hi everyone my name is Courtney I’m 32 and ill start my plea with COVID it caused me to relocate due to being fired so I was evacuated from my home in Colorado. I was able to gather all I could from friends and their family’s to purchase a rent to own home in another state Oklahoma, my father being financially comfortable refuses to support me in any way but sending prayer’s over the phone in text. my closest friend donated me a 1994 jeep Cherokee which has fallen apart. I’m only able to go to the store and back, hence why i cant obtain a job. My land was purchased sight unseen the house is un-livable, the neighborhood kids shot all the windows out and vandalized it. Also due to holes in the floor and walls, with black mold I’m stuck living in one room. No electrical is ran in the home everything is running off of extension cords. I was lucky enough to rig the well here so i have water no hot water and currently using 5 gal bukets for a toilet.  My situation is dire.  I also not having money for sheet rock live with a wall that is covered in blankets.  I worry about winter coming, as it cannot hold in its condition.  I have a cat and dog who depend on me.  I am lucky to come up with enough dog food and cat food from a gaming app.  We are barely getting by.  I am now 2 months behind on rent and I have no other place to go.  I have to keep this place.

Any financial support would be GodSent.  Thank you.

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Ok, where do I start? It’s quite an unbelievable story so just bare with me. Almost exactly 2 years ago I was about to check my email on our family tablet, as I go to close out of my then boyfriends e-mail, I notice the word NUDE… it kind of sticks out in a sentence. I assumed it was spam and then I realise it had many replies back and forth. So laughing to myself I click on it, thinking I’m going to see some nude famous person or something typical a guy may have in email. Let me say, at that point we had dated for 20 years, minus a few years in the middle, and have kids so we have been through it all and I wouldn’t care if he looked up nude people. Anyways, the email is from a person asking him if he had any more nude photos. First I’m thinking maybe they wanted photos of him which wouldn’t really shock me since he’s a musician and I run his business so its normal to get messages from girls asking for crazy things lol.  Turns out the person was asking for more nude photos of local girls. Shocked I click on his reply and BAM a photo of ME pops up. Shocked again as he is pretty selfish and jealous, I couldn’t believe he would share a photo of me, I keep reading. Turns out they have been sharing nude photos of local girls in emails for months. Then I realise the emails are from 8 years ago. Its his 3rd email he only uses for armslist.  Then I see he recently sent an email to his other 2 main emails. It is photos and collages of his best friends wife! I end up checking the other 2 emails and in each emails sent folders are tons of emails with attachments of women I know, family, friends, clients and myself that he had been sending to himself and it turns out at least 3 other strangers he had been trading photos/videos with! Now at the time I had already been fed-up with his constant verbal, emotional and psychological abuse and had left many times, always hoping he would change or mean it when he said he can’t live without our family and he swears he will go to anger management and promises he will treat me better. I always see the good in people and am an eternal optimist and he used that to manipulate me. He conditioned me since I was 15 years old to think his many types of abuse were “Love” and since he hasn’t hit me for many years, he wasn’t abusive. He constantly would gaslight me into believing I should walk on egg shells so I didn’t make him explode and its my fault I didn’t deescalate the situation when he was flipping out, and always that it was somehow my fault. So there are many reasons I had left before but NEVER did I ever think this shit would be one of them. After a few days of going through every electronic device I could fine while he was out of town on a work trip(he’s a broke ass musician so no this isn’t fueled by me wanting anything from him… he has literally nothing lol), I was in utter disbelief at what I found. He had been stealing nude photos/videos from his best friend of his wife for at least 6 years, I found no less than 15 collages made just recently of her, He was making collages of he and I side by side with a photo of my twin sister….. so it looked like she was the one in the videos with him, sending photos to strangers of our friends, my sister, people I have known for years and people I don’t even know, stealing photos of my photography clients from their Boudoir sessions(lingerie) when I would leave, posted me online requesting people to “tell me what they would do to me” and to top it off he had been hiding cameras in our home, mostly our guest bathroom and our master bathroom for at least 13 YEARS!!!! Yes I say it again, HIDING CAMERAS IN OUR BATHROOMS FOR AT LEAST 13 YEARS!! I assume around 2016 he began his interest in watching me actually use the bathroom but I know I didn’t find everything he had so it could have been long before that. Yes using the bathroom, literally hiding his old phone in the bathroom and watching me live streaming from the next room on his webcam app for sexual gratification. I am a private person when it comes to the bathroom and it was the only time I wanted privacy or even got privacy since we had kids. So to find out that the only privacy I ever had or even wanted was just an illusion and he felt he had a right to every single second of my life and my time no matter how I felt, it changed me. I honestly think I was more of a possession to him and for 20 years I was his property he could do whatever he wanted to me and it didn’t matter to him. He violated my privacy, my trust, my family, my business, my sense of security, and had no regard for how this could affect me or most importantly our children if it was discovered. So after 4 days, on the day he was set to get home at night, I packed up most of the kids and I’s things and took it to my brothers and waited there with my brother for him to pull into the drive. My brother and sister refused to let me confront him by myself not knowing how he would react to me finding out something he had been hiding for at least 15 years. In true narcissist fashion he laughed when he came in thinking I had just decided to move out and brushed off my request to talk to him. I then said ok dont talk but you will listen to what I have to say….. “I know everything you have been doing, i found the videos and photos, I found it all…..” He played dumb for a long time but eventually my details of his crimes began to sink in and he began to sweat. I mean literally sweat too…. he got up off the floor at one point and he literally had a big wet spot on the asshole of his pants…. he was panicking so much he legit was sweating out his asshole lol. After almost 2 hours and many many lies, then half truths as he admitted tiny crimes then swearing it only happened once or admitting doing one thing but swearing he didn’t do another, I was ready to get out of there. He admitted pretty much all of it in texts and In the recordings my brother took of the confrontation, so honestly I can’t make this shit up lol. After leaving I found even more photos and videos on the tablet I took and the old desktop I took along with websites he had been using to connect with these people he had been emailing over the years. He swore he hadn’t sent anyone my photos but I proved it since it was STILL IN HIS EMAILS. He also swore he never posted me online and he never would do that and after I left I found a website he posted me on!!  I honestly didn’t know what to do. I didn’t want my kids to know about all of this since it would be incredibly traumatizing and they didn’t deserve to pay for his mistakes. So I tried my best I could to act normal since moving out was a big enough adjustment for them to deal with. I forced myself to continue switching the kids back and forth and picking up the kids at his house as if it wasn’t incredibly traumatizing every single time I had to go there. I knew I would rather deal with the trauma than make my kids aware of it. Then I found the video….. the one that broke something in me I dont think i’ll ever get back.  It was a video from a couple years before and he and I were in bed, but as I watched it, I didn’t remember recording it and then I see my face and realise I am completely unconscious. As the video continues I never once open my eyes, I am completely limp and he even has to put his phone down to pick me up and flip me over more than once. I couldn’t believe what I was seeing and my mind had been so filled for weeks with images and videos of everyone from my sister to my clients, that I don’t think my mind would even let me comprehend what I was seeing.  It was my sister that first used the word rape…. I had thought it deep down but its like my mind refused to let that be an option. It wasn’t till I spoke to a lawyer 2 months later to grasp what I really should or could do to protect myself, my kids, my clients and anyone else involved, that I could truly see what had happened to me. In black & white on my phone I read an email the lawyer had sent me of a draft letter to my ex, that read “Rape of my client….”. I don’t know why it took seeing it right there in black and white for something to click in my brain, but it was like a light switch flipped and I could see all of it so clearly. I could see all of the years of abuse and all of the lies he told and all of the promises he broke and all of the ways he had used my kids and I as props to give off the persona he wanted to portray as the best boyfriend, the best father, the best friend and the best person anyone had ever met. When i look back no i see that he wasn’t a loving and caring father…. he wanted us to always do things together because he needed to control everything and if he didn’t get to be there then we didn’t get to go either. Every second of our lives was molded in a way to make sure his friends saw him with his kids, saw him turn down girls at shows who hit on him, give the illusion of the best friend and give the illusion that he just wanted to be there for all the kids firsts. In reality unless he could use it to perpetuate this idea of being the perfect father… then the kids missed out on it too. All of these things began to flood my brain over and over, all of it swirling in the background as I just kept seeing the word “Rape” over and over again as it tore through my body, as it touched every memory I had with him over the past 20 years, as it sunk into every single inch of my skin and echoed deep down into the depths of my entire being….staining the very edges of my soul. You see the assault is only a small part of the trauma a victim as to live with. The real bulk of the trauma is the perpetual fear, anger, depression, confusion, anxiety, paranoia, sadness, guilt, self blame, terror, helplessness, regret, bitterness, untrust and vengeance that you have to survive everyday for the rest of your life. Everything you do is harder from getting out of bed to going to work to doing homework with your kids. It seeps into your mind without warning and finding out your triggers is a new trauma all in itself. I dont know my triggers until hit happens and I’m on the floor in a full on trauma induced panic attack unable to catch my breath, barricading myself in my bathroom because my oldest kid came into my room and asked a question about school and the last thing you remember is begging her to leave your room as you look at the face of the man who broke you on her phone because she chose not to listen when you asked her to please stay in her room when she facetimes him and NEVER bring it in your room…. the only place you feel safe knowing he has never ever ever stepped a foot into your room.  Its like just seeing his face on video chat on her phone in my room made it a place I didn’t feel safe and I felt like he was here watching me like he did for so many years.  I could feel the fear and disgust wash over me as it coated every inch of my room and my skin. My safe place, my home, the only thing in my entire life, in my entire memory, that he didn’t touch or was never a part of, had been tainted by even the presence of him on her phone. So if you ever meet someone or know someone who has been assaulted….trust me when i say you will never understand how they feel, they don’t even understand it, and it’s ok if you don’t, they would never ever wish you did, just make sure you don’t hold their reactions against them or judge them for trying to just survive a situation they never asked for and do NOT want. I know I am a survivor but after 2 years of ……custody court delays, a lawyers whos done more harm to you than good, dealing with a dispatcher who violated the most important part of her job, a detective that never did his job, a prosecutor who has clear bias towards women and couldn’t give a shit about your case, an ex who admitted it all then 48 hrs later was denying it all and calling you the rapist and then bringing your oldest child into the situation and traumatizing them, and your little one who knows nothing of the truth but is traumatized by the world turning upside down & not understanding things, and dealing with panic attacks and every single thing life seems to throw at me that honestly you wouldn’t even believe…… I am a survivor but half the time i am so sick of having to survive it everyday. Its unfair and you never had a choice in any of it and some days that’s the hardest part, trying to get back the power of just having a choice. Most days I wake up feeling a little homicidal and sometimes I think its a miracle after 2 years that I still make the choice to be the person I teach my kids to be and let the system get me justice and karma settle the score. Unfortunately that has become an incredible burden on myself and my career and my kids. I have had to take so much time off to fight him for custody of the kids and keep him from getting more than supervised visitation.  It has caused me to loose entire days and nights to searching through electronics and websites to make sure myself or anyone else wasn’t posted on them. It has stollen days, weeks, months and years of my, life, time and my sanity keeping me from being able to work and when i do keeping me from being able to even focus on the job. I have had night terrors and cant use a bathroom without checking for hidden cameras. I haven’t let a single guy touch me since I left and this entire thing has consumed every single day for the past 2 years. I don’t sleep more than 4 hours a night, I don’t take any time for myself and I put on a good front and I am able to laugh it off most days but still almost every single day I break down and cry. I had to buy pretty much every single item for my entire place when I moved since i left every bit of furniture there even though we had just gotten a brand new bedroom suit and remodeled the entire master bedroom and walk in closet and laundry room. So I left with no money too. I’ve had to take so much time off and I now am the sole person responsible for raising and taking care of my kids including driving to and from school and sports and events and paying for all of the things they need every single day. I had just paid off 15k of my debt before I moved and after furnishing a 3 bedroom place…. my equipment broke and i had to invest 15k intol getting all new equipment. So now I’m 30k in debt…. have paid my lawyer 15k to do absolutely nothing but put me in contempt TWICE, ignore my requests for 6 MONTHS to get child support that he doesn’t pay, to ignore my calls and emails yet bill me for “reading them” and acting more like he works for my ex while never once treating me like i’m a victim. We haven’t even been in court the whole almost 2 years so 15k for telephone status conferences, not sending me magistrates orders and I get served with contempt papers because I didn’t know I had to even do anything and to this day I still haven’t even signed a contract with the lawyer because he is the worst lawyer I have ever seen!!!  So after trying every single program or outlet for help I can possibly find without making this all public and putting my kids through the public shame of everyone finding out…. I have come to literally beg for anyone and everyone who wants to help me try to survive this nightmare, to please, please help me try to pay for my overdue balance with my lawyer, make payments on my credit cards I’ve had to use just to survive and pay my rent, help supplement my income for all the time I’ve had to take off to try to meet with detectives, prosecutors, lawyers, counselors, Dr.’s and therapists for myself and both of my kids since we are all in specialized therapy for trauma victims.  I haven’t taken off more than a 10 days in 2 years since I don’t get vacation pay or overtime or holiday pay or anything at all since im self employed. So i literally work 7 days a week from around 8am to 2am most days of the week. Even now Its 3:14am and i have to be up at 6:45am to get up with the kids but I am so stressed and afraid about how i am going to make it another couple months let alone 2 more years that I’m staying up after I am done working to try to find some help.  This is just part of my story and honestly Part 2 may somehow be even more unbelievable but i’ll save that for another day. In the mean time, please if you can afford to give any financial help, You have no idea how much it would impact my kids and myself.  Im struggling to find hope most days and Im starting to get really hopeless so please for my kids sake so I can be here for them and be the mom they deserve without the crushing stress I feel every single day, please help me if you can!

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Please help me ❤️‍🩹 while I heal my broken bones 🦴

I very much appreciate anyone who reads this and sends prayers or money.  I need help with my bills while I recover from my injury, I’ve broken my leg and ankle in an accident.  I am a single mom and have been the sole breadwinner and caregiver for years.   This situation is the first time in my life that I haven’t been taking care of everyone around me, I would much prefer that scenario unfortunately it is not my current situation.  Currently I’m not able to work more than an hour or so before my leg begins to throb and I’m thrown into intense physical pain. The doctor thinks that I may have torn a ligament when my bones broke.

I want very much to work more but it currently isn’t possible and because of this I’m asking for help for the first time in my life.  Please help me so I can focus on healing rather than constantly wondering how I can pay my bills.

Again I truly appreciate any assistance you can give me ❤️‍🩹💕

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It’s extremely difficult for me to write this, but here it goes:

I find myself in a challenging situation, and I’m reaching out to this wonderful community for support.

Due to unforeseen circumstances, and a few untimely, subsequent deaths in my family, I am currently facing a financial crisis. I have accumulated $20,000 in overdue bills, and despite my best efforts, I’m struggling to catch up. These bills include essential expenses only.

I’ve always been responsible with my finances, but life threw some unexpected curveballs my way, like many on this site.  As a result, I’ve fallen behind on my financial obligations, and I’m now at risk of losing everything.

I am actively searching for additional employment opportunities and exploring every avenue to improve my financial situation, but the bills continue to pile up, and I’m in danger of sinking deeper into this financial abyss.

Your generous support could make a world of difference in my life right now. Any contribution, no matter how small, will help me get back on my feet and regain financial stability. I don’t expect to get the full amount,  but if I do, that would change my life.  Your kindness and compassion would mean the world to me, and I promise to pay it forward once I’m back on track.

Please consider donating and sharing this campaign with your friends and family. Together, we can help me overcome this challenging period and start a new chapter of financial security.

Thank you from the bottom of my heart for taking the time to read my story and for your support during this difficult time.

With gratitude,

Fred S.

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Dear Sir/Madam,

Warm greetings. I am writing this note praying I can get some help, urgently. I am a woman aged 46 grieving both the tragic loss of my only beloved child, son Dri aged 21 who passed away in May 2022 and my beloved Mom in November 2022. BOTH were my world. I have been in a state of utter shock but I couldn’t afford therapy or counseling. I just prayed all the time until end September 2023 when I could finally pull myself together. I feel I am ready to roll up my sleeves again, thank God.

However, I need some urgent help now please. My current apartment lease is up for renewal in November which I have to renew. But in one month arrear plus this month. I don’t have any money on me presently. Please assist me with $7,800 in total to enable get back on my feet, to bridge the following financial gaps:

(1). $2,000 rent (monthly rent $1,000 plus one month rent in arrears). Please help me pay my rent as I am about to be evicted (I’ve an eviction notice). I live in Temple, Texas.

(2). $800 toward food, basic bills as wifi, water and electricity please.

(3). $5,000 toward setting up my small business of scented essential oils and herbal hair/skin products from home this amount will help me toward obtaining an LLC, basic equipment and ingredients plus a website. Given that I don’t have a car presently and we don’t have access to public transport in Temple, I wish to do some work from home to build towards mobility etc. eventually.

Fortunately, whilst in my emotional shock due to my grief over my son and Mom last year, I embarked on a healing passionate hobby of making scented essential oil perfumes and herbal hair products. This helped me make some basic income through friends who bought from me as their way to assist me have some income as I wasn’t able to work at all for over one year now. Their reviews have been most encouraging including some making repeat orders. I wish to register this small business now and build a website. In fact this hobby probably was my main healing process in addition to prayers as I couldn’t afford counseling and therapy. Please assist me embark on this small business as it is both my healing process and will help me create some basic income to manage life without my 2 beloved only family I had (my dad had passed on many years ago and I’m single).

I sincerely hope I can get some help urgently to sustain my momentum of picking the pieces and embark on a new life without my son and Mom keeping my faith in God that I’ll be able to smile again some day. Thank you for your time in reading this note and I look forward to your positive response. Suzanne Jambo

Suzanne Jambo

4802 S 31st Street Apartment 706, Temple

Texas 76502-3476

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Good day everyone .

.I am an African single mother of two girls. I am a victim of serious domestic violence abuse. I have been going through a pathetic divorce experience since 2021. Our divorce just got finalized on June 28,2023.

My ex husband left me.in serious credit cards debts, which I am now paying all by myself.  We were both using my credit cards during the time were together.

Sometimes, he travels with my credit cards. We used my credit cards to purchase furnitures, house needs, foods, clothes, children needs and so on. He promised to pay me back on those credit card when he starts working in June 2021.  He was supposed to start a well paying job in June 2021 then, before he carried out his premeditated abuses that led toward our divorce.

He was studying at a nursing school then, while I dropped out of nursing school due to depression caused by my ex husband’s physical, verbal, emotional, and adulterous abuse and torture 🙃.

I stayed in our marriage for good 15 years, before I decided to set myself free from domestic abuse in 2021, and filled for divorce. This is because i notoce he wasnt ready to chnage.

And he graduated from heating me, to pushing me down the stairs. He has been abusing me back from African days before we relicated to United States.

Let me cut my long story short. He left me.in serious debts which I am.now battling with. My little income is not even enough to take care of.my bills. I live from hands to mouth.

I cry secretly everyday every time I think about how I’ve suffered in that marriage, and how i.am.still suffering with my two girls, while.my ex is out there living a lavish life and enjoying his trips.and holidays all over the world.

He is now a nurse. He used to beg me then while we were together, that I shouldn’t worry, that he’ll pay me back all of the money when he finishes out of nursing school, and when he starts working. But I didn’t know that he has his evil plan.

I came across this online beg for help. I decided to try it and see if I could get some people that will help me out of this pathetic situation I found myself.

I cried and hated myself before coming out to do this. I feel so ashamed of myself seeing myself in this deteriorating condition 😞. I never thought in my life that I could turn into a begger.

But I have to do this in order to take care of my children and start a little side business to add up to.my income, so that I’ll be able to take care of my bills, pay my debts and also support my girls living. I wish you could see the tears 😢 😪 rolling down my eyes as I type this message.

I haven’t paid my October rent, and I’m afraid the apartment office will soon send me a notice of non payment and eviction notice.

Kindly please help me.with anything the Lord lays in your heart. I pray that the Lord shall replenish your pocket as you help me and my daughters. May you or any members of your family never fall in a situation that will turn them into a begger. You shall all be blessed and favored in the sight of men and women. Amen.

You can zelle me any amount your heart releases to me on my phone number, 4698103919 or you send me a cash app on $sadeinfinity3. Your kind gesture towards me and my girls will be highly appreciated. Remain blessed.

Fola

 

 

 

 

Greetings . My name is Michael Earl Johnson.  I am 59 years old and currently employed full-time as a messenger/driver for a company named Messenger Distribution, Incorporated ( M.D.I. ). Although I’m employed full-time, I’m struggling just to make ends meet. My net pay is only about $2200 per month so between rent, car insurance,life insurance,cellphone bill , utilities, gas and food, along with credit card payments, I am barely making it ! I’m currently trying to find ways to make more money, including possibly investing in income property. I also want to help my sister, who is moving from California to Texas in 2 months and needs help with moving expenses and bills. Therefore, I am asking for $50,000,which would alow me to payoff debt, help my sister, and invest in property that will possibly increase my income .  In addition, I would like to be in a position to give more to my church and other ministries which I support

Hello my name is Doug and I’ve had a hard few years lately it all started when my best friend hung himself since then I’ve been really depressed recently lost my job due to my depression and having to take care of my disabled parents that’s the reason why I’m here I’ve sold everything I own to help them they’re both on social security but that’s barely pays the bills so I’ve been paying for their prescriptions blood pressure etc. My mom goes in for surgery this Halloween her health isn’t too good I hope she can pull through this one ive never asked. Anyone for anything I’ve always been able to do everything on my own my goal is to make sure my parents live their last years comfortably no more worries my mom knows my registration is due 9n my truck and she knows I can’t afford it seeing her stress more bothers me that’s a little summary of my life thers so much more I don’t know where to begin or end my story I just hope that there’s someone out there that’s can help me get through the dark time and hopefully i can give my parents some good news i would love to see my mom smile again thanks for reading hope you can help.im looking to raise $10,000.  My PayPal is.

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