Good morning single father with my 3 children wife passed away in September 10th 2019 Johnson City Medical Center I moved down here the week of Thanksgiving in 2019 and managed to get a job that week and after my car broke down I had bought another car a couple weeks later my newer car engine went out so for the last few months I been without a car and unable to work and we have no public transportation where I live and one of my children needs to see her specialist in Pensacola FL in a single father don’t get food stamps or nothing I was a pre med student at Roan State was 3 classes from graduating to medical school I had hit accepted into UK, ETSU and Tusculum but my wife had became terminally ill so I took our brand new cars back to the dealership we was financing to build our credit and I went from a 680 down to I have no idea but I have applied for every single loan online and off had no luck which is due to my credit in which I been trying to rebuild but it’s complicated when the only family I had besides my children is deceased which was my wife I was a foster child so there’s no one I can actually reach out to been on my own since 17 and worked hard for every penny I was raised with good morals and I was always taught to work hard and give 100 percent in everything I do which I always did I use to work 7 days a week when I first name down and worked 6 jobs including security but that was taking away from my family so when covid hit my children and u was living in a hotel I cleaned out my savings it was great to have time with my children but financially it was a disaster I never got a stimulus or unemployment and the hotel still made me pay for my room and they still jacked the prices up even though the whole world was pretty much shut I went straight back to work after covid only working 3 jobs but right now I’m at the end of my ropes I found out about this site I hate asking people for anything but was blessed to find out about this site so hopefully it will be a blessing for my children and I but I can’t get no loans my even a car loan I even tried to finance an engine so I could get back to work and provide for my family in currently 3 months behind on rent as of today and I can’t afford to even take my children to a hotel if I needed to or a way to get there I pay 1650a month or so comes up to 2000 that’s not even including food and gas well gas not an issue due to the fact I don’t have a car and I been through the struggle and I always swore I’d be a better parent the whoever my parents are and I never had none of my children taken and do everything I can do to prevent that from happening and I never want any of my children to ever have to experience that madness being mistreated, lied on even starved and I still remember when I shared that history with my wife she was really quiet and I turned my head while we was laying in bed she had tears pouring down her eyes and I wiped them away and asked her why was she crying, she said o don’t understand how you such a good person after everything that happened to me and what j been through and I told her I couldn’t allow them people to mold me into a terrible person and me walking around hating the world or feeling sorry for myself it only helped me build character and made me a str and better person for my children even being in here asking for help is hurting my pride but it’s for my children and I must continue to strive for greatness and hopefully lead by example and hopefully I can continue to raise my children with good morals and life lessons but thank you all out there whoever is able to help I greatly appreciate it 🙏 have a blessed day.