First I would just like to say Thank you to everyone who has helped make a site like this possible! I pray that I am able, with your help, to get back on my feet again.
It’s been a little over a year when things really started to go downhill. I have my own cleaning business that I would love to get my LLC and get insured and bonded. That is top of my list of goals. I unfortunately lost 3 out of the 4 clients I had due to a busted ankle I got while in an abusive relationship. They did not want to wait the minimum 6 weeks for their weekly cleanings which was understandable. I was able to pick up a commercial cleaning client and the day before I was to start, last December 20th, my ex broke my 10th rib. At that point, I lost any clients I had left.
It was not a good holiday for my family. My 15 year old daughter and I spent time together, but being pretty much on bed rest over the holidays took its toll quickly.
It just continued to get worse from there. Finally in May of this year my ex was arrested and remained in jail for months. I finally was able to break it off with him for good and thought things would start getting better. Unfortunately they haven’t.
My daughter and my relationship started to also go downhill, very quickly. We started to fall behind in rent, utilities, lost 2 vehicles, and a lot of people who I was ok to ask for help, which was very hard and not very often. We also lost my mom, which was the most devastating thing I have ever went through. I still haven’t been able to bounce back from her passing.
I have applied for hundreds of jobs. With living so far from most of the places, transportation has been a huge issue. The closer places, my being a felon from 2014 has hurt me and also not having a lot of experience in areas. I have been cleaning for most of my life, it’s what I love, know and do very well. I have gotten very depressed, I’ve lost any hope I have left, my world has fallen apart. I even took a break from college because I just can’t seem to focus on anything.
The cold winter months have hit hard, more job no call backs, no luck on any help for rent, a vehicle, help to get my license so I am legal, and my daughter hates me more and more that she sees how bad I have fallen apart.
If I don’t have at least one months rent by today, which is 1200, we will be getting kicked out. The landlord has been very patient and understanding, but he is losing money as well and so we will have to move if I can’t pay something. We will lose all of our personal belongings, we have no where to go, no vehicle to even sleep in and I will definitely lose my daughter.
If I can just get help to secure a place for us to keep staying in, enough to get a vehicle with my license back and enough to get my LLC to get insured and bonded, I know I will be able to pull myself back out and thrive again.
We don’t even have milk, butter or any meat in the house. I have yet to put up any holiday decorations, let alone have any gifts for my family.
I know it’s very last minute to ask, but I have been so scared of being hopeful and being unable to get the help I am asking for. It will be devastating and I just am scared of what will happen after. But I decided it is worth it to try and I wish I would of asked even a few days earlier, but hopefully someone out there reads this and is willing to trust me that I will not let them down if they could please help us.
Thank you for your time and the chance to hopefully get back on my feet again!
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