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Rent Assistance Needed

Hello,

This is why I’m here:

Last fall I quit my job due to office bullying by a co-worker. I didn’t plan my exit correctly and quit before I had anything else lined up. I have been struggling with depression and felt like I didn’t have any other option other than to leave as soon as possible. I thought finding a new job wasn’t going to take too long, but now I am going on 4 months of random interviews here and there with no offers, I was ok financially (able to make rent and pay some bills) for the first 3 months but now I have run out of money and have absolutely no friends or family to help me with my rent or bills. I am in danger of getting evicted from my apartment starting in February.

My rent is $1600 and I am in need of $3,300 to cover the rent/late fees I owed for January as well as February’s rent. This is my first time doing anything like this and I am grateful for any sort of help.

A little about me:

I am a 32 year old single female and have struggled with depression and anxiety since I was a child. I don’t have a conventional type of family that would be able to or even willing to help me out. I live alone and never had a situation like this happen before. I work very hard and had to learn to take care of myself at a very young age, asking for help from anyone has never been an option for me. I hope those reading this can understand my situation.

I know that it was a huge mistake leaving my job before I had something lined up but I truly could not handle the work environment. The environment consisted of unwelcome touching of my legs and hair, and other things like pulling up my street on Google maps and insisting I point to where I lived, and interfering with my actual work by convincing others in our department I wasn’t doing my job correctly. When I started at this company a year and half ago I was the most depressed I’ve ever been in my life, I turned into a very quiet and tired person and I simply couldn’t handle the environment any longer. I still don’t feel like myself, but I’m trying hard to get better.

Even so, I am still filled with shame and regret for leaving without having anything else lined up.

If you made it this far, thank you for taking the time for read this. Anything helps.

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Need rent and medical help quick!

Hello Hello, I have so many issues its hard to begin. I have been working my entire life. I worked in the mortgage industry until November 2021. My company closed the branches I worked for and gave me a 1 month severance pay. I applied for unemployment and was frantically looking for another job in my industry. The mortgage industry took a hit because of the rising interest rates. I didn’t get one reply from any banks or mortgage companies so I started applying for anything I thought I could do. I got no hits on employment. I could not afford my house anymore and lost it. My states rental assistance is a joke. We applied and did not not here from them for 6 months after repeated emails and phone calls. They finally replied and said they are no longer giving residents assistance. The state The rent here was way more expensive but I had to have somewhere to live. They are all over priced where I live. I do not live were there is public transportation and I could not afford to keep my car. So now I have no transportation. My unemployment ran out in April 2022. I had to use credit cards to survive. Of course I could not pay them now my credit is horrible. To make matters worse. My Dad who takes care of my mother who has Alzheimer’s had a diabetic seizure last Friday. They live one state over. The ambulance took him to the hospital which you would think he would be in good care. They did not have him on a fall precaution knowing he was confused from the seizure. He tried to get out of the bed to go to the restroom not realizing he had a catheter. He fell and broke his hip. Then they did not have compression leg sleeves so he developed a clot in his lungs. I am not able to go there to be with him and look over him as he is helpless pending hip surgery. My mother has been safely taken to a family friend but I need to be able to pick her up as well. I need to at least rent a vehicle to stay there until after his surgery and bring them back here until he gets better possible long term. I don’t want to bring them and I am not sure if we will have a roof over our heads as I need rent money. I need to rent a vehicle, we can sleep in the hospital until he gets out I guess. I need to call and ask them. Not sure if I will be able to keep my Mom in the hospital that long because she has Alzheimer’s she might become agitated. I ask for anything you can give. What ever you give is greatly appreciated how much you give is up to you.

Also please keep us in your prayers.

Thank you
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Falling short!

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Dear Sir/Madam,

Thank you for taking the time to read my story.

Please bear with me as I write this as I have never asked for help through a platform such as this. This is difficult but I feel I have exhausted all other options and not sure where else to turn.

My name is Martha and I live with my husband and 2 cats. My story begins back in 2014 when we moved into a cheaper apartment from a single family home, which I had hoped would help ease our financial burden, but no such luck. In 2015, due to poor financial decisions/moves, we went into chapter 13 bankruptcy for a period of 5 years and were discharged in May of 2020. Making those monthly payments was hard but somehow we made it through. We had hoped, coming out of bankruptcy, that things would be better, but with the loss of my dad in 2019, came loss of financial help and a substantial portion of our monthly income. That, coupled with sizable yearly rent increases, has led us where we are today, unable to to pay all of our rent. After my dad passed, we did get a small inheritance which we used to get out of debt, a move I do not regret. While I do have a full time job, my husband has been dealing with health issues which have left him unable to work, although he does collect a monthly SS check.

Over the years, it has became abundantly clear that we need to move to a cheaper part of the country, so in an effort to begin making better financial decisions, we will be moving in September.

In the meantime, we are locked into a 6 month lease and find ourselves unable to pay all of our rent. Our rent recently went up to 3300, of which we have 1500. We are in need of about 2000 a month for the next 6 months which is about 12,000. This will allow us to finish out our lease and move when it expires in September.

As I said, climbing back from bankruptcy has been an uphill battle but we are making moves, including educating ourselves on financial solvency, to make our future brighter than our past, we just need some help to get there. Sometimes it feels like it’s 1 step forward and 2 steps back, which is frustrating, but we are committed.

Thank you for taking the time to read this story and any help/assistance that could be given, would help and be much appreciated.

I am including a picture of my rent amount which does not reflect the recent increase to 3300.

Thank you again!

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This isn’t something I wanted to do.

Hello,

I’d like to start off by saying thank you for reading this message. If you’re taking the time out of your day to read my story I appreciate you showing interest in my call for a miracle. I completely understand that not everyone that reads this is in a position to donate, but if you can please send a prayer my way I know in my heart that god will embrace me for who I am and not what I have done.

Life has been a constant test recently. I have found myself in a position where I’m in between who I was and who I am going to be. I’ve battled with consistency, honesty, selfishness and poor mental health ever since I could remember. To be honest, I can’t say I’ve been happy in over 15 years.

It all started with loss. I’ve lost jobs, loved ones, close friends, feelings, relationships, material items, morals and I am hanging by a thread to the point where I’m about to lose it all. I know that each individual faces problems equal to or much worse than mine and with that being said I’m not here to say my problems are anyone responsibility. I made poor decisions to get me in this position and I want to be honest for a change. As I take an over head view at life I know things will get better soon and staying positive will keep me on a steady pace to move forward.

 

In January of 2022 I attempted to take my life. I was caught in a life of substance abuse and terrible decisions. Within the span of 9 months I lost two people who I would consider friends and one close friend. The last person I lost was my grandfather at the age of 12 which put a 16 year gap between dealing with true grief. When my buddies passed, I coped just like any addict would and made a horrible decision to use. I had been sober from Xanax for seven years which I was immensely proud of, but my light in sobriety was soon consumed by an unimaginable darkness.

 

My best friend who I look at as my brother didn’t know what was going on inside me. I had him come by the house to hang out for the day. We had known each other since we were  seven years old and met in our grandparents neighborhood. We were the only two kids in that area so it was bound to be a friendship at some point. That friendship turned into him and I doing everything together and we maintained our friendship from kids to adults.

Everything was going well on the outside, but on the inside I felt hollow. Just a shell trying to figure out what to do to make me not feel this emptiness. I didn’t know what the night had in store, but I made a life changing decision. When we got the pills we knew something was off, they didn’t look “right”, but that didn’t stop us from taking them. The last thing I remember from that night was eating dinner on my couch with the ones I love the most and then as quickly as flipping a light switch, I woke up in jail.

I couldn’t recall a single thing after having dinner. So many questions were running through my head and I knew it would be awhile before I got answers. I had never seen jail as an experience that I would have to go through. After a few phone calls I got the questions answered which painted a rough image of what happened during the black out. I was not loyal to my significant other. As I was in this lost moment during the night, my girlfriend decided to check my phone as she had felt something was off. She found pictures of other women, her friends onlyfans accounts and conversations with women as well. It all went downhill from there.

 

After she found this secret I had been hiding from her our entire relationship, I grew enraged with a flurry of emotions. I had enough. I knew if I lost her I lost the other half of my heart. She ran to get my little brother for help. I grabbed the gun, racked the slide and had a round in the chamber. I was done with my life at that moment. As she made it down the hallway to get my brother, she told me she heard the gun go off.

 

When they came rushing back in the room I was on the floor, but I wasn’t injured. I’m not sure what happened, but while I was on the ground my eyes had flushed over with a grey hue. My brother ran to grab Narcan as they both believed I was over dosing on this mysterious pills. I was brought back and through the grace of god, he was by my side that night. It wasn’t my time to go. Once I regained consciousness, I took the keys and left. My girlfriend dialed 911 because she was very concerned about my safety and well being of others on the road. Luckily I was only a few blocks away from home when I was stopped and taken to the hospital. I can’t remember any of these events, but once I checked myself out of the hospital I was then taken to the county jail. I knew it was time to change.

 

I have been working on mental health by seeing a therapist which I am so thankful for. I know what I did was wrong and I’ve learned a valuable lesson from that night, but things still aren’t where I need them to be. I’ve been struggling to keep a steady job. My emotions have gotten the best of me and to make things more complicated, my best friend, my brother of 21 years, the same one who I took the fake pills with that night unfortunately passed last month due to a Fentanyl overdose. I lost my brother and I had to feel this one out. I told myself I wouldn’t let my addiction take me down the hole I experienced that night with him. I dealt with it much better than I thought I would, and it was a major accomplishment to not fall deep into addiction due to his passing.

 

I’ve been out of a job for the last month and honestly bills are catching up with me. I’m afraid I’m at the point where I’m going to lose it all, including the relationship with the woman I want to make my wife someday. She stayed by my side even after all the pain I caused. Luckily I landed a job starting this weekend and I am expecting a call from the owner of the company tomorrow with my shift details. I’m in between who I was and who I am going to be.

 

If you have the kindness in your heart and god calls you to this post for a miracle, I would be more than happy to accept any blessings put in my path. I didn’t want to make this post, but I believe god works wonders and has forgiven my for all my sins. I know he can see who I want to be. I’m trying and I won’t stop until I am happy again. Once again I thank you from the bottom of my heart for reading my story and may god bless you and yours with open arms.

Past Due Rent and Phone Bill: $3300.00

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