Hi my name is Carmen and I have completely messed everything up, I became a Christian 9 years ago and God has blessed me in many different ways since becoming one. My past life was always bad and I thought I had come through living in the flesh. I got married and had a child over the past 4 years and I have lived a wonderful life. Over the past few years, I have gotten myself into 30k worth of Debt and I have been spiraling out of control with it. To make matters worse Recently I had an ex boyfriend demand money from me that I owed him from several years ago, I got very scared and did the unthinkable and borrowed 10k from my mother in law to pay him back, I didn’t tell her or my husband what the money was for, so I have now paid that back but can’t pay her back or the other 30k. I have since told my husband the truth, he has now demanded we separate and he wants shared custody of our son. He wants me out of the house, I am not in a position to even rent a property so I really don’t know what I am going to do. I have been to the pastor of my church to tell him so I can feel less of a weight on my shoulders but my husband is not speaking to me, he is adamant he wants me out of the house, I just don’t know what to do. I wanted to set up the go fund me page so I can pay the debt I owe to my mother in law and other things and then I can see if I can try and make a mends and build the bridges. I would never come on something like this and disclose information but I really don’t know what else to do. I feel ashamed and guilty for what I have done and I am leaning on God as much as I can and praying through this situation.
i am sorry to everyone I have hurt and I hope you can one day forgive me.
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