It’s very hard for me to come on here. I don’t like asking for help. I’m an only child, but I do have tons of younger cousins and family members. I enjoy being happy, fun and living life! Most of all I love to love. I started at 19. Pretty late compared to some lol. I’m 24 now and you would think I’m in a realtionship, a wife or a mother by now.. but no. I’m alone. May of 2025 I did fall pregnant though. My boyfirend at the time chose games and himself over me. Just great.. Let’s jump to June of 2025, my tummy is hurting. Really bad pain. I go to the doctors and they notify my that I lost my baby. Just great.. I decided to take my first solo trip out of the country 3 weeks laterto get a break from it all. Even then I didn’t ask for help, I chose to hold it all in and hopes it’ll all go away.
A few days later I return to the US and immediately my phone gets broken. I need it for my job so I had to get another one. (For contect: The bill was late so I had to drop $600 while on my trip to keep it active incase of emergencies). A few days after my return the stomach problems came back.. but 10X worse! I hade to sit out of work for full 11 days alone. Crying and curled up in a ball. For the first time ever I asked for help. But no one took me seriously. I’m always the one helping them, cant I help myself?
August things started to get better! I started catching back up on bills and the pain from my miscarrage finally fizzled out! I could be free again!! Well.. that was until life really showed me how unpredictable it could be. The medical bills, the car bills, the food and water I need. Rent. I tried to do it all but there’s only but so much I can do! I tried everthinng I could. I worked myself so hard I started to get sick again! Eventually.. I realized I needed to stop. Choose myself and ask for help. I begged my leasing office to hear me out as I try to get better but they are precistant on getting the money. I understand that’s their job and they’re doing what they need. I’m upset at myself for not asking for help sooner. So here I am. I’ve spent my whole morning on sountless websites allowing myself to be vulnerable and ask for money. No luck yet but I’m praying a miricle will happen and I can get my life on stack once again. I don’t need a lot. All that I need total is $1,131.33. Please dont feel obligated to push out the whole portion, even $10 would be so much help as I’m still working the best I could to come up the the remailder!! Thank you so much for your time!!
If you’d like some proof that I have through the journey here’s a couple of photos: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1ZhAYXULYDczv6Tu5Knxrx9guWDJOPwR4?usp=drive_link
Here’s My Paypal:
paypal.me/Shantizzzleee
XOXO S.G.