I’m a year out of a 16 yr long abusive relationship with the father of my four young children ages 13, 8, 6, and 4. As of now his help is conditional. I live in a low income apartment 2 bedrooms 1 bathroom in Lancaster, CA as we have for 13 years where he used to reside with us. The apartment is in my name and he has never been on the lease.
Due to the type and length of the abuse, my head is a mess. I am working on getting work from home so I do not have to leave my children with strangers or depend on him ever again. I’ve had no luck. I lack education so this is difficult. I’m a songwriter…my only payable talent. But I do not do anything with this. Four children and their fathers ongoing abuse is just too much for me and I cannot seem to get my head above water.
I want a house for my children and I. But this just seems mission impossible. I feel all alone…tearing up writing this. All I can ask for is any kind of help. My only income since I kicked him out a year ago is welfare that I want to get off of permanently. That’s 14,000 a month, on the months when he doesn’t apply for a welfare case of his own by lying/claiming the children live with him, When they have always been with me full time. This is now under investigation.
Money would of course help me a great deal. But an at home job, preferably something I do not have to make calls for or that you do not need experience for would be everything that’s anything…in other words, amazing for my children and I. I only have basic computer skills, maybe less than that. If nothing at all comes from this, it felt good to at least get this off my chest.
I am sending nothing but positive energy and vibrations. Thank you for reading. Please send prayers if nothing at all.
Cash App $Alisha Portugal