Firstly, thank you for even giving me the time of day. As the title says, I’m at wit’s end, this year has not been kind. While I have overcome so many personal trials and tribulations throughout my entire life, as of now, financially things have become near impossible. This is my desperate plea for aid. I am jobless, feeling hopeless, and just need something to help while I try to get things back together. It’s all genuine and real.
With that all being said, I’ll start with the amount. In total I need $30,000.
Do I need all of it right away? No, thank goodness for that. But it’s the amount I’m stuck with that I’ve been paying off over time. It used to be more, believe it or not. As such, anything helps. $1, $10, even $100. I’m just throwing out the total because, well, it’s the number that haunts me and I want it gone. Doesn’t hurt to ask, right?
So about me.
To start, I was abused by my parents. Mental and physical beatings were commonplace. I won’t go into details, but know that the motion of a high five scared me a lot. I moved out to save myself. That is where my debt comes from. Moving across country isn’t easy and I was desperate. Since moving out, it’s been a battle with myself to learn how to love myself and find my worth. I’m managing. I was humbled very quickly while homeless, mistreated by “friends” who really just took my money. When you’re desperate, you don’t really think twice of what’s going on till afterwards, huh?
I worked at a kennel for a while. Loved cats and dogs. I left that job to be a receptionist at an OB/GYN. Pay was good, opportunity to get into healthcare, I was ecstatic. I worked there till August of this year. As time passes, people come and go. It became very cliquey at the start of 2025. I learned the hard way that HR was there for the company, not its employees. Despite the fact my coworker harassed me, isolated me, and eventually drove me to a suicide attempt, my workplace did not care for me. Meetings were promised but never made, changes promised but never occurred. So I quit. I can find another job, I don’t get another life.
Since then, it’s been hard. Really, really hard. It feels like all that progress and hard work went down the drain. My savings is practically nothing while trying to pay debts, the job market is in shambles. I moved out and quit a horrible job so I could live, but without money, living is so, so hard.
Hence why I’m here, pleading for any generosity. Begging for money. If you can spare anything, heck, if you can pay a bulk of this, I’d be so, so thankful. Please help me.
And honestly, thank you for reading this. It helps to think I’m not alone.
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