Hi, I hate reliving the worst part of my life but here we go. I’m a 24 year old woman and I was with my ex-fiance for almost 6 years. We lived together since I was 19, and as anyone in a similar situation would recognize, sometimes were amazing, but about half the time I lived in hell. The emotional abuse and cheating I put up with disgusts me, but I learned to give myself grace and I will never fault myself for loving someone, I’ve just learned to recognize when someone does or doesn’t love me. Anyways, back in June of 2023, we broke up. I came to him asking for us to finally save to buy a house and get married. He agrees, but a week later he broke up with me. I find out he was having an affair. We still lived together at this point, and for the next month I wish I left the first moment I could. The next month he would flip from wanting to work things out and start a family to being done with me and wanting to move on with his new girlfriend and wanting me to leave. I regret my actions but I loved this man and I wanted it to work, and one morning in July while we were intimate, I insinuated I would tell her about this so they would be done. He flips out on me, and we get into a physical altercation and leaving out all the harsh details, I’m dragged outside across rocks, metal, and dirt to the curb like trash; naked, no phone no keys, nothing. He calls the police and tells them it was all me. They make us separate and from there I was technically homeless. I had to take our dogs and cats and my car and that’s all I have to this day. I stayed in a hotel for two weeks, I bought a shed and moved it in a family member’s backyard, and since then I’ve been working to take care of myself and my pets and trying to turn things around. I’ve found strength and I’m so proud of everything I’ve done since then. The scars on my body remind me of that time but they also remind me that I survived and there’s so much life for me to still live. But admittedly finances are an issue. I maxed out my credit card staying in a hotel and keeping myself and my pets afloat until I got a job. I’m working now, and things are good, I’m grateful, but it still feels like a slow climb. I’m still actively looking for better jobs, but until then I’m just getting by. Any help would be appreciated and thank you for reading.
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