Hello! I am 22years old college girl, and I have few problems with my body that have impacted me and my life on so many levels. Because of these problems I have a very low self esteem, I hate looking into myself in the mirror and I find it very hard to maintain eye contact with people. To begin, my first condition is a lazy eye, I can’t look at anyone without feeling insecure, I struggle so much with taking pictures because I keep trying to find angles where my eyes would look as normal as possible and it has affected me so much. Another problem is with my teeth, I have misplaced tooth(I don’t know how to describe it), I lost a molar, and another one is about to fall. I can’t even remember the time when I laughed freely, I always hide my mouth with my hand and so many times people made fun of my smile, another blow to my self-esteem. A third condition is a weird one and not very common is Hirsutism, it’s basically where a women develops excessive hair growth. Can you imagine how hard it is for me a female to have hair growing so excessively in places that hair shouldn’t even grow in, I have hair all over my body from back to breasts to my tummy and neck… I hate it so much. I don’t wear dresses nor t-shirts and always wearing hats a so I can at least hide parts of my face where you can see some hair. I am unemployed and have been trying to find a job so hard but I’m getting no responses and even if I found a job I don’t imagine myself being able to afford these medical bills. These are no life threatening conditions but they have left me sad and not confident my whole life. I won’t blame anyone for ignoring my post or for donating for people who need it more than me. However, if any help is provided I would be grateful my whole life because you would change my whole life.
( I would also like to be honest here, if by any chance people did donate to me and I managed to afford those bills or didn’t manage to collect enough money i would use whatever money I received on finding a good school pr university and use the money instead on tution fees, I currently study in a public university and it’s the worst experience of mylife and I know it won’t add anything to my CV later on, so I could hopefully find a Private school or maybe study abroad as I always dreamed)