I’m the only child in my family and my dad passed away a year ago during the pandemic. Try applying to an education loan but instead got ignored due to high parent salary. My father is in a lot of debt and left us with a pittance of an inheritance. My mom just got retrenched from the workforce. My girlfriend of two years even left me for someone younger. I would appreciate it if any kind souls out there would provide me with some money to go on with my depressing engineering study.
Hi. I am Astati Sahari, 28 years old. I am the owner of my lovely pet cat, named Chokie. We live in Malaysia. I live alone with Chokie in a small apartment. Regardless, I and Chokie are grateful and happy as long as we both have each other. My cat has recently been diagnosed with an auto-immune disease or regenerative anaemia. She needs immediate treatment. One day, she hides from me a lot and refused food or water for three days straight. She was weak and became less interested in moving things. When I got to her, the look in her eyes seems like she’s begging for help. She didn’t meow and she didn’t move from her spot for one whole day straight. I took her for a checkup immediately and the doctor classified her condition as critical. Her urgent needs are beyond what I can afford. My lovely Chokie has been suffering for days despite trying her best to spend most of her time beside me. Her body began showing bruises in most areas, caused by even a little impact from jumping, any sort of pressure to her body or even from her scratching. Due to low platelet, she’s unable to recover normally and worse is her body is losing blood faster than it can be regenerated. Her blood count has been very low. Due to this, she is now gradually losing more blood day by day. Her latest CBC result is showing her platelet, PLT at 39K/uL (healthy range is 151-600) and red blood count, RBC at 4.24 M/uL (healthy range is 6.54-12.20) which are CRITICALLY low and in need of blood treatment before its too late…
I’ve had my cat Chokie for 5 years now. I took her into my home when she was still 3 months old. She used to belong to a friend that has moved overseas. Chokie has 5 siblings. Each was adopted by a different family. Chokie wasn’t as fluffy as her other siblings. During the adoption day, she was at the end of the cage, continuously pushing herself back. Her eyes were dilated, looking so nervous, scared and seems a little panicked too. At the end of the day, after all four of her siblings had found a new owner, she was in the cage alone, laid down so quiet at the corner of the cage, her cheek against the side of the cage while her eyes keeps moving watching people packing and moving stuff around. My friends family decided if nobody is taking her, then they would just release the cat free. Hearing that, I became sensitive. She just got separated from her playmate (siblings). I was worried she might not survive outside living stray cats life because she was born a house cat and also 3 months old kitten. Since I was there, I couldn’t let that happen so I immediately requested to foster her while my friend tries finding her a new home. However, after just a few days of letting her into my home, she effortlessly gets into my heart. At that time, I just graduated and started my first job as a Finance Trainee. Considering my low income and the pressure of living cost as a fresh graduate, some people suggested that I should give her away. But that will never be my option because I love how comfortable she is laying next to me every day. I would love to keep it that way and to see her like that every day…
In just after a few days of having her, I felt my life had changed significantly. From the day I got her was the day when my heart was so full. Her presence is a blessing. I started to understand how to love unconditionaly. She is the most precious gift life have given me. Her existence gives my life more purpose. Teaches me to love and to understand animals. She is like my therapist, my best friend, my happiness, my comfort and surely my home. I become a better and kinder person just by having this cute soul by my side. Now, seeing her so weak like this is so painful. I miss my Chokie. Couldn’t imagine how empty my life is and my home is without her. I am trying my best to save her. Therefore, I am looking to raise fund for her blood treatment.
Attached is her estimated cost per blood treatment which doesn’t include her post-treatment care. The cost mentioned in the attached estimation could go higher if my cat needs to be hospitalised for more days or may need other necessaries such as repeated blood test to check and monitor her CBC from time to time so the hospital can subscribe suitable medicines or further treatments depending on her first treatments result. I humbly hope for some donation to reach at least $1,600 which will all be for her blood treatments. All you need to do is just go on my Paypal account link below and you can send your donation straight to me. I would also appreciate it if you could help me share my post so it could reach more help. Don’t forget to write your contact together with your sincere donation (if you don’t mind and would want to hear about her progress, it is optional), so I can keep you updated on my cat’s health progress. Although she doesn’t speak, I am sure she is hoping and waiting for the help that she needs so she could feel better and play again.
Please help me save her 😞 The only love I could have in this big world…
Below is the link to my PayPal.
“If anyone has material possessions and sees a brother or sister in need but has no pity on them, how can the love of God be in that person?”
“Whoever shuts their ears to the cry of the poor will also cry out and not be answered.”
“You will be enriched in every way so that you can be generous on every occasion, and through us, your generosity will result in thanksgiving to God.”
“One person gives freely, yet gains even more; another withholds unduly, but comes to poverty. A generous person will prosper; whoever refreshes others will be refreshed.”
so this is my mom, and in December 2020, and she has been scammed of 10000 MYR approx. It was right after she had pulled an all-nighter after doing reports for her job. She was really exhausted and had received a call from a person posing as a policeman on a case about illegal cash that had been offloaded into her bank account. Because she was tired, she didnt really consider that it could be a scammer so she carefully listened and did what the caller told her to for 2 HOURS STRAIGHT. Then, the caller immediately ended the call, and my mom had realized she transferred 10000 MYR approx to the scammer, in over 13 transactions. When she lodged a police report, the police weren’t able to recover the costs. We en immediately started to depend solely on our emergency fund. So, so far I took a dishwashing job with really low pay, my sibling and both my parents had their pay grade lowered by “a lot”, they said. And since im in my second year of university, worried about how my parents are going to pay for the tuition fees and student loan. So, we all try our best to work overtime to pay off our bills. We failed to pay our bills last month so if we dont pay them this month we have to move out so my parents sold both their cars and decided to use public transportation. This is very difficult for my mom as shes getting more and more forgetful these days. We’re about to move into a little apartment further from my family’s workplaces, which means it takes longer to get to work. My mom works two jobs now, my dad and my sibling work a desk job. I’m currently trying to finish my degree fast so I can get employed faster, even so without much experience. As long as I can get money quicker, the better. I don’t think we can hold on for longer but we’re trying to build back our lives to return to normal. Its all happening very quickly and we all weren’t properly prepared for any of this to happen. I’ve asked my friends and other family members to help now and then, but every time I do, my dad always discourages me to do so because he doesn’t like relying on others for help. So, if there is anyone willing to aid us in this very difficult time of need, it would be such a miracle. My mom’s approximate losses were 2,415.17 USD. Thank you.
Please help me. Both my friends and I are making a regretful decision. We thought by living on the campus, we can focus more on studying as we have 2 more semesters left before actually finishing our degree. The reality hit us like thunder when unexpected things happen. We have spent more than our budget on our ticket flight and luggage fee. But, we thought it will be fine as long as we stay at our campus. Unexpectedly, the cost of living on the campus costs us more than living outside the campus. We are told to pay a fixed amount for food and we have eaten what’s given to us. None of the food stalls is open on the campus, so by hook or by crook we have to pay for the food, or we will be starving. Not to mention, we have to pay for each electrical device that we own including the extension cord. The room that we are staying in also needs to be pay, obviously but what makes it ridiculous is the amount quite high and it does not even have a kitchen. Renting a room outside the campus costs way much cheaper. Staying outside the campus not only has a lot of freedom as we can save up by cooking our food and even working part-time jobs. Since we travel far away from home to the campus, we have used all of our money to pay for the transportation. Our campus is far-off from the city. it took around 1 hour’s drive from the campus to the nearby city. The cost of transportation is quite high. We need help desperately because our campus location is quite far from the main city and required quite a lot of money just to pay for the transportation cost to the main city. And then, from the main city, we have to pay another transportation fee to the rented house which will be more expensive compared to the transportation fee from campus to the main city. We need funds for the transportation, the deposit for the house and also for the groceries. We can’t ask for money from our family since each of our family is not well-off. We couldn’t bear to ask from our parent as they have a lot of bills need to pay and our siblings that are studying at other universities who also need money. We need help with these first steps which cost around $1000. Hence, if you can understand our hardship and are capable and willing to help, please donate as much as you can sincerely, thank you.
Hi, I am 28 years old. I started my research work studies on early 2020. Covid-19 hit my country and affected my life since. Before Covid, I usually go to my lab to study. I got to work from home since then.
Let me get straight to the point. Working from home sure is easy and able to do your work at any time, and can rest anytime. I tried my best at the first 1 month, but after that my progress and work time keep decreasing and I feel unmotivated, useless, avoiding doing my work. I feel alone, I’m starting to question myself why I’m doing this, what for and all that. and this leads to me not working and playing games/porn almost everyday. and several last month I’m starting to get tired of it and at truly 0 motivation to do anything.
I still have my parent, sibling, relatives and some friends. But I’m used to not tell them anything private like my gaming/porn addiction. or even tell that I’m having a hard time. so I try this thing, maybe gaining some free money can lift me up. I don’t know actually. so I kept this to myself until several last month. yea for almost a year I’ve been a useless for nothing. sometime I cried and can’t sleep at night thinking how useless I am doing nothing for that day. I’m also the guy who don’t tell my problem to others because news spread fast around me, whoever I told always tell to others.
last month I decided to tell my supervisor and my parents about my working/progress problem (only). my supervisor try to calm me down by doing some other work, said he will help me finish my research, even though I said that my progress is bad for almost a year. I cried gratefully alone, but still not sure if I can continue. I also said to to him that I’m about to give but he still persist me to not give up. my parent by the way, said they love me, give some religious base advice. also sent me some supplement food as recommended by my religion. i do feel grateful. but yea it still doesn’t lift my spirit to continue. Oh, before i told my parents and supervisor I also tell all my problems to an non-profit organization in my country that accept calls from people who need company, or express themselves. The one that answered my call, like any other, told me to keep go on with life, try to do something new and try to find happiness and dreams. i don’t have answer to all of that. In my life, I’ve been always follows the flow and get the chances I have. now I don’t feel like looking for any of them. and she said that many people is like me during the pandemic. From that call, i decided to try to tell my supervisor and parents.
Now my siblings and maybe some of my relative know about this. Staffs in my faculty also know my problem now. I hate this, when everyone know my problem even though I don’t tell them. I feel regret I told them my problem. It’s true that i felt a little relieved but this makes me feel more demotivated somehow.
I do have some income from my Uni research funds. It is sufficient for my needs like food and bills. I have around 70usd extra per month for other/extra stuff.
After I told them my problem, I started to go back to lab because they allowed for student to end and must follow the new “Covid rules”. But still i have a really hard time to do my work, and here I am writing this. and I realize lab pc need new hard drive and i also may need new laptop for work anywhere especially if i went back to my hometown (parent house).
Yea. i don’t know what gonna happen to me if this keep going. i feel very hard to work myself for the better. Yea some people think that should be grateful, but still that doesn’t help me. and because of that i feel useless. I do feel end it myself sometime, but too scared and also not gonna give any benefit to anyone and it will hurt me mostly. I hate this feeling of hating myself. even gaming doesn’t improve my mood anymore.
Yep, maybe that’s all from me. I’m not sure whether I should write more how i got my gaming/porn addiction started. feel lazy now. this is my PayPal link:
I don’t know if my PayPal will accept money from other or not since i never top-up it. if able, thanks for those who donating. To be honest i don’t if this gonna help me or not. I’m just trying.
Yea maybe I’m just lazy and not depressed. or maybe I’m just tired/Stress. I don’t know. Lastly, thank you for those who read this. Goodbye.
Hello and thanks for reading my message. I am a high school student who wants money in order to live a better life. My family is in a difficult situation. With COVID-19 ruining my family’s life, and an outrageous policy created by our local government. My family seriously can’t take it anymore.
It all started in 2020 when COVID-19 started. We have to transition to a new, different lifestyle. Everything turns digital from e-lessons to online meetings. The change however is very sudden and new. So we are basically newborns to this transition. How this affected my family? First of all, I have mild ADHD and struggle to concentrate in class. However, since I eat pills regularly, I managed to catch up on my studies, until COVID-19 came. Every single day, I sit on the chair, open my camera, listen to my teacher lecturing for an hour, and a single E-lesson is done. No interaction with the learning materials, No communication with the subject teachers and classmates. To me, E-lessons are just a waste of time as I am not enlightened by the things being taught. In fact, my second term grades are so badly downgraded that I am forced to retake my grade. That is one year of school time and money wasted. At first, I thought I can improve my grades when retaking. However, in the first term of the new school year, the grades are still under my expectations. The school warned me that having a grade like this is not acceptable to IB, which is a curriculum that I will be learning a few years later.
My parents comforted me and told me that they will help me with their absolute best. But I know in a long run, my parents will struggle as well. My father has a small amount of money. After paying for our house and family, he has only a few thousand dollars in his pocket. My mum, however, is working in a high-paid job. She pays most of our bills and fees. When COVID-19 is here, however, everything changed for my mum. As she works as an insurance agent, she struggles to market her insurance to her clients in a situation where people hesitate to go out. And since my mum can’t meet her clients, she earns less. In the past, my mum always achieved her working goal with ease. But in COVID-19, my mum almost missed her goal. Things get so bad that her boss gave her a warning letter at the end of the year.
I saw myself struggle and my parents struggle. If I don’t do something, I will not be able to study IB in my school. Then, something in my place happened, which told me that I should start a new life outside my home.
I live in a very wonderful place called Hong Kong, at least it was previously wonderful. If you are unhappy about something in Hong Kong, you can protest about it. If you want to get help, the police will support you with care and respect. That is until China executes a policy that changes Hong Kong dramatically, it is so bad that many people left Hong Kong to start a new life. That is another reason why my mum is losing her sales and earns less. Every day when we watched the news, we saw people leaving HK, people getting assaulted by the police, people getting arrested for no particular reason. My mum is so stressed out that she is starting to see the doctor every week.
My family is starting to get tired of everything that is happening. This is why my mum recently got a BNO visa. My mum decided if things get out of hand, the whole family will leave Hong Kong to the UK. To give me a brighter future and a better environment. I can study in the UK for the next few years and do not need to study the IB curriculum.
After all this, I start to see how caring and considerate my family was. They sacrificed many of their things just for my benefit. I tell you, my father does not know English at all, but he is willing to immigrate to an unknown country just for me. My mum also helped me a lot. I just realized that my mum saved up millions of dollars just for me. She can easily use up the money herself, but for my future. She is willing to careless about herself by spending less and prioritized me instead.
I am touched and grateful for what my parents did. But I also feel defeated and selfish. I want to be a mature man and don’t want my parents to worry about me. I want to support my parents as a return in the future.
Therefore, I am requesting you from the bottom of my heart. I want 1000 USD to fund myself going to the UK. I don’t want to waste the opportunity that my parents gave me. If I gain citizenship, my parents can visit me anytime they like. In the end, my parents can retire with peace of mind, and I will use all my power to support them. I, solemnly swear, that I will not let my parent’s efforts be wasted and make them proud by becoming the man they want me to be. Thanks again for reading my story and understanding my hardships
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I am in desperate need of a bit of emergency funding for my business.
I Run a Gay Bar in Siem Reap Cambodia with my Khmer partner and I assure you straight away (no pun intended) this is not a Covid-19 request as me and my partner set aside the rent and bills for the pandemic as best we could, but a emergency request due to a … Well, disaster.
2 days ago during the night there was a power surge and well….to cut a long story short, our computer, amplifier and speakers blew up.
We want to be honest and open, it was all second-hand when we bought it but these, even second hand are not cheap.
We originally spent 2000 dollars on the whole lot when we got them and we think we can replace them for about the same amount of money but we would like to ask for an extra 200 dollars for a surge protector… Lesson learnt (don’t skip on the backup systems).
It would mean so much if you could spare 1000$ to help us weather this problem, we would love to be able to do this on our own but there comes a time where we just can’t juggle the numbers around and we have to ask for help.
We would get a loan but many of our friends and family are in a tough spot as well and just can not spare the money for the time we would need to pay it back.
We hope that you can help us with our problem and keep our bar and dream going
Thank you so much for your time and if you choose to help us we send you our Love and Thanks.
Our Goal as a Bar
LGBT Bar and Cabaret Show.
We provide a safe and friendly Bar with a live show every Friday and Saturday night. Come enjoy our Bar during the day or night to listen to music, chat to us or our other customers and feel at home in a safe a friendly atmosphere.
We serve everything from ice cold coke to some of the best cocktails to be found. Each of our staff is trained to make the best cocktails for you and your friends.
Food is also available as we have agreed with a local restaurant to provide you with some great snacks and small meals.
LGBT Bar and Cabaret Show.
We provide a safe and friendly atmosphere with a live show every Friday and Saturday night.
Come enjoy our Bar during the day or night to play pool, chat to us or our customers, listen to great music from our system or request your own song anytime.
We serve everything from ice cold coke to some of the best cocktails to be found.
Each of our staff is trained to make the best cocktails for you and your friends.
Food is also available as we have agreed with a local restaurant to provide you with some great snacks and small meals.
Hello, my name is Amayly and I am a student i was almost finishing my law degree in my country Dominican Republic, which I stopped for personal reasons a while ago I was deceived with a trip they told me that they would take me to Spain and where they left me was in Turkey I had to mortgage my house which I am about to lose, I have not seen my daughter for a long time and that is why I ask for help to be able to return to my country please. Here is not job for foreigners I’m in one house where I do everything so they can provide me with food because my family don’t have any money anymore to send me I decide to take this trip which was supposedly to Spain to look for a better life and know I’m stranded I’m not asking for much I just need the flight ticket so I can return to my country.
Hi, my name is Aaron. I’m 19 years old and I’ve lived all my life in Malaysia. I got accepted by Cours Florent, a school in Paris. I applied for a three-year Acting Degree Program in English. I’m really pleased, believe me, all my hard work paid off with just a single letter of acceptance from my desirable school. 4 years ago, when I was still in high school, I’ve started my research on acting schools across the world to find the best for me. There are loads of acting schools around the world, and because of the costly tuition fees, I exclude most of them. After plenty of study, Cours Florent is the school I found and it has a wonderful program. I can learn French through French class provided in the program, and I can experience fascinating French culture at the same time. Paris has a great fashion industry and I will try to sign up while I’m there to become a fashion model to support me with my school fees. I don’t care how many jobs I need and how tired I am, I’m just afraid not given the opportunity to work and raise money to pay my rent, my living expenses and my tuition fee.
Currently I’m working as well to save up as much money I can to support myself but it’s never nearly enough. My parents said they’ll support me but I couldn’t let them be. They worked so hard to feed me, to pay for my education, pay everything to let me feel comfortable and let me grow up without a tad of worries. So besides than working on my own, I went looking for scholarships and study loans I can get to further my studies. There’s dozen types loans from many different company and government itself but none of them let me to compete because I am not pursuing medical, law or engineering and more. I took the arts path. Growing in Malaysia, I have less opportunity to indulge myself in the range of theatre and dramatic arts. It is not considered as a great dream and career.
One of the reason why I want to pursue acting is I want to become an actor in movies or tv-series and I will never lie of wanting to be a celebrity and famous but what truly matters is not much people understand films apart from being an entertainment for the world, it can also be a strong medium for education and motivation for the people. Films were stories and actors were the storyteller. Joanne Baron once said “The transformation power of a well-told story rendered by skilled actors and directors has the power to educate, inspire and change the culture.” These words opened my eyes. Movies, TV_Series, Dramas it’s very influencing itself and stories told can give people some ideas of life, dreams, goals and future.
With my success in the future, I want to open the eyes of the people and help them understand. Through my success of an actor, an influencer. I can deliver my opinion and my message for the world.
Those are the reason why I am fundraising. I have to find ways to pay 7000 euro per year for 3 years just for the tuition fees. Every words are genuine and if you need prove of my acceptance letter, feel free to contact me.
Greetings. My name is Gogi Kurashvili. I am 23 years old fellow from the beautiful country called Georgia located south of Russia and north of Turkey. This is the first time for me to getting my message to the people who spend many years of their life helping those who bumped into some problems or challenges in life so if my simple letter is a bit funny I apologize for it. If you are unable to donate or help this time I completely understand and appreciate your time and interest that you spent to read this letter.
After graduating I was working as a tour guide for Chinese speaking tourists in Georgia and everything seemed to be going well. I even managed to open a small store for goods in my hometown so my family had a passive income and food. I was the only one working that time. Then, as we all know the global pandemic happened. My country where the monthly income usually varies form 300-400$ was hit harshly by the pandemic. And the most of all us who were employed in a tourism sector. The tourism was gone, our jobs were gone and because of the situation it was getting harder to maintain our store as well and it will need to be closed really soon.
I was always interested in photography and have shot many good photos in my opinion by now. However, I never managed to save money for a new Camera or travels to share interesting stories through photos. Because of that I used my phone camera and my guide job as a simple way to be in many places and shoot some interesting photos. Right now, since I am unemployed and really soon I think I will have to find a low paying job because my store will be closed it will only mean an end to my dream of becoming a famous travel photographer. So I happen to find this way to reach out for your help.
If there is a buck or two than you could spare right now to slowly but steadily help me out of this situation and move me closer to my dream I would sincerely appreciate it and in addition to my gratitude towards you I will also send you ten beautiful pictures that I have taken around my country to your email. Below is the link to my PayPal.
Thank you for your time and your support,
I am struggling to get back my life normal. After the death of my father, mom is suffering from depression. And here I’m helpless. So please help me to achieve my goal. And also for the medical fee for my mother.
I was from middle class family but after the death of my dad we (mom, me and sister) are struggling to get a perfect life. I came to other country to earn some money. But due to covid pandemic, I am unable to achieve my dream.
I want to build a house for us so that we can live happily together. If I got sufficient donations, I want to do something for the street dogs and children. Please help to achieve my goal.
First of all, I want to thank you for taking the time to read my story and consider helping me. I very much appreciate that.
I am a 20 year old girl who is currently in my 2nd year of med school. I am fully dependent financially on my parents.
It was never my plan to go to med school in the first place. I did so due to parental pressure and not having any financial independence.
My original plan was to go and work as an Au Pair in Paris after finishing high school and save up money so I can pay for myself through college to study Psychology, which I was passionate about and knew I wanted to study since I was 14, when I first came across the subject. I was absolutely fascinated by the human mind and I know that’s a fascination that will never leave me. I took up AP Psychology in high school due to my avid interest in the subject.
But, paperwork and receiving no support from my parents regarding financial matters got in the way, and I ended up going to medical school against my wishes, even though I’ve fervently expressed my unwillingness to go down such a path, but to no avail.
To give you more background, I am from the UAE, but my ethnicity is Bangladeshi, which makes me a Desi person. Desi culture has a few deeply rooted ideas that are rather outdated and sound insane to the rest of the world.
One of them is: you do not choose a line of work that is “too eccentric” like a fashion designer, or an artist or any other jobs in the creative field. The standard profession (and bear in mind, for the typical Desi kid, their career plan is already planned out long before they could count or uttered their first word) for most of us are: doctor, engineer, lawyer.
Now, that is terribly narrowing the scope of professions one could go for and it’s a shame so many talented people that would’ve otherwise been a phenomenal writer or the next innovative architect gets boxed into careers that truly don’t complement their strengths.
A big reason why this happens is because most of these kids are dependent on their parents for finances and due to the years of psychological pressure created and just the family dynamic, they find it difficult to break out of the cycle.
I’ve been studying medicine for about a year now, but have realized I can no longer go on like this. It is greatly affecting my mental health along with my physical health as the stress and the very fact that I do not want to pursue this career path is making me miserable by the day.
I have now found a way to rise over my circumstances. I came across a method called Rapid Transformational Therapy created by Marisa Peer, considered by many the best therapist in the world. I recently found out that she also trains students to become RTT practitioners.
I took on the opportunity and booked a call yesterday with the application team. Today was my follow up call and they informed me that I’m eligible and I can enrol in the training and I was absolutely elated to hear that. Even now, I’m rejoicing just remembering it.
The only thing that’s in my way are finances.
For one time payment: $6950
24 month payment plan: Initial deposit: $950 and then $275/month, Total:$7550
28 month payment: Initial deposit: $297 and then $297/month, Total: $8316
My preferred payment is the one time payment of $6950.
My deadline is until January 28th, 2021. I have to let them know by then. That’s exactly 6 days from now.
My dream is to be able to do what I love to do while helping other people change their lives for the better, one person at a time. It is no secret that mental health issues are on the rise and people need help more than ever before and I want to be part of that solution. Being a RTT therapist allows me to do just that.
So if anything about my story resonated with you or my mission is something that you want to be a part of and make a difference, then please consider helping me out. Every donation matters and I’m grateful for every dollar that comes my way.
If you have read till the end, thank you for taking the time to do so. I appreciate you.
My PayPal.Me link: paypal.me/helpmebecomearttther
Hello there, I suffer from anxiety and clinical depression since 2011. I make 500$ a month which hardly cover rent and bills. I just need some to pay for my medical expenses(antidepressant and doctor visits) which I cant afford and I struggle so much without them unfortunately. they cost exactly: 479 $ a month. which is almost my entire income. so, I have 2 choices either I spend my monthly income to cover my medical bills and live on the street or pay my rent and bills and stay without medical support which is very hard to handle with my severe anxiety and depression. I hope someone can help me out.
I just want to have enough money to pay for the basic stuff in my life but its really as a student with depression the next semester is my final semester from college then I will hopefully graduate. but I cant focus in my studies without having my basic needs as a human being. thats why I need your help. I want to beat my depression and succeed in life but its extremely difficult in my circumstances
If I have my basic needs then I will be able to focus on my studies but without my antidepressant its super hard to study. I hope none of you suffer from it. and I won’t wish it to my worst enemy.
life is painful with depression. I don’t have any social life or friends. the things I use to enjoy doing I no longer do. sometimes I wish I was never born and think of some dark things. I wish if someone would donate 2k-3k and I’ll be relieved from having to find money to pay for my treatments and can concentrate on my studies only next semester and graduate.
If I get the proper support I really feel like I can beat this thing or at least make it better. Depression is different from any other disease, most diseases when u get them you are afraid to die but when you get depression u wish that you die so you don’t feel the indescribable pain you suffer from.
I hope some kind hearted people can sympathize with my situation and help me out.
depression has paralysed my life completely it makes the easiest things you do the hardest things for someone with depression. no one can understand the pain that I go throw on daily basis. my days are the same, the only difference is the scale of depression that I have that day some days are worst than other and some days are better. but even at my my best days I still feel depressed and want to do nothing but lay on my bed.
I feel like my life has stopped since I got it. I don’t feel my self growing or maturing at a personal level because you got to have experiences in life to grow and mature but I got no experiences since Im always avoiding socializing and always alone and never go out of my home unless I have to.
I hope you can help me out and hopefully one day I’ll be the one who helps people out