” They want to put a pacemaker in me”. I will never forget those bone chilling words that escaped from my brothers mouth a week before he passed away. I don’t think him or I knew the severity of the situation. To look at him he did not look ill and he didn’t act as sick either. Try and imagine the confusion and devastation that overcame me the day. I got the call.
In total disbelief I begged and pleaded to tell me that this was all just a misunderstanding. It didn’t matter how many times I pleaded and begged because this was my reality and this was just the beginning. I had no idea what i was about to embark on as I began my spiritual journey. Unfortunately, I also was going to face the hardest time of my entire life during a series of unfortunate events that would leave me with nothing.
I’m a forty six year old mother who lived on a farm, which sat on twenty eight acres. I have 3 children all living with me, five animals, a long-term live in boyfriend, and im the proud owner was the proud owner of a dodge ram truck I run 6 booths at the local flea market and I do some door dashing on the side all the while i take care of the farm. Well that was the regime anyway until about three days after laying my brother to rest. I was notified by the landlord that they have scheduled the farm house for demolition and I was forced to leave. Unfortunately, I exhausted my savings three days prior to this news. My parents are on a fixed income. They could not financially afford to bury my brother. I was honored to do so for my brother and so I exhausted my entire savings on his resting place. One can imagine how infect to catch wind of being forced to leave my home with no money for a new home. I had to make arrangements for my children to live with my parents, which was a huge inconvenience and a burden. Because they are grieving, the loss of their oldest child. I had to rehome my animals, which was devastating to me because I knew I would never see them again, and we had to put the rest of the things from the house into a storage unit.
My boyfriend and I stayed in the truck and kept plugging away at the flea markets and door dashing that is until my trucj seen better days and broke down for good. My boyfriend, who is a cohert ptsd combat vet suffered an episode and was submitted into the v. A hospital and has been there ever since.
Now, I had no transportation, I lost everything that I owned at the flea markets as a result of no vehicle. I was forced to move in with my parents But at the cost of their 30 year marriage. Unable to find work without a car, I lost everything that was in the storage unit and left me with nothing. Good news was I was back with my children again. Bad news, it cost my parents their marriage. Just about.in brief, i will fill ypu in on the background of my dad. My father and my mother married before my brother was born.. my dad left my mother during her pregnancy with me and I never heard from him until I was 20 years old and I hunted him down. That’s when he remarried my mother, however, the trauma of losing my brother has put some serious stress in my parents marriage amd as a result of it they have drifted away from 1 another. I was sort of the icing on the cake.
It’s never easy asking for money, but desperate times calls for desperate measures and I’m beyond desperate. I’m a 46 year old single mother who graduated with 3 different college degrees. I attended university of Phoenix where I earned my biology degree and HR Management degree and I earned my Associates of Science at Kent State. I believe in our Heavenly Father our creator and his divine power. I believe in energy, frequencys, and positivity. I have tried to lead by example and show my children the way of life thru attending church, volunteering for community events such as pancakes with Prancer, and I have adopted families for Christmas in my own fundraisers that I started. I help others in need everytine I can be helpful to them. I would give the shirt off of my own back. When I lived at the farm I took in 7 people in all over the years and helped them get re established by providing them all with a roof over their heads 3 meals a day and never charged a single penny from any of them. I am greatful for anything I may receive, but I am in need of about 10k and with no car I am no good. I have tried selling things on ebay and haven’t made a penny over 800 bucks in three months. I am desperate to get on my own 2 feet again to show my kids anything can happen,, and to remove myself from my parents garage. Hopefully they can rekindle their relationship with one another. Meanwhile, i certainly would love to bring my boyfriend home. I must have 1 months rent and security deposit plus a bank statement showing i have 3 months of rent in my bank account. That’s i a sum of 5k dollars. I need a descent car so I can get to and from work when I find work, and get my children back into sports and to and from school 5 days a week. That’s about 3 grand plus tax, title, plates, and insurance I also need deposits for utilities and some groceries will b nevessary. I would love to have furniture as I lost all mine in our storeage unit. However, anything will be greatly appreciated.
I realise begging is not the way to success or a way of life. I also realise this is a hard world to surive in, but there are so many people doing it independently. Everybody has their own story and i dont think mine is harder or better or more sad than any other persons story. I realize there is nothing that sets me apart or makes me special or privileged to receive any monetary amount, but it will be a blessing I assure u! I have tried taking surveys for cash, work from home gigs and nothing is working out for me. So thank you for your time amd consideration during this extreme difficult time of my life.
My cash ap is supadupa420
I hope and pray this has some solution….