Great day,
Hope you are reading this well. My name is Nyasho I am a child of God, a bright light, born in total darkness. I have spent over half of my life, healing myself from trauma and pain I did not choose. I was born into two separate toxic families, riddled with curses needed to be broken. My mother, only 17 when she met my father in Paterson, NJ. Was a mistress to a man almost twice her age with an entire family and wife. Seeing and sleeping with other woman was not unusual in addition to the physical and sexual abuse he also took part in.
Although he and my mother were not involved much after I was born I spent a lot of time with him. That was until I began being molested by my father from the ages of 8 to 10 y/o. After telling my mother I was cut off from my fathers side of the family, and fell into an even deeper depression at the age of 10. My mother, although we lived in the same house, I barely saw her. Waking up in darkness after she promised to stay home that night was a regular thing, I was extremely afraid of the dark by the way. I stayed busy with church activities and often latched on to the families of friends I had at the time. Being left alone from the age of 5 made me used to being alone very quickly.
Even though I did not know it. The time I was alone was time that God was able to spend with me. Comforting me, loving me, guiding me. After years of cutting, at 15 I decided I was going to make a change, commit to myself and finding the truth. This led me an abundance of love, gratitude and self realization.
After a mental breakdown, I was forced to drop out of college after 5 years of studying forensic science and psychology. Although I was unable to go to class I used my time working and taking both individual and group therapy at Pace University, where I had studied. Although I had been in therapy since the age of 10 my experience at Pace was one of great effect. I continued to grow and at 25 I starting to become familiar with myself. I met my son’s father 3 years later and had my son just before I turned 29. I quickly found out his father was not who I thought he was as he made promises that resulted in my demise. Abandoning us and consistently making attacks on our well-being.
I formed my company NOASBOAT INC last year October, and have been diligently working towards building it since. Being alone with my son and no support has made this extremely difficult. I currently have an e-commerce store www.BuyGoldenGadgets.com and will be launching various digital products designed to heal with healing from generational trauma and growth. In addition I am set to launch my course in January. Check me out on instagram https://www.instagram.com/thenya_sho/?hl=en
I am currently in Colorado springs and was invited by someone I had known online for over a year. She said she wanted us to raise our children, she has 3, and build out businesses together. But when I arrived she was a completely different person. It resulted in me having to call the police for safety upon our departure. Sine we have been hopping for air bnb to air bnb and the settlement I was blessed with the day I left that girls house is dwindling quickly. I have invested money into my business and have seen so much growth in the past week alone. However, maybe just not fast enough. Although I was able to get one pre-sell for my course the day I released it, two days ago. That is the first sell I have made to date.
I need help. I have been outcast by my family, I have no friends and I have always found that the best support was received from others around me or in passing. I am looking for investors, angel investors, or anyone willing to give/ help. I pray everyday to fulfill my purpose and help others here on this planet, I just might need your help first.
Thank you,
Nyasho
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