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Please help a soldier in hard times

Hello all,

I’m a soldier, I served in a specialised infantry role for 4.5 years, about 4 years ago I transferred to be a mechanic for the services, as I got pretty badly injured while deployed. I’m recovering well, but it’s been a tough road so far.

Recently I’ve found myself in a spot of trouble, things haven’t gone well at home while I was deployed, both of my grandparents died. This has affected me and my family massively, and between struggling with mental health issues, work stress, trying to keep up with rent on my apartment for my partner and me, and just life in general, I’ve found myself in £8,000 of debt. I saw offers for loans as easy get out of jail free cards, and I was too stupid and caught up emotionally at the time to realise that they’re just traps.

As it stands I can’t find a way of paying this off, I’m not the cleverest, and I’m young. So I’m trying this as a Hail Mary in the hopes that someone will help me out. Genuinely, every little helps.

I haven’t told my partner about this, as far as they know everything is ok. I just can’t bring myself to tell them that we simply don’t have money at the moment, and I’m scared that if I do, I’ll lose them and therefore I’ll have to let the apartment go too.

Having this off my chest would help me so, so much. I’d be able to focus on my job instead of digging myself a deeper and deeper hole, my relationship would effectively be saved, I could literally get my life back on track and be actually happy for the first time in a long time.

So please, whoever reads this, I hope you’re able to find it in your heart to help me out on this matter.

My PayPal is PayPal.me/badflux

 

 

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She is Off to School!!!!!

Let me start by saying, this isn’t for me. This is for my youngest daughter. She got a fully funded first year to university and a possible full ride for the remaining, depending on her grade performance. Not saying which University, for her safety. We are so excited and very proud of her.

It pains me to say, I told her years ago, we will try to help with school but I don’t really know. We tried, but unfortunately, what we have for her isn’t enough.

I will spare you the sob story but I will tell you a little about all of us. She wants to go into environmental social work. Her mom has PPMS and hasn’t worked in a while but she is the glue to the family. I am a former U.S. Marine. I work security for a non-profit organization. We have been hitched for 29yrs. Her two older sisters work in housing restoration and animal rescue and rehabilitation. Her younger brother is going to be a senior in high school.

Her school is out of state. She needs an additional $4750 to cover our shortfall. We thought we would have more time but her moving date got bumped up and she leaves in two weeks. The funds will be used to get her moved, some needed car repairs and to purchase some additional necessities while there for the first semester.

If there is any way you can help send my girl off to school, I will be indebted to you.

I do not have PayPal. We use cashapp to send money to each other. So I have attached my cashapp. $thecrayoneater

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Help My Sister Fight Polycystic Kidney Disease (PKD)

Dear kind-hearted supporters,

I hope this message finds you well. Today, I am reaching out to you with a heavy heart and a plea for help. My beloved sister Amanda Ngozi, is battling Polycystic Kidney Disease (PKD), a painful and life-threatening genetic disorder that causes numerous cysts to form in the kidneys, leading to kidney failure over time.

PKD has not only taken a toll on her health but also on her spirit and our family’s finances. Despite her courage and determination, the medical expenses have become overwhelming. She requires continuous treatment, medications, and regular visits to specialists, which are beyond what we can afford on our own.

We are humbly asking for your support to help cover these medical costs. Every contribution, no matter how small, will make a significant difference and bring us one step closer to giving Amanda the care she needs. Your generosity will provide her with a chance to fight this disease and improve her quality of life.

If you are able to contribute, please donate to PayPal link https://www.paypal.me/GaelOkeke847?locale.x=en_DE

Email: uniquenkechi@gmail.com

Your support means the world to us, and we will be forever grateful for your kindness.

Thank you from the bottom of our hearts for your consideration, prayers, and support. Together, we can make a difference.

 

 

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Healthcare business in 3rd World Countries

To realize my vision of providing free healthcare to those in need in underdeveloped regions, I require initial capital to start a business. As a doctor, my professional background has inspired me to create a medico-legal company. This venture is designed to generate the necessary revenue to support the operation of a free charity clinic in a third-world country. The resources required to run this clinic, including medical supplies, staff salaries, and operational costs, will be financed through the income generated by my business.

The medico-legal company will offer services such as expert medical witness testimony, forensic medical examinations, and the preparation of medico-legal reports for personal injury claims. These services are in high demand and can command substantial fees, providing a steady and reliable income stream. My extensive experience in the medical field and understanding of the legal aspects involved will ensure the business’s success and credibility.

The business model is structured to allocate a significant portion of its profits directly to healthcare initiatives. Specifically, I plan to dedicate 33% of the company’s income to funding healthcare services in impoverished areas. This substantial commitment underscores my dedication to addressing the healthcare disparities faced by people in third-world countries.

The charity clinic aims to offer a wide range of medical services, including general health check-ups, vaccinations, maternal and child healthcare, and treatment for common diseases. By providing these services free of charge, we can significantly improve the health outcomes of individuals who would otherwise have limited or no access to medical care. The clinic will also focus on health education and preventive care, empowering the community with knowledge and practices to maintain better health.

To ensure sustainability, the medico-legal company will continuously reinvest in itself to expand its capabilities and services, thereby increasing revenue and, subsequently, the funds available for the charity clinic. Additionally, I will seek partnerships with other healthcare providers, NGOs, and governmental organizations to leverage additional support and resources for the clinic.

In summary, the primary objective of my business venture is to generate sufficient revenue to fund a free charity clinic in a third-world country. By dedicating a third of the company’s income to this cause, I aim to make a meaningful impact on the health and well-being of underserved populations, providing them with the medical care they desperately need and deserve.

For this purpose I need to generate 200,000 GBP through this campaign.

PlEASE SEND MONEY TO ——- PayPal.me/nak65

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SENIOR CITIZEN IN DISTRESS

Dear Benefactors,

I am reaching out to you because I’ve reached my tether’s end as I’m in dire straits and there’s no other place to turn to for critically needed help.
I am a 72 years old senior citizen and live in Hawaii.

I spent the last five years caring for my brother who was afflicted with HIV/AIDS. While undergoing treatment, he suffered a seriously debilitating stroke which subsequently claimed his life. He had earlier stayed overseas before falling ill and unfortunately had no insurance. So I had to assume the sole responsibility of caring full time for him.

As a result, I spent all my life savings, sold all my prized possessions and still incurred personal loan and credit card debts totalling $34000.
Right now I am under intense pressure from creditors to pay off the accrued debts. So distressing is the realization that the grace period extended to me will end by September this year. The resultant stress is acutely affecting my overall health and I’m already hypertensive.

If you could in your generosity of spirit, assist me to liquidate my debts, I’m believe I should live comfortably enough on my modest retirement benefits. In the light of this, I humbly implore all you kind hearted folks out there to come to my aid to enable me to settle my indebtedness and live debt-free, stress-free at this twilight of my life. May God bless you as you continue to provide succor to the needy.

PayPal account:  paypal.me/Melaki05

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Journey to Helping Millions with Mental Health

I am on a transformative journey to become a certified national coach with the Napoleon Hill Institute. This program will equip me with the tools and knowledge to help millions of people create a healthy mindset, develop healthy habits, and discover their true purpose in life.

My commitment to this path is deeply personal. I lost my brother to mental health issues, which has driven me to dedicate my life to supporting others in finding their inner strength and living fulfilling, happy lives. I believe that by empowering individuals to discover their true power within, we can create a more compassionate and purpose-driven world.

However, I am currently facing a financial challenge in covering the tuition costs for this certification. I am reaching out to you for support. Any contribution you can make towards my tuition would be immensely appreciated and would bring me one step closer to achieving this goal and making a significant impact in the lives of many.

Thank you for considering my request. Your support would mean the world to me and to those I aim to help through my coaching.

My PayPal Me Link is below.
paypal.me/jennbono24

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Rent

Hello, I am currently 4 months behind on my rent. I really need help getting this paid or I could possibly lose my place. I moved to Los Angeles, California in 2022. I was living with a friend, sleeping on her couch. We suddenly found out the end of January of this year, that we had 3 days to move. The place I’m currently living at, I found just in time. Unfortunately, soon after I moved into my new place, the job I was recently hired for turned out to be a scam. I worked as an Independent Sales Representative for Spectrum, which turned out to be door to door. Those details were left out of the job description, but I still gave it a chance. It wasn’t a good fit and they never paid me what I was owed. I was there for a month and I only got compensated for orientation. I also had another job as a Virtual Assistant. When I went to deposit my checks into my account, I found out the checks were fraud. So I have been through quite a lot when it comes to employment. I have sent my resume to numerous companies, I have been on countless interviews. The responses have been “you’re overqualified”, “you’re under qualified” or “you don’t have enough experience”. However, I’m still looking for employment. I won’t allow the disappointments to force  me to quit. I have reached out to lots of family members and friends, and no one has been in a position to help. Which led me here. Paying off this balance is my main priority at this moment. Another thing I would like to share is, in 2022 I started a clothing/apparel brand. I haven’t had the right funding to invest in my business like I would like to. I know my business will be very successful with the right funding behind it. This would also be my job, my means of income. I will turn my earnings into residual income, as well as a career. I just need a real chance. The success of this business would open so many doors for not only me, but everyone around me. I am naturally a giver, and I absolutely love helping others. Even when I don’t receive that same energy in return. I more I have the more I’ll be able to give. The more knowledge I gain, the more I can teach. The goal is to reach financial freedom and help as many individuals I can do the same. I am super creative, I am an amazing soul with good intentions, I am extremely passionate about everything I do, I love being in positions to help others, I love seeing my visions come to full circle, and I know helping others is such a big part of my purpose. This business will allow me to do so much more for my son, my family, my friends, those I’m connected to, people I haven’t even met yet. With months of going through so much, I’m still so grateful for everything. I pray this reaches the right individuals. Thank You so much for taking the time to read my message and God Bless! If anyone wants to donate my cash app is $HELLOhumanz and my PayPal is https://www.paypal.com/ncp/payment/UZQNFBG76H22U. So cash app may be a little easier. Thanks again!

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Single Mother Needing Car Repairs and a Leg Up on Bills

Hello,

I am a single mother of two beautiful girls, ages 5 and 18 months. In May of this year, I made the difficult decision to leave an unhealthy and toxic relationship with their father. It has been a struggle, but I have managed thus far to stay afloat and pay my bills.

Unfortunately, my vehicle now needs several repairs in order to pass inspection. This is my only source of transportation, which I rely on to take my kids to daycare and to get to work. The necessary repairs include new tires and balancing, brake pads, rotors, shocks, struts, wiper blades, a fluid flush, an oil change, and the inspection and emissions. The estimated total cost for these repairs is around $3,700, including labor.

I am humbly asking for $4,500 to cover the repairs and to help with bills for the next month. This support will help me move towards stability rather than scraping by. Your kindness and generosity would mean the world to us, and I am committed to paying it forward when I am able to.

Thank you for your consideration.

Cash App: $CoRHa0890

 

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Disabled Combat Medic Army Veteran and Family of 5 In Need of Financial Assistance

A Series of Unfortunate Events

     October 29th, 2023, I had to borrow my wife’s 2013 Toyota Corolla to take care of a customer of mine. I own a maintenance and repair company. Finish up and I am stopped at a left turn stop light 10ft behind a small oil truck. 2ft behind me is another car. To the left is a median with small palm trees. More cars to the right of me in a right hand turning lane. The driver in the oil truck decides to begin to backup. Apparently he was blocking the cross walk and felt he needed to back up to unblock the cross walk. Not sure how he didn’t see my car, but he began to back up thinking there was no one behind him.  As I’m sitting there watching this happen I see that he is getting really close to my bumper and I start blasting my horn. He apparently didn’t hear me, as he had ear buds in his ears. I can’t back up, can’t move anywhere. All I can do is blast my horn and yell are you f#*$ING kidding me! As he begins to literally run over my front bumper and then some. He backed up so much that he went half over my hood. It’s like it was from a movie. He then pulls forward, completely oblivious! I jump out of my car hands in the air yelling at the guy, WTF!! Fast forward to insurance claim, they will only cover what the car was worth not what we owed on the corolla. Short $5500, and car is totalled out. Now we have to get another vehicle, so my wife can work. Mortgage due that same week, I did what I had to do and sacrificed the mortgage payment to place a down to finance another vehicle for my wife. Fast forward to November 14th my work vehicle goes down, can’t afford to replace transmission. Have to get another vehicle for my work. Had to sacrifice that mortgage payment to put as a down payment. At that point we are behind 2 months on mortgage payments. Starts hitting both credit scores. I’m able to pay the normal monthly mortgage all the way up into June. Last half of May up into today I haven’t been able to work due to tearing not one but both labrums in my shoulders. Your labrum connects to your biceps. I had been dealing with these 2 injuries since I got out of the military. Last 2 years were by far the worst. I was scheduled to have surgery in 2022, however I have a family to provide for and delayed the surgery. 2 years later still haven’t had the surgeries and now I’m at a point where I have no choice. Problem is, I only receive $2465 a month for being 80% disabled. My mortgage alone is $2784. My wife after taxes and insurance only brings in $4200 a month. Between all our debt we are paying and car loans, there is no room to be able to get back on track. Our credit scores have suffered from the late payments on our mortgage, so no bank will touch us no conventional loan programs will qualify us. We are sinking. I am asking for $25k to assist in getting our mortgage caught up (so we don’t lose the house) and to pay off our outstanding credit card debt. If more is given, we would put towards any other debts and a business my wife has been building the last 3 months.

She’s developing a website program for children with auditory processing disorder, from which my youngest is currently suffering from. It has affected her learning capability and there are no programs that really specialize in helping this disorder. The closest program is Readability, but it is lacking. So my wife is coming up with something similar but has more features and are geared towards my daughter’s disability. There are 8,000+ children diagnosed with this same disability in our area alone. This is my Series of Unfortunate Events. Thank you for listening. If you choose to donate to mine and my families cause, you can send to

https://paypal.me/graigrichard?country.x=US&locale.x=en_US

Or cashapp $graigrichard

Or Venmo @Graig-Richard

 

Best Regards,

Graig Richard

US Army Combat Medic Veteran

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“Help Us Bring Comfort Home: Support My Mom’s Roof Repair with Love and Compassion

### Heartfelt Support Needed for My Mom

I write this with a heavy heart, seeking help for someone who has given so much love and kindness to everyone around her—my mom. At 84 years old, she has dedicated her life to caring for others, including my sister, who has special needs. Despite her own struggles with Parkinson’s, she has always prioritized family, selflessly pouring her heart into everything she does.

Now, my mom finds herself in a heartbreaking situation. Her roof and kitchen are in desperate need of repair due to severe water damage. After three exhausting years of battling with Citizens Insurance, her claim has been denied. It’s devastating to think that after 30 years of faithful payments, she has been left without the support she so desperately needs.

The estimates for repairing her roof and kitchen range from $60,000 to $80,000—an overwhelming burden that is far beyond her means, especially as she lives on a fixed income. It breaks my heart to see her in this position, struggling to maintain a safe and comfortable home.

I want nothing more than for my mom to feel secure and cared for in her golden years, just as she has always done for us. I’m reaching out to ask for your compassion and support. Any contribution, no matter how small, would mean the world to us. Together, we can help provide her with the safety and comfort she so richly deserves.

Thank you for considering this heartfelt request. Your kindness and generosity can truly make a difference in her  life.

 

### Heartfelt Support Needed for My Mom

I write this with a heavy heart, seeking help for someone who has given so much love and kindness to everyone around her—my mom. At 84 years old, she has dedicated her life to caring for others, including my sister, who has special needs. Despite her own struggles with Parkinson’s, she has always prioritized family, selflessly pouring her heart into everything she does.

Now, my mom finds herself in a heartbreaking situation. Her roof and kitchen are in desperate need of repair due to severe water damage. After three exhausting years of battling with Citizens Insurance, her claim has been denied. It’s devastating to think that after 30 years of faithful payments, she has been left without the support she so desperately needs.

The estimates for repairing her roof and kitchen range from $60,000 to $80,000—an overwhelming burden that is far beyond her means, especially as she lives on a fixed income. It breaks my heart to see her in this position, struggling to maintain a safe and comfortable home.

I want nothing more than for my mom to feel secure and cared for in her golden years, just as she has always done for us. I’m reaching out to ask for your compassion and support. Any contribution, no matter how small, would mean the world to us. Together, we can help provide her with the safety and comfort she so richly deserves.

Thank you for considering this heartfelt request. Your kindness and generosity can truly make a difference in her  life.

 

### Heartfelt Support Needed for My Mom

I write this with a heavy heart, seeking help for someone who has given so much love and kindness to everyone around her—my mom. At 84 years old, she has dedicated her life to caring for others, including my sister, who has special needs. Despite her own struggles with Parkinson’s, she has always prioritized family, selflessly pouring her heart into everything she does.

Now, my mom finds herself in a heartbreaking situation. Her roof and kitchen are in desperate need of repair due to severe water damage. After three exhausting years of battling with Citizens Insurance, her claim has been denied. It’s devastating to think that after 30 years of faithful payments, she has been left without the support she so desperately needs.

The estimates for repairing her roof and kitchen range from $60,000 to $80,000—an overwhelming burden that is far beyond her means, especially as she lives on a fixed income. It breaks my heart to see her in this position, struggling to maintain a safe and comfortable home.

I want nothing more than for my mom to feel secure and cared for in her golden years, just as she has always done for us. I’m reaching out to ask for your compassion and support. Any contribution, no matter how small, would mean the world to us. Together, we can help provide her with the safety and comfort she so richly deserves.

Thank you for considering this heartfelt request. Your kindness and generosity can truly make a difference in her  life.

 

https://www.paypal.me/MOMsMoffatCO?locale.x=en_US

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Veteran on disability need help with repairs

I’m asking for help with repairs to my car. it is in need of a new engine and transmission. I am trapped in a toxic family situation. I live in the country and am without means of transportation. My car was towed home and it needs a new engine and transmission. It is a 2017 Chevrolet Impala that I am paying the note and insurance on a car that I cant drive. I need transportation to make it to Dr. appointments and to be able to work. I am selling everything I can to make money for the repairs. This is turning out to be an endeavor that isn’t adding up and is taking a toll on my mental health. I am asking for help if you can please

https://paypal.me/JasonMcCallister227?country.x=US&locale.x=en_US

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Construyendo Caminos hacia un Futuro Mejor en Colombia

In the most remote corners of Colombia, rural communities face significant challenges in accessing basic opportunities such as education and markets for their agricultural products. The lack of adequate road infrastructure not only limits access to these essential services, but also perpetuates the cycle of poverty in these areas. We believe that access to quality education and economic opportunities is a fundamental right for all, regardless of their geographic location.

Why is your support crucial?

  1. Education for All: Without adequate roads, children in rural communities face enormous obstacles in reaching their schools. Many must walk long distances on poor or non-existent roads, often resulting in high dropout rates. By improving road infrastructure, we can ensure that these children have access to continued, quality education, opening doors to a brighter future.
  2. Economic Empowerment: Rural communities rely heavily on agriculture. However, the lack of adequate roads makes it difficult to transport their products to market, limiting their income and opportunities for economic growth. By building and improving these roads, we help farmers get their products to wider markets, generating a sustainable source of income and strengthening the local economy.

Our Project and Need

To address these challenges, we are considering an ambitious project to build and improve access roads in the most needy rural areas of Colombia. However, to make this project a reality, we need to acquire heavy machinery and resources to carry out the works efficiently and safely.

How can you help?

We are calling on the international community to join us in this cause. Your donation, however small or large, can make a significant difference in the lives of thousands of children and families. Together, we can build not only paths, but also a more equitable and opportunity-filled future for all.

An Investment in the Future

Donating to this cause is not just an investment in infrastructure, it is an investment in the future of rural communities in Colombia. It is an act of solidarity that can transform lives, providing access to education, improving the local economy and strengthening the community as a whole.

Join us in this mission and be part of the change. Together, we can build paths that lead to a brighter, more hopeful future for all.

Thank you for your generosity and support!

 

https://paypal.me/donacionvias?country.x=CO&locale.x=es_XC

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Help Me Rebuild: Homeless and Struggling to Recover

 

Dear BeggingMoney donators,

I hope this message finds you well. My name is Logan, and I find myself in an incredibly challenging situation that I’m striving to overcome.

Due to unforeseen circumstances, I’ve found myself without a home, burdened by debt resulting from essential car repairs, and a victim of a substantial financial loss to scammers. The collective weight of these hardships has been overwhelming, leaving me in a position where purchasing a home, a place of stability and security, seems like an unattainable dream.

I’m reaching out in the hope that your generosity and compassion might help me take steps toward rebuilding my life. Your support will not only aid in clearing my outstanding debts but also assist me in making a down payment on a home, a pivotal step towards reclaiming stability and security for myself and my future.

Every contribution, no matter the size, will be a beacon of hope and a step towards a brighter future for me. I’m immensely grateful for any assistance or guidance you can provide.

Thank you for considering my request and for your kindness during these trying times. Your support means the world to me.

Sincerely,
Logan
https://www.paypal.me/helpussurvive613

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Rental Assistance for a Mother of 4

Hello, I am a newly single twenty seven year old mother of 4 (ages 9,8,6,and 1). My 1 year old is not in daycare due to the costs and my 6 year old is special needs.
I have not been able to come up with the rent for this upcoming month and I have tried various methods.
In May I had a small heart attack and have not be able to work (let alone decrease my stress like my doctors told me to). I am currently a full time student looking for remote jobs and I am drowning in student loans. I have tried personal loans with no luck getting approved. I have reached out to rental assistance programs and government assistance with out any luck or calls back and I am at my final method of just asking for help. My family has helped as much as they could but that well has also run dry because they have their own lives and families and I understand that completely. I had to put my husband out of the home do to multiple personal reasons and he is not willing to help because he wants us to rely on him to take us in when we get evicted. I have set up online accounts for surveys, selling explicit photos (which I am not comfortable doing at all) and selling templates on ETSY but its not making even a small dent regardless of the effort it all takes.
I am also working on my real estate license so that I can make money and support my children as an apartment locator which will also allow me to work from home and continue to avoid day care costs.
If I receive the help I need I hope to pay it forward when I am back on my feet. With school approaching for my school aged children I will need to buy school clothes and supplies. With the help paying rent I can find a way to do this and if to much is donated that is where it will go.

Our rent is 2,449 with added utilities (water and gas are through the rental company and paid with rent) that change monthly. I have exhausted my savings paying the light bill of $465 and other bills. Anything would help, we can not loose our home right now.

Thank you in advance if you decided to donate and I promise to pay it forward when someone needs help in the future and I am in a financially secure place to do so.

paypal.me/mothermags

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Lost Pride but Hope Remains!!

Good Evening and welcome,

As of today July 24th 2024 I find myself in a place in life where I am possibly days away from being escorted out of my apartment (warrant of removal) as a result of not being able to come up with the remaining balance of my back and upcoming rent payment totaling almost $4,400 which includes over an additional month worth of intentionally inflated court fees charged to me as additional rent because they can. Then followed by another rent increase amount with my re-newel offer, yet still they weren’t the overall problem.

My industry was hit pretty hard the last 4, 5 years along with pretty much the rest of the world I would say, so similar to many I’m sure i haven’t really worked in or out of my field really off and on since 2022. Hard to land work outside the industry that you’ve been in for over 16 years without other current experience history specific to the job in question. Some require some types of certificates so I did a few to widen the search.

I also own 2 start up companies both single-member LLC’s that I have been fighting to get back up. One started in 2018 initially was struggling mostly because of the high costs of efficiency at the amount needed in to bring in more business, which lead to loosing business. Then given that my job industry was also 99% of my business clients when my industry got hurt so did i, twice. The other company hasn’t made any funds as yet, it was an initial attempt at helping to salvage the first company but both still has potential once i get through. So both still remain to be my best options at finally having the opportunity to build and properly helping my family as well as others that may also find themselves without options but remain with the best of intentions and energy…

My car insurance lapsed 2 days ago, long over due inspection due to costly mechanical issues, parking / toll tickets mainly from past interviews. No income at all currently but
what makes it so interesting is that I actually have an interview tomorrow for a job, manifested! lol. Sometimes to help balance the pressure I try to see certain situations as more comical just to ease the tension of the reality:). My phone was off this morning because I wasn’t able to pay a previous payment but was given a short extension so again I am appreciative.

Outside of back rent, over $40,000 in debt from my a combination of my personal credit cards dumped initially to get the first business up and running. Made a little money but was learning business as I went while playing catch up right into the slow down then full stop. With no real funding and missed my initial window to explore business credit and even worse later due to lock downs, then a bunch of internal issues with my industry things just got pretty dark. Those added issues lead to lack of business and work at the same time. Eventually leading to not being able to stay a float both personally and professionally. That debt also includes business taxes and loans gone bad given from good friendships and family that I would very much like to repay and mend for supporting my business and or helping me survive and progress in any way. I don’t party, go out, mostly have been this way growing up but 100% since starting my business, and especially since things with my family has gotten a bit more serious…so i focus on creating brighter days.

Just trying to stay positive:), shake off the headaches, hold the tears back from the memories of the betrayals, and negative energy by staying strong minded and grateful as best i can for all because even the negative situations have taught and inspired me, but after I have a choice as to which direction to go with that inspiration and knowledge. What feels human to me. Doing good and amazing things in the world and helping amazing people, sometimes especially if they’re not aware of how amazing they are. That feeling is unexplainable. This I still believe, so I hold my frequency and stay as strong as possible for as long as possible, even though you know most of the time more will be requested of you, and a lot of times without you having the right to ask for help if needed yourself… At a time I would beat up on my self because of course it’s my responsibility as an adult but not allowing myself to have a set back rather than a failure or bypassing rather than celebrating at each goal post, that was what I had to stop feeding because although there will be stormy days along my journey there will also always be better days as well:)…I like to think the blessings that the universe has in store for me are infinite, but I could never dare put an amount on the kindness of you all reading my huge rant lol, but thank you and I appreciate you for stopping by and reading why:) Blessings to you and Thank you:)

https://paypal.me/lostpride?country.x=US&locale.x=en_US

paypal.me/lostpride