to pay off so all the money that he did leave me went to paying off hospital bills and mortgage and car loans.  I literally have NO MONEY to back me up or anyone to gain help from as all my relatives are either passed on or are as poor as i am.  Thank you for you consideration and taking time out of your day to read this huge cry for help from an amazing loving father who just wants to let his kids know that their isnt anything to worry about and groceries and a warm house is provided for them.  Thanks again,
My pay pal account is paypal.me/danielmettille

I am the adult child of an alcoholic. I begin with this statement because it is the fact that defines me above all else. My father was an alcoholic and due to his behaviors and the life choices he and my mother made, I am the person I am today. My father was a chronic alcoholic. That means he would be drunk 24 hours a day nonstop. He did not get drunk then wake up the next day with a hangover. He was continuously drunk- drinking every waking hour until my mother put an end to it by checking him into the hospital to dry out. From the time I was 4 years old until I was 16 years old, my father was checked into the hospital to dry out 52 times. Yes, you read that right; 52 times. My childhood could have been a Lifetime movie. My father would lay in his recliner, so drunk he could not stand up, peeing on himself and yelling and screaming all night long for days on end. My sister and brother and I were neglected terribly as children because my mother had her hands full taking care of my father. I could eat whatever I wanted, go to bed whenever I wanted, do whatever I wanted because I had no parent to tell me otherwise. No one ever told me to brush my teeth or do my homework. And, because I was the oldest, I became the parent to my sister and brother at age 6. I started changing diapers at age 4 and babysitting my newborn sister. My brother came along when I was 6, so then I had 2 kids to care for. I never got to be a child. I have post traumatic stress syndrome as a result of all the turmoil and neglect. I am now 47 years old. I spent the entire year of 2016 thinking about and then planning my suicide. I had come to the conclusion that I was never going to be able to be “normal” or okay. I was in such a deep depression, no medication could bring me out of it. I suppose the irony is the grit I developed surviving my childhood is what has kept me from following through with the suicide plan. I decided to give myself one last chance to try to build a life and be a happy person. I don’t remember ever being happy- I may have had moments of happiness, but I don’t remember what that feels like, anymore. I have moved to a new state, 700 miles away from my family of origin. I am attempting to start fresh and put all my baggage behind me. I am 100% alone. I have no family. I am smart, though, and I am tough. I have a job to start in September and I have a place to live. I have burned through every cent of my savings to make this move happen. Now I am broke and won’t get my first paycheck until September 15th. I sure could use some help. I am posting here because I literally have no one in my life to ask. I want to believe that I can survive and I can keep living. I have so far spent my entire life scraping and clawing and fighting to stay alive. Please help me.

I’m just started to enter college and I have problem with my cost of living since my university located out of my town. I need to rent a place to live but my parents doesn’t have enough money to pay the rent fees. My father is a construction laborers that only get $10/day for his hard works. My mother is only a housewife and can’t make money to us. My family is poor but we have a dream. My mother ask her daughter to study and have a dream so our live won’t be the same as her. My parent has spend almost our money for our education. Even my parents has many debt because they don’t have enough money to pay for our education. Cost of living in my university area is expensive. I wonder if my parents can give me money for the cost. The first things I need is rent a place to live, but with my fathers salary, i know that my parents can’t afford it.

The rent fees is $700 and its too difficult for my father to afford it. Even though I don’t have to pay tuition fees since I got a scholarship, but cost of living still make me confused. I don’t want to make my parents worried because they have 2 other daughter to take care about. My sister need to pay their school fees too. My older sister is on university too and she’s on the last year. She has spend much money for her cost of living and her final essay so i don’t have a dare to ask my parents for money to rent a place.

All I need is $700 to rent a place because it’s urgent. My study are gonna started soon and I need to find a place sooner. I don’t know where I should live in other town because I don’t have any relatives to stay. This is my last option to ask for donation here because i don’t want my parents to make any debt more because of my needs. For other needs I’m gonna find a job to pay my other needs.

I’m really hope for your kindness to donate some of your money. May god bless you for your kindness. I’m really thank you for your big help in my life.

This is my paypal email : 30psy.sungyeon@gmail.com

I need $700 to pay a rent place fees.

Hello, my name is Susan. I have been suffering from Black Mold Poisoning for almost two years now. In November of 2015 I rented a very small trailer, not knowing there was Black Mold spores hiding out. Before I knew it I was sick with Bronchitis. It took me two months to finally get rid of it. I felt tired and ran down, all I wanted to do was sleep. I managed to hold my job, but I was still sickly.

Thank you God Summer is finally here and I have a swamp cooler. Big mistake turning the swamp cooler on, it blew mold spores all over the place. I started really feeling the effects of the poisoning then.  Itchy watering eyes, horrible cough, flem in my throat, feeling light headed, awful shakes, short term memory loss, and once again I had caught Bronchitis. These systems are all signs of Black Mold Poisoning. I moved out of the trailer last September.  Ever since then I still suffer from the side effects of the poisoning. Because of this, I lost my job two months ago and have not been able to find work. Just when I think things couldn’t get any worse my car breaks down, and so now I can’t even go look for a job. I don’t have any income coming in at all. I have .27 cents to my name. I am almost out of food and my cat Mememeow only has a couple of days of food left. All my bills are behind and I am sure an eviction notice is coming very soon. I am so scared! I have no where to go. My cat has never been out side, accept in his pet carrier. I don’t like begging, but I don’t know what else to do. My bills come to 1,500 a month and I am already two months behind. My goal is to raise 10,000 so that I can get my car fixed and pay my past due rent and bills, also to pay them for two months ahead, while I find a job and get my feet back under me. I would be so grateful.

Begging for your donations,.                              Susan.       PayPal.me/mememeow

If I don’t pay my rent my Wednesday, I’m getting kicked out onto the streets of Shinjuku until the 15th when my flight is due to leave. Ha! I’m hilariously irresponsible. I was supposed to leave on the 5th, but told my parents the 15th by accident and never corrected myself. It was fine though, thought I could make it til the 15th. I was wrong. This city is stupid expensive. I thought that I’d have just the right amount to squeeze into the 15th….nope. I’m also starving, actually and with no exaggeration haven’t eaten anything in 4 days, I can deal with that though…Ghandi lasted 20 or so days without food, pfft…me? Get outta here I’m rocking this rib cage. Jokes aside (not a joke, dm for photographic evidence). I just want to stay in my warm sharehouse until my flight, and in order to do that, I need to pay these kind people or they have no choice but to kick me out…I’m already 2 weeks late. I’ve tried working, but people just point in the other direction saying “no visa, ew get out”. Hands are up, walking out of the restaurant, I get it. I was only studying for the summer so I couldn’t apply for a visa. I’ve never imagined being that person, the one who needs to pay the rent or get the hell out. I’m usually good with this stuff, but Tokyo has been a completely different world for me in terms of “haha, you broke”. I just want to go home, to be honest. Love it here, but can’t anymore.

Anyways, please help? I will be very grateful people. Thought I do expect this to receive 0 attention and to be wandering the streets until the 15th. I can’t even get 50 views on YouTube…the algorithm is weird. That and *whiny voice* I don’t like it. Charming, aren’t I? Please help? Thanks for reading, bye.

Rent owed in USD: $185.52

Hello everyone my name is Saif. I am a pharmacy student in his second year. A little background about me. I’m from Egypt i came as an international student to Canada to study pharmacy and try to get a better life abroad. I have a monthly salary from my parents which is 1,500 CAD but unfortunately rent is $950 and the rest goes on food and bills like phone bill and Internet etc. Sometimes i wont have enough for food at all i get simple stuff like noodles and bread. Most of the times i only eat bread and don’t have enough to get more stuff. Everything was fine until my parents started struggling with debt and my brothers education costs home and cant help me with some extra cash. I have tried applying for summer jobs and jobs in general but no place has ever called me back because i have no job experience what so ever. In April i got a severe panic attack, depression and i got transferred to a hospital and i got charged $385 and i still didn’t pay it as i cant afford it at all and it got transferred to collectables (i can provide a picture of the bill). I have my bank account sitting on over negative $300 dollars (i attached a photo for proof) and i owe 2 friends of mine $100 each since they lent me some money to buy food, unfortunately from time to time i get suicidal all because of my financial issues. Its just has been hard for the past couple months. I have never done something like this before and i don’t know what to expect, I’m shy and ashamed to ask for help from anyone but i have no choice. All I’m asking for is for you kind people reading this to help a lonely poor student out with those financial issues or anything to help me. Please and thank you. paypal.me/syoufuhxp

Hi, my name is Atieno and I am a 22 year old recent university graduate. I owe OSAP $20K for my past four years of tuition and unfortunately I have been unable to find a job. On top of that my mother who I have lived with my entire life has recently abused me, with no consequence from the police, and thrown me out of the house.

She has done this many times in the past and each time begs me to come back. This is common of abusive people as they like to stay in control and power of their abuser. In the past I have returned because I have no where else to go, literally.

In the past I returned and have continued to go through the same thing each time. Sometimes every month, every other month, or every 3 months. But there was never a time in which this did not occur. As a result my entire educational career has been more stressful than it need be.

This time I really do not want to go back, to be punched in the face for making reasonable request and having my hair pulled out for demanding that she respect me in the same way that she demands it. So that is why I have taken to the internet to help, because I have no one else to turn to. I am a responsible young lady and I have the drive to succeed but I just need someone to give me a chance to survive first. I am currently staying at a shelter and will continue to stay there until I find a job.

I have no idea when this will happen, I have spoken to many graduates that have been searching for a year and are unable to find anything. Your donations will go towards affording a place to rest my head at the end of the day and food money. The only way I, an unemployed graduate, could rent a place is if it is all paid in advance. Thank you in advance for your donations and time, I really appreciate your support!

I am a 22 year old and I’ve been diagnosed with Chronic Depression, Severe Anxiety, and panic attacks. I used to go to college for Computer Science until this disease hit me so hard that I wasn’t able to continue with school without having a mental breakdown. I’m trying as hard as I can with my family in order to get all this figured out. I’m currently on Medication for this and seeking therapy. I know I can beat this disease but as i wait on disability, I’m completely out of ways to get money. I’ve tried so hard to work and not have to come on this website and ask for money because I understand just how hard it is for people to make money and save it.

My disease started to really affect me in January last year where I had a major panic attack in one of my classrooms and after that I wasn’t able to get out of bed for a week. So I had to contact the school and decided to get withdrawn, and they were able to help me with all of this. I then attended therapy for six months, from March until September in which I was back in school and my doctor thought that I was able to handle the minimum required number of classes for me to be a full-time student. However, after starting again in October I became increasingly suicidal and had to again drop out of school in order to figure this out. And then While I was attending therapy and everything I began to feel as though I was a failure to my family and was a burden that wasn’t needed anymore. So in April of this year I had attempted suicide for the first time in my life and was placed in a psychiatric ward of a hospital for a couple of days and after that I decided that I was truly disabled even though I was trying to make it so i was able to function in society. So once I got out, I had applied for Government Disability or SSI and I’m currently awaiting their response and am very hopeful that they will give me assistance until I’m able to go back to a normal life and return to school.

I have tried working back in February of this year but it always leads to more stress and mental breakdowns which just spiral me more and more downwards. I really wish that I wasn’t in this sort of situation and that I was able to work, but i’m really scared that if I keep trying to force myself to work then I will end up dead from such a hard and terrible disease.

I need enough money to last about three months of rent which would be 1,500$. I understand that this amount of is alot to ask for from anyone. But at this moment I’m in desperate need of assistance while I’m not able to work and while I’m waiting on my disability claim to be approved. I’m currently on Food stamps and that is one way that i’ve been able to pay for my food and have been using my credit card in order to pay for my utility bills, but I’ve completely exhausted myself at this moment.

I am very appreciative for anyone who can help me in my most struggling time and if anyone knows anything or has been in a similar situation please don’t hesitate to email me at the below email as i would love any advice about what I can do to get better. Bless all of you who are able to help me and if you are reading this and also going through a hard time, I wish all of you the best and hope that you can beat the obstacle in front of you like we are all trying to do.

I’m not really sure what most people post here, but i’ll be posting some information to show my rent and other payments needed to pay.

paypal: Jordang3177@gmail.com

I don’t understand life, I felt like i was going to have a nervous break down early in the morning yesterday,.. why?, I’m so upset about things,… I feel like a lost cause just about all of the time,.. and I wish I wasn’t born because I feel like a burden on my family and everyone, I feel like I would be doing the world a favor if I just died.., I don’t even know why I am writing this.., it’s just something that I have to do because writing makes me feel a lot better, I may even need it survive, but now I am here wondering just what am I?, and why am I even here, because I’m not helping anyone,.. I only feel like I am destroying peoples lives.., am I just a waste of existence?,.. I’d have already killed myself if I wasn’t afraid of going to hell.., but ehhhgh whatever I guess I’ll just live until death comes and hopefully it will all be over by that time.., oh yeah and to my little be of viewers sorry for that.., hehehe no post’s in so long.., honestly right now I need a miracle.. I’m so angry because of the fact that not having enough money is ruining my life.., I hate everything.., that’s just all I need is money..,its not that late its only 11PM, but I go to bed kind of early,,.. so this probably won’t be much longer.., I just need money…, the tears were flowing out of my and I was begging for money…, if anyone saw this.., please just pray for me that I can get a lot of money…, its for my family.., not even me.. I don’t care what happens to me.., but it hurts so bad when my family has to suffer and others that I love.., so please if this reaches anyone pray for me that I get enough money to help them and the ones that I love.., and even if you can donate to: paypal.me/AbdurrahimTarver  , is my paypal account..,. if you think I am lying around.. No! I am not I work.., I’m in situation where I’m hardly getting paid enough money,..

I fell down… and just need to get back on my feet,.. that is what the problem is.., so please help someone in need and in you shall be paid fully because there is no reward for good other than good, I only need 1,000$ for food and rent money,.. me and my family went through a horrible crisis of homelessness for more than a year, having to live in other peoples houses’ and in motels back to back for more than a year,.. right now I’m scared and don’t want to go through that ever again!, so please help us even if you only donate 1$ I would be so grateful, because it is effort I have 5 little brothers and sisters that depend on me..,the pain of us going through homelessness is so horrible it is suffocating, please if this somehow reaches anyone share this and please donate to help us: paypal.me/AbdurrahimTarver we only need 1,000$ total for food and rent,… it won’t cover everything that need but I hate to even ask for anything!.., it saddens me and makes feel ashamed., but I’ve gotten to a point where I feel like I am at a dead end… and don’t know where to turn.., so I need anyone’s help who can help me and my family with just a little bit of money.., I have been searching for ways to make money for so long, that I am fed up and starting to lose hope.., I am trying to do what I can to make money on the internet but everything seems fake.., I don’t even want the money for myself I only want it so I can see my family happy and not have to worry,.., I don’t want my mom to suffer and my 3 little sisters or my 2 younger brothers.,, that’s why I AM ASKING PLEASE PLEASE somebody!, if you see just help us get through this month,.. and I will glady pray for you for the rest of my life..,

for whoever sees this,.. thank for taking the time read it and I hope you have a good night,.. and thanks so much if you donate!.

paypal.me/AbdurrahimTarver

My name is Nick I am 21 and am going through a really tough time. I went down to Florida with family on June 9th, was set to return to NYC on the 15th but instead I woke up at 5 am and had a seizure in the bathroom. I was found by my grandmother and taken to the hospital in a ambulance. I had 2 more seizures in the hospital where the doctors decided to put me to sleep, I was put to sleep for 7 days. I woke up in the hospital trying to rip out the tube from my throats not knowing what was happening but just seeing my mother, brother and grandmother. I calmed down a bit and was told what happened to me, so after that I was also told I was going to be in the hospital another week at least since I didn’t know how to walk and also I couldn’t eat or breathe on my own I was discharged after 2 weeks and not cleared to fly so my mother had to rent a car for us to drive up to NYC clearly I couldn’t drive so she had to do it alone, took us 3 days. I had a really sharp chest pain and went to the emergency room in NYC mt sinai hospital where I was once again admitted into the hospital for another week. I was tested beyond belief and here are my diagnoses.
I was diagnosed with meningitis upon arrival to the Florida hospital (Cleveland Clinic, Weston, FL), then that was ruled out and upon discharge was told I had limbic encephalitis.

At the NYC hospital I was found to have a blood clot (dvt) in my right leg that seems to have went up to my lung, and also liquid was found around my Lungs and heart. So after many tests I was diagnosed with lupus.

Here is where I need help. I am 21 was working and perfectly healthy 2 months ago and what drove me to get out the hospital and pray every day was that I have a child on the way with my beautiful girlfriend. I was working full time as a driver and in NYC after having seizures especially 3 in 1 day they don’t allow you to drive for a year. So I am now almost 2 months behind on rent and am waiting to be approved for social security disability benefits. I have all medical records if anyone needs proof. I was the one supporting my girlfriend and her current child along with the baby on the way I paid all the bills at just 21 years of age I was doing pretty good for myself now I need help. Please if anyone has a heart to help me feel free to contact me. I am a man of caring for people and I have given strangers my last dollar in my pocket before. I need help, I owe over $2,300 in rent and with a baby on the way life is just getting harder. I don’t sleep at night and am depressed constantly crying alone and not knowing why my life took such a drastic turn out of nowhere. God bless everyone and thank you.
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I urgently need £500 pounds to pay the rent. I was recently sacked from my job and was suspended for two months previous to that for standing up to the management for being homophobic. The situation left me stressed and anxious and I have subsequently been diagnosed as suffering from clinical depression.

During the two months that I was suspended I received no money as I just simply had all my hours removed from the rota. I borrowed money to survive during this period from family and friends, but feel too ashamed to ask them for anymore as I know they gave me all that they could. If I do not pay the rent for this month I will find myself homeless and have never felt so scared and desperate. I feel suicidal often.

If I can pay the rent this month I will receive help paying the rent from the council next month, which will help me get back to living a ‘normal’ life where I can search for work properly and feel like a worthwile human being again.

I appreciate how hard people are working for their money, and how difficult times are at the moment. Therefore any contribution would be received very gratefully, and it would be humbling to know that there are kind and compassionate strangers in this world.

If I get through this low point in my life, I will dedicate the rest of it to helping those in similar difficulties, both financially and through my deeds and actions.

Yours faithfully,

James.

https://paypal.me/scaredanddesperate

I am a 19 year old full time college student and I have come into a hard time for being able to pay my rent and really need assistance. I am not the type of person to ever want to ask for help unless it is an actual emergency or I have no other options.  So here it goes.  I am behind on my rent as I had an unexpected medical emergency I had to pay for upfront and it drained what I had. I am in need of $2000 to catch up on what I am missing so I can keep my apartment. I have received an eviction notice and am fighting with everything left in me to make ends meet to pay this. I have even sacrificed eating for the last month and lost a lot of weight in an attempt to get money to pay it off.  Nothing has been working and I am starting to fear the worst. I do work but I have to live paycheck to paycheck just to make sure I can pay my utility bills .  I will admit I was homeless back in January of this year because I had a medical issue come up unexpectedly that took me out of work and made me unable to work so I had lost my job and it took a while for me to be able to find a new job that was willing to work with me being slower and in pain. When I found my new job I ended up losing it as well because I had a guy grab me while I was walking at night a few months ago and I ended up breaking my hand and the place I worked would not work with me even though the only restriction I had was not being able to do heavy lifting. I found a new job which I absolutely love but in the time it took me to find the job I have gotten so far behind on rent that I am in a position where I am scrambling to make ends meet. Once I  have this settled I will be able to handle the rest of the time on my own but I just need the boost to catch up on the late rent and save everything I  have worked so hard to get.  And I want to say thank you in advance to anyone who can help me.

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I recently moved to Long Beach to pursue my degree in Marine Biology. After breaking up with my boyfriend of 4 years I was forced to move out and start a life on my own. I was pushed into a living situation where I live on a futon in a living room and barely being able to feed myself. I have lost 20 lbs since moving out and have been suffering from anxiety because I barely have enough money to pay for rent. I am now in debt because I have had to resort to student loans in order to pay for rent, books, and food. My major is a high unit major and therefore it is very difficult for me to find a job that will work with my school schedule so I have began working for Postmates, but with gas expenses I am barely breaking even. My parents are both ill, my dad having Chron’s disease and my stepmom having MS, so they are completely financially burdened and unable to help me financially. I trying to just raise enough money to get myself back on my feet, at least for this month until I can find a more stable job. I have severe anxiety attacks about not having enough money to make it through school and am living 6 hours away from my parents and need money to move out of the terrible living situation I am in now. Being a female living with 3 other men (there was nothing else available on such short notice) makes me feel unsafe and uncomfortable. I have no privacy, my room is right next to the kitchen where there is constant activity and I can barely study because there is no break from noises. I am not usually one to ask for money but I am afraid of no longer being able to afford my rent, food, and gas.

Greetings,

My name is Brandi. I am the mother of 2 children ages 17 and 11. They are both great children and my 17 year even wants to try to get a job to help out. But I need her to focus on school and studies as she will be the first in the family to go to college.

We recently fell on hardship due to helping out a friend. One day my friend calls me and she is crying. She says that her family is in danger of being homeless because her husband left her, she lost her job and her son was in legal trouble which means she no longer was able to collect his SSI check since he was incarcerated. She has her 3 grand children, which are my God-children and her youngest daughter is also 17. I was going to renew my lease as it was coming to an end for the year, but I felt deep in my heart that I am here to help my friend. My place wasn’t big enough to have that many people living there but her house was big enough for me and my family to move in. So, we moved in to her home and made the agreement that I will help out until she gets back on her feet. I have done this before with another friend and I thought this would be no different. Well, I was wrong. I decided to help my friend in February 2017. My agreement to just help out turned into me taking over all bills while my friend went through her depression. I have a job and I even had to get a part time driving job to make ends meet. But it was not enough to take care of 2 families on one income. I tried to talk to my friend and encourage her to find work. I understand depression all to well so I encouraged but I did not force or threaten. These attempts of encouragement just turned to uncomfortable environments for everyone. My friend has succeeded in sucking my savings dry and we are now living on fumes. My friend decided that she did not want to deal with us anymore and left us high and dry as soon as she was able to get her son’s SSI checks again. He was released in April. June 1 is when my friend took her family and left.

I was going to try to stay here until the lease ended in November and try to save some money. I thought about renting a room out but I do not feel comfortable with strangers around my children. Although I never stopped working, I just cannot afford all of these bills alone. July is approaching quickly and I am afraid we are facing eviction due to the electricity and food bill increase since schools been out. I still have my car note to pay and Insurance. This rent is 1120 and all utilities paid by me. Monthly total for house is approximately 1980.00. I would be able to pay but I have to pay for Medical Insurance now therefor I only bring home 1667.22 a month. I do not qualify for any type of assistance because they think i make to much money. I do not want to keep this house. We just need help with a security deposit and first month. I can take care of Insurance, car note, moving expenses and food.

How did I get here? I only wanted to help a friend, my best friend. But instead I lost my friend and my stability as well.

My parents raised me to always earn my keep. I am willing to work for any assistance given if you are in the Phoenix, AZ area. I can house clean, babysit, do errands on Monday Tuesday and Wednesdays (these are my days off). Please Help Us. We will greatly appreciate it!

Thanks for reading.

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My name is Sarrah Chang and I am married to a loving husband of 10 years. We are both veterans of the Army and we meet in Texas. I currently work as a claims examiner and my husband works at a pawnshop running the eBay store.  We started running into trouble the end of last month when we had a roommate who we had to ask to leave. He never paid for food or any utilities. The only thing he did pay was his little portion of the rent. Enter into June and we had a major blow when my husband’s VA school money did not come. We had been working to pay down our debt and had set up a payment in order to satisfy it.  When the school money didn’t come it didn’t stop the bills and the debt payment from coming out. This lead to too many overdraft fees and some returned item fees.

We have tried to handle it ourselves, have been turned down for a loan, took most of our major electronics to the pawn shop in order to catch up, however, we are still far behind. When we figured we were not going to be able to do this on our own we went to different VA sources but all have turned us down due to the fact we make more than they allow to qualify for the help. We then turned to local and other nonprofits and have gotten the same answer. I have researched and dug to see what I can do. I have applied and been accepted for a part time job working weekends and evenings during weekday but that will not start till the second week of July and by then we would have lost the roof over our head.

There are many people out there that are in a worse position than we are, we are just asking for a little help to catch up. Our belief is paying kindness forward and we hope that once we have caught up we can help others out there that are in the same position. Currently we are looking to catch up on our rent and maybe get a little ahead so we can catch up on our other bills that are behind (such as cellphone that got turned off yesterday). Any help that you feel to bless us with will be one step closer to our end goal of $848.

https://www.paypal.me/jbbysarrah

Hello, my name is Angelica and I’m an 18 year old art student based in London. I’m currently feeling very scared, hopeless and trapped and I just don’t know who to turn to.

It’s a long complicated story, but first I’ll tell you a bit about my background. I grew up in a council flat in Essex, with my loving sister and mother. At age 5 I was hit by a car and put into a wheelchair for a year. After getting out of the wheelchair I struggled to make friends and found socialising more and more difficult. When I became more shy and timid, I started to get bullied, this dragged on from a change of primary schools and then onto secondary school. The bullying continued and I became more and more anxious. I started refusing to, making myself sick and isolating myself. Over the years, I developed multiple mental disorders and eating disorders. The main diagnosis was Body Dysmorphic Disorder, causing me to believe that I was so ugly that people wanted to kill me. I had constant suicidal thoughts and after several suicide attempts ended up being admitted to a psychiatric ward for 9 months.

After I was discharged, I improved quite a lot. I started going to college in Essex, but after two weeks my mental health had quickly started to deteriorate. I refused to go again and was back to feeling hopeless, that I didn’t have a future.

I started speaking to a boy from London, a friend of a friend, and soon we became a couple. I visited his house a few times and noticed how much better I felt just to be out of Essex, leaving behind how I’d felt growing up. I ended up living with my boyfriend (24) and his parents. It started off well when they were rescuing me. I’ve been here for over a year and a half now and the atmosphere has changed. Although I have gained confidence and have finally found a school environment where I have friends, I’m doing well (recently got a distinction for my final project) and I’m happy, my home life is making me miserable.

As I don’t pay rent, my time is no longer my own. When I needed more time to do my artwork (which I worked very hard on) and for the first time told them I couldn’t make dinner, it turned into a heated argument, (one that I can never win)  and was told that “It’s about compromise” when saying that I needed more time to focus on my studies. I know that they no longer want me here as I have been called a “financial burden” and told that I never do anything in this house when it is really the exact opposite. It’s quite hard to explain, but even when things are fine the atmosphere is constantly tense, I constantly feel like I’m doing something wrong. I feel scared to be seen in the house like nothing I ever do is good enough and just ashamed of existing and being here in their company.

Anytime that I try to confront them about how I feel, it’s completely dismissed and they see me as ungrateful and badly behaved.

My mum is in trouble with her local council as they received information that I’m no longer living with her. I do go down to see her as much as I can, but as she and both I have very little money it can be very difficult to make it down.

I want to become a stripper just so that I can have enough to finally feel stable and comfortable in my own home, but they overheard and it has been forbidden. Trapping me, with nowhere to go and another year of college which I really would like to attend.

I work, but as my mum can’t help me much with money it constantly runs out, I get down to 0.00 pretty much on a weekly basis. I’m not moving forward.

I’m feeling so scared, depressed and hopeless. My issue isn’t the worst in the world but I’m feeling so desperately miserable that I just feel that I need to get some help.

I just need enough money to pay for a London flat deposit and the first month of rent, but to also have enough to help my mum out as well. £6000 would cover everything, but of course anything will be of great help.

I would be happy to pay back any money that I was given in time.

I’m so so scared, and if anyone could help me I would be so immensely grateful and it would make a humongous difference in my life and my happiness, to finally feel free of fear.

I really just don’t feel that I can go on feeling like this.

If you’ve read this far, then thank you so much. Again, I will try to pay you back if you’d like.

(The image is a photo of my CGI artwork)

Thank you

Angelica

I am a man who believes in helping those in need myself so for me to have to ask for help like this and be in this situation is soul shaking. I am a 30 year old single hard working guy with no kids which is a good thing in this case otherwise this situation would be even harder. Last month in May I was let go from my job with a temp agency under a assignment with Clarkson Eyecare out of the blue. When i took the job I had no idea how long the assignment would last and neither did the temp agency but it was the only job offer i got at the time and i needed it. I took the job and was able to learn the right way to handle their billing procedures and call handling. I did the best I could to show up everyday on time and follow the rules.  As we find out in life sometimes its not enough and it wasnt. They let me go when the assignment ended like that I was caught off guard. I got a phone call that Tuesday from the temp agency giving me the news that they decided not to hire me permanently. I was crushed and I suddenly faced a huge challenge that I wasnt sure how I would handle. Every since that day I have been trying to hold it together and remain positive. I know it could be worse in fact the first concern I had was losing my place. This is actually my first apartment and I worked, saved and planned tirelessly to get this place.  Now I have never been in this situation before so the first thing I was thinking is I’m gonna lose my place I’m not gonna have a place to live . So I contacted the leasing office and they told me that they will work with me as long as i communicate with them continuously, because originally they gave me to the end of May to get the payment in for rent I figured hey I would just save up and pay rent because I was getting paid weekly by the temp agency before i lost that job.  Now I am faced with a even bigger problem I have no income rent will be due and my car note is due and there is no one to help me.  I started  contacting local churches to see if they would be able to help me with rent I live in an area that has only a couple of churches and organizations that can help me like the Salvation Army, Saint Joachim and Ann, Calvary and Church.  These organizations are out of  donations for the moment . All their funding has been placed on hold and it’s now June and I have interviews coming up next week for Jobs starting in July.  I have tried my best to find a job that starts this month but, it hasn’t worked out I now face large court fees and late fees to the leasing office for late being deliquent with rent and I am barely holding on to my sanity . It feels like im never getting out of this situation. I’m trying to stay positive but I really need help if you can donate out of the kindness of your heart I am sure God will bless you. I have included proof and the amounts i owe so you can see for yourself. God bless you and please pray for me to get a job next month even if you cant help thank you.