The few years have been a constant cycle of struggle. I almost feel ashamed asking for help. I don’t know what else to do. It seems no matter what I do, I cannot get my head above water.
My name is Adriana, I have two daughters. I do my best not to let them see me upset over the financial troubles. I have to stay strong for them. But inside I just want to give up. I lost my job recently. I have applied to so many and finally got offered. Unfortunately, I can’t afford to pay to get the license for the job. I have a week left to get it. I sit by myself at night and cry. Bills are overflowing. I’m months behind on many. In September I had another job offer, I was so excited. I started, I worked hard. When it came time to direct deposit my first check, I fell victim to fraud. I got a call from the bank to tell me a fake check was direct deposited. I had paid my very past due electric bill already with some of it. So now I’m negative thousands with everything and charges. I go without food and any necessities to make sure my kids have what they need. I don’t know how I will be able to get anything for Christmas. I had to sell my great grandmothers ring to pay a bill. I am lost and need help to get back on track. I try so hard to do better and achieve higher, but it never happens. I’m not a pity party. I don’t ask for help. I’m just a mom that needs help and I know now it’s ok to ask for help. I understand if this gets no response, I will try another way. But i can’t give up, no matter how much i want to.
My paypal is http://paypal.me/adrianahorton1