I have never done something like this before I have always been a very independent woman who has worked my butt off my whole life and raised 4 children on my own, working 2 and 3 jobs at a time, I have had to overcome childhood sexual abuse, addicts for parents, almost losing a child in a car accident, 2 miscarriages, extremely abusive relationships and now a job loss.
Last year the company I was working for in Florida went through budget cuts which resulted in 1800 of us losing our jobs. We got 8 weeks severance pay and since the day those doors closed my life has went on a downward spiral, its now 14 months later and I have lost my home, my storage units with my belongings in them, birthdays and Christmases have went by with no gifts for my kids and grandbabies, bills have went unpaid, I have had to sleep in my car and peoples couches, my car is about to be repossessed, My insurance is about to be canceled and my phone about to be shut off due to not being able to pay on them for the past 6 months.
I have been in a very abusive relationship and went to stay with my daughter in SC to try to get away from him, only to find out that her husband is a drug addict who is making my life a living hell, he locks me out in the cold, kicked my bedroom door in, calls me horrible names, stole some of the few things I have left and sold them for drugs, I can no longer afford my blood pressure medicine and I have applied to over 600 jobs with no offers (im either over qualified or not at all) I have signed up with 11 different staffing agencies with no job offers (My background is in Human Resources) I have attended several job fairs I have picked up side work cleaning feces off walls for a real estate company but that’s only 120.00 once a month it at least puts gas in my car so I can get to these staffing agencies and job fairs.
Over the past 3 months my emotional state has diminished im so tired fighting to survive each day, I don’t want to live like this anymore, The constant bill collectors calling all day long even though I have explained my situation, the abuse in this house I have to endure daily, the harassment from my ex, worrying that every morning when I get up my car will be gone, im losing weight and hair daily I have burning in my stomach and throwing up blood, I really feel like my body is giving up on me and I have no insurance or support system but most of all no safe place to call home.
I am usually the one helping others I have never had to be the person who needs help until now, and this is so hard and humiliating for me but I don’t know what else to do. There is so much more to all of this which I would billing to share off this site but for right now im asking for a financial miracle so I can get caught up on my car, phone, insurance and a moving truck to get what little bit I have left and get out of here where I can start over away from this addict and my abusive ex (i need the car to get to interviews and hopefully very soon work, and I need the phone to apply to jobs and get those phone calls about work and interviews) I have prayed to god for this miracle for almost a year now and I have done everything in my power to keep fighting one day at a time but im getting tired now and I need help
Im looking for $9,000 (to get current on phone ($1536.93), past due car payments ($4,476.06) insurance ($522.73), moving truck ($897.95plus gas ) and Blood Pressure medicine $96.00 and to go away..i am 6 months behind on everything now…those 3 things are just the current bills I really need to get caught up on, all the other bills can wait until I find work and can make payments because they have already gone to collections) I am willing to work for this money if you have something I can do. I am looking to get back to Florida where ive been offered a place to temporarily stay with someone until I can finally get my own home again.
I can provide proof of these bills and as I said I am more than willing to work off this money if you have some work for me. I am so embarrassed and humiliated that my life is here right now my soul is crushed but I have to finally admit I can’t do this alone anymore. I need help. Please help me!