Hello to any and all reading this, first of all I would like to thank you for taking the time to read this, I appreciate it.
Ok, so my problem, or rather why I am ‘begging for money’ is that I would really ironically like to make money by using and cultivating what little skills I have, however I’ve hit a road block because I am limited by my technical limits. Using the laptop and the phone I own I can only do so much and I find it extremely limiting. I’ve been bothered by this for the past 3 years, and the more I wait the more frustrating it becomes.
It feels as though I am being held back from truly expressing my creativity and ambition, because whether it’s Photoshop, video editing, digital drawing, streaming, media, programming, what have you, I always hit that same roadblock, my lack of resources even during this quarantine when I have all the time in the world. Again it is really frustrating.
I am a student, a university student from a 3rd world country and finding a job is not as simple as it would seem. First of all where I am from jobs are for those with qualifications and skills, secondly I study sciences so I don’t have any entrepreneurial or business skills to show for.
I am forced to be patient and repeatedly contemplate my fleeting interests, in hope that once I get my degree and find a job that I may be able to pursue my interests. I honestly try not to have a problem with what approach, however I want to take action now. I want to create media outlets, explore ideas that I have now, design, compute, record, edit and so much more, but I can’t. That is why I am frustrated.
If you’ve read up to this point thank you for your time, and please donate. We live in a time where teenagers can create software or media from their bedroom and I feel disheartened sometimes knowing that, that could have been me had I been born to a more fortunate family, or may be a first world country.