I don’t even know where to begin. Right now, I am needing around $7000 to break my lease, pack and hire movers to move somewhere else, and for hotel rooms until I can finish moving. My current apartment is haunted. I have had no problem with the dogs that are haunting it. I can sense and sometimes catch a glimpse of them and have never felt threatened by them at all or by any other ghosts from other places that I have lived in. I have been in this apartment since July of last year. Beginning about 2 weeks ago I felt something jump on the bed that was much larger but just thought, well it must be another larger dog. Then about a week ago, I saw that it was a little boy. This would be okay with me as I have also lived in homes and apartments which people ghosts and had no issues but this one is different. He seems diabolical, but praying and firmly telling him to go away in the name of Jesus didn’t work at all. He does try to do inappropriate things that at his age he shouldn’t even know about. He seems to really be into my feet too. Plus he will get under the bed and somehow keep pushing his hands through the mattress, poking me. This past weekend after trying to pray him away, he kept putting his hands on and around my head and did the poking thing to my head- this was when I was sitting on the couch, fully awake. This caused me to have one of the worst headaches I have ever had in my life. I got away and somehow made it to the ER where they did a CT Scan but found nothing. I was just told to contact my psychologist (I have depression and anxiety) and my neurologist (I have chronic headaches, migranes, and trigeminal neuralgia). They are thinking that the ‘ visual, auditory, and tactile hallucinations’ are caused by some of the medicines reacting to each other negatively. I contacted both docs and the psych doc thinks it’s one of the neurology meds (I personally think some of this may be due to tegretol) and I have an appt next week with the neurologist. I tried to stop the medicine myself but was told by a coworker that her husband had 2 grand mal seizures when he tried to stop it himself. I ended up back in the ER Sunday night because my head still felt awful. I guess I’ll be receiving a $1000 bill for the copay for the visits too. Oh and when I ran out of the house in tears after dealing with this spawn of you know who, it actually followed me out. I heard 4 tiny but loud footfalls before I turned around and yelled at it the get the heck away from me. I have been staying at a hotel nearby since Sunday night. I tried going back Monday night but my anxiety was through the roof as it started getting darker outside. I tried just going to shop at night then sleep during the day but couldn’t even do that. Today was my work from home day and I was on pins and needles all day but got through it and am now back at the hotel. I am going out of town Friday (cheap trip that was booked a while ago, sadly it costs less there than staying in the local hotel) and will be back late Tuesday and am dreading coming back. Not only is my anxiety bad but ironically my depression is worsening too because I keep wondering if a kid in the apartment building lost his life recently. I am going to have a conversation to see if my psych doc can do anything to help me to not have to pay for breaking the lease at least, this would knock the cost down to about $4000. I live paycheck to paycheck and am running my credit cards up by staying at hotels. Yes, I need better friends. I’ve realized this too and it is not good for my depression. Any help you can give is very much appreciated. Years ago, I used to do all the ghost hunts and tours (telling you this so you will understand my PayPal handle) and never had any problems at all. I haven’t really done any of it since 2020 except the historical tours but now it is literally on my doorstep. Please donate if you can. Thanks and God Bless You All.
Paypal.me/Casperette
Okay, I’m even more hesitant about this since now I feel like a failure but here goes. I just started a youtube channel last month in the Survival and How to area. I have a ton of ideas and am working to push out more and more quality content. Yes, there is a haunted house survival video, but yes I am running just like the people I talked about in the video. If you aren’t able to donate, please consider subscribing to my channel and/or watching my videos so that I can get monetized and have a second source of income. Thank you everyone
www.youtube.com/@fearlessandprepared
-scared and unprepared