If someone had told me 13 years ago that I wouldn’t get anywhere in life and that I would then develop paranoid sci-fi, I would have made a plea about my ideas, future aspirations and career moves until the person was convinced that my life would be the fairytale I had dreamed of. The sad truth is: I slipped into prostitution, I was in a toxic marriage with a sociopath, and paranoid schizophrenia has been running my life for 3 years. I just can’t find my way in life. I am constantly the seeker. I used to assist elderly people with disabilities in their everyday lives. My life had a purpose. People’s joy was a gift to me. I want to make a fresh start, study law, personalize my home and improve everything about myself. Due to the neuroleptics I take for schizophrenia, I have gained 35 kg in a year and lost interest in life. Would you help me to change my life?
If you are drawn to me, I would be grateful.