Hello,
my suffering has come to this. I am ashamed, so terribly ashamed of what I have caused myself but unfortunately I have no other choice. God is on long time vacation for me. I lived a nice life, I was a nurse in the NICU, I was looking forward to the future. I kept looking to the future to secure myself, to buy a small apartment.
This dream disappeared for me in 2023. I was looking for an opportunity to earn extra money, because after 10 years in the healthcare sector I reduced my working hours due to burnout and I was short of money. I came across a part-time opportunity on Facebook, a nice lady contacted me, explained everything to me, arranged it, and I started working on evaluating travel packages, I was a little skeptical but the customer support worked great, I earned my first money and was jubilant.
Everyone was nice, helpful, supportive. The communication was via WhatsApp, it was about the site navan-systems.com. I fell for it so much, I trusted the people I considered my online friends, I planned to get an apartment on a mortgage, I was naive, I thought that luck smiled on me until I put almost all my saved money ($ 20,490) into travel packages and I thought how it would come back to me three times. I filed a criminal complaint. And it turned out, after half a year, that this was an international gang, their IP addresses cannot be traced and they operate from Ireland to South Korea, several hundred of us were robbed and we will never see the money again.
This gang was so professional that even I, as a person who always had good intuition, was deceived. I prayed for my money to be returned, but in vain, I begged God, to no avail.
My world collapsed, fortunately I had a supportive partner by my side, but I was ashamed to tell him, to confide in him and I struggled with it alone. In mid-2024, I got pregnant despite contraception, I found out after 2 months, I didn’t plan to have a child, I wanted to work hard, to save up again. But I would never give my baby away. I don’t regret anything. I couldn’t work during my pregnancy, I was in a high-risk pregnancy. I could barely manage it financially (rent, utilities, internet, fees, …)
My beautiful son was born and unfortunately I was left alone to take care of him. After I confided in my boyfriend about my problem, he left us, instead of support from him I received a sentence. I’m managing it so-so. My financial support is $590 per month, apartment rent $400 per month, plus food, diapers, milk for my son, … and I’m slowly losing it, I’m at my wits’ end.
I can’t work, I have no one to look after my son, my family is not functioning, I don’t have money for a nanny or a private daycare and I don’t know what to do. Sometimes there are days when I eat very little or not at all, just so that I have something to give my son.
I think about what to do with every penny, I pray to God, I ask for an answer,… In vain. Therefore, gracious people, I ask for any financial support, if you have a little extra and can send it on, I will be infinitely grateful to you, it will help me get through this difficult time, Thank you.
Let each one give according to what he has decided in his heart, not reluctantly or under compulsion; for ‘God loves a cheerful giver’.
2 Corinthians 9:7
Broken but still believing mom. God bless you
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