Emergency Rental, Food, and Bills Assistance Programs

hello everyone,

Im very embarrassed about this whole situation.. I’ve been dealing with a lot of hardships one right after the other. It all started when my mother passed away. My wife, my sister, and I sold my parents house back in my hometown in Illinois. It was difficult for me since my wife and I had moved over a thousand miles to North Carolina to start a new chapter in our lives. And as soon as I received my share of my parents house, my wife and I became separated. Not knowing why this all was happening in the first place, I wanted what she thought was best. And me being such a nice person I gave her half of my share for my parents house so she didn’t have to struggle. Come to find out the day she wanted separation I find out that she has moved into a new place with an ex boss of mine. going on vacations, buying him things, she paid for everything of his and was being used for her money, my parents money. Later on down the road she decides to come back. She told me that she made the biggest mistake of her life and wanted to be my wife and my best friend again. I took her back. No questions asked because I love this woman, regardless of the situation. So she came back, and I was incredibly excited to start over with her and get back on the right track. I bought us a trip to the place where I proposed to her, to renew our vows. I upgraded to a 2 bedroom so we could have more room for us and our dogs. I pretty much poured everything into this whole idea that we were gonna be one again. Turns out she completely abandoned me and the idea of us getting back together. So I have been pouring money into everything at this point, when she’s living free of rent and not having to worry about paying insurance or her phone bill, because her father pays for her. And then I started a new job trying to get back out and make some money so me and my dogs can survive. As soon as I started this new job it was going great, then my engine blows on my truck.. wonderful. At this point I have to make a decision. Pay rent or fix my truck. Well I looked at my bank account and I couldn’t pay any of those things. I started freaking out thinking I’m going to be on the streets with nowhere for us to go. So I asked my family for some cash just to get by on rent. But my entire family doesn’t make a lot of money so that was a lot to ask. And currently I’m not working anywhere now because the job I was at did not really care about my situation and let me go. So I’m sitting here trying to figure out what to do. I don’t have a car now and I don’t have enough funds to rent  a car or Uber anywhere everyday. And I need a vehicle to get to those jobs. And now bills are starting to pile up and I don’t know what to do or who to turn to right now. I found a truck online and was trying to sell things so I can purchase it but it’s not enough to get there.

I know this is a lot to ask but I’m hoping to get $7000 to live comfortable until I can get a new vehicle and start a job. And go to school that I signed up for next year. Thank you for taking your time to read my situation. And I hope that you kind humans could help me out in my time of need.

i hope everyone has a wonderful and amazing day today.

nick

Paypal.me/npesavento25

Hello, My name is Beau, I never thought I would end up on a site asking for coin, but I guess everyone has to go through some sort of pain in their life, I’ve been trying to get a job for around 5 months now, which is really hard in my rural middle of nowhere town and a beat to death car that decides to die on me every week, haha. man, this is so weird, but like I said I’m on the verge of being kicked out of my current housing situation aka my moms house, But I get it, I’m 25 that’s pretty bad, there is a lot of things in my life I should have done differently like maybe chosen a career path and went to college instead of working factory jobs and retail, but I still wouldn’t change what I’ve choose cause I met a lot of cool people and did some fun stuff on the way to were I am now, but now I’m in a tough situation and need help to get out of it, what can I say about my self,  I’m addicted to video games, yeah, I could sell my games and system, but that would be selling the only thing that actually brings me happiness, which is selfish, but I need at least one thing to keep me sane while I’m on this earth, right? I mainly created this, because I thought “oh what the hell, if no one sends me anything at least I gave it a shot”, But if someone actual helps me out so I can move out and get a job somewhere out of this in the middle of the woods town, I would be happy as can be, also it’s not that I’m not suitable for any jobs here it’s that all the jobs here are family owned business, which won’t hire an outsider.

I’ll be honest, I don’t know why any would just send people money with nothing in return, but if you’re actually that financially stable and that good of a person, than damn, I hope to be in your shoes one day, cause you don’t see Jeff Bezos throwing some money at people in need, not that he should, but it would be super nice, but like I said before, any amount of money would help me out, I’m not trying to get you to fund my life or an amazing dream I have, I just want to move out and start my own journey, but I have 3.24$ in the bank and I need about 850$ to get a 1 bedroom apartment and move out :)

Oh yeah I also have a fat cat named Piggy, don’t worry she will get an even cut of money for her treats and maybe some toys if shes good.

https://www.paypal.me/BeauL88

Firstly I would like to start by saying I would never usually ask for financial help. I honestly didn’t know where to turn, I’ve looked at all sorts of options to help but I’m really struggling to find something. Usually I can get by on my salary but this isn’t Just for me.

I’m going to start from the beginning, this request comes from pure love and respect for my mother. My mother brought me my brother and sister up on her own and as many people do she picked up some debt along the way. However my mother is in her 60’s now and she is still in debt with credit cards (old ones from when we were kids) also her mortgage. She’s been managing this really well up until 2 years ago when she was made redundant. She received a payment which she paid off a lot of her mortgage with.

She has since found a new role however once she pays her bills mortgage and fuel and food shopping, dog food etc, she is litterally left with £50 for herself to live off per month. ( I still live at home with mum this is including my £300 rent a month to her she still only has this much)

My mother suffers from bipolar disorder, she is on daily medication (depakote) to manage this. Since April my sister and I had noticed differences in her, she had been very extravagant in some of the things she was saying and other times she would be crying talking about her past and all kinds of things. ( When she had her last episode of bipolar where unfortunately she had to be sectioned was in 2013)

To avoid this spiralling out of control I went to the doctors with her to discuss her stress levels with a medical professional and see if we can do anything to help her. Her meds were upped which from an outsiders perspective may have seemed to help. But I was able to see her every day and see it wasn’t, she was getting up at 4am and sitting in the kitchen in the dark with a cup of coffee talking to herself. She took three months off work to recover as sadly her illness did get slightly out of control on a few occasions. My mothers company pay 4 weeks sick pay, obviously this didn’t cover her bills for long so now she is in more debt with her creditors as she owes them fees. Throughout this time myself and my siblings were transferring as much money as we could to help pay for everything but it wasn’t enough.

It breaks my heart to see her in this mess she has done everything for all of us and I would love to be able to help her more. I’m completely lost seeing her in this mess however what means more to me is I want her health to be ok. I know her stress of money and work is possibly the main factor for her becoming unwell again.

I myself have gained debt through helping my mum, I’ve missed a few payments on things my social life has gone down hill but to be honest I couldn’t care less about my own issues at the moment I will be able to sort that once my mum is back on her feet but I don’t know when that will be.

My mother is an inspiration to me, she is so hard working and she has been the most loving mother ever!

I am requesting 1,000 to help my mother with her monthly mortgage payments, I will use parts of this monthly so I’m taking some of the stress off of her financially.

I know this is a huge, gigantic ask, I honestly didn’t know where to turn I just want to see my mother smiling again and fully healthy .

My situation began in January of this year. I was working as a dialysis registered nurse and became victim to severe bullying from my superiors. The bullying, harassment and discrimination I was experiencing from my nurse manager and charge nurse didn’t effect me much for I had very tough skin. However, things started to become dangerous because when they realized that I would not react to their intimidation, they began to undermine me infront of my patients. I was still under orientation and they began to suggest that I was harming my patients right infront of them. It became so intense during one shift that I was forced to call security twice to prevent harm to me or my patients. I reported this activity to my HR department soon after. Unfortunately, this spurred even more hateful acts. With each retaliation I kept reporting to HR. My HR department blatantly informed me that  my position is not as significant as my charge nurse or managers and so they would not take any disciplinary actions towards them.

In April I was called in one night to run one of my patients. Two days later my manager sent an email to the dialysis staff informing us that we are no longer allowed to perform a treatment a certain way (the way I was taught and that all of my coworkers utilized). One week later I was informed that I was being terminated for “going against doctors orders”. I showed the HR representative and medical supervisor the policy that was in place prior to the email that was sent from my manager. They still proceeded to terminate me and instantly locked me out of my emails and terminated my benefits. That same day I had taken my 6 year old son to the doctor and was informed that he had an acute kidney injury. I had to pay over $500 in medical bills to get my child help.

I decided to keep my head up and very quickly received another job offer from a dialysis clinic in town. Two days prior to my start day I was contacted and told that my offer was being rescinded. The manager who hired me made significant efforts to overturn this decision but was informed that my previous employer had defamated me and they would not change their decision. Since then I’ve been turned down from 37 different nursing positions due to slander and defamation. This does not include the 158 applications I’ve submitted and was never contacted. I’ve been blacklisted from the entire medical community in the surrounding area.

My previous employer is not listed on my resumé but somehow I cannot even get a serving job. I’ve applied for housekeeping, fast food… anything that I can think of. No one will hire me.

I began to utilize Uber and Lyft but my car was repossessed. My grandparents were able to bail me out but now I cannot afford new tires for my car. All of my wheels are showing wire and one has a bolt in it. So now I don’t even have reliable transportation if I do get a job. I’m likely going to have to take my son out of his current school and put him in a different school so that he can ride the bus.

Mom completely stuck right now and am in desperate need of assistance. I cannot apply for a loan due to poor credit (I’ve missed so many bills and am falling into major debt). Me and my son eat ramen noodles almost daily. I’m trying so hard to get back on my feet but I can’t figure out how. I cried for hours a couple days ago because it was my sons 7th birthday and all I could buy him was a cupcake.

Fortunately, my parents are letting us stay with them but they’re struggling as well and cannot offer me any other sort of assistance. I’m desperately asking for any assistance anyone is willing to give. I’m a good person who’s undergoing a rough time.

Mom in the process of filing a lawsuit against my previous employer but obviously that can take a long time. The EEOC has given me reasonable cause for the discrimination claims against university hospital and moved the case to mediation. My previous employer then refused to participate in mediation. So now the EEOC has launched a full scale investigation of the hospital. My former coworkers are given me evidence of the hospital attempting to cover evidence up. They are being extremely sneaky. I only hope that the justice system will do right but again, it’s a long time off.

Mic you give, I guarantee the money will go to good use. I need tires to get to and from a job and to keep my son at his school. It will help pay some bills, go towards getting my son some new clothes and hopefully give him a decent Christmas. Please help.

If I’m being frank, I’d never have guessed I’d be on a site like this, asking for help. In fact, it kills me to do so. I’ve always been someone adept at solving my own issues, but right now, I’m sinking and I really don’t know what to do.

It’s a bit of a long story, but I’ll tell it in hopes that someone, somewhere, wants to help.  This situation was brought on by one really stupid decision on my part: I bought a car. In truth, I worked really hard to be in the place where I could afford a new car. I’d had this awful vehicle that had caused me to miss work two days this year already. (Blown Tire the first time and Overheating the second.) It had major problems mechanically besides. I decided I no longer wanted to sink money into it, and since I was in a good place financially, I purchased a new car. 2010 Chevy Equinox bought on 8/11/2019

I asked for two things: A car that was good on gas, and a car that was reliable. I got one thing: Good on gas. At first, everything was alright, they fixed the AC compressor, installed new tires, and I thought I’d be safe. But then, four days later, 8/15/2019 the transmission failed. I was over two hours from home. The dealership was great, they towed me home, fixed the transmission and gave me a loaner. I only missed one day of work.

However, I was worried. I’d just bought it. I didn’t want to keep it. I wanted to try and get something better.  Unfortunately, it, obviously, doesn’t work like that. I’d never had credit before, I wasn’t able to simply trade it in. While I could unravel the deal, I was told it would be very hard to get approved for a different car, leaving me stuck with my piece of junk for even longer. I foolishly decided that it would be alright. A transmission wouldn’t f ail before I could put a better warranty on it right?

Wrong. Until it happened again 9/20/2019. Just two weeks after my birthday. Again I took it to the dealer. This time, however, I was told I couldn’t get a loaner. It turned out my very cheap insurance didn’t actually cover it. I was panicked. I worked a county over, my job was not going to be happy, and I didn’t have the money to uber- One way was more than I had in the bank. My next paycheck didn’t come until the twenty-sixth and I had prepaid most of my bills for the month. I didn’t anticipate the transmission failing twice in a month. I thought I was safe, and I was proud. I had food on the table, a car that was “fixed” and was really enjoying my life.

I did what I could, I set up a new insurance to start on the day I got paid, that way I’d be able to get a loaner car to go to work in. (Geico, of course) that was more expensive and meant that I’d just barely be making it, but it would last six months. However, the insurance would . Then I could refinance my car, and my insurance rate would be guaranteed to drop (I had a couple of old accidents that finally aged out). I prayed I’d be ok. Unfortunately, I missed three days of work.  On 9/26/2019 (Pay day) I took an uber to work, since my new insurance didn’t start until 9/27. It was too late. I’d spent $100 to get fired from the job I loved.

Since then it’s been job application after job application. I used my last check to pay off what bills I could, worked a temp job to make a little money (that I still haven’t been paid from) and did what I could.

Finally, this week, after two months of searching things are finally paying off. Publix hired me on the spot (A pleasant surprise, I start next week.), a Law Firm  called me in for an interview 20 minutes, and the interview went really well. (In fact, I’m pretty sure they’re only waiting for the approval of the two partners out of the holiday, I should get my offer next week.) Another company interviewed me this morning, and seemed really impressed with me. They have ten open spots, and I’m confident I’ll be hearing from them next week as well. A friend’s HR manager is very impressed with me, and already wants to bring me on. They’re just waiting for approval from an supervisor out from the holidays.

So what’s my issue? To put things simply, it’s too late. I only made one payment on my car before I lost my job, they’re not willing to give me an extension until I receive my first paycheck. To make matters worse, my car insurance cancels today,  our electric bill is past due, and our lights will be turned off on Monday if we don’t pay it this week.

Over all, it’s about $1000. To break it down, it’s $323 for my car (late fee included), $273 for my insurance, and 300, for my electric bill. (Ours is a fixed rate.) The last amount is gas and food, at least until I get my first paycheck.  It’s a lot, but it allows me to get back on my feet and start earning money and set my household in order. If not, I’m likely lose my car, and we’ll be in the dark for a week or two.

I’m not asking for a handout, not really. I’m perfectly happy to work out a payment plan if there is someone willing to work with me. It won’t be right away, but in a month or two this entire awful situation should be solved. Otherwise things on my end are just going to get even worse.

Anyway my paypal is paypal.me/IsaacNHesley

If there is someone out there that is able to help, well, you’d be amazing.

Hello, my name is Robert and I’m 66 yrs. old and in need of help from anyone willing to give me a small chance to enjoy what I was always told ” The Golden Years “.  I’m living with M.S. & a form of Leukemia and I’m 100% wheelchair dependent and the only place I can sleep is on a sofa and the living room is my bedroom so to speak .  My son of 40 yrs. old gave up his life to take care of me and lives with me. My only source of income is S.S. and that’s all, and I use it to take care of me & my son. I need him here full time in case I end up on the floor or can’t get in my powerchair from my bed / sofa and he helps me to get cleaned up & dressed and he feeds me.  I have a car converted to let me get in the right side in my powerchair but I need to trade it in for a vehicle to let me drive while in my chair with hand controls mounted in the car so I don’t have to have someone to drive me.

I also need to find a car for my son so there is no wear on my driverless seat vehicle so he can have some sort of social life and get him out and away from me for a couple of hours. Each month we barely have enough to eat after all medical and prescription bills are paid and insurance on the car & house and my only form of enjoyment , the cable bill and our cell phones, ( I got him one in case I have an emergency ). Plus I have to save money each month to pay my property taxes of 1,500.00 a year on top of my yearly deductible on dr.s and prescriptions each January .  I’m just trying to get proper transportation and get my house more handicap friendly , my son weights 140 lbs. soaking wet and has to try picking me up at 243 lbs. and its not easy for him.  I have to try and find a way for something to pick me up.  I also need hand rails in the bathroom and sit down shower.  The stove and sinks are to high for me to use safely and need to repair the ramps at all doors for me to get around the outside.  During winter and the severe heat during the summer I have to stay in side as much as possible.  I can only wear baggy shorts all the time because of bathroom duties and can’t wear long pants,  so I just cover my legs with a blanket and wear sweatshirts .  I just hope you see just how overwhelming my life can be on me and a burden on others around me.  I force myself to keep quite and not bother others as much as possible and have learned to do without .  So, please, if you’re willing to give me a little relief and a little taste of my so called golden years, it would be greatly appreciated ,  Thank you for reading my plight .

my PayPal addy is…… PayPal.me/Robert5253

Good Day, we are a family of eight, my wife and I, and six amazing children. I was let go from my position on 11/27/19 and subsequently become late on my December rent. My wife has always been able to be a stay at home mom, with even more of a reason since our 3 year old has downs. We were not expecting this to happen, but like most people we live paycheck to paycheck, and one small hiccup can lead to disaster. I have been looking for work I just have not found anything yet. More than gifts for Christmas or anything like that I want to make sure my family has a roof over our head, and lights on in the apartment, gas to heat our home and food on the table. Our rent is $2,275 a month with other bills totaling around $400. I would like to get at least $5,350 which would cover December and January rent and bills. I am hopeful that I will have secured a new job by then and can get our family back on track, so my children can feel safe and not worry if we will have a place to live or lights on in the house. Please Help Us!

Let me start by saying thank you for just taking the time to read this

My names ross and for the last 8 years I’ve been a mechanic working 70+ hours a week every week to support my family last year my wife became disabled and couldn’t work we have a little boy “3” and a baby on the way on November 1 I lost my job “laid off ” we have always been a pay check to pay check family and now we are about to lose everything we have. With my wife being pregnant and no long having insurance everything have just got worse we are 2 months behind on our vehicle and one month behind with Christmas right around the corner I’m just trying to keep my family housed and with transportation. Once again thank you for taking the time to read this and god bless you

https://www.paypal.me/rosssssutton

Over the years, it has been near impossible to keep our heads above water due to mountains of medical debt from my wife’s medical issues. To provide more detail, she was born with something called a giant omphalocele. An omphalocele is a birth defect in which an infant’s intestine or other abdominal organs are outside of the body because of a hole in the belly button area. With the giant omphalocele, most of her organs were exposed outside of the body at birth, and with the medical techniques being what they were in 1981, the doctors basically just shoved everything back in and stitched her up.

As you may be able to guess, this led to numerous medical issues throughout the years, including the loss of both ovaries to ovarian torsions, large lengths of bowel needing to be removed, decreased motility, gastroparesis, and a whole mess of other things. On top of that, she also found out that she has two genetic disorders: Factor V Leiden (a clotting disorder) and Long QT Syndrome (a potentially deadly heart rhythm disorder).

As mentioned before, this has caused a constant inflow of medical debt that has sucked up most of our money and we’ve only been able to climb up so far by cutting costs and living as minimally as possible. On top of that, the ovarian torsions that were caused by the repeated benign cysts (and aftermath of the omphalocele) stripped us of the chance to have our own biological child. Combined with the debt, this also kept us from being able to adopt.

Over the last year or so, we managed to finally pull ourselves up and mostly recover from unavoidable bankruptcy, start to build our credit scores, and made a giant step forward; we bought our first home.

Our house is nothing special, but it’s ours, and although we don’t have much money, we worked hard and budgeted so we knew that we could afford the house payment and our regular monthly expenses with a little left to spare.

Then the surprise of our life came along. A friend of the family who had made some less than optimal life choices had a baby and asked us to adopt her. As I stated earlier, this was something that we had thought was completely out of our reach, so it was jaw-dropping to be able to have the chance of a lifetime dropped into our laps. Obviously, we jumped at the chance to adopt and finally make our family whole.

Unfortunately, due to the bio-mom’s choices, our little girl spent a total of 145 days in NICU and ICC, and we were up there almost every day during that time to bond with her and support our new little one. This, again, took a toll on our finances, but it was worth it to be able to bring this little girl home with us and give her a good solid family environment.

Since that time, emergency costs have gone back up, as she was also born with a birth defect called gastroschisis, which is very similar to my wife’s birth condition but on a slightly smaller scale.

Luckily, due to the circumstances surrounding her adoption, her medical care is fully covered, but outside expenses for us to stay at the hospital, or come back and forth for visits, along with food and other expenses needed for her have once again caused a financial mess as payments have backed up and crazy interest rates continue to grow our debt.

It is because of this that we are now asking for help to pay off what’s left so that we can start our lives fresh as a new family and give our little girl the best future she we can. After what this little girl has gone through, she deserves it.

So, here I am on a crowdfunding site asking for help, which is not easy for me to do. I’m a proud (my wife would say stubborn) man. I have always felt that it was my duty to support my family, and now I feel like I am failing at that which pains me to the core.

I supposed I should just cut straight to the thick of it. We have a debt remaining of $15,000 that is like a giant weight on our lives. If we could lift it off, then we could continue forward with our normal expenses worry free.

Anything and everything helps, and I can’t even express how much this would mean to me and my family.

PayPal Link:

https://paypal.me/StupidRooster?locale.x=en_US

Thank you all for listening.

First off I want to say, Thank you for even being on this site to help people in crappy situations. I am such a prideful person and have taken care of myself and everyone around me since I was 15. It is so hard for me to ask for help from anyone, so this is a big step for me. I am a disabled circus girl, I was told to stop doing aerial silks or I would be paralyzed by the time I am 30, that crushed me, as this is one thing that sets me free from all my stresses and allows me to express my creativity with beauty and strength. I spent the last almost 4 years caring for a man I love more than I could ever understand and his 15-year-old son. Since I became disabled, our relationship took a turn for the worst. He fell out of love with me and threw me away like garbage. When you are already mentally stricken by the hardship of not being able to work or even hold your head up for more than an hour, the depression really takes a toll. The one person that I needed to be there for me, pushed me away and left me all alone to figure this out for myself. I have not been able to afford any doctors since I got an MRI 3 years ago and found out my spine was really messed up. My neck has multiple herniated discs and one leaking into my C6 nerve root, causing issues with my body in all kinds of ways. I was still working at that time, but since then my condition has gotten so bad, I can hardly do anything around the house anymore. I now have to move out of my lost loves home and find somewhere to go with my puppy he got me for Valentine’s day. I need money for so many different things I don’t even know where to begin. I need to feed my dog, I need to put my furniture and belongings in storage, I need to find a new home, I desperately need to see a doctor to get treatment or medication for the many conditions I have (Anxiety, Depression, Chronic Inflammatory Disease, Fibromyalgia, Nerve damage etc.) It is a miracle that I have the will to even look forward to a future for myself, let alone try to do anything for myself. I want to get back on the road with the Circus where I belong and where I am happy and making good money, my body just will not be able to work hard 20 hours a day. I also have a 4-year college scholarship that expires in 2024, so I really want to start school and have a successful life. I have so many dreams I want to chase but I can’t even chase my dog down the street LOL. I have never had a loving family, I grew up with no father (even though he lived 5 mins away from me) and an abusive mother. And I lost all my friends during my relationship out of respect and because I was unable to go do things due to my condition. So I don’t really have anyone to turn to. I have tried SSI and other aides, I just don’t have the doctors proof or work credits needed to support my case, as I have been an independent contractor most of my life. I am just in such a deep hole and crap situation I don’t even know where to start, so I figured starting with getting treatment so I can use my body again would be a good idea. I’m not sure how all this works, I am just giving the summary of my situation and hardships hoping for a miracle. I have been battling suicidal thoughts all year long, feeling that my life is pointless just living to be miserable and worthless. With a broken heart and broken mind, somehow I find the will to live and keep going. I just hope its not just for more pain and suffering. At this point, anything will help, even $35 to order my dogs food. She is my only companion and only love I get in my life, so it would be devastating to give her up. I appreciate you taking the time to listen to my story and appreciate that you are even on this site to help people. It’s truly a blessing to still have giving people that care in this horrifying world. Thank you and Bless you all!

I welcome any emails of ideas that could help me in my situation or any uplifting support you have to offer for those days that I feel like giving up. Please don’t hesitate to contact me with these lowbekki@gmail.com – this is also my Paypal email if you feel like donating. Thank you for all your kindness and love!

I struggle asking others for help but I am in a desperate situation.  I am a veteran, was a 9/11 first responder in NYC, and lost my job last December for reporting my employer ( a hospital) for violating patient civil rights. A complaint that was “founded” by regulatory agencies.   I was retaliated against and pushed out of my job.   I do have a lawsuit against the organization, unfortunately, I cannot post a copy of my demand letter on the internet against the advice of my attorneys but it is 4 different counts of whistleblower violations and wrongful constructive termination.  Resolution of this will take years.

I have struggled since losing my job as I developed a temporary disability which prevented me from working. As I was getting ready to go back to work and my disability was discontinued I developed additional medical issues that resulted in my not being able to work.  I have 2 diagnosed lesions on my spine that are going to require radiation treatment. I have a torn rotator cuff and multiple problems with my lower spine.  Many of these issues typical of emergency room nurses.

After receiving no help from the “politicians” in Los Angeles I turned for help to the Veterans Administration.  Zero help from them.  I cannot pay my rent in 2 weeks, or ongoing after that until my medical issues are resolved.  My electric will be shut off in two weeks and this will be the second time my power will be turned off.  The last time resulted in the death of one of my pets as it got over a hundred degrees in my home.  I had to spend the remainder of the summer rotating my pets to my car to run the air conditioning.  I have exhausted every avenue available to me reaching out to every elected official including the Governor of California and the responses range from no response to telling me to find a shelter.   Nobody in Los Angeles Cares.  I now understand why there is such a homeless crisis in Los Angeles.

I came forward to protect patients and lost everything in the process.  The minute my medical issues are resolved I will immediately go back to work as I would prefer to be doing anyway but I am likely going to unable to work for another year based on my medical issues.      The only reason I am reaching out here is truly out of desperation.  I had to file bankruptcy so my living expenses consist of a ridiculously high electric bill that runs about 200.00 a month.   I have no insulation and the electric in Los Angeles is outrageously high. My rent is 1525.00 month.  I also have various other bills such as car insurance.  My car is also on its last legs so if I am able to get some assistance I hope to get my car serviced.

I never expected to find myself in this situation.  I spent thousands of dollars on my co-workers in the past 5 years organizing trips, parties, and events.  I rarely asked for money.  I try to live simply and try to be generous to others which is why my resources ran low so quickly. I wish I could post more than one picture as I would include the multiple things I had done for me peers but I will enclose a picture of my radiology results to establish that my medical concerns are real.

Thank you in advance to anyone who is able to assist me.  I am only looking to survive for the next year.  Once I start working and/or resolve my lawsuit I will make a commitment to donate whatever money I have left that was donated to another in need.  I am a Christian, I attend Calvary Chapel in Pasadena and I’m ashamed to ask fellow members for money (I shouldn’t but I do).  I understand that people would just have to take my word over this but I absolutely will do so.

I’m just trying to survive while I get my medical issues resolved and until I can get back to work.  I’m also working overtime to assure that the issues related to the hospital where I was working are elevated to the community for the protection of patients.  It’s heartbreaking to me that my co-workers all turned a blind eye to what was going on and told me to look the other way because nobody would support me or back me up.  Sadly that is exactly what happened.  Seeing what happened to me only reinforces to the other nurses that being quiet and looking the other way is the right thing to do.  That is very sad.  I wish I could provide contact information to provide anyone with any questions absolute proof of my claims but that is not permitted.   I also can’t fit all of my CT/MRI findings in one picture but my official diagnoses are as follows.

1.  partial-thickness intrasubstance tear at the footprint of the infraspinatus tndon

2.  Tendonosis

3. Neurofibroma C4-C5 (cervical lesion on spine)  Neurofibroma T5-T6 (Lesion on thoracic spine  (requires radiation treatment my insurance is trying to deny)

4.  L5-SI broad based disc protrusion contributing to server narrowing of the neural foramen bilaterally.    Just a sample.  My spine is a mess from working in the emergency room for the past 15 years.

For anyone who can help I will be truly grateful.

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Hi, my names is Anthony. Ive had some really bad luck lately, I would like to tell my story. it all started on September 4, 2019. My significant other  left in the middle of the night, with her, she took our rent money $2,000,my dog Vega and drove from Denver Colorado to Carson City Nevada, This was the beginning of the end. I was working for a guy installing windows. I received my pay check from him, it was $750 short. when i confronted him about the $750 he said that i was mistaken and we were square on pay. I reminded him about the jobs we had done and how many windows we installed. well that’s when he told me to get lost that i was fired. That day when i got home I found a job on Indeed for a install manager for a window company, I called and got a interview for the next day. I met with Kevin and the interview went great, he said all I had to do was pass the background check. I have no criminal history so the was mine. Kevin said he would call when the report was in. 2 days later I receive a call. Kevin informed me that i had a warrant in Jefferson county. I insured him that couldn’t be correct. He said get it taken care of and we could me forward with the hiring processes. I call the court and they informed me that my significant other called and said i had broken her Ipad on August 3, and I needed to turn myself in. I turned myself in about a week later, my court date is 12/13/19. at this time I still owed $1000 dollars for October’s rent and $500 to the electric company. November 1st comes and I owe another $2000. I see that the job for Kevin is up once again, I call let him know that it was taken care of i could go out with his lead install manager Tuesday November 19th. I’m excited to get to work. however sat the 16th I went to help a friend for some extra money work on his motorcycle, while helping him he hit the starter on the bike and I almost last my finger on my right hand. when i was finally discharged i was driving home and my truck engine blew up on me i don’t want to lose everything and not give my daughter a Christmas  . So as of right now I’m $3000 back on rent $500 for electric and trying to borrow a truck so that i don’t lose this job. thank you for reading anything helps.

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My name is Lajerrick Miller. I am the father to Laniah ,Lajerrick Jr and Elijah. I am trying to raise money to hire an attorney. On December 19th 2018 me and my children and their mother were at a friend’s house when the Phoenix Police Department came and knocked on the door and was told they got a tip that my youngest son Elijah was being abused and they did a welfare check on the children. They conducted the welfare check on the children and they cleared us to go about our day. So me, my children and Stephanie the mother of the children headed to Tolleson Arizona to go spend the holidays with family friends. On December 25th 2018 I contacted my mother to wish her a Merry Christmas and she informed me that the Phoenix Police Department and DCS have been to her house multiple times looking for me and my children and she gave me the phone number. I wrote it down and was planning on calling December 26th as soon as I woke up. On December 26th I woke up to the house being surrounded by police and DCS workers. I was put in handcuffs and told that i was being detained then I was put in the back of the police car. my children were taken into custody by DCS and Stephanie was also put in the back of a police car to go down to police headquarters for questioning. At this point I had no idea what was going on I just had spoke with my mother the day before she told me that there had been a detective named detective Daniels who have been trying to get in contact with me and also that and also that the Phoenix police have been over there five times and did a search on her house looking for myself and my children. so when I got to Police Headquarters I met detective Daniels and he did an interview with me ask me some questions about allegations of child abuse to my son Elijah. And then I was released and sent on my way. DCS at this point had my children in their custody . I had a criminal investigation ongoing until April of 2019 when the criminal investigation was closed due to no evidence of child abuse. At that point I was assuming that my children would be able to come home but that didn’t happen. The allegations that were made against me we’re all completely false DCS never took the time to investigate all of the allegations. they were made by a lady who was in spite of me and I feel like DCS has made me look like something that I’m not. they never took the time to speak to me they never took the time to understand who I was or where I came from. they have downgraded me. I mean I’m not an abuser I’ve never abused my children and I’ve always protected them. In 2016 Stephanie the mother of the children had an open DCFS case and I stood trial all by myself in front of Judge Padilla and I was granted sole custody of my children because I am a good man I’ve never hurt my children.I was taught three important things: the value of my good name; the importance of truth, justice, and commitment; and how to reach down in my gut and pray to God for strength. I don’t come from drugs and alcohol none of my family has any type of drug or alcohol abuse no type of mental issues. I was raised by my mother my dad died when I was 2 I have one older sister one little sister and one little brother. I was raised in church and with morals. I was raised with respect. in my teenage years I’ve got in some trouble but never once have I not completed any of the programs they put me in never once have I been violated on any type of probation I’ve always paid every fine I’ve ever gotten. now throughout this case I have done everything that DCS has asked me to do my very first drug test was dirty for marijuana it was very low levels every single drug test after that was negative some diluted due to me being active going to the gym and drinking a lot of water. But NEVER had a positive drug test. Then what came next was a punch right in the stomach when they took my son Junior away from me due to me not being his biological father. I have been there since August 9th 2015 when he was born and I have never left his side. I’m the only father he knows I’m the only man he has ever known and I was granted full custody of him in 2016 buy judge Padilla. And now they have taken him away from me I haven’t been able to see him or even talk to him. Him and his sister don’t see each other at all only on the days that the mother has visits which is once a week for 4 hours. This has devasted me. And as for Jr i truly believe this is mental abuse. He cries for me at his moms visits he tells his sister to tell me why he cant see me? Its just a heartbreaking situation. Judge Gentry i am working a almost full time job renting a room from a family member a second bedroom is available if i need it for my daughter. I have completed a DV class and 1 on 1 component twice. I have been denied by Terros 3 times for services. I have compleyed at least 8 months of drug testing and i have also had to live with the fact that DCS labeled me as an abuser with is not true. So im asking you today to please return all 3 of my children home in my full custody and allow us to be a family again.

CPS takes a family with a slight instability, then pours on the pain, takes the children, traumatizing them, perhaps for LIFE, and the parents of course are traumatized beyond what words can express.
Life is never the same even if you are one of the very few to get your children back. The trauma and fear after is constant and overwhelming. Is there pts, yes most certainly.
Living in constant fear for the safety of your children for several years takes a toll on your heart, mind, body and your soul. There is no going back or recovery. You don’t get to the other side and life is normal. No, life is not the same and the end results are devastating.You will never trust another human being, you constantly check over and over again to make sure your doors are locked. You are isolated from society for the rest of your life. You were alone during the fight and you remain alone because of the inability to ever trust again. Years of therapy have no effect.

So I’m a little behind on my rent and electric and unable to pay on my car insurance.  I work a full time job overnight that doesn’t pay enough and after my employer cancelled two ofy scheduled days to work earlier this month.  Things have been going south.  I’m pretty good at managing/moving my money to make my payments.  But reality hit when I got shorted that one payday.  Reality struck I’m living paycheck to paycheck.  It’s only me and my 10 year old son so my only job for him is to keep a roof over his head.  He is at the age where he don’t ask for much cause he understands my situation.  My last 2 months have been horrible.  Car broke down, got another car currently has a flat tire, behind on car insuranceband rent trying to make things work.  Trying to stay positive because I know things will get better.  I currently look for a better job that pays more so I can get back on my feet.  I try not to ask for nothing but right now I’m desperate.  We live at the minimum we have a roof over are heads, a place to sleep and I’m grateful for that.  Any help would be greatly appreciated right now.  Thank you.