Hi! First of all please excuse my poor english. I will try to make it understandable.
My name is Tobias Bäckström, i live in the beautiful country of Sweden. I am 41 years old and i have three kids. I also have my little Alfred-angel, Affe for short, he died just two weeks before his second birthday due to two severe cases of pneumonia and a birth defect to his heart. He was borned with congenital “transposition of the great vessels” wich basicly means that his heart was pumping backwards, kinda. You can read more about it, just google it. My wife at the time (marrige got screwed when wife found love with the neighbour), just my luck, started a blog just to tell the story. You can read it here (use google translate) http://affe09.bloggplatsen.se/
Anyway, since his death, I have struggled with depression, loss of job therefore and totally broke down in april of 2013 in something we call “fetigue syndrom”, don’t know the english word for it. So many things happening building up to this blow, i just stopped functioning and could’nt work, nor take care of my three children. I tried, and i struggled, trying to make ends meet. Now I am much better, still missing my boy, taking to a shrink once a week trying to fix that loss.
Anyway, this ordeal, though struggeling with the monthly payments, taking a couple of loans here and there just to pay the bills (stupid really, but what can one do?). I have managed so far, living on the edge, havent been able to do anything else but paying the bills, but now I don’t really know what to do! There are many holes to fill. I found this site by accident and thought, though I hate begging for money or lending, why not give it a try.
I am trying to reach out to all you a little richer than me, please begging you to help me coping with this. I don’t ask for much, anything really!