I am beyond embarrassed to be asking strangers for help but i do not know what else to do. I am more than 5 months behind on my mortgage and 4 months behind on my utility bills as well. Covid has really done a number on my household and it seems no matter how hard i try i cannot get out of this hole. I lost my job because of covid and not having a sitter to watch my 5 year old son due to the back to back shut downs at his school. I now have a part time job but it barely covers groceries. Apparently i make too much for government assistance but not enough to actually live. My car just broke down and i am just at my breaking point. My credit cards are maxed out, i am about to get a shut off notice for my utilities and have no one to turn to. I have no support system and at this point anything will help.