Wishing things were different. I moved to another state to be closer to family, was able to get a VA loan and move into a nice home. I was working long hours in and out of town. Took a job offer outside of town, sold that house. Two of my nieces knew a family about to loose their house and the Dad had passed away 5 years earlier. So I was asked if I could help. Did not realize what I was getting myself into. Wound up getting another VA loan at the start of Co- Vid , started taking out loans to keep up, got into a forbearance but to many bills and high interest loans I couldn’t make the house payments. I have been trying to start working in online business but have lacked the money for the training and advertizing. My Home catch up payment is aound 17,000. I am hoping to raise about 20,000 to 25,000 to get caught up. Thank you for all consideration.