Thank you for taking the time out of your day to read my story, this is not only to help provide me with the things I need to work but also to help me move out as soon as possible.
Currently I am trying to move out. But before then I’d like to raise money to help me get things my family will not help with.
By the age of 15 when I was able to actually start working I wasn’t able to hold a job without proper identification, thing my family would not provide for me even after years of asking, a job for me was an escape from life at home, so was school.
I’ve never had a good life being the younger child and being pushed around and judged for everything I do, told to get a job but had no help in the process.
Everyday I notice something new about my life, how I’m the only child that doesn’t have any school photos from when I was younger, how I don’t have anything but my social security, how all my kindergarten and elementary school projects are nowhere to be found but everybody else’s is sitting right there on a shelf or in a box.
I would tell my full story but I don’t think the world is ready for that truth. Being older I am constantly told that I should be in the streets because I don’t do anything when really that’s just me giving up trying because I’ve never had help, I’ve tried searching for gigs with little to no response, small cleaning jobs that pay as little as $8/hour, I’ve baby sat but those aren’t things that you can rely on for a steady paycheck. But because they don’t see my efforts I’m good for nothing. My voice has never been heard and I’m starting to think it never will.
I’m abused verbally everyday, being called the B word, being told to shut the f**k up when I ask questions to be sure I heard things correctly. My room being trashed and all my things broken just for sounding like I have an attitude or I talk back when I feel I’m being disrespected.
All I want to do Is leave and never come back to this place again. Prove to them that I can make it in life without them. Prove that I can be happy, prove that I AM worth something.
So please help me out with starting my journey to a happy life. If donations are not able to be made a share works miracles too.