Hello there. I don’t know if it was by chance or a sign that I just happened to come across this site so I am now relying on the kindness of strangers. I am a single 47 year old woman who has 6 daughters and a son that tragically passed away last year on January 26. He was born August 26, 1996. If anyone knows the loss of a child you know the pain and struggle it carries. I do however have 5 grandkids that are the light in my life when the world gets dark. A set of twin girls, Amari and Ember, not identical so easy to tell them apart that just turned 4 in April. Alazanna who just turned 4 in May. Rozair, the only boy, who is a St.Patty’s day baby and his baby sister, Zaria, who just turned 1 in April also. I raised Alazanna since the day she was born and have been keeping the twins for about a year a half now. Their Mom’s basically abandoned them in my care with no help from them whatsoever. They stop by and visit sometimes when they want food or money I don’t have. I’m sure you know what I’m talking about. My daughter with the two youngest stays with me because she’s also my babysitter since I could never afford daycare. I tried getting help for the older one’s but because my name is not on their birth certificate and I have no written statement or other kind of form from their mother’s I can’t apply for any funding for them. We basically live paycheck to paycheck. I work in a fast paced job that keeps me on my feet all day. We have no vehicle so I walk to work everyday. I’m still trying to pay bills from January. Just covering enough to not have our power or heat cut off. I now pay $1775 a month and that does not include utilities. My daughter helps out to but we just barely get by every month. The cost of food and clothing for ever growing kids is also a struggle. I would like just one good day…no, one great day where I could take us all out and not have to worry about rent, utilities, food, work or my depression kicking in. I know my mental health needs some attending to but my main focus is the kids and making sure they have a roof over their heads and food in their bellies. It’s not their fault after all. I appreciate any help and prayers in my moment of crisis and be forever grateful and thankful for all or any donations. God bless. My paypal link is paypal.me/gammaO78 *it’s an upper case o not a zero.