My name is Holly. Single mom, Veteran. I’m about to turn 54. I have ADHD, social anxiety. Grew up an introvert, empathetic, loving, eccentric, played sports and violin and went to Christian schools and events. My mother died suddenly when I was 18 in college. From that I made a lot of bad choices due to excessive drinking which led to other temptations and trouble. My father tricked my nativity and trust and I unknowingly signed over custodial rights to a man who brainwashed my son, tortured me emotionally and disowned me simply because I am of a lifestyle he absolutely hates. I changed my life 20 years ago but it just seems every time I get a break bad things happen. I’m accident prone. I moved away from Houston to Kerrville, a simpler but I’m close to nothing and there is no transportation. I finally bought a new car in 2017 then I fell off a 9′ wall shattering my heel bone. 7 screws and a plate. When I healed enough to walk my foot rejected the metal and I had them removed. When I healed enough to walk they found and removed a cyst on my breast which required to stay in bed with daily home health. When I healed I helped a friend move not thinking I’d weakened so much and tore a quad muscle. After 3 yrs of surgery and recovery, I atrophied. During all of that I started stacking certifications in Microsoft, IT, and Data Analytics. I went back to my old job to save for a car to be able to try to finally get a career. I quickly moved up and bought a car. Then my hips started giving up on me. Next, on my way home from work a deer totalled my car. Never heard of GAP insurance so I’m still paying off the now $2000 balance. I’ve had one hip replaced and now go in January for the other hip. I have short term and the VA. What I need is just a chance , a little help to just get me in a reliable car. I’m only asking for a down payment of $3-$5k so I can have payments I can make on a used car. I’m so tired of always starting over but I have another one in me before I get too old but I have to have a car to find my career. I’m trying so hard to be a better me. I have a step daughter, 15, at home who a honor roll, Christian, a son who is in school for his master’s in biomedical engineering. I need to get out of hard labor, I won’t let any help be in vain. I’ll pay the car off, I just need to get a reliable car for me and the kiddo. I know there’s so many others with worse luck but I am not comparing myself. My bad luck almost has me both hands up. Please help me get back on my feet . Thank you so very much. Holly https://paypal.me/hollycandoit?country.x=US&locale.x=en_US