I never in my life have asked for a dime from anyone I pride myself in being very independent but right now it’s imperative that I swallow my pride and ask for help. I’m 40 years old with 2 children and I’m about to go blind if I don’t have an eye transplant in both eyes and my time is limited. Here’s my situation, growing up I had a horrible life I got kicked out at 15 and from than on my life just got worse, I’ve been in alot of bad situations that I couldn’t control, my life had no meaning I was homeless and hungry alot so at the age of 18 I decided to become a stripper and all hell broke loose. I decided to try cocaine so I don’t feel the shame of getting naked in front of people and with my good luck I have in life I encountered a bad trip that made me rip out the skin out of my eyes this went on for 13 years I just couldn’t stop in those 13 years I’ve had 2 children that aren’t with me anymore because I screwed up bad. I regret it everyday of my life, but regret doesn’t get back what I lost including my eye sight. I’ve been sober and surviving barely in life for 6 years now but it’s too late for my eyes, if I don’t get an emergency eye transplant in both eyes I will go blind. I know I did this to myself I wish I could change things but I can’t, for the past 16 years when I first birth to my daughter than my son 4 years later all I’ve been waiting for is for them to turn 18 so I can finally see them and explain what happened but my vision is so bad without this transplant I will not be able to see how great my children look and how good they are doing. I’ve never asked for anything but I really am dying to see my children and the sunrise and the sunset, but I can’t afford it, to be honest I can barely afford to eat but I’d rather starve so I can see. I’m begging someone anyone please help me out I prey to God every night for strength and help now I’m asking for your help so I don’t go blind, if I go blind my life will have no meaning. The transplant cost is $27000 per eye if it’s not a complicated procedure my eyes are so bad that if I were to get lazer eye surgery I would go blind it’s that delicate. All together I would need at least $75000 for the procedure and than the medications and hospital stay. I have no coverage for anything so I’m completely useless. Someone please find it in your heart to let me keep my vision. My PayPal account is renatasvab@gmail.com. I’m begging you please help me please. Thank you so much for taking the time to read my story.