my PayPal is @Hileenlove Hello All,
My name is Hileen
I am a 32 years old living in Nashville. I am writing to you all because I feel like I am out of options. I am in desperate need of financial assistance. I grew up in a toxic family where my parents always fought over not having money, my mother worked two full time jobs growing up to take care of my older sister and myself, due to her always being at work she wasn’t always around to be there for us, my father on the other hand was a alcoholic, abusive man who wouldn’t come home days on end etc. Fast forwad to college, I converted to Christianity my Freshman year at a Private Christian University in Nashville, TN called David Lipscomb, and due to my new found faith my family decided to completely cut me off, to where I have been left to provide for myself, throughout all my hardships, I would get myself into bad relationships for love, and they would use me to the point all my money would go to buying them stuff to feel loved, and wanted, and now in my 30’s I am desperately trying to learn, heal, grow, and better my future, but I just cannot catch a break from all the debt I am drowning in, covid really sat me back to where I was able to finally save up 8000 and during covid my hours went down and since work as been so slow. I am a waitress here in Nashville, and am trying to get all my debts in line before I make the move to Louisville for a fresh start away from everyone, and focus on my health, and my dreams in life are to become a life coach for young middle eastern women who struggle with self identity because of their environment. I have made terrible money choices throughout my young life and I am realizing it was due to my family being bad with money. I grew up hearing money was the root of all evil etc. and every time my mother had money or my father… they always spend it all. I am shy, scared, ashamed to ask anyone for help, because in my culture a woman my age should already be married with kids, and I choose to not. I have no one to loan me money. My credit is bad and every time I have extra cash it all goes to my student loans, rent, bills. I recently sold my car for 4000 because I was behind on bills and it all went to my bills. I have been on the verge on suicide because of my struggles that I go through behind closed doors. I will greatly be grateful for any donations, and would love to have your contact in hopes that someday I would like to repay back the kindness to help me get back on track. All the past due bills has me in a mental break down state of mind, it takes away motivation to move forward.