Hello, I will first say that I am employed and living in San Diego. I suffer from depression and have attempted suicide several times. The move here was VERY difficult and I am having a lot of financial trouble. I am a single person living alone with 2 cats. I exhausted my savings in November 2018. I did not start my new job until January 2019. It does not come close to being able to pay my rent, thus, I am trying VERY hard to find a 2nd job. My rent is $2500/month. I do not have any of that for March 2019. My bank account is overdrawn by $500, so when I get paid on Friday 3/1/2019 ($1121), they will take half of that. I have $20 cash on me for gas. I am very scared and my depression is telling me to just give up because I am a failure and to kill myself. It has been over 8yrs since I last tried to harm myself and I don’t want to do that again. But, I AM a failure and am now begging for someone, anyone to help me. I do not have any family that can help. My mom was hospitalized and is not able to assist me. I don’t know anyone here in San Diego and I am truly struggling! It took me 4 months just to find this job and now I am trying so hard to find a 2nd one so that I can take care of myself. I need help from ANYONE who is kind enough to offer. I think I am more afraid of dying. I don’t want to die over money. I just need some help to get me to the next step. I have a BA in Psychology and have worked my entire life. I have never been married, nor do I have children. I have been on my own for 20yrs, always struggled, but always found a way. I do not know what to do. Because I don’t make a lot, just started my job and recently moved , no one is even willing to give me a loan. I am lost and truly desperate. I usually find a way – Life has NEVER been kind to me – but I am lost. I have NO money and will not even have my full check since I’m overdrafted. Please help me. I am thanking anyone who reads this and responds in advance. May you be TRULY blessed for helping a stranger just because you have a kind heart! I am a fighter, but just need to get over this hump. THANK YOU TO ALL OF YOU WHO STOPPED TO READ THIS AND HUGS AND EXTRA SPECIAL THANKS TO ANYONE WHO IS KIND ENOUGH TO HELP ME!!!!
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