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Diabetic type 1

Hello.

My name is Michael and i am soon 39 years old. I live with my lovely wife and my beautiful daughter of 4 years old. I am diagnosed with diabetes since i was 13 years old. When my father was alive things were so much easier. He help me with my medical bills and work. After his death all tables turned around. I suffered depretion and for a long time. My long life dream and goal is to invest in real estate…this way when my time is up I have something to leave behind for my family. I am not doing so well. Medication and supplies are expensive and i have no one to help me. I see the sadness in my daughters eyes and life, and tje long conversations with my wife on how to overcome poverty. After a long time with this illness, it has weakened me completely. My body functions are reduced and unable to do as much as i once could when i was working with transport and logistics. Now my time is invested in trying to sell cans that i collect or any means of making money. I fear that i will eventually lose my family because, eating once a day is so hard. No school fees, late rent, cold meals, no gass no electricity just completely torn to pieces. I had started to build a small house on the one acre that my father left me. But i am unable to complete my task and i dont want to sell it because it should be inherited by my daughter to secure her future. I am a hardworking person and i just feel like no matter what or how much i do, i get so little and nothing in return. Therefore, out of desperation i have searched and cone to this site to ask for help, not even for me but my daughters future. Is there anyone who can relate to me? Please. I have exhausted all possibilities. I owe so many people money. Among friends and families. I dont sleep at night and have lost alot of weight. I use insulin in a way that i should not. I use the same injection for a whole 2 weeks. If there is any love and pity in this world left, please help me. It would bring back the smile I once had, a stronger me before its to late. For my family and there future. Most grateful for whatever donations i can get. Thank you and may God bless you, in this lifetime and the next.

Michael Thom.

paypal.me/MTho

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(I got Scammed) Student in dire need of help: Facing eviction.

Hello dear,

 

I hope this message finds you well. I am reaching out to you today from a place of desperation and hope, caught in a situation I never imagined I’d be in. As an international student studying in a foreign country, life has thrown a curve ball that I’m finding hard to dodge.

 

You see, I recently fell victim to a scam that left me without my tuition money. It’s a significant sum of 3487 euros, and losing it has put my education and my very living situation at risk.

 

Living in a foreign land, my circle of friends is sadly very small, and I feel incredibly alone as I face this crisis.

 

The hardest part of this entire ordeal is that I can’t even confide in my parents. They’ve poured their blood, sweat, and tears into making my dream of studying abroad a reality. To tell them I’ve lost the money they worked so hard for, and to ask for more when I know they have nothing left to give, is something I just can’t bring myself to do, I feel sorry, apologetic and ashamed to face them.

 

I know we all have our battles, and it’s tough to always be there for others when you are fighting your own. But this is a plea from the heart. I’m not just fighting for my education and a roof over my head, but for my future as well.

 

Every bit of help, no matter how small, can make a world of difference to me right now. I’m not looking for a handout, but rather a helping hand to pull me out of this pit I’ve found myself in.

 

If you can, please consider helping me. If a financial contribution isn’t feasible, even sharing my story with others who might be able to help would mean the world to me.

 

Thank you for taking the time to read my story. Any form of help you can extend to me during these challenging times will be a ray of hope, and I promise you, it will make a profound impact on my life.

 

Thank you.

If you wish to help, here is my PayPal link:

https://paypal.me/Judhope?country.x=LT&locale.x=en_US

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Disabled mom/wife desperate to contribute to family finances

I am 37 and I have been disabled for my entire adult life, both physically and emotionally. I’ve struggled for so so long with trying and failing repeatedly to find some way or another that I can make some form of income. For a wide variety of reasons, nothing ever works. This has always left me in the position of needing to be taken care of by someone, usually whatever partner I was with at the time, though sometimes family, a couple times friends. No matter who, though, I’ve always felt ashamed and guilty of my inability to contribute much of anything to whatever joint living situation I’ve been in. And, to be honest, given all of the physical pain I’m in so much of the time, this has extended to my inability to contribute much to household chores, either. I do what I can, but more and more over time, that’s… not that much. And, it really eats at me. I would desperately want to hire help with housework, even if just sometimes, but it’s just not feasible, and never has been.

Nowdays, I live with my husband and 10 year old daughter (I was a single mom for several years, until getting married and moving in with my husband a couple years ago), in a rented basement apartment. My husband makes a reasonable income, enough to pay the rent and bills, and once in a while we can even get ourselves a treat. But, there’s…. not really any saving up for anything. His job doesn’t have any upward mobility either, or chances of a raise over time, so this is all there will ever be for us, if everything depends completely on him. There’s no real hope of anything other than stagnating at “getting by” at best. And to be honest, often we question how to even afford, like, buying clothes and supplies for my daughter as she grows over time. (Like, right now, she just went through a massive growth spurt, and barely any of her clothes fit anymore. And the winters here are *cold*, so she needs something better quick.) Holidays like christmas cause mild panic, especially since it’s basically *required*, where we live, to buy presents for basically *everyone* in his extended family. (At least I don’t have any family in the picture anymore to have to buy presents for, though that means no one to turn to either.) Groceries are often a point of stress as well; we technically *can* afford them, but often we have to trim things out of the grocery cart before actually buying what’s left in it, because we can’t justify everything we wanted to get. Sometimes it’s even an argument between me and my husband.

I don’t even have a dresser for my clothes, I’ve been living out of a suitcase laying open on our bedroom floor for almost two years. My daughter has a dresser but it’s very small, one of the only pieces of furniture I’ve been able to obtain for our home. We have one car, but it’s my husband’s for going to work in, so I have no way to actually go anywhere during day to day things he isn’t around for. We had to turn to outside help for my husband’s agonizing dental issues, and I haven’t even dared find out what it’d take to deal with my own; I’ve just been trying to push the problem off as long as I can get away with it since it hasn’t started to hurt significantly yet. And there’s absolutely no way we can even contemplate ever having a better home than what we have now. Renting some basement apartment.

There’s…. definitely a lot more issues I could list, really. But all of it comes down to, our lives are never going to improve unless I find a way to bring money in. My husband is doing what he can, and the stress of being the only one contributing financially takes a toll on him. He doesn’t hold it against me, but he has passively commented many times about wishing I could get some sort of job or make money somehow. He says it in passive ways but I can tell it hints at how hard it is on him to be the only one holding us up. Between the stress of the problems themselves, my own guilt about what feels like my constant failures for all my life, and the quiet pressure from my husband, I’ve been desperate to figure out how in the world I can bring *anything* in while still having the issues that have had me disabled all these years in the first place. (I used to at least have ssi benefits, but for reasons beyond my control, those went away, unrecoverably.)

I’ve tried to look into a wide array of different online opportunities, but I constantly hit dead ends, whether because they’re extremely low paid, no actual work available, they require specialized skills I just plain don’t have, or because my own issues knock the legs out from under me yet again. I’m so lost. I’m so stuck. I don’t know what to do. I really am just desperate. I’m still trying to look into other things, hoping to find *something* eventually, but, I came across a video that mentioned this site, and just….. I’m not proud. I’ve had to just accept, for years, that I need to ask for help from others. I don’t have *any* of what’s needed to be self-sufficient, so there’s never been any sort of mentality in me of “too proud to accept handouts/help from others.” I’m not above begging. I just see it as doing what needs to be done to get by.

I don’t want to be a nuisance, so I don’t generally ask people unsolicited. But when I hear of a site like this….. I just… I have to try. I’m so tired of feeling lost and hopeless. Like a useless lump that takes resources but can never give back. I know my husband doesn’t see me that way, but I can’t ever shake the feeling of being a burden. *Knowing* I’m a burden, even if just technically. Please. Please. Anything. I’m so desperate. I just want to help my family have a better life. Please. Anything. I don’t want to be so useless anymore. I don’t want to hate myself for being a helpless leech anymore. It hurts. The depression is so intense. I just need to have *something* work for once.

But no matter what happens, whether you give help or not, I will give you this saying from my daughter: Have the best day you can.

But if you do help, with anything at all, you will have my absolute undying gratitude.

Thank you for taking the time to read my post. I wish you all the best.

paypal.me/xeldabutterfae

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Helping The Animal Shelter

  • Hello dear reader!

I help those who cannot help themselves, and it’s about animals. I know that many people are not interested in the problems of a strange animal but personally, every new post from the shelter makes me cry. I have been helping in shelters since I was a child, these are good but sad memories. I try to help as much as possible but I would also need help in helping. My dream is to start my own animal rescue group and in the financial part I can only turn to people. Help me help others and achieve my dream. I feel that I was born to help but I can’t do it alone. There is no exact amount that is needed, because I try to support other animal shelters and and open my own animal rescue group.

Every cent counts, god bless you and let’s make the world a little better.

Paypal<3:

AnimalSupport1

 

 

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I lost all in covid

I was happily married man and lived good life. I had my own business, house, car and beautifull family. When covid hits globally in early 2020 i lost most of my clients of my company and i lost my company. I had loan to start my company and now i am in debth over 100k€. Then when i was all the way down from losing my business my wife left me and we divorsed. My son stayed with me cause my wife didnt want to take care of him. I have lived along with my son from 2020 and never get any money from my ex wife to help take care of our son. I had to sell my car and everything i had to cover my own and my son living. I tried to invest my last money 5000€ on broker and it was a scam and i lost my last money. I have still 115k€ debth.  All my salary goes to bills and food. I cant save anything. We live tiny rent apartment. I lost my credit so i cant take loan from bank. I work on 2 jobs to try to get along but i am burried deeper in depth every month cause i earn less than my bills. I am still believing in life and world but i have very hard time in my life. I would appreciate anyone who could help me and my son to get our feet on the ground again and see brighter days a head.

 

Thank you!

Joni

 

https://paypal.me/emptypokets?country.x=FI&locale.x=en_US

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Catch 22

Dear Community

I hope this message finds you well. I am reaching out to you today to share a heart-wrenching story of a contractor in desperate need of our support. His broken-down car has become a significant obstacle, hindering his ability to work and provide for his family, particularly his mentally disabled daughter.

As we all know, transportation is crucial for individuals to maintain their livelihoods. For this contractor, his car is not just a means of transportation but a lifeline that connects him to job opportunities. Without a reliable vehicle, he is unable to secure contracts and earn a steady income to support his family.

The financial burden of caring for a mentally disabled child is already overwhelming. Medical expenses, therapy sessions, and specialized care can quickly deplete their limited resources. The contractor’s work is not only his passion but also the primary source of income that sustains his family’s daily needs and ensures his daughter receives the care she deserves.

We living in Hungary.

According to the car mechanic the fault will cost 2090 euros. (2208 usd) (Injector and fuel regulator whit labor fee)

By coming together as a compassionate community, we can make a significant impact on this family’s life. Your generous contribution will help repair or replace the contractor’s broken-down car, enabling him to continue working and supporting his family effectively. With a reliable vehicle, he can secure contracts, travel to job sites, and provide a stable future for his mentally disabled daughter.

I kindly urge you to consider making a donation to this cause. Every contribution, no matter how small, will make a difference in the lives of this struggling family. Together, we can provide them with the support they desperately need during these challenging times.

Your kindness and generosity will not only restore hope for this family but also serve as a shining example of our community’s compassion and unity.

Thank you for your time and consideration. Together, let’s make a positive impact and bring light into the lives of those who need it most.

Sincerely,

Timea Toth

paypal.me/tothtimea1983

 

 

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Need help for rent a house or buy a small house

Hello everyone!

I am a mother of 2 kids. I am 43 years old. I was married but 2 years ago I separated from my husband and recently I got a divorce from him. when I left his house I kept my kids with him also. Because I am a South Asian citizen and he is a European citizen. I married my husband in 2009 in my country. That’s where I met my husband. Then he brought me into his country. 12 years I was living with him with so much stress. Psychologically he abusing me too much. But I hold onto myself because of my kids. But finally, I couldn’t anymore. After I decided to go back to my country. But I asked him to take the kids with me. But he doesn’t let me. For 12 years I lived with him in his house without having any friends or any of my family members or any relatives. Except for him, I don’t know anybody in his country. Or where to go or who to ask for help for me and so on…..

So, unfortunately, I have to leave my kids with him. I also asked with kids if they wanted to come with me, But he told the kids not to go with me. So they said no to me. With all the stress I left his country with the help of my brother. while in my country I always have a connection with my kids. then I found out my daughter had a scoliosis problem in a very bad way. Then I came back to his country again and found a job. also found a small studio to live with another roommate. This is my story very very shortly.

But, now I want my kids to at least stay with me when I am having off from work. But my ex does not like to send them to my place, because I do not have a house or any other facility. He said whenever I have my own house, then he will allow to kids to come to stay with me. At the moment I have a job. But the salary I earn every month isn’t enough for me to rent a good house or buy a house. Also, I asked the government for help. But they said they can’t help.

Please I am suffering too much without my kids next to me. Day by day crying without knowing what to do. Also, my daughter suffering from her scoliosis problem too. She needs to do some therapy and it costs so much, So, please help me to buy a small house or rent a house, so I can closes to my children. That’s all I want.

        Thank you so much.

This is my PayPal link, God may bless you all!

https://paypal.me/SSS2117?country.x=CY&locale.x=en_US

 

 

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Please help – one month living expenses in the amount of 850 USD

Dear Donators,

Thank you very much in advance for taking your time and reading my pledge. I’m very grateful to anyone who decided to help me and also to those who paid attention.

This is my first time begging for money. I’m usually in a giving position, but life has its unexpected ways.

I would greatly appreciate your support for my living expenses for November. I would need 850 EUR, which is more or less 850 USD. If you decide to help me, my PayPal account is vineta.sp@gmail.com.

Here is my story:

I’m a working mother of three fantastic children; two of them are already in college and in their first year of study. The youngest one is with me at home. We are a family that supports each other, and we love each other very much. My two older children are studying outside of our home country, Latvia; one is studying in the Netherlands, the other in Belgium. When they started their studies, we had an agreement that they would look for jobs and, after the first couple months, would pay for their housing and tuition themselves. They have just found their jobs, yet the expected salary is coming at the end of November or the beginning of December.

Obviously, due to this, I have paid for their housing and tuition, and now this month I am in trouble with my own bills and obligations. I have started some side hustles; I really don’t want to be begging for money again, but now it looks like I am some 650 euros (more or less the same amount in USD) short for my rent and utilities and 200 euros for food for me and my youngest son.

I believe that by the end of November, we will have sorted out our financial situation and will again be in a position to support someone else who needs money. But now I am humbly asking for your support to get through this moment of financial trouble.

Once again, I really appreciate your support and kindness.

With love,

Vineta

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Urgent need of helping hand

I don’t even know how to start…

I’ve done it when I have to raise funds for the rescue and treatment of homeless and sick animals, but I didn’t for me…until now… now it’s imperative and urgent, my two kitties need me and that gives me the strength to go on!

I am Florence, 47

I do know miracles happen, and I hope and believe that we humans have to rely on each other in hard times to survive!

I urgently need your help to cover the loans I had to take out for my treatment and the therapies I had to go through and I am still going through…

I was almost bedridden for years with excruciating pain, living daily in a nightmare!

I have cancer and autoimmune diseases.

Right now, I urgently need $4500 to start one of my therapies for which bank did not allow me more loans as my salary is too low for that.

Thanks to previous loans I’ve taken I was able to go through some treatment and then to start working, which wouldn’t be possible if I haven’t took that risk!

… and I also need some months of helping hand to help me cover the loans about $1800 monthly as the money I receive as a salary is little and I work until exhaustion, but at the moment I have no choice…

The amount I have to pay the bank monthly is twice as higher as my salary and I have literally notting to live on…

I am asking for your understanding and support in this extremely difficult time for me, I know that every little  helping hand in such a moment is salvation and hope!

Thank you from the debts of my heart!

 

 

 

 

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Financial problems due to incurable lung disease

Dear donor

First of all, thank you for giving me your time by reading this. I very much appreciate it.

It is with great regret and considerable embarrassment that I find myself having to write this request. But I have run out of options.

My name is John Bentley. I am 54 years old, originally from the UK, but have been resident in Barcelona, Spain, for the past 30 years. In 2018, after a bout of coughing up large amounts of blood one evening, I was diagnosed with a lung infection called mycobacterium abscessus. This is a multi-drug resistant bacterium which causes pulmonary disease and is extremely hard to treat. It is a rare condition, and despite 19 months of oral and intravenous antibiotics treatment in 2018-19, the infection still hasn’t been fully cured. One of its consequences is chest infections, which I have suffered on numerous occasions, in particular during my four episodes of Covid-19. These left me with a high fever for weeks and needing further antibiotic treatment each time. I work as a freelance online English teacher, and these bouts of illness have led me to losing both clients and work opportunities due to absence.

The year I was diagnosed with the mycobacterium abscessus infection, the doctors also found out I have a severe deficiency in alpha 1 antitrypsin. This is a genetic disease, and hence incurable. It means that the liver does not produce sufficient amounts of the protein alpha 1 antitrypsin to protect the lungs, which leads to irreparable lung damage. As you can imagine, the combination of this and the infection has led to several lung problems and may cause me to have liver problems in the future.

Amongst other things, the alpha 1 antitrypsin deficiency means I need fortnightly intravenous infusions of donor plasma; a treatment which aims to prevent the most debilitating lung damage.

This all sounds disastrous, but unfortunately it doesn’t end there. Since last October I have also had recurrent thrombosis, the exact cause of which is unknown. Regrettably, the latest CT scans show that, due to this, I have a chronic pulmonary embolism (a large blood clot in the lungs). Just last week the specialist dealing with this told me that the embolism is permanent. Apart from all the other treatment, I will need to take blood thinners for the rest of my life. It is also likely that I will need further antibiotic treatment to try and deal with the mycobacterium abscessus lung infection, which also showed up in the CT scan as being active.

These health problems have had a profound effect on my daily life. I feel exhausted most of the time, and I find it hard to do simple physical exercise such as climbing the stairs to my flat (there is no lift). My chest and throat are often blocked with phlegm (especially in the mornings). This can make it difficult to speak without constantly coughing and clearing my throat, which in turn interferes with my ability to do my job as an online English teacher. I have to cancel classes in order to attend medical appointments and receive treatment, which complicates my work schedule.

In many ways I consider myself lucky. Alpha 1 antitrypsin deficiency is often undiagnosed or misdiagnosed. At least I know what I have, and furthermore, I have a good hospital dealing with all this. Luckily, the hospitals in Barcelona have specialists who are experts in my health problems (not the case in much of the country).

But my symptoms are making it harder for me to work, and Barcelona is a city with a very high cost of living. Freelancers like myself receive no financial support from the state in such circumstances. My wife is on a very low salary and it is a struggle to pay the mortgage on our apartment of 28 square metres, plus other basic living expenses. For one thing, the blood thinners I am taking are not covered by social security, costing nearly €80 per month, and as a freelancer I am legally obliged to pay around €300 per month in social security contributions.

My income is very low. The biggest current monthly expense (apart from my social security payments) is the mortgage, currently around €290 a month, though with the skyrocketing interest rates that will probably rise to over €400 per month in January, an amount we will find it very hard to pay combined with everything else. Our total outstanding mortgage is around €52,000, though if this were paid off early, it would probably be nearer to €65,000 including the penalty clause. Energy and food costs have risen considerably since the pandemic, but competition in the teaching profession means that I am now having to charge less per hour than I was in 2010. Right now, I feel as if I’m drowning and I really don’t know how we are going to survive this.

If you are still reading, thank you once again.

This is extremely embarrassing for me, but I ask that you help me pay off this mortgage, and cover ongoing living costs.

In terms of the amount, I will leave that up to you. Every little helps, and I would not want anyone to give me financial help that they themselves could not afford.

Even a small reduction in the outstanding mortgage debt would benefit me in two ways: the monthly repayments would be reduced, as would the annual cost of life insurance the bank obliged us to take out (to cover the mortgage capital). Eliminating this debt from my life would be the easiest way to improve my financial situation and help me move forward. Of course, in an ideal situation, the best thing would to pay off the mortgage completely, which would be a massive weight off my shoulders. But I think that would be asking a lot from a donor.

I’ve learned that sometimes in life we all have to ask for help, even if there isn’t much chance of getting it. It is true that I am asking for charity, which is a sad and unfortunate situation. But right now I don’t see any other option.

If you wish to contact me with further questions, please email me here: johnbentley1234@gmail.com.

Here you can find further details about alpha 1 antitrypsin deficiency: https://medlineplus.gov/genetics/condition/alpha-1-antitrypsin-deficiency/

And for mycobacterium abscessus and its effects: https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mycobacteroides_abscessus

Thank you very much for your time and for considering my case. I wish you all the very best.

Should you decide to help me, below you can see my PayPal link:

http://PayPal.Me/jbentley1234

Thank you again

John Bentley

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Beg Money

Good morning !!
My name is Rafael Rufaine, I am of Burundian origin and I live in Sweden.
I turn to you because I have a big problem, my mother who has been suffering from cancer for years, has just died, it was me who helped her with medical care , also my brother who suffers from diabetes raised  , all both on my request
I wanted to go to the funeral, but I no longer have money for travel and the funeral. I went to the bank to request an overdraft but without success.

I beg you to help me  and go accompany my Mother, I will be grateful to you
Thanks a lot
my pay pal is: rafdetect@gmail.com

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Rent+Medical

Hi i am an 62 year old woman and i a desperate need for help with my rent and medicals Ive been in and out at hospital several times theese last 10 months because of my heart problems! Im on wating list for heart transplantation.   Now i am so behind with my rent and bills and i dont know what to do i only have a small pension $1197 per month. My rent $557 per month the medical bill is $1685  I need about $30 000  to get through with it. There is no way i can make it on my own and I dont have any one who can help me I cant get bank loan i have tryed.  Can you help me? Please!!

 

paypal.me/KerstinLindkvist914

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Empowering Dreams: A Call for Support in Traditional Money and Cryptocurrency

Dear Good People,

I hope this message finds you well and in good spirits. Today, I want to share a vision that is both personal and altruistic, one that involves harnessing the power of financial resources to not only fulfill my dream but also to create a positive ripple effect in the lives of those who are in real need.

My dream is to achieve financial success, not for the sake of opulence, but to enable me to make a substantial difference in the lives of others. I firmly believe that prosperity should be shared, and my intention is to use my resources to support those who genuinely need it.

This mission involves not just conventional money but also the exciting world of cryptocurrencies. Cryptocurrencies offer a revolutionary way to invest in the future and can provide a unique opportunity for growth and innovation. By contributing in both traditional currency and cryptocurrencies, you can be a part of this exciting journey and help me turn my dream into a reality.

The funds I raise will be allocated to various projects aimed at providing essential aid, supporting education, healthcare, and addressing poverty in communities that are underserved. I am committed to full transparency, providing regular updates and reports on how your contributions are making a tangible impact.

I understand that contributing to a cause is a significant decision, and I deeply appreciate any level of support, whether it’s in traditional money or cryptocurrencies. Your generosity, no matter the form it takes, will play a vital role in creating a brighter and more equitable future for those who need it most.

If you are interested in contributing either through traditional means or in cryptocurrencies, I am more than happy to provide you with the necessary information and assistance to ensure a seamless process.

These are my details:

PayPal(eur):paypal.me/gjorgjimavrovski

BTC Bitcoin adress:33hfnoh3NyNdYxP22aDgVD5zrBVpoHuXxK

ETH Etherum adress(erc20):0x1AaEd9Cb0796B942B6CACE4e5a41A4441Af39DB6

LTC Litecoin adress:LZTnf4XkX6squHzjREhPrb1gyENwutmn1S

XLM Stellar adress:GDVEVMCYK4S552TT3DXQA2GBE2GPGV7SUBZIK5FNPJJAY5QVORUTNQCR

Tether USDT adress(erc20):0x1AaEd9Cb0796B942B6CACE4e5a41A4441Af39DB6

Thank you for considering my unique request. Your support will not only help me realize my dreams but will also have a lasting, positive impact on the lives of those who are truly deserving.

Sincerely,

Gjorgji M

 

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Homeowner

Hello, kind souls. My name is Alex and I’m a 28 year old male, who lifes in germany. I’m currently in a happy relationship with my girlfriend of 5 years and thinking of proposing soon.

It has always been my dream to provide a stable and loving home for my loved ones. I work tirelessly to support my family, but the rising costs of rent and living expenses have made it nearly impossible to save for a home of our own. We dream of a place where we can create lasting memories, find security, and build a brighter future.

Since we both want children, we want to offer them their own room and enough place to just fool around.

Your support, no matter how small, would mean the world to us and help make our dream of becoming homeowners a reality. Thank you for considering our wish and for any help you can offer. Your generosity will forever be cherished.

https://www.paypal.com/paypalme/AlexanderHaslbeck

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Im only 17…

Hello dear community,

after I have read some of the other help requests, I am not sure, if I fit very well in here, but I still want to witness this chance and tell you my story.

I grew up in very good, but simultaneously in very very bad conditions. The good? I am a very very talented and smart guy, thanks to my mother, who had put so much time in education, that I have skipped the first grade after a few days, but that is when all the bad things started. Mobbing is one thing, even though getting beaten up for 5 years each school day wasn’t the smallest thing that damaged me. Shortly before my first school day, I got a new „father“, who literally did the same until I got 12 13 years old and could somehow defend myself. Many many problems in family and in my normal days made me a drug addict, school skipper, and and and.
After I hade gone to a recovery clinic to get off the drugs, everything seemed good. I found an apprenticeship as a cook, didn’t do drugs, and even got a girlfriend.

Then, in summer, everything changed. Old friends laughing at me for dropping out of school, my parents getting even more worse to me, and I got into drugs and crime quicker than I thought. Right now, I am on a „good“ way, but only because of more and more trouble…

My parents are kicking me out the house, I lost my job as a cook because the Chefs needed me for the hard work only, I didn’t even learn something, and now I need to find a house, a job (if I’m not getting pranked I should start after few days), food (my parents only allow me basic things like water, using salt or herbs, but mostly I need to buy these things on my own, doing surveys online and with luck getting 5-10€ for one day on my PayPal, so I can get myself some flour and eggs, to cook me an omelet or to bake bread, and I don’t even buy clothes, because one jeans and a few t shirts do the thing. My job, which I currently don’t have, pays me about 4 to 5 Euro an hour, because here in germany apprenticeships don’t get paid by minimum wage, everyone has a wage of 1100€ without taxes, plus cooks need to pay 100-150€ monthly for being allowed to eat all the food. And I even need to  find a little apartment with that money. And that’s not everything, explaining my whole situation could take me some days.

To be honest, begging is the least thing I want to do. Currently, being jobless I do nothing other than surveys, crypto, and having hope in an online crypto casino where I deposit some of the online earned money, because sometimes 20 30 cents in the crypto casino got me a full meal, but I also need to steal sometimes or do other illegal/unethical things, which I don’t even want to talk about. As for now, I’m having more discipline than ever, I even closed my eyes on buying and taking drugs, and I feel a lot better. But the „online“ working doesn’t make me more than 5 dollars a day, and because i don’t have money, I don’t have much options to invest, but if I had, I am sure I could do anything with it, that’s why I even need to cancel eating, going to the gym and dancing, which was a big part of me and one of the only reasons I was happy, and all other things people my age do, just to save up a bit and do something off of it.

But right now, unfortunately I am not in the state where I could really unleash my potential, which I’m sure I have, but right now getting pressured from every side, getting panic attacks, reality losses and not being able to normally go outside with friend, without having some kind of attacks. I really need help to find myself a little apartment, having some food money or something to invest into. Living without my parents, don’t getting beaten up and having enough to eat would really make me a strong man, and later I could be like you, reading messages from people in need . As I am young and still have a drive in life, I really don’t like to beg and want to do everything on my own, but after hearing of this website I decided to take a chance.
I will appreciate every type of help, I’m not asking for specific amounts of money, and will appreciate every type of help. As I am young, I will leave my telegram too, in case someone who was going through the same situation or just wants to help me in a communicative way, could talk with me.
Bless you all! Don’t give up no matter what happens to you! That’s the beauty in life, that you can experience all kinds of situations!

My telegram @tfdump

My PayPal PayPal.me/blyatsuk (sorry for the weird name)