Late at night, the weight of being a mom truly hits me. My entire life revolves around my kids, creating a cozy, happy home for them, providing what they need, and handling everything that comes our way. I’ve always managed to provide for them by working hard and maintaining the attitude that I must do it, I have no choice. It’s all for them. I want them to have a memorable childhood, to feel safe and simply happy. I’ve always been the rock, the one who handles everything for my family, always striving to do better.
Lately, though, things have become really tough financially. I’ve fallen behind on bills, and it’s all on me. Everyone’s looking to me, and it’s quite a bit to handle. I’ve been keeping all this stress to myself, trying to hold on, and I do a good job of masking it. Sometimes I’m holding on by a thread.
It’s really hard for me to ask for help, but I thought maybe I could just put it out there, sending a hopeful message into the world. Maybe I’ll connect with someone who understands, someone who feels a connection to my story. I don’t intend to be in this position for long. I will fail forward! I’m looking forward to not waking up with anxiety one day and becoming a better and more responsible person with my finances.
My rent is $3,150 a month, and I’m many months behind. I’m truly fortunate to have landlords who are so understanding and believe in me; I couldn’t be more thankful for them. I’m working tirelessly to gather the money, and I will, I have to, but it’s incredibly stressful, and I just want to breathe again. Today, I’m hoping for some kind of good fortune, a sign from the universe that it will be okay. I believe in paying it forward, and I look forward to doing so myself, to someone like me who puts out a message of hope just as I am now. To whoever is reading this, may many blessings reach you throughout your life. Thank you.
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